Title : Dear Fox

Author : Chameleonn

Rating : G

Category : VA

Spoilers : possible spoiler for 'Pilot'.

Keywords : Pre-XF

Summary : Samantha keeps a diary.

Notes : Yesss, I know, alot of these words are misspelled, and there are some make-upese words, and words used in the wrong way in this story...no, it's not my horrendous misspellings or weak grasp at grammar and English - it's supposed to be that way. I mean, sheesh, do you think a starving, troubled and tortured little girl is going to break out a spellchecker when she's pouring out her little broken heart to her fabled big brother, who is her only dismal ray of hope? Yes?! Sheesh! You guys amaze me more and more...:)


dear fox

im afrade fox. i dont know where you are and im sad. i dint want to make you mad at me last night when we were waching tv. i knew you wanted to wach the magican but mommy and daddy said i could wach what i wanted to. i dont know where i am fox but it is cold in here and its like a hospital. why am i in a hospital if im not sick??

love

sam


dear fox

a nice ladey came in and explaned that i was in here with some other kids for a while. she said we mite be sick so other people coud get better and we would get better to. i dont want to be sick. but I gess its not that bad becus I will get to miss school. can you get my homework for me sinse miss dolan doesant beleeve me wen i said an alien beamed it up on his ship cause raticulens like to do that kind of thing. and fox can you tell ronnie howerd not to pick on the new girl so much and not call her names like shorty or carrat head? here comes the lady again fox so i will see you tommoro.

love

sam


dear fox

my tummy herts fox i think i am getting sick like the lady said i mite. i feel how i did that one time that you got the flu and i teesed you about it and you chased me around and sneezed on me and i got sick and told mom. im sorry i did that fox. i shoud have been a better sister.

love

sam


dear fox

blah. i dont feel to good today. they gave me lots of shots like docter hallahan dose but they dint give me a lollypop like he dose. and they arent like wen you go to get a shot and you are so scaird becus it mite hert and then wen its done you are like wow that dint hert at all! these shots hert fox. i cryed and they ignord me like you did when you were talking to amy davidi on the fone. the nice ladey came around again and told me everything would be okay and that the shots woudant hert anymore. i hope shes right. my arm herts fox. and they dint even give me a pretty ban aid.

love

sam


dear fox

there was a docter in here today watching me. he was riting down things in his notebook sort of like this one that i foun. he is a funny man. he just sits there and rites down things and asks me qestions and nods and says hmmm and is queit and is so serius. he wanted to no if my arm hert and if my tummy hert and if i was dizzy. then he asked me if i coud remeber my famly and who i was and i laffed becus who woud forget that?? i told him yes! i am samantha ann mulder born on noveber 21 1965 and live at 2790 vine street chilmark massachoosats. he frownd big and dint even make a hmm when he rote stuff down. i think i said it rong. i felt stopid becus im supposd to no these things!!

love

samantha ann mulder born on noveber 21 1965_


dear fox

there were no more docters today. i think the hmm docter got mad at me. i just sat here today and drew pitures. its very boaring in here but it remines me of mrs nellys class cause she is old and boaring and talks like a robot. but i think i still miss her. i miss you all fox. i miss mommy and daddy and you fox even though you pull my hair and make me cry and maggy jordan at school and even ronnie howerd even tho he makes fun of me and everyone at school. i love you fox.

love

sam


dear fox

i feel even worser today. i threw up a millian times!! the nice ladey came around again and said dont worry littal girl youll be fine. i hope shes rite. she even hugged me and said everythinged be okay. i dont feel to good so this is it for today fox.

love

sam


dear fox

they moved in someone in the room next to mine. its a boy named tommy. hes nice and doesnt make fun of me. hes just verry queit. we dont talk to much cause there is a wall betwen our rooms and there is only a little space under the door to talk into. i gess they half the thick wall there so we cant cach each others cooties. i dont have any cooties fox even tho you said i did onse and dad yelled at you.

love

sam


dear fox

i woke up on a tabel today fox. it was like being at the dentast exsept they dint give me a sticker for being cavaty free. insted they poked more needles in me and i coudnt move cause i was in a strate jacket or something. but im not crazy fox! an now my arm herts alot more than it did and i feel dizzy like the room is spinning around and it remines me of the time we went to the carnival and we went on the fast rides and spun around and around till i thot i woud throw up and you laffed at me for being a baby. then you threw up. poor fox.

love

sam


dear fox

i think my jerms snuck over into tommys room cause now he is sick to. i hope he gets better. i hope i do to. the nice ladey came in again and gave me some mor shots. she said she was taking some of my blood. why does she want that? is she a vampire? i dont like vampires fox. their scairy. anyway i think if she takes any more blood from me i am going to shrivell up and blow away. compaired to that i mite like it better cause it is boaring here and i dont feel to good.

love

sam


dear fox

i woke up last nite becus i herd tommy screemeing. i looked in threw his window and he was shakeing and crying. i felt sorry for him. i wanted to help him but docters ran into the room and i hid so they dint see me. poor tommy. i hope tommy gets better.

love

sam


dear fox im not sick anymore! i woke up today an i dint even have the sniffles. i was happy becus i dont like to be sick even tho i get out of scool and dont have to listen to miss dolan yak on an on. by the way fox did you get my homework for miss dolans class? i want to go back to scool and see all my frends and see you to fox becus you are my very best frend and the bestest brother.

love

sam


dear fox

its getting hard to sleep becus there is allot of screemeing and yelling and allot of noize. im afrade fox. i remeber back at home wen dad woud yell at you fox. it made me sad. but this yelling and screemeing is making me afrade. i wish you were here fox. things would be much better.

love

sam


dear fox

late last nite i coulnt fall asleep an i herd people talking outside my door. it sounded like the nice ladey an someone else who sounded familer. the someone who was a man said i trust you have the next esperament ready. it is critical that you earn the girls trust before you try it it is critacal that you have ernd her trust on this one. the nice ladey said yes sir i will do it. what do you think they were talking about fox?

love

sam


dear fox

the nice ladey came again yestirday and gave me a shot. she was smileing and said dont worry everything will be all rite but she dint mean it fox. the shot hert allot fox and it herts to rite. i dont like the nice ladey fox becus shes not so nice now. i dont think i can trus no one. esept you fox.

love

sam


dear fox

i havnt been riteing to you in a wile. im sorry fox. its just that i dont no what kind of shot the ladey gave me was but it herts allot now fox. i feel dizzy and sleepy all the time and it makes my arm hert. i have slept allot and dont no how long i have becus there arent any allarm clocks here fox. last nite some nerse came in and i was afrade shed give me a shot and i told her to get away from me and not give me a shot but she was nice fox. she gave me a hug and said help was on the way and that shed get me out of this place. she said horibal things were going on here and shed make sure i was safe and get me away from here. she said shed come and get me tonite. she shuld be here soon. i hope i get away from here. i dont like it. im very afrade. i heer peepul comeing down the hall fox. i got to go in a minut and mite not see you for a wile. but i asked the nerse ladey whos name is nerse owens if id get to see you agan fox. she said of coorse you will deerey. but she lookd kinda sad and like she dint mean it so i dont think i beeleve her fox. im sad. i want to beleeve.

bye

sam




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