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Title: Frozen Summary: She wanted to be a mother again. Author's Notes: I wanted to capture Scully's pain when she remembered William after giving him up to adoption. Frozen. She stood in front of her son's baby picture, Her eyes became misty with the tears - she thought had evaporated all those years ago. Her heart decimated - now filled with the sadness of never seeing him smile now. She never thought of giving him up when she held him in her arms when she gazed at the man she loved. She never thought this pain would be everlasting until that fateful night. Over the years - she never once forgotten how it was like to smell the baby powder of him. Over the years - she never forgotten how he would go to her when he cried. She felt frozen - as though she couldn't feel any emotion. She felt lost - as though she lost the map within her conscious. All the 'Maybes" and "What Ifs?" kept her up at night, knowing what she knows now. The truth stared in her eyes -- she would never give him up, she knows that now. As the photograph frozen the memory of the mother she wanted to be, she yearned to feel again. She wanted to love again. She wanted to yearn for the love to reenter her life. Her decision finalized - she knew she had to do what's right to repair her heart. She wanted to feel that special feeling again. She wanted to be a mother again.
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