Starkweather: Ne Tempest Crede

Category: Mytharc

Rating: R

Summary: Agent Starkweather just doesn’t seem to be acting like herself… meanwhile, when Agent Reyes’ sister, Teresa is kidnapped by CIA-operative-turned-replicant Knowles Rohrer, Reyes and Doggett race against the clock to bring Teresa safely home.

Spoilers: Seasons 1-9

Disclaimer: Please, pretty please don’t sue me. I am just a humble fan in awe of the phenomena of the X-Files and must express my utter devotion and adoration by incorporating the brilliant creative characters produced from Chris Carter into my own sad little stories which I make no money off of whatsoever.

Now that the ass-kissing is out of the way…

Author’s note: I have inserted an extra year in between s8’s "Existence" and s9’s "Nothing Important Happened Today." This is the final Starkweather pre-s9 story. All future stories will be set after s9’s "The Truth." (series finale) The only thing that is off continuity-wise, is William’s age. In this story, he is a little over one year’s old.

Starkweather: Ne Tempest Crede

By Scully3776

The recruit trembled visibly as he approached the office door, looming at the end of the hall. He was afraid and rightly so, if all the stories were to be believed. He clutched the small cedar box, about the size of a shoebox, in his shaking hands and swallowed while he forced himself to keep walking towards the door.

He knocked timidly. He jumped when a silky voice ordered him to "Come in."

The young man let himself in. In the corner of the dim room sat the cornerstone of the corruption. Surrounded in a haze of smoke "Is everything in order?" he asked him as he snubbed out his cigarette in the crystal ashtray on the beautiful little table next to his opulent armchair.

"Yes sir," the man, more boy than adult, stammered out.

"Bring it to me."

The recruit carried the cedar box to him, expecting him to take it from his hands. Instead, the Cigarette Smoking Man reached inside of his breast pocket to pull out another pack of cigarette. He popped a cigarette in his mouth and said as he took his butane lighter off of the table, "Open it for me, please."

The recruit complied. After lighting his cigarette, he peered into the box. "Very good," he grunted, satisfied. He took a long drag from his smoke and then instructed his errand-boy. "Close it and put it on my desk. Then leave me."

The recruit complied quickly and scurried out of his office.

The box would stay on that desk untouched until the Cancer Man needed it.

 

Friday, April 26, 2002

John Doggett’s Residence

Falls Church, VA

4:27 AM Eastern Time

Doggett couldn’t sleep. He kept tossing and turning. Guilt kept him rolling over and over, trying to find a comfortable position so he could lie still long enough to sink into oblivion. Of course, it didn’t help that there was a very ornery and very vocally unhappy cat yowling in his bedroom.

"Caesar, lay off," he ordered him sternly. Caesar, naturally, ignored him and continued his caterwauling. <<Jesus, I can not wait until it’s Reyes turn to take him for a week.>> Doggett thought. Doggett, Reyes and Scully have been playing "Pass the Cat" ever since Caesar’s mistress disappeared.

**"Doc, your cat hates me."**

**"He hates everybody, don’t take it personally."**

<<Stop it.>>

**"I thought you hated cats."**

**"I don’t HATE cats. Just YOUR cat."**

**"Caesar is very loyal… well, he’s loyal to ME… "**

<<Stop it John>> he told himself sternly, but he couldn’t help it. He held himself responsible. <<I should have listened to her>> he berated himself as he thought back to the last time that he saw her, bleeding like a stuck pig in the doorway of the seedy motel room, watching Starkweather’s sister, Alpha aka Lily Stratford flee into the woods after she stabbed him….

 

February 2, 2002

Belle Fleur, Oregon

"Papa John, you ok?"

"I’ll live. Look, we gotta stop Mul-dah. Scully’s gonna have my ass in a sling if we don’t bring him back with us."

"Screw Mulder. You gotta get to an ER."

"Jerilyn, it’s not that bad. Look, the bleeding’s even stopped now." He was throwing on a shirt and already shoveling his feet into shoes. He grabbed his keys and wallet. "Come on Starkweather. If we’re gonna catch up to him, we’ve gotta hurry."

Reluctantly, she followed.

"What did she look like? The girl who stabbed you?" Starkweather asked when they got into the car.

"Gray eyes. Bottle-red hair. She looked a little like you, come to think of it."

"Doggett, turn around."

"I’m NOT leavin’ Mulder out there."

"It’s a trap, Doggett. She wants me to follow her out there."

"What if she just wanted to get away from being stabbed by an FBI agent?"

"She was trained to kill, Doggett. She wouldn’t have missed any fatal parts if she intended to kill you."

"But I don’t get it, Doc." He shook his head, "Where do you think she’s leadin’ us to?"

"There’s only one way to find out."

Starkweather’s cell phone chirped. "Jerilyn, "I’m following her into the woods on foot."

"No you’re not, Mulder! Mulder don’t chase her, alright? Stay put till Doggett and I get there do you hear me? We’ll be there in ten minutes tops. Just don’t—"

"I’m getting outta my car, Jerilyn. Odds are, you’ll catch up with us in the woods."

"Shit!" She said, slamming her phone down on the section of the seat behind her and pressing her head up against the window in frustration. "Doggett, Dammit! Drive faster!"

"I can’t unless this rental car was equipped with warp speed."

It seemed like an eternity before they made it to the place where a parked car still had its lights on. A single gunshot fired, and Doggett and Starkweather flew in that direction.

"THEY’RE NOT TAKING ME! I’M NOT GOING! NOT AGAIN!" A shrill voice cried in desperation.

"NOT GOING WHERE?" Mulder barked into the darkness.

"I’M NOT GOING BACK!" She took a branch and with one swift blow to the gut, sent Mulder to the forest floor, knocking his gun out of his hand. Before Mulder knew what was happening, she grabbed it.

"You don’t wanna do this." He pleaded softly. Both Starkweather and Doggett crouched down in the shadows. Two clicks were heard as their guns were both cocked.

"I’m not letting them take me back." She seethed, and fired three swift, futile shots, and ran. Mulder followed in hot pursuit, but tripped over some ivy.

She tore off into the darkness in the direction of the highway.

Starkweather ran after her but lost her in the darkness.

"Mul-dah? Can you hear me?"

"Doggett, she was setting us up. Get the hell outta here." He panted, "She was slinging us in a trap."

"I’ll get ‘em to put an APB on our rentals, Mulder. You take…" he stopped in aggravation, "damn. Connection must be lost out here."

"Doggett you and Jerilyn get the hell outta here." Mulder growled.

"Doggett!" Starkweather called out, trying to find her way back to the clearing.

But then the wind picked up, knocking Starkweather against a tall, ancient oak.

She thought she heard Mulder say something to her, but she couldn’t understand him. The wind was violent now. And a light, too intense and concentrated to be lightening that was accompanied by a pulsating rhythm. The sound reminded her of the sonic booms she used to hear at the base during her days at Lackland.

"WHAT’S HAPPENING?" She tried to call out. But didn’t get an answer, the

Then as quickly as the wind and lights and booms came, they were gone.

"MULDER!" She called out. The only noise was the chirping of crickets and then a soft whimpering.

"MULDER WHERE ARE YOU? DOGGETT?"

 

Back to the present…

Her cries was the last memory of her voice that he had before… whatever the hell it was that knocked him out and held him hostage. He knew he should be grateful that the X-Files team came together and saved his sorry ass.

But what did they save him for? If saving him meant sacrificing Starkweather… he wished they had left him to rot.

**I wish a lot of things.**

<<Stop it John>> he ordered himself as he swung himself out of bed, knowing it was going to be another night without sleep. Especially with the damn cat meowing. "I hate you," he growled at the cat. Caesar gave him a look that clearly said "The feeling’s mutual buddy."

"What do you want from me?" he demanded. "I’m lookin’ for her, alright? I’m doin’ my best to find her… Jesus Christ, I’m justifyin’ myself to a damn cat."

Caesar responded by sharpening his claws on the suit jacket Doggett had draped over the chair in his bedroom.

"Asshole," he muttered at the cat as he swung himself out of bed. Finding a pair of slicky pants, a t-shirt that didn’t smell all that bad and his favorite sweatshirt, he dressed quickly, deciding that if he couldn’t sleep, he could at least go out for a run. As he laced up his tennis shoes, he began to schedule his day. Go for a run, shower, read through the latest information the Lone Gunmen came up for them, eat something and then head to the Bureau…

After pulling on a windbreaker, he reached for his keys and wallet. Just as he was putting those items, there was a knock on his door. He reached for his service weapon… nobody just "knocked" on your door at four-thirty-five in the morning.

"Doggett??"

He froze. <<It can’t be… oh please let it be…>> he put the gun down and threw open the door. "Oh my God…"

She stood there, barefoot, in what looked like hospital scrubs. Her hair, disheveled, rose and flew in the bitter breeze. She was shivering. She was sobbing. She looked up at him, fear and relief intertwined in her hazel eyes.

"Oh my God…" Doggett said, afraid to believe. With one hand, he cupped her cheek and the other he brushed the hair away from her face. And on her forehead, he saw the scar she earned on their first mission together. A small crescent moon forever imprinted into her face.

She collapsed into his arms, in tears, shaking. Doggett scooped her up and held her close to him. "It’s okay, Doc," he said, his own voice trembling. "It’s okay, Doc, it’s over now."

He carried her inside.

 

April 26, 2002

Scully’s apartment

5:15 AM Eastern Standard Time

Awakened by the phone, William began to howl. Scully sat up, hair tousled. She ran her fingers through her hair and reached for the cordless that lay on the coffee table. "This better be important," she muttered, rising from the couch and walking towards William’s room.

"Dana, she’s here."

"Huh?" Sleeplessness made her slow.

"Doc… *Jerilyn*, she’s back!"

"What!?!?" Scully exclaimed, wide-awake now. "Are you… oh my God… is she okay?"

"Well," Doggett looked down affectionately at his diminutive partner, wrapped up in a heavy quilt sitting on his couch. "She’s fightin’ me tooth and nail ‘bout goin’ to the hospital, tellin’ me there’s no way in hell she’s goin’. Sounds alright to me." He tried to sound light, but his voice cracked.

Scully was weeping, leaning against the doorframe of William’s room, for once, not paying attention to her son’s sobs. "Oh God, oh my God," was all she could say. "Oh God… John…"

"Looks like we finally got a happy ending for once."

"Yes… yes," Scully wiped her eyes with the back of her hand. "I have to call Mulder… and Monica… and…. everybody…. Can I talk to her?"

Doggett held the phone out to Starkweather. "Scully wants to say hi."

Starkweather smiled, pushed her heavy hair out of her face and took the phone from Doggett. "Hey Scully," she also tried to sound casual, but just like her partner, her voice cracked.

Scully felt her knees buckle at the familiar sound of her husky yet high voice. "Jerilyn, there’s going to be a lot of people who can’t wait to see you."

"Wow… didn’t realize I was so popular," she sniffled. "Is Mulder there?"

"No, but I’m going to call him as soon as I get off the phone here."

"Okay… okay…" A reedy breath and then another, "okay."

To Scully it sounded like Starkweather was about ready to lose it so she just whispered, "I’ll see you soon," and hung up.

Scully crossed over to William, who was positively howling now, holding his arms out to her. "William, what’s wrong?" Scully said, picking up her son who clung to her like he did whenever he had a bad dream. "It’s okay, your auntie Jerilyn’s back. Everything’s okay now."

William just sobbed even harder.

While Scully was trying to console her son, Doggett was roaming his house, trying to find Starkweather’s cat. "He must be hidin’," Doggett said apologetically, sitting down on the coffee table in front of Starkweather.

"He’s shy," Starkweather said.

"Shy my ass," Doggett grumbled. He looked up at her, drinking in her heart-shaped face, her tangled blond hair and her fey hazel eyes. Hesitantly he reached up and touched her cheek.

She closed her eyes. Her voice shook. "I thought you wouldn’t be here. I was so afraid you weren’t here. I thought you were still missing."

Doggett continued to stroke her cheek. "They found me the same day you disappeared," he whispered. "And we’ve been lookin’ for you ever since."

"Doggett?"

"Yeah Doc?"

Her eyes opened wide, wild with fright. "What **day** IS it?????"

**

J. Edgar Hoover Building

The hallway outside of AD Skinner’s office

8:03 AM Eastern Standard Time

The elevator doors swished open and the Deputy Mayor F. William Mulder, with his guest badge clipped to his suit hurried out of the elevator. Agent Dana Scully was waiting for him.

"Is it true?" he asked feverishly.

Scully held out her hand and squeezed tight when he reached for her. She hadn’t been able to get a hold of him until just fifteen minutes ago. Tears of joy stood out in her already brilliant blue eyes. "It’s true," she whispered as hand in hand they rushed to Skinner’s office. "It’s really true; she just appeared on Doggett’s doorstep…" Just happening to look down, she added. "Mulder, those socks don’t match your suit…"

Mulder ignored her last comment as he burst through the Assistant Director’s door without even knocking. A big goofy smile crossed his face when the petite blond woman got out of her seat and said "Hey Spooky," while stretching out her arms.

Mulder engulfed her in the world’s biggest hug. "Hiya Hurricane," he said into her ear, his voice cracking.

"Oh gawd," she said, rolling her eyes. "That damn nickname." But her pretty hazel eyes were tearing up again.

As per her request, Doggett took Starkweather to her apartment so she could change out of the strange hospital garb she had been clad in to change into a pair of jeans and a well loved sweatshirt. At first Doggett had protested, wanting to take her to a hospital but she overruled him. "Please Doggett," she asked. "I’m okay, I just wanna see everybody. Please, just take me home."

Mulder held her hands and looked her over. "Are you alright? What happened? Where did you go? What did they-"

"Mulder, can the third degree wait until after I say hello?" Scully asked. Mulder, subdued, backed off while Scully came up and embraced her friend tightly.

"Plus," Skinner said gruffly, tickled pink that one of his "lost sheep" had been returned to the FBI fold, but trying hard not to get overly emotional, "I want Agent Reyes to be here before we start the briefing."

"I thought we lost you, Jerilyn," Scully blinked back tears. "I’m so happy to see you. In one piece."

"And not mostly dead?" Starkweather quipped, hugging her back just as hard. "Yeah, me too. " She looked up at Mulder. "You guys didn’t bring William?"

"He’s at daycare, he was asleep, I can go get hi-" Scully started to say.

"No, no. That’s okay… there’s…. there’s lots of time to see Boo." Starkweather leaned her head against Scully’s fiery hair, looked at her partner, sitting alone on the couch, just staring at her. As if he was afraid if he took his eyes off of her for just one second, she would vanish again, that quick.

Reyes tapped on the door, "Sorry I’m late," she said, her beautiful smile widening when she saw Starkweather. "God, I’m glad to see you Jerilyn."

"Hey Reyes," Starkweather smiled back at her, breaking away from Scully, crossing over to Reyes.

"I knew you were going to be just fine," Reyes said as she opened her arms for a hug. "You’re a Taurus, bold, stubborn, strong-will-"

The minute Starkweather touched Reyes, a flash of hot white pain coursed through Reyes’ body. She nearly doubled over as Starkweather embraced her. And while the flames licked her veins, she heard a dark voice whispering inside her ear:

**paindeathdestroyburnkillkillkillkill**

Unable to take any more contact with Starkweather, she pushed her away, gasping.

"Reyes?" Starkweather asked, a note of hurt audible in her musical voice. "What’s wrong? Are you okay?"

Reyes blinked and looked at Starkweather again. Hazel eyes. Blond hair. Heart-shaped face. Pouty lips. And a funny little crescent shaped scar on her forehead.

She smiled gamely. "Hot flashes," she lied pathetically. "I’ve been getting them all morning. I’m must be coming down with something… flu… maybe."

"Well," Skinner cleared his throat. "If you don’t mind, Agent Starkweather… I’d like to get a formal statement from you as to what happened to you. We still have an X-File open on you. An X-File that for once, has a happy ending."

Starkweather sat back down, as did Skinner. Reyes sat next to Doggett. Mulder and Scully remained standing.

"Well…" She paused, pursing her lips together. "I wish…" She looked up at Mulder. "I wish I could tell you what you want to hear. I wish I could tell you what you need to hear. But," she turned her focus back to the Assistant Director. "The truth of the matter is, sir… I don’t know what happened. The last cognitive memory I have is of me, barely making it onto my plane for Russia by the skin of my teeth. I got settled in my seat. The plane took off… and then… oblivion."


"You don’t remember a flash of light?" Mulder questioned her.

"No."

"Pounding noises?"

"No."

"Losing time? Nine minutes?"

"Mulder, even if I could remember, I have nothing to prove it. They took everything! They took my watch, my jewelry, my necklace, my wedding ring, my cell phone, ID, my gun… Jesus, they stole my memory. You know I have a photographic memory, twenty years from now, you ask me about this day and I’ll tell you every minute detail, including the color of socks you have on, which, by the way Mulder, doesn’t match your suit."

"Told you so," Scully whispered.

"I’m color-blind," Mulder retorted.

"But I can’t tell you what happened on that plane after I stepped on. It’s not buried, it’s not repressed. It’s just gone."

"But-"

"Mulder," Skinner growled authoritatively. "Enough. Agent Starkweather… tell us… how in the hell did you get from being in that plane, to Agent Doggett’s doorstep?"

She shook her head. "I woke up in an alley. At first, I was disorientated, but… lucid. I mean, I had a sense of self but no concept of time. Plus the fact that I was in like surgical scrubs freaked me out. Last thing I remember was being in one of my dress suits," she touched her long free-flowing hair. "With my hair pulled back. So I got up and just started walking, trying to figure out where I was.

"Eventually, I recognized some of the landmarks of Falls Church. And it clicked that I wasn’t that far away from Agent Doggett’s home, so I just made myself keep going. I had no way to call. My money was gone. My cell phone was gone. I was afraid to stop. To go in anywhere because… well, I didn’t… I didn’t know how time had passed since I had been in the airplane. For all I knew, it could have been years. I just wanted to get to somewhere safe and I knew Doggett’s house was nearby… although I had no idea how I was going to get in. I was still under the impression he was gone as well," she shook her head in self-depreciation. "But… that’s all I know."

"Maybe," Mulder started pacing. "What if, we have you undergo hypnosis, I know you said that your memory is **gone** but what if there was a chance that it really is buried or suppress-"

"Mul-duh," Doggett spat out, "lay off already. Jesus."

"He’s right, Mulder," Scully said. "Let’s just be grateful she’s back."

"But-" Mulder started to say.

"Mulder, we’ll find whoever is responsible for Agent Starkweather’s abduction. This X-File is not closed yet," Scully said firmly. "Today… Mulder, let’s just be happy today, okay? Please?" Insistently she whispered. "She’s back, she’s safe."

"I agree with Agent Scully, except for one note," Doggett said. "Doc, we gotta get you to a hospital."

"Oh, Doggett, come on…"

"Stawk – weddah, we have no idea what happened to you. YOU have no idea what happened to you. I just wanna make sure everything’s okay. Just a general check over."

"Making sure there’s no implants?" She sighed, staring up at the ceiling.

"Makin’ sure you’re okay." Doggett said firmly. "Look, Doc, I’m not saying you were probed by ET, but… looking at the track record," he chose his words carefully, avoiding Mulder and Scully’s eyes. "Let’s just make sure all your vital functions are workin’ they way they’re s’pposed. Okay? Humor me?"

She sighed. "Okay," she relented. "If it will get you off my back."

"You might as well get it over with," Skinner advised her. "After all, we are going to require an FBI standard physical anyway to make sure you’re fit for duty-"

"With all due respect," Starkweather interrupted. "And this may be a lousy time to ask, but I was wondering if I could be granted a leave…. Or sabbatical? Like a month, maybe?"

"Of course, you’ve been through a horrible ordeal."

"Well, sir… and everyone else… that’s just it… I was… thinking, on the drive over here… I may not come back after a leave though."

Everyone was up in arms at that. "Jerilyn, you can’t quit, not now!" Mulder cried.

"I’m not saying I’m quitting the FBI. I’m not even saying I’m quitting the X-Files. But… in the last few months. With my father. And my husband. And Charlie and Samita. And now me… a lot of shit has gone down. I just need some time to re-prioritize," she looked up helplessly at Doggett. "To figure out what’s really important. To what I really want," she muttered, looking down at her hands.

"I think that’s fair," Skinner said. "Although, Jerilyn, we’d hate to see you leave, I can assure you whatever decision you make will be respected. Until then, consider the next thirty days as medical leave. And rest. You’ve been through a lot, as you said."

"Thank you sir," Starkweather said, rising.

"C’mon," Doggett said, getting off the couch. "I’ll take you to the hospital. Let’s get that outta the way."

"Let me ride with," Mulder said, putting his hand on Starkweather’s shoulder. "I’m not trying to be a horse’s ass-" he started to say.

"Oh Mulder," she simpered, "you don’t have to try, it comes naturally."

"Gee… remind me why I missed you?"

"My charming personality and witty repartee?"

"No…" Mulder smiled. "Anyway, smart-ass, I was trying to tell you, I’m not trying to be overbearing. I just want you to be okay. And I want to nail the bastards who took to you the wall."

"I want that too," Starkweather said solemnly. "And a million dollars. And a pony."

"One thing at a time, baby sister," Mulder said as they left the office, Doggett following, unable to wipe off the big shit-eating grin off his normally serious face.

"Agent Reyes, you coming?" Scully asked, pausing when she saw that Reyes hadn’t moved from her seat on the couch.

"In a second," Reyes said faintly.

Scully nodded and left.

"If you’re not feeling well Agent Reyes," Skinner said. "Maybe you should head home."

"I’m fine," Reyes said in that same faint voice. She looked up at him. Thought about voicing her unspoken fear but one look at him, bending over his paperwork killed the idea before it was fully born.

So she excused herself and walked down the hallway, heading towards the basement with iron chains strangling her soul. She felt… no… KNEW something was wrong. Problem was, nobody was going to listen to her. Because they were all too happy. Because their wildest dreams had come true. Starkweather had been recovered.

"Problem is," she muttered. "That’s not Agent Starkweather."

But how in the hell was she going to be able to prove it?

**

Later…

Jerilyn Starkweather’s apartment

Arlington, Virginia…

Doggett escorted Starkweather to her door. Handing her the keys, he said, "You sure ‘bout the cat? I can easy go home and get him."

"No," Starkweather shook her head, "don’t go to any trouble. Caesar’s a pain when he’s riled."

"Trust me," he grumbled, "it would be NO problem."

"Are you implying that you don’t like my cat?"

"I ain’t implyin’, I’m flat out SAYIN’ it."

"Love me, love my cat."

"It was nice knowin’ ya, Doc, have a good life," he quipped.

"So much for loyalty," she sighed, leaning against the door as Doggett leaned into her to kiss her forehead.

"You know I’ve got your back," he whispered to her, running his fingers through her hair.

"I know, and I count on that," she whispered, opening the door, backing away. Seeing the hurt spring into his eyes, she pleaded with him. "I’m sorry…"

"No, I am," he said, backing away, the perfect gentlemen as usual.

"It’s just that… I… I just found out I was missing for **weeks**… I… I don’t know where I fit in right now. I don’t know what I want. I don’t know if I even want to be here in DC anymore… because I… I…" she stammered awkwardly, looking at the floor. "Everything is so precarious right now. I just don’t want to screw anything up or screw anyone over. Especially you. You’re a heartbeat away from the AD’s chair now. I just need some time to get it together."

"Okay," Doggett said, trying to keep the despair of rejection out of his voice. "I understand," he lied. "You gonna be okay in there by yourself?" he asked her. "Are you sure you don’t want Dana or Monica or…?"

"I’m fine," she whispered, tears springing to her eyes. "I just want to be by myself tonight. To process what the hell happened. "

"Call me if you need anything."

"I will," Starkweather smiled at her partner and quietly shut the door.


She turned to survey the living room, which was still unpacked. The furniture was arranged haphazardly. A few boxes were opened here and there. All the houseplants were dead. Everything was coated in a thick layer of dust.

She leaned against the door, sighing. "What a mess," she groaned.


A deep voice from the bedroom called out, "Is he gone?"

She crossed over to the window to peer out. Sure enough, John Doggett was getting into his truck and driving away. "He’s gone," she said simply.

The Cancer Man walked out of Agent Starkweather’s tiny bedroom. "You may want to consider being kinder to Agent Doggett," he lit a cigarette. "We believe that he and Agent Starkweather may have been partners in every sense of the word."

Bravo rolled her eyes and held out her hand. The Cancer Man handed her a smoke. She bent down a little for him to light it for her. Exhaling she said, "I know, I know, but I’m sorry. I really didn’t feel like doing it doggie-style tonight. Besides, one, I knew you’d be waiting here for me. And two, Agent Starkweather doesn’t strike me the type just to hop into bed with anyone. Especially since her husband had only just laid down for the dirt nap two months prior to her abduction," Bravo reclined on Starkweather’s sofa as the Cancer Man sat in her armchair. "Where is Starkweather anyway?"

"Secured," was all the Cancer Man would tell her.

"But she’s alive?"

"For now. At the moment, she’s far more valuable alive."

"If she’s smart, she’ll cooperate," Bravo yawned. She was exhausted.

"We’ll see," the Cancer Man inhaled his cigarette greedily. "She is, after all, Mulder’s half-sister. Stubbornness runs in the family."

"So does the guilt-complex," Bravo added. "We could use that to our advantage."

"Speaking of advantage, how did it go today?"

"I’m going to have a problem with the flaky spick agent," Bravo growled crudely. "But the others? Hook, line and sinker. No problem."

"Reyes can be easily distracted," The Cancer Man mused. "We’ll throw her a bone to chase so she’ll stay out of the way."

"Can we keep her distracted long enough so I can complete my mission?"

"I think so."

"Can’t we just kill her?"

"Reyes, like Starkweather, is far more valuable alive."

"Then can we speed up the timeline of the mission?" she asked. "I’m sorry. I think a month is dragging it out. I’ve got their trust. They look at me and believe I am Starkweather. But I don’t know if I can keep it up forever, especially with Reyes suspicious. I think delaying the inevitable is too risky."

"Two weeks," the Cancer Man said. "Have it completed in two weeks from today. I’ll tell the Syndicate. I do not believe they’ll object."

"Okay," Bravo said, crossing the small living room to the kitchenette to throw her cigarette butt down the garbage disposal. Crossing back over, she opened a window. The Cancer Man looked at her quizzically.

"Starkweather doesn’t smoke," she said with a shrug.

"Ah," he said, getting up to extinguish his cigarette. "We’re counting on you, Bravo," he advised her, "Everything hangs on this mission."

"Have I ever let you down before?"

"Never," he smiled fondly at her.

"I don’t plan on starting now," she folded her arms. "Besides, this is going to be a cakewalk. Just keep Reyes occupied."

"Done."

 

 

The next morning

Saturday, April 27, 2002

Monica Reyes’ apartment

8:13 AM Eastern Standard Time

One of the many reasons why Assistant District Attorney Nathalique Pontier was one of Reyes’ best friends was that she always had a ready ear to listen, no matter how insane the feelings were. It helped too that Nathalique thought before she spoke and was always honest when she spoke. Plus she had a great zest and curiosity for life, a flare for anything French and/or New Age. She was also one of the sharpest legal minds in all of Louisiana and the finest Cajun and Creole cook Reyes had ever met. Reyes missed her deeply. But thank God for the telephone and Internet.

"So what are you cooking?" Reyes asked, phone cradled in between shoulder and ear as she diced oregano, onions and garlic.

"Mardi Gras Jambalaya as that hack Emeril calls it," Nathalique said in her thick Louisiana accent. "Duck and andouille. Peppers, celery. Rice and shrimp. It’s to die for, ‘chéri’. What about you?"

Reyes smiled. She could see her friend, barefoot, wearing a giant white apron over a simple T-shirt and denim jean skirt. Wrists and neck and ears and fingers dripping with silver and amber jewelry. Raven black hair twisted up in a knot on top of her head. Thick blue-rimmed glasses sliding down her sharp nose. Cooking up a storm in her immaculate French style kitchen. With pots of organically grown herbs and spices everywhere. And black and white photographs of Paris hanging on the walls. "Pork and green chile flautas." Reyes started to lift the heavy shoulder pork roast into the Dutch oven.

"I can taste it from here," Nathalique moaned over the phone. When the women became close friends, they had spent marathon days teaching the other their favorite ethnic and regional dishes. Reyes could now make a fair shrimp gumbo and Nathalique was proud of her enchiladas. "Who are the lucky guests?"

"Just my sister, Teresa."

"Teresa? She’s in DC? Why? For how long?"

"Just for a few days. She had a convention she was at," Monica smiled, thinking of her passionate ‘hermanita dulce’. After graduating with honors from UCLA, she went to work for a year with the Peace Corps and became infected with the disease of justice. Upon returning to the States, she was hired at a branch office of Amnesty International in Los Angeles and was fast becoming an accomplished and respected lobbyist for civil rights. She worked tirelessly for international women and children’s rights. She knew about the atrocities the Taliban had inflicted on its feminine citizens long before the first plane ripped through the North Tower. "She spent the week testifying for Congress the conditions of Afghanistan when she worked over there. We haven’t had much time to visit… it’s lucky that she’s able to get away for the day today."

"When does she go back home?"

"Tonight."

"’Le rien, celui suce.’"

Reyes smiled. Only Nathalique, with her silvery French patois, could make the common English phrase "Damn, that sucks" sound elegant. It was one of the very few French phrases Reyes did not need translation, she had heard Nathalique say it if not once, then a thousand times. Although she was in no way fluent in French, thanks to her friendship with the flamboyant lawyer, she was able to pick up a smattering of the language. Mostly the curse words. Privately though, she thought Spanish was far and away easier to speak and more sensual sounding then ‘la langue de l'amour.’

"Oh well, it’s better than nothing. "

"Chéri, what’s wrong?" Nathalique said instantly.


"How can you tell?" Reyes smiled as if Nathalique could see her.

"Mon, you don’t call your friend at eight in the morning your time, nine in the morning my time if everything’s alright. Especially when you call the same friend last night to talk about the return of an individual you should be leaping for joy that God saw fit to return."

"I know," Reyes admitted. "I know I must sound like a horrible person. Jerilyn is one of my best friends-"

"Just as long you still like me more than her, I am fine with that."

Reyes laughed, "Nat, I’m being serious."

"Me too!"

"Nat!"

"Sorry, sorry. Go on, honey."

"Like I said, I feel terrible. I see the faces of her friends, her family and they are just overjoyed. But me… it just doesn’t feel right. I just don’t believe it’s her. It just doesn’t **feel** like her. Am I making sense?"

Nat was silent for a moment. Through the phone, Reyes could hear her chopping something. A tomato maybe. Finally, gently she said "Maybe it doesn’t feel like Jerilyn because deep down, you don’t want it to be Jerilyn?"

"Of course I want it to be Jerilyn! She’s a friend. She’s a wonderful woman."

"And a certain wonderful man has his sights set on a certain wonderful women?"

"Nat…"

"Oh come on, Mon! You even said to me that he’s hot."

"I was drunk," Reyes felt herself turning scarlet.

"Drunk people only get more honest, ‘cher’." Nat reminded her. "And c’mon, Monique. Let’s get real here, he’s gorgeous. You showed me the pictures. He looks like the guy who played the bad guy from Terminator 2."

"Just don’t mention that to him," Reyes muttered.

"Plus, he’s nice, he’s a gentleman, he’s honest, he’s a hard-worker, he’s polite and he’s got a great ass. Je me demande s'il a un grand pénis?" she mused to herself as Reyes felt her blush heating up. She didn’t completely understand the last sentence but she got the general gist. "And you’ve had that sexy beast all to yourself for almost months now. That sexy beast with a strong mind, a strong honor code and a big heart," Nat stopped being crude and became very serious. "But because that ‘morceau de merde’ Brad ‘baise sa mère’ Follmer broke your heart, you’re once bitten, twice shy about getting into a relationship, so you didn’t do anything. And now, his ‘objet d’affection’ or ‘objet de convoitise’ take your pick, is back. And maybe it’s easier to think it’s not her than deal with the reality that you’re crying over spilled milk."

"That’s horrible."

"That’s humanity and you’re just as human as the next one. And I have never met a single female human who did not have the green-eyed monster sitting on her shoulder when a man was concerned at least once in her life."

"Please…"

"Especially a good looking man."

"Nat…"

"Monique…Quand la dernière fois vous fait était-elle de l'amour, chéri?"

"No hablo francés, Nat."

"When was the last time you got some, Mon?"

"Nat, it’s not about sex and it’s not about jealousy. I promise you. John is very attractive, yes, but he’s my partne-"

"Oh dear God, don’t tell me you went and got a conscience since your romp with Brad ‘baise sa mère’ Follmer did you?"

"Nat, please."

"I’m sorry. It gives me great pleasure to insult your ex."

"Funny, Brad has that effect on people," Reyes sighed, thinking how in a few short weeks, Follmer would be sitting cozy in an Assistant Director’s chair. Things just kept getting better and better. "Nat, about Jerilyn though… I thought you told me to listen to my feelings."

"I did, cher, I did. But I also told you not to let your feelings control you. Feelings are subjective. Don’t discredit your feelings, but understand that they can be fallible," she reminded her gently.

"Nat, in my line of work… anything is possible though."

"True… les dossiers de X… right?"

"Right."

She sighed. "Chéri, if you really believe that this woman is an imposter, then go do what you do best and expose the truth. But you better be prepared for the consequences, whether you be right or wrong."

"I know…"

"I mean it Mon! And make sure you believe that this woman is not Jerilyn because you really doubt it’s her and not because you want to get into John’s pants and want her out of the way."

"You make this sound like a soap opera."

"Let’s see… Monica meets John, he’s married and loses child. So Monica moves to Brad who treats her like dirt while married John pines for Monica. Monica moves away. Monica meets John years later, who is divorced but is interested in Jerilyn who is married. Jerilyn becomes a widow. John disappears and is recovered just as Jerilyn disappears. John cries on Monica’s shoulder. Monica wants John again but Jerilyn returns. You’re right, Monique, that sounds NOTHING like a soap."

Monica giggled. "Well, when you put it like that…"

"Monique, just be careful. If you pursue this, a lot of people are going to get hurt."

"I know."

"Including you."

"I know." Reyes suddenly felt overwhelmed. "Can we change the subject now?"

"Absolument."

"What’s going on today that you’re playing chef?"

"Oh, just having a late lunch with some of the ‘avocats’ from the office. Eat like pigs, drink until we stink. Nothing spectacular."

"Is a particular ‘abogado’ going to be there?" Reyes teased. ‘Avocat’ was another word Reyes did not need translated.

But Nat needed ‘abogado’ converted to English. "Abo – what?"

"Lawyer. ‘Avocat’."

"Ah… Je ne parle pas l'amoureux espagnol," Nat reminded her. "And YES, you nosy thing, a certain lawyer IS going to be there. ‘Vous gosse’."

"Don’t call me names," Reyes laughed. "So how ARE things going with Michael?" She grunted as she slid the giant roaster into her stove. She turned her attention to making guacamole.

"Divine, absolutely divine," she moaned. "Monique, I think I’m in love… or least a very deep stage of infatuation and lust.

The friends stayed on the phone for another hour, talking about this and that, new clothes, movies they want to see, concerts they wanted to go to, friends and family, little things. Girl talk. Finally, Nat said "Monique, my phone bill is going to kill me this month."

"What are you complaining about? I called YOU."

"Oh yeah. Well, I guess I can gab a bit more."

"Actually, I better let you go; you probably want to get ready for your company."

A giggle. "I still haven’t worn the red skirt I bought when I came to visit you in DC. I think I’m going to break that out this afternoon and if Michael doesn’t want me after seeing me in that, it’s official. He’s gay."

Reyes laughed out loud. "I am so sorry I had to cut that short when you and Carla and the others came to visit last December."


"Well, you got an all expense paid trip to Hawaii because of it, so ‘va te faire foutre chéri,’" Nat cursed smoothly. "I think you just need to take some time off and come back down to N’Awlins so I can fatten you up."

"Deal," Reyes promised her.

"You’re in my thoughts Mon," Nat said to her seriously. "’Vous êtes mon meilleur ami et je t'aime et espère le meilleur pour vous.’"

"’Gracias. Y usted es mi mejor amigo y te amo y espero el mejor para usted.’"

"It’s fun being bilingual, isn’t it?"

Reyes laughed. "Take care."

"You too cher."

Alone in her kitchen again, Reyes thought <<Bilingual… the real Starkweather can speak several languages… and I think Spanish is one of them…>>

Maybe she would have to strike up a conversation with Starkweather later on, after she got back from bring Teresa to the airport.

***

A little later that afternoon…

"Mon, you trying to get me fat?"

Reyes replenished her sister’s wine glass. "Nope, just trying to get you drunk before your flight."

Teresa Pilar Reyes grinned. "Good, I won’t hear the crying baby if I’m passed out." She sipped at the excellent vintage that her big sister cracked open in honor of her visit. "You’re spoiling me."

"Well, how often to I get to see you Teri?" Reyes asked, sitting back down, pouring herself a glass of wine as well.

"Is this where I tempt you with the sandy beaches and cool oceans of California?" Teri teased her.

"With this weather," Reyes said with a groan, looking out her window, watching the rain pounding against her windows. "You wouldn’t have to tempt me very hard."

"Realistically," Teri sighed. "We both should try to go home-home and visit Mom and Dad."


"I know," Reyes also sighed, feeling guilty. "It’s just that I get so wrapped up with work and all…"

"Me too," Teri confessed in a conspirator’s voice. "You know, Mom and Dad tell me that they understand that I’m busy… but deep down, I don’t think they do."

"I just feel bad because they’ve flown to the States to see me so many times, but I haven’t been back down to Mexico in years," Reyes bit her lip. "Well, not including that case that took me to La Isla Luna Blanca…"

Teri’s face crinkled in confusion. "I’ve never heard of that place before? What is it?"

"A nightmare," Reyes shook her head. "A case where if it could have gone wrong, it did. And I got pneumonia on top of it."

"What where you investigating?"


Reyes smiled, "You wouldn’t believe me if I told you."

"Try me."

"The island was populated with dinosaurs created from extraterrestrial DNA."

Teri stared at her sister incredulously. "Alllllllllrighty then," she muttered.

"Told you so."

"Seriously," Teri pressed on. "Let’s plan something for this summer. I’ve got some time off due to me in June. Let’s surprise everyone and go there for Abuela and Abuelo Reyes’s anniversary."

A vacation. Back with her family. Away from this insanity. Reyes began to nod her head in agreement before she even vocalized it. A vacation. A gift to herself. She loved the X-Files, but she knew she needed to get away from it.

<<Maybe that’s why you think it’s not really Jerilyn>> she thought. <<Maybe you’ve spent too much time being suspicious. Maybe it’s time to go home for a little way. Recuperate. Revitalize. Rest.>>

"I’ll put in for leave right now," Reyes said. "I’ll be sure to finish up whatever assignments that are outstanding and not accept any new ones, if I can pull that off. I’m going to ask for more than a vacation… I’m going to take a sabbatical."

"It’s about time, Mon," Teri said to her, concerned. "You work too hard."

"It’s a demanding job."

"Do you like it?"

"Like it? I love it. Ever since I heard of the X-Files, I’ve wanted nothing more than to be a part of it. I’ve always had a strong interest in mythology and folklore. The type of crimes the X-Files investigate are right up my alley."

"Then why do you look so sad, Moni?" Teri called her by the baby name she unknowingly bequeathed onto her older sister years and years ago when she was just learning how to talk.

"It’s…. it’s been a hard year, Teri," Reyes confessed. "Although my work is satisfying and interesting… I saw some… terrible things in the past few months. Unbelievable acts of cruelty. I… I can’t explain it to you Teri."

"Why not? You just confided to me about rampaging alien dinosaurs."

"Not because you wouldn’t believe me," Reyes said, feeling the isolation wrap around her again. "But because I can’t. Because it’s confidential. Because it’s a sealed file."

Teri didn’t pry, to Reyes’ relief. "I just hate seeing you this way," Teri said. "You’re normally so obnoxiously happy that I usually want to slap you."

Reyes grinned. "Thanks a lot." She closed her eyes. "Things just… turned out differently than I had planned for… or hoped for." She shook herself and forced herself to produce one of her typical serene smiles. "I just need a break. I haven’t taken a vacation in over two years… if you don’t include the leave of absence I had to take last spring when I fell off that ladder and broke my tailbone," she shook her head ruefully. "I swear to God, I will never volunteer to paint another house again."

"Okay then," Teri sounded like an excited little girl. "I’ll put in for vacation time the first two weeks of June. And when we get there, let’s plan a great big party for Abuelo and Abuela’s anniversary… ‘ una fiesta grande’, just like they used to when we were all little."

Excitement began to cut through the weariness and loneliness. "We could call up all the aunts and uncles and cousins… maybe Jaime and Elsa could fly down for a weekend visit." Jaime Reyes was a very successful international businessman who lived in Chicago with his wife, Elsa, who was originally from Peru. He had met her when they both were freshman at DePaul University and had been sweethearts ever since.

"That would be great!" Teri beamed. "This is going to be so much fun. Hopefully Van can get away from work for a while and we can spend a weekend together, staying up late, giggling and talking about boys." Vanessa, the oldest Reyes child was also the only Reyes child to have returned to Mexico after college. She was a pediatrician at one of the major hospitals in Mexico City.

The smile on Reyes’ face became genuine. "A big family reunion." She shook her head. "You know what’s funny?"

"Huh?"

"In my division… I’m the only one who doesn’t have any major issues with their families."

"Wow. Weird." Teri grinned. "You know, I could go onto the Jerry Springer Show and announce to everyone that I am pregnant with an alien love child. Would that help you fit in more with the people you work with?"

Reyes rolled her eyes. "In more ways than you could imagine."


******

April 27, 2002

LAX Airport

11:16 PM Pacific Time

Teresa strolled down the terminal, towards baggage claims. The flight was uneventful, but long. Her neck hurt. Her entire body was stiff. She was torn between soaking for a long time in a hot bath or just to collapse into bed.

Her boyfriend, Liam Sealy was waiting for her just outside of baggage claims. "Welcome home," he grinned at her, reaching out for her suitcase, then kissing her full on the mouth.


He was pure California. Born and raised. He even looked the stereotype, streaky blond hair, piercing blue eyes, bright Colgate white smile and golden tan. However, despite a passion for surfing, Liam was anything but a beach bum. He rarely got to go play in the surf and the sand for he was too busy working, even in the summer. He was a college professor at UCLA. A brilliant mathematician, he taught calculus, physics and algebra to all the undergrads. In the summers, he tutored struggling high school students, condemned to summer school.

"Thanks," she smiled. "It’s nice to be back. The weather was awful in DC."

"How did the testimony go?"

"Well, I didn’t get stage-fright and forget my speech," she quipped as they walked into the short term parking garage. "Beyond that, I have no idea." She laughed, hiding her light under a basket, as usual.

He chuckled as they entered the elevator. "How’s your sister?"

Teresa smiled. That was his little ploy to hide the fact that he had forgotten her sister’s name again. He was always mixing up Van and Moni. He knew that one sister was a doctor and the other was a fed, but beyond that, he couldn’t remember. He always felt bad, but he claimed his poor memory was due to the fact that his brain was crammed to the maximum with knowledge already. It wasn’t his fault there was no room for additional information.

"Monica’s fine," Teresa glossed over his blunder. "We’re talking about going to Mexico this summer for a surprise party for our grandparents."

"When?" They got out and started walking through the deserted garage.

"Sometime in June probably," Teresa told him. "She’s going to be trying to get a sabbatical from the Bureau. Poor thing. I think she’s had it a lot rougher than she let on to me today over lunch…" her voice trailed off when she realized Liam wasn’t listening to her anymore. "What’s wrong?"

Liam stared fretfully at the empty parking spot. "My car is gone."

"What?" she squawked, "Are you sure?"

"It was right here, Teri."

"Are you POSITIVE that you parked it here? I mean maybe it’s on another level?" she asked hopefully.

"My memory is not that bad," he said petulantly. "I parked my car RIGHT HERE."

"Did you leave it accidentally unlocked?"

"No."

"Are you sure?"

"Teri! I’ve lived in LA all my life! Yes, I locked my car door!"

"You better call the police then."

"I can’t," he groaned. "I left my phone in the car."

"Here," Teri started to dig in her purse. "Let me get my cell phone and call the police then." She lifted her head when she heard a car door slam. "What was that? Is someone here?"

Liam turned around and saw a uniformed man walking towards them. "It’s a security guard," he said in relief. "Maybe he can help us." Liam walked towards him. "Hey, can you help us out here?"

The security guard pulled out a gun, equipped with a silencer and shot him in the knee. Liam collapsed. Teri screamed.

"Miss Reyes," the security guard pointed the gun at her head. "Come with me now, please." He then pointed the gun at Liam’s other knee and shot it as well. Liam howled in agony. "He dies if you don’t join me."

"Teri, run," Liam moaned.

Teri bolted. She fled towards the stairwell, still digging in her purse for her cell phone. She heard another gun shot. With shaking hands, she found and started dialing.

"9-11, what is your emergency?"

"A man…. A man dressed as a security guard shot my boyfriend and he’s after me," Teri sobbed as she sprinted down stair after stair.

"Where are you ma’am?"

"At LAX… we were on the third floor of the short-term parking garage and I’m-" She gasped as the security guard suddenly jumped out in front of her, blocking the exit. She screamed.

"Ma’am, ma’am, please tell me what’s happening…"

Knowle Rohrer, muscles rippling underneath the cheap blue material of the security guard’s uniform, reached and ripped Teresa’s cell phone away. She backed away and started to run up the stairs. "Get away!" she shrieked. "Get away from me!" She started running up the stairs again.

After crushing the cell phone to bits, Rohrer ran up the stairs after her. He grabbed her ankle and tripped her easily enough. Teresa tried to fight him but he quickly overpowered her. He grabbed her by throat and smashed her head against the stairs, careful not to kill her.

Picking up her limp form, Rohrer carried her to his car. He threw her into trunk then walked back to the front of the car, whistling. He peeled off the security guard’s shirt and threw it on the ground, next to Liam Sealy, who was in the agonizing process of slowly bleeding to death. For kicks and giggles, Rohrer shot Liam in the belly.

 

Sunday, April 28 2002

Monica Reyes’ apartment

Falls Church, VA

5:55 AM Eastern Standard Time

Reyes was lacing her shoes for a quick morning run when her phone rang. Her eyes widened in surprise when she noted the area code flashing on her caller ID was the international code for Mexico. Her parents’ phone number.

"Bueno?" she answered automatically.

"Monica?""

"Mami?" Reyes was startled, as well as she might be. Despite the time difference, it was incredibly early. Something had to be wrong. <<Oh, God>> Reyes thought in dread. <<One of the grandparents died>> She felt slightly disloyal in hoping it wasn’t Abuelita Magda Alma. Although she dutifully loved her father’s parents, Maureo and Vicenta, as a good granddaughter should, she had to admit that Magda was her favorite. She was more in tune to her grandchildren’s feelings. Magda’s husband, Elian had died years ago, before Monica had been adopted into the familia de los Reyes.

Then Reyes realized that her mother was taking too long to respond. Then she realized she was crying. "Mami, que pasa?" she asked gently.

"Oh, dios, Monica. Se va Teresa. Ella falta. Se ha secuestrado el policía americano la dice. Oh Moni. ¿Por qué alguien haría esto? Porqué cualquier persona tomaría nuestro Teresita. ¿Por qué? Dios Del Oh, Moni...," Senora Reyes blurted out quickly, too fast and garbled for Monica to understand.

"Wait, wait," Reyes reverted back to English. "Mom, slow down. What happened?"

"The American police called us in the middle of the night. Something has happened to Teresa. The police say she was kidnapped at the airport."

Reyes felt herself sinking slowly down. It suddenly became very important that she sit down on the bed. "What?" she said breathlessly. "No… she was just here. In DC, Mami, I SAW her…"

"Your father and I are going to LA," her mother said firmly now. "Will you be there?"

"Yes," Reyes said like a robot. "Yes I will be there."

"Will the American federales be involved? Will your friends help us?" The agony and desperation returned to her voice.

Reyes’ voice was still lifeless. "Yes. Kidnapping is a federal offense. The FBI will be involved.


"Your father and I are leaving for the airport as soon as we finish packing."

"I’ll catch the first available flight," Reyes continued to speak in a monotone. She gave her mother her cell phone number and the phone number for the Los Angeles Field Office. "I’ll probably go there first." Reyes closed her eyes tightly. "I have to go, Mami…"

"Monica…"

But Reyes had already placed the phone back on the cradle with shaking hands. She rocked back and forth on her bed just a little bit, her arms wrapped around herself, in complete shock.

<<She was just here…>> Reyes was startled to feel tears sliding down her cheeks. <<I just saw her…>>

She looked down again. For some reason, the phone jack caught her eye.

It was crooked. As if someone took it off, then screwed it back on quickly.

Reyes stopped crying but started to shake.

***

Later that morning….

Starkweather’s apartment

Bravo had fallen asleep on the sofa, covered with an old quilt that Starkweather’s mother, Lynnette Bailey had pieced together. She didn’t wake up right away when the phone rang. "Oh, shit," she muttered when the persistent ringing finally woke her up. She rolled off the couch and ran towards the phone. "Hello?"

"Doc, it’s me."

"Doggett, hi. Sorry… was dead asleep. What’s going on?" Bravo paused. "What’s the matter?" <<Did the Cancer Man come through for me?>>

"Jerilyn, I’m sorry, I have to go to Los Angeles for a few days."

"Los Angeles? Why? For work or???"

"Both. There…" he sighed. "There was a kidnapping."

"A kidnapping? Who?"

"Monica’s kid sister."

"Monica? As in Reyes? Are you serious?" Bravo kept her voice serious as a delighted smile crossed her face. "What happened?"

"We don’t know. According to the prelims, her boyfriend… um… " Doggett skimmed through the pages of emails he just printed out. "Dr. Liam Sealy, a professor at UCLA came to the airport to pick her up. At 11:27 PM, 9-11 received a call from who they believe to be Teresa Reyes. The caller said that her boyfriend had been shot by a man dressed as a security guard and he was after her. Then the phone call was suddenly terminated. Police arrived at the scene moments later. They found Sealy, shot three times. Teresa Reyes was nowhere to be found and Sealy’s car was missing. They’re going through surveillance video right now, but so far they are findin’ squat. Which just doesn’t sit right with me."

"Why?"

"Doc, the surveillance shows **nothing.** It doesn’t even show Teresa Reyes and Liam Sealy entering the garage."

"Which makes you think that it was tampered with?" <<Wow, you are quick>> she thought sarcastically.

"What else could it be? But Skinner said that’s good enough for him to make it an X-File so that’s why I’m bein’ sent out to LA. ‘Course I think I’m bein’ sent out there more as moral support. Monica’s already left for LA to meet her family there. So…I… um… don’t know how long I’m gonna be gone."

He sounded so pathetically apologetic that Bravo wanted to reach through the phone and choke him. "I understand," she said simply. "How is Reyes’ doing?"

"Haven’t talked to her yet," Doggett said. "She left for LA already. Her parents are flying out there. She’s going to meet them out there."

"Oh," Bravo wracked her brain for the appropriate response. Reyes and Starkweather were friends, but not best friends. Starkweather was closer to Scully than Reyes. It made sense that those two women would gravitate towards each other. Both women were medical doctors-turned-feds. Both women were incredibly unconventional with their lifestyles and yet still maintained a healthy skepticism. In fact, it was Starkweather’s skepticism that drove her to slam Reyes time and time again whenever Reyes would spout off one of her crazy theories.

It was almost as if Reyes was really Mulder’s half-sister and not Starkweather.

And yet, it was Reyes that helped pull Starkweather through some of the most difficult periods of her life during the past year. Her father’s death in the September 11 Attacks. Her husband’s murder on December 7, 2001, a new Day of Infamy. Her partner’s disappearance on a dark night in a forest outside a small town in Oregon.

But her partner was back now. And waiting for an answer.

Bravo, based on the personality profile the Syndicate spies provided her, Mrs. Starkweather would be brief. She would express her sorrow for her friend by offering her services. An excuse to bury the pain through work.

And she’d probably cuss a little, to vent the frustration.

"Well…" Bravo said hesitantly. "Shit."

"Yeah, I know," Doggett said, holding the phone to his ear with his shoulder as he packed his duffel bag. "We cellar dwellers just can’t cut a break, can we," he said bitterly.

"We’ll find her," Bravo lied through her teeth. "If you need anything, let me know."

"Doc, you just got back," he said, zipping up his bag. "You’re on sabbatical."

"Doggett, this is different. This is personal. This is about Reyes."

"I won’t call you for something unless I absolutely have to," Doggett compromised.

"Will you at least like me know what’s going on with the case? Keep me posted?" Bravo put real anxiety into her voice. She wanted to be damn sure that she knew every detail of the Teresa Reyes kidnapping case.

So she could throw them off course if necessary.

"Of course I will," Doggett said. Bravo could hear the smile in his voice. She could have vomited.

"Thank you…"

"There is something I do need to ask… as a favor…"

"What?"

"Can you water my plants while I’m gone?" There was a trace of teasing in his voice. Bravo deduced that this must be a running joke between the partners.

"I don’t know," she said airily. "With my hectic schedule. I have so many things to catch up on. Like my soap operas."

Doggett snorted. "Consider it payback for watchin’ your damn cat. Which, by the way, you can come by and pick up while I’m in LA. I’ll leave a key with Dana."

"Okay," Bravo agreed while crinkling her face in disgust. She hated cats.

"Anyway, I gotta get going."

"Tell Reyes… that I’m sorry this is happening…"

"I will."

"Have a safe trip."

"I’ll talk to you soon."

<<Grreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttt>> Bravo rolled her eyes. "Okay."

"Bye Doc," Doggett hung up the phone.

He sternly told himself that there will be time to sort things out between himself and Jerilyn later. Monica had to come first right now.

Back in Starkweather’s apartment, Bravo stretched out luxuriously. She craved a cigarette, but she would get over that. She could live without smoking for two weeks. No one would notice if she suddenly became irritable. Starkweather was ALWAYS irritable and she didn’t even jones for anything. Thinking of smoking made her smile fondly. Her benefactor had come through as promised. The Cancer Man had always been good about cooking up little diversions. He had sent that arrogant shit Mulder on countless snipe hunts. Now he found a snipe for Reyes to chase. The fact that Doggett was ordered to tag along with Reyes was an unexpected but delightful bonus.

Leaving Bravo free to complete her mission in peace.

"This is gonna be a cakewalk," she said to the unpacked boxes in Starkweather’s apartment. She curled back up on the couch and fell back asleep again. It was going to be a long time before she would be able to sleep in again. She wanted to treat herself for just a bit before starting out.

 

A little later that morning…

Deputy Mayor F. William Mulder’s Office

City Hall

Washington DC

Mulder glared at his cell phone as it flashed at him. "Not now," he mumbled as he pounded away at his keyboard. He was barely holding on to his "day job" by a thread. The Mayor had been very lenient with him so far, mostly because Mulder’s appearance boosted the Mayor’s own popularity. However… it WAS an election year and the office WAS horribly hectic and understaffed. And some of the personal was grumbling about how the Deputy Mayor really wasn’t pulling his weight. No matter how good Mulder may make the Mayor look, he wasn’t going to put up with his little CIA-imposed disappearing acts for much longer…

Which was why he was in the office on a beautiful Sunday morning. Which pissed him off even more.

But he had to keep up with his work. The Mayor had dropped a couple of hints that there was talk about getting him ousted out of office by some of the disgruntled City employees. Even though it was the Mayor himself who tipped him off to Sharon Kuhn’s disappearance, which subsequently lead to Doggett’s disappearance. And then Starkweather’s…

His landline rang. "Bunny," Mulder pressed down on the intercom button. "I told you to hold my calls."

"It’s Agent Scully, sir," Agent Bonaventure Merchant of the CIA informed him with that obnoxious Marilyn-Monroe-rip-off voice she used when she was acting the role of his idiotic secretary, Bunny O’Dell. On request, Bunny had come to work as well. She wasn’t very happy either. "She said it was important. It was about Agent Reyes."

Mulder frowned. He wished he could like Reyes, he really did. But she annoyed the hell out of him. She was such a… he grinned in self-deprecation… <<flake>> He sighed. Pot, meet kettle. "Okay, put her through," Mulder said with another sigh.

Bunny obeyed, but she also continued to listen in.

"So? What’s new Scully? Did Reyes get a funny feeling in her left pinkie toe which is now leading her to the location of Hoffa’s briefcase?" Mulder reached into his bag of sunflower seeds.

"Mulder, her sister was kidnapped last night."

"What?" Mulder leaned forward in his chair. "I… Jesus…"

"I hope you feel like a horse’s ass," Scully told him coldly. Bunny had to stifle a laugh.

"I didn’t know she had a sister," Mulder whimpered, indeed feeling like a horse’s ass. "What happened?"

Scully paced back and forth in the X-Files’ basement office, with the phone headset on. As she was filling Mulder in on the details, she was scribbling notes as she watched a muted video surveillance tape. "Teresa Reyes, Monica’s youngest sister, flew from Washington DC to LA last night. Her boyfriend, a Professor Liam Sealy from UCLA, came to the airport and picked her up. His vehicle, Mulder, is no where to be found. At roughly 11:30, Pacific Standard Time, 9-11 received a phone call that they believe is Teresa Reyes, begging for help because her boyfriend had been shot and the assailant was after her. Her cell phone was recovered in bits and pieces on the stairs of the short-term parking garage. The LAX video surveillance shows nothing…"

"But…?"

"I went to J. Edgar to see if there was anything I could assist with."

"Who’s watching Boo?"

"He’s here with me," Scully had her phone earpiece in and was bouncing William in her arms. "When I got down to the office, I found a VHS tape in my inbox this morning Mulder, before I received the news about the Reyes abduction. It’s a security tape of LAX airport itself, Mulder… showing Liam Sealy greeting Teresa Reyes and walking towards baggage claims… and…" Scully paused the videotape and glared in loathing at the image on the screen. "Is definitely being followed by an old friend of ours…"

William waved ‘bye-bye’ to the television screen.


"Who? We have lots of old friends."

"An old friend by the name of Knowles Rohrer. Our "friend" who tried to take our baby, kidnap Starkweather and kill Doggett."

"Does anyone else know about this?"

"No," Scully said. "I called you first… no I take that back. I called the Gunmen first to ask about how security your line is. They said unless Bunny is listening on the other end, it’s fine. How are you today, Bonaventure?"

Bunny flushed beat red. "Fine…" she mumbled.

"… then I called you. I haven’t told Skinner or John or… anyone."

Mulder leaned back in his chair. "What do you think, Scully?"

"I… I don’t know… I mean… why attack Reyes? It doesn’t make sense… Yesterday morning, Starkweather is returned to us and now today, Reyes’ sister is kidnapped… why?"

"Bunny?"

"Mulder, you know how the CIA X-Files feels about Reyes. We see her as a liability. If Starkweather escaped, maybe they figured out where the chink in the X-Files armor is and they’re exploiting it."

"Or," Mulder frowned again, crunching on a seed. "Reyes knows something and the Syndicate is giving her an oh-so-subtle hint to shut-the-hell-up."

"Can’t be," Scully said. "She would have told us."

"Maybe she didn’t have time," Mulder said ominously.

"Let’s go back to that one later," said Bunny, chewing on her pencil. "Who provided the video? Who’s trying to help us?"

"Blade Connor, maybe… but I don’t know how…" Mulder mumbled.

"Alpha?" Scully theorized.

"Why?" Mulder snorted. "It’s her doing that got Doggett and Starkweather abducted-"

"Kidnapped."

"To- MAY – to, to – MAH – to," Mulder droned.

Scully rolled her eyes. "You need to get new material."

"But it does make sense," Bunny said. "Lily Stratford has been instrumental at getting information from the Syndicate to us. She was the one that tipped us off about the Eden Project."

"To save her own ass," Mulder reminded them. "She’s almost as bad as Alex Krycek, the way she keeps changing sides almost as easily and as quickly as she can change her appearance."

Lily Stratford, aka Alpha, was the first child produced from a daring genetics experiment known only to the shadow government and the X-Files Division as "The Eden Project."

Five little girls were created from five different fathers and one mother, Lynnette Bailey. Alpha, father unknown, could not only shape shift just like Jeremiah Smith and the notorious Alien Bounty Hunters, but heal all injuries and illness. She was considered very valuable.

The imposter, Bravo, was the second and a preternaturally talented assassin. She, believed to be the child of the Cancer Man, was actually Bill Mulder’s prodigy. For whatever chilling reason, the Cancer Man switched the children so that his would be saved and Bill Mulder’s would be sacrificed to the testing.

The third child, Deep Throat’s child Charlie, showed aptitude for art and clairvoyance, but was plagued by mental illness for most of her short life. A few months ago, she finally succumbed to the despair of terror and hopelessness and killed herself.

The fourth, Delta, belonged to the Well-Manicured Man and out of guilt, staged the child’s death and brought her to his estranged wife and his two little daughters, Marita and Felitza. The child was raised as Samita and was discovered that she was quite brilliant. Brilliant enough to be welcomed into MIT at age 16 with open arms. But the Syndicate ever fearful of discovery drove her out of school when Samita voiced a fascination for genetics and began testing her own blood. Samita, unfazed, studied education instead, got married and adopted two little children. Samita Saint-Claire nee Covarubias lived blissfully unaware of her role in the Syndicate’s game. Until they needed her for merchandise and stole her away. Despite her recovery, thanks to the combined efforts of the FBI and CIA’s X-Files Divisions, her husband Connor Saint-Claire turned into the vigilante, Blade Connor.

And then there was Echo. The true daughter of the Cancer Man and Mulder’s half sister.

Originally, when Samantha disappeared, another child was to have entered into the Mulder home, essentially replacing Samantha. This child never came. Bill Mulder’s child was raised to be a killer. The Cancer Man’s child, Echo, was delivered to Hawaii to a young naval lieutenant who helped protect the Eden Project’s secrets. And then, like a vengeful St. Michael the Archangel, drove the demons from paradise. He took Echo as his prize, knowing that it was Lynnette, his beloved wife’s blood child. Together, they raised the exceptional little girl together, naming her "Jerilyn", a conglomeration of their names and cementing their family bonds. Lynnette died of the same crippling cancer that Scully miraculously survived when Jerilyn was sixteen years old. She never knew that Jerilyn truly was her own daughter.

It was still beyond them what Jerilyn’s importance was in the grand scheme of things. Granted, she was highly intelligent… although Samita had her beat in the IQ department… granted she was exceptionally gifted musically and linguistically… and granted she was the only one out of all five women that could bear children, but Jerilyn didn’t want children…

<<Dammit, what did Reyes figure out?>> Mulder pondered.

"Bunny, get with Lux, see what he thinks. Scully… call Doggett. He needs to know right away that he’s dealing with Rohrer. Maybe Rohrer’s just slinging him into a trap."

"What about Skinner?"

"Leave him out of the loop for a while."

"But he’s a trusted ally," Scully protested.

"Right now, he’s up to his ass with Homeland Security shit. Which means he’s with the Senior Staff about twenty-four-seven. Which means…"

"He’s going to be with Kersh…"

"And that new guy… Follmer??"

"Haven’t met him yet," Scully admitted.

"Well, he used to be Starkweather’s boss in Minneapolis and they didn’t exactly get along."

"Gee, how come?" Scully rolled her eyes again, thinking of her friend’s cutting tongue. "Speaking of Starkweather, think we should tell her?"

Mulder paused. "No…" he finally said slowly. "She’s been through enough. Let’s just wait."

"Fair enough."

"Deputy Mayor, I’ll be taking an EXTREMELY long lunch then," Bunny informed Mulder after Scully hung up.

"It’s going to take you more than an hour to fill Carlos in?"

"That… and there’s a sale at Victoria’s Secrets today."

Mulder grinned impishly. "Knew they weren’t real," he taunted her as he hung up.

"Horse’s ass," Bunny grumbled, turning back to her computer.

**

Later that day

Los Angeles Field Office

Los Angeles, California

4:01 PM Pacific Time

"Right this way, Agent Doggett," Special Agent Sara Mathers said as she led Doggett down a dingy hallway.

"Thank you," Doggett said quietly. Exhausted emotionally and physically, he trailed after the young agent.

"Right here," Agent Mathers rapped on the door.

"Who is it?" a familiar voice called out.

"It’s me, Mon," Doggett answered. He thanked Mathers and let himself in to the small interview room.

Reyes looked up from the case report as Doggett walked in. "Hey John," she said faintly, managing a little smile.

"Hey," he said, pulling out a chair and sitting across the table from her. "Holdin’ up okay?"

Reyes shrugged and looked down at the papers spread out in front of her. "It just doesn’t make sense," she whispered. "Some of the agents here are thinking maybe her abduction has political and international ties because of her outspokenness against the Taliban. Which makes me afraid that this is going to turn into a witch hunt," she shook her head.

Doggett frowned. "You don’t think it’s that though." It was a statement, not a question.

"No. I don’t," she was still whispering. "I think it’s something else, I think-"

Just then, another person rapped on the door. Another young agent stuck his head in. "Agent Reyes, come quickly."

"What is it?" Fear flooded Reyes entire being. She felt nauseous. Doggett looked at his friend and resisted the urge to grab her hand and tell her it was going to be okay.


Because it sure as hell was not going to be okay. He had the same strange sense of dread as he did when he first got the news that Luke had been taken away.

"We have someone on the phone that has identified himself as your sister’s abductor," the young agent said. "But he refuses to speak to anyone but you, Agent Reyes."

Both Doggett and Reyes were on their feet. "Got a trace goin’?" Doggett demanded.

"Yeah, but he’s on a cell, so a trace is virtually impossible," the young agent said as he lead them down the hall towards the communications control room. "We can maybe figure out what tower he’s using for his signal but that will only tell us what city’s he’s in, if we’re lucky…"

"Found her," the young man said as he ushered Reyes and Doggett inside.

The agent of record for the Teresa Reyes kidnapping case was a handsome Latino man named Santiago Allende. "We’re recording," he informed Reyes as he handed her the phone.

"Monica Reyes," Reyes forced herself to sound calm.

"Agent Reyes, I don’t believe I’ve had the pleasure of ever speaking to you. I normally deal with your partner."

Reyes gripped the table. Wild-eyed, she stared at Doggett. "Knowles," she said, more for Doggett’s sake than anything else.

"Knowles???" Doggett’s face twisted in hate. "Knowles Rohrer?"

"You know this man?" Agent Allende asked Doggett quietly.

"Used to be friends with the bastard," Doggett muttered as Reyes continued to listen to Rohrer’s chilling voice. "’Til he tried to kill me. I’ll call DC and get the head of our division to fax us everything in this sonuvabitch’s file."

"You were warned once about joining the X-Files, were you not?" Rohrer purred into the phone. "How it could have long term repercussions?"

"You said that you have my sister," Reyes’s knuckles turned white from gripping the phone so tightly. "I want to speak to her."

Rohrer chuckled lowly. "When was the last time you had any fun, Agent Reyes? Your sister told me that you used to like to play games as a child. Would you like to play a game with me now?"

"I want to talk to Teresa," Reyes insisted.

"I would like to speak to Special Agent John Doggett now," Rohrer said pleasantly. "Put him on. I know he’s there."

"Let me speak to Teresa first."

"She’s occupied right now. Perhaps after I speak to John Doggett, she’ll be able to come to the phone."

Reyes looked at Agent Allende and Doggett. Agent Allende nodded and Doggett took the phone from her. "John Doggett."

"Agent Doggett, how have you been?"

"Knowles," Doggett summoned up all his patience and professionalism to quell the desire to scream obscenities into the phone. "What do you want?"

"I’m bored, Agent Doggett," Rohrer told him. "Ever since you stopped coming to me for information, I haven’t had anyone to play with."

"Knowles, what do you want?" Doggett repeated himself through gritted teeth.

"Meet me tonight at eight o’clock at the happiest place on earth," Rohrer said. "And I will tell you what I want. Keep your cell phone on." Rohrer hung up abruptly.

Doggett cursed and slammed the phone down. "Happiest place on earth my ass… how long does it take to get from here to Anaheim?"

***

Meanwhile…

Dana Scully’s residence

Georgetown

"Coming," Scully said, racing to the door, juggling very cranky William in one arm, and a thick file she took home from the X-Files in the other. "Who is it?"

"It’s me. Starkweather."

Scully unlocked the door. "Come in," she said. "I was expecting you… William! Ow! Stop it," she said sternly to the boy whose crankiness erupted into a full blown temper tantrum. "Excuse me, somebody needs a nap," she glowered at her son who continued to shake his little fists and kick his mother. "Can you take this?" She held out the file.

"Sure," Bravo said, as she accepted the file from Scully. But it was doubtful Scully heard her over William’s screams. His little face was purple now from his efforts.

"All right, young man," Scully said as she bore William to his room in a motherly rage. "I don’t know what has gotten into today but…" her voice trailed off as she went down the hall.

Curious, Bravo flipped open the file. She arched an eyebrow at the photograph of Knowle Rohrer paper-clipped to the first paper. She flipped the file shut again when she heard Scully return.

"Sorry," Scully apologized as Bravo handed the file back to her. "He has been such a brat lately."

"Don’t worry," Bravo told her. "Makes for cheap birth control for me." She produced a grin and said. "Doggett said he left the keys to his house here?"

"Yes," Scully said, turning her back on Bravo, walking to the key hook next to her front door.

Bravo reflected how easy it would have been right then and there to throw a ribbon or a wire around Scully’s neck and garrote her.

She did have a wire tucked inside her left boot. Along with a pearl-handed switchblade knife. A small Derringer pistol was secured to her right ankle. Plus, she had her own bare hands to utilize in the fine art of assassination.

God, it would be so easy…

Scully plucked Doggett’s keys from the key holder and turned around again. "Here you go," she said, holding them out to her.

"Thanks," Bravo put the keys in the pocket of the jeans she was wearing.

Starkweather, Bravo reflected, had terrible taste in clothes. If they weren’t FBI-approved suits and shoes, it was jeans, t-shirts, sweatshirts and sneakers. A few khaki slacks and sweaters. And a pair of combat boots left over from her days in the Air Force. Boring.

"I’m going to make tea," Scully said. "Do you want some?"

"Love some," Bravo said, flipping her blond hair over her shoulder. "Sorry I didn’t come sooner," she said as she trailed behind Scully to the kitchen, taking careful inventory of her apartment. The pictures on the wall, the knickknacks, the books. Cards, invitations. Bills piling up on her desk. The sleek little notebook computer, courtesy of the FBI. A toy bear left on the floor. All the clutter that made a shelter a home.

Bravo couldn’t comprehend how anyone could stand such chaos.

Scully put the file on the kitchen table. "That’s alright," Scully said as she stood on her tiptoes to take down the little decorative tin she used to hold her tea bags. "What kind do you like? I have raspberry, Earl Grey, blackberry…"

"Earl Grey is fine," Bravo said, sitting down at the kitchen table. As Scully filled the kettle on, Bravo assumed a tone of worry and asked, "Has Doggett called you about Reyes’ sister yet?"

"Not yet," Scully said sadly as she put the filled kettle on the stove. "But he said he would call with any updates." She sat down. "It never ends, does it?"

<<Great, it’s time for the big heart-to-heart, isn’t it?>> Bravo groaned to herself while carefully maintaining the mask of concern she wore.

<<Careful, Bravo, careful>> she told herself. <<You’ve GOT to earn her trust. She’s got to trust you as she trusts Starkweather…

… or better yet, she’s got to trust you as she trusts Mulder.>>

"No shit," Bravo said softly. "I… I don’t know… I don’t know what to say. I mean…" she shrugged her shoulders. "Do you think it’s random or do you think that her disappearance may have to do with…" she waved her hands around a bit, as if she was searching for the right words.


Impersonating Starkweather was so easy. She really wasn’t a complicated as people perceived her as being.

"… what has happened lately? To me or Doggett?"

Scully hesitated. "It might be…" she finally said. "Mulder said not to tell you at first because of all what may have happened… but…" Scully opened the file, turned it around and pushed it towards Bravo. She got up again when the kettle shrieked.

"Knowles Rohrer," Bravo said tonelessly. "That son-of-a-bitch." That sentiment was sincere. "You think he’s behind this?"

Scully nodded. "Someone gave me a video surveillance tape, showing Rohrer shooting Teresa Reyes’ boyfriend, then chasing after Teresa Reyes." She popped in a tea bag in each cup and filled it with scalding hot water.


Bravo covered her mouth. "Why would he be after her?" she asked as she thought <<Rohrer, you stupid fuck…>>

"I don’t know." Scully handed Bravo a Blue’s Clues! mug. Bravo wanted to gag from the cuteness of it all. "We have theories," Scully daintily sipped from a Washington Redskins’ mug as if it was made from bone china. "We think it may be repercussion to us for you being able to escape."

"But why Reyes? If it’s payback for me somehow getting away, wouldn’t they have done something to Mulder instead? Or… or Doggett?" Bravo began thumbing through the files.

"Well, this could be repercussion to Doggett. He and Rohrer used to be friends. Until Doggett turned his back on Rohrer to protect the X-Files."

"Yeah… but still… doesn’t make sense…" Bravo muttered, still reading. "Why would Rohrer take such a risk to expose himself to Doggett like this?"

Scully shrugged. "Doggett and Reyes are close friends. Maybe he thinks if he hurts Reyes, he hurts Doggett."

"Yeah… but that’s Mafia mentality. Not Syndicate."

Scully exhaled, slightly exasperated. "You’re the profiler," she said. "What do you think?"

Bravo drummed her fingers on her chin as she thought of an elaborate lie. "I think… I think Rohrer is working outside of the Syndicate in this matter.

"You do??"

"Just skimming through this dossier, it appears that Rohrer could be suffering from a huge inferiority complex. His," Bravo fished out a few pages from the file. "Marine records are good, but not bright and shiny, like Doggett’s. And actually, if you read in-between the lines, it was Doggett that carried Rohrer through his military career. Rohrer probably would have gone a long way if Doggett hadn’t gotten hurt in Lebanon and been discharged."

"So to feed his faltering self-esteem, he decides to become a Super Soldier?"

Noting the healthy infusion of trademark skepticism in her voice, Bravo shrugged and said. "Like I said, I only skimmed the file. But it makes sense. The ultimate warrior. Better than any one else. And please don’t say Super Soldier."

"Sorry," Scully smiled, remembering Starkweather’s hatred for that phrase. "Replicants." Then she frowned. "But I don’t see Rohrer as the type to be playing games."

<<Neither do I>> Bravo fumed. "I know, that’s what I don’t get," she admitted. "The only thing I can think of off the top of my head is that maybe Rohrer dove in headfirst into the shallow end of the pool."

"That is possible," Scully said thoughtfully. "After all, the other Replicants we’ve encountered haven’t exactly been sane."

"Like I said, it’s all theory and speculation." Bravo put the loose pages back in the file. "Do you mind if I keep this? I want to read over it."

Scully frowned. "Jerilyn, you are supposed to be resting."

Bravo widened her eyes innocently. "I am resting. This will be my bedtime reading. Are there more files on Rohrer?"

"A few. Not many though. Rohrer is a recent development." Scully frowned severely at Bravo. "Jerilyn, no…"

"Aw, Scully, what could reading up on some old X-Files hurt any?"

Scully gave up. "Meet me tomorrow at J. Edgar around two o’clock then." She sighed again. "Maybe you’ll see something we can’t."

"I’ll try," Bravo said sincerely. Then she thought <<Then I’ll bury it so deep you’ll never find it again.>> She looked at the clock on the kitchen wall. "Well… I suppose I should go. I need to pick up my cat." She tried to sound happy. She personally hoped maybe she got lucky and the cat drank some liquid cleaner and died at Doggett’s.

"Are you sure? You’ll welcome to stay for dinner. Mulder will be here in just a little bit."

<<Oh God, please no>> Bravo thought. "Let’s do it tomorrow. I’m still… I’m still re-adjusting. After all… it’s only been one day plus with all this shit going on with Reyes…"

Scully reached out and warmly clasped Bravo by the hand. "I’m so glad you’re back," she whispered. Tears were threatening again.

<<Jesus Christ, this woman is dumb as shit>> Bravo thought while placing her free hand over Scully’s death grip. "Thanks."

"I know," Mercifully, Scully let go. Bravo resisted the urge to rub her wrist. "You told Mulder you have no memories of what happened. Don’t let him push you or rush you. Healing will come in its own time. And maybe the memories will too."

"Do you have any memories? From when…?"

Scully shook her head. "Only flashes. In dreams."

"What about Mulder?"

Scully took a deep breath. "Some. He remembers some."

"What…" Bravo had to struggle to sound like she really cared. "What about Doggett? Does he...?"

"He doesn’t talk about it," Scully said fretfully. "I don’t think he has any recollection. But if he does… he hasn’t said one word of it to us at all."

***

Meanwhile…

Pain. Everywhere. And fear. Two consistents.

One hope. One breath. One straw to cling to.

"Stawk-weddah?"

The woods.

<<No, I’m not in the woods. Where’n the hell am I?>>

Lights. Bright lights. And wind. And being pulling… Up?

"Mul-duh?"

The pain stemmed from the barbed wire, holding his body down on the table. Little metal hooks embedding into his flesh. His clothes were gone.

Tables everywhere, lined up like gravestones at Arlington.

<<What the fuck…>>

A man approaches him.

"Billy Miles…"

The replicant, once a human who lived seventeen years in a small Oregon town as a carefree boy named Billy Miles stepped up to him and held up a needle. The boy became catatonic after the bright lights came to Belle Fleur. He became human again after Mulder and Scully’s first fateful X-File. His humanity was stripped away from him again after Mulder and Scully’s last official X-File.

The slave made sure that the substance inside the syringe would flow. Then plunged the needle into his left forearm. It hurt. Needles never bothered him, but this injection hurt. As if gasoline was being forced into his veins.

But nothing was like the Black Oil being poured over him. He longed to scream but his throat had been constricted for the whole process. He wriggled as the oil seeped through every pore that it hit directly and was absorbed through his skin like lotion. He clenched and unclenched his fists, struggling against the nausea and the barbed wire.

"Get up."

"Are you through wi’ me? I’m an FBI agent and you’re in serious shit if you don’t tell me where I am right now and show me the way out."

Even now, those angry words seemed futile.

"The FBI does not exist in This Place. We are the law." Mulder’s voice droned.

<<What the hell??>>

"Mul-dah…you gotta get me outta here…" He pleaded to this man who only looked like Mulder. This Mulder did not exude the familiar arrogance and charisma. He moved like Billy. His face was a blank, like Billy’s.

<<Oh Jesus…no…Scully…William…Jerilyn…>>

Hands holding up now. Too tired to struggle against them as fists pounded into his stomach, his face and his backbone.

**We are the law.**

<<Oh Jesus…no…Scully…William…Jerilyn…>>

**The FBI does not exist here.**

<<Scully…William…Jerilyn…>>

**Get up.**

<<William…Jerilyn…>>

"John, get up…"

<<Jerilyn…>>

"John," Agent Reyes leaned over and shook him a little. Doggett’s eyes flew open. "Are you alright?"

The nightmare trickled away from his conscious. "Yeah," Doggett said, wiping the sweat off of his face with his hand. "Yeah, I’m fine. What ‘bout you? Holdin’ up okay, Mon?" He sounded guilty. "Did somethin’ happen?"

Doggett was in one of the lackluster break rooms in the Los Angeles Field Office. He had sat down on of the uncomfortable arm chairs and nodded off.

"Nothing’s happened yet," Reyes straightened up, crossing her arms tight around her long, lean body. She looked up at the ceiling. "According to the techs, Rohrer’s cell definitely caught a signal from a tower near Anaheim. They’re canvassing the area but so far no luck. I’ve been in contact with Skinner."

"And?"

She sat down in the other uncomfortable chair across from him. "He suggested that I distance myself from this case."

"But he isn’t pulling you off?"

"Not as of yet."

"What do you think about Rohrer’s barb?" Doggett asked as he got up and straightened his suit and tie. "’Bout meetin’ him in Anaheim?"

"He said to proceed with extreme caution."

Doggett grunted. "I’m ready to go whenever the strike team is." He walked over to the water cooler and pulled out two little paper cups. Pouring water for both of them, he asked, "How are your parents?"

"Scared. Confused why this is happening." She accepted the water from Doggett. "Thank you."

"Monica," Doggett said as gently as he could. "I think you should stay in LA with your family when we go to Anaheim."

She stared at the tiny cup in her hands. "Funny. I remember telling that to you to stay in New York when we got that lead about Luke being seen in South Carolina." The cup fell to the floor. Water splashed all over Doggett’s shoes and she buried her face in her hands and started to cry.

Doggett kicked himself for being so obtuse. "Mon, c’mon," he said, crouching down, taking her hands from her face. Rubbing her upper arms sympathetically, he said "It’s not the same, Mon. It’s not the same thing. C’mon," he whispered, fishing in his pocket for a tissue. The best he could do was a napkin from McDonald’s. "It hasn’t even been twenty-four hours yet. Time is still on our side."

Reyes nodded, gulping down her tears. "I know," her voice trembled. "I know, it’s… just… so… hard. When it’s happening to you." She dabbed her eyes with the napkin. She put her hand on his shoulder to steady herself. "When are we leaving for Anaheim?"

"You sure?" Doggett said. "You absolutely sure, Monica?"

"Positive. I want to find Teri. I want to bring her home."

"Okay," Doggett said, recalling another irony.

**You sure Detective Doggett? You sure you want to go to South Carolina?**

**Yes’m Agent Reyes, I’m sure. I wanna find Luke. I wanna bring ‘im home to his mother.**

Would the nightmares ever end?

****

Meanwhile

En route to Doggett’s house

Falls Church, Virginia

Not only did Starkweather have ugly clothes, but she drove a piece of shit car.

But Bravo’s vanity had suffered greater outrages in the name of the mission.

Spying a gas station, she made an illegal U-turn to change lanes and swung into the gas station’s driveway.

Under the presence of pumping gas, she pulled out her cell phone, a tiny little Nokia. She hit the number two button.

"What do you want?"

"I want to know what the fuck you are doing," Bravo snapped as she watched the dollar amount climb. "They have you on tape, you idiot."

"You called me about that???" Rohrer fumed, stalking around the tiny studio apartment. "I knew about that! They told me it was going to be planted!"

"They?!?!?! Who are ‘They’? The Syndicate?"

Rohrer clutched the phone and sneered. "Just do your part of the job and I’ll do mine. That smoky old man isn’t finished yet. He’s just warming up."

"What do you mean?" Bravo held the phone to her ear with her shoulder as she put the gas nozzle back on the pump and screwed the fuel cap shut on the decrepit Dodge Dynasty.

"I mean… I mean just keep your eyes and ears open and your nose clean Bravo," Rohrer said seriously. "You were given your assignment. And I was given mine. And the shit’s gonna go down soon enough. In fact… it could be happening now and we don’t even know it…"

***

Meanwhile…

The Honorable Senator Jenneva Wesley-Bailey’s house

Georgetown

He watched her intently from the cable-repair van as she exited the fancy car all Senators were entitled to while in Washington DC. Watched her bend down and say something to the driver. She smiled at whatever the driver said back to her and turned quickly, walking towards the house.

Surveillance was easy. He didn’t like it. No challenge.

He waited until the sun was down. He looked at his driver. "All clear?"

Justin Leo looked back at him. "All clear."

"Alright," he said, slipping on the ski mask. "See you back at the rendezvous." He loaded his gun.

He slipped out the backdoor of the van. Lights twinkled in the windows of the wealthy.

He knew that a few miles away, a not-so-wealthy FBI agent was caring for her freak-of-a-son.


But that was Bravo’s assignment. Not his.

Or so he assumed. Why else would the Syndicate have sent her there?

He slipped around the shrubbery, keeping low, just like they taught him at Quantico. He was not concerned about setting off burglary alarms, but to setting off the CIA. He knew they were monitoring her. Monitoring? Hell, they were on her like flies on feces.

Inside, unaware of the intruder, the Senator was settling into a nice hot bath. She sighed as she let her head roll to the side. She reached out for the tumbler of Absolut Citroen on the floor. Scented water splashed everywhere, but the Senator didn’t care.

Because she was a powerful senator and because no one could possibly believe her, the CIA had to let her go. She shuddered and sank deeper into her warm bath, trying not to think of those nightmarish days after the Deputy Mayor along his bubble-headed bitch secretary, who turned out not to be so bubble-headed after all, burst into her house. Caught her red-handed burning the precious journals belonging to Admiral Bailey’s first and best loved wife, Lynnette. She spent three days incarcerated by her own government until the order was given to let her go. There was no way the CIA could cover up the disappearance of a senator. Especially with people still spooked about terrorism and demanding more security. Hail Big Brother.

"But be advised, Senator," CIA Agent Satish Joshi, a slender, elegant man who had come to free her. "You will be carefully watched. We have eyes and ears everywhere. You are free to do what you wish, of course, however…" he trailed off for a moment, as if lost in thought. "It would behoove you to cooperate with us rather with them."

The Senator sighed again and fought tears as she took another drink. It was going to be another night of drinking herself senselessly so she could pass out to get some sleep. The Syndicate watched her. The CIA watched her. The people of the United States would be watching her soon, 2002 was an election year for her.

<<I hope I’m being entertaining for them, sitting here naked and getting drunk>> she thought as she wallowed in warm water and self-pity.

All the Senator ever wanted was to find her daughter, the elusive Lilly Stratford. Who disappeared on her prom night. Still in the beautiful gown the Senator had gotten her.

When she met the Admiral and his adopted daughter, Jerilyn and saw how painfully similar Jerilyn was to Lilly, she felt hope again. She and Admiral formed an alliance through marriage to dupe the Syndicate into revealing Lilly while shielding Jerilyn.

And it had all gone to hell.

Jeremy was dead. Killed on September 11 while he was visiting a friend at the Pentagon. Lilly was still missing in action. And Jerilyn had been finally taken.

But she had been returned. A small flicker of hope warmed her. Not as much as the heated bath and the alcohol, but a little. Just a little.

Eventually, she got out of the tub and dried herself off. She slipped on her expensive pajamas along with the matching robe and slippers. Her little dog yipped at her feet. "Oh, you are fine," she crooned. "Enough. I have a headache," she said, rubbing her temples.

Another drink would fix that.

Silently in the tomb of a house, the Senator made her way down the stairs and towards the kitchen.

And found a man in a ski mask sitting casually in at her kitchen table. He pointed an FBI issued Colt .45 before the Bureau had switched to Smith and Wesson, Beretta and Sig Sauer. The Senator did not move.

Special Agent Robert Comer reached into his coat pocket and held up an index card. The Senator read it silently, her heart pounding hard and fast.

**GO TO THE GARAGE** the card read. **AND GET INTO YOUR CAR.** When he was positive the Senator had read the entire message, he shoved the card back into his pocket and then took out her car keys. He held them out to her.

With trembling hands, the Senator accepted the keys from his gloved hands.

***

Later…

Deputy Mayor F. William Mulder’s Office

City Hall

Washington DC

Mulder glared at the phone when it rang again. It had been ringing off the hook all day. And he had promised Scully that he would be at her apartment an hour ago.


<<After this call, I better call her and tell her tonight’s a no-go>> he thought bitterly. He was really looking forward to a night of what Scully called ‘Let’s Pretend We’re Normal’ Night. Mulder called it ‘Our Alternate Universe’ Night.

Whatever it was called, it was when Mulder and Scully got to spend time together with their son. And once dinner was over and William, tuckered out from all the quality time, was safely in bed, they could screw like bunnies on the couch, the bed, the floor…

"Mulder," he answered wearily.

"It’s me," a deep voice said. "Call me back on a secured line."

"Shit," Mulder grumbled as the line went dead. Lux Carlos of the CIA. He was never a harbinger of good news.

He pulled out his cell phone. Debated about going to his car but decided again it. The Lone Gunmen had come in early this morning and did a sweep of his office and declared it free from any electronic surveillance equipment. He hit one of his speed dial buttons. "Mulder."

"We’ve got a big problem."

"Job security."

"It’s the Senator."

"Oh, god damn it," Mulder cursed, getting up from behind his desk. Rubbing his neck, he stood in front of the massive windows of his office, staring off at the bright lights of the nation’s capitol. "Now what did she do?"

"She’s gone."

"Gone? I thought you guys were watching her!"

"We were. Are… listen, some dude broke into her house and took her out by gunpoint to her car. They drove off and we lost visual in traffic. But we’ve got a tracking devise on the car, so we know where she is. Looks like she’s heading upstate. She’s still in Maryland."

"You sure this is kidnapping?" Mulder asked. "Or was this staged? You know that the Senator had gotten in deep with the Syndicate. And that she’s desperate to get Lilly back. And speaking of that traitorous bitch-"

"No clue where she is," Carlos sighed. "After that whole thing with Jerilyn…" Carlos found himself at a loss for words. To hide his speechlessness over the recovery of the woman he had given everything, including her, up for, he said to Mulder. "On a side note, I’ve got some of my guys on the Teresa Reyes case too. I’ve sent two agents out to Anaheim. They’re canvassing Disneyland right now."

"Why Disneyland?"

"Hasn’t Agent Doggett called in yet?"

"Haven’t heard anything. But maybe he talked to Skinner or Scully."

"Rohrer left a not-so-subtle hint for Doggett to meet him in the ‘happiest place on earth.’"

"Christ. All those people."

"Exactly. One great big happy Mickey Mouse-ifed human shield."

Mulder groaned. "Maybe we’ll get lucky and while Rohrer is on the Small World ride, it will break down and he’ll commit suicide to get away from the music."

"He can’t die, Mulder."

"Even better," he droned. "Trapped for eternity listening to ugly little dolls singing the same song. Over and over. A fate worse than fire and brimstone."

Carlos wanted to beat his head against his desk. "Can you meet me here at HQ in an hour?"

"Can we make it an hour and a half? I want to sneak a quickie in with Scully."

"Too much info, brother," Carlos groaned.

***

Meanwhile…

Disneyland

Anaheim, California

Reyes stood by as Doggett paid for their entrance in cash.

"Have a magical day!" the girl at the ticket counter chirped as she gave Doggett back his change.

"Yeah, whatever," Doggett said, reaching out for Reyes’ hand. To avoid attracting undue attention, the game plan was for Doggett and Reyes to enter the park as a couple. Both were dressed down for their roles. Reyes pulled her long dark hair back in a ponytail. Normally dressed up in the latest, edgiest styles, tonight she wore simple clothes, her long legs endless in blue jeans. But she wore flat heeled sandals in case she had to run. And a pair of sunglasses she bought at a gas station on the way to the amusement park. She wore a purple sleeveless sweater, but one size too big which was untucked to hide the Sig Sauer in the holster attached to the back of her jeans. Her FBI shield was in her back pocket.

Doggett’s black shirt was also un-tucked for the same reason. And he had put his FBI shield in the back pocket of his faded jeans as well. He had his cell phone with him. Both of them were wired. Undercover FBI agents lurked here and there. Doggett adjusted his LA Dodgers ball cap and pushed his sunglasses back up his nose. He hated wearing glasses of any type.

He gave her hand a squeeze as they walked through the gates. "Relax," he said.

"All these families around make me nervous," she confessed lowly as they pretended to be a happy couple wandering around an amusement park. "What if Rohrer uses force? Or grabs a child to use as a shield?"

"Seein’ that Rohrer can’t be killed, I don’t think he’d try that," Doggett grimly reminded her. "’Sides, I think the kids and families and stuff are meant to keep US honest."

"Because he knows we would not start a shoot-out in a crowd like this," Reyes gripped his hand tighter, not stopping even though she knew she should.

Starkweather is back, after all.

But then, that nagging little doubt crept up on her again. <<What if it’s not her??>>

"John," Monica breathed softly. "I think I know why he’s doing this…" Her eyes filled with tears. "But I don’t know how to tell you…"

<<Oh Christ, she’s going off on one of her psychic phenomenon bullshit theories again>> Doggett couldn’t help think, feeling some irritation. "Monica," he said. "I know it looks bad and feels bad, but you can’t think the worst, not yet. Okay, hang in there." <<This is why I wanted you to stay at the hotel>> he sighed as they continued to walk hand in hand.

Not that he mistrusted her judgments. He just knew how much situations hurt and how tempting it was to retreat into some form of escape. For Mulder and Reyes it was into fantasies like UFO’s and psychic phenomenon.


For himself, it had been isolation.

However, Reyes nodded, willing away the tears. <<Be strong>> she told herself. <<Be strong for Teri. And when we get her back, we’ll see if Starkweather really is who she says she is.>>

"What time is it?" she asked, her voice clear and calm as always.

Doggett checked his watch. "Seven-forty-five."

Reyes took a deep breath. "Okay." She tightened her grip on his hand.

"Ow," Doggett finally said sheepishly.

Reyes blushed. "Sorry."

"S’alright, Mon," he told her but he wasn’t looking at her, he was looking a little beyond her. Past the Dumbo the Flying Elephant Ride and the Mad Tea Party spinning tea cups ride. "Oh shit…"

"What is it?" Reyes asked, not turning around.

"We’re a bit early for the party," Doggett growled. "But that’s not the only problem."

"Why?"

"Rohrer’s brought a guest," Doggett muttered as he began to maneuver Reyes and himself through the crowds.

"A guest?"

"A small guest," he grunted.

Reyes paled. "How small?"

***

Meanwhile…

Doggett’s house

Falls Church, Virginia

Bravo let herself in.

It was dark. She did not bother to turn on the lights. She did not need to. She gripped the handle of the cat carrier. "Okay, get the cat, then get out of here," she grumbled. Without very much enthusiasm, she called out "Kitty? Kitty, kitty, kitty." When no cat materialized, she yelled out. "Come on, cat. Let’s go. Things to do. People to kill. I’m a busy girl, dammit."

Then she clamped her mouth shut. Sucked in a breath. <<Fuck>> she thought. <<Bugs. Damn house could be bugged. Stupid>> she berated herself. <<Stupid stupid stupid.>>

This was the house of the future Assistant Director, after all. Of course they watched him.

Feigning affection now, she crooned "Kitty… keeeeeeeeeeeeeeteeeeeeeeeeeeeee…… Mama’s here… here kitty…" She walked through the house with a feline’s grace, never stumbling once. Darkness was her ally.

She made her way into John Doggett’s bedroom. "There you are," she said in relief to the furry orange monster snoozing on Doggett’s neatly made bed. <<Bet you’re the only pussy to touch this man’s bed for a long while>> she thought with a nasty grin as she reached out to grab the cat.

Caesar bolted awake from his nap and recoiled from her touch, hissing and spitting.

"What is your problem?" she demanded the cat. "C’mon, let’s go." She reached for Caesar again. Caesar swiped at her, growling and yowling now. "OW!!" Bravo yelped, pressing the top of her hand to her mouth. Tasting blood, she jerked her hand away and glared at the four long wheals on her hand. "Fucking cat," she snarled. "I’ve killed for less," she announced, reaching for the cat again.

Caesar shrieked in full feline fury. Bravo squealed like a frightened toddler when Caesar sank his teeth into her wrist. With her free hand, she grabbed Caesar by the throat. This only served to antagonize Caesar more and he dug his front claws into her arm while backpedaling with his hind legs. Bravo struggled to keep the cat in her grip, but once a paw reached up and swiped her face, she shoved the cat away from her.

"Jesus!" she squawked, holding her bloody hand to her bloody cheek. "What the hell ARE you????????"

Caesar lowered himself on the bed, still hissing, pawing Doggett’s comforter, the claws ripping through the cloth just as easily as it did through Bravo’s flesh. His tail twitched back and forth. He spat at her and growled.

"Fuck this," Bravo announced. "I’ll deal with you later, asshole," he told the cat as she stalked out of the room.

Caesar’s fur remained bristled until Bravo was out of the house. Then he sat on his haunches, lifted his front paw, licked it off daintily, sniffed the air, yawned and flopped back down on Doggett’s bed, purring.

Score: Cat, one. Assassin, zero.

***
Meanwhile

Fantasyland, Disneyland

Anaheim, California

"Well, Rowan," Knowle Rohrer looked down at the little girl who held his hand. "Where do you want to go next?"

"Oooo," The little girl pushed her strawberry blonde hair out of her eyes. "I dunno…" She looked around. "Oh, can we go on that? Can we? Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease?"

Knowle Rohrer laughed at the child’s innocence. "Sure sweetheart," he said with a grin. "Then I better get you back."

"Oh," her face fell. Her lower lip stuck out a bit. "We can’t stay for the fireworks? Or the parade?"

"Sorry, honey, maybe next time," Rohrer promised her as she lead him towards the "It’s a Small World" ride. The line was short. For Disneyland anyway.

Doggett and Reyes followed nonchalantly. Doggett perceived that Reyes’ hand felt clammy. Loosening his grip from Reyes’ hand, he slung his arm around her shoulders and held her tight to him. Pretending to be chatting it up with Reyes, he murmured to the wire Reyes was wearing "Suspect headin’ towards "Small World" ride. Got a kid with ‘em. Seems to be in no distress; however I want all missing kid files checked for a girl, ‘bout seven, eight years old. Red hair. That’s all I can tell from here. Careful now. Nobody does a thing without my say-so."

Reyes and Doggett got in line, about ten people behind Rohrer. As they filed through like cattle, Doggett’s phone rang. Reyes peered around the very large woman standing in front of them.


She couldn’t see Rohrer, but she could see the little girl. An almost piteously thin child, she appeared to be daydreaming, Taking in the sights, a big smile on her little face. Her little face was, to Reyes’ untrained eye anyway, extremely pale. The girl was still holding Rohrer’s hand. He tugged on her arm gently and she turned to him.

Reyes ducked behind the fat woman again. Doggett was still on the phone. He frowned more severely than usual. "Dammit," he swore, taking the phone away from his ear.

"What?"

"He knows we’re here. He knows we’re in line. I’m to put my phone on vibrate and wait for him to call once we’re in the ride." Doggett looked up at the sign and groaned. "This must be his idea of torture."

Rohrer and his little friend had disappeared into the building. Descending the stairs with a hop and a skip, the girl, giggling, dashed to the first little boat. "Can we ride in front? Please? Please?"

"Sure, honey," Rohrer acted generous today. "After the ride, I’ll get you a big Mickey Mouse. How does that sound?"

"Really? Can I have the biggest Mickey Mouse?"

"Yeah, why not?"

Rohrer and the girl were in the boat already by the time Doggett and Reyes filed down to the depths of the ride. The music grated on Doggett and Reyes’ taunt nerves. As if the screaming kids and moaning parents weren’t enough to drive the FBI agents stark raving insane.

Reyes felt her normal serenity evaporate the minute she heard the nauseating lyrics:

"It’s a small world after all, it’s a small world after all…"

Doggett contemplated jumping into the canal and ending it all, making the agony vanish. He looked up and saw the first of the cutesy little animatronic people and decided that using the dancing dolls as target practice would be a whole lot more fun than killing himself.

They past Rohrer and the girl in the first boat. Rohrer spotted them and put his thickly muscled arm around the girl in a not-so-friendly manner. The child, who had been talking a mile a minute, suddenly silenced herself, her eyes widening in confusion and a little fear.

"What’s going on?" she asked Rohrer in a quavering voice.

Rohrer looked down at the girl and smiled. "Nothing, Rowan. We’re just waiting for the ride to start. So be quiet. Don’t disturb the other passengers."

"You’re hurting me…"

"Aw, I’m sorry." He loosened his hold, but only slightly. "I was just trying to give you a hug…"


Doggett and Reyes sat two boats behind them. "Now what?" Reyes breathed.

"We wait," Doggett growled, clenching and unclenching his fists. "We can’t do a damn thing as long as he has that kid with ‘em. He’s got us by the short and curlies."

Reyes forgave him for the vulgarity.

After the suicidal-looking ride attendant droned the announcement about remaining seated in the boat until the ride came to a complete stop, with a jerk and a lurch, the little boats began the cruise through.

The young man and woman sitting right in front of them suddenly sighed in rapture and became twittering little love birds.

Doggett’s phone vibrated.

"John Doggett."

"Let me speak to the lovely Agent Reyes, please."

Doggett handed the phone over to Reyes.

"Agent Reyes."

"When you were a little girl, no more than maybe, nine, ten? Your parents took you and your brother and sisters to a trip to Disneyland. Do you remember that? And you got in trouble because instead of staying with your parents, you ran off. Tell me, Agent Reyes, why did you run off?"

Her voice was soft, but strong. "I saw Piglet. From Winnie-the-Pooh. He was surrounded by kids. He was giving autographs. I wanted him to sign my book. He was moving away from my family. I followed the Piglet mascot into Frontierland."

"And got yourself lost, didn’t you?"

"Yes. I was separated from my parents for about two hours." Reyes leaned slightly towards Doggett in hopes of being able to see Rohrer and the little girl. However, the love birds became snuggle-bunnies and Reyes couldn’t see anything beyond their groping each other.

"Were you frightened, Monica Julieta Reyes? Were you afraid of never seeing your parents again? Your brother Jaime? Your sisters… Vanessa…. Teresa?"

Anger kindled in the pit of Reyes’ stomach. "Why did you take Teri? Why didn’t you take me instead?"

"Because, you are a very special woman, Monica," Rohrer leaned back in his seat. "We need you…"

"Who are you talking to?" the little red haired child asked him loudly. Reyes could hear her without the benefit of the cell phone.

As the other passengers shushed her, Rohrer said, "I’m just doin’ some business, sweetie. Watch the dancing dolls, now."

"Who is that little girl?" Reyes demanded.

Rohrer began to laugh.

"Ask your partner how he would feel if the child he thought was dead was actually alive all this long time?" He ruffled the girl’s strawberry blond locks affectionately.

"I don’t understand…"

"Ask him."

Reyes covered the cell phone’s mouthpiece. "He said to ask you how you would feel if the child… if the child you thought was dead all this time… really wasn’t…"

Doggett’s lips twisted into a hideous scowl. "Gimme the phone," he snapped. As Reyes handed the cell phone back to Doggett, he snarled "What kinda game you playin’ here Rohrer? All we want is Teresa Reyes returned to us safely."

"That’s all YOU want. Or to be more accurate, that’s all Agent Reyes wants. Could I please finish speaking to her, Agent Doggett?"

Jaw set, he handed the phone back to Reyes.

"Agent Reyes, you there?"

"Yes," she said quietly.

"Why did it take two hours for them to reunite you with your parents? When you got lost in this very park so many years ago?"

"Because at the time, I couldn’t speak English very well."

"And once they found someone who was bilingual, they were able to find out who you were and who your parents were, correct?"

"Yes but I-"

"You realize, you’re still lost, don’t you?" Rohrer continued to stroke the girl’s pretty hair. "And you still don’t really know who your parents are, do you?"

Reyes fought with herself not to rise to his bait. She summoned her training in hostage situations. The music made it difficult to concentrate. She stuck her finger in her other ear. "What? Rohrer, I’m sorry, I couldn’t hear you-"

"I was saying Reyes that Teri’s disappearance was an object lesson for you. All your life you have been warned about the dangers of wandering off. And you were given very good advice by a mutual friend of ours. To stay in New York and be a good federal agent. Not to be a rebel and go work in the X-Files. Do you remember who gave you that advice?"

<<Krycek>> she thought. She stayed silent.

"And who else knows about that? Hm? How you used to be our little errand girl? Seeing that the cat suddenly has your tongue, I’m assuming that your partner has no clue and you’d really like it to stay that way." He now held the little girl’s head in his big hand. She tried to turn to look at him, but couldn’t move her head. "She has pretty red hair, doesn’t she?"

For one wild minute, Reyes thought he was talking about Scully. Then she collected her wits. Sort of. "What? I…"

"Red is my favorite color. Say… how about we meet at the Sequoia National Park tomorrow?" he asked casually. As if they were friends planning an outing. "Teresa might be there. We could see the Redwoods."

"What time?" Reyes said tersely.

"Noon. And don’t be late. Now, if you’ll excuse me," he suddenly turned around, grabbed the man sitting behind him by his throat and crushed his larynx. The child next to Rohrer began to scream. Rohrer flung the man away as if he was a useless rag. He proceeded to do the same to the dead tourist’s wife.

Doggett tried to stand up in the little boat but it shook precariously. Still, he shouted "FBI! Federal agent!" while trying to get his shield and gun out.

Rohrer grabbed the sides of the boat and rocked it fiercely. People screamed as their boats dipped and crested unexpectedly. A little boy, no more than two, almost fell out of the boat behind Doggett and Reyes. Fortunately, his mother grabbed him by one of the straps of his Osh Kosh B’Gosh overalls and pulled him to her. Both mother and child bawled in terror.

Doggett lost his footing and stumbled back into his seat. His gun flew from his hand and landed into the water. Pandemonium broke out as the ride stopped dead.

Rohrer stood up confidently, hands on hips. Doggett and Reyes tried to stand again. Reyes gave Doggett her Sig Sauer and pulled a small Smith and Wesson from the ankle holster Scully loaned her. Doggett pointed the Sig at Rohrer. "Dammit Knowle," he yelled at him.

Rohrer calmly reached down and grabbed the little girl by the collar of her shirt. Kicking her legs and squealing, she cried "What are you doing? Stop! Put me down!"

"Oh God," Doggett whispered, pointing the gun up at the ceiling instead of Rohrer and the child.

Reyes spoke quietly into the tiny microphone attached to her body, "We need back up, now."

As if she was a shotput ball, Rohrer hoisted the girl into the air. She screamed as she flew past the singing Eskimo dolls until she hit the water.

"Hey John," Rohrer taunted him as he leapt off the boat into the water. The water came up to Rohrer’s sternum. "Kid can’t swim." Quickly he ducked underwater.

Doggett handed the Sig back to Reyes and jumped into the water. "Oh Jesus," he groaned at the cold water. He ducked his head underneath the water.

Doggett forced himself to open his eyes and with a powerful kick and front-stroke, propelled himself through the water. His heart pounded in fear as his lungs ached for air. <<C’mon, c’mon>> he thought wildly as he looked this way and that for any sign of the girl. <<Where are you?>>

Doggett popped his head out of the water just long enough to take a big gulping breath. Lungs refilled, he sank back under. By this time, other federal agents along with some of the park employees had jumped into the canal to search for the child.

In the midst of the chaos he created, Rohrer sat quietly in a dark corner of the canal where no one would look for him. He watched Doggett fumble around underwater then stand up to replenish his body with oxygen and dip back down again.

Rohrer smiled. Life was so much more convenient when one could breathe through water. Just one of the many perks of being a replicant warrior.

He was sorely tempted to swim out to where Doggett was, grab him and pin him down and watch his face as he drown.

However, orders were orders. Doggett was necessary for this mission. He was very useful in leading Reyes astray.

Once Bravo completed her mission, Rohrer would be free to do to Doggett whatever he wanted.

So for now, he continued to watch Doggett darting through the shallow canal, looking for a red headed child who couldn’t swim.

Rohrer kind of hoped he found her. He was slightly attached to little Rowan.

But if he didn’t find her, no big loss.

Unaware of the marine eyes on him, Doggett continued to grope around on the floor of the canal, only going up for air when he positively couldn’t stand going without breathing. "Any luck?" he yelled to the other agents when he rose from the water a third time. Four minutes and forty-five minutes had passed since the child disappeared under the water.

"No…" the other agents called out dismally.

Doggett ducked down again. <<Please… please>> he thought desperately.

Then he spied a pink tennis shoe with a Powerpuff girl emblem on it.

Reyes was just about ready to jump into the canal herself when Doggett burst out of the water, holding the unconscious girl in his arms. Her face was blue, her lips purple. She only had one shoe on. "I need help!" he yelled, wading through the water as fast as he could. "She’s not breathing."

Agent Santiago Allende rushed to him. "Give her to me," he ordered. "I know CPR." To one of his subordinates he shouted "Where’s the ambulance? Where’s a doctor? Get ‘im here! Now!"

Allende and Doggett made their way to one of the behind-the-scenes catwalks the employees used to work on the rides. Allende handed the girl to Reyes who began to help him administer CPR as soon as Allende pulled himself out of the water. All Doggett could do was watch nervously.

An hour-long minute later, the child gagged and spit up a great deal of water. Reyes helped her sit up and pat her back gently as the girl continued to vomit water. "It’s okay," Reyes crooned, wrapping her long arms around her when the girl stopped throwing up and began to sob hysterically. "It’s okay, sweetie."

As Reyes comforted the traumatized child, Allende looked up at Doggett. "Good job," he commended Doggett quietly.

Doggett snorted and mumbled "Yeah, well, Rohrer got away and we still don’t know where Teresa Reyes is."

Allende stood up. His black hair was matted to his head. He ran his fingers through it, making it stick up on end. He slung off his soaking wet jacket. "Well," he said in his soft voice as he tugged on his ruined tie. "I’m not ready to give up, are you?"

Doggett eyed this slender, unassuming man in a drenched black suit from Brooks Brothers. Allende met his gaze evenly. Doggett decided he liked this guy. "No. I’m not," he said gruffly.

"Well, then," Allende said. "Let’s keep at it."

Reyes picked up the girl and walked over to the men. "Agent Doggett, Agent Allende," she said formally. "I think… we may have saved more than just this little girl." She dropped her formality and bent her neck to whisper into the girl’s ear. "They’re federal agents just like me. Tell them what you just told me, sweetie."

The girl had her face pressed against Reyes’ shirt. After a little more coaxing, she finally lifted her head. Looking at Doggett first, then Allende, she whispered.

"I wanna go home… I want my dad…"

"We’ll get you home," Doggett promised. "Tell us your dad’s phone number and we’ll get you home."

"I don’t know his phone number," she whimpered.

Doggett and Allende looked at each other. "Queridita, what are your parents’ names?"

"My dad’s name is Ilar Falsch."

"And your mother?"

"I don’t have a mother."

Doggett and Allende exchanged another look. "Where is your dad right now? Do you know?" Doggett asked the girl gently.

When she shook her head, Reyes urged her. "It’s okay, Rowan, tell them what you told me."

Rowan burst into fresh tears. "He was the guy that was in the boat with me," she sobbed.

"WHAT???" Doggett said incredulously.

"The man that was with you… the man that threw you in the water is your father?" Allende asked in disbelief.

Rowan nodded, clutching Reyes.

"Mierda," Allende muttered under his breath as Doggett said the English counterpart.

****

Later

Deputy Mayor F. William Mulder’s Office

City Hall

Washington DC

Rain spattered against the glass windows. Thunder rumbled menacingly in the distance. The cell phone on his desk hummed. Mulder looked at it wearily. He had just returned from his meeting with Agent Carlos. He looked out the window at the brewing storm; then at the stack of files in his "In" Box. He groaned as he reached for his cell.

"Mulder."

"Mulder, it’s A.D. Skinner. Where are you?"

"Tahiti," Mulder droned. "Decided to give up the rat race to live in the tropics and watch girls dance in coconut bras and grass skirts."

"Are you at home in Arlington or are you still in DC?" Skinner asked him grumpily.

"I’m in DC. Actually I’m having the Tahitian dancers imported. One of the perks of the job."

"Cut the crap, Mulder," Skinner snarled at him just like in the old days when Skinner was the boss and Mulder was the underling. "I got news on the Teresa Reyes case."

"And?"

"How much longer are you going to be at the office?"

Mulder looked at the pile of work on his desk. "About twenty minutes… I have one thing left to do…"

"And what’s that?"

Mulder heaved a sigh. "Write my letter of resignation."

"When did you decide on this?"

"Tonight…" After his meeting with Carlos, Mulder realized that he could no long spread himself out so thin anymore.


Skinner paused before saying, "I’m sorry Mulder."

"Yeah… me too… but… how does that saying go? ‘You can’t be a servant to two masters.’?"

"How does Dana feel about this?"

"She… um… isn’t going to be happy."

"She doesn’t know."

"Not yet. I meant to talk to her about it tonight but…"

"Understandable."

"Wanna meet at a coffeeshop or a bar?"

"God, please…" Skinner groaned, taking his glasses off and rubbing his forehead. "A bar. I need a drink."

After figuring out which bar to meet at, Mulder left Scully another message that he was going to be even later. He got her voice mail. He hoped she wasn’t going to be too terribly upset. He thought about calling Starkweather, he hadn’t called her once today. Then decided it was too late and he would call her tomorrow and ask her to have lunch with him.

He turned his attention back to his computer and began typing out his two week notice to the Mayor with a heavy heart. Only in the very deep recesses of his heart did he really did enjoy being the Deputy Mayor of the Nation’s Capital. And after years of misery and heartache searching for Samantha and The Truth, his self-inflicted Holy Grails, a quiet life with Scully and William would be a better prize than the one he had previously struggled for. More than just a prize. It would be heaven.

But the X-Files beckoned…

***

Forty-five minutes later

Fado’s Irish Pub

808 7th Street

Washington DC

A live Celtic folk band was playing when Mulder walked through the doors. To Mulder, they sounded like Enya on crack. As he shrugged off his wet trench coat, he spotted Skinner in a booth, nursing a frosted mug of beer.

Mulder worked his way to him. First thing out of Skinner’s mouth as Mulder slid into the seat across from his was "You’re late."

"Hi, Walt," Mulder said brightly. "How are you doing?"

Skinner scowled at him but whatever he was going to say was lost by the waitress’s arrival. "And what would you like, handsome?" she said coyly, observing Mulder’s expensive suit, flickering hazel eyes and pouting lips. She put her hand on his damp shoulder in a flirtatious manner.

"Heinekens," he said bluntly, keeping his eyes on Skinner Mulder, as usual, was oblivious to the girl, as he did in the old days whenever he was on a mission. There were only a few women who had ever been able to sway him from his objective. Phoebe Green. Kristin, the vampire. Dr. Bambi Berenbaum. Diana Fowley. Tea Leoni.

Scully, however, was not a distraction. Had never been, as odd as that seemed.

"Well?" Mulder asked as the waitress walked off in a huff. "What’s going on with the Teresa Reyes case?"

Skinner filled him in on the chaos in California. Mulder ran his fingers through his rain soaked hair, making it stand up in spikes. He shook his head. "Now what?"

"Well, right now, Agent Doggett and the agent of record, Santiago Allende are trying to figure out who this kid belongs too."

"What did she say her name is?"

"Rowan."

"Pretty name," Mulder murmured. "And what was her father’s name again?"

"Ilar Falsch."

Mulder snorted. When Skinner asked him what was so funny, he said "’Falsch’ is German for ‘false’."

"Anyway," Skinner continued irritably. "We’ve got an APB out for Rohrer and we’re working with Californian authorities going through all the missing children files that fit Rowan’s age and description. So far, they haven’t found squat on this girl. As soon as we exhaust the Californian resources, we’ll broaden the search to a national level."

"Why…" Mulder said thoughtfully, drumming his fingers against his chin, "would Rohrer be so interested in this child anyway… and why this game with Reyes and her sister… and why now…"

"Do you…" Skinner asked slowly. "Think this is connected with Starkweather in any way?"

Mulder pursed his lips together. Knitted his brows together in thought. "It’s possible. It’s very possible. Although why the attack is on Reyes and not Doggett or myself… doesn’t make any sense… but…" Mulder shook his head. "There’s more…"

"What’s that?"

"This stays in between you, me and this bowl of peanuts."

Skinner nodded his head tersely.

"I met with Carlos tonight," Mulder said, noting with mild amusement how Skinner’s expression became even surlier than usual. "Senator Jenneva Wesley-Bailey was kidnapped this evening. So far, Carlos has been monitoring her movements, they’re heading north…"

"You believe the Senator is connected?"

"Makes sense," Mulder nodded, talking to himself more than to Skinner. "Starkweather returns and not even twenty-four hours later, Teresa Reyes and the Senator are abducted. And now, this child that was with Rohrer…" Mulder mused. "I know the three fit together somehow…" But for once, his brain was failing to rise to the occasion and thread the very separate occurrences into one neatly plaited hypothesis. He reached into his suit pocket and pulled out a small bag of sunflower seeds. Popping a seed into his mouth, he offered the bag to Skinner. Skinner frowned and shook his head. "Falsch…" Mulder muttered to himself. "Do you believe Rowan’s claim? That Rohrer is her father?"


"Do YOU?"

Mulder opened his mouth to answer, but shut it very quickly when the waitress, disgruntled that he dismissed her advances, returned with his beer. She set the Heinekens bottle and frosted glass in front of him with a thud and asked him if he wanted to pay now or start a tab. Mulder, distracted by Skinner’s question, handed the waitress his credit card and mumbled something about putting Skinner’s beer on his bill as well.

As the waitress stormed off, Skinner said "Thank you."

"Thank the City of Washington, D.C. Figured I better enjoy my perks while I can," Mulder tried to grin.

"Mulder, back to my question," Skinner took a drink of his beer.

"About the girl?"

"Yes."

"I don’t know…" Mulder said. "Maybe he told the girl he was her father to gain her trust but…"

A big boom of thunder overpowered even the game blaring on the television and the chatty voices of the bar’s patrons. The band stopped playing. The lights and the televisions flickered for a moment. A weather advisory crawl appeared on the various television screens when the power stopped wavering.

Mulder turned his attention back to Skinner. "If the weather is too bad, I’m sure Scully won’t care if you crash on her couch."

Skinner shook his head. "I’ll be fine," he said shortly. "Storms generally don’t faze me."

Mulder nodded. "Me neither, but I still don’t trust them."

***

Meanwhile

Los Angeles Field Office

Los Angeles, California

Doggett was watching the girl through the two way mirror, arms crossed. He didn’t like keeping her cooped up in the dismal interrogation room as if she was a prisoner but it was better than sending her to a juvenile hall. And he doubted severely that a regular social services facility would offer adequate enough protection for her. Even with a federal agent there.

The other agents chipped in to make the room as cheerful as possible. Somehow, they managed to find dry clothes for her as well as a new book of crayons and coloring books.

The girl wasn’t coloring though. She was sitting at the table, head cushioned on her arms. Her legs dangled off the chair, her feet not being able to touch the ground. Doggett rubbed his eyes and continued to watch the girl. The lights appeared to blanch whatever color she may have had out of her face. She looked too exhausted to be scared.

"Rowan, who are you?" Doggett mumbled under his breath as Agent Allende walked into the room.

"That’s what we’re trying to determine," Allende said seriously as Doggett turned around to face him. "Our missing kid data base is coming up with nothing."

"Even with the fingerprints?" Doggett asked as Reyes entered the interrogation room and warmly greeted Rowan, pulling out a chair, sitting next to her.

"Even with the fingerprints," Allende grunted. "It’s as if she doesn’t exist. In the State of California anyway. We’ll have to go national next."

"That’ll take time," Doggett turned his attention back to Reyes and the little girl. Reyes appeared to be comforting the child, rubbing her back and asking if she wanted a soda or some juice. The girl shook her head.

"I know," Allende held a file out to Doggett. As Doggett took the file from him, Allende added. "And that’s something we do not have a lot of right now. For Teresa Reyes or this kid."

"Why’s that?" Doggett murmured as he filed the file open and started to read.

"Because Teresa Reyes has been missing for over forty-eight hours now. Because Rowan is a very sick little girl," Allende now turned to watch Reyes with the child again. The girl was crying again, her face buried in her arms.

"I wanna go home," she sobbed.

"I know, Rowan, I know," Reyes crooned, scooting her chair closer to her so she could put her arms around her. "But we need to know where home is."

"I dunno…" she whimpered. "I can’t say."

"Who said you couldn’t say? Your father?"

Rowan nodded, hiccoughing now, conflicted. Torn between the desire to protect her father and to go home.

She lifted her head lethargically. Reyes, startled at the child’s pale face and sluggish movement, turned to look at the mirror briefly, knowing her partner was behind the deceptive glass. Then, swiftly, she turned back to the girl. "Rowan, I know you don’t feel well. Do you have to see a doctor a lot?"

She nodded.

"Do you know your doctor’s name?"

"There’s lots of ‘em," she mumbled rested her head back on her arms. "I dunno…"

"We called a doctor up from Children’s Hospital," Allende told Doggett gravely. "Not just to make sure that she was okay after the incident at Disney, but also to check for abuse. The doctor said there are no outward signs of physical abuse. But she was concerned about how white that kid looked and how listless she seemed, so she drew blood and brought it back to the lab. She called back fifteen minutes ago with the prelim results."

"And?"

"Kid’s definitely anemic but as to what type, the doctor wasn’t sure… she said she’d have to run more tests… but it’s not good…" Allende sighed.

"Types of anemia?" Doggett asked. "Didn’t know there were ‘types’. Thought you were just ‘anemic’ if you had it."

Allende shook his head. "I didn’t know either. But the doctor said that they are several kinds of anemia. She said that she thinks Rowan might have aplastic anemia but it could be toxic hemolytic anemia. As to what the difference is, you’ve got me. I really didn’t have time to discuss the details with her. But she did tell me one thing though, which concerns me."

"What’s that?"

"She said that anemia more often than not, is a symptom, not a disease."

"A symptom?" Doggett said, turning to look at Allende. "Of a greater problem?"

Allende nodded.

"We should probably get this kid taken care of then."

Allende nodded again. "We’re talking with the administration of the Children’s Hospital. They’re helping up set up an isolated room in the hospital where we can have twenty-four hour guard for he-"

"That’s not good enough," Doggett said quietly.

Allende seemed a little annoyed. "I don’t understand."

"You don’t…" Doggett paused. <<How do I tell ‘em about Rohrer without sounding insane?>> he wondered. "Knowles Rohrer is an extremely dangerous man. He is…. He seems invincible. I guarantee you… just a regular guard is not gonna be good enough if Rohrer decides he wants her back."

"What do you suggest?"

Doggett focused on Rowan again. Now she was curled up in Reyes’ arms, sobbing still. Reyes looked up helplessly at the mirror. Towards them. "What kinda treatment does Rowan need?"

"Don’t know."

"Call this doctor back. Find out if whatever treatment this little girl needs can be administered in an FBI-secured safe house. And I got some connections to the CIA. I’ll see if they can send a guard or two down to protect her."

"You can’t be serious."

Doggett swiveled his head to pin Allende down with a cold stare. "Don’t argue with me on this Allende," he said in that deadly quiet voice few quarreled with.

Allende stared back at him, as if he was trying to decide if Doggett was crazy or not. Then he nodded. "Okay. Alright, I’ll call the doctor back. And we’ll see what we can do." He turned and quietly left the room.

Again, Doggett peered through the two-way glass. He crossed his arms and watched as Reyes rocked the child back and forth in her arms, stroking her strawberry blond hair.

"Rowan," he muttered again. "Who are you?"

***

Later

Dana Scully’s residence

Georgetown

Mulder tried to be quiet when he let himself into Scully’s apartment. However, Scully had been sleeping in her overstuffed armchair so she jerked awake the minute she heard the key turn in her front door.

"Sorry," he whispered sheepishly as he shut the door and relocked it.


"S’ok," Scully said with a yawn. "What’s going on?" she asked sleepily as Mulder walked over, reaching down for the footstool. Pulling the footstool towards the chair Scully was snuggled in, Mulder sat down in front of her. A little more awake now, Scully asked again. "What’s going on, Mulder?" Mulder quietly filled her in on almost everything.

"… and I just got off the phone with Carlos before I got here and he said that they’re still tailing the Senator. They aren’t sure if the Senator is being taken against her will or is an active participant in this flight of fancy…"

As the rain cascaded against the apartment and thunder rattled the windowpanes, Scully sat up a little more, her skin illuminated by the intermittent bursts of lightening outside. "What aren’t you telling me, Mulder?"

Mulder took a ragged breath. "I wrote my two week’s notice to the Mayor’s office," he admitted as if a child attending his first Reconciliation.

"I see," she said coolly.

"I can’t do this anymore, Scully, I can’t lead a double life anymore… it’s not… right. It’s not honest."

"I see," the temperature of her cold voice plummeted a few more degrees.

Exasperated, Mulder started to say "Scully-"

"Well, how do you want me to re-act, Mulder?" she snapped at him. "Did you turn it in already?"

"No," he felt angry now. "I just wrote it. I wanted to tell you first. Before I submitted it."

"Well, thank you for considering me."

"God damn it Scully," Mulder stood up now, looking down at her. "What do you expect me to do? Stay at City Hall as powerful as a eunuch. Watching what’s going on, knowing the truth and doing nothing?" Trying to keep his voice down, remembering the child sleeping in the next room, he said "I was only supposed to be the Deputy Mayor for a little while, Scully, you knew that. Admiral Bailey-" Jerilyn Starkweather’s adoptive father, killed during the Pentagon Attack on September 11. "-was friends with Mayor Swanson who just happened to have that position come open because the original Deputy Mayor went on maternity leave and then decided to become a stay-at-home mother. The Admiral also had some influence over Kersh. I was only supposed to be DM long enough for the Admiral to exert his influence over Kersh to get my termination from the Bureau overturned and have me reinstated to the X-Files. Relieving Doggett to be the Assistant Director when Skinner retires. Well, the Admiral is dead Scully. All bets are off now."

"The Admiral had said it might be a year or two before he was able to get you reinstated to the X-Files," Scully stood up as well, kicking off the quilt she was snuggling under. "And what do you mean by ‘relieving’ Doggett of the X-Files?"

"Come on Scully…" Mulder scowled at Scully. "It nothing personal but Doggett just doesn’t… fit… with the X-Files."

"Agent Doggett has done wonders for the X-Files Division," she defended her friend hotly. "I can’t believe how ungrateful you are. If he wasn’t keeping the pressure on Kersh with his ongoing investigation into his office, Kersh would have closed the X-Files a long time ago. Or re-assigned to rookies or agents in the glue who just don’t give a damn anymore."

"I didn’t say I wasn’t grateful to Saint John," Mulder said blackly. "I’m saying that he would be a better Assistant Director than a federal agent schlepping away in a cold basement office. Face it Scully, with his military experience and formal education… he’s a better match with the Senior Staff than with the X-Files. Besides… who else is going to be a buffer between Us and Them when Skinner retires? We’re running out of friends, Scully. They’re all either been abducted, in hiding or…" He ran his hand over his face. "I can’t do it anymore Scully. I can not just sit on my ass and do nothing. It’s more… it’s not just Samantha anymore. It’s not just about proving the existence of extraterrestrials. It’s about you. And William. And Jerilyn. It’s about justice."

"There is no justice," Scully said bitterly, wrapping her arms around her. "Not if that means you and I will be separated again."

"Scully," Mulder said tenderly. "You don’t need me. You’ve never needed me…" A crooked grin crossed his face. "Okay, so you needed me for ONE thing," he jerked his head in the direction of William’s nursery. "And let me tell you, that was a hot date. Me, you and a turkey baster…"

"Mulder," Scully snapped again. "I am serious. I can not raise that child on my own."

He took a step closer. "You can’t think like that, Scully. I could be run over by a bus tomorrow."

"Oh, you plan on walking out in front of a bus?"

"Not the same thing."

"Yes it is."

"I don’t see you quitting your job as a federal agent."

Gulping, she admitted. "No… but I’m being reassigned."

"Re-assigned?????"

"To Quantico. I get a hefty pay raise… but it wasn’t a choice, Mulder. Transfer is effective May 19."

"That leaves just Doggett and Reyes in the X-Files…" Mulder mused.

"Don’t forget Jerilyn," Scully said. "She makes noises about leaving the Bureau… but you said it yourself. After the death of her father and of Ben… it’s all she thinks she has now. It’s her life."

"She thinks it’s her life. And she thought that before she was abducted. She may have changed her mind. Scully," Mulder said, desperate to make her understand. "Don’t you see? Doggett is going to be promoted out of there. He’s too valuable and he doesn’t make waves. Starkweather… we don’t know about… she may not be healthy enough to even come back… did you think about that?" Fear tainted his voice slightly now. "Don’t you remember what happened to you after your abduction experience?"

Involuntarily, Scully’s hand made its way to the soft dimple of skin right under her nose. She jerked her hand away. "She had a thorough medical exam. There was no chip in the back of her neck!"

"And there was none in the back of mine," Mulder said soberly. "And look at me, dependant on those damn injections for the rest of my life."

Thanks to Scully’s brilliant stroke of insight and her cocktail of powerful antibiotics and other forms of chemotherapy, she inadvertently created a vaccine to combat the alien virus that threatened to turn Mulder into a replicant like Billy Miles. However, it was not a complete cure. With his immune system severely depressed, Mulder kept getting ill at every turn. The illnesses only progressed, hinted at a return to the madness that plagued him after his first exposure to the Black Oil.

A control against the instability of his physical and mental health was provided by Lux Carlos, a CIA agent and Starkweather’s ex-lover. He approached Starkweather. He gave her a serum which he promised would clear Mulder body and brain. Not only did it temporarily heal Mulder, but also Starkweather’s insane half-sister Charlie. Charlie did not get to reap the full benefits of the serum, as her present physician frowned upon the use of experimental drugs. Charlie committed suicide shortly afterwards.

Contemplating this information, Scully lowered her head. "So it’s only Reyes."

"It’s only Reyes, and look what they’re doing to her. They stole her sister. It’s déjà vu all over again." Now he was the one that was bitter. "Scully. They killed everyone. My father," meaning Bill Mulder, not the Cancer Man, the male who donated the sperm that gave him, Samantha and Starkweather life. "My mother," who ended up also killing herself, but out of guilt in her role of the charade. "Samantha," the ultimate irony. Her disappearance sparked Mulder’s mania. And she had died when she was fourteen. He was only eighteen at the time, never realizing that what he was searching for would remain forever lost.

Scully shuddered. She thought about her own losses. Her own sister. Melissa. Missy, murdered because the assassin saw her red hair and fired, thinking she was Scully.

As if he could read her mind, Mulder said slowly. "Who else, Scully? Who else has to die? We almost lost Starkweather. And you can’t tell me that they aren’t still after her. What am I supposed to do? Lose her again? Or you? Or our son? Besides," he quipped, unable to take the heaviness of the atmosphere. "The CIA has a great pension plan."

"You thought," Scully spat "that the CIA was the enemy.


"I thought everyone was the enemy," Mulder countered angelically. "Hell, Scully, I thought YOU were the enemy at first."

"Then you learned to trust me."

"And how to look down your blouse without you noticing."

"Oh, I noticed," she added coldly, tugging her robe over her chest tighter. "Mulder, you’d get on top of the television if you could look down the blouse of Diana Sawyer."

"Give it a rest, Scully," Mulder said, suddenly tired. "Since Boo came you don’t really need the pushup bras anymore." He looked at her, shoulders slumping. "Why are we doing this? Why are we fighting Scully?"

"Because," she finally admitted. "I don’t want things to change. I don’t want… I… want things back to the way… the used to be… before…" She waved her hands around distractedly. "I don’t know. Good night." She turned to leave. "Good night Mulder."

Mulder trailed her into her bedroom. He stood in the door frame, not daring to come in. He watched her shrug off her heavy fleece robe. The rain continued to pelt the house. Branches scraped against the window. Scully’s silhouette glowed in the lightening flashes.

"Scully…"

She turned. Saw him standing there in her doorway, in a wet and rumpled suit, looking so forlorn and lost. The hallway light glared brightly above him. Then the bulb flickered as the thunder boomed.

A piercing cry slit through the darkness and loudness as Georgetown lost power.

"I’ll go," Scully heard him say. Heard his footsteps going into William’s room. Heard him coaxing him. "Hey Slugger… what’s this? None of that now… it’s just thunder. Come here, come here…"

Scully fumbled through her pitch black bedroom, hands out in front of her. Occasionally being able to see whenever the lightening struck. She groped her way to her dresser and by touch, searched for the big decorative candle that sat on the corner of her dresser. Her hand grazed upon the smooth pillar of scented candle wax. Groping around a little more, she found a book of matches.

She tried three times to get a match to cooperate. Finally a flash of orange light erupted from the match and Scully touched the flame to the candle wick. The room was filled with the soft glow of candlelight just as Mulder, carrying a snuffling William, re-entered. He looked at Scully sheepishly, cuddling William to him. "Hi." Mulder smoothed down William’s hair.

Scully stood very still and stared. And wished with all her might that for just once, her memory was as powerful as Mulder and Starkweather’s. That it would capture for all time, this image of Fox Mulder, in soggy trousers and wet socks, shirt sleeves of his good dress shirt rolled up as he held William in his arms. William in his favorite blue-and-white striped footie pajamas with the picture of Blue from Blue’s Clues! embroidered on front. Then she closed her eyes and looked down. "Um… do we have a visitor tonight?"

"For a little while," Mulder sat sitting down on Scully’s bed. "Until the storm dies down. I think that’s what woke him. The thunder."

Scully nodded, moving to sit beside him. "When I was little, Bill and Charlie used to try and scare me whenever it stormed. But… I was never afraid…" she reached out to stroke William’s face.

"Why?" Mulder asked, moving his body just enough so he could be watching her face while he listened to her.

She took a deep breath. "My father. He was always there. He used… oh, it would make Mom so mad, but he would let me and Missy watch thunderstorms from the window. ‘Get those kids away from there!’ she would yell. In the end, she would have her way, but until then… Dad, Missy and I would watch the lightening and listen for the thunder… Missy always thought storms were spiritual… even when she was a child, she just didn’t have the vocabulary to express herself… myself… I was just awed by the power of nature. Yes… I understood the dangers but… with my father there… I felt safe. And… as I grew older… the more I learned… the safer I felt… about storms… anyway."

"Scully," Mulder did not miss a step. "I need to do this for William. I have to be sure I did everything in my power to keep him safe. I can’t do that as the Deputy Mayor of DC. If anything, with me as a political figure, in the public eye, puts William more at risk."

"I know."

"I made a promise to you Scully," he said to her, his hazel eyes deepening to a rich amber hue as he spoke. "I promised I would not leave unless you told me too. I am not leaving Scully. I am just stepping down as DM. That’s all. I’m not…" he didn’t finish his sentence. He looked back down at William. "He fell back asleep."

Scully sat there, again, forcing herself to focus and capture the moment. Father and son bathed in candlelight. She knew she had a perfectly good memory, as a doctor, she had to. But she wanted a crystal clear photographic image of this moment to keep forever.

Everyone said William looked like her. Only Scully could spot the Mulder in the boy. The pouty lips. The brow line. The shape of his hands. The shape of the eyes even though the color was blue. And how they would crinkle up puppy-dog-style when he smiled. As William grew, Scully knew peace because she knew, watching him, it was undeniable who the boy’s father was even though everyone else saw the cerulean eyes and fair skin and pronounced him a Scully.

"I’ll be right back," Mulder whispered as he rose to put the boy back to bed.

Scully nodded as Mulder rose and carried William back to his room. She stayed very still as Mulder came back.

"Can you blow out the candle, Mulder?" she asked. "I’m going to bed."

Mulder complied silently. Lightening once again lit up the room even though the thunder’s power was diminishing.

Scully hadn’t moved.

He made his way to him. "Nothing is going to change," he promised as he knelt in front of her, reaching to caress her face.

They both knew he was lying.

***

Later

Jerilyn Starkweather’s apartment

Arlington, Virginia

Bravo switched the light on the abysmally small bathroom and frowned at her reflection in the mirror.


The cat scratches looked to be infected. Red, raw and oozing still. Plus they hurt like hell. She opened the medicine cabinet above the old fashioned sink and found a bottle of hydrogen peroxide and a few cotton balls. Closing the cabinet again, she set to work on cleaning out the wounds. The peroxide stung as well, but Bravo had suffered worse injuries in the past and so the tinge of antiseptic did not faze her very much.

After that nasty little chore, she turned her face to better examine the scratches. "Fucking cat," she seethed, turning off the lights and storming out of the bathroom.

She was going to have to think of a good reason why Starkweather’s beloved monster feline attacked her. There was no way to hide the wheals on her face.

She stalked through the living room as if it was a bright and sunny day as opposed to a stormy night. Her eyes used moonlight and lightening the same as sunlight. Although Bravo had been test subject for the alien-human hybrid experiments; once against her will from in-utero to the age of six, then by her request when she was a teenager, Bravo was not one of the ‘Super Soldiers.’

She had no desire to be. She was lethal enough.

She found the cardboard box she was searching for and dragged it over to the sagging sofa. It had been smuggled into the apartment shortly before "Starkweather’s return."

Flipping open the lid, Bravo tossed out the clothes, books and other sundries camouflaging its true contents.


As Bravo pulled out a sleek, silvery valise, she knew she had to find a better hiding place. Eventually Scully and Mulder would want to drop in to see how she was doing. She couldn’t keep the apartment in shambles. Starkweather was a notorious neat-freak.

Placing the valise on the coffee table, Bravo punched in the secret code and the lid unlocked.

Bravo knew how to handle a gun but she preferred more elegant ways of killing when circumstances allowed. Guns annoyed her. They were loud. They were clumsy. They were traceable. And once the last bullet discharged, unless you had a penchant for pistol-whipping, the gun was useless.

Martial arts on the other hand, fascinated her at the age of thirteen. She had whined to her benefactor, the mysterious Smoking Man, to allow her to have karate lessons. Initially he had said no. But something made him change his mind.

And now she was a chilling master of mind over matter when it came in turns of using her hand or her foot to terminate the appointed victim. Most martial instructors were impressed by her proficiency but if they knew her true purposes for perfecting a roundhouse kick or sparring, they would be deeply ashamed for contributing to her knowledge. Most martial arts teach that the student should only fight to defend. Bravo was hardly in need of any defense

Granted, sometimes she needed a little assistance.

Which is where her silver valise fit in.

She pulled out what appeared to be a black tube of lipstick. When she took the lid off, in the place of a small pillar of color, there was a two inch stainless steel blade with a serrated edge instead. She examined it for flaws, as the thunder continued to rumble outside. Popping the lid back on, she made a mental note to be sure to have that with her always. Two inches could do a lot of damage.

The next item she took out of her valise was enclosed in a velvet pouch. Carefully, she unknotted the slender ribbon holding the pouch shut and pulled out a long, silvery, nasty looking Chinese throwing darts.

Bravo looked up and saw a dartboard hanging on the wall. Closing her eyes, she flung the darts towards the bull’s eye. When she opened her eyes again, she grunted in satisfaction. The first dart was square in the middle of the board, the second dart, slightly below.

She then checked on her supply of pen-knives, clever little weapons, appearing to be innocent ink pens until the lower casing was removed. She frowned. "I better order more," she muttered, taking two out, one to put in Starkweather’s purse, the other to keep on her person at all times. The dagger she had strapped to her leg was slightly awkward.

Bravo grinned when her fingers grazed the next item she wanted out. This was her brand new "toy", a ‘neck knife’ with a seven inch long blade, stainless steel, of course. The blade had a cobra design etched into it and it came with a matching stainless steel sheath. There was no purpose to this knife. She just liked it. It looked mean.

As did her collection of ninja throwing stars. She just liked how they looked. Sometimes, when she was feeling particularly murderous, she would whip one out and fling it towards a victim. Waiting to hear him grunt in surprise and pain as one of the star’s razor sharp points embedded itself into his shoulder blade or lower back. Then finishing him off. Or her. She frowned after checking out her stars. She reached back into the valise and produced a rag and rigorously polished all forty-five of her ninja stars until they gleamed in the lightening.

Now, to practical matters. She pulled out two sets of handcuffs and made sure they were in working order. She reached down, pulled up the cuff of her pants and unlaced her boots. She pulled out the pearl handled switch blade and put it in her valise, taking out instead the three and a half inch boot knife, complete with its own little ankle sheath. The boot knife would be easier to conceal than the switchblade, no matter how much she liked the switchblade.

Closing the lid with a sigh, she then reached back into the cardboard moving box and pulled out another case. This case was black instead of silver and a little heavier.

This case contained all the guns she disdainfully carried and artfully wielded. She pulled out the Glock 25 that only American law officials were supposed to carry. She frowned when she noticed, even by the dismal light provided by the electrical storm outside, that it was very dirty. She proceeded to clean the weapon meticulously.

In the dark.

Bravo whistled slightly as she cleaned the gun. She knew she was going to be up all night preparing her weapons and plotting out the next step of her mission. She didn’t mind. She didn’t need sleep; she just enjoyed the sensation of sleep. The feeling of lying in a soft bed and doing nothing. But Bravo could function just fine on zero sleep. Just like she could function without any light.

Bravo smiled a nasty little smile to herself as she worked on the Glock. Alpha had asked her once to join her. Alpha, better known as Lilly Stratford, had one up on her; she was a shapeshifter, like the original Grays. Bravo did not have that ability. Bravo was also aware that if her other sisters knew their true capabilities, Bravo would be in a world of trouble. Fortunately, Alpha was still in hiding as was Samita Saint-Claire along with her adopted children. Charlie was dead. And Echo…

Bravo stopped cleaning her gun for a moment and frowned. That was the one mystery she had yet to unravel. From Day One, Starkweather had been considered precious cargo to the Syndicate. Personally, Bravo considered her a pain, a liability. An expendable liability. But the Cancer Man and the others were adamant. Starkweather was to remain alive.

But why?

They had no idea how dangerous the youngest of the Eden Project’s Eves truly was.

But Bravo couldn’t voice that sentiment. She could only sense it and brood upon it.

***

Meanwhile…

Los Angeles Field Office

Los Angeles, California

"Agent Reyes?"

Reyes turned around. "Yes, Agent Allende?"

"Agente Reyes, necesita sueño," Allende told her in their native language.

"¿Cómo está conociendo habla español, agente Allende?"

"The wire you were wearing," Allende reminded her. "I heard you tell this… Rohrer… that the park officials couldn’t find your parents right away because you couldn’t speak English."

"Oh," Reyes felt stupid. "That seems like ages ago. Not even the same day." When Allende did not respond, Reyes asked "Where are you from? Originally?"

"Born and raised here in sunny Cali," he told her. "My parents were from Chile. Their families fled the dictatorship there. They were very young when they came to the States. You?"

"Born in Texas. Raised in Mexico." She rubbed her eyes. She ached with weariness and worry. "Any word on Rowan? Where she might be from? Or who she belongs too?"

"Not a whisper." Allende walked closer to her now. "And I was serious a moment ago. I wasn’t just trying to show off ‘mi español’," he told her quietly. "You are worn out. You need sleep. You aren’t going to find Teresa any faster if you collapse from exhaustion," he said sternly. When Reyes didn’t answer, he added, "I’ve also spoken to your parents. They are worried about you as well. They haven’t seen you all day. I promise you, Agent Reyes, if we hear anything, we will call."

"Okay," Reyes finally relented. "You have my cell?"

"We have your cell, your hotel room’s number, your parent’s room number and your partner’s cell phone and hotel room’s number," he assured her. "Get some rest. I’ve already told your partner to take you to the hotel."

"Where is he?" Reyes asked wearily.

Allende told him which room Doggett was in. "He’s speaking to the pediatrician that’s caring for Rowan as well as instructing the agents who will be guarding her."

Reyes nodded and shuffled off.

"Agent Reyes?"

She turned around.

"You’re going the wrong way," he admonished her gently.

Her eyes instantly welled up. "Oh…"

Allende walked up to her. "I’ll take you, it’s okay," he said lightly. "I get lost in here too."

He escorted her to Interview Room C. "Agent Doggett?" he called out, rapping on the glass.

"Yeah?"

"It’s Allende and Reyes."

"Alright."

Allende opened the door for Reyes. Reyes walked in and introduced herself to the three strangers in the room with Doggett. Two federal agents studied her gravely and nodded. A pleasingly plump woman in jeans and an orange sweatshirt with shockingly pink flowers screen printed on the front, stood up from her seat. "Dr. Sonia Fix," she said, reaching out for Reyes hand. Reyes nodded she had a firm handshake.

"I’ll be staying with Rowan and these… gentlemen…" she looked nervously at the tall, silent federal agents. She cleared her throat nervously. She looked like someone’s nice aunt. "Rowan should really be in a hospital…"

"Dr. Fix," Doggett said patiently, "I already explained why that is not possible."

She sighed heavily. "I know… but…" she stopped trying to fight them. "I would like to go to Rowan now. Make her comfortable. We should get the full results of her blood profile tomorrow morning."

"Okay," Doggett nodded. "Thank you for comin’ on such short notice Doc."

He visibly winced after the word ‘Doc’ slipped out of his mouth. Only Reyes noticed. She suddenly felt very weak-kneed and dizzy.

<<I have to tell him, I have to let him know…>>

"Agent Reyes?" Dr. Fix was on her feet now.

Doggett was instantly at her side. "Monica."

"I have to talk to you," she muttered. "Alone."

Doggett nodded. "All right. We’ll talk on the ride back to the hotel." He looked over Reyes’ shoulder at Allende. "Call us if you hear anything."

"Will do," Allende promised.

Doggett ushered Reyes out the room. Together they started walking down the hall, towards the exit.

It wasn’t until they reached the parking garage when Reyes finally was able to speak again. "John, I think I know why they’re doing this… why they took Teri… it’s because of me… and… "

"Monica," Doggett looked at her sadly as he paused by the passenger side door. "Don’t. Don’t do this to yourself."

"No, you don’t understand…"

"Monica," he said lowly. "I know you think it’s ‘cause of Starkweather."

"You do?????" Reyes’ jaw dropped.

He nodded. "Makes sense, don’t it? She escapes and not even less than twenty-four hours later, they take your sister? It’s retaliation."

Reyes’ heart sank. "No… that’s… that’s not it at all John. It’s…"

Her voice faltered.

She knew him too well. She knew that she would have to be able to provide a foundation for her beliefs to him before he would even contemplate standing with her on her suspicions.

<<So..>> she thought dully as she allowed Doggett to open the car door for her and guide her inside. <<Not only do I have to find Teri before something horrible happens to her… I have to prove that that woman back home is not Starkweather… no problem… no problem at all… except that she looks and acts and speaks exactly like her…>>

As Doggett drove them back to the hotel, Reyes sat in silence, still pondering.

<<But, we now know that Starkweather has sisters… sisters that are almost carbon copies. Alpha, Bravo, Charlie and Delta. But Charlie and Bravo are dead. Charlie killed herself, she hoarded sleeping pills and overdosed. And Bravo jumped off a bridge when Starkweather confronted her in Arizona. Alpha and Delta are in hiding… plus Lilly and Samita would have no logical reason for impersonating Jerilyn. They have nothing to gain… >>

Maybe she was going off the deep end.

<<No>> she told herself stubbornly. << The feeling was too strong. That was not Jerilyn in Skinner’s office. I know I’m not wrong… I’m just afraid that it’s going to be too late to prove it…>>

She looked at her friend driving. It was dark, so she couldn’t really read his facial expression. Plus, he was busy concentrating on the road since he was completely unfamiliar with Los Angeles.

But she didn’t need to see his face, she sense his emotional state. Empathy, naturally. Concern for her. Worry for her sister. Dedication to hunting Rohrer down and retrieving her sister.

And a sense of peace she hadn’t felt from him in a long long time.

Her heart sank even lower. She felt nauseous as she recalled words said to her long ago, when she was a rookie agent in New York City. And Alex Krycek showed up at her door, after fleeing the authorities after his involvement with Special Agent Dana Scully’s abduction was revealed.

"We also know how cruel the truth often is and we wonder whether the delusion is not more consoling."

She tasted bile as she closed her eyes, resting her head against the window.

He needed the delusion.

**

Later…

Comfort Inn

1710 West 7th Street

Los Angeles, CA 90017

After Doggett relinquished the care of Reyes to her parents, Aureo and Raquel Reyes, he plodded to his own little room. His head pounded as he let himself in.

He re-locked the door and trudged over to one of the queen sized beds. Tossed the keys on the little nightstand and sank down onto the bed with a small groan. His head hurt.

Kicking off his tennis shoes, he locked at his watch, then at the phone. "Nah… it’s too late," he muttered out loud after figuring out the time difference. "I’ll call ‘er tomorrow," he told himself as he stripped down to his boxers and crawled into bed.

As usual, his mind wouldn’t shut down right away. He was re-playing and re-hashing the day’s events, analyzing every moment, trying to deconstruct the moment so he could discover the plan, the blueprint behind this bewildering crime.

A sister. And a child. And Starkweather. These three females were connected, that much he was sure. But he kept hitting brick walls whenever his mind would start to travel down different possibilities.

He rolled over in frustration and closed his eyes, trying to sleep. He hated hotel beds. Especially cheap hotel beds.

He tried to relax.

"John, please... you're hurting me..."

He sucked in a breath and opened his eyes.

No longer in bed, but in an uncomfortable chair, he stared at his partner. She was lying on her back. Her pretty, long blond hair was tangled. Her face was pale, except for her chin which was turning interesting shades of black and blue and green. She obviously was having some sort of nightmare; her face was screwed up as if in pain. She was talking in her sleep, muttering gibberish.

"Doc."

She shook her head in her sleep, muttered something about someone being "a dead man when I'm through with you."

"Doc," he tried again.

Her hands flew into the air, as if she was trying to fight someone off of her.

Doggett reached for her hands and held them, "Doc, wake up," he said, more forcefully.

"Oh God, Doggett," she sobbed in her sleep, "help me..."

He didn't want to shake her, but felt he had no choice. He was going to scare the hell out of her, but he wanted to wake her up.

"Starkweather, wake up," he grabbed her shoulders and gave her two sharp shakes.

Her eyes flew open. Stunned, he watched her sit up and recoiled from him. Lightening-quick, she pushed him away, snatched up his gun from the nightstand and clicked off the safety, pointing it at him.

"Jesus, Doc!" Doggett's hands flew in the air. "It's me... I didn't mean to scare you... you were havin' a nightmare…"

Her hands were shaking badly. Doggett felt his heart knocking against his sternum. <<I’m gonna die, she’s gonna lose control and pull the trigger…>> He didn’t take a breath until she looked down at the gun, then aimed it away from him, putting the safety back on. Tossing it on the bed, she crawled backwards away from the gun, from him. She sat on the other side of the bed, folding her legs up into herself, wrapping arms around her legs. She leaned her head again the headboard. She closed her eyes.

Doggett reached over and took the gun back off the bed. He leaned back into his chair and just stared at her. Her pretty hair was still damp from the melted snow. She still smelled of the kerosene and sulfur they used to burn down the lab. Her face was badly bruised from a beating she received from Bravo. She looked so young, with her long blond hair and baby face. She was, after all, not even thirty years old yet.

"Sorry," she whispered, speaking slowly. Bravo had delivered a kick to her face that should have killed her, or even broken her jaw. "Remember," she muttered, "insanity runs in my family."

"You're not insane. It's just been a hell of a day."

"That's an understatement." She opened her eyes. "Nice boxers."

"Sorry," Doggett felt his cheeks heat up as he pulled at the comforter to cover himself.

"Oh I don't care," she responded testily, sounding more like herself. Closing her eyes, she said "Let's get up as soon as possible tomorrow and get the first flight back to DC."

"Okay," Doggett settled himself in to his chairs again.

Starkweather scowled at him. "Doggett how old are you?"

"Forty-one."

"And I'm twenty-nine. Last time I checked, that qualified us for adulthood." After that long speech, she clasped her hands to her mouth again. In pain. "Just lie down here, please? You're making me uncomfortable looking at you in those chairs." Tears were coming to her eyes now, not just because of the pain but because of the overwhelming sense of confusion she was in. "I promise there are no firearms near me."

He couldn’t stand it. It actually hurt him to see her in pain. He always thought that empathic power was some sort of drivel romance novelists dreamt up to sell books to lonely women. He got up and went to prepare another ice pack. Feeling extremely uncomfortable, he got into bed. "C'mere," he said stiffly, reminding himself <<She’s a widow, she’s a widow, she’s a widow, she’s a widow...>>

Starkweather scooted closer and settled into the crook of his arm. She felt like she belonged there. He tightened his grip around her as he applied the ice to her poor face.

"Hey Doc?"

"Huh?"

"Happy New Year…" he said flatly, closing his eyes again...

… and re-opened them to find himself not on a lumpy hotel bed in South Dakota with his injured partner in his arms, but on a lumpy hotel bed in California, alone.

<<But, thank God… she’s back. She’s in DC… she’s not… she’s okay>> he told himself, settling back down, trying to get back to sleep. <<She’s home. She’s safe. Nothing else matters… she’ll be okay, we’ll find Monica’s sister and this little girl’s family… and… and maybe all this bullshit will finally be over…>>

He hoped.

**
Monday, April 29, 2002

5:55 AM, Eastern Standard Time

Scully’s apartment

Georgetown

Scully jerked awaked. She rolled over. "Mulder?"

Agent Doggett was not the only one having strange dreams. Mulder’s face shone with perspiration. He was muttering something in his sleep. His hands were even moving, as if he was trying to claw his way to something.

"I know you…" he murmured. "I know you…"

Scully shook him a little. "Mulder, wake up."

Mulder did finally pull himself out of his nightmare. He stared at Scully with out-of-focus eyes for a minute in dawn’s early light. Then he blinked a few times and squeezed his eyes tightly shut. "Scully…"

She leaned closer to him. "Yes?"

"You’ve got the worst case of halitosis right now…"

She sniffed. "Last time I act concerned about you."

He reached up for her face and guided her down towards him. After kissing her tenderly, he whispered, "Now that’s love, Scully… tasting your nasty morning breath…"

Scully reached for a pillow and whacked him over the head with it. "I’m going to make breakfast," she grumbled. "Do you want anything?"

"World peace," he groaned. "And coffee. Lots of coffee."

"I can take care of the coffee part," Scully slid out of bed. Mulder watched her slender form appreciatively, pouting slightly as she pulled the fleece robe over her lithe body. The robe made her look like she weighed five hundred pounds. Granted, she swam in the enormous silken top and pajamas pants she had gotten for a steal during a huge sale at Victoria’s Secrets. But the pajamas were distinctly feminine. Plus when there was a hint of static cling it clung to all the right parts of her anatomy. The robe, however, did not. But she obstinately refused to part with it. That robe was like her security blanket. Warm and fuzzy. Comforting.

As she trundled out of the bedroom and to the kitchen, Mulder leaned back in bed and rubbed his forehead with his knuckles. Trying to analyze the dream he had.

"I know you…" he said out loud, wondering.

Then he got up and head towards the bathroom so he could shower while Scully brewed coffee and cut slices of homemade bread, made yesterday, courtesy of the bread maker Scully got from Bill and Tara Scully two years ago for Christmas. Mulder grinned as he remembered how the tag on their gift stated boldly: To Dana and William, From Bill and Tara, with love. The grin faded from his face. Family. You can pick your friends, you can pick your lovers, you can pick your nose and your ass, but not your family.

***

A little later that morning…

Interstate 295

En route to Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

They had only stopped once, to refuel and to switch drivers. The Senator looked at her captor nervously. He had not spoken to her at all.

Now, as they passed the exit to Gibbstown, she hesitantly asked him, "Who are you?"

Special Agent Robert Comer just glanced at her, then looked back at the road.

"What do you want?" the Senator tried to put some authority into her voice, but dammit, she was still in robes and pajamas. It was hard to sound large and in charge when you’re still dressed for bedtime.

He, however, had taken off the mask, but was wearing sunglasses. She strongly suspected that his hair color was false as well. She did not like feeling so exposed. The Senator used to be a very powerful woman. Now she was uncomfortably aware that she was a mere pawn in this cosmic chess game.

He still did not speak.

They drove on for another hour before pulling into a truck stop just outside of Philadelphia. He finally spoke to her for the first time.

"There is a long trench coat and shoes in the backseat. Put them on. Quickly."

The Senator complied.

"Now," he said coldly. "Get out of the car and come with me. I promise you Senator," he took off his sunglasses and the Senator trembled at the sight of the piercing blue eyes. "Do as I say and you will make it out of this alive. We have no reasons for killing you at the moment. Do not give us any to."

She nodded.

As she got out of the car, he pulled out his cell phone. Hit one of his speed dial numbers. A cold voice answered. "Yes?"

"We’re here."

He nodded to the Senator. For a wild minute, she considered running. Defeated, she realized, she had no money, no checkbook, no credit cards and no form of identification. In her pink toweling robe and fuchsia silk pajamas coupled with the hideous trench coat he provided, she knew that no one would believe her to be a power Senator for the United States of America. Everyone would think she was some crazy lady running around in expensive jammies.

Plus, even if she did run, she was pretty sure a bullet could catch up to her easily enough.

So the Senator, head held high, trying to command some composure, left the car. The mysterious man followed her closely, walking nonchalantly to the rows of semi trucks parked near the gas pumps.

They wandered to a red semi, supposedly hauling foodstuff to a chain of grocery stores across America. The door swung open. A man in jeans and a flannel T-shirt hopped out. "Get in, Senator," he ordered her.

The Senator studied him. "Please tell me the purpose of this," she asked quietly, but with authority. Her hallmark, her success in the Senator was her smooth voice, especially in filibusting aka stalling for time. "I have kept secrets before. I keep secrets still."

"Get in the truck, Senator," the man said again, politely, but coldly as he opened his flannel shirt to reveal a shiny black Beretta, 9000 S, Type F. For a weird moment, the Senator flashed back to Christmas last year. When she had invited Starkweather over to open presents and to eat roast turkey, new potatoes and pecan pie. Before dinner, she had invited Starkweather to sit down in the living room and have a drink. As she did so, the leg of her jean rose up slightly and the Senator noticed a glimmer of metal on her ankle.

"And what is that, dear?" she asked her as she brought her a tumbler of Captain Morgan and Coke. She was out of Jack Daniels.

"What’s what?" she had asked her stepmother, confused. When the Senator’s eye had wandered down to her leg, embarrassed, Jerilyn had muttered. "Oh…" and pulled up her jean leg even more so it would be easier to pull out her gun. She held it flat on her hand, showing the Senator, not pointing it at her at all. "My Beretta," she had explained to her as the Senator felt a thrill of fear. She had never been so close to a gun before. She knew that, as a federal agent, Jerilyn would, of course, have a gun. She just never dreamed that she would be armed at all times. "It’s new…I used to have the 950 Jetfire series… but… I like this better." She had smirked at the Senator’s nervous expression. "Don’t worry, Jenny," she had laughed as she re-holstered it. "It’s safetied. And I wouldn’t shoot you."

The Senator strongly doubted that this man had his Beretta safetied. And that he wouldn’t shoot her.

Of course, after betraying her, the Senator doubted that Jerilyn wouldn’t shoot her either.

Docile, the Senator boarded the truck.

Once the Senator was sitting in the passenger side, the trucker yelled to her, "There’s a pair of handcuffs in the glove box. Put them on." After shouting those instructions to her, he turned to Comer. "Any problems?"

"None," Comer said. "How about you?"

Agent Ambrose Chapel of the CIA shook his head. "None. So far, anyway. I’m going to have to come up with an interesting lie to tell when Agents Carlos and Joshi asked me how I lost the Senator, but…" he shrugged. "I’m not too concerned. Once Rohrer and Bravo really start moving, they aren’t going to notice the Senator."

"Mulder might," Comer said darkly.

Chapel shrugged. "Mulder is going to be neutralized."

"How?"

***

Meanwhile…

Confianza Nadie Apartments

3101 Hollywood Boulevard

Hollywood Hills, California

Rohrer finished plugging in the videotape recorder. He wished it was digital but the Syndicate had gotten really cheap in these last few years. Have a couple of really important men get burned alive by alien rebels and suddenly the purse strings get pulled shut tight.

No matter. It would serve its purpose. Plus, Rohrer wasn’t sure if the FBI was smart enough to figure out how to view a digital recording.

He turned the lights on. Made sure the chair was positioned perfectly.

He strode over to the closet and unlocked it.

"Wake up."

Startled, Teresa Reyes looked up at the muscular man with the unkind face. She didn’t attempt speech, as her mouth was still sealed with duct tape. Her hands were also bound with duct tape. She had not slept nor drank nor eaten since the beginning of her horrifying ordeal.

Rohrer bent down and ripped the duct tape off her mouth. She squealed in pain, but stopped when Rohrer grabbed her throat. She gagged.

"I am going to let you go to the bathroom to get cleaned up," he said coldly, letting go of her neck. "Don’t try anything stupid."

He yanked Teresa up by the wrists, jerking her up to a standing position. Her eyes widened in horror when he pulled out a knife. She shook as he cut her wrists free of the duct tape.

Legs trembling, Teresa allowed Rohrer to lead her towards the windowless bathroom. "Don’t take too long," he said, opening the door for her. "Show time is in five minutes."

He pushed her inside and shut the door.

Later…

Capitol City Brewing Company

2 Massachusetts Avenue NE

Washington DC

11:45 AM Eastern Standard Time


As she slid into the bright red booth, Bravo saw that Mulder had already ordered himself an appetizer.

"Couldn’t wait for me, could you?" she said playfully as she seized a fat chicken finger and dunked it into the honey mustard.

Mulder’s mouth dropped open when he looked up and saw the angry red scratches down her cheek. "Jerilyn, what the hell happened to your face?????"

"Cat," she said, feigning a note of sorrow as she swirled the strip around and around in the little cup of honey mustard. "I don’t think Caesar recognized me, I’ve been gone for so long. Animals don’t exactly have photographic memories you know. They’re loyal to the one that feeds them, I guess," she acted if she was pretending not to be distressed. She knew that Starkweather loved that fucking cat from hell. She would have been extremely upset if that orange puffball didn’t recognize her.

Mulder studied her cheek intently. "Where is Caesar now?"

"Doggett’s," she shook her head. "He wouldn’t let me get him in his carrier. And I gotta get Caesar out of there before Doggett comes back." She took a bite of the chicken strip. The meat was warm and crispy, the mustard zesty. "Otherwise he’s going to kill me. I know he hates my cat."

"It might take some time. For Caesar to recognize you."

She then neatly segued "Well, still, I need to get him out of there before he gets back from California. Have you heard anything new? He left me a voice message early this morning but he didn’t answer his cell when I called him back." She nibbled the rest of the chicken strip as if she had lost her appetite. In reality, she was starving. She could have eaten all of Mulder’s chicken strips right then and there and still have room for another basket.

"Between you, me and Chicken Little here…"

"Yeah?"

"It’s not going well."

Bravo could have done back flips of joy. "Oh… damn."

"Yeah."

"Poor Reyes." She fiddled with her watchband. She remembered that Starkweather had an annoying tic, she fidgeted with her jewelry when she was agitated. There was no wedding ring, no necklace. Bravo improvised with the watch. It was a nice watch too, golden and expensive. Bravo wondered if it a gift from the Not-So-Wicked Stepmother, the Honorable Senator Wesley-Bailey. "Jesus."

"I know," Mulder ran his fingers through his hair, then adjusted his ugly tie. "I know… this hits a little close to home for me. Which is why I wanted to talk to you today."

"Hi!" a squeaky voice interrupted his bland monotone. "My name is Hailey and I will be your waitress today. Are we ready to order or do we need a few more minutes?"

Without consulting the menu, Mulder ordered a cheeseburger and fries. Bravo dithered.

"Order whatever you want," Mulder droned as he took a decorous sip of water. "This is the courtesy of City Hall. A perk I will not be enjoying much longer."

Bravo’s ears perked up. "Oh really?" she said, arching her eyebrow, Starkweather-style. "Why is that?"

Mulder’s eyes flicked up to the waitress. Bravo quickly ordered the steak and cheese sub to get rid of her, then she asked him in a whisper "What is going on?"

"I want to talk to you Jerilyn. I want to talk to you seriously. Without the bullshit."

"I’m listening."

"I’m going CIA fulltime."

Bravo raised her eyebrows and silently applauded him. <<Mulder, you are always full of surprises.>> "I’m surprised Scully allowed it."

Mulder scowled. "I am not Scully’s pet."

Bravo snorted. "Come on, Mulder," she said patronizingly. "We know how Scully feels about you in the CIA. Especially when William is concerned."

"William was a big motivator in my decision."

"Really? I know single motherhood is in vogue and all."

"Why does everyone think I’m going to get myself killed?"

"I’m sorry… was it YOU that was exhumed from his grave only two years ago?"

"Thus proving my point," Mulder said airily.

Bravo rolled her eyes, a genuine emotional reaction. <<Christ, he is so fucking arrogant…>> "You’re not immortal, Mulder. You keep dicking around with this shit, you’re gonna get yourself killed and God knows who else."

"Jerilyn," Mulder leaned forward. "I can not just sit on my ass any longer and wait for the FBI to take me back. Without your father’s influence, there is no way Kersh is going to reinstate me. You know that."

<<I didn’t know that actually>> Bravo thought. <<Thank you for that tidbit of information. So the Admiral was trying to play both sides of the fence… interesting. Probably a good thing the man’s dead. Kersh on the other hand… perhaps he needs a reminder of where his loyalties need to lie.>>

"Maybe that’s a blessing in disguise."

"If it’s a blessing, then why did Lux Carlos approach you to recruit me?" Mulder retorted.

<<Ah ha… there’s a name I haven’t heard in a while. Carlos… Starkweather’s guardian angel…>>

Years ago, before the mysterious informant X was killed in Mulder’s apartment, Starkweather, better know as Senior Airman Bailey back then, had been dating Carlos. Captain Lux Rico Carlos had been a very ambitious Air Force officer. Until he learned the truth about the woman he loved. Then he threw everything away, including his relationship with her, to join the CIA to protect her.

The plan was originally to terminate her through a Syndicate sanctioned action and have the blame fall on Carlos. But X had tipped Carlos off. And Carlos took his job seriously. There had been several occasions where he saved her ass and she never realized it.

There were only two lapses of Carlos’ scrutiny. One was while she was pregnant. The Syndicate had been poisoning her water supply. Before Carlos and the CIA realized what was happening, it was too late, she had miscarried. Her husband blamed her job. She had been pushed down a flight of stairs during a drug bust gone sour a few days prior to the miscarriage.

The other time was when Starkweather boarded that plane to Moscow and never got off.

To Bravo and the rest of the Syndicate, Lux Carlos was a force felt, but never seen. They knew his name but not his face. And they hated him.

So when Mulder dropped his name, Bravo paid close attention, her cold calculating mind working.

"I can’t even begin to explain Carlos’ motivations."

"Modesty does not become you, Jerilyn. YOU are his motivation."

"Aw Christ…"

"Jerilyn, he gave everything up to protect you."

"How chivalrous. And look how well I reacted."

"Carlos did it wrong," Mulder closed his eyes. "He just left. He did not explain. He just disappeared. If he would have told you what was going on…"

"I would have thought he was insane." Bravo shook her head. "It’s a Catch-22."

"And I am not abandoning Scully or the baby. I am simply accepting an offer to be a full time consultant to the CIA X-File Division."

"Simply. Huh. Your choice of words astound me."

"Listen to me Jerilyn. I lost Samantha," he said vehemently. "I lost my mother. I lost the man I thought was my father…"

<<What???>> Bravo thought, now shocked. She thought was in the know about everything.

She remembered Krycek tormenting her once about a rumor floating around that the Cancer Man being Mulder’s biological father. Since Bravo was under the impression that the Cancer Man was HER biological father, she had not been amused.

And just a few months ago, Lilly Stratford, Alpha, flat out said that the Cancer Man was not her father. That he was just using her. That he did not care for her at all.

So Mulder’s words unnerved her.

Mulder saw her face paling more and more as he spoke. But he was on his soapbox now and could not stop the flow of words out of his mouth anymore than he could dam Niagara Falls. "… I’ve lost friends and loved ones… I almost lost Scully and the baby and I almost lost YOU. That was the last straw, Jerilyn. I can not stay on the sidelines anymore. I can not, with a clear conscience, be the Deputy Mayor of DC anymore. It was dishonest of me to accept that position in the first place. When we first met, you accused me of being a puppet. And you were right. I was allowing myself to be manipulated."

"How do you know you’re not being manipulated by the CIA?"

"Touché."

"Well, it’s the truth," Bravo said irritably. "Mulder… you just can’t trust anyone anymore…"

"I trust Carlos," Mulder said.

"So did I," Bravo said acidly.

"I didn’t come here to argue with you."

"But we always argue."

"Let’s make an exception to the rule. I need your help, Jerilyn. We need your help. Before it’s too late."

"Too late? For Reyes’ sister?"

"Not just Reyes’ sister. Jerilyn… there’s more bad news."

"Why do I feel like the proverbial jinx?"

"It’s your stepmother."

"Jenny? Now what did she do?"

"She was… kidnapped."

"Kid… whoa. Wait a minute!" Bravo did an exceptional job of working herself into Starkweatheresque agitation. "When the hell did THAT happen? Why the fuck didn’t anyone tell me?"

"I just told you."

"WHEN did this happen?"

"I didn’t think you cared for the Senator anymore."

"Just because she’s a treacherous bitch didn’t mean I wanted her to get hurt."

"Jerilyn, Carlos asked me to wait a little bit before telling you."

"CARLOS? Once again, HE’S dictating how my life should go???" Once again, Bravo gloated on how easy it was to play Starkweather. All you had to do was rave like a Femi-Nazi lunatic. "Why the hell-"

"Because he thought that he would be able to have your stepmother recovered by this morning. Unfortunately… unfortunately they lost your stepmother’s trail. Carlos suspects a mole in the CIA."

"The CIA LOST my stepmother. These were the guys that we depended on to win the Cold War against the Commies and they LOST my stepmother!!!!"

"Jerilyn, I’m sorr-"

"So am I!" Bravo spat at him. "I’m sorry I left Minneapolis. I’m sorry I stepped foot in the X-Files. I’m sorry I ever found out you’re my brother."

Bravo expected Mulder to rise to her bait. "Going back to your ‘Ignorance is bliss’ credo?" he asked calmly before taking another bite of a chicken strip.

Bravo dropped her mouth open in genuine shock. Most people would have been up in arms. And that arrogant fuck just sat there, chowing down on chicken strips and staring at her. Dammit, he was tougher than she thought.

"The X-Files," she said "got my husband killed."

"But the X-Files," he reminded her, still calm. "Didn’t get the Admiral killed." When Bravo couldn’t think of a proper response, Mulder added, "Plus things with you and Ben weren’t exactly rosy anyway."

"Because of the X-Files."

"Because you were an FBI agent."

"I was not supposed to stay in the X-Files as long as I had. I was supposed to do my tour of duty as a grunt in some field office, and then go teach at Quanti-"

"And we’re back to the fairy tale of the noble instructor."

The calmer Mulder remained, the angrier Bravo got. "I love teaching. I got detoured to the X-Files because I pissed that fucker Follmer off in Minneapolis."

"Doggett got detoured when he pissed off Kersh, but he’s not bitching. He even had a chance to transfer out, but he didn’t take it."

Bravo felt her eyebrow twitching. She didn’t know Mulder could be such a cool customer.

"I have been doing some real hard thinking Mulder," she said, voice shaking with a rage she did not have to fake. "After everything… I don’t want to be in the X-Files anymore."

"Bullshit."

"Fuck you!" Bravo longed to reach over the table and snap his neck. "Fuck you and the horse you rode in on, Fox Mulder! Not everyone feels the same way as you do. Not everyone sees their jobs as a crusade."

"You can look me in the eye and tell me, after everything. After all you’ve seen and experienced, you can honestly turn your back on the X-Files?"

Bravo stayed quiet for a moment. <<What would Starkweather do?>> she thought as the waitress returned with their food. After she left them alone again, Bravo said "I will help you find Reyes’ sister. But after that, I am requesting a transfer to Quantico. I’m tired Mulder. I don’t know what just happened to me. One minute, I’m on a plane, ready to go and get Doggett out of Russia. The next minute, I’m lying in an alley. Cold, wet, all my personal shit and clothes gone. And I find out that Doggett was never in Russia and I had been missing for almost two fucking months. It is enough. My kidnapping was a wake-up call. I need to get out of this shit. I need… I need a life. I need a normal life," she injected some real desperation into her voice. "I liked being married. I loved Ben… granted, I’m not wild about the kid thing. But that’s right now. I deserved a chance to decide whether or not I wanted to have babies with Ben… or with some other man. And I deserved a chance to grow old and fat with Ben."

"I’m not saying you don’t deserve a chance to have children. And I didn’t say you didn’t deserve to grow old and fat with Ben," Mulder said, still calm. As if they were having a pleasant conversation. "And I’m not saying I’ll fight you on your decision. What I’m saying is this. Jerilyn, as much as you try and deny what happened to you, you can not. You can not revert back to blindness after what you have just seen. You can not pretend you’re normal. Because you’re not. And, even if you do decide to leave the X-Files, that is not going to guarantee you protection from the Syndicate. They’ll always be watching. Until they are stopped. And that is what I am asking you, Jerilyn…

"Help us stop them. Help me protect you. And my son."

<<Ah ha>> Bravo thought triumphantly. <<The Achilles heel is exposed.>> She closed her eyes. "What do you want from me, Mulder? I don’t have very much left in me to give."

"Just the truth," he said quietly.

"The truth?"

"Tell me about your abduction."

"Jesus… Mulder…"

"Jerilyn. Please."

Bravo shredded a napkin as she proceeded to tell Mulder her pretty lies.

***

Later…

Sequoia National Park

11:25 AM Pacific Standard Time

Reyes felt very small.

Something she hadn’t felt since she was ten years old. When she was eleven, she hit her first growth spurt and discovered as her body continued to propel her through adolescence and towards adulthood, she would never have the luxury of feeling small again. Her lanky height would forever condemn to most women and some men to always look up to her. And to be barraged with every lame variation of the "How’s the weather up there?" comment ever since she crossed the five-foot-seven barrier when she was fifteen.

Her height shamed her until she decided she wouldn’t let it bother her anymore. Her mind grew with her body until she discovered, by pure accident, that there was a tall, beautiful woman staring back at her in the morning when she looked in the mirror to wash her face.

Still, this was different; Reyes looked up at the trees that were older than the city that loomed uncomfortably close to this spot of Nature’s generosity.

"Agent Reyes?"

Reyes snapped out of her reverie. Sitting next to her and driving down the highway, past the ancient redwoods, was Agent Santiago Allende.

Agent John Doggett sat in the backseat, behind her.

"Yes?" Reyes asked Allende politely.

"We’re almost to the rendezvous," he said in his serious, soft voice. Doggett and Reyes both had to lean a little closer towards him to hear him. "We’ve had agents scouting the area in a thirty mile parameter since last night and still, they’ve come up with nothing. We’ve got police barricades set up, we’ve alerted the park rangers… but I don’t think he’s in the park."

Reyes closed her eyes again. Let herself drift away…

"Mon?" Doggett asked her softly.

But Allende admonished him. "Leave her… she’s thinking…"

Reyes tried to get a feel for her surroundings, tried to sense what kind of energy would be permeating from those august trees. She only felt tired, drained.

Still she attempted to place herself into a trance state, desperate to capture any sensation of Teresa or her captor.

Instead of allowing her a glimpse of the future, her mind gave her a flash from the past.

<<¡Abuela, cuentanos una historia!>>

Fighting with her brother and sisters for the honor to sit on Grandma Magda Alma’s lap, whining for her to entertain them with gory tales born from the imaginative Mayans and Aztecs, their culture obliterated into dust long before their bones and brains succumbed to the same fate.

Reyes remembered the feel of her grandmother’s hands clasping around her puppy fat waist and hoisting her up onto her lap. Reyes could hear her grandmother’s voice, soft and echoing inside her head ""Let me tell you, about The Jaguar and the Little Skunk," she whispered to the children in Spanish.

Reyes could hear her own voice, chirping like a sparrow: "¿Está esto a la vieja historia?"

"This is a very old story, Monica," her grandmother had said, hugging her tight as Jaime, Vanessa and Teresa gathered at her feet. "This is from the Mayans, a proud people. Part of my heritage… and maybe yours. Once there was a gentleman jaguar and a lady skunk. Señora Skunk had a son, who was baptized by Señor Jaguar. So Señora Senora Skunk became his comadre…"

"Monica?"

Reyes opened her eyes at the sound of her friend’s voice. "Yes?"

"We’re here," Doggett said gravely as the car rolled to a stop.

The FBI, teamed up with the LAPD, the county sheriff’s department, forest rangers, state troopers and an Air National Guard unit had set up a temporary communications base. Allende ushered Reyes and Doggett to a tent where a stocky man was briefing a small task team, a Kevlar vest over the bland dress shirt of his FBI approved suit.

"You Reyes and Doggett?" the man asked. He had a round face and brown hair. When Reyes and Doggett nodded, he said "My name is Special Agent Louis Malford, I’m Allende’s partner. "We’re getting ready to go back out in the field again."

"Did you receive the fax from our office in DC?" Doggett asked, all business now. "On Rohrer."

"Uh… yeah, I did." Malford turned back to his task force. "Alright, you know what to do. Let’s do this right. Let’s find Miss Reyes and get her home." As the task team trooped out of the tent, Malford leaned against the decrepit card table that was being used to support a sleek notebook computer, a printer and a small fax machine as well as other technical equipment. "Yeah… I got it, and Agent Doggett, may I be frank?"

"If you wanna," Doggett said.

"What drugs were you doing when you wrote this report?"

"I took two ibuprofen before writin’ that report, then two more afterwards."

"I am not being facetious, Agent Doggett."

"Neither’m I. I had a hell of a headache that day."

"I could not brief my agents on the contents of this file, they would have laughed their asses off."

"What didja tell’em?" Doggett demanded. "I hope you sent ‘em out there with SOME sort of precaution. Rohrer is a dangerous man."

"We know that from the Disneyland incident," Malford replied. "But a…" now he snickered. "A Super Soldier? Please…"

"Agent Malford, with all due respect," Reyes spoke up. "But we have documentation of experimentation with human DNA in hopes of creating a superior being capable of great feats of strength and acts of violence."

"I told them that Knowles Rohrer is a former CIA agent wanted on charges of treason. The CIA, along with some other government agencies, is a little pissed at this man. Including Interpol, believe it or not."

Doggett nodded while thinking <<Thank you Carlos.>> CIA agent Lux Carlos must have some serious maneuvering to get Rohrer on every Top Ten list on the globe.

"If Rohrer is an international threat," Reyes asked quietly. "Then why do you feel he took my sister?"

"Because of your sister’s stance with human rights," Malford responded silkily. "She was very vocal about the human rights violations abroad, especially in Afghanistan. She was lobbying for Congress to take action against the Taliban before the September Eleventh tragedy." He bowed his head.

"I still don’t understand what that has to do with Rohrer kidnapping Teri," Reyes snapped. "He didn’t kidnap her because her political views. He kidnapped her because of me. Because of the work that I do. Because of things that I know. He’s trying to scare me into submission…" Reyes broke away from the circle of men, however around the technical equipment. "And it’s working."

"Agent Reyes," Malford tried to reason with her. "I understand that you and Agent Doggett handle the cases that deal with… extreme circumstances. But I assure you, this fairy-tale," he shook the smudged copy of Doggett’s report which meticulously detailed Rohrer’s betrayal. "Is not the reason why he took your sister." He crumpled the fax and dropped it on the ground. "Our best profiler is studying the case right now and he firmly believes that this a political statement."

"Our best profilers are reviewing this case back in DC and they tend to disagree," Doggett disputed him.

Malford ignored him. "We have evidence that Rohrer has been friendly with Afghanistan terrorists and has possibly opened communications with Iraq. We are not treating this lightly. This, under the new Homeland Security guidelines, could even be considered an act of terrorism. Agent Reyes, this is nothing personal against you. Do not start thinking that. It is incorrect. It’s personal to you because she is your sister and you love her. But it’s not a personal vendetta against you. It’s a vendetta against our country. He betrayed us all."

"He did betray us," Reyes agreed. "But not in the way you think. I don’t believe that this has anything to do with Nine-Eleven. To imply that insults the memory of those who died that day." Reyes looked up at Doggett. Doggett had his hands in his pockets and was looking at the ground. Many of his friends from the NYPD, including his best friend, Officer Jason Mick, had been killed that day.

And Starkweather’s adopted father had died in the blaze at the Pentagon. Reyes had witnessed the plane burying itself into that dignified military fortress. She remembered the smell of jet fuel, the nauseating waves of mass hysteria. And the taste of pure fear.

Malford crossed her arms and glared at her as if she was a dangerous creature. "So what do you think it is?"

As Reyes opened her mouth to answer, a voice yelled out. "Agent Malford! Agent Malford." A young face, a fresh graduate from Quantico named Patrick Benchly poked his head in. "We found something," he said, out of breath. "You better come with."

Malford looked at Allende, Doggett and Reyes. "Vests and headgear are SOP," he said to them crisply as he began to walk out of the tent.

"Helmets and vests won’t save your ass if Rohrer decides to go after you," Doggett muttered.

Allende said quietly as he went to suit up. "Agent Doggett, I strongly recommend you quit dicking around about this Rohrer person and tell me what’s going on here. I am still agent-of-record for this case, no matter how Malford acts."

Doggett bent down and picked up the crumpled fax. "It’s all right here," Doggett said, smoothing out the papers and handing them to Allende. "Case Number X05202001-8AB21."

"An X-File?"

"You’ve heard of ‘em?"

"I loved the movie."

Doggett rolled his eyes. "I hate Gary Shandling," he muttered.

"True, but Tea Leoni… damn," Allende said, still in that quiet voice of his.

Allende, Doggett could see, was going to be a real mover in the Bureau someday. <<Hell>> Doggett thought glumly as he followed Allende and Reyes out the tent <<I’m probably dealin’ with my next boss.>>

Despite Skinner’s promises, the A.D’s seat looked farther and farther away.

Or rather, higher and higher up as Doggett’s career foundered in the basement.

With a ruthless mental shove, Doggett rid his mind of the self-pity and forced himself to have tunnel vision. Never mind his sad-assed career. Time to focus on Teresa Reyes.

He drew his gun. So did Reyes and Allende.

**

A little later…

The X-Files Office

J. Edgar Hoover Building

Washington DC

1:47 PM

The elevator doors slid open. Bravo walked out, pushing a stray blond lock out of her face.

Her real hair color was strawberry blond, a few shades lighter than Scully’s hair. Her true eye color, however were very similar to Scully’s, a laser-like blue that seemed to be able to cut diamonds.

Normally, Bravo relied on wigs whenever she had to go undercover. However, in this mission, she decided it was not worth the risk. That was the one detail she sweated over, trying to figure out the right dye to color her hair. Starkweather’s hair was not naturally blond; in fact it was no where near blond. One of the reasons why the agents in the X-Files Division did not catch on right away that Starkweather and Mulder were blood-related was because at first Starkweather did not tell anyone her honey-blond locks came from a bottle.

Her husband, Ben Starkweather, had caught the similarities between Mulder and Starkweather one night when a newspaper photograph of Mulder and a personal photograph of Jerilyn just happen to be lying side by side on their coffee table. The picture of Jerilyn was taken just before her first big dye job. Ben compared not just their mocha brown hair, but their eye color and shape, eyebrows and pouting lips. Starkweather, fortunate for her, had inherited her natural mother’s nose and fair skin.

So, with only surveillance photographs as her guide, Bravo researched nervously, trying to figure out which hair dye would be the best to get her reddish hair to become the same fake yellow color as Starkweather’s. Finally, a beautician in New York City got it right. Also she gave her a nice deep conditioning plus a neck and head massage. And she dried and styled her hair afterwards for half off the regular price.

Too bad Bravo had to kill her, but she stuck by her edict firmly: No witnesses.

The eyes however were easy. Contact lenses. The hazel lenses over her chilling blue eyes heightened the illusion of the changing eye color, as per the rumor that Mulder and Starkweather’s eye color shifted to match whatever mood they were in.

Bravo thought that rumor was a bunch of bull until she sat across from Mulder today. His eyes had seemed to be brown with a tinge of green laced through it. However, as their argument progressed, the more and more pronounced the green became until his eyes looked to be green ringed with gold.

Bravo frowned to herself as she walked down the dingy hallway towards the X-Files Office. Mulder. God, it made her angry that he could get under her skin just like that. It made her even angrier that she allowed him to get under her skin. She didn’t understand why the Syndicate allowed him to live. Lesser men than he had perished before. Men like Bill Mulder for example.

Bravo sighed heavily just before she entered the office. She could hear Scully on the phone.

This was going to be harder than she thought. She may have to speed up the time frame.

Whether the Syndicate liked it or not.

As Bravo entered the office, Scully looked up at her and greeted her with a warm smile. Bravo smiled back in return and sat down at Mulder’s old desk. A fine layer of dust coated everything, included a few sunflower seeds.

As Scully continued to talk on the telephone, Bravo propped her feet up on Mulder’s desk and surveyed the office. It had been expanded. Agents Scully, Doggett and Starkweather had their own desks, Bravo noted, but Reyes did not. She looked up and saw a few pencils hanging the cheap ceiling tiles. She leaned over and pulled a pencil out of a forgotten penholder on Mulder’s desk. She played with the pencil as she continued to look around.

She noted the rows of filing cabinets to the left of Mulder’s desk. <<What dirty little secrets are we hiding here?>> she wondered as Scully curtly said "Goodbye," and hung up the phone. "Sorry, I… oh my God," she said to the woman sitting at her partner’s desk. "What happened to your face?"

"My cat hates me," she responded succinctly. "So," Bravo arched an eyebrow. "When were you going to get around telling me about the Senator’s Houdini act?"

Scully wearily sat down at her desk. Her eyes strayed to the photograph of William’s christening. Mulder was holding the baby up high as Scully looked on; William looking deceptively feminine in his baptismal gown. As she touched the picture frame’s glass with her pointer finger, she asked "Mulder told you then."

"Yes."

"Jerilyn, I’m sorry."

Bravo shrugged. "It’s just one more thing."

"I wasn’t sure if you could bear one more thing."

"I’m not as wimpy as I look."

"It’s not about strength… it’s about… oh hell," Scully ran her fingers through her fiery hair. She was in the process of growing out her layered bob so her hair stuck out every-which-way when she did that. "I don’t know if I can bear one more thing." She shook herself. "We’ve battled worse odds," she quoted herself as she stood up. "Let me help you find the files on Rohrer. There aren’t that many."

"There’s not?" Bravo said in real surprise.

Scully shook her head. "Not here anyway," she murmured.

Now Scully held Bravo’s full attention. "Where are…?"

But Scully shook her head. "That I can not disclose. Not even to you. I’m sorry," Scully said, crouching down to the ‘R’ section of the filing cabinet and opening the drawer.

Bravo knew she could have taken Scully out right then and there with a heavy blow to the back of her head with a blunt object. She examined her nails instead. The kill was thrilling but the pursuit at times was even better.

But dammit, she thought Scully was smart. With all the intel she had been given on her, she thought Scully was going to be slippery quarry. All she’s seen Agent Scully being was a wishy-washy mommy.

Mulder was going to be a pain in the ass, but Scully was going to be a cakewalk.

Scully stood up and smoothed her skirt. She placed three heavy files on Mulder’s desk. A small pouf of dust rose when the manila files hit the desk. Bravo reached over and grabbed the file on top, labeled innocently "X02202001-8AB08."

"So," Scully asked, picking the second file. "How did it go? With Mulder?"

"Oh, other than the fact that he waited until NOW to tell me about my stepmother and the fact that he’s pushing me to stay in the X-Files… super."

Scully frowned. "Don’t let him-"

"Get to me. I know."

"But he already has."

"He’s gifted in that particular department." Bravo looked up. "Can I take these with me? I can read pretty fast, but there’s a lot of information in here and I don’t think I’m going to get it all finished this afternoon."

Scully turned her lips down. "You know the rule Jerilyn. No original X-File leaves this office."

Bravo mustered up all the charm she had to offer. "Aw, Scully… come on… it’s me."

"I’ll make some copies."

"Jesus, Scully, you’re not a receptionist. Besides it will take forever to make copies. I’ll bring them back first thing. Scout’s honor." She made the Peace Sign with her left hand.

"You were never in Girl Scouts, were you?"

"I wasn’t in one place long enough to be in Girl Scouts. Besides, I hate their cookies."

"Liar, you ate all of my stash I had hidden here."

"Why DID you hide Girl Scout cookies here?"

"I had to keep them from Mulder."

"So that’s why he got pudgy."

"He’s not THAT pudgy," Scully said defensively.

"Just a little more of him to love, I suppose," Bravo teased while thinking <<whipped.>> As Scully scowled at her Bravo whined, "Please, Scully, this will make life easier for everyone. And you know, and I know that we’ve ALL broken the "No files out of the office" rule before. Hell, more files have been destroyed within the office than out."

Scully relented. "Don’t tell Mulder."

"I’m not currently speaking to Mulder at this point."

"Jerilyn… don’t be like that… you’ve… you’ve just gotten back. Mulder means well. You’re the only family he has left now."

"That’s not true and you know it," Bravo said quietly. "He has William. And you. What you’re trying to tell me nicely is that he is the only family **I** have right now." When Scully didn’t respond, Bravo said. "Look, whatever is with me and Mulder is secondary right now, okay? I just want to get Teresa Reyes back."

**

A little later…

Sequoia National Park

11:57 AM Pacific Standard Time

"Over here!"

Agents Malford, Allende, Doggett and Reyes ran towards the giant Sequoia that was surrounded by law enforcers of all shapes, sizes and jurisdictions.

"What is it?" Malford demanded. "What did you find?"

"A box, sir," a young National Guardsmen, resplendent in fatigues told him breathlessly. "Sir, it does not seem to contain explosives, but we’ve alerted a bomb squad as an added precaution, sir."

"Good job, thank you," Allende said softly, moving in front of Malford. "Please describe this box. Why is it arousing suspicion?"

"It is addressed to an Agent Monica Reyes, sir."

"And?"

The Guardsman looked over at Doggett and Reyes, standing behind Allende and Malford. "Is that… Agent Reyes, sir?"

"It is."

The Guardsman took a breath. "Sir, with all due respect, I would prefer to continue describing the box in confidence, sir."

"No!" Reyes cried out, shoving Doggett and Malford aside as she ran to the young airman. "No, you will continue to describe the box with me right here!"

"Agent Reyes," Allende said, "please." He then turned to the Guardsman. "Sir if you could be so kind…"

As Allende and the Guardsman walked away, Reyes tried to follow, but was stopped by Doggett.

"Monica, don’t," he pleaded with her. "Stay here."

Doggett walked to the two men. "Alright," he said, rudely butting in. "If it’s something traumatic, at least tell me. She and I go way back. She’s a good friend and if it’s bad news, I wanna be the one to break it to her."

Allende looked at the Guardsman. "Go ahead."

"Sir," the Guardsman was very pale. Doggett realized that he was just a kid. Nineteen, maybe twenty. Still, his professionalism was notable and Doggett, a retired military man himself, appreciated that. "The box is also covered with blood. LAPD forensics is taking samples right now. Then they’re going to hand it over to FBI. We are still canvassing the forest for the suspect, Knowles Rohrer, but so far, no luck."

Doggett closed his eyes. "Shit. How big’s the box?"

"Sir?"

"The size of the box."

"It’s a shoebox, sir."

"From a particular shoestore?"

"From Wal-Mart, sir."

"Oh, THAT narrows it down!" Doggett grouched.

"Yeah, be on the look out for a suspect that wears cheap shoes," Allende grumbled.

"Allende," Doggett said in admiration. "That was almost a joke."

Allende almost smiled. "Almost."

Doggett’s face became dour again. After thanking and dismissing the young Guardsman, Doggett said pessimistically, "Lot’s of different body parts can fit in a shoebox."

Allende grimaced. "I had hoped you wouldn’t have thought of that. Reminded me of one of my first cases." He looked at the ground, kicking at a tuft of grass.

"What’s that?"

"Homicidal maniac, going after the working girls of Sunset Boulevard. After he’d do ‘em, he’d slice their ears off and then kill ‘em and dump the bodies in a field. He’d do ‘em in threes. Then we’d find the boxes of ears first, the girls, about three, four days later. The feds got called in after the second set of three."

"How’d you catch him?"

Allende looked up at him. "We didn’t."

Doggett nodded emphatically. "I’ve got cases like that too. Those are the cases that keep ya up at night." Doggett looked over at Reyes, then back at Allende. "Let’s not let THIS case be like THOSE cases."

"Agreed," Allende nodded. "Come on. Let’s take a look."

Doggett and Allende flashed their badges to everyone as the approached the box. It looked so harmless in the scheme of things. A small box that once held a harmless pair of women’s shoes now held… God only knew what.

A woman, slender with wildly frizzy blonde hair, was busy taking scrapings off the top of the box. She looked up at the two men hovering over her and smiled. "Newbies," she said dryly as she finished her work. Using her upper arm instead of her gloved hand to push up her ugly glasses, she asked "So who are you with? Fed, coppers, G.I. Joe?"

"Feds," Doggett flashed his badge again. "My name is Agent John Doggett and this is Agent Santiago Allende. He’s the agent of record for the FBI."

"And are you Tonto to this Lone Ranger?" she smiled again.

"No’m, I’m from DC. I work with Agent Monica Reyes."

She became serious instantly. "Sorry for the facetiousness," she said. "Black humor. You have to be a smart ass to survive in this profession. My name is Detective Alice Lyoness. I work forensics for the LAPD. I kind of got drafted into the war. If you gentlemen will follow me, I can tell you what we’ve scraped together so far." As the men trailed her, she asked them "Is Agent Reyes here?"

"Yes," Doggett answered.

"She shouldn’t be," Lyoness retorted. "I have a feeling this is gonna get ugly, yo! Howie! Get your beautiful bald head over here, I’ve got feds wanting to talk at you."

"Jesus," a short, bald man with ebony skin approached them, bitching in an accent that Doggett instantly recognized as New York. "I just got done talking to the cops."

"Well, now you can talk to the feds. Howie, feds. Feds, this is my partner Detective Howard Matthews. He hails from a delightful little province known as The Bronx."

"Delightful my ass," Matthews grimaced. "That’s why I left screamin’ at age eighteen to join the Army. Delightful my ass, girl how fucked up is you? Sorry, what’chu names?"

"That’s Agent Allende and that’s Agent Doggett," Lyoness pointed at each agent. "Doggett talks just as funny as you do, only he’s from a more Southern region, I think."

"Oh yeah?" Matthews asked "Where dat? Long Island?"

"Georgia." Doggett responded, bracing himself for the instant stereotyping that his drawling voice invited.

"Well, Southern boy, as long as you left your pointy hat and white robes at home, youse okay."

"I only bring those out for special occasions."

"Oh yeah? What’s that?"

"Halloween."

Matthews snorts. "Yeah, youse okay. So anyways, like I was tellin’ the cops, there’s a letter, computer print-out, taped to the box. We’ve takin’ the letter back to the labs right now. We’re hopin’ for something, anything. Fingerprints, hair, residual saliva, anything like that. Something that’s a marker, right?"

"What did the letter say?" Allende asked.

"Hold your horses, Pedro. I’m gettin’ to that."

"My name is Santiago. You may call me Agent Allende," Allende said politely but coldly.

"Jesus. Touchy. Sorry man. Just playin’. Hell, I called the white boy over there a Klu Klucker and he didn’t piss and moan," Matthews grumbled. "Anyways, the letter is made out to an Agent Monica Reyes… relative I’m thinking, right? I haven’t had much time to go over the case files. Just kinda skimmed on my way here."

"Sister," Doggett said, feeling impatient. "Teresa Reyes is Monica Reyes’ sister. Monica and I work together. In DC."

"No kiddin’? Huh. Alice here wants to get to Quantico. Become a fed. Leave all this glamour behind."

"What does the letter say?" Allende asked again.

"All the letter says is "Special Agent Monica Reyes." It’s typed out, computer. We’re gonna see if we can determine where maybe the ink was bought. If it’s a fancy-schmancy ink, that you can get only at certain stores, we may catch a break. But I’m not holding my breath. But they-" he jerked his head towards a circle of police officers who were surrounding the box, "won’t let up open it up until they’re positive it ain’t gonna blow up. So we’s gotta wait for the bomb squad."

"What about the blood?" Doggett asked.

"Gotta get it to a lab to be analyzed," Lyoness said. "So basically we get to sit on our asses until the bomb squad shows up. I had to do a lot of whinin’ to even get the scrapin’s off the top of the box. I think I even promised a blow job to one of the cops. Hope my husband doesn’t care."

Doggett looked over his shoulder. He could see Reyes arguing with Malford. "We ain’t got time to wait for the bomb squad."

"I’m open to suggestions, Agent Doggett," Allende said quietly.

"Miss Lyoness, do you have a scalpel on ya, by chance?"

"Be prepared," she produced a clean, shiny scalpel for him.

"Agent Doggett," Allende called after him as Doggett snatched the scalpel from her hands and started walking towards the shoebox. "What are you going to do?"

"I’m gonna go piss some people off."

And why the hell not? His career was pretty much in the toilet anyway.

"Move," Doggett said brusquely as he pushed through the ring of cops, flashing his FBI badge.

"Hey, are you with the bomb squad?" one of them asked.

As Doggett crouched down over the box, he said dryly "Lemme put it this way… if you see me runnin’, you best start doin’ the same, okay?"

He put the scalpel down long enough to pull on a pair of latex gloves. Picking up the scalpel again, he took a deep breath before cutting through the duct tape that sealed the lid to the box.

He put the scalpel down and took another deep breath, squeezing his hands into fists, once, twice before grabbing the lid and pulling it off. "Oh shit…" he said to himself. "Hey Allende, ALLENDE! C’MERE!"

Allende came running. So did Reyes and Malford.

"What is it?" Allende asked.

Doggett stuck his hand into the shoebox and pulled out a VHS cassette tape. "Anybody gotta a VCR?"


**

A little later…

An undisclosed FBI safehouse

Near the Los Angeles Field Office

12:35 PM Pacific Standard Time

Agent Sara Mathers showed her ID and handed over her shopping bag to her fellow federal agents to search.

"Thanks Sara," one of them said as they handed the bag back to her.

Mathers nodded and continued walking until she got to the end of the hall. Then she tapped gently on the door.

Dr. Sonia Fix opened the door. "Yes?"

"Dr. Fix," Mathers showed her ID again. "I’m here to check up on the girl."

Dr. Fix allowed her inside. "Agent Mathers," she said, putting her hands on her chubby hips. "Again, I feel the need to strenuously protest the treatment of this child. She needs to be in a hospital."

"And your concerns will be noted again, Dr. Fix as we will again remind you that this child is being hunted. If she is put into a public hospital setting, she could be abducted again… or worse…" Mathers pulled up a chair so she could sit next to the girl. "Hi Rowan," she said gently.

Mathers also noted that Dr. Fix was right. Rowan’s condition was worsening. Despite the oxygen tank next to the sofa Dr. Fix had made up as a bed for the girl, she gasped for air. Mathers took her little pale hand. It felt very cold. "I hurt everywhere," Rowan whimpered suddenly.

Dr. Fix hovered over her. "There’s only so much I can do here," she snapped. "You keep her here, she will die."

"We put her in a hospital, she’ll die there too!" Mathers fired back, but then looked down at her. "Has a diagnosis been made?"

"Aplastic anemia," Dr. Fix announced. "The results came in this morning. Her bone marrow has been damaged by an outside source. Most likely chemotherapy or radiation treatment… possibly an infection, but more likely chemo or radiation."

"Cancer…" Mathers murmured.

Dr. Fix nodded. "If she is a cancer patient or even a patient in remission, she needs hospitalization."

Mathers looked down at the sick child on the bed again. "I’ll speak to Agents Allende and Doggett," Mathers finally relented. "I’ll be sure stress the severity of Rowan’s condition." She stood up and held out the shopping bag. "I bought some things for Rowan. Some clothes. Books. A game."

"Thank you," Dr. Fix accepted the bag. "But this isn’t what Rowan needs."

"What DOES Rowan need, exactly?"

"Her mother," Dr. Fix said grimly.

**

Later…

Outside of Scully’s apartment

3:30 PM Eastern Standard Time

"The eensy weensy spider…" Margaret Scully sang to her grandson as she unbuckled him from his car seat. "Went up the water spout… down came the rain and washed the spider out…"

As Maggie gathered William into her arms, a white car parallel parked behind them. William began to cry.

"Hi," Bravo said as she got out of the car.

William wailed.

"Jerilyn!" Maggie beamed, walking towards her, trying to ignore William’s screams. "I am so happy to see you!"

The women embraced. William grabbed a fistful of hair and pulled. Hard. "OW!" Bravo yelped trying to loosen William’s grip on her hair. She resisted the urge to throw the little boy into on-coming traffic.

"WILLIAM CHRISTOPHER, NO!" Maggie ordered William as she too tried to get William to release his death grip on Bravo’s hair. "I’m sorry!" Maggie said. "I don’t know what got into him!"

"That’s okay," Bravo lied.

"What brings you here?"

"Oh," Bravo said. "I was going to drop off some files for Scully." She held up the preliminary report of Teresa Reyes abduction she had borrowed the night before. "I forgot to give them back to her when I saw her today."

"Come on up," Maggie smiled at her. "I can make us a cup of tea."

"That would be great," Bravo said while thinking <<What is with these people and tea?>>

William continued to scream as the women entered Scully’s apartment. "I think somebody needs a nap," Maggie said. "What do you think William?"

William just continued to howl as he pointed at Bravo.

"Yes, honey, that’s your aunt Jeri, now it’s nap time," Maggie crooned as she took off his little coat and shoes. "Sorry about this Jerilyn," Maggie said, carrying William to his bedroom. "I won’t take too long."

"Take your time," Bravo said as she sat down on the sofa.


She looked around the apartment, musing to herself <<Now, if I was a secret file… where would I be hidden?>>

"William’s room?" she wondered aloud.

Maggie came back out to find Bravo calmly looking through a magazine. William’s cries could still be heard through the closed doors. "He’s overtired," Maggie said apologetically.

"Let me try," Bravo offered, rising off the couch. "I’m not good with kids, but for some weird reason, me and Will connect. Plus… it’s been a while since I’ve seen him… I need some catch up time with my buddy."

Maggie felt her eyes misting. "My poor dear," she said in the same sympathetic tone she had used with William. "You’ve been through so much."

Bravo shrugged. "I’m okay, Mrs. Scully, really."

She shook her head. "You are too much like Fox, you know that? I’ve told both of you to call me Maggie."

"Okay, okay… Maggie," Bravo smiled at her. "I’m going to check on William…"

As Mrs. Scully went into the kitchen to start a kettle boiling, Bravo made her way down to William’s nursery. As she opened the door, William began screaming even louder, his little face turning purple.

"Shut up, God," Bravo hissed at him, closing the door behind her. "I’m not after you. At least not this time."

She did a quick look-through of William’s closet, checking for false walls, boxes that could contain files, trap doors. Nothing.

She dug through William’s toy box and found nothing but Tonka trucks, teddy bears and Bob The Builder action figures. "Dammit," Bravo hissed as William continued to scream. "Shut up," she snapped at him.

She looked at the dresser. The bottom drawer was open and it looked like William had been in it, pulling clothes out and Scully hadn’t had time to put the clothes back in.

Then her face fell in disappointment.

<<Dammit, the files are not here. Not with the kid getting into everything… what I need is at Mulder’s. Dammit.>>

"Kid, shut the fuck up," she snarled at him, standing straight up. "I’m not here for YOU."

William did not stop crying.

Bravo stalked over to the boy’s crib. "Listen, if they wanted you dead, they would have gotten you before you were born so just shut the hel-"

The mobile started to move. William’s crying dwindled to hiccoughs as he sat up in his bed, clutching his ‘boo bankie" and sucking his thumb. Fat tears rolled down his cheeks as the mobile began to spin faster and faster.

Bravo, for the first time in her life, felt a thrill of fear as she watched the mobile spin. "Oh my God…" she whispered. "Oh my God… it’s true… it’s true…" She shook head to toe as she backed away from the crib. She sought the door handle and opened it with a jerk.

She closed the door softly behind her and wiped the sweat off her face. She took a deep breath and made herself walk to the kitchen.

"Jerilyn, you clever girl, you got William to calm down, how did you mana-" Maggie started to say but then she noticed how pale her face was. "Jerilyn, you look like you saw a ghost. Are you alright?"

"No," Bravo said hoarsely. "Maggie… I’m sorry, I don’t feel so good all of a sudden. I think I’m gonna go home. I’m sorry…" Bravo turned to leave.

"Should I call Dana?"

"NO!" Bravo cried. "No… please… don’t worry her anymore than she needs to be… she’s got enough going on right now… I… I just feel… very tired. Good-bye."

Bravo fairly fled the apartment.

Maggie went to the phone and dialed.

"Scully."

"Dana, it’s Mom."

"Mom? What’s going on?" Scully looked up from her computer. She was getting ready to open an email from an Agent Santiago Allende from the Los Angeles Field Office.

"I think… well, I’m probably meddling. But I would go check on Jerilyn before coming home tonight. I don’t mind watching William a bit longer."

"Why, what’s wrong?"

"Well, she said she was here to drop off something you loaned her… William was fussy so she went to see if she could calm him down and all of a sudden, she said that she felt sick and had to go home."

Scully felt her stomach plummet into her feet. "Did she say what was the matter?"

"No. She just said she didn’t feel well. She said she was very tired and wanted to go home. She was very pale."

Scully found herself clutching the phone very tightly. "I’ll call Mulder," she said thickly. "I’ll have him go over to check on her. They had a fight today. This will give them a chance to make up."

Maggie tut-tutted into the phone. "They should really stop wasting time with all this fighting."

"Tell them that," Scully muttered. "I gotta go Mom. I need to call Mulder."

"And are you ever going to call him by his first name?"

Scully smiled. "He hates his first name. He made his parents call him Mulder."

"I love you, baby."

"I love you too Mom." Scully hung up the phone. Looked at her computer. "Damn," she muttered guiltily as she dialed Mulder’s number.

"Mulder."

"Mulder, it’s me."

"Scully."

"Mulder, when are you leaving work today?"

"I don’t know, why? Need me to pick up some Tampons?"

"No. I need you to check on Jerilyn."

"God, I’d rather pick up some Tampons."

"Mulder. I’m serious."

"So am I."

"She stopped by my apartment this afternoon the same time Mom and William were coming home. She said that Jerilyn seemed fine, but then all of a sudden said she didn’t feel well and wanted to go home." When Mulder didn’t respond right away, she asked "Are you still there?"

"Yeah…"

"Mulder? What is it?"

"I dunno… Scully…"

"Yeah?"

"I’ll call you back." Mulder abruptly hung up on her and pulled out his cell phone and dialed.

"This better be important."

"Nothing important happened today," Mulder replied.

In his office at CIA Headquarters, Agent Lux Carlos sat up in his chair. "I’ll be at the "National Air and Space Museum in an hour." He hung up the phone.

**

Later…

Los Angeles Field Office

Los Angeles, California

2:15 Pacific Standard Time

Agent Monica Reyes closed her eyes and focused on her breathing. As long as she was breathing, as long as she could focus, she could find Teri. Concentrate on the work, not the fear.


She closed her eyes.

**No, please, don’t…**

***"Where do I put this fire?"***

**You prefer to be a martyr?**


***"This bright red feeling?***


**"Before all this… I thought it was you."**

***"This tiger lily down my mouth?"***

**"I know you."**

"I know you…" Reyes whispered as Doggett and Allende walked into the room.

"Monica?" Doggett said softly.

She opened her eyes and looked up. "Yes?"

"We got the findings of the tape."

"And?"

"This guy," Allende said, "is clever. Very clever. No prints. No saliva. No hair. Nothing."

"The blood?" Reyes forced her voice to be calm.

Doggett cleared his throat. "He’s fucking with us Mon. That wasn’t blood. Looked like it, but wasn’t it."

"What was it?"

"Chocolate syrup," Allende said.

"What?" Reyes said flatly. "You have got to be kidding me."

Allende shook his head. "Old theatrical trick. For the best fake blood, take some chocolate syrup and add red food coloring. Not only does it have the same color as blood, but the same texture. You forget, Agent Reyes. This is Tinsel Town. Nothing is as it seems."

"Was there anything on the tape?" Reyes asked.

"Yes there was," Allende said, putting the tape into the VCR. "This is a duplicate. Our lab guys along with those two yahoos, Lyoness and Matthews, are checking the original out frame by frame to see if they can perhaps determine where the footage was shot." He pressed "Play."

Monica could not control the tears that began to pour down her face when her little sister’s face appeared on the television screen. She was sitting in front of a heavy brown curtain. She looked a little worse for wear, her hair was messy, her lips and chin was bruised, but she was alive. And terrified. "Moni… the man who has me promises to release me if…" she gulped, blinking rapidly. She was obviously reading from cue cards. "You do exactly what he says… he… he… he said that it was three things. Three very easy things. Once completed… then I can be free…" her voice cracked.

A voice coming behind the camera snapped at her, "No crying."

"I’m sorry," Teresa snuffled. Wiping her eyes, she continued. "The first thing is… um… is…"

"Hurry up." The voice was cold and menacing.

"To quit the FBI," Teresa said hoarsely. "Two days from now, you are to go to the La Brea Tar Pits. You are to go alone. Agent Doggett and the rest of the FBI are to remain behind… or else…" she trembled for a minute. "Or… else they’ll kill me that day and… m-m-mail me to you in l-l-little pieces." Teresa dissolved into tears again.

"No crying," the voice behind the camera ordered again.

Teresa, her lovely face white with fear struggled to compose herself. "Be at the Tar Pits by one o’clock. Someone will approach you and ask if they had met you at the Statue of Liberty. You will give him the certified letter of your resignation, signed by your superior and your superior’s superior. Then your contact will give you the second demand." The tape suddenly cut off.

Reyes was weeping.

Allende put a comforting hand on her shoulder. "We will get your sister back. We are working on fake documents right now. Your supervisor, AD Skinner has agreed to go along with the charade."

"But his supervisor, Kersh," Reyes sobbed. "He won’t go for it. H-h-he’s… h-h-he’s…"

"Skinner said you may express concern about Deputy Director Kersh’s reaction and Skinner said he would handle this personally."

Reyes took that as a sign of hope. Skinner, going to bat for her. He was either going to try and reason with Kersh and hope to God Kersh didn’t turn traitor. Or, Skinner was going to lie his ass off, have Kersh’s signature forged and hope to God Kersh didn’t find out. Either way, most of this depended on Skinner and God.

"We will be tailing you. We will want to wire you. Meanwhile, we’ve been given time to hunt down Teresa Reyes’ location. You must believe we will find Teresa. I promise you that I will do everything I can to find her."

Reyes nodded. "Just tell me what to do," she wiped her eyes with the back of her hands like a child. "Just tell me what to do."

"For today, go back to the hotel and rest. We will call. Agent Doggett? A word?"

"In a minute," Doggett mumbled.

Allende nodded. "I’ll be in my office." He left.

Doggett dug in his pocket for a Kleenex. "Here," he said, pressing the tissue in her hand.

"Thanks," she sniffled, wiping her eyes. "I’m sorry…"

"Hang in there Mon," he said, squeezing her hand. "You can’t give up."

"I just don’t know what to tell my parents. Mom and Dad aren’t going to buy our happy FBI bullshit."

"I can talk to ‘em if you want me too," Doggett said gently. "Tell ‘em what’s going on."

"I don’t mean to pass the buck."

"Mon, you look like you’re gonna pass out. Not pass the buck." He squeezed her hand again. "Monica, you and me, we go back a long time now. You’ve always been there for me when things got rough. It’s my turn now, okay?"

Reyes nodded. "I’m going to go back to the hotel now."

"I’ll see you there. I gotta talk to Allende ‘bout something. Then I’m headin’ that way m’self."


"Okay."

"Call if you need anything."

"I will, thank you," Reyes stood up and tucked the Kleenex into her pocket.

Doggett reached out and squeezed her shoulder affectionately and tried to smile for her before leaving to find Allende.


**

An hour later…

National Air and Space Museum, Smithonian Institution

7th And Independence Drive, Washington DC

Mulder wandered around, looking at the exhibits glorifying man’s adventures in space. "Sir, are you lost?"

"No, I’m-" Mulder started to say as he turned around. "I’m just waiting for someone," he said, grinning at Lux Carlos who was dressed in the grab of a tour guide.

"Fortunately sir, you get a private showing," Carlos said as he fell in step with Mulder, pretending to point out exhibits and explaining their historical significance.

"Any word on the Senator?"

"None. And it’s pissing me off. I’ve got Bunny trying to figure out who the mole in the CIA is but…"

"No luck?"

"Not yet?"

"What about Joshi? You suspected him before."

"We’re investigating Joshi," Carlos said quietly. "So far he seems to be on the up and up."

"He trained you."

"He trained me to trust no one."

"You trust me."

"In some respects."

"Not in others?"

Carlos eyed Mulder’s tie. "Not your fashion sense anyway. Where in the hell did you get that tie?"

"We have another to add to our list of suspects."

"Who’s that?"

"Agent Starkweather."

Carlos stopped dead in his tracks. "You have got to be shitting me."

"She’s not acting like herself, Carlos. If I didn’t know better, I’d swear she’s a different person."

"But?"

"The scars. Jerilyn was scarred terribly as an infant because of the testing they performed on her. She has a scar down her sternum and on her stomach. Plus one on the back of her neck. Also, she has a scar on her forehead. From the first X-File she worked on. She smashed her head on something during an emergency landing in Rome."

"And she has this scarring?"

"Yes. Scully confirmed it for me. Jerilyn wouldn’t let any other doctor but Scully examine her and Scully documented that she did indeed have all appropriate scarring."

"So why?"

"Do I suspect her?" Mulder sighed. "I don’t think she’s acting out of her free will. I think… well… she and I had lunch today and we got into a fight about the X-Files."

"Oh?"

"She wants to quit."

Carlos scratched his goatee. "So she says."

"So she says." Mulder pretended to consult his Smithsonian Institute map. "I think she’s been re-programmed. I think… I believe the Syndicate did something to her. Altered her mind."

"How?"

"How? How the hell do I know? We’ve only scratched the surface of what the Syndicate is capable. Hell… there’s still a big chunk of my memory missing from a case Scully worked on back in Ninety-Three… a U.S. Military test pilot disappears. We were contacted by his wife to find him. Well, he miraculously reappears and claims he’s fine, but I was still suspicious."

"Surprise," Carlos rolled his eyes. "So who did you piss off?"

"I don’t know."

"Come again?"

"I don’t know, Carlos. I remember sneaking onto the Air Base at night. I remember bright lights. Then I remember being released from the Air Base in the daytime. Scully came to get me. I have no idea what happened to me during that missing span of time."

"You think your memory was altered?"

"I KNOW my memory was altered, Carlos. I know I saw something very important, something I was not supposed to see. And they took it away from me."

"So…" Carlos murmured. "You think someone went in and messed with Jerilyn’s mind while she was MIA?"

"They had to have. She’s just… Carlos, I can’t explain it. It’s like an actress hired to play the role of Starkweather. And she’s doing a phenomenal job."

"So what’s tipping you off?"

"Well, first of all, the whole quitting the X-Files issue. She made several good points, points I agree with. However, it sounded like a well-rehearsed speech."

"Okay, I can go with that." Carlos nodded. "What else?"

"Her cat."

"Her cat??"

"He attacked her."

"If memory serves, that cat is evil and attacks everyone. Bit Doggett on several occasions," a dreamy expression crossed Carlos’ face. "Good kitty."

"We perceive the cat as evil," Mulder said, "because we don’t like cats."

"**I** like cats!" Carlos protested. "Just not THAT cat."

"My point is this, despite what people believe, I think animals do possess some sort of memory. Not cognitive like you or me. But I believe they retain the familiarity of scent and action. Jerilyn may smell different to the cat and may be acting different from how he remembers. Because she is unfamiliar, the cat attacks. And you mention that Caesar has attacked Doggett. This is true. And funny as hell. However, Caesar hasn’t bitten or scratched Doggett lately because Doggett is now familiar to the cat. Again, since Jerilyn may have different odors due to her experiences that are not detectable to our senses but to the feline and may be acting erratically. Being emotional and such, the animal, confused, may very well be prompted to attack."

"’When Good Pets Go Bad’ only on FOX," Carlos sighed. Then he said, "Makes sense though. I’ll run that past one of our animal specialists. See what they think."

"Also, I received a disturbing phone call from Scully."

"And?"

"Jerilyn was at Scully’s apartment, visiting Maggie and William. All of a sudden, she said she felt unwell, very fatigued and wanted to go home. By Scully’s edict, I am to go and check on her later today."

"Hm…" That perked Carlos’ attention. "But the exams and the lab work came back okay?"

"So clean that it squeaks."

"Hm…" Carlos was lost in thought. "Missing for two months, and she’s healthy as a horse."

"Not even a scratch."

"She was returned to us for a purpose."

"What purpose?"

"I don’t know. Think Jerilyn knows?"

Mulder shook his head. "No. I asked her about her experiences today. Very text book. The last thing she remembers is getting onto the plane bound for Russia. She did say she had a nightmare last night. She said she recalled bright lights and pounding noises but couldn’t remember it very well. It had faded from her consciousness when she woke up," Mulder’s voice trailed off.

"Are you thinking hypnosis?"

"Worth a shot."

"If you can get the girl to consent, more power to you."

"I know," Mulder said miserably. "I think I’d rather pole dance on a cactus to try and talk her into a regression session, but… dammit, Carlos, there’s something wrong with her. My gut is telling me that this is not Jerilyn."

"You think it’s an imposter maybe?" Carlos voiced the unimaginable. "She does have those delightful duplicates out there."

Mulder shook his head. "Bravo is dead. Charlie is dead. Alpha is in exile. Samita Saint-Claire and her children are in hiding. Plus, not only was the scarring right on, but the blood type, the DNA markers, fingerprints. Everything. It’s Starkweather."

Carlos nodded again. "Okay. Tell you what. Make sure your will is current, then tell her she’s going in for a regression session. No ifs ands or buts. Meanwhile, get your boys to make a few redecorations to Mrs. Starkweather’s apartment if you know what I mean. If she’s being controlled from an outside source, I want eyes and ears on her."

"What about you? What are you going to do?"

"Work on that little mole problem. If there’s a traitor within the CIA and Starkweather was ‘reprogrammed’ as you put it and returned to us to complete some sort of ‘mission’… I bet you Fort Knox that he will contact her."

"What do we do if her mind’s been altered?"

The men looked at each other. Carlos’ eyes were sad. "We’ll deal with that when we get to it, brother."

**

A little later

John Doggett’s house

Falls Church, Virginia

"Round two," Bravo muttered to herself, letting herself into Doggett’s house.

This time she was armed with kitty treats. A can of soft Nine Lives cat food, a can of grocery-store-brand tuna and a small bag of Pounce! Kitty treats.

"Here kitty kitty kitty…" she sang out. "Come here kitty… meow meow… meow meow… Jesus I feel stupid," she muttered as she walked into the kitchen.

First she opened the can of tuna and set it on the floor. "Kitty kitty kitty!! Here kitty kitty…" Bravo leaned against the kitchen sink and waited impatiently. "Dammit," she muttered, stooping down, picking up the tuna can and started to walk through the house. "Kitty… kit-teeeeeeeeeeeee, where are you?"

She canvassed the house twice before she finally spotted Caesar sprawled out on top of a very tall bookcase.

"How in the hell did you get up there?" Bravo bitched. "Never mind. Come down."

Caesar crossed his front paws and twitched his tail, purring.

"Look, let’s start over," Bravo held up the can of tuna. "See, I’m nice, I brought food for you."

Caesar yawned and closed his eyes.

"Goddammit cat, get down!" Bravo flung the can down. The tuna fell out of it with a splat onto Doggett’s hardwood floor. "You can NOT be here when he gets back!!!"

Bravo stalked over to the bookshelf and started to scale it. The shelf groaned with her weight added to it, but Bravo ignored the sound as she firmly planted her feet on the second shelf and reached up for Caesar with her left hand as her right hand clung to the side.

"Come here!!!"

Caesar swiped at her already mutilated hand and leapt down from the shelf. Bravo twisted around to try and grab the flying cat but just then, the shelf began to totter.

"Oh shit!"

Bravo lost her footing and fell on her ass. She curled up in the fetal position and shielded her face as the bookshelf fell on top of her.

"Ow."

Somehow, Bravo managed to crawl out from underneath the shelf and books. Her nose and lip were bleeding profusely.

"Fucking cat!" she spat as she stormed out of the house, slamming the door behind her.

Caesar emerged from his hiding place and surveyed the damage. Pleased with himself, he sought out the tuna he had smelled earlier. The pile of tuna had not been crushed by the falling books and shelf and the oil was making a nice stain in the wood floor. Caesar crouched down and began to feast.

Score: Cat, two. Assassin, zero.

**

A little later…

Special Agent Santiago Allende’s office

Los Angeles Field Office

Los Angeles, California

"Smile though your heart is aching…

smile even though it’s breaking

When they are clouds in the sky…"

Doggett thought he was hearing things. It took him a minute to recognize Nat King Cole’s voice. He tapped on the glass window of the door. "It’s me, Allende."

"Come in," came the calm reply.

Doggett entered a very small yet very neat office. Allende was on the phone, taking notes, but he beckoned Doggett to sit in the very uncomfortable looking chair. Doggett shook his head, shut the door and leaned against it, looking around the tiny room.

No diplomas or commendations hung on the walls. But there was a window, letting in the warm California sun and a framed abstract painting what appeared to be to Doggett nothing but a bunch of paint splatters. But the colors were pretty and did not match the somber gray walls or yellowing linoleum floors. The file cabinets and Allende’s desk took much of the space in the office. But there was a happy little Christmas cactus and an aloe vera plant on top of one of the file cabinets and another one on Allende’s desk. Next to the Christmas cactus on top of the file cabinet were a stack of CDs and a very small CD player. Doggett started nosing around. More Nat King Cole, some Sinatra, one Bing Crosby, a couple Ella Fitzgerald and, in deference to the Twenty-First Century, Harry Connick Junior.

"Thank you," Allende said, hanging up the phone. "I’m sorry," he apologized to Doggett. "You can turn the CD player off if you want to."

Doggett put the CDs down and hit the off button. "My mother would love you," he told Allende as he sat down. "She loves all that old timey music."

"So did my grandmother," Allende smiled. "She was a very artistic soul. She did that painting behind you."

Doggett turned around, hoping to see something of significance in the painting now that he knew it was by a loved one. It still looked like gobs of paint thrown on a canvass. "It’s nice," he lied politely.

"Much to the mixed dismay and amusement of my grandfather, my grandmother devoured American culture the minute my father’s family moved here from Chile. Especially the music. When I would visit her, she’d have it set to an oldies station when she was cooking and whenever they’d start playing the big band stuff, she’d say "Ah, Santiago, now THIS is America," and she’d try and teach me to swing dance. Then dinner would burn because she forgot about it. She was quite the lady."

"Was?"

"She passed away about two years ago."

"I’m sorry."

Allende smiled. "Don’t be. She had a good life." He sighed. "But anyway, back to business."

"Yeah…" Doggett leaned forward. "What did you need to talk to me ‘bout?"

"Rowan Falsch."

Doggett nodded. "Yeah?"

"She is a very sick little girl. That was one of the lab techs at the Children’s Hospital. We sent a blind sample to them to analyze. Agent Doggett… I know Rohrer is dangerous. And…" he picked up a crumpled piece of paper up from off his desk and handed it to him. Doggett recognized it as the fax Malford had contemptuously thrown on the ground at the forest. "I sent an email to an Agent Scully asking him-"

"Her," Doggett corrected him.

"Good thing I didn’t use any pronouns in my email," Allende said blandly, although a slight flush crossed his cheeks. "For a copy of this case file."

"And?"

"She sent me a message back stating she could not fax me a copy of that file at this time due to security measures, however, she did write up a synopsis of that case and she did send me an attachment of a two separate personality profiles on Rohrer. One was completed by an Agent Mulder, dated May 22, 2001. And the other completed by an Agent Starkweather, dated January 15, 2002."

"Did you read them?"

"Yes I did."

"So how insane do you think we are?"

Allende leaned back in his chair, made a steeple with his fingers. "If we did not have several eyewitness accounts of Rohrer throwing the child into the lagoon at Disneyland, the bodies of the people Rohrer broke their necks with his bare hands laying in an autopsy bay plus his ferocious psychological attack on Agent Reyes through the use of her sister… I would be calling for the guys in the white coats to take you all away."

Doggett nodded. "I don’t necessarily believe the alien sci-fi bullshit m’self."

"Yes, Agent Scully made that quite clear in her email. Also Agent Starkweather made it clear while she didn’t discount the existence of extraterrestrials; she does not believe that the UFO phenomenon applied to Rohrer."

"But Mulder did?"

"Mulder’s name has a long reach," Allende grinned. "Remember the movie they made about him. "The Lazarus Cup."? Everyone in our field office went to the premiere."

"That movie sucked."

"Tea Leoni hugged me and she gave me an autograph too."

"Lucky," Doggett grumbled.

"Anyway," Allende went on, "We’ve all heard about Spooky Mulder, including his rise from the dead. However weird we may think he is… and slightly creepy… he is a very intelligent man. Some of his profiles and 302s on cases he worked on when he was still in VICAP were mandatory curriculum for several of my classes at the Academy. He says and thinks up of wild theories but he can almost always back them up. And he’s almost always right."

"So?"

"So, thanks to the information provided by Agent Scully, I have a better picture of what we’re up against." Allende looked up at the clock. "It’s five o’clock somewhere right?" Allende had a half smile on his lips.

Doggett almost smiled himself. "Yeah… probably."

"Lock my door," Allende said as he bent down and opened the bottom drawer of his desk. While Doggett got up to lock the door, Allende had pulled out a bottle of Bacardi rum and two coffee mugs and began pouring.

"Hope you don’t mind it straight and warm," he said.

"Hell," Doggett said, accepting a mug from Allende. "I’d drink boiling gasoline right now."

Allende took a big gulp out of his mug. "You don’t strike me as a rum man."

"I’m not normally… I’m more of a beer an’ whiskey kinda guy," Doggett took a swig from his mug.

Allende took another drink and said to him. "I’m going to lay it on the line, Doggett. What Agent Scully sent me, scares me to death. Because if it’s true, that means we have no weapons to fight this man. And even if we could incapacitate him enough to bring him in, we don’t have a cell strong enough to keep him in."

"I know," Doggett said.

"And if we do manage to hold him until we get him to trial, how in the hell do we get a conviction? We’re giving the DA’s office a fairy tale for evidence."

"I don’t know," Doggett said. "All I know is we gotta get Teresa Reyes away from ‘im."

"Agreed," Allende said. "Agreed. The only problem is how. Our forensic team is batting zero and even Lyoness and Matthews are getting zip. Today was the first time I ever met them, but I had heard of them before. They’re weird, but they are the best. The dream team of the LAPD. Especially when it comes to sex crimes and the like."

"Do you think it’s possible to send a copy of that video to my office in DC?"

"Sure, but why?"

"The X-Files Division has a little "dream team" too. I can get Scully to forward it to them."

"You guys know someone better than Lyoness and Matthews?" Allende said doubtfully.

A smile tugged at Doggett’s lips. "Dollars to doughnuts, their kung-fu can beat Lyoness and Matthews."

Allende replenished his mug and Doggett’s. "You’re a strange man, Agent Doggett."

"No. Actually, I’m very normal. I just have a strange job."

"Alright," Allende made a note to himself. "I’ll tell Lyoness to FedEx a copy to your office tonight. Now… we got sidetracked a little."

"Rowan."

"Like I said earlier, we sent in blind specimens to the Children’s Hospital."

"And?"

"I understand the importance of keeping her safe from Rohrer. Especially after reading the profiles and the synopsis from Agents Mulder and Starkweather. However, Rowan is a very sick little girl."

"The anemia. What is it a symptom of?"

"The girl is crawling with cancer."

"Oh my God."

"She needs to be in a hospital."

"We put her in a hospital, she’s a sitting duck for Rohrer," Doggett said.

Allende countered, "We don’t put her in a hospital, and she’ll be dead."

Doggett rubbed his face. "Jesus."

"I know… from the frying pan…"

"Into the fire," Doggett finished his drink. "I think it is an act of great stupidity if we put Rowan in a hospital."

"And I believe that it is an act of great cruelty if we deny her treatment."

"So basically we’re fucked no matter which way we choose."

"Unfortunately yes."

"Dammit," Doggett said. "Are ya lookin’ for my advice, Allende?"

"Yes," Allende said.

"Keep her hidden, at least for a few more days. A few days can’t hurt. Then, under a different name and with federal protection, have her airlifted to a hospital far away from here. Maybe the Mayo Clinic in Minnesota. Or Bethesda in Maryland. Just don’t keep her in California. Not with Rohrer still running loose."

"Her real parents may be in California."

"And when she gets better, we can sure bring her back to her parents in California IF her parents really ARE in California," Doggett set the mug down on Allende’s desk. "You asked for my advice. That’s how I would handle it if I was agent of record."

Allende finished his drink as well. "If Rowan’s condition stays stable, that will dictate the course of action I choose. However, if she starts to spiral down the drain…"

"You do what you gotta do," Doggett stood up. "I gotta get goin’. I wanna check and see how the Reyes family is doing. And Monica."

Allende nodded. "Here," he held out a pack of Juicy Fruit gum. "Instant breath freshener."

Doggett shook his head. "Feel like I’m in high school again," he said as he unwrapped the shiny foil wrapper.

"I’ll call you and Reyes if anything else develops."

"Get that tape to Agent Scully as soon as possible."

"What should I tell her?"

"I’d call her and tell her what that tape contains and tell her to forward it on to the Lone Gunmen. She’ll know what you mean."

**

Later on…

The Lone Gunmen’s Lair

Tacoma Falls

"What do you MEAN you can’t????" Mulder fumed.

Byers sighed, arms laden down with several keyboards, headsets and various coaxial cables. "Mulder, we’d do anything for you, you know that. This… this is just a bad time for us. We’re very busy. Very very busy, now excuse me… please, excuse me, Mulder…" Byers tried to go around Mulder, but Mulder refused to move.

"Byers, dammit, this is important."

"Frohike," Byers turned his head, looking at the funny little man with big glasses and fingerless gloves. "Help."

Frohike didn’t even look up from his computer monitor. He appeared to be working on some sort of Excel spreadsheet. "Mulder, we said no," he said curtly.

"This is a standard surveillance," Mulder yelled at him. "Something that Langly would call a cakewalk. I just need a few bugs in Starkweather’s apartment. Scully and I can easily keep Starkweather busy while you’re doing the job."

"No," Frohike snapped. "Now go away."

"What the hell is so damned important that you can’t help me this one time!" Mulder pushed past Byers, causing Byers to drop all the equipment he was carrying.

"Dammit, you made me rip my tie!" Byers wailed.

"Answer me," Mulder hovered over Frohike as Frohike double clicked the mouse, bring up his screen saver.

"I gave you an answer," Frohike said. "No. Now go home to the tasty little woman and leave us alone."

"Marvin, I’m getting ready to hit you."

"You would hit a guy with glasses," Frohike griped


Just then, Langly burst through the door. "Hey guys!" he announced as he took off his coat. "I went to the used CD shop and sold all my CDs. Good thing I burned copies of the ones I REALLY wanted to keep, but anyway, I got over two hundred dollars for everything plus I got another two hundred for the speakers."

Langly kept babbling despite Byers’ frantic waving and pointing at Mulder and Frohike slashing his finger across his own throat as a signal to Langly.

"Plus I sold off my old digital camera and a coupla Disney movies I don’t watch anymore to a pawn shop in Alexandria so that brought in-" Langly finally turned around. "Oh," he gulped, seeing Mulder standing there in a gray three piece suit with a sharply starched lighter gray dress shirt and one of his characterically wild ties. "Hi Mulder. Nice tie."

Byers groaned and went to pick up his mess. Frohike slapped his hand to his forehead.

"It’s not that you guys don’t want to help me," Mulder droned, mollified. "It’s because you can’t help me."

Langly looked at his Converse shoes. Byers became very focused on picking up his dropped equipment and Frohike re-opened his Excel spread sheet.

"Guys, we should probably tell ‘em," Langly muttered.

"Tell me what?" Mulder asked suspiciously.

Frohike turned his back and continued to work on his spread sheet. Byers stood up, put the equipment on a work bench and said in a constricted voice. "Yves is gone."

"Gone?" Mulder remembered the pretty girl with the British accent, razor sharp wit and long dark hair who, along with Jimmy Bond, an affable dunderhead, occasionally helped out the Gunmen. "What do you mean gone?"

"We think she was abducted."

"Aliens?" Mulder instantly burst out.

"Worse," Frohike responded, not even turning around.

"Our own government," Byers replied.

"It’s a long story," Langly muttered.

"Jimmy has already gone after her," Byers explained. "And we’re trying to raise as much money as we can to find her."

"Why would they take Yves?" Mulder asked.

"We don’t know," Byers said. "But we have to find her."

"I’ve been trying to figure out," Frohike turned around, gesturing to his Excel spread sheet. "How much money we’ll need. Versus how much we got."

"I’ll help," Mulder said. "I can get Scully or Doggett to open an X-File and I’ll talk to my contact at the CIA. We’ll get her back."

The Gunmen looked at each other. "Mulder… we appreciate it, we really do…" Byers told him.

"But if it is our government that took her, having an X-File opened on her or CIA poking around is like painting a big bull’s eyes on her forehead. It’s safer for her if nobody knows somebody’s looking for her," Frohike said.

Mulder nodded his head, understanding. "I can still help," he said. "The FBI still owes me a couple of consultation fees. I’ll put a bug in Skinner’s ear to cut through the red tape and get that money to me."

"No," Frohike said forcibly.

"You can’t say no," Mulder said. "They owe me at least two thousand dollars."

"We will not take your money," Byers said.

"We ain’t gonna take bread outta William and Scully’s mouths," Langly crossed his arms, glaring at Mulder.

"Mulder," Frohike said. "This is our fight. You’ve got yours. We’ve got ours."

"But you’ve helped me with mine."

"The best way for you to help us," Byers said kindly, "is to stay out of it, Mulder."

"We’re gonna be pissin’ off lots of people," Langly said.

"Then let me start paying you when you help me out. Or set it up in the FBI that you guys get consultation fees too."

"Mulder, no." Frohike was firm. "We will not take your money. You’re a friend. We don’t take money from friends. And we won’t let you jeopardize Scully’s position in the FBI or your freedom to get federal funds to us. Remember. We’re hackers. What we do is a felony."

Mulder opened his mouth, then shut it again. "I’m sorry," he finally said. "Guys… I’m really sorry."

"We know," Frohike said.

"We know you understand how we feel… with Samantha and Starkweather and all…" Byers said lamely.

"Yeah," Langly echoed impotently.

"If there’s anything I can do," Mulder started to say.

"We’ll call," Frohike assured him. "Until then, Mulder… please, stay out of this."

"Okay," Mulder said weakly, feeling like he was bitten to death by a butterfly. These three homely, nerdy crusaders had beaten Fox Mulder into submission. "Okay."

"We’ll try to get to Starkweather’s as soon as we can," Frohike relented. "But it won’t be today or tomorrow. But we will take care of it."

"Thank you," Mulder said, turning to leave. He paused at the door. "Good luck," he said softly. "I hope you find her."

"So do we," Frohike said, swallowing hard. "So do we."

**

Later…

Comfort Inn

1710 West 7th Street

Los Angeles, CA 90017

There was a gentle tapping on her door.

Reyes didn’t move from her bed. "Who is it?"

"Es su madre," came the soft yet strong voice from the other side of the door.

"Viniendo, Mami," Reyes said, rolling off of the bed. She looked at her reflection in the mirror, decided she didn’t like what she saw, but was too tired and sad to do anything about it.

She opened the door. "Hi Mom."

Raquel Reyes was a short, round woman with curly hair. By no means was she obese, just round and curvy in all the right places. Plump and cute. She had just begun to put on more weight in the past few years, stating that she was too old to battle a few extra pounds. The weight went straight to her hips, breasts and cheeks. Her raven black curls were now streaked with silver. She also gave up battling her fading hair.

But she never gave up mothering her adult children. "You need to eat something," she scolded Monica, holding up a room service tray."

"Oh Mom…"

"What?" Raquel entered the room and put the tray down on the little table near the door. "You think that starving yourself is going to bring Teri back faster? Now, sit. Eat. And talk to me," she ordered her daughter in her heavily accented English.

Blinking back tears, Reyes obeyed as her mother took the cover off the tray. Two hamburgers, two sides of salad and two sides of fries greeted them. Raquel took the plates off her tray, setting the food in front of Reyes and then at the place she planned to sit at.

"¿Cómo es Papa?" Reyes asked nervously, nibbling at a fry.

Raquel, despite her admonishments to her daughter, only played with her salad. "Preocupado. Triste. Asustado." After a beat, Raquel admitted, "Siento esa manera también."

"Mami, we’re doing all we can," she said helplessly.

"I know, querida, I know," Raquel soothed her. "It’s not your fault."

"It IS my fault, Mother!" Reyes finally burst out. "It is my fault. They’re using Teri to get back at me!"

"No entiendo, Monica."

"¿Debo hablar en español?"

Raquel waved her hand. "I understand the language, Moni. I don’t understand WHAT you are talking about."

"I can’t tell you… I shouldn’t have said anything in the first place."

"Why? Afraid they’re going to take me like they did Teresa?"

"Yes," Reyes admitted.

Raquel reached for her daughter’s hand. "Oh mi pequeñita," she crooned. "I love you and your father loves you," Reyes broke down in tears but Raquel did not stop talking. "I would give the entire world to bring Teri home right now," her eyes misted over. "You and I both know that there are some things about your job you must keep in confidence and I respect that. However if your knowledge endangers those you love, you must share that information or as much information as possible, in order to protect them."

Reyes grabbed a napkin and mopped her eyes. "You’ll think I’m crazy."

Her mother shrugged. "A little craziness keeps this world interesting. And honest."

So, while holding her mother’s hand, Reyes told her as much as she could of the X-Files, the Syndicate and Starkweather. She did not give names or places. Or mention extraterrestrials. She did tell her about Scully’s disappearance and her battle with cancer. She told her about the strange family tree that Mulder, Starkweather and William made up and how William was perceived a threat to a delicate balance between peace and war. She told her about Mulder’s disappearance. She told her about the unusual circumstances the boy was conceived, or as much as she could without mentioning aliens, and of his birth, again not mentioning replicants. She told her about Starkweather’s bizarre childhood. She told her about the Eden Project. She told her about Doggett and Starkweather’s disappearances. And Starkweather’s disappearance. And her strange reappearance. And her suspicions.

Raquel stayed quiet while Reyes spoke. When Reyes took a deep breath and said no more, Raquel took this to be her cue that her daughter had finished. "And your friends… do they remember anything?"

"Scully said that she has dreams about it, but can’t remember the dreams. Mulder remembers a lot, up until where he passes out from the pain. John… John says he doesn’t remember."

"You think he’s lying?"

"I know he’s lying."

"And this imposter…"

"Mom, I can’t explain it. I can just feel it, that’s not Jerilyn. This is all happening because They figured out that I know that is not Jerilyn."

Raquel was lost in thought. "Have you told your friend? John Doggett?"

Reyes shook her head. "He won’t believe me."

"You mean he won’t want to believe you. There’s a difference, mi pequeñita." When Reyes did not respond, Raquel sighed and clutched her daughter’s hand tighter. "Monica, you must tell him."

"What if I’m wrong?"

"What if you’re right?"

**

Later…

Jerilyn Starkweather’s apartment

Arlington, Virginia

"Oh Christ," Bravo groaned when she heard a knock on her door. She had been lying peacefully on Starkweather’s couch with an icepack on her face. The bleeding had stopped but her face felt swollen. Taking the icepack off her face, she yelled, "Who is it?"

"Mulder."

"Hold on!" Bravo yelled. "I’m naked."

She quickly closed her valise filled with knives and shoved it underneath the couch. The briefcase full of guns was already stowed away in Starkweather’s bedroom.

Bravo tousled her hair to make it look like she just pulled a shirt over her head. She got off the couch and went to the front door.

"Now what?"

"My God, Jerilyn… what happened?" Mulder reached out to examine her bruised face.

Bravo batted his hand away. "It looks worse that what it really is."

"What happened?"

"Cat Attack Number Two. What did you guys do? Brainwash him while I was gone?"

Her words struck a deep chord with Mulder. "Jerilyn, Scully asked me to check on you."

"Why?"

"She said her mother called. That you weren’t feeling well."

"GOD! I am not… Look, I feel FINE. I’m just tired. And my face hurts."

"I just wanted to be sure," Mulder said, "that you were okay."

"I am okay, just… just tired. Very tired."

"Can I come in?"

Bravo sighed and moved aside so Mulder could enter. "I’ve told you everything that I can remember," she told him, shutting the door behind him. "Please, Mulder, I just want to rebuild my life… I’m…. I’m so fucked up right now. I just… I… I don’t know up from down. I just need some time. Hell, I don’t even know if I want to be in the FBI anymore." She leaned against her front door.

Mulder sat down on her couch. Leaning forward, hands together, he said quietly, "Would you feel better if you could remember? Would that help you figure out up from down?"

She shrugged. "I don’t know."

Mulder took a deep breath. "Jerilyn… what about hypnosis?"

"What about it?" Bravo stared at him for a second before catching onto what he was asking about. "NO."

"Jerilyn…"

"Fuck no. Mulder… don’t."

"Before you demonstrate your fluency in vulgar obscenities, hear me out little sister."

"Half-sister."

"Minor detail," Mulder said mildly.

Bravo scowled. Why won’t this guy just give it up? "You have five minutes before I throw your ugly ass out. I’m tired and want to go to bed."

"Starting when?"

"Starting now," Bravo glanced at the little clock on one of the windowsills. "Four minutes… fifty-seven seconds."

Mulder pulled a bag of sunflower seeds out of his coat pocket. He held them up to Bravo. "Want some?"

"No. Four minutes, fifty-three seconds. Tick tock. Tick tock, Mulder."

"Time," Mulder mused. "I don’t understand time. All the times that were so good, so wonderful, the moments that I wanted to last forever, ended in a blink of an eye. The times that were… are bad… seem to drag for eternity. I thought I was cursed, a tragic hero per se… doomed from the moment the bright lights came and bore my sister away, to have my life divided up as such. Seconds of joy, decades of despair."

<<Jesus H Christ>> Bravo inwardly groaned to herself. <<How self-absorbed can one person be?>> Out loud, she replied "’Seconds of joy?’ Gag. Sell your drivel to Hallmark, buddy boy, ‘cause I ain’t buying."

"You are trying to create buffers, Jerilyn. Shields. Created with your snide remarks and catty attitude. With your bitchy attitude, you’re trying to protect the nicer side of your nature from the horrors you just recently experiences. Experiences you claim you don’t remember, but they linger. In your sub-conscious, waiting for sleep to rob you of dreams."

"I don’t have a nice side."

"That’s not true and you know it and I know it. I’ve seen ‘the softer side’ and I’m not talking about Sears. I’m talking about the woman who plays with my son. Who mourned her husband. Who tried to protect Charlie from herself. Who believes in her partner and risked her own life to save him when everyone else gave up hope."

<<Stupid bitch>> Bravo said to herself caustically as she pretended to be embarrassed by Mulder’s words. <<I would have left Doggett to rot in that concentration camp, but that’s just me.>> To Mulder, she said "Well… don’t tell anyone. I’ve got a reputation to uphold."

"Jerilyn, that’s what I’m afraid of the most. That your self-defense mechanisms will overwhelm what is good and decent about you. I don’t give a damn about your reputation; it’s your character I’m concerned about.

"You will not be able to repress this forever. In time, the memories will come. And without your heart, you will not be able to fight them. You will not be able to bear them. If you allow yourself to become bitter, you will be as brittle as an eggshell. You’ll crack."

"Egg shells are stronger than they appear," Bravo told him. "After all, it’s the shell that protects the chick."

"And it’s the mother hen that protects the eggs. Until someone steals them away and smashes them." Mulder shook a handful of seeds into his hands. "I don’t want you smashed Jerilyn. There’s a difference between a broken heart and an obliterated one."

"What’s the difference?"

"A broken heart can be pieced together again. Obliteration, all you have is dust."

"Mulder, if you’re trying to break into the world of poetry, I strongly recommend you keep your day job."

"My day job," Mulder snorted. "Chasing monsters is not exactly a dream day job."

"Then why do it?" Bravo asked him.

"Someone has to."

"Why you?"

"Why not," Mulder shrugged. "I have no answers. I don’t know why I look to the skies for answers. But they are out there… and you brought them here. The answer to everything, everything that Scully and I have fought for and nearly died for… is within you, Jerilyn."

<<You’re right>> Bravo thought as she stared at Mulder, pretending to be contemplating his words. <<The answers are within Jerilyn Starkweather. Too damn bad you’ll never find her.>>

"Mulder…" she said in a fretful voice. "Hypnosis though… it is such an imprecise therapy. It could do more damage than good. How do I know I won’t be lead astray? Have false memories planted inside my head?"

"I will be there. The entire time. Scully too, if you want her to be."

Bravo mulled that over. "Where though?" she added a tremor to her voice. "I don’t want to go to a hospital."

"Why?" Instantly Mulder was alert. Why wouldn’t a medically trained doctor who specialized in forensics for the FBI be leery of hospitals.

Bravo shrugged, playing up the act of discomfort. "I don’t know… I just… I’ve just had enough of hospitals. Okay?"

"We could pull some strings and have someone make a house call," Mulder said. "They can come here, or maybe Scully’s."

The wheels in Bravo’s deadly mind were turning. "Or maybe your place?"

"If you want to." Mulder nodded. "So do you agree? Will you consent to a hypnotic regression therapy?"

Bravo stood up suddenly. "I want to think about it. Okay? Just let me think about it. I don’t want to say yes or no right away, okay? I’m very tired. I want to go to sleep."

Mulder stood up as well. "Alright," he said. "Think about it. And let me know."

"I will. I need to kick you out now."

"Call if-"

"I need anything," Bravo interrupted him. "And I will. Now I need sleep. Please. Mulder. Go home."

Mulder nodded, popping a seed into his mouth, then absently putting the bag of sunflowers in one coat pocket and the loose seeds in the other pocket. "Good night," he mumbled.

After Mulder left, Bravo locked the door and rested her forehead against the door. "God…"

She turned off the lights and walked into the hideously airless room, which the real Jerilyn Starkweather made into her bedroom.

There was no bed, only a futon. When she moved from the large two-bedroom apartment she had shared with her husband in Washington to the converted attic apartment in Arlington, she had sold her bedroom set. It had been a wedding gift from Ben’s parents. It just didn’t feel right to Starkweather to keep it. After all, if Ben hadn’t been killed, they were to be divorced.

Underneath the futon, Bravo had not only hidden her slender valise of guns, but a Dell laptop. She pulled it out and connected it to a phone line before booting it up. After typing in the access codes, she clicked on Internet Explorer. "Jesus, hurry up," she bitched at the slow Internet connection. Finally she was online and was able to go into her email. "About time."

Her inbox was empty. This did not concern her. The Syndicate never sent her emails on this account. She only sent emails with this address.

In the darkness, she began to type. The glow from the computer screen distorted her face, making her appear demonic. Especially when she bit her lower lip as she concentrated on the message she was composing.

Appearances aren’t always deceptive.

After she completed her email and sent it away, she pulled out one of the secured cell phones from under her bed as well. She hit the number two button and said "I need a mugging and a robbery in forty-eight hours. Instructions have been sent."

She then pulled out her Glock and, using the gun’s butt, smashed the cell into bits and pieces. She scooped up the pieces and carried them to the bathroom. She dropped the pieces into the toilet and flushed.

Re-entering the bedroom, she picked up the Glock off the floor again. Cradling it, she curled up onto the futon and closed her eyes.

Then re-opened them.

<<What did Mulder mean today at the brew pub… that the man he thought was his father was killed… I thought Bill Mulder was Mulder and Starkweather’s father…>>

"No," she said, clutching her gun.

That rumor about the Cancer Man being Mulder’s father was not true. It couldn’t be true.

It was too ridiculous to be true. Too "Luke I am your father" to be true.

"It’s not true," Bravo said aloud, but, thinking about little William and remembering how his mobile spun, made her shiver. Bravo, the assassin without morals or fear, was trembling.

"Oh God," she moaned, curling up into the fetal position. "Please let them let me kill that kid."

She also devoutly hoped that they would just kill Starkweather as well. And Mulder.

And Scully. And Reyes and Doggett and A.D. Skinner. Gibson Praise and Blade Connor. Jeremiah Smith and that bitch Alpha. Krycek. Marita and Felitza Covarubias. Sharon Kuhn and Justin Leo. Lux Carlos and Knowles Rohrer. And Jeffrey Spender. All of them. Just get rid of all of them. Then burn that office to the ground.

Bravo lay awake all night, clutching her gun.

**

Two days later

May 1, 2002

La Brea Tar Pits

12:45 PM Pacific Time

Reyes wandered around the park, wired and armed. And scared to death.

She didn’t know who she was looking for, or where to even be. All she knew was she had to be at the La Brea Tar Pits by one o’clock.

She had been at the park since nine in the morning. Agents, both federal and CIA had been canvassing the park ever since Rohrer left Reyes the cryptic videotape.

Reyes wished again she had been able to tell Doggett her suspicions about Starkweather but he had been kept occupied by the Los Angeles Branch Office. Not only was there the situation with Teresa Reyes to handle, but also of little Rowan Falsch. So far, there were no hits on the Missing Children Network for her. And her condition was deteriorating rapidly. She was barely eating now. Dr. Fix was screaming for someone’s head, preferably Doggett, since it was his call that kept Rowan hidden and out of the hospital. Doggett and Allende tried to explain to the doctor the importance of keeping Rowan secured but she didn’t understand. She only saw a sick child being denied treatment. She had started making noises about going to the press about what was happening to the girl.

Reyes, meanwhile, when she wasn’t with her parents or fielding phone calls from her brother and other sister, was trying to provide as much information as possible to all the law enforcement agencies that where assisting in the search for Teresa Reyes. Whenever Reyes would start telling them about Knowles Rohrer, most of them looked at her like she was insane. Only the contact person from the CIA, a man Lux Carlos sent, took her seriously.

And when she wasn’t talking to everyone, she was preparing for her meeting with the contact who would take her false resignation. Naturally undercover cops and federal agents would be combing the park. Reyes was to be wired and armed. Skinner faxed the false termination papers to the LA Field Office. Reyes did not know if Kersh was aware of this action and did not ask.

She just prayed that some clue would be provided where Teri was being held. So far, there was nothing. The searches in Anaheim and all the small communities surrounding the Sequoia National Forest were coming up with nothing.

Reyes leaned against a railing and stared at the gooey, burbling pit that had absorbed dinosaurs and mastodons. Allende and Doggett were in a surveillance vehicle, disguised as a park maintenance vehicle. Doggett was Reyes’ eyes and ears as Allende continued to work with the computers while listening to police scanners, hoping to catch a squawk on Rohrer. Allende’s partner, Malford, was also watching the monitors on the van’s walls, but he was dressed as a park maintenance man. He was prepared to go out into the park if necessary. He was also communicating with the other agents, directing him where to go if he detected suspicious activity.

"Jesus, it’s hot," Doggett griped, loosening his tie. He had already shed his coat and rolled up his shirt sleeves a little while ago. Allende never bothered with a suit jacket but he had undone his tie long ago. Looking at the several television screens in the van, all connected to the park’s security system, watching Reyes mill around the park, he asked Allende "Anything on the radio?"

Allende, pushing his ear piece into his ear deeper shook his head.

"That better not be a Dodgers game you’re listenin’ to," Doggett joked with him, trying to cover up his nervousness. He didn’t like Reyes out there, on her own.

Malford snorted. "He’s not a baseball man," he said disdainfully

Doggett ignored Malford. "Whaddya like?"

"Rugby," came Allende’s calm answer.

Doggett looked up at the monitors again. "Shit…"

"What is it?"

"Someone’s approaching Monica… can’t make out the face tho’…" Doggett was wearing a headset-microphone so he could hear Reyes and talk to her as well. He reached up and clicked the microphone on. "Monica, there’s someone comin’ up from behind you. About ten feet from ya. Looks… looks like… a woman…"


Reyes said "Okay," without moving her lips. She was wearing a pair of low-riding denim shorts and red tennis shoes with white socks. She also had on a loose V-necked t-shirt that concealed her wire and a huge long sleeved denim shirt that concealed her weapon. She wore sunglasses. She leaned against the railing, looking out at the tar pits, her hand casually draped just so, inches away from her Sig Sauer.

"She’s comin’ closer," Doggett told her as Agent Malford began instructing the undercover agents to focus on the sector Reyes was in. "Agents Mathers and Benchly got your back. And we’re right here, Monica. Sit tight."

"Okay," Reyes said again, reaching into her shirt pocket and pulling out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter. Nervously, she lit up.

"Excuse me, miss?" a soft, cultured voice said. "I don’t mean to be presumptuous. But I believe we’ve met before… at the Statue of Liberty?"

Reyes swallowed. She recognized the voice. Turning around slowly, she said lowly "What are you doing Senator?"

"Oh my fucking God…" Doggett said, mouth going dry.

"What is it?" Allende said, standing up.

"Did Agent Reyes just call her ‘Senator’? As in US Senator?" Malford demanded.

"Not just any US Senator," Doggett said. "Senator Jenneva Wesley-Bailey for the state of Arizona."

The Honorable Senator Wesley-Bailey stood before Agent Reyes in a buttoned up mauve suit jacket, matching skirt and an ivory blouse. She had patent leather high heels on her feet and an alligator skinned handbag. Her nylons looked like silk and her makeup was flawless.

"She was reported missing…" Allende said slowly.

"… the day after Teresa Reyes disappeared." Doggett said grimly. "And the bitch has betrayed us before."

"How?" Malford snapped. "She’s a US Senator!"

Doggett glared at Malford. "Maybe if you woulda read that X-File we had faxed to ya, you would know what I’m talking about. And oh yeah, she’s STANDING right there! And she gave the code word Rohrer told Reyes to listen for."

"Why, Senator?" Reyes demanded, hand inching towards her gun. "Why are you doing this? Teresa is innocent. How could you be involved."

"Agent Reyes," the Senator said lowly. "I know you are wired. I know your partner can hear me. Please listen to me. I am just as much a victim as you are. As your sister. As my daughter, Lilly."

"Liar," Reyes told her in a quiet voice. "You sold out your stepdaughter, Jerilyn. Why should we trust you?"

The Senator opened her purse. There was nothing in there except for another VHS tape. "Take the tape, put your letter inside and hurry," she begged her.

"All I have to do," Reyes said, "is to give the word and thirty federal agents will be on your ass."

Tears stood out in the Senator’s eyes. "Don’t! Do that and we’ll all die."

"You’re bluffing."

The Senator put her hand bag on the ground and unbuttoned her coat. "No," she whispered. "I’m not."

"Oh God," Reyes breathed out loud. "She’s wearing a bomb."

Underneath her jacket, the Senator was wearing a vest made up almost entirely of C-4 explosives. "The man who has your sister said to tell you that one wrong move and he’ll detonate this thing…"

Inside the surveillance van, while a white-faced Malford was instructing the agents to back off, Doggett forced his voice to stay calm and strong as he told Reyes. "Mon, just do as she says. Rohrer’s got all the cards in this round. We can’t afford to lose you and the Senator. Just do as she says. We’ll put a tail on the Senator as she leaves. Hopefully we’ll be able to catch the guy who’s got ‘er."

Reyes felt her fingers burning. She realized that she had let her cigarette smolder to the filter. She dropped the cigarette and ground it out. She pulled the false letter out of her pocket and bent down for the handbag. In a single motion, she threw the letter inside and took the video out. Standing up, she held the handbag out.

The Senator accepted the bag. "I’m sorry," she said, clutching the bag to her. "I’m sorry… I…" she turned away, buttoning up her coat again and walking away.

Casually, Agent Benchly, who had been posing as a janitor, started to follow the Senator.

Malford kicked the wall of the van and swore loudly. Allende slumped to his seat, looking defeated. Doggett ripped his headset off of his head and threw it down. "I’m gonna go check on Reyes," he said needlessly and left the van.

Reyes was sitting down on the park bench, head buried in her hands, handbag next to her. Doggett jogged up to her. "Monica…"

Reyes looked up and started to smile. Then she screamed "John!!!! Behind you!" as she drew her weapon.

Doggett turned too late to see Knowles Rohrer standing behind him. Tourists started to scream and run as Doggett pulled out his gun but Rohrer knocked it out of his hands and grabbed him by his throat. Lifting him high in the air, Rohrer carried Doggett towards the tar pits.

"NO!!!!" Reyes cried out again. "Rohrer, don’t!"

Rohrer lifted Doggett over the railing, dangling him over the tar pit. Doggett clung to Rohrer’s wrist with both hands as he held him over the boiling tar.

"Got any feathers, Agent Reyes?" Rohrer asked.

Fifteen federal agents, including Allende, Mathers and Malford, ten CIA agents and one park security guard suddenly materialized, all pointing their guns at Rohrer.

"All of you," Rohrer yelled. "Drop your weapons. Or I drop him." He lowered Doggett slowly until the soles of his shoes were skimming the tar. Doggett, utterly helpless, clutched at Rohrer’s wrist, but felt lightheaded from the lack of air. Rohrer squeezed his throat just a little more and he gagged, instinctively trying to pry Rohrer’s fingers off of his throat so he could breath.

Reyes pointed her gun away from Rohrer and safetied it. "Do it!" she yelled. "He’s not bluffing, he’ll drop him!"

"Dammit," Allende also safetied his weapon. "Do it!"

The rest followed suit and threw their weapons to the ground. "Bring him over the railing and let him go," Reyes said forcefully, walking towards him. "I did what you asked me. I quit the FBI. I surrendered my gun and shield. The gun I had is privately owned. I did what you asked me."

"I asked you to be alone, Agent Reyes, oops! I mean Miss Reyes," Rohrer said sweetly.

Reyes looked at Doggett. His eyes were rolling in the back of his head as his face was starting to change colors due to lack of oxygen. "They wouldn’t let me be alone," she told him. "They didn’t trust me. They have no reason to trust me; you of all people know that. Please don’t hurt my friend… please please don’t hurt my sister," she begged.

Rohrer smiled cruelly at her. "I won’t hurt your sister this time," he promised her. "And I won’t hurt your… friend… this time either." He turned slightly and grabbed the back of Doggett’s shirt with his other hand, then turned to face the agents and Reyes again, using Doggett as a human shield. Not that he necessarily needed it. He just didn’t want all his abilities exposed in broad daylight. As he walked through the crowd of agents, he yelled, "But I will be teaching you an object lesson, Agent Reyes. Someone WILL die tonight. And… the next time you don’t follow my instructions to the letter, your sister will die," he laughed at her as he walked away from them backwards. When he felt he was far enough away from them, he lifted Doggett up a little, then hoisted him in the air. As Doggett flew through the air and crashed on a park bench, Rohrer fled the scene.

Reyes and Allende ran to Doggett’s aid as the other agents pursued Rohrer. Doggett had landed hard on the seat of the bench, then rolled off onto the grass. He lay very still. A trickle of blood dripped from his mouth.

"John!! No, no, no, oh God…" Reyes cried as she knelt beside him. Allende also knelt down by him as he pulled out his cell phone and called 9-11.

"We have a federal agent down, repeat, we have a federal agent down, possible head trauma," Allende said as Reyes shook at Doggett, yelling at him to move, do something. Allende repeated the 9-11 dispatch’s instructions to her and Reyes worked fast to stabilize Doggett’s head and neck to the best of her ability. "John, please," Reyes whispered in his ear. "Get up, get up. We have to find Teri." In an even softer voice, she said while grasping his hand tightly, "We have to find Jerilyn."


Doggett didn’t move.

**

Later…

The X-Files Office

J. Edgar Hoover Building

Washington DC

5:25 PM Eastern Standard Time

Mulder tapped on the doorframe. "Scully, it’s me." When Scully looked up at him, her face streaked with tears, Mulder asked softly "What happened?"

Scully folded her hands and looked at her desk as Mulder walked into the office, stopping at his desk.

"Has Carlos been in contact with you yet?"

"No. Why? What is going on?"

"I just got off the phone with Skinner. He… um… told me that things with the Teresa Reyes case just went from bad to worse. But that’s not the reason why I called. Not originally."

"Well… start from the beginning."

"Originally I called you because Jerilyn was mugged this afternoon."

"Jerilyn??? Mugged? Is she alright?"

"They beat her up a little, but she’s alright… under the circumstances."

Mulder put his hand to his chest. "Oh God… but she’s alright, that’s all that matters. Scully? Right? Isn’t that all that matters?"

Scully shook her head. "This wasn’t a random robbery, Mulder. She was on her way here to J. Edgar…. She… Mulder, I screwed up. I… I let Jerilyn take original files out of here. She wanted to see if she could dig up some information on Rohrer that would help with the Teresa Reyes investigation and… Mulder, she was on her way here to return them and she got jumped. That’s all they stole. Then her landlady called. Her apartment had been broken into. Nothing appears to be missing, but her file cabinet had been opened and all of her personal papers had been thrown everywhere and someone had hacked into her computer. Jerilyn thinks they stole the disk she had put all her notes about Rohrer on."

"Oh shit," Mulder ran his hand over his face. "Which files did she have?"

"The only ones we had in here about Knowles Rohrer," Scully whispered. "Mulder, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. I knew better. I told Jerilyn I would make photocopies and she said that she would be careful…"

Mulder rested his hand absently on his old desk. Lifted his hand up and rubbed his fingers together, feeling the dust. Slowly he walked towards Scully. "I’m not going to lie Scully. I’m not happy about those files disappearing. But there’s nothing we can do about it now. And the important files we have are well hidden. You didn’t tell Jerilyn where those are, did you?"

"No. I did not."

Mulder nodded as he pulled out a chair and sat down in front of Scully’s desk. "Where is Jerilyn now?"

"She said she was going to get a hotel. I offered my place, but… she said she didn’t want to invite trouble to my place, especially with William there."

"I’ll call her and find out what hotel she’s at," Mulder said. "Then I’m going to bring her to my place. If she wants privacy, then I’ll go to Georgetown and stay with you and William. But… God, Scully, I don’t like her being alone. This just reaffirms my belief that something’s wrong. That Starkweather was not left untainted by this experience. I just… I just feel it," Mulder put his hand on his chest again, where his one remaining scar from his own abduction experience was. "Something’s not right."

"She may be more willing to go through with the hypnosis."

"But you disagree."

"Mulder, we’ve been through this several times. I don’t trust hypnotism. I’ve been hypnotized twice and nothing good came of it. Plus it’s too risky. The possibilities of false memories being planted are too strong."

"That’s why I’ll be there. And you. Maybe we’ll even call Doggett to see if he can spare a little time away from LA to be there for Starkweather. Surround her with people she trusts while she undergoes the regression."

"Um… Mulder… I don’t think Doggett will be able to leave LA just quite yet…"

"Why?" Mulder asked. "What happened."

"Well," Scully took a deep breath. "That’s what Skinner called me about while I was waiting for you to come so I could tell you about Jerilyn’s mugging."

Scully proceeded to tell Mulder about the events at the La Brea Tar Pits. When she was done, he asked "Is he alright?"

"Severe concussion. He re-injured the same ribs he hurt last winter when he and Jerilyn went to South Dakota to investigate the site of the Eden Project. But the doctors are concerned about the bruising around the larynx and trachea. They are keeping him overnight for observation."

Mulder closed his eyes. "I’ll have to tell Jerilyn about that as well. Any word on the Senator?"

"Well… the FBI is still operating under the assumption that she’s alive. The vest was found a few miles away. But they lost her trail again. There were no prints or any thing that would contain a DNA marker on the second videotape either. I have been emailing the agent of record for the Teresa Reyes case. An Agent Allende. He said per Agent Doggett’s instructions, he would be sending me a copy of the first tape to give to the Gunmen to analyze. To see if they can find something that they had missed. I received that tape earlier this afternoon and had already given it to Byers."

"Has the LA Branch Office viewed the second video tape?"

"Yes," Scully said tightly.

"And?"

"It’s bad news."

"Like any of this has been good news."

"No… Mulder. What I mean to say is that it’s bad news for us. For all of us. You, me, Jerilyn, John, Monica."

"How?"

"Mulder, the second demand is to shut down the X-Files."

**

Later that night…

The Holiday Inn

Washington DC


Bravo would have loved to stay somewhere really glamorous. However, knowing Starkweather wasn’t exactly the type to throw money around, she pick somewhere in the middle. Not a hole in the wall, but not the Hilton either.

Bravo was resting quietly when the knock came on the door. "Who is it?" she called out.

"It’s me."

Bravo had been expecting Mulder to make an appearance ever since she handed the files over to Justin Leo to be destroyed ("And don’t fuck this up, Leo!!" she had yelled at him) then having him punch her in the face once to give her a shiner. She had a feeling he may have enjoyed that a little too much, but she didn’t trust theatrical makeup in this case. She needed the real deal.

She artfully tore her blouse and jacket, made sure her nose was bleeding and then ran crying to the police. While the police was busy taking her statement, Leo had gone to Starkweather’s apartment and trashed it. She strongly suspected the Mini-Rat-Boy stole a momento or two for despite everything that happened last winter, Justin Leo believed strongly that Starkweather was Lilly Stratford, his long lost love.

Not that Bravo cared too deeply.

"Coming," she called out to Mulder as she slid off the bed and turned off the television set. Grabbing a small Beretta from off the nightstand, she went over to the door. She unlocked the door, but did not undo the chain lock. Peeping through the crack of the door, she saw Mulder standing there. "Are you alone?"

"Yes."

Bravo shut the door again, undid the chain lock and then threw the door open. "Oh my God, Jerilyn," Mulder moaned as he shut the door behind him.

"It’s not as bad as it looks," Bravo muttered as she sat down on the bed. "Really. My pride is hurt more than anything else." When Mulder opened his mouth, she cut him off. "Mulder, I was being fucking stupid, alright? I knew better than to take those files out of the office. I made Scully give them to me. She wanted to make photocopies but I talked her out of it. Now they’re gone and God only knows what else. Somebody came and tossed my house too."

"I know… Scully told me."

"There’s something else," Bravo swiveled her head up to look at him. "I can tell. In your voice. Something’s wrong." She got up to put the gun back on the night stand and then sat down again.

Mulder nodded. "Before I start… to tell you… I want to give you the good news first."

"Okay," Bravo acted like Starkweather steeling herself for the worst possible news ever, her face frozen in an emotionless mask. "Hit me."

"The good news is that Doggett is alright."

<<Dammit, that is NOT good news.>> "Doggett…" Bravo knew she had to give an Oscar Award caliber performance when it came to Doggett. Her personal distaste for the man must not show at all. It would be the one thing that would give her away. Doggett was the sun, the moon and the stars to Starkweather.

She gave up her freedom and quite possibly her life for the sun, the moon and the stars.

"What happened?" Bravo’s voice quavered realistically.

Mulder sat down on the bed and quietly told her what Scully told him about what happened at the La Brea Tar Pits.

One of the acting abilities Bravo prided herself on was her talent for crying on command. Blinking her eyes rapidly after Mulder finished his story, she whispered, "But he’s alright, right? You said he was alright."

"He’s in the hospital, but he’s alright," Mulder was quick to reassure her. "He’s going to a hell of a sore throat and headache for the next couple of days, but he’s alright."

Bravo let her crocodile tears flow. "Oh my God… when will this stop?" she sobbed.

Mulder gathered her into his arms, rocking her back and forth. "I swear Jerilyn, somehow, I will stop this. As long as there’s hope, I’ll do what I can to stop this."

"One person can’t stop it by himself," Bravo whispered.

"Probably not, but… one person just can’t stand by and do nothing either."

"No… what I’m saying is…. What I’m saying is I want to do the hypnotism." She pulled away from Mulder and looked him in the eye. "I want to do the regression hypnotism therapy."

Mulder cupped her swollen face in his hands. "Jerilyn, are you sure? Are you very sure?"

Jerilyn nodded. "I have to know what happened. I… I can’t lose another person, Mulder. My mother. The Admiral. Ben… I can’t… I’ll die if someone else slips away."

Mulder hugged her tight. "No one is going anywhere, Jerilyn. Not while I have anything to say about it."

A cold cruel smile that Mulder couldn’t see crossed Bravo’s face. <<That’s just it, Mulder>> she thought, gloating to herself. <<You have no say in this. No say at all.>>

**

Later…

Cedars-Sinai Hospital

Los Angeles, California

8:45 PM Pacific Time

Doggett opened his eyes. Saw Reyes sitting in a chair next to his bed. "You shouldn’t be here," he rasped out.

Reyes jumped at the sound of his voice. "You’re not supposed to be talking," she admonished him. "You’re supposed to be resting."

"So are you."

Doggett looked around himself. "Funny, I’m the one lyin’ down." He rubbed his throat. "Is there any water here?"

Reyes nodded and got up to pour him a glass.

"I didn’t mean for you to wait on me, Monica."

"It’s alright," Reyes lied. "I was thirsty too." To prove her point, she poured herself a glass of water too. "And anyway, I feel better if I personally kept an eye on you. Despite what Rohrer said, I wouldn’t put it past him to try to get you again."

Doggett sipped the water, wincing as he swallowed. "I’m sorry things got fucked up today."

"It’s not your fault," Reyes told him quietly as she watched one of the federal agents that Allende had sent over to guard Doggett during his hospital stay. "None of this is your fault John."

"It’s not yours either, Monica."

"I think it is… I know it is."

"How?" Doggett tried to sit up a bit but his bruised ribs protested. He lay back down and rolled his head over to look at Reyes. "How can any of this be your fault?"

"My phone was tapped."

"Your phone was tapped??" Doggett raised his head again. "Where? The hotel?"

"No. My house. My apartment. When I got the call from my mother about Teri… I just happened to look down and my phone jack was crooked. I didn’t have time to investigate for myself so before I left for LA, I called the Lone Gunmen on my cell. They’ve been so busy they didn’t have a chance until today to check it out, but they confirmed that I have a tap on my line."

"And what did you say that makes you think that Teri’s disappearance is your fault?"

"I…" Reyes looked at her hands. "I called one of my friends from New Orleans. To talk. Because I was upset."

"Why were you upset?"

His voice sounded so concerned and slightly hurt that she confided him someone else instead of him almost made Reyes chicken out. To not tell him her suspicions.

Almost.

"Because… um, John, you’re not going to want to hear this. But, I think if I would have spoken up long before this, none of this would be happening right now."

"Starkweather."

Reyes lifted her head. "Yes. Starkweather. Or… actually… the person pretending to be Starkweather."

Doggett rolled his head away and looked up at the ceiling. "You’re right Monica. I don’t wanna hear this."

"That’s why I called my friend Nathalique Pontier. She’s an assistant DA in New Orleans and we were very close. I needed someone to talk to. I was too afraid to talk to Dana… or you."

"Monica, I would listen to you. But I need proof."


"I didn’t have proof at first. I just felt it. That day in Skinner’s office. The minute I touched her, I knew, it wasn’t her."

"Her fingerprints, her blood work and her DNA came back as positive for Starkweather."

"They must have switched them. John, you and I have been with the X-Files long enough, to know that anything is possible. How do we know that not a clone back in DC, posing as Starkweather?"

"There’s no such thing as a clone," he said obstinately.

"We have cloned sheep and cattle. We saw cloned dinosaurs on La Luna Blanca. How can you say there are no clones."

"I wasn’t specific enough. There are no cloned humans."

"How do you know?"

"How do YOU know?"

Reyes rubbed her temples. "This is way I didn’t want to tell you. I didn’t want to argue."

"Monica, look, I know you’re searchin’ for a reason why this is happenin’. I know how you feel. And I don’t know why Rohrer is doin’ this to you. And it might have something to do with Starkweather, I won’t discount that, but… you don’t have any proof to back up with you are saying. And I can’t just believe in nothin’ but faith."

"You don’t want to believe," Reyes said coldly. "There is a big, big difference."

"Alright. I don’t wanna believe," Doggett snapped. "Monica, I’m sorry, but I can’t believe what you’re saying."

"You can believe," Reyes countered. "You just don’t want to. You’ve never wanted to. You’ve never wanted to believe that there might be something extraordinary about Starkweather."

"’Cause that’s what she wants," Doggett tried to yell but his throat hurt too badly. He cleared it and then spoke in a hoarse whisper. "She doesn’t wanna be extraordinary. She just wants to be ordinary. So I treat her that way. Like she’s nothin’ more than a normal girl. Listen to me, I was there. That god-awful lab in South Dakota. And I didn’t wanna believe what I saw. But I couldn’t deny what I saw.

"I know there’s more to Jerilyn than meets the eye. I know those bastards did terrible things to her and her mother. I don’t know what may or may not have been put into her to make her the way she is.

"I don’t know what she is. But I know who she is. And I know Monica, that it’s really Starkweather back home."

"You haven’t spent any time with her."

"And yet, you knew by a touch it wasn’t her."

"I felt that it wasn’t her but I wasn’t sure, so I called my friend in New Orleans! I thought I was losing my mind, so we talked about it. On a tapped phone wire. The next day, my sister is kidnapped by Rohrer."

"That statement is not even admissible in court. It’s not enough Monica. It’s not enough."

"It’s enough for me," Reyes said feverishly.

"Monica," Doggett said wearily, sympathetically. "Go home."

"No. Not with Rohrer on the prowl. I’m not leaving you."

"I said go home, Monica," Doggett said. "Back to DC."

"I’m not leaving here without Teri," Reyes said firmly.

"You’re burnin’ out," Doggett tried to be gentle. "It’s getting to you and you’re leapin’ to conclusions."

"What if I make a Mulder-leap," Reyes said.

"Oh Christ."

"What if I make a Mulder-leap and prove to you that it’s not Starkweather. That the reason why they took Teri is in hopes that I keep my suspicions to myself?"

"I say, pack a parachute, ‘cause you’re gonna crash and burn on this one."

Doggett’s flippancy enraged Reyes. "I hate saying this John," she said coolly, standing up tall. "But you’re wrong. You’re wrong about Starkweather. And if your bullheadedness costs my sister her life… God help me, I’ll take you down too."

She stalked out of his hospital room.

She slumped in one of the chairs outside of Doggett’s room. Even though she was extremely angered by Doggett’s skepticism, she had no intention of leaving him alone in the hospital with a federal agent she didn’t know.

Angrily, she crossed her arms as her leg jiggled. She was craving a cigarette but felt she could not leave.

"Agent Reyes?"

Reyes looked up. "Agent Allende. What are you doing here?"

"I’m on night patrol." Allende sat down beside her. "What are you doing here?"

"Being paranoid."

"I’ve been in communications with Agent Scully and AD Skinner back in Washington," Allende said, getting up, jingling change in his pocket. He walked over towards a Coke machine. "Want anything?" When Reyes shook her head, he put his coins in the machine and punched the Diet Coke button. "All out. Dammit. Well, guess I’ll have to have unleaded." He hit the Coke button and a shiny red can tumbled out of the machine. He returned to sit besides Reyes. "They have agreed to create the illusion of shutting down the X-Files. Skinner is preparing a false statement to go out to the press. An uninteresting blurb. Probably will get buried in the middle somewhere. Won’t even make the news. Hopefully, that will placate them so we can continue searching for Teresa."

"Thank you," Reyes said.

"It’s my job, Agent Reyes."

"No, I mean, thank you for not giving up. Other agents would have run screaming from this case long ago."

Allende shrugged. "Like I said, Agent Reyes, this is my job," he said modestly. "This is what I’ve always wanted to do. I’m just doing all that I can, and then some."

Reyes smiled. "You can call me Monica. If you like."

Allende took her hand and squeezed gently once before letting it go again. "And you may call me Santiago."

Reyes nodded, brushing her dark brown hair out of her face. "Thank you," she whispered again. Awkwardly, she got up. "I… um, need to step out for a minute, but I’ll be back."

"Where are you going?"

"To have a cigarette," she said sheepishly.

"Those things will kill you," Allende told her.

"I’ve been trying to quit," Reyes said apologetically as she backed away.

Outside, she leaned against the wall. She pulled out the pack and lighter she still had in her shirt pocket, but she dropped the lighter. "Oh dammit," she muttered as she knelt down to pick it up.

A man walked past her just then. Reyes didn’t notice him until she stood up. The glass door shut behind him.

Reyes dropped her cigarette and lighter again when she saw a bumpy almost reptilian looking ridge in the back of his neck. "Hey!!" Reyes yelled. "You there! Stop!" She pulled her gun and ran back inside the hospital as the man got into the elevator.

The elevator doors were closing as the man turned around. Reyes continued to run towards him. "Stop right there!"

He smiled at her. Reyes caught a good look at his face as the doors slammed shut.

"Billy," she gasped as she wheeled around, looking for a stairwell. "Oh my God Billy Miles."

Reyes bolted up the stairs, taking the steps two at a time until she reached the floor Doggett was on. Red-faced, gun out, she ran towards Allende. A nurse, seeing her gun screamed then fainted.

"Monica, what the hell?" Allende demanded when he noticed the chaos she was causing.

"Billy… Miles… here," she panted.

"Who??"

"He’s an assassin. With the same organization that Rohrer is with. He can’t be stopped. He’s dangerous… like Rohrer."

Allende did not ask any questions. "You and you," he pointed at Reyes and at the other federal agent that was patrolling Doggett’s door. "Stay here. You," he grabbed a different nurse, an RN with a cooler head who just happened to be passing by. "We need two patients moved out of her immediately."

"Two patients??" Reyes cried. "Who else?"

"Liam Sealy is here," Allende said grimly. "ICU unit, seventh floor." He pulled out a small walkie talkie as cell phones were not permitted in hospitals. "Mathers it’s Allende, do you copy?"

Agent Sara Mathers hadn’t moved an inch from Liam Sealy’s bedside. Liam was in bad shape. The shot to his belly ripped apart his stomach, his liver, and his spleen. He had sustained a massive blood loss from the other bullet wounds plus picked up a nasty infection, making him feverish. It was touch and go for the UCLA professor.

Agent Mathers picked up her walkie talkie. "Copy, Allende. What’s going on, boss?"

"Mathers, we need to move Sealy now." Allende spoke into his walkie talkie as two nurses, Reyes and two security guards rushed into Doggett’s room with a wheelchair.

"What’n the hell’s goin’ on?" Doggett demanded.

"John, Billy Miles is here, I saw him," Reyes said urgently. "We need to get you out of here."

Doggett allowed himself to be hoisted out of bed and into the wheelchair. "We’re takin’ you to a different hospital," Reyes told him. "I’ll see you there."

"Where are you goin’?" Doggett yelled after her as the nurses began wheeling him away. "Dammit, Monica! Where are you going?"

Allende sent the other federal agent with the nurses and the security guards to make sure Doggett was put into the ambulance safely. All the while, Doggett was bitching "Somebody better tell me what’s goin’ on, dammit."

Meanwhile, Allende’s walkie talkie squawked. "Allende, it’s Mathers, over."

"Mathers, talk to me," Allende said as Reyes walked out of Doggett’s room.

"I need help. The nurse will not allow for Sealy to be moved. She’s saying that his injuries are too extensive, that if he’s mo-" there was a crackle of static.

"Mathers? Mathers?" Allende yelled, pushing the ‘talk’ button of his walkie talkie. "Sara, answer me."

Reyes paled. "Billy."

"Let’s go," Allende threw down the useless walkie talkie. He told another nurse. "Call the police. Tell them there is a hostage situation here. Then secure the patients and find cover," he yelled as he and Reyes ran to the stairs.

Meanwhile, as he was being loaded onto an ambulance, Doggett looked helplessly up at the hospital.

Then all the lights in the hospital went out.

"Oh my God," one of the nurses cried out.

"Let’s move, let’s move," the federal agent grabbed the nurse by her arm and hauled inside the ambulance.

"Come on Monica," Doggett murmured as the ambulance doors slammed shut. "Get out of there."

Monica Reyes and Santiago Allende were on their way to the ICU unit when all the lights went out. The auxiliary power came on, but that generator only produced enough electricity to keep the critical care patients alive. Not enough to assist two federal agents in a dark stairwell.

Allende reached into his jacket and pulled out a Mini Maglite flashlight. "Stay by me," he told Reyes, crossing his wrist, one hand holding the flashlight, the other the gun. "Watch for blind spots."

"Alright," Reyes clutched her gun.

"Is this guy armed?"

"Only his hands."

"Oh, great."

Then there was screaming.

Allende and Reyes ran up the stairs as fast as they could. Allende cautiously pushed open the door, gun out first. Reyes was continuously looking over her shoulder to watch their back but could only see the yawning darkness of the stairwell. She could hear her heart pounding.

"Come on," Allende said, carefully entering the hallway. Reyes followed.

The hallway was deserted. The greenish glow of the emergency lights reminded Reyes of haunted houses with their eerie lights and false appearance. Dead bodies strategically placed and monsters running around.

Only at this fun house, there was one body and one monster. Both were real.

Allende and Reyes rushed to the corpse lying on the floor. Fresh blood was still draining from the top of the neck where the head used to be. There was a FBI issued Smith and Wesson by her right hand. "Oh my God…" Allende moaned. "It’s Mathers."

"Liam," Reyes said, cocking her gun and moving towards ICU.


Allende followed her, shining the flashlight over her shoulder. Reyes pushed open the door to ICU.

Full power was restored to the hospital. Nurses and doctors, some where hiding, some were shielding their patients, straightened themselves out when they saw the federal agents. Reyes managed to produce her badge.

"Where was Dr. Liam Sealy kept?" Allende demanded. "The gunshot victim?"

"Other there," a young, petite nurse said, pointing towards the end of the row. "But I think you’re too late…"

"Why?" Reyes demanded.

"Because after he killed that FBI agent, he went after him next. He said that if we didn’t interfere… we would be spared." She was crying now. A few of the older seasoned nurses went to her to comfort her while others began checking the vitals of the other patients.

"Did anyone interfere?" Allende asked.

One of the doctors spoke up. "When he… killed that FBI agent with his bare hands, we were too afraid to."

Allende turned to Reyes. "He did that to Sara with his bare hands?!?!?!?!?!"

Reyes pushed past him and walked over to where Sealy’s bed was. The curtain was drawn around it.

"Monica," Allende tried to stop her but Reyes seized the curtains and pulled the curtains away.

One of the nurses fainted at the sight of Sealy’s body. A doctor bolted the room to throw up.

Dr. Liam Sealy’s head was neatly turned around backwards. Autopsy would later reveal that the head had been turned not just once. But twice.

There was no note. There was no need for one.

Reyes felt her knees buckle. Allende ran to support her as she finally collapsed.

**

Two nights later

Friday, May 3, 2002

Fox Mulder’s apartment

Arlington, Virginia

8:35 PM Eastern Time

"Scully," Mulder called out as he opened the door. "It’s us. Wow," he said, looking at all the lit candles in his apartment. "My landlord would have a panic attack if he saw the fire hazard you have unwittingly created."

"The doctor told me," Scully blew out her match. "To create a soothing environment."

"Where’s William?" Bravo asked, moving past Mulder to sit on the sofa. She leaned back and watched the fish swimming lazily in their tank.

"With my mother." Scully said, putting the match inside of a pop can sitting on Mulder’s desk.

"Where’s Dr. Vander Wheel?" Mulder asked.

"He’s here," Scully told Mulder. "He’s in the bathroom."

Mulder and Scully had argued heatedly about the choice of the hypno-therapist for Starkweather. Mulder was opposed to Dr. Vander Wheel because he had absolutely no experience with performing regression hypnotic therapy on an abductee. Scully favored Dr. Vander Wheel for exactly that reason.

Scully sat down at Mulder’s desk and looked at Bravo’s bruised and battered face. "How are you feeling, Jerilyn?"

"Not bad. Considering," Bravo said faintly. "You?"

Before Scully could answer, the doctor entered the living room. He was a big man with a salt and pepper beard and a kind face. "Thank you Agent Scully," he said, nodding approvingly at all the candles. Bravo stood up and extended her hand. The doctor took it and said. "You must be Jerilyn Starkweather. My name is Doctor Michael Vander Wheel. I’ll be working with you tonight, is that alright with you?"

Bravo nodded. "Yes," she said. "Yes, that’s alright."

The doctor spent a little time explaining hypnotism to Bravo. "Hypnotism is not, ‘mind control’ as some believe. I can not make you do anything that your internal core value system opposes. What hypnotism does is break down barriers that society and maturity and experiences create for your mind. For example, a normally shy man would never sing in front of a crowd. Under hypnotism, he sings Italian arias. Not because the hypnotist forced him to sing, but because the hypnotist helped him get to a relaxed state where the barricade of fear was evaporated. The shy man would not sing because he was afraid. When he doesn’t care about the fear, he can sing like a nightingale.

"Do you want me to help you sing, Mrs. Starkweather?"

Bravo nodded.

"We can stop anytime, Mrs. Starkweather. You are in complete control. Alright?"

"Okay."

"So, let’s find you and me a chair and let’s begin."

Mulder produced two folding chairs from his closet. After unfolding them, he sat on the couch. Scully got up from her seat. As Bravo made her way towards the folding chairs, Scully stopped her and whispered, "We’re right here, Jerilyn. It’ll be okay."

Bravo nodded and tried to smile. Meanwhile, her mind was rebelling <<This is dumb, this is dumb, this is dumb.>>

She sat down in front of the doctor. "Whenever you’re ready."

"Alright, Jerilyn. Look up at my face please. Do not break eye contact until I tell you to, alright?"

Bravo complied while thinking <<And an ugly mug you got too. Shave that scraggly beard.>>

In a firm, commanding voice, he said "On the count of three, I want you to close your eyes, Jerilyn. Ready?"

"Ready."

"And… three… two… one." When Jerilyn closed her eyes, Dr. Vander Wheel said "Alright Jerilyn. Block everything else out except the sound of my voice. The sound of my voice is the only sound in this room. This is a safe room, nothing is here that can here you. You feel wonderfully good, very comfortable. You feel relaxed. You feel wonderfully good. Your feet are very relaxed. You feel wonderfully good. You feel relaxed. You feel wonderfully good… your legs are relaxed. You are concentrating on only the sound of my voice. Your feet, legs and torso are relaxed…"

The doctor continued in that vein for several minutes. Mulder and Scully felt slightly hypnotized by his routine. Their reverie was broken by the doctor’s first question.

"Mrs. Starkweather, may I call you Jerilyn?"

"Yes," came the sleepy response.

"Jerilyn, we are going to start with the easy questions first. Then the questions will start getting harder, but we’ll go at your speed, alright?"

"Alright."

"What is your full name?"

"Jerilyn Michelle Bailey Starkweather."

"How old are you?"

"Twenty-nine." Her eyes were closed, her head bowed.

"What do you do for a living?"

"I’m a federal agent."

"How long have you been a federal agent?"

"Almost two years."

"Is being a federal agent dangerous?"

"Yes."

"Did you know that being a federal agent was dangerous when you applied at Quantico?"

"Yes."

"Jerilyn, I want to ask some questions that are a little more difficult. Is that alright?"

"Yes."

"Have you always worked in Washington DC?"

"No."

"Where was your first office?"

"Minneapolis."

"Why Minneapolis?"

"I was top in my classes," Bravo droned. "I got to select my post. Because my husband was from Minneapolis originally, I picked that field office so he could be close to his family."

"Why did you move from Minneapolis to Washington?"

"I got in trouble with my superior. It was either accept a transfer or be fired. I chose transfer."

"How did your husband feel about that."

"He didn’t like it."

"Were you and your husband having marital problems?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

"He didn’t trust me. He thought I put my ambition before our marriage."

Mulder and Scully looked at each other. Mulder took her hand and leaned against the couch.

"And did you put your ambition before your marriage?"

"Yes."

"Where is your husband now, Jerilyn?"

"He’s dead."

"What happened?"

"He died during a drive by shooting at City Hall."

The doctor scrawled a note to himself on his little notepad. "How did that make you feel?"

"I blamed myself. I hated myself. I wanted to die."

"But you didn’t die."

"No. I became angry instead. I wanted to find the men who killed my husband."

"What happened?"

"I was sent to investigate an illegal laboratory in South Dakota with my partner."

"Why?"

"Because the lab was run by the same organization that ordered the drive-by. The hit was not for my husband but for my half-brother. Ben was just at the wrong place at the wrong time."

"Ben is your husband?"

"Yes." Bravo clenched and unclenched her hands.

"Jerilyn, my questions are going to get harder now. Do you want to keep going?"

"Yes."

"You mentioned a partner. Is this your partner with the FBI?"

"Yes."

"What’s his name?"

"John Doggett."

"Do you trust him?"

"Yes."

"Do you often go into dangerous situations with your partner?"

"Yes."

"You and your partner went to a place called Belle Fleur, Oregon a few months ago?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

"Because one of our colleagues received a video tape in the mail. On that video was a boy named Gibson Praise. He had been missing for a long time. We went to Oregon to follow the lead."

"Was it just you and your partner that went?"

"No. We were followed."

"By whom?"

"My half-brother."

"Why?"

"Because he’s a pain in the ass."

The doctor chuckled. "Is that the only reason?"

"And he was concerned for our safety."

"Did he have reasons to be concerned?"

Scully looked away from the doctor and Bravo and up at Mulder. He was leaning forward now, listening intently. They were getting further down the time line now, closer to Starkweather’s abduction.

"Yes."

"Why?"

"Because he was afraid that I would be taken away."

"Why would someone take you away?"

"Because it is believed that I am part of that illegal genetics experience my partner and I investigated."

"Do you believe?"

"I don’t want to believe."

"But do you?"

A long long silence. Scully held her breath. Mulder stared at Bravo, waiting her answer.

"Yes."

"And people are after you because of this?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

"To destroy the evidence of their wrongdoings. I wasn’t supposed to survive."

The doctor stared at her for a moment. Wrote another note to himself. Then continued his line of questioning. "But they didn’t take you away in Oregon, did they?"

Again another long silence. Then a soft "No."

"What happened?"

"Doggett was attacked, a woman named Lilly Stratford stabbed him."

"Who’s Lilly Stratford?"

"My half-sister. She was part of the genetics experiments that I was when we were babies."

"Why did she attack your partner?"

"It was a trap. She knew that if she hurt him, we’d follow. We followed her into the woods. My brother was already on her trail, ahead of us."

Mulder looked at the floor. He already knew this part of the story.

"What happened?"

"There was a bright light. A strong gust of wind came out of nowhere. It picked me up and threw me against a tree. I hit my head. I… don’t… remember."

"Don’t or won’t?"

Bravo appeared to be struggling. "Can’t. I was unconscious… I hit my head very very hard."

"What happened when you came to?"

"I found my brother lying on the ground. I found my necklace lying on the ground."

"What is significant about the necklace?"

"It was a holy medal of Saint Christopher. I had given it to my partner."

"Where was your partner?"

"Gone."

"Gone where?"

"Don’t know. He disappeared into the lights."

"Disappeared how."

"I… I can’t remember, I hit my head very hard." She put her hand to her head as if it still hurt.

"Jerilyn, if you like, I can take you deeper into your subconscious so you can relive that night, instead of just answering questions. Would you like to try that instead."

"NO!" she cried out, eyes still closed. "Please… I’m not ready. Don’t…"

"We’ll go back to that night when you’re ready," the doctor said accommodatingly. "But I do have something very difficult to ask you. I do want to take you deeper into yourself to the night when you disappeared. Maybe if you face that night, you can face the night your partner disappeared. Do you want to try? You are in complete control. You are in a safe place where no one can hurt you. Do you want to try?"

Scully whispered to Mulder, "Maybe we should stop this."

"Shh," Mulder shushed her. "It’s up to Jerilyn."

"I… want to try… I want to try. I have nightmares," Bravo said, head bowed, eyes still closed. "I want to try."

"Okay, Jerilyn, I want to concentrate on the sound of my voice. Nothing but my voice. You are extremely comfortable and completely safe. You feel wonderfully good. You are relaxing and remembering. Relaxing and remembering. You are remembering February, 14 2002. You are reliving that day. You are in control. You feel wonderfully good. Jerilyn, can you tell me where you are?"

"At Dulles."

"What are you doing?"

"Running."

"Why are you running?"

"I’m trying to catch a flight."

"Where are you going?"

"Russia."

"Why Russia?"

"Because my brother called me. He located my partner. He’s in Russia. He told me to catch the first flight to Moscow. He needs my help."

"So you go to Moscow to help your brother find your partner."

"Yes… oh get out of my way…"

"What is happening?"

"People… are in my way…" Bravo lost that sleepy tone in her voice. She was talking the way Starkweather spoke normally. "Fucking people… GET OUT OF MY WAY, I HAVE A FLIGHT TO CATCH, motherfuckers… Jesus fucking Christ, why can’t they get out of my way??? I have ten minutes to get on that plane… oh Christ… no I’m not carrying any illegal fire arms and yes I packed my bags myself. I’m a federal agent." She mimed taking out her FBI badge and holding it up.

"What is happening, Jerilyn?"

"A security guard stopped me. Wants to search my bags. I shove my badge in his face and push him aside. I make the plane. I get on by the skin of my teeth… Bitch, that is MY seat, see, look at the ticket number. MOVE."

"What’s happening now?"

"The plane takes off. I’m sitting by a window. I try to stop the flight attendant. I want a drink. There’s a baby a few rows back crying. I have a headache."

"How do you feel?"

"Scared. I’m scared that I won’t get there in time and something goes wrong… that Mulder gets his dumb ass killed. Or something happens to Doggett…" her voice cracked.

"You have great affection for your partner, don’t you?"

"Yes…"

"What are you doing now?"

"I fall asleep for a while. I’m very tired. I haven’t been sleeping well since Doggett disappeared. But I don’t sleep very well on the plane either. I can still hear the baby crying in the background… people talking. I’m cold. I take my jacket off and try to curl up underneath it… use it as a blanket. I never do get my drink. Stupid stewardess." She suddenly gasped. "Holy shit…"

"What is happening now, Jerilyn?"

Bravo was sitting straight up, as if she was in an airplane seat. She clutched her seat. "The plane. It’s shaking."

"Is it turbulence?"

"No… no… It’s not turbulence. It’s… something… oh God, this is how the plane was acting when Scully and Doggett and I went to Scotland."

"What happened in Scotland?"

Scully meanwhile had turned white. Mulder had only eyes on Bravo, frowning.

"It was my first case with the X-Files. We went to Scotland to investigate a fighter jet that crashed there. We were supposed to fly to London. Our plane started to shake… violently. I hurt myself on that flight. I cut my head," she touched her forehead, where she had painted on a crescent moon shaped scar. When the plane stopped shaking, we were in Rome, Italy. Oh my God… the same thing is happening now… oh God, oh shit, oh God… I’m trying to get my cell phone… I wanna call Mulder, tell him… oh gawd dammit I dropped my phone. The plane… it’s shaking badly now… I feel sick… oh God, I’m not gonna make it to Moscow…" Suddenly she screamed.

"What is happening now?" the doctor’s voice was calm, but there was a fine film of perspiration on his chubby face.

"The plane is in a tailspin. We are falling towards the ocean, oh my God… we’re going… we’re falling… oh God… wait… the plane… it stopped falling… we’re not moving… it feels like we’re hovering… but that’s not possible… that can’t happen… what the fuck is going on… this is not happening… oh Jesus… oh my God… there is something out there… no… no… no… oh my God…"

"What do you see?"

"A ship!!! A fucking spaceship. Just like the movies. Oh my fucking God, Mulder is right, Mulder is right… argghhh!! I can’t see… they’ve turned the lights on… my eyes… they’re burning… I can’t see…" she whimpered.

"What is happening now, Jerilyn?"

"The entire cockpit is full of light. It hurts my eyes. I… I feel funny. I feel light… like I’m floating… oh my God, the seat belt is cutting into my waist… something is pulling me up…. No… no no no no no no, FUCK you I am NOT going…. Oh God… please don’t…" Bravo began to struggle in her seat as if she was battling an invisible tractor beam.

"Who is pulling you up?"

"I… I don’t know! I can’t see… I’m floating… but Christ, the seatbelt is digging into me… oh God! The buckle just opened up, I’m rising up… I can’t see… my skin is burning…. Stop…" Bravo burst out. "Stop this, I want to stop. Please stop, I can’t do this… make it stop… Mulder… make him stop," she sobbed.

The doctor said. "Jerilyn, listen to me, listen to no one but me, I’m going to count backwards from ten. At five you will feel wonderfully good and completely safe. At one you will feel awake. When I clap my hands you will be completely awake and you will remember everything. Alright?"

"Please… I want to stop…" she gasped.

"Ten… nine… eight… seven… six… five…" At five, Bravo visibly relaxed. "Four… three… two… one." The doctor clapped his hands and Bravo’s eyes popped open.

Then she began to shake. "Oh my God. Oh my God… I’m losing my mind. I’m losing my fucking mind. That did not happen. That DID not happen." She bolted from her seat and went to Mulder’s window, staring past the masking taped X on the pane of glass. "There IS no such thing as a fucking flying saucer… There isn’t."

Mulder stood up and walked over to her. He did not touch her, but he said "Jerilyn, you can not deny what you saw."

"Mulder… bug off."

"Jerilyn-"

"I’m serious. I wanna be alone for a bit, okay? I need…" she ran her fingers through her long hair. "I need to figure this out."

"Mrs. Starkweather," Dr. Vander Wheel said cordially. "I would like to visit with you again. If you would like."

"I need to think about it."

"Jerilyn," Mulder said again.


Bravo wheeled around. "I said I’d think about it! Mulder… please…either leave me alone here, or I’m going back to the hotel. And that means all of you! I’m sorry."

Bravo had been staying at Mulder’s ever since word about Liam Sealy’s death got back to Mulder and Scully. Mulder said he felt better with Jerilyn under his roof. He hadn’t even been staying over at Scully’s on those nights.

Which irritated Bravo immensely.

"Mulder, come on," Scully was beside Mulder now, tugging on his sleeve. "We have to go pick up William anyway. He hasn’t seen his daddy all day."

"Jerilyn, I think you’re making a mistake by not continuing," Mulder said relentlessly.

"Mulder…" Scully said impatiently. "Enough. Let’s go."

Mulder pursed his lips like an old woman, but turned on his heel and followed Scully out the door.

Dr. Vander Wheel closed the door behind him. "Mr. Mulder… I do feel that your sister needs some serious psychological analyzing. I feel that this regression session was more than digging up buried memories. It was a cry for help."

"She doesn’t need psychological analysis," Mulder snapped. "She needs the truth." He stormed away.

"Mulder…" Scully said helplessly. To the doctor, she said, "I’m sorry." Then she stalked to the elevator where Mulder was angrily pushing the down button over and over. "Mulder, what is right for you isn’t necessarily right for Jerilyn. You need to stop pushing her. She just got back. She is trying to readjust. She had a lot of horrible things happen to her within the past year. Her husband… her father… She needs more time, Mulder."

"Scully, time is a luxury we don’t have right now. I firmly believe that Reyes’ sister and the Senator’s disappearance are connected to Starkweather. We need to know what happened to her. From the minute Doggett disappeared to when she was abducted and when she was returned. We have to get inside her head, Scully. Her memories could be the only hope for Teresa Reyes and Senator Wesley-Bailey."

The elevator doors slid open. "A fat lot of good her memories will do us Mulder if her sanity cracks," Scully spat at him as she got inside.

Meanwhile, inside Apartment 42, Bravo had her ear pressed against the front door, listening to the doctor’s prognosis and Mulder and Scully’s argument. When she was confident that everyone had left, Bravo pirouetted around Mulder’s apartment, stopping at the fish tank. She began bowing to the fish. "Thank you. Thank you. I’d like to dedicate this Academy Award to all the little people that made it possible." She blew a kiss to the fish and set to work.

Bravo knew she would have most of the night to search. Mulder and Scully would spend a little time with Scully’s mother before going back to Georgetown. Then Mulder would probably dally at Scully’s before returning to this shoebox of an apartment. She didn’t waste any time though. She braved Mulder’s bedroom and rummaged through his sock and underwear drawers, under his bed and through his closet.

"Dammit," Bravo said, raiding his bathroom. She lifted the porcelain lid of the decrepit toilet that had seen many fish funerals and Mulder’s hangovers. Nothing. She looked under the sink. Nothing.

"Hold on Bravo… wait a minute…" she muttered to herself. "Are the files paper files… or are they electronic files…"

She left the bathroom, returning to the living room. Surveyed the messy apartment. Looked at Mulder’s video holder. "Hm…" Bravo knelt in front of it and began pulling out movies. "Dammit, Mulder, ever hear of DVDs?" she griped, examining each on, pulling out each video out of its sleeve, then putting it back in, criticizing each movie. "Red Shoes Diaries… soft porn… Return to Me… crappy movie. Evolution… even crappier movie… Playing God… stupidest movie I’ve ever seen… Caddyshack… kill me now… A Fish Called Wanda…" she paused. "A Fish Called Wanda… a fish… fishtank…"

She put the video back on the shelf and stood up quickly. She bolted to the fish tank and lifted the lid. "Bingo," she said.

There was a label-less CD-R taped to the underside of the lid. "Mulder, you dumb fuck."

She ripped the CD-R off and went to her little laptop computer. "Come on baby…" she whispered, popping the CD-R into the C drive. "Come on, show Momma what you got."

An edit popped up on the screen.

"Password… figures… okay," Bravo popped her knuckles. "Here we go…"

She typed in "Trust No One."

The words "Access Denied" flashed on her screen in big red letters.

"Fuck you," Bravo said as she re-typed in "TrustNo1."

Again, the "Access Denied" message flashed.

Bravo typed in "Samantha" and received the edit again. She typed in "xfiles" and again, received the edit.

Bravo gave the computer screen the bird and typed in "William." Then she tried "DanaKatherineScully." Then she tried "Mailliw" and "Anad." Nothing.

"Shit… come on, Bravo, fucking think," she muttered, scratching her nose. "Get inside Mulder’s head."

She looked at row of videos next to the television set.

She thought for a minute.

Then she typed in "sex."

Access Granted.

A graphic of the seal for the Central Intelligence Agency popped up.

"Holy shit," Bravo whispered as the information scrolled in front of her. "This isn’t what I’m looking for… but it’s better than what I’m looking for…"

She moved the cursor to the "Search" button and clicked. When the drop down menu produced a type-able field, she entered two words. One name.

Lux Carlos.

"Excellent," she whispered when Agent Lux Carlos’ information began downloading into her computer.

Quickly she exited from the program and took the CD-R back to the fish tank, taping it back exactly as it was before.

"If Mulder can’t help me, maybe you can," she said to the jpeg image of Carlos on her computer. Hm," she peered at the graphic closer. "You’re cute… One thing about you, Starkweather," she said, turning off the computer and getting up. "You’ve got decent taste in men…"

She grabbed a piece of scrap paper and a pen, jotted down one of the contact numbers for Carlos. Thought a little bit, taping the pen against her chin.

"No… it can’t wait," she decided. "I need to take the risk." She went to Mulder’s land line, picked up the phone and dialed, crumpling up the paper and shoving it in her pocket.

"Mulder?" a smooth voice answered on the first ring. "What is it?"

"It’s not Mulder."

"JERILYN??? How in the hell did you get this number?"

"Obviously I can’t talk to you on this line. But I need to see you."

A startled silence. "Okay…"

"Something happened tonight. I need to tell you."

"There’s a little Internet café not too far away from Mulder’s apartment."

"NeoX’s?"

"Yes. I’ll be there in twenty minutes." The line went dead.

Bravo checked her arsenal. She had her lipstick knife in her purse, a Derringer strapped to one ankle, the wicked three inch boot knife strapped to the other. She was wearing a pair of Jerilyn’s baggy old sweatpants that had obviously seen better days and a hooded sweatshirt with the University of Iowa’s team mascot, Herky the Hawkeye, on the front. Her hair was in a messy pony tail.

She examined her reflection in the television screen. "Oh this won’t do," she purred, pulling a straggly strand of blond hair out of her eyes. "I can’t go meet the mighty Lux Carlos looking like this…"

She turned and raided the duffel bag she had brought with her. In less than five minutes, she had put on a pair of Calvin Klein jeans Starkweather loved and a hunter green sweater that really brought out the emerald of Bravo’s contact lenses. Bravo pulled out a brush and after taking out the pony tail, brushed her hair until it glowed.

Zipping up a pair of knee high black boots, Bravo was dressed to kill.

Literally.

**

Twenty-five minutes later

NeoX’s Internet Café and Laundromat.

Arlington, VA

The bells on the door tinkled merrily as Bravo, with a bag of Mulder’s dirty laundry over her shoulder, entered. She stood in the doorway, letting the glass door swing shut behind her, scouring the café-laundromat combo with her eyes, searching for her prey.

The washing machines and cappuccino machines whirred. The bored cashier read a copy of the "New York Times" as a couple of college kids congregated around a small table, discussing Nietzsche over caramel lattes and sticky rolls. A skinny man with long blond hair was tapping away at an ancient Gateway2000 Solo laptop sipping at a big mug of hot chocolate. A woman was pulling her clean granny panties and lacy bras out of a dryer that had been painted lavender and splattered with red and black paint. The washing machines were all painted red with white and deep purple splotches. The ceiling was purple, the floor black and white tile, like a checkerboard. The tables were an electric blue. The lighting was dim, intimate. Music from the Squirrel Nut Zippers, a band she hated, was playing through the overhead speakers:

[Put a lid on it]

What's the you say?

[Put a lid on it]

Oh man no way!

[Put a lid down on it and everything will be all right]

Don't hand me that

I'm all right Jack

[Put a lid on it before somebody starts a fight]

Every time I turn it loose

You cats come down and cook my goose.

[But if you keep this up you're gonna blow yer top]

Too late this time

I got to get what's mine

Well grab your drink and clear a space

I think it's time to torch this place

Now the girl's in overdrive

[But some of your pals want to stay alive]

Put a lid on it

Save it for another night.

In the very far back of the café, sitting on a scuffed white leather couch, a handsome man with obsidian eyes and mahogany skin sat quietly folding his laundry.

"Let me guess," Bravo said when she approached him. "You’re the type of person who folds their socks."

Lux Carlos looked up; grinning as he finished neatly folded a pair of black socks. "How well you know me, Bailey-girl."

His voice rubbed against her like silk. Bravo appraised his long lean face, thick dreadlocked hair, firm body and casual clothes. "Do I know you?" She asked casually as she put the laundry bag down on the gaudy coffee table and began taking out Mulder’s shirts and jeans.

"You’re a brave woman," Carlos said casually as Bravo began to separate whites from darks. "Do you have any idea how long Mulder lets his clothes ferment before he actually washes them?"

Bravo pulled a sock out of the bag that seemed to be hard as a rock. She tapped it against the table. The table top cracked slightly. "My fingers are tingling," she grimaced, now holding the sock by her fingernails and lowering it on top of a pair of filthy jeans.

"So," Carlos asked her as she swept up the small bundle of whites and dropped them into the nearest washer. "What’s going on? Why did you want to meet me?"

"Oh you know," Bravo said as she added quarters to the machine. "Same old, same old. Intergalactic conspiracies are putting a crimp on my social life and I want to see if you can do anything to give me the semblance of normalcy." She added a scoop of Tide of the washer and closed the lid.

Carlos scooted over to sit beside her. "This is very dangerous," he told her. "Me being out in public with you like this."

"Enough with the James Bond shit," Bravo told him. "This is important. I wouldn’t have gone through Mulder’s personal shit to find your number to contact you."

"Mulder doesn’t know?"

"And I don’t want Mulder to know. Or Scully. Or Doggett… or anyone."

Carlos’ brow furrowed. "What happened?"

Bravo sighed. "I… agreed to a hypnotic session. To see if it could jog my memory as to what happened when… why I didn’t make it to Russia. At Mulder’ request."

Carlos acted like he didn’t know about that. "Did it work?"

"I don’t… I…" Bravo looked at the floor, then up at Carlos, using ever ounce of charm and vulnerability she could conjure up. "I remembered… I don’t think what I remembered is true. I think…" she closed her eyes.

"Go on," he said simply.

"In the session, I said I remembered seeing a…" she laughed once, bitterly, "A space ship, Carlos. A fucking space ship."

"A UFO?"

"A UFO… but I don’t think those memories are real. They don’t feel real."

"Are you sure you’re not just in denial?"

Bravo gave him a scornful look. "There is no such thing as a space ship. The virus, I can buy. The genetic alterations on human DNA to make them all but invincible, I can buy. Aliens? No. I’m sorry. But no. It can’t be true."

"What do you think it is then?"

She looked up at Carlos. "Have you ever heard of False Memory Syndrome?"

Carlos shook his head. "What is it?"

"Exactly as it sounds… ‘A psychological condition in which a person believes he or she remembers events that have not actually occurred.’ That’s a verbatim quote from the Random House Compact Unabridged Dictionary," she said. "Special Edition, 1996." She shook her head. "I knew the hypnosis session was a mistake. I knew it. Most respected professional medical organizations feel that regression therapies… hypnosis… massage therapy… guided imagery are not scientifically valid."

"So why go with it?"

"To placate Mulder. And… I guess… I was hoping that I was wrong… that maybe I would… that maybe it would work. But… when the doctor placed me under… the imagery… what I was seeing inside my mind while hypnotized was so vivid. Like a flashback… but… it just doesn’t feel right. It didn’t feel like my other memories. And you know that I have hypermnesia."

"Big word," Carlos pretended to be perplexed. "And no dictionary available."

Bravo smiled. "Extreme retentiveness of memory. Photographic memory."

"Ah."

"Carlos, I wish I could give you and Mulder what you need to end this bullshit. I would personally love it, if there was no reason for the X-Files to exist anymore. But I don’t remember. I really don’t remember. I’m sorry."

"So why did you want to meet with me?" Carlos asked. "To tell Mulder to back off?"

"That," Bravo said, reaching for the laundry bag, "and this." She reached inside and bag and pulled out a Ziplock Baggie that had a cotton swab inside of it.

Carlos frowned at it. "What’s this?"

"The one thing that those sons-of-bitches didn’t get when I was mugged," she muttered. "I had it hidden in my apartment. Who ever ransacked my apartment, didn’t check my kitchen very well. They didn’t look under the fridge."

"That’s nice," Carlos said blandly. "But what IS it?"

"The day that I came back, Mulder and Doggett strong-armed me to the hospital for a physical. To make sure everything was okay. But I wouldn’t let any other doctor except Scully look at me. She did ask for a nurse to help her. But I didn’t trust her. The nurse. The nurse helped take scrapings underneath my nails. In case I had fought someone, maybe some of their tissue or blood was still underneath my nails."

"I can’t picture you scratching somebody," Carlos quipped. "Too girly. Now… punching someone…" he touched his cheek, remembering the day Starkweather had decked him in the little chapel in Sedona, Arizona."

She gave him another withering glance. "Anyway. I don’t know how to explain it. Maybe I had a Spiderman moment, but she just didn’t feel… right…"

"So…?"

"So while she was busy talking to Scully about something… I switched Q-tips." She handed the Ziploc baggie to him. "I was going to have DNA test run at Quantico… but now, with everything… I don’t trust anyone."

"So you want me to have the CIA run the DNA test?"

She nodded.


"Without Mulder’s knowledge?" Carlos asked.

"Yes," she said quietly. "Because the first thing he’s going to jump all over is to find out if it’s extraterrestrial." She snorted in disgust.

"Mulder is not trying to hurt you, Jerilyn."

"I know, I know. But because what happened to him in 2000, coupled with Scully and William, make him unreliable. He’s more… narrow-minded, now that his quest is Scully and William instead of Samantha. Scully’s got her hands full juggling Mulder, Boo and her career. Reyes and Doggett are still looking for Reyes’ sister. I don’t know who else to ask to do this. I know you’re a busy man…"

Carlos put the baggie in his pocket. "I can do it. It’s the least I can do.

Bravo nodded. "Okay."

"I am glad to see you," Carlos said. "I’m glad you’re okay. In one piece and breathing."

"Yeah, sure beats the alternative."

"I’m sorry I failed you," he said softly. "I’m sorry I wasn’t able to stop them from getting you."

<<What’s this?>> Bravo’s evil mind started turning. <<Does he still have feelings for her? Hm. Even better.>>

Laughing like Starkweather, she said, "That’s it. You’re fired."

Carlos smiled back at her. "It’s good to hear you laugh, Bailey-girl. You haven’t done that in a while."

"I haven’t had much reason too."

Carlos reached up and touched her face. Bravo found herself shivering. She surprised herself when she realized the shivers were due to anticipation and attraction. Carlos exuded sex appeal. She knew if she could bottle Carlos’ pheromones and sell it, even the ugliest man on earth could get laid at least once before he died.

"Take care of yourself, Bailey," he said, getting up. Bravo felt herself wanting to drool at his feet. He was taller than she expected. "I’ll take care of this for you." He picked up his laundry basket and walked away from her without saying goodbye.

Bravo watched him walk away, appreciating the view. "Damn…" she whispered to herself.

As she got up to switch Mulder’s laundry to the dryer, she thought about the progress of the case. So far, Reyes had been complying. Granted, her resignation was phony, as would the requested shutdown of the X-Files. That didn’t matter. They really weren’t expecting Reyes to actually quit or the Bureau to actually close the X-Files.

Just as long as she kept hopping through the hoops.

And as long as she was able to deliver on Rohrer’s final requirement.

As Mulder’s boxers and jogging socks tumbled in the dryer, Bravo went up to the counter to order a coffee. "Do you sell smokes here?" she asked the cashier.

"Foreign and domestic," the cashier droned.

"Morley’s. Red," she said, "And espresso. And do you have lighters?"

"We have matches," the cashier said taking her money. "But you can borrow my lighter." He nodded to the blue Bic lighter laying on top of the ‘New York Times.’ "We allow smoking after nine o’clock, except on Sundays and Mondays. Those are our smoke free days." He held out her cigarettes.

Bravo took them from him and looked up at the glowing clock behind him. It was ten to nine. "Close enough," she said, unwrapping the cellophane and pulling a cigarette out of the box. "How much for everything?"

"I can get those for ya," a cheerful voice told her. The voice’s owner put a companionable hand on her shoulder.

Bravo jumped and snapped at him, brushing his hand away. "Do I fucking know you?" she snapped at the man who had been working on the Gateway Solo in the corner of the café. Before he could answer, she said. "I didn’t think you. Now, back off. I’m not in the mood. At all," she lit up the cigarette. She narrowed her eyes at him. "You’re still standing here." She exhaled.

Langly, with his mouth still hanging open, backed off.

"Sorry," he said softly, more than just hurt.

She scared him. The gleam in her hazel eyes made her look like evil personified.

Bravo, not having any clue what any of the Lone Gunmen looked like, eyed Langly as he retreated to his hot chocolate and computer. <<Wonder if he needs to be eliminated?>> she mused as she returned to her seat. <<Yeah… Dammit, shouldn’t have caused a scene.>>

Langly, packed up his computer into his backpack. He left a dollar tip on the table and put his coat on. He looked over his shoulder.


Starkweather wasn’t there anymore.

<<Maybe I did make a mistake>> Langly thought. <<Maybe it wasn’t her. Maybe it was Lilly Stratford. <<Wonder who that big black dude she was talking to?>> Langly had no idea what Lux Carlos looked like anymore than Carlos knew what the Gunmen looked like.

He slung the backpack over his shoulders and started walking. "Aw, man," he bitched as he heard thunder. "Great. It’s gonna rain," he bitched. He had wanted to take their VW van out but Byers and Frohike strenuously protested, saying that they needed to conserve gas to save money. So Langly stole a dollar from Byers’ piggy bank and took the bus into town.

The bus stop was a sad little sign on a telephone pole.

Langly looked at the bus stop sign, then he looked down the street in the other direction. Mulder’s apartment building wasn’t that far away from here.

Maybe Mulder could give him a lift back to Tacoma Falls. And then maybe he could ask him about how Starkweather was doing. At first he felt slighted that she hadn’t come to visit them yet, but after tonight… now he wasn’t so sure.

Rain began to fall as Langly meandered towards Mulder’s. He wrapped his coat around himself tighter and walked faster.

The street seemed very dark.

Bravo, dressed in a black cat suit, face covered with black grease paint, hair hidden under a black cap, watched Langly from the rooftops. She followed him a bit, running and leaping from roof to roof. Once she figured out that he was going to keep going straight, she moved a head of him a little bit. She shimmied down a fire escape, then skulked along the wall, in the alley. Waiting for her prey to come.

She reached down and pulled her boot knife out.

And felt the barrel of a gun being pressed against her head.

"He’s a little below your league, isn’t he, Bravo?" a husky voice taunted her.

Fuming, she snapped "How long have you been here, Xena?"

Shannon McMahon replied tartly, "You know I don’t like that name."

"What are you doing here?"

"Keeping you honest."

"Get that fucking gun off my head."

Shannon McMahon lowered the gun. "We received your correspondence."

"And?"

"The plan stays the same."

"Mulder is a threat as long as he’s alive, I have the perfect opportunity to take him out NOW."

McMahon got in her face. "Do that and kiss any protection you enjoy goodbye. You’ve been operating freely for a long time, with the blessings of the Syndicate, yes. But you are still they’re property. You are still their merchandise, just as I am. Displease them, and they can reclaim you. Or terminate you."

Bravo smiled nastily. "They don’t have to worry. I’ll do what they say on this mission. But send a word back to them for me."

"What’s that?"

"When hits are officially approved on Fox Mulder and John Doggett, that assignment is mine."

McMahon nodded curtly. "I’ll tell them."

Then there was the sound of a car stopping.

"Hey man," Jimmy Bond said affably to Langly. "Good to see you!"

"You too, but what are you doing out in this part of town?"

"Well, my leads on," He lowered his voice furtively "You-Know-Who," meaning Yves, "kind of dwindled right now, so I came back to DC for a few days. What about you? What are you doing?"

"Well, I was gonna go see if I could bum a ride home from… hey, can you drive me home?"

"Sure, no problem."

"**Shit**," Bravo hissed as she heard the car drive away. Suddenly Bravo wheeled around and smashed McMahon in the face with her elbow. She caught the gun McMahon dropped and shot her twice in gut, knowing it would have no effort on the female alien replicant, except that it would hurt her. A lot. Pushing McMahon away from her, she darted out into the street.

Langly was no where to be found.

"Dammit," she said, as the rain began to fall.

She returned to the alley where already, McMahon was healing. "You cost me a mark," she snapped at her. "Maybe he was beneath me, but he still needed to go." She kicked McMahon vindictively. "And I have no time to go after him. I have to go make a house call." She turned and disappeared down the black alley.

McMahon pulled herself back up, clutching her healing stomach. "God damn you Bravo," she seethed. "You’re going to destroy everything."

***

Later that night…

Heather and Lyle Callahan’s house

Alexandria, VA

"Yeah, yeah. Okay. Thank you much. Uh-huh, bye-bye," Heather Callahan chirped into the phone before hanging it up. Putting her hands on her massive hips, she surveyed her kitchen, completely decorated in a too-cute-for-Martha-Stewart theme of an old time kitchen with all the modern appliances. She went back to loaning up the dishwasher. "Hey Lyle?" she called out.

"Yeah?" her husband called out from his study, the only room that was permitted to have a remotely masculine decor.

"Did you take out the trash?"

Lyle sighed. "Not yet," he said, immersed in a book.

Heather sighed and straightened up. She hoped that she would be able to get that job at the private clinic she interviewed at last week. The work load at the hospital was just killer her lower vertebra and she also wondered if she was working on a hernia. She didn’t dare complain about it to her personal physician because the first words out of his mouth would be "Lose weight."

"Can you please?"

"Can I please what?"

"Take out the trash?"

"In a minute."

"Oh, for goodness sake," she sighed, exasperated, closing the dishwasher. She turned and left the kitchen in a huff.

Bravo peered through the kitchen window, watching her leave. Then ducked her head down again, low-crawling next to the house until she reached the rose trellis. Then scurrying up it like a rat.

Meanwhile, Heather was berating her poor husband in the living room. "You said "In a minute" an hour ago."

"Yeah well, just a bit more, hon."

"Lyle, it’s starting to rain. In another minute, it’s going to be a downpour. And it’s supposed to storm. And the garbage smells really bad."


Lyle sighed and put his book on the floor, then got up from his chair with a groan. "Okay, okay," he sighed. "I’ll do it now."

"Leslie Callanwolde called," Heather said as Lyle shuffled past her.

"Who’s that?"

"The new nurse on my floor."

"Oh yeah?"

"She said she can trade shifts with me. So I’ll be working for her next weekend."

"Oh. Good," Lyle said with a yawn. "Hey, I think I’m gonna go to bed after I take out the trash. You work tomorrow?"

"Split shift."

"Have you heard anything back from the job interview?"

"Not yet," Heather said, moving out into the living room and settling into a pink overstuffed chair, picking up the remote. "Hopefully soon." She turned the TV on and changed the channel from TNN to TLC.

Lyle turned to smile at his plump wife, sitting in front of the tube in their living which she had over killed with lace, chintz and pink roses. "Yeah," he agreed before ducking into the kitchen.

Lyle was a boring man who had a boring job and a boring wife. From cradle to school to marriage, he was one of the mediocre that blended in with the rest of America.

His death did not match his life.

Bravo was waiting for him on the roof, lying flat on her belly. She waited until he had lifted the lid of the garbage can before propelling herself off the roof, flipping herself to the ground, standing behind him.

Lyle jumped at the sound of Bravo’s feet hitting the ground. He whirled around and saw a small woman, dressed head to toe in black leather. Her face caked in black greasepaint, but her eyes glittering like emeralds.

"Wha-" was all he was able to get out for Bravo assaulted him with a vicious back fist smash and roundhouse kick at the same time. Her fist connected with his cheekbone, her foot with his gut. As he doubled over in pain, Bravo pulled out one of her Chinese throwing darts and pitched one into his throat, another one into his belly. He collapsed onto the ground, groaning in pain and pleading for his life.

Meanwhile, his wife was inside, giggling at the antics of the crazy and pompous interior decorators on "Trading Spaces." The volume was turned up loudly.

Grunting and groaning, Lyle tried to crawl away from the black wingless angel of death, but she pulled her boot knife out and leapt onto his back, straddling him. Grabbing him by the hair, she yanked his head up, "Don’t be offended," she told him just before she severed his throat. "But this isn’t personal."

Sipping at a glass of diet Pepsi, Heather began to wonder what in the world was taking Lyle so long. She turned the television down and was going to check on him when a woman entered her living room. Heather froze.

She looked like a creature from those horribly violent video games her nephews adored. Shiny black leather hugged every curve of her lean body. Her face looked to be covered with black makeup and blood. Her hair tumbled down in golden waves around her heart-shaped face. She also wore black leather gloves and knee high black boots.

In her hand was a shiny silver gun.

"Lyle!" she cried out.

"He’s dead," the woman told her, lifting the gun up, pulling the safety off. "Sit still."

Heather began to blubber. "Why?? Oh god, don’t hurt me, please don’t kill me, I’ll give you anything you want, just don’t kill me."

Bravo pulled the trigger.

Heather stopped her pleading.

Bravo put her black stocking cap back on. "Too easy," she muttered, turning the light switch off with her elbow.

As she slipped out of the house, she opened the garage and drove Lyle’s 1994 Ford Taurus out, with Lyle in the trunk.

**

Much later…

Mulder’s apartment

Arlington, VA

Mulder let himself in. The apartment was very dark, but by the streetlight that was shining through his window, he saw a small figure sleeping on his couch. Dressed in a pair of ratty sweatpants and sweatshirt.

Shutting the door behind him, he crept up on her and after removing her tennis shoes and socks, covered her up with a thick blanket.

Sighing heavily, he trudged to the bathroom, stripped off his damp jeans and sweater and stepped into the shower, turning the water on as hot as it would go. He had gotten caught out in the rain after he said good night to Scully and William and was going back out to his car.

Bravo opened her eyes and glared at the bathroom door.

It would be so easy to take Mulder out right now. Naked and defenseless in his shower. Hell, she was feeling artistic right now. She could probably make it look like auto-erotic asphyxiation gone horribly awry.

But she had orders. And she was going to follow them.


This time.

**

Later still…

Saturday, May 4, 2002

The Lone Gunmen’s Lair

Tacoma Falls

12:17 AM Eastern Standard Time

Frohike looked up from the television screen as Langly walked in. "Where’ve you been?" he asked.

"Ran into Jimmy Bond," Langly said dully.

Frohike frowned. "What crawled up your skinny ass and died? You’re not your usual bubbly self."

"Nothin’… I’m gonna go to bed."

"Langly?" Now Frohike was serious. "You alright?"

"Um… yeah. Hey, Fro?"

"Yeah?"

"Mind if I go wire Starkweather’s apartment tomorrow?"

"Today you mean?" Frohike looked at the clock."

"Whatever. Or you got other plans?"

"Go ahead. Just stay outta her panty drawer." When Langly didn’t even rise to that gibe, he said, "Alright, Langly, what’s going on?"

"I got some stuff I need to think ‘bout," Langly said. "I’ll tell you… but not now. I gotta think."

"Well…" Nonplussed, Frohike turned back to the television screen. He was watching for the tenth time the Teresa Reyes video Scully forwarded him from Agent Allende. "You know Byers and I are here… you know… if you… need something," he said gruffly. "’Tween Starkweather and Yves… this is a shitty time for everyone."

Just then, there was a giant clap of thunder, a bright flash of lightening and all the power to Tacoma Falls dissipated. "Dammit," Frohike yelled. "I thought I saw something on that tape, but I wasn’t sure."

"I have a feelin’," Langly said. "That’s it’s only gonna get darker yet."

"Who are you, Edgar Allen Poe?"

"I’m gonna go crash. We can’t do nothin’ tonight," Langly felt his way to the back room where his bedroom was.

Frohike took off his glasses, rubbed his face, then put his glasses back on. He waited in the dark for about five minutes, hoping the energy company would be able to get the power restored. When it didn’t happen, he gave up and went to bed as well.

**

Later…

Saturday, May 6, 2002

Los Angeles Crime Lab

Los Angeles, California

10:13 AM Pacific Time

 

Alice Lyoness had her eye pressed to the lens of her microscope when her partner, Howard Matthews breezed in, carrying a large sack from Starbucks.

"You’re late."

"I brought’chu a fat-free latte, a sundried tomata’ bagel with low-fat veggie cream cheese and you look absolutely fabulous today."

"You’re forgiven," Lyoness told Matthews. "Hey, Howie, check this out." She moved away from the microscope.

"What’m I lookin’ at?" he complained as he lowered his head down to the microscope. Then he jerked away in surprise. Looked at Lyoness again, then into the microscope again. "Whoa. What AM I lookin’ at?"

"You got me," Lyoness said with a shrug, playing with a strand of her over processed blond hair.

"Where did you get it from?"

"I got it from the scrapings underneath Agent Doggett’s nails. He was hanging onto Rohrer pretty damn good when he was holding him over the tar pit. Talked to Agent Benchly about it. He said that it was just like being in a movie."

"Speaking of movies, is it just me, or does that guy look like the bad guy from T2?" Matthew asked flippantly as he examined the specimen through the microscope with a frown.

"Who? Doggett? Nah… he looks… he looks like this dude that’s been showing up on "The Sopranos" once in a while though…"

"I don’t watch that show. It offends my East Coast sensibilities," Matthews grunted. "S’ok, you got this off Southern boy. Skin samples… but skin samples like I’ve never seen before…"

"I was hoping you weren’t going to say that," Lyoness groaned. "I’ve been through every damn catalog and medical journal trying to figure out what the hell is going on with that sample. It’s almost… not human."

Matthews looked up. "Alice," he said seriously. "Be careful what’re sayin’. There’s freaky shit goin’ on now. You heard ‘bout how the boyfriend, Sealy died. And Sara."

"I know, Howie, I know." Lyoness looked up at the ceiling, blinking back tears. Special Agent Sara Mathers had been a good friend of hers. "Going to the funeral?"

"Mathers? Yeah… I gotta send her family flowers or something…" he cleared his throat. "WHY didju get this?"

"To run a paternity test. Allende asked me to. That little kid that Rohrer threw into the water at Disney? She told the feds that Rohrer was her father." She turned around and

with gloved hands, handed Matthews a different slide. "I haven’t run the paternity test yet, but… check it out…"

Matthews took out Rohrer’s slide and put in Rowan’s. "Holy shit… what the fuck is UP with this shit?"

"Baby," she said, reaching into the Starbucks sack, taking out her latte. "You and I are gonna be spending a very long day in this damn lab, methinks."

**

A little later

Comfort Inn

1710 West 7th Street

Los Angeles, CA 90017

11:22 PM Eastern Standard Time

Reyes was lighting a cigarette with a glowing cigarette butt when she heard a gentle tap on her door.

"Shit," she said, hoping it wasn’t her mother. "Who is it?"

"Me."

Reyes put the freshly light cigarette in her mouth, ground out the dying cigarette in the hotel’s ashtray and went to open the door. "How do you feel?" she asked, letting Doggett inside.

"Sore," he said, moving stiffly. "But I’ll live. You?"

Reyes shrugged, sitting down on her bed. "I’m okay."

"Monica, look," he said, slowly sitting down beside her. "I’m sorry I was an asshole at the hospital. But you were sayin’ stuff, that I can’t accept. Not without proof. You can’t just make statements like that without proof."

"I know," Reyes said. "Have you talked to her lately?"

"Yeah… yeah…" he said, looking pained. "She got mugged the same day we were at the tar pits."

"Mugged?"

"Well… it was supposed to look like a muggin’, but all they stole were X-Files Starkweather was returning to the office."

<<She wasn’t mugged>> Reyes thought desperately. <<She set it up. This imposter, she somehow conned either Scully or Mulder into giving her the files and she handed them over. I know it…>> "You… believe it?" Reyes asked.

Doggett frowned at her. "And I talked to Mulder. He said she looked pretty bad."

Reyes nodded. There had to be a way to proof that she was not Starkweather. <<But if I prove that, will they kill Teri? Oh God, there is no right answer.>> "Have you talked to Allende lately?" she quickly changed the subject.

"Yeah, I talked to him before coming here." Doggett said. "He said that he’s makin’ preparations to have Rowan transferred to Bethesda. I’m gonna have Scully go take a look at her once she gets there. As far as your sister… nothing new."

"I don’t know how I’m going to tell Teri about Liam," Reyes admitted. Her hand trembled as she brought the cigarette up to her lip.

Doggett gently grabbed her wrist and lowered her hand away from her mouth. "Well, smoking like a chimney’s not gonna help," he chided her. She let him take the cigarette away from her. "Thought you were tryin’ to quit anyway?"

"I quit quitting," Reyes said, but she didn’t protest when he ground the cigarette out in the ashtray.

He put his arm around her shoulders. She leaned against him. "I’m the last person to come up with the right thing to say. But, you’ll think of somethin’ Monica. You always do."

"I don’t know why, but this whole ordeal reminds me of the Jaguar and the Little Skunk."

"The what?"

Reyes looked at the floor, wishing that his friendly embrace didn’t’ feel so right. "My grandmother, Mom’s mother, used to tell us stories from the Mayan culture. One of the stories is about a little skunk… it really loses a lot in translation… but…

"’Once there was a gentleman jaguar and a lady skunk. Mrs. Skunk had a son, who was baptized by Mr. Jaguar, so Mrs. Skunk became his comadre (godmother). And as Mr. Jaguar had baptized the little skunk, he was Mrs. Skunk's compadre (godfather).

Mr. Jaguar decided to go looking for food and came to Mrs. Skunk's house.

"Well, compadre, what are you looking for? What have you come here for?" the skunk asked the jaguar.

"Comadre, what I have come to do is to look for some food," said Mr. Jaguar.

"Oh," said Mrs. Skunk.

"I want my godson to come with me so that he can learn to hunt," said Mr. Jaguar.

"I don't think your godson ought to go; he's still very small and something could happen to him. He better not go, compadre," said Mrs. Skunk. But the little skunk protested:

"No, mother, I had better go. What my godfather says is true. I need to get some practice, if I'm going to learn to hunt," said the little skunk.

"But if you go, you'll be so far away," said Mrs. Skunk.

"I'm going, I'm going. Come on, let's go." So they set off on a long walk.

"We're going to where there's a river. That's where we're going," Mr. Jaguar explained to the little skunk, his godson.

"When are we going to get there?" asked the little skunk.

"We're getting close. Follow me so you won't get lost," said Mr. Jaguar.

"All right," answered the little skunk. They finally came to the river.

"This is where we're going to eat," said Mr. Jaguar to the little skunk.

"All right," said the little skunk.

"Come on over here. I'm going to sharpen my knife," said Mr. Jaguar.

"All right," said the little skunk, looking at his godfather.

Mr. Jaguar sharpened his claws, which he called his "knife."

"I sharpened my knife. Now you're going to be on guard, because I am going to sleep. When you see them come, wake me up," said Mr. Jaguar.

"All right," said the little skunk, "all right, godfather."


Then Mr. Jaguar told him: "Don't shout. Just scratch my belly when they come. Scratch my belly, so I won't alarm them. But don't wake me up if just any little old animals without antlers come along, only when the one with big antlers gets here. That's when you'll wake me up."

"All right," said the little skunk. Then the one with the big antlers came, and the skunk awakened Mr. Jaguar. He scratched his belly, and pointed out the deer to Mr. Jaguar, who attacked the animal with big antlers. He went after him and seized him.

"All right, my godson, let's eat. We're going to eat meat," said the jaguar.

"All right," said the little skunk. And so they ate and ate.

"Now we're going to take whatever leftovers there are to your mother," said the jaguar. "Since we are full, we can take something to your mother. Your mother will have meat to eat, just as we did. We will take some to your mother," said the jaguar. When they came back to the mother's house, he told the lady:

"Look at the food here. Look, we've brought you some food, the food that we hunted. Eat your fill of the meat, comadre," the jaguar said to Mrs. Skunk.

"All right," said the skunk, and ate the meat. "I'm full," she said.

"It's good that you're satisfied. I've seen that you are, so I'll be leaving now," said Mr. Jaguar to Mrs. Skunk. And so he left.

After the jaguar left, the little skunk stayed with his mother.

When they ran out of meat, Mrs. Skunk said to her son: "Dear, our meat is all gone."

"Yes, the meat is all gone. I better go and get us some more food," said the little skunk.

"How can you, son? Do you think you're big enough? You're very small. Don't you think you'll be killed?" asked Mrs. Skunk.

"No, mother, I already know how to hunt, my godfather taught me how," replied the little skunk. "I'm leaving now." He left, and Mrs. Skunk was very worried.

Her son came once more to the river, the place to which he had come with his godfather to get the meat.

"This is how my godfather did it. Why shouldn't I be able to do the same thing?" said the little skunk.

"This is how you sharpen a knife," said the little skunk. He sharpened his "knife."

"This is the way my godfather did it. I'm not going to hunt the little animals, I'm just going to hunt the one with the great big antlers. I'm going to hunt one for myself just like the one I ate with my godfather. I have my knife here and I'm going to sleep for a little while." The little skunk lay down to sleep, but then he awakened. He was waiting for the one with the big antlers, and when he came, he attacked him, thinking he was as strong as his godfather. But he just hung from the neck of the one with big antlers. His claws had dug into his skin. He was hanging from his neck and was carried far away and fell on his back. He was left with his mouth wide open.

Since he had not come home to his mother, she wondered: "What could have happened to my son? Why hasn't he come back yet? Something must have happened to him. I better go and look for him."

And so Mrs. Skunk went as far as the bank of the river. She was looking everywhere for her son, but couldn't find him. She began to cry when she found the tracks where the one with the big antlers had come by running. "They must have come by here," said Mrs. Skunk, and began to follow the tracks.

She came to the place where her son had been left lying on his back. When the mother caught sight of him, she noticed that his teeth were showing and shouted at him: "Son, what are you laughing at? All your teeth are showing," she said to him before she had gotten very close. When she did get close she told him: "Give me your hand. I've come to get you, but you're just laughing in my face." She put her hand on him, thinking that he was still alive, but when she noticed that he was already dead, she began to cry.""

<<From Tales and Legends of the Q'anjob'al Maya, published by Yax Te' Press, copyright 1995.>>

Doggett looked at her, his arched eyebrows knit in confusion. "I think that story loses a lot in translation Mon," he told her.

"I feel like the child skunk. I’ve watched the more experienced hunters capture their prey. And I think that because I’ve watched the experienced hunter, I believe that I know what I’m doing. But I really don’t, and I’m going to destroy myself in the process."

"Mon, don’t… don’t talk like that," Doggett told her sternly. "You’re a good federal agent. You’re doing good here. You’re handling yourself better’n I did when we lost Luke… just…" he gave her a self-depreciating smile. "Have a little faith."

She smiled, feeling smaller and smaller.

**

Later that day

An undisclosed FBI safehouse

Near the Los Angeles Field Office

12:15 PM Pacific Time

Dr. Sonia Fix had not left the child’s side since the ordeal began.

Coated with sweat, Rowan’s pale little face concerned the doctor. As well as the child’s racing pulse and lack of appetite. Maternally, she pulled another blanket over her.

Rowan opened her big eyes. "I wanna go home."

"I know," Dr. Fix crooned, stroking her hair.

There was a knock on the door. Dr. Fix got up and walked over to open the door.

"Yes?" she said, barely polite.

Her almost rudeness did not faze stoical Agent Allende. "I just wanted to let you know," he said calmly. "That we will be transporting Rowan to a secured hospital soon."

"What’s soon?" Dr. Fix demanded. "I’ve been hearing about this ‘soon’ since this child was recovered."

"No later than the end of this week, that is a promise. Unless her health begins deteriorating at a more rapid rate. Then we’ll try and push for earlier date. But these things must be carefully planned. The child’s welfare and safety is the top priority."

"Where is she going?"

"I can not disclose that information right now, Dr. Fix."

"Well, you better disclose that information to me as soon as possible," Dr. Fix frowned, trying to look intimidating. "Because I am going with the child. To at least brief the new attending physician of her condition."

"I’ll consult with my superiors to see if that is a possibility," Allende said gravely.

"It would be wise. It could save valuable time."

"And I will let my superiors know that as well," Allende said, his voice never rising. "Keep us updated, doctor."

"I will, trust me," she said grimly.

When Allende left, Dr. Fix took up her place next to Rowan. Taking the girl’s hand, she said. "Soon, this will all be over soon."

Rowan, fatigued by her disorders, had fallen back into a diseased sleep. She put her hand to her neck as if she wore a necklace. Tears ran down her cheeks.

**

Later on…

Scully’s apartment

Georgetown

5:30 PM Eastern Standard Time

"William, no, no," Scully admonished her son as he pulled on the golden crucifix that hung on a delicate chain around her neck. "Don’t play with Mommy’s cross."

"Pitty!" William said cheerfully, tugging on the pendant.

Scully sighed. She gave up trying to read a story to him and so reached for the remote control. "Yes, Mommy’s necklace is pretty. Shall we find cartoons? Huh, sweetie? Should we see if Bugs Bunny is on?"

"Bunny!" William squealed, clapping his chubby hands together.

Scully smiled as she clicked on the television.

The news anchor for the local NBC affiliate looked earnestly at the camera that brought his handsome craggy face into all the homes in the DC and surrounding area. "Police are baffled as a strange murder case grows stranger. Heather Callahan, 27, was found this morning with a single gunshot wound to her head-"

Scully frowned and put William on the phone. "Play with your toys, Boo."

"Bunny!" William protested, pointing at the television set.

"In a second, sweetie," Scully said, picking up her cell phone. "I have to call your dad."

"Bunny!" William wailed, approaching temper tantrum proportions.

"Mulder."

"BUNNY!!!!"

"William, shush, in a minute! Mulder, it’s me, where are you?"

"At the office. Why?"

"Turn your TV to Channel 5 right now. I have to change the set here before William throws a major fit."

"BUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE."

"Too late," Mulder deadpanned as he turned the television on. He grinned when he recognized one of their allies in the police force, Detective Edward Carillo.

"… we thought that at first, the victim, Lyle Callahan, had maybe lost control of his car during last night’s storm," Carillo was telling a reporter. Behind him, a muddy and wet Ford Taurus was being loaded onto a flatbed truck. "But then we discovered the victim in the truck with a cut throat. This case will be a challenge, but we’re up to it."

The picture cut back to the anchor at the studio. "Police are asking anyone with any information to please-"

Mulder turned off the television. "Carillo is looking chippier as always."

"Mulder, the first victim, Heather Callahan."

"First victim? I missed part of that."

"Heather Callahan was found dead in her home this morning. Gun shot wound to her head. Her husband did not show up for work, which prompted one of his friends to go over to their house during his break. He found Heather and saw that the car was gone."

"And?"

"Heather Callahan was the nurse that assisted me with Starkweather’s exam when she came back to us." Mulder stayed very quiet for a long time. Scully finally had to say his name again to get his attention.

"Are you sure?" he said quietly.

"I’m pretty damn sure," Scully said grimly. "I can’t forget her. She annoyed the hell out of me. Starkweather too. She wouldn’t shut up about her damn Beanie Baby collection."

Mulder opened his mouth about how civilization may have been aided by her termination, but shut it quickly. "Why Scully? What is going on here? Jerilyn is returned to us, and then, Teresa Reyes disappears, the Senator disappears and now a nurse which an irritating penchant towards overpriced stuffed toys is murdered along with her husband. Why?"

"I don’t know Mulder. It doesn’t make sense."

"Can you call Jerilyn for me?"

"Why?"

"I want to set up another hypnosis regression session with her."

"Mulder! No! Do your own damn dirty work.

"Scully. This is NOT a coincidence. Look, a message is being sent to us, but it’s encrypted."

"I don’t think Jerilyn would appreciate being referred to as a human decoder ring."

"There is only one person who knows what’s going on," Mulder said darkly. "And that’s Jerilyn."

**

Meanwhile…

En route John Doggett’s house

Falls Church, VA

Bravo was bound and determined to get that damn cat out of Doggett’s house and back to Starkweather’s.

She was on a mission, dammit.

She was fuming about Callahan fiasco. Everything had gone so cleanly the night before. No one had seen her. The storm aided her greatly. And she was positive no one followed her as she went to deposit the car with Lyle Callahan’s body in the trunk. His death was never meant to be public.

She knew disposing of the Callahans was essential. After all, Heather commented how well she looked in her new contact lenses as she examined her eyes. Fortunately, Scully had been out of the room when she made that stupid remark. Bravo just grinned and bore it, memorizing her name, her chipmunk like face and irritating laugh. And stealing the chart while she stepped out in the hall for a minute.

"Look at this," she had bitched to Scully when she came back. "She put my wrong eye color down. Do these," she had fluttered her eyelids rapidly. "Look blue to you?

Stopping in front of Doggett’s house, she reached into her purse and dug out a bottle of eye re-wetting drops. After putting a drop in each eye, she squeezed her eyes tightly shut for a minute and then, re-opened her eyes. She hated wearing contacts. "God damn," she said with a sigh.

Well, the discovery of Lyle Callahan was unfortunate but she had dealt with more difficult situations.

"Alright you god damned cat," she seethed as she got out of her car, stalking towards Doggett’s house. "Round three."

She let herself in. The house was still in shambles from the last time she visited. With a groan, she lifted the shelf back to its upright position and put the books back.

After completing that task, she picked up the empty can of tuna off the floor and called out softly. "Kitty…"

<<He HAS to be getting hungry>> Bravo reasoned as she looked around Doggett’s house for the cat. <<Nobody’s been around to feed… oh.>>

She was in Doggett’s kitchen. She saw that the giant bag of Cat Chow had been ripped into. Literally. Dry cat food was all over the floor.

"Okay, so you’re not starving," Bravo said. "Where in the hell ARE you then?"

Caesar was actually perched on top of a set of shelves just above the fridge. Like a kamikaze pilot, he dove off the shelves and landed solidly on Bravo’s head and shoulders.

"ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH!!" Bravo screamed as she capered blindly through the kitchen, trying to pull the cat off her head. She slammed into wall, then fell over, onto her back. Caesar leapt off of her before she fall and daintily scampered away.

Bravo then experienced a princess moment. "FUCK FUCK FUCK!" she yelled, kicking the floor with her heel. "YOU FUCKING CAT I HATE YOU! DIE! FUCKING DIE!"

Score: Cat, three. Assassin, zero.

**

Later on..

Los Angeles Crime Lab

Los Angeles, California

3:30 AM Pacific Time

"Results are in," Matthews announced, carrying a folder as he entered the lab.

Lyoness was still perplexing over Rohrer’s tissue sample. She was surrounded by huge medical textbooks. "So soon?"

"Somebody’s got a burr up his ass to keep this case rolling." Matthews handed the file to Lyoness.

"Wonder which ass? The hard ass or the crab ass?"

"Which is which?"

"Agent Doggett’s the crab ass. Agent Allende’s the hard ass… and a nice hard ass he’s got…" Lyoness suddenly got a very dreamy and wistful look in her eyes.

"Shame on you," Matthews teased her. "Nice married girl lustin’ for a Mexican."

"He’s Chilean-American."

"Whateva’."

"Anyway, so what’s the scoop?" Lyoness opened the file.

"It’s only a prelim, but it confirms what the kid says."

"What, that this genetic freak, is her biological father?" When Matthews nodded, Lyoness opened the file "Holy shit."

"Whattabout you? How you makin’ out with the skin?"

"I don’t get it, Howie. I am simply confounded. This… this is weird. The cells have an abnormal shape to them. They’re organic and yet there are inorganic properties to it. And take a peep at this," she said, guiding Matthews to the microscope again. "Watch," she said as she picked up a fine needle. As Matthews looked through the lenses of the microscope, Lyoness slid the needle in and started poking at the tissue sample.

"Hey, what are you doin’? You’re messing up the sample!"

"Just watch," Lyoness withdrew the needle.

Matthews snorted, but then suddenly widened his eyes. "Holy balls, the cells are… rebuildin’ themselves…"

"Spontaneous regeneration."

"In a human? At this rapid rate? That can’t be right."

"See why I called him a genetic freak?"

"I wonder if the rest of his body’s like this. I mean, if his skin can rebuild itself with this kinda speed…"

"What about the rest of him," Lyoness said. "His muscle, his bone… everything…"

"Jesus God…"

There was a knock on the door. "Can I come in?" Agent Patrick Benchly asked, popping his head in, carrying his briefcase and workout bag in one hand, a backpack in the other.

"Sure, c’mon in," Matthews beckoned him. "What’chu doin’ here?"

"I’m Allende’s errand boy today," Benchly said sheepishly. "Checking to see what’s going on with the Teresa Reyes case. If there was anything on the video tape."

"Nothin’ yet," Matthews grumbled.

"What’s this?" Benchly picked up Rowan’s file. "The paternity test? It’s already in?"

"Yeah," Lyoness said, "Well, it’s a prelim, but… yeah, pretty much, what the kid’s saying is true. Rohrer’s her father."

"This complicates everything," Benchly muttered. "Mind if I take this to Allende?"

"Knock yourself out," Matthews said.

"Great, well… let us know if you find anything else."

"Well…" Lyoness said hesitantly. "I think we did, but we got to run some more tests. I don’t want to say anything else until we know for sure what we’re looking at."

Benchly looked confused. "Uh… yeah… okay, well, talk to you later then."

"See ya kid," Lyoness called after him.

"Maybe we shoulda told him ‘bout the cell sample," Matthews said after he had left.

Lyoness shook her head. "Nah. Why shake people up with science fiction? Let’s find out exactly what we’re dealing with before we freak out the general public."

"Sounds good to me," Matthews said, standing up again. Searching in his baggy jean pockets for change, he asked "Wanna soda? I’m buyin’?"

"You bought last time."

"Yeah, so, don’t worry. I gotta tab goin’ for ya."

"What a guy," Lyoness rolled her eyes, reaching for one of her medical journals again.

As Matthews started to walk out the door, he exclaimed, "Hey! Benchly forgot his gym bag."

It was the last sentence Matthews ever spoke again.

**

Later on…

Special Agent Santiago Allende’s office

Los Angeles Field Office

Los Angeles, California

6:35 PM Pacific Time

Doggett knocked on Allende’s office door. He could hear Frank Sinatra’s voice crooning through the door, but didn’t recognize the song.

"Come in."

Doggett entered. "I came as soon as I could." His voice was still hoarse after Rohrer’s choke hold on him earlier.

"It’s alright," Allende looked fatigued. "With rush hour, I wasn’t expecting you to be here this early."

"How bad is it?"

"Bad." Allende muttered. "The lab is destroyed. The bomb completely leveled it. Lyoness and Matthews are dead. All the evidence we sent in for testing has been destroyed as well."

"Not all," Doggett reminded him. "My contacts in DC are still reviewin’ a copy of the first tape. We may be able pull a rabbit out a hat yet."

Allende said "I hope so. Do you mind sticking around for a while? You’re kind of the leading authority on Rohrer."

"No. I don’t mind."

"You up to it?"

"I feel fine. Little sore, but I’m okay."

Just then, Agent Malford stuck his head in. "Santiago, we need you for a minute." He did not even acknowledge Doggett’s presence.

"Do you mind?" Allende asked Doggett, standing up from behind his desk.

"No," Doggett said, sitting down. "I gotta make a call anyway."

"Use my phone."

"It’s long distance."

"If you won’t tell the taxpayers, I won’t," Allende said nonchalantly, putting his jacket back on.

When Allende left the tiny office, Doggett scooted around to sit at his desk.

He dialed her number from memory.

"Hello?"

"Doc, it’s me."

"Hey," Bravo forced her voice to be warm and concerned. She was lying on the couch again with another ice-pack but this time on the top of her head. "Mulder just called me a little while ago about the lab. What the hell happened?"

Doggett told her what he knew. "This doesn’t make any sense, Doc," he sadly told her.

"I wish… yeah… I don’t know either," Bravo sighed.

"How are you doin’?"

"Oh, Mulder is still shoving that hypnosis bullshit down my throat."

"Oh Christ," Doggett said automatically but he noticed that there was something off in her voice. "Starkweather, am I calling at a bad time?"

"Well…" she said, meekly, hesitantly. "Yeah, you are."

All Doggett could think to say was "Oh."

"I’m sorry," she said, her voice sounding so sincere.

"No… no, it’s okay, I forgot about the time difference," he said lamely. "I’ll…" he almost said ‘I’ll call you tomorrow’ but instead said. "I’ll just talk to you later."

"Okay," she said meekly. "I’m sorry."

"S’alright. Good night, Doc."

"Night," she said softly, replacing the receiver.

Carlos walked out of the kitchen. "Who was that?"

Bravo looked at him, "Doggett."

"How’s he doing?"

She nodded. "Better. He’s just…. Fussing over me as usual… as if I was a child," she added bitterly.

Carlos fell for her line like a hook and sinker. "You are hardly a child, Jeri."

Bravo gave him a sweet smile. "I’m glad you came over to tell me about the DNA testing in person."

"Trust me," Carlos said darkly, kneeling beside her as she lay back down on the couch again. "We’re gonna nail Blade Connor’s ass to the wall for this." He took her hand and she squeezed his back in return.

Meanwhile, Doggett got out of Allende’s chair, holding his bruised ribs, wincing as he rose. Slowly, feeling old and wasted, he looked out the window, at the sea of busy people going about life outside.

Frank Sinatra was still playing on Allende’s stereo:

"Each time I see a crowd of people,

just like a fool I stop and stare

It's really not the proper thing to do,

but maybe you'll be there

I go out walking after midnight,

along the lonely thoroughfare

It's not the time or place to look for you,

but maybe you'll be there

You said your arms would always hold me,

you said you lips were mine alone to kiss

Now after all those things you told me,

how can it end like this

Someday if all my prayers are answered,

I'll hear a footstep on the stair

With anxious heart, I'll hurry to the door,

and maybe you'll be there…"

He leaned his forehead against the window pane and closed his eyes.

***

Sunday, May 5, 2002

The Coffee is My Friend 24 Hour Coffee Shop

Washington DC

8:01 AM Eastern Standard Time

"Blade Connor?" Mulder said in disbelief.

Lux Carlos nodded before taking a swig of his Irish Cream latte. "We’ve checked, re-checked and triple checked. Somehow, Blade Connor’s DNA got underneath the lovely Mrs. Starkweather’s nails."

Mulder stirred his coffee absently. Then abruptly stopped stirring as he reached for the sugar shaker. "It makes sense," he said, pouring more sugar into his cup. "After all, he was the one black mailing Reyes when all this happened."

"And he’s got motivation," Carlos said. "He’d do anything to protect Samita. Which is why he aided in the initial abduction of Starkweather."

Mulder nodded. "We just have to find him."

"That’s easy," Carlos snorted. "We just go the FBI safe house where we’re keeping Samita and the kids and we wait for him. Personally, I don’t know why we’re allowing him to continue with the charade of Connor Saint-Claire, mild mannered business man. I’d love to throw him down."

Mulder told him, "Because in the eyes of the law, all the evidence is circumstantial. We could bring him in on charges, sure, but with what information we have so far; either he’d get a joke of a sentence. Probation time served or get off completely. And if he got off completely, we could never go after him again. Double jeopardy. Granted, this is assuming that the judge doesn’t start laughing hysterically at the case file and throw the entire case out of court on the grounds of sheer idiocy."

Carlos shook his head. "Mulder. You got to stop."

"Stop what?"

"Thinking like a G-man. You’re one of us now. You’re a shadow man. We have certain luxuries the FBI doesn’t."

"Such as operating outside the law?"

"Like you never had before," Carlos reminded him.

Mulder glared at him. "I’ve only bent a few rules."

"Bent? Remember, I’m your CIA recruiter. I did my homework. And my friend, ‘bent’ is an understatement."

"But I’ve never doled out my own justice. I didn’t want to give justice. I just wanted the truth to be known. I trusted in others to handle justice based on the truth I brought to them."

Carlos smiled sorrowfully at Mulder. "Brother that was your first mistake."


**

A little later

An undisclosed FBI safehouse

Somewhere in the Washington DC area

"Connor!" Samita Saint Claire exclaimed in joy as her husband entered the room.

Blade Connor crossed to her and embraced her warmly. "Hey baby," he whispered to her, stroking her soft brown hair.

Once he had been a simple man named Connor Saint Claire. He never had any delusions of grandeur. His life progressed the way he expected. He left high school, got a college degree, met a pretty girl and married her.

The only snag in their life together was her inability to bear children. This did not bother Connor in the least. His masculinity did not be assuaged by reproduction.

Connor made a decent living. They weren’t exactly swimming in money, but he and Samita didn’t lack anything. They could afford to pursue adoption.

Their first child came to them from Romania. A boy that had lain forgotten in a desolate orphanage until the American couple claimed him as his own. Samita and Connor agreed to not to change the child’s name of Alexandru. But in time, the boy was baptized with the very American nickname of Drew. And Drew was a completely American boy. He ran around in the back yard, he played with Tonka trucks in his sandbox, he watched Saturday morning cartoons.

When Connor received a raise, he and Samita began to seriously discuss the possibilities of adopting another child. Eventually, they decided to go for it.

And Kora-Lee came to them from Korea. Pretty little girl with silky midnight hair and lotus blossom skin. The minute Samita introduced her to Drew, Kora-Lee became his little pet. He christened her "Kory", so excited to be a big brother. Connor affectionately wondered how long that was going to last, when Drew would become allergic to his little sister’s presence.

It wasn’t a perfect life. The children, as all small children do from time to time, frustrated them with their temper tantrums and whining. He and Samita squabbled over finances and the television occasionally. They needed a new car, but with the finalizing of Kory’s adoption, there just wasn’t enough money at the time. It wasn’t a perfect life, but it was a good life.

Until the men in black came last December.

Connor had no idea of Samita’s past. Samita didn’t even realize her past. Her parents were both dead. Her stepmother died of a heart attack two years ago. But she didn’t know how her father died, it was an unsolved mystery. She knew that her oldest sister, Marita Covarrubias, worked for the government, but somehow got mixed up in an underground organization and landed herself on the FBI’s Most Wanted List. The last she had heard from her other sister Felitza was that she had landed a job at the third oldest law firm in Washington DC and was dating a lawyer, a nice man named Ben Starkweather.

Ignorance was truly bliss.

Connor had tried to fight the men off when they stormed their home. He was a fit and trim man who worked out three times a week religiously, plus was an amateur boxer in college. But these men were invincible. And strong. He woke up in the hospital to discover that the children were safe, but Samita was gone and those men had broken his back. He was never going to walk again.

Or so they thought.

When Samita was returned to him, something strange happened. He fell asleep, paralyzed from the waist down. The next morning, when he woke up, he had full sensation in his lower extremities. He could walk.

The FBI swiftly put Samita and the children into a safe house after that on the orders of Assistant Director Skinner. Connor refused to go. He did not trust his government to keep Samita or his children safe anymore. He refused to stay cooped up like a rat. He was going to do everything within his power to keep Samita safe.

Even if that meant becoming a monster. A man he hoped his son wouldn’t grow up to be.

"Where are the kids?" he asked.

Samita told him, "In the other room. Watching cartoons. I’ll call them." She broke away from his embrace and called, "Drew! Kory!"

The kids tore out of their bedroom and wrapped their fat little arms around Connor’s legs. "Daddy! Daddy! Daddy!" Drew crowed as Connor swung him up in the air.

Connor played and talked with the kids for about an hour. Then, he sent them into their bedroom again. "I have to talk to your mom."

"I wanna go home," whined Drew. "I want my toys. I want my friends. I wanna pway outside."

"Soon, buddy, soon," Connor promised. "Now, go play with your sister. I bet you have a whole bunch of new toys in your bedroom.

As the children scampered back to the small room they shared together, Samita said quietly. "So define ‘soon’ for me, for us, Connor," she sat down with an Audrey Hepburn grace. "Tomorrow? Next week? Another month?"

Samita’s natural mother had been a ravishingly beautiful woman. Out of the five sisters from the Eden Project, only Samita inherited her beauty and grace. Samita, however, had never met her biological mother. She had inherited Lynnette’s pearly skin, rose petal lips, heart-shaped face and lithe body. Unlike Lynnette, Samita had soft brown hair and deep blue eyes. The two half-sisters she had never met, Alpha and Bravo, had inherited Lynnette’s auburn hair. Somehow, Charlie inherited blond hair and Jerilyn’s coloring came almost exclusively from her father’s side, mocha brown hair and witchy hazel eyes.

Until the FBI placed her and her children into their protective custody, she had not known that Alpha, Bravo, Charlie and Jerilyn existed. Now she knew more than she wanted. And was tired of living in fear.

And tired of wondering exactly what her husband was up to.

"Sami, I’m working on it," he told her raggedly. "I’m trying to ensure yours and the kids’ safety."

"I received another letter from social services," she said in her hushed husky voice. She rarely raised her voice. She was always a perfect lady. She resembled Lynnette Bailey so much that if Jerilyn or her deceased adoptive father, the Admiral, had ever met her, they would have been startled by the resemblances. The facial expressions. The tone of voice. The mannerisms. "They seem to feel that Drew and Kory would be better off if they were placed in foster care and possibly given to another family."

"They can’t do that, Sami," he told her, sitting down on the prickly couch, a reject from the Seventies. He held out his hands and Samita got up from her chair. She walked over to him, placed her hands into his. "I promise you, we won’t lose the kids. I’m working on a deal…"

"A deal?" Samita was not only lovely, but brilliant. She could not be fooled or swayed. "No more deals Connor."

She did not realize the role he had played in the Starkweather abduction, but she suspected that Connor was not exactly working within the realms of the law.

"It’s not like that," he lied, rubbing her knuckles with his thumbs. "I’m trying to arrange it so we can get out from under the FBI’s scrutiny so we can move."

"Move?"

"To England," he said. "That’s where your father was from, wasn’t it?"

"That’s what Marita and Felitza said, but Connor, remember, I never met the man."

"I’ve been talking to Marita," he finally said.

"Marita??" Shocked, Samita pulled her hands out from his. "Connor, she’s a wanted felon."

"Sami, she’s making all the arrangements. In less than two weeks, we’ll be on a plane for London. Then we disappear into oblivion."

"Under assumed names," she said scornfully. "Like fugitives. What about our home? Our house, our jobs?"

"If those people come for you again, Samita," Connor said seriously. "Then none of that means a damn. Come on Sami," he reached for her hands again. "Don’t you want to go somewhere where the kids can play outside again without the benefit of SWAT surveillance?" Samita began to cry softly. Connor stood up and hugged her tight. "Two weeks," he whispered. "Two weeks and then we’re out of here." He cupped her face tenderly, leaning in for a kiss. "I promise, my love. This will all be a bad dream soon."

"Okay," Samita whispered trustingly, clinging to him. "I love you, Connor."

"I love you too, Samita," he whispered back to her as he kissed her.

"Can you come back tonight?" she begged him. Her existence had narrowed to this dismal apartment. The kids had the occasional benefit of going outside once in a while, but only when it was cleared by the federal agents and under heavy guard. Samita had to remain indoors.

He gave her a naughty smile. "I’ll come back when the kids are in bed."

"Can you stay tonight?"

Connor nodded. She asked for so little. Normally she didn’t appeal for him to stay like this. The walls must be beginning to close in on her.

"I’ll see what I can about pushing the move date up," he whispered, kissing her a few more times before breaking away. "I’m gonna go say good-bye to the kids," he said with tears in his eyes.

Samita nodded, sinking down onto the couch again.

Connor hated saying good bye to the kids and Samita. He didn’t trust the FBI or the CIA or god knows whatever government agency was monitoring them.

Which was why it was imperative that they leave the country and soon. In Connor’s opinion anyway.

Connor allowed himself to be escorted out by nameless federal agents with forgettable faces.

The faces waiting for him outside, however, were far from forgettable.

"Gentlemen," Connor said, shifting his eyes from Fox Mulder to Lux Carlos. "To what I owe the pleasure?"

"How’s Samita doing, Blade?" Mulder asked bluntly.

"Going stir-crazy," Connor snapped at him. "Why aren’t you two doing anything about the threat on my wife’s life?"

Mulder ignored his sallie. "Blade, did you know that Agent Starkweather was found? Alive?"

"No," he said. "Well… good. I’m glad."

"Funny how she was found," Carlos said casually. "The hospital took scraping from underneath her fingernails."

"Why? Who cares?"

"Because if she fought somebody," Mulder said patiently, as if explaining how to play Bingo to a very stupid child, "she may have scratched them. And genetic material, such as skin or hair or blood may have been trapped under her nails. Don’t you watch ‘CSI’?"

"I don’t see where this is going," he said impatiently.

"Why? Have a meeting with Marita Covarrubbias?" Mulder asked laconically, privately gloating at the dumbfounded look on Connor’s face. "What? You didn’t’ think we’d have listening devices in Samita’s safehouse?"

"But don’t worry," Carlos reassured him. "We turn it off during your conjugal visits."

Connor got into Mulder’s face. "You… you and your government are not doing shit to protect my wife."

"And consorting with the Syndicate is much better idea, sure," Mulder said, glaring at him. "Those men are dangerous, Connor. They prevaricate and they deceive. They care for no one but themselves."

"Maybe that’s why you are dealing with the Syndicate," Carlos piped up. "Because the Syndicate’s mission statement matches your personality so well."

"The story you fed Agent Reyes last winter. About your brother Mark being a test subject at the Never Never Land Orphanage. Was that true or was that a pile of bullshit to coerce Agent Reyes into assisting you?"

"Assist me in what?"

"Remember how we mentioned the funny way Agent Starkweather was found?" Carlos asked. "We never went into the details."

"She showed up on Agent Doggett’s doorstep ten days ago, just out of the blue," Mulder took another step towards Connor. Connor held his ground. They were now nose to nose. "But that’s not the funny part. The punch line to this joke, is that when we took the fingernail scrapings from her, we analyzed the DNA. And we got a hit from out data base. The DNA matches YOUR DNA. One hundred percent. Ha ha. Ha ha." Mulder said in his characteristic monotone.

Connor turned pale. "No…"

"So what happened Blade?" Carlos asked. "Were you feeling frisky one night and thought, well what the hell, she looks like Samita so let’s have one go around? Trust me," Carlos dropped a wink. "I used to date the girl. She’s a great ride."

Mulder glared at Carlos. "Shut up. That’s my little sister."

Blandly, Carlos said "Now you know why Bill Scully Jr. goes ape-shit on you."

"How did you know about Bill Scully Jr.?"

"I’m CIA. I know everything."

Connor stopped their squabbling. "No… I mean… it can’t be. It wasn’t me."

"What?" Carlos said innocently. "Aliens planted your DNA on Agent Starkweather? Bad ET, bad."

Mulder suddenly grabbed Connor by the lapels of his suit. "Did you hurt her?" he demanded, his eyes narrowed and burning emerald fire. "You son-of-a-bitch, did you?"

"I never touched Agent Starkweather," he pleaded, seeing homicidal tendencies in his eyes. "I don’t… it has to be a mistake. I haven’t seen Starkweather since… since she… before she was flying out to meet you Mulder. I swear to God," he pleaded. "Who ever took her, it wasn’t me."

"Why did you lead us?" Mulder demanded.

"I wanted to protect Samita," he said weakly. "That’s all. I was given orders, to give you and Reyes information about Doggett’s whereabouts when he was abducted. They said if I followed to the letter, then they would leave me and Samita and my kids in peace." In a stronger voice, he said "If the roles were reversed. If it was your woman and kid at risk, you would have done the same thing."

Mulder let Connor go. "I wouldn’t be planning any trips overseas yet," he threatened him.

Carlos said lowly to Connor. "We’re watching you, Mr. Saint-Claire, Blade, whatever damn alias you’re going by this week. And you’re going down. Life could be easier if you cooperate with us."

"I refuse to cooperate with this nation any longer."

"Careful," Carlos said seriously. "With the Homeland Security Act in force, that very unpatriotic remark could very well be interpreted as a threat against this nation. And I can make that stick, Connor."

"I just want my family to be safe," Connor said, smoothing his suit jacket. "You’re making a mistake. I did not have Agent Starkweather. I was just the messager."

When Connor walked away, Mulder started to go after him. But Carlos stopped him. "Let ‘im go."

"He might flee the country."

"Not with the memo I’ll be sending to all the airports, police stations and federal law enforcement agencies in the greater DC area," Carlos growled. "The man won’t even be able to fart without somebody knowing it. Who knows, maybe we’ll be able to catch Covarrubias while we’re at it too."

"Yeah… that would be nice," Mulder still stared at Connor’s retreating form like a rabid dog.

"Mulder, what is it?"

"I don’t know… something’s just not sitting right with me."

"What do you mean?"

"I think Connor was telling the truth."

"Your cell phone’s flashing," Carlos pointed out, choosing to ignore Mulder’s remark.

"Dammit," Mulder said. "I forgot I put it on ‘silent.’" Mulder checked the caller ID. "Dammit," he said again.

"What?"

"One of my friends," Mulder said. "We’ve been playing phone tag since Saturday." He hit the redial option and put the phone to his ear. "Come on, come on…" As he waited for someone to pick up the phone, he told Carlos. "These are the guys that are wiring Starkweather’s apartment."

"Ah." Carlos said.

"Damn…" Mulder said when he heard the beginning of the recording. "Langly, it’s me. Phone tag, you’re it." Mulder turned his phone off. "Hope it’s not important."

***

Much much later…

The Lone Gunmen Lair

Tacoma Falls

4:45 PM Eastern Standard Time

"Dammit," Langly bitched as he got Mulder’s voice mail again. "Mulder, it’s me. Look, I gotta talk to you… is it possible that I come see ya tomorrow at City Hall? Or can ya come over here? Lemme know." Langly hung up the phone with a bang.

"Langly," Byers said, looking up from the newspaper. "I wish you would tell us what’s going on."

"I can’t," Langly said stubbornly. "You would think I’m nuts. I gotta talk to Mulder. I’m not trying to be a butthole and hide stuff from you guys. But it’s something that I think it’s better I keep to myself until after I talk to Mulder."

Byers opened his mouth as if to say something, then shook his head and went back to his newspaper.

Frohike burst into the lair. "Guys, heads up, I got a lead on the Teresa Reyes case." He made a beeline to his computer, pulling a slender CD jewel case out of his vest pocket.

"Frohike, where have you been?" Byers asked.

"I contacted-" He paused, looking at Byers’ project. "You’re clipping coupons?"

"I’m trying to save us money," Byers said piously.

"No wonder you’re still a virgin," Frohike muttered. Before Byers could retort, he went on. "Anyway, I contacted those idiots at T.I.Ts," Frohike grimaced. "To see if they could help with this," he held up the video tape Allende had sent to Scully.

"Were they?"

"Yeah, in more ways then one," Frohike said. "One, they need a space to rent out for a week. They’ve been floated out from CIA to ATF for routine drug surveillance in Tacoma Falls…"

"Wow," Langly said, finally brightening up since his dismal run in with "Starkweather." "That’s a major demotion."

"Well, let’s just say they didn’t impress anyone with their high jinks during the Doggett and Starkweather disappearances," Frohike said blandly. "Anyway, they offered to rent from us for a week. A grand a day," he said modestly.

"Wow!" Langly said again. "That money will go a long way in the fund-age to find Yves."

"Langly, did you just make up a word?" Byers asked.

"ANYWAY," Frohike fumed as he placed a silvery compact disk into the DVD drive. "They had the equipment to take VHS tape and transfer it to digital, then burning it to a DVD-R. All I had to do to get them to do that for me was promise them that one of the days that they have the space was a freebie-day."

"No big deal," Byers said. "Drug surveillances drag on for days and days."

"Were you able to find something on the digitized version?" Langly asked.

"Yes," Frohike said, opening up the DVD program on his computer. Teresa Reyes’ blotched and teary face appeared on the screen. The Lone Gunmen were silenced for a minute.

"She’s very pretty," Byers said quietly.

"Yeah," Frohike said, muting the volume and making the speed of the DVD move very slowly. "Watch this," he said, moving aside so Byers and Langly could see better. Using a ruler as a pointer, he tapped it against the monitor gently, saying "Watch the eyes closely. Byers, as the former FCC guy aka narc, you may want to get a pad and pen. This is your specialty. Tell me if you get what I got when I watched this at with the T.I.Ts"

With the mouse, Frohike hit "play"

Teresa Reyes’s image began to move very slowly. "Is that a glitch?" Langly asked, hardly daring to hope. "Or a nervous twitch? Her eyes blinking like that?"

"That’s what I thought too," Frohike said. "I couldn’t get the film to slow down enough when it was just VHS and plus when last night’s storm knocked out our power…"

"Morse code," Byers said, reaching for a notebook and pen. "Frohike, rewind. Please."

Frohike complied. Byers wrote frantically, watching as Teresa Reyes blinked out the Morse code, closing her eyes longer for the dashes, shorter for the dots.

"H… E… L… P… M… E… H… O… L… L… Y… W… O… O… D…" Byers read back slowly.

"That’s what I got too," Frohike said, springing into action. "I’ve got Dogbreath’s cellphone number somewhere in our database. Byers, I know Langly’s been trying to get a hold of Mulder. You keep calling him. Tell him what’s going on. Langly, get on priceline.com and start bidding."

"On what?"

"Plane tickets," Frohike said, dialing Doggett’s cell phone number. "You’re going to Hollywood."

**

The next day

Monday, May 6, 2002

Los Angeles Field Office

Los Angeles, California

6:37 AM Pacific Time

"Hey Agent Reyes."

Reyes turned around at the familiar nasally voice. Beaming, she turned around. "Langly," she said, throwing her arms gratefully around his gangly frame. "You are my hero, right now," she kissed his cheek.

Langly blushed all the way up to the roots of his hair. "Actually Frohike’s the one that caught it."

"I’ve got a hug and kiss for him… and Byers when this is done too," she promised, releasing him from her embrace. "I can’t believe it," she whispered. "Morse code. After all these years, she remembered." Her eyes shone with tears but for the first time in days, they were happy tears. "When we were kids, my sisters and brother and I would play like secret agents. We learned Morse code so we could send each other top secret messages. I never thought we’d have to use it in our adult life. Have you told Mulder and Scully yet?"

"We’ve been playing phone tag with Mulder. I think he’s up to some CIA crap right now. But if you do get a hold of Mulder… can ya give him a message for me?"

"Sure what?"

Langly looked over her shoulder and saw Doggett and Allende approaching. "Just tell ‘im to call me," he muttered.

"Hello Langly," Doggett as pleasantly as he could as he could at twenty to seven in the morning. "Good catch. Good job," he said sincerely.

"It was Frohike," Langly muttered, looking at the floor.

Reyes frowned, feeling the first empathic impulse in days. Langly was trying to close himself off from Doggett. Normally, Langly was scoring verbal points off of Doggett, constantly reminding him that he was not the same man as Fox Mulder.

Now, it was as if Langly distinctly felt sorry for Doggett.

Meanwhile, Doggett was making the introductions. "Special Agent Santiago Allende, Ringo Langly."

"Pleasure to meet you Mr. Langly," Allende said warmly. "Thank you for coming out all this way to help."

"Well, when we heard ‘bout your crime lab bein’ bombed, I figured you might need someone with decent kung fu to come help out," Langly said without guile.

Allende looked at Doggett out of the corner of his eye. "Kung fu, huh?"

Doggett shrugged.

"Well, we’ve got agents combing Hollywood inch by inch. Mr. Langly, you look tired, would you like to lie down for a while? We’ve got a couch in one of our break rooms?"

Langly shook his head. "Nah, I’m all jet-lagged. I’m gonna try and stay up for a while. Can ya tell me if there’s a Coke machine or something near?"

"There’s one around the corner. Let us know if you need anything else. Agent Doggett," Allende said formally, "Agent Reyes, if you would like to come with me, I’d like to show you how we’ve gridded off Hollywood and if you have any suggestions to make, to please do so."

Reyes was still watching Langly. "I’ll be there in a minute," she said. "I need some caffeine too."

Allende nodded and he and Doggett set off.

"Langly," Reyes touched his arm. "What you need to tell Fox, does it have anything to do with John?"

Langly shrugged. "It’s personal."

Suddenly Reyes’ eyes widened as she remembered.

**I want a girl with a short skirt

and a looooooooonnnnnngggg jacket…**

"This is about Starkweather," she whispered urgently. When Langly’s jaw dropped open, she said "You don’t believe it’s really Jerilyn back at home either, do you? DO you??"

Langly blinked at her incredulously. Then slowly shook his head. "She was smoking a cigarette," he whispered back to her. "And she didn’t know who I was."

Reyes squeezed his arm affectionately. "We’ll talk later," she promised. "And we’ll talk to Fox as soon as we can."

**

Later that morning

Jerilyn Starkweather’s apartment

10:01 PM Eastern Standard Time

Bravo peeped through the spy hole of her apartment door. Then undid the locks and let Carlos inside.

"I brought you a gift," he said, holding up the cat carrier.

"Oh, you shouldn’t have!" she exclaimed in an excited voice while thinking <<You really shouldn’t have.>>

Caesar instantly began to yowl demonically.

Carlos set the carrier down and opened the pet door. Caesar shot out of the carrier and instantly darted into the bedroom to hide in the closet.

"He’s shy," she said flippantly.

"Yeah," Carlos said, holding up his other hand. Blood trickled from the cat bites and scratches. "VERY shy."

"Oh my God!" Bravo cried out. "Sit! I’ll be right back!"

Bravo darted to Starkweather’s shoebox sized bathroom and found the first aid kit. She quickly returned to the living room and sat next to Carlos. As she soaked a cotton ball with cleaning alcohol, she said, "You didn’t come here just to return my cat."

"No," Carlos admitted, flinching a little as Bravo took his hand and dabbed the cuts with the soaked cotton ball. "I have good news for you."

"Oh?"

"We busted Blade Connor last night."

"You did?"

"He’s in quite a bit of trouble. He was trying to raise money so he can skip town with Samita Saint Claire and the kids."

"Are you serious?" she said while thinking <<Good. Treacherous rat.>>

"Yeah. He had a meeting with the lovely Marita Covarrubias. We missed Miss Covarrubias. However, after a duty marital visit to Samita, he slipped out after she fell asleep. And we caught him exchanging sensitive materials to a few spies from a radical Muslim extremist terrorist group that we’ve been trying to get our hands on for a little while now."

"Oh my God…" Bravo whispered as she proceeded to bandage the cuts up now. "How could he?"

"Easy, he’s an anarchist," Carlos said bitterly. "He made some rather unsavory remarks about our country earlier yesterday." He sighed. "Marita gave him sensitive information from the Department of Defense. Connor claims he had no idea what the papers were for. He said that he was told he was just supposed to give the briefcase to the spies and then he would be rewarded with a small fortune." He reached over with his free hand and clasped her small hand in his. "Bailey-girl, we got him. Mulder’s been interrogating him all night. He’s bound to crack soon. And we have more good news."

"What’s that?"

"About the Teresa Reyes case." When he noticed the blank look on her face, he said, "I’m surprised Scully hasn’t called you about it."

"Me too," she said faintly.

Carlos told her how the Lone Gunmen discovered Teresa Reyes’ use of Morse code. Bravo felt her throat constrict in rage. <<Damn you, Rohrer, damn you!!!>> she seethed helplessly. <<I’m going to shove magnetite up your ass for this, I swear to God.>>

"That was smart thinking on Teresa’s part," Bravo finally managed to croak out.

"And smart of the Gunmen to catch it," Carlos said. "I would have never thought of it."

"Mulder’s always said they were good. I haven’t met them myself yet, so I have to take his word for it."

"Yeah," Bravo said while thinking <<Gunmen? Gunmen? Who the hell are these Lone Gunmen??? I’m going to kill my intel contact after I kill Rohrer.>>

"Of course," he chuckled, "Forgot that you’d be less than thrilled with them."

<<Oh goody, a clue. Starkweather is not enamored with these Gunmen. Keep digging>> Bravo thought while saying "They just annoy me, that’s all," she said grudgingly. "They are good at what they do, I guess."

"All of them, or just one?" Carlos teased her. "Mulder told me that you made him take all the mistletoe down from Scully’s house at Christmas time so the tall blond one wouldn’t chase after you."

Bravo’s mouth fell open, then she recovered quickly. "Busted," she said sheepishly, then laughed in joking sort of a way. "I should have killed him when I had the chance."

<<"Do I fucking know you?>>

Carlos shook his head. "You know you can’t kill someone in cold blood. It’s not in your nature." He began tracing a design on top of her hand. Bravo’s toes curled. "I should have never sent you after the Cancer Man. I should have never sent you after Bravo."

<<Ah ha, so it was you that sicked that bitch on me in Arizona>> Bravo thought. "I… um… don’t want to talk about that anymore," she said, changing the subject. "It’s in the past, it can’t be changed. Nothing can. We just… sorry, I’m getting trite."

"Trite doesn’t bother me."

"Bothers ME."

"Jerilyn… it’s me," he said gently. "I’ve seen you at your worst and your best. And I still like you."

"Thanks, that warms my heart," she said dryly.

"You know what I mean, Bailey. You’re… you mean a lot to me. Always have. Always will."

<<Time to tease>> Bravo thought with malevolent glee. "I wish things could have been different," she said slowly. "I wish things were different."

"How so?"

"I don’t know. I mean, to wish that things were different, means a lot of things that were good would have to be undone…"

"Like Ben?"

She nodded. "Yeah…"

"You did look really happy… when you got married."

"I was," Bravo said, looking down at her hand. "Or I thought I was… Lux… I’ve been thinking. A lot these past few days. Since I’ve been back."

"About?"

"Life. Death. The universe and my place in it… you know, little things."

"VERY little things."

"And I’ve… I’ve decided that… um… after my sabbatical, I’m going to quit the X-Files… transfer to Quantico…" Bravo made her voice crack. "I just can’t do this anymore. I can’t live like this anymore."

After a moment, Carlos said, "It’s your decision, but… Bailey-girl, leaving the X-Files won’t guarantee your safety."

"I know," she said. "But it would diminish some of the threat, don’t you agree? Besides, if they wanted me dead…" she let her voice trail off.

"What about the others?" he asked gently. "Mulder, Scully…. Doggett?"

"Mulder will be pissed, but that’s just too damn bad," she said obstinately. "Scully… I think Scully will understand… Doggett… I… don’t know."

"How… are things with you and Doggett?" Carlos asked.

She gave him a teary smile. "He cares about me. A lot. Maybe too much. And I… he means a lot to me too… but… he’s SO much older than me. Plus, he’s career-driven. He’s in line for Skinner’s seat when Skinner retires. And he’s got SO much baggage. He’s got issues with his family back in Georgia… and his ex-wife. And he’s still not over the death of his son. And… oh… It’s a mess," she said simply. "Of course it’s a mess. I’m involved."

"We weren’t a mess," he reminded her.

"No," she said looking at his hands again. "You just left."

"And it was the worst mistake I’ve ever made," he said simply. "When Mulder and I talked to him yesterday, Connor asked us if the roles were reversed, would we do the same as him. Throw our lives away to protect the people we love. And I stood there, feeling so smug. Superior to this traitor. Until I realized that I did do the same thing that he did. I threw my life away, to protect someone…

Bravo felt like she was Cupid, armed with poisoned arrows. "I’m still here," she told him. "So you must have done something right."

"Yeah," Carlos said, reaching up to touch her face. "I must have…" He leaned into her and just as their lips touched, his cell phone rang. "Damn," he sighed, answering. "Carlos… yeah… yeah? Okay… be there in ten minutes." He looked at Bravo, pushing her long, loose hair away from her face. "I have to go."

"Okay."

"I’ll be back," he promised her.

She nodded. "I count on that."

She had no idea that was a catchphrase Starkweather always used with Doggett.

Carlos grinned at her, then left.

Bravo’s face fell. <<I wonder where to find these Lone Gunmen>> she wondered.


She thanked God the red herring she threw Mulder about Blade Connor was keeping him busy. She cursed Rohrer for his extreme stupidity.

She went into the bedroom and grabbed the second to the last ‘emergency’ cell phones, a phone she could make a call to, then destroy the phone.

Exiting the apartment, she locked the door behind her, oblivious to Caesar’s sudden yowling. There was not a drop of water or crumb of cat food from him.

Score: Cat, three. Assassin, one.

Bravo actually was not thinking about torturing Starkweather’s cat. She was thinking about the oblivious link to hooking her up with the Lone Gunmen.

Scully.

As she left her apartment, she dialed Rohrer’s message. "Head’s up," she said when he answered. "They know your location."

"Shit," Rohrer swore. "How?"

"Your idiocy. The girl signaled to them by blinking out Morse code in the video tape. If you’re still in Hollywood, you better either beat feet or lay low." She didn’t wait for Rohrer’s response.

Starkweather’s piece of shit car was parked along the curb. "Damn, no one stole it," she muttered as she cracked the phone in half and dropped it down a drain grate before getting into her car and driving to J. Edgar Hoover.

**

A little later

The X-Files Office

J. Edgar Hoover Building

Washington DC

11:26 AM Eastern Standard Time

"Jerilyn," Scully put her cell phone down as Bravo walked into the office. "I was just about to call you."

"Oh?" Bravo said innocently, fiddling with her visitor’s badge. "About what?"

"We got a lead on the Teresa Reyes case," Scully said, relief etched in her voice. "We got a location."

Bravo let go a relieved sigh. "Thank God. Maybe there’s still hope… how did they get the lead?"

"Actually, it was the guys who figured it out."

"The Gunmen," Bravo mused. "Figures. When all else fails… I should go see them, I haven’t seen them yet."

"I’m surprised Langly hasn’t beaten down your door."

<<Langly… that must be the name of the blond nerd that was hitting on me at the café the other night. Thank you Scully.>> "Hell, I’m surprised that he hasn’t turned my apartment into his personal shrine."

Scully rolled her eyes. "It could be worse," she said simply, thinking of Frohike’s rapturous feelings for her.

"True. Rather have a tall skinny nerd chase after me than a toad of a man. I’m going to give them a call. Did you need to talk to them?"

"Not at the moment."

Bravo pretended to dig in her jacket pocket. "What… the… oh shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. I can’t find my phone. And I just got a new one too, figures."

"Maybe you left it at home?" Scully asked helpfully.

"Hope so… hey, can I use your phone?"

Bravo had to keep from jumping up and down in delight as Scully held out her cell phone to her. "It’s under ‘LGM’ in the phonebook," she said.

"Thanks," Bravo said, scrolling through the numbers. Once she reached ‘LGM’, she quickly glanced at the number, memorizing it rapidly and then hit ‘call.’

"The Lone Gunmen," Byers answered politely.

"Is Langly there?"

"No, he’s not here at the time. Can I help you?" Byers asked.

"Quit being so formal, it’s Starkweather."

"Mrs. Starkweather," Byers said kindly. "It’s good to hear your voice. We apologize we haven’t visited you sooner. We thought that you may want some time to readjust after your… ordeal."

"Yeah, well… don’t worry about it. Anyway, I was going to be in your part of the neighborhood this afternoon and was wondering if I could stop by later on today."

"We’ll be here," he said. "You remember the way, don’t you?"

Bravo had to make a judgment call and fast. She had no idea where the Lone Gunmen were based. However, if Starkweather had been there before, she would remember how to get there. Obviously Byers either didn’t know or didn’t remember Starkweather’s powerful intellect. She had to choose, and choose well.

"Actually no," she said.

Byers gave her simple directors from FBI Headquarters to their lair in Tacoma Falls. "And just ring the main bell."

"Okay, I’ll see you later," she said, "Bye."

It was a risk, but a necessary one.

Besides, the only one who knew of her discrepancy would be dead by sundown anyway.

"Have time for lunch, Scully?" Bravo asked, handing the cell phone back to her. "I could kill for a pizza."

**

Meanwhile…

Confianza Nadie Apartments

3101 Hollywood Boulevard

Hollywood Hills, California

8:35 AM Eastern Standard Time

Teresa Reyes lifted her hands up to protect her eyes from the blinding light as Rohrer opened the closet door. After making the video tapes, Rohrer had thrown her back inside the closet.

Rohrer grabbed her by her shirt collar and yanked her up, dragging her out. "Stupid bitch," he sneered at her. "Morse code, huh? Cute. Very cute. I should blow your cute brains out but I still need for the moment."

"I’m sorry," Teresa whimpered.


Disgusted, Rohrer threw her to the floor. Teresa writhed in pain as Rohrer dropped a pair of handcuffs next to her. "Put those on your wrists," he said. "And be prepared to move when I tell you too." He pulled a gun from out his waistband and cocked at her. Teresa sat up, trembling, and complied. "And don’t do anything else stupid."

Outside the apartment complex, an FBI surveillance van disguised as a cable repair van sat across the street. Undercover FBI agents milled around the street. A CIA sharpshooter, sent over courtesy of Agent Lux Carlos, had made his headquarters on the roof.

Inside the van, wearing Kevlar vests and armed with FBI approved shotguns along with their service weapons, Doggett and Reyes sat with Allende, Malford and Benchly. Allende was running communications.

Reyes clasped her hands tightly together and prayed that today would be the end, that they would be able to recover Teri. <<Please, God, please, just don’t let her be hurt, let her be okay, let me be able to take her home. Please, please, please God, let me get my baby sister out of this, mios Dios por favor…>>

"Someone’s coming out of the apartment," Allende said lowly into his microphone speaker as Malford leaned closer to the surveillance monitors.

"It’s our perp," he announced. "And… shit, he’s got the girl with."

Rohrer had Teresa Reyes in front of him, as a shield. As he walked down the stairs, Allende asked the sharpshooter, "Do you have a clear shot?"

"Negative."

"Shit," Malford said. "Now what?"

"Sh. Wait," Allende said, holding his hand up, silencing his partner. "What is he doing?"

Doggett and Reyes looked up at the monitors. Rohrer was walking right in the middle of the street. Civilians and undercover agents alike stopped to stare at the strange actions of a man who was holding a handcuffed girl to him tightly.

"Oh, fuckin’ A, what the hell’s that crazy SOB doing?" Malford breathed.

Allende said in an even quieter voice, "Louis, please. Quiet. Quiet now. All agents, make no move unless directed by me."

"MONICA REYES!" Rohrer suddenly bawled out. "MONICA REYES, SHOW YOURSELF! I KNOW YOU’RE HERE!"

Reyes turned three shades of white. Then she started to stand up. Doggett stopped her.

"No, Mon," he said. "You’re not s’pposed to be here. ‘Member? You quit the FBI. Sit tight."

"What are you going to do?" Reyes asked desperately.

"I’m gonna try to buffalo ‘im ‘til the sharpshooter can get a clear shot."

"But John-" she hissed, grabbing his arm. "It can’t kill him."

"No," Doggett agreed. "But it can hurt ‘im."

"MONICA REYES!" Rohrer yelled out again. "YOU’RE WASTING MY TIME!" He took out his gun and pointed it at Teresa’s head.

Civilians gathered closer, thinking someone was shooting a movie scene.

"Shit," Doggett said just before he left the van. "Allende, see what you can do to get those people outta there."

He burst out of the van and jogged towards Rohrer. "She ain’t here, Knowles!" he yelled at the replicant. "She’s not allowed to be here. Remember, she resigned. You asked her to resign and she did. Let’s stop the bullshit games. Let the girl go." Doggett pulled out his gun and pointed it at Rohrer’s head. He had a clear shot, actually. Problem was, a shot to the head wouldn’t kill Rohrer.

Rohrer smiled nastily at Doggett. "Oh John. You were the only one in our corps who swallowed the credo "Semper Fi" whole. You were always a terrible liar. I know Reyes didn’t quit. Just as I know the X-Files are still alive and kicking."

"No, it’s not," Doggett advanced on Rohrer slowly. "Got word from Skinner today. The Senior Staff was more’n happy to bury it. I’m bein’ reassigned to VICAP."

"To stoop to your vernacular, good agent Doggett, bullshit," Rohrer’s nasty smile got nastier. "And I can prove it." He pointed his gun in the air and fired once, then pointed it back at Teresa Reyes.

Inside the van, upon hearing the gun shot, Benchly pulled out his Sig Sauer and shot Malford in head, then aimed at Allende. Before Allende had time to draw his weapon, Benchly fired, clipping him in the shoulder . As Allende fell off his seat, Reyes pulled her own gun out, but Benchly batted it out of her hands, and then grabbed her by her hair, shoving his gun into her cheek. "Let’s go," he told her roughly, pulling her out of the van.

At the sight of her sister, Teresa began screaming hysterically. "Moni! Moni! Oh God, no, please, don’t hurt her!" Meanwhile undercover agents broke character and either began herding pedestrians away from the line of fire or surrounding Rohrer, guns out.

Doggett looked over his shoulder. Saw Benchly pulling Reyes along by her shoulder-length tresses, keeping his gun pointed at her at all times. "Oh no," he said hopelessly.

"See, truth is, John, you and the Federal Bureau of Investigation haven’t cooperated with my demands at all. You have one last chance to redeem yourself."

"Rohrer, dammit, don’t do this!" Doggett yelled, putting his gun down, then holding his arms out wide. "You’ve got no problems with ‘im. It’s me you’re hacked off at. Let’em go. I’ll go in their place."

"Oh no, John, that wouldn’t do. Besides… we’ve already had YOU once before, anyway."

"What?" Doggett said.

<<"Are you through wi’ me? I’m an FBI agent and you’re in serious shit if you don’t tell me where I am right now and show me the way out.">>

<<"The FBI does not exist in This Place. We are the law.">>

"You have a choice to make, Agent Doggett. You let me and Benchly leave here with Teresa Reyes and both Teresa and Monica get to die another day. Try and stop, and they die now. While you watch."

Doggett’s stomach twisted up in knots. Stalling for time, he yelled "Rohrer, what the hell do you WANT??"

"What we’ve always wanted!!!" Rohrer screamed at him. "Fox Mulder!!"

"WHAT???"

"That’s our third demand. Bring us Fox Mulder and Teresa Reyes can go free. IF you allow us to leave NOW."

Doggett knew he had been defeated. "Let ‘im go," he called out to the other agents in a strangled voice.

The other agents dropped their guns and made room for Rohrer to leave. Rohrer walked slowly, purposefully towards Benchly and Reyes. As soon as Rohrer reached Benchly, Benchly threw Reyes to the ground, wrenched Teresa from Rohrer and tossed her into the backseat of the Geo Storm that had been parked in a fire lane. Rohrer and Benchly got into the car and drove away quickly.

Doggett rushed over to Reyes as she sat up. She was weeping.

Kneeling beside her, he wrapped his long arms around her lanky frame and started rocking her back and forth, ignoring the other agents milling around, confused at what just transpired. "Shh, shh," he consoled her. "It’ll be okay, it’ll be okay…"

**

A little later…

The X-Files Office

J. Edgar Hoover Building

Washington DC

1:01 PM Eastern Standard Time

The phone rang. "Scully."

"Scully it’s me."

"When are you leaving?" she asked, resigned.

"Skinner already told you?"

"Yes, he did."

Back at his apartment, Mulder packed at the speed of light as he spoke to her. "Scully, I don’t have much of a choice here."

"I don’t like it Mulder!" Scully burst out. "It doesn’t make any sense!"

"I KNOW, Scully, you aren’t providing me with any sudden flashes of insight," Mulder said irritably. "But what in the hell am I supposed to do? Just stay here and wait for Rohrer to kill that girl? Or do… God knows what else."

"Then I’m coming with you."

"No you’re not."

"Mulder, you can’t go alone."

"Scully, this isn’t like the old days when you and I would go off to catch the Monster of the Week. Things have changed. Priorities have shifted. There’s William now, and Jerilyn… where is Jerilyn, by the way?"

"She went to visit the Gunmen. We had lunch together today. Why?"

"Just that…" Mulder searched for a way to articulate how he was feeling. "Just tell her to be careful. The more and more I think about this, the less and less I think this has anything to do with me, but with her."

**

A little later

The Lone Gunmen’s Lair

1:40 PM Eastern Standard Time

"Welcome, gentlemen," Byers said cordially as he allowed in T.I.Ts team from the CIA. "It’s good to see you again," he lied politely.

"Thanks," said the man unfortunately named Elvis Presley.

He was flanked by three other men. Byers recognized Martin King and Eugene Lipinsky. He didn’t recognize the tall thin man behind Lipinsky. "I’m sorry, I don’t believe we’ve met?"

"This is Jack Golden. But you know him better by his handle "GlorInfidel." King said.

"Glor- wow!" Byers mouth dropped open in sheer awe. "You were part of the job that electronically ciphered the Democratic Party’s election funds towards Greenpeace in 1990!" He rushed forward to shake his hand. "It’s a pleasure to meet you."

"We’ve heard about you too, Mr. Byers," Golden told him as he ran his fingers through his long blond hair. "Modeski’s mentioned you to me a few times."

Byers felt his heart pound at the familiar sound of her name. "You’ve seen Susanne?"

Golden shook his head. "Not recently. She dropped off the face of the earth in 1999."

Byers nodded his head. He knew that too well. "Well… again, a pleasure… a real honor to meet you." Just then, the phone rang. "Excuse me," Byers said. He went around the table to grab the phone. "The Lone Gunmen."

"Byers, it’s me!" Frohike yelled.

Byers could hear the roar of traffic in the background. "Where are you?"

"The damn van broke down on out on I-395, a few miles away from the Capito- HEY BUDDY LEARN HOW TO DRIVE!!!! Anyway… I think the tranny dropped out."

"Oh no," Byers groaned. "Did you call a tow truck?"

"Yeah, but I left my wallet at home, so I can’t pay ‘em when we get to the garage."

"Alright, alright… where do you want to meet? At the interstate or at the mechanics?"

"Get me outta here," Frohike said menacingly. "’Cause I didn’t know you didn’t have to be in a moving vehicle to experience road rag- YEAH?? YEAH??? WELL SAME TO YOU ASSH-"

Byers covered mouthpiece of the phone. "Gentlemen, something’s come up. My friend’s van broke down. I have to go get him."

"Wanna borrow our car?" Presley offered graciously.

Relieved, Byers said "That would be great! Thank you!" He uncovered the mouthpiece. "Frohike, I’ll be there in just a little bit… I’ll be in a… um, Mr. Presley, what do you drive?"

"A 1974 Caddie."

"A Cadillac," Byers relayed to Frohike.

"What color is it?" Frohike yelled at him as cars, trucks and semis roared past him.

"What color is it?" Byers asked.

"Pink."

"Excuse me?"

"No," Lipinsky said glumly. "You heard him right. Pink."

Byers stared at them. "I thought CIA was supposed to be inconspicuous?"

King and Lipinsky glared at Presley. Helplessly he shrugged. "It was a gift from my girlfriend. Her dad’s a used car’s salesmen. She thought it would be funny."

"Yeah," King said as Presley gave Byers the car keys. "Big laughs."

Golden gave Byers a look that said ‘Help me.’

"Trust me," Byers said. "You’ll see me. I’ll be there as soon as possible." He hung up the phone. "Make yourselves at home. Oh! And if you could do me a favor?"

"Name it," Golden said.

"Agent Starkweather is on her way here, I believe you remember her?"

King, Presley and Lipinsky paled. "Uh… yeah…" Lipinsky said.

"Scary bitch," Presley added.

"ANYWAY, could you let her in, explain what happened and tell her Frohike and I will be back soon as possible?"

"Is she gonna shoot us?" King asked nervously.

Licking his lips, Golden asked, "Ah… who’s Starkweather?"

"A friend," Byers said sincerely. "A very dear friend. Who we haven’t seen in a long time because… well… it’s a long story. I’m sure she’ll be able to tell you about it when she gets here."

"Just as long as she doesn’t shoot us," King said.

Byers shook his head. "Her bark is worse than her bite… although, her bite’s pretty bad." he added, cringing as he remembered their first meeting. As requested by Mulder, he was in the process of bugging the apartment she shared with her then husband. Starkweather had discovered him lurking on her balcony. She reacted with her usual style and grace. She had pointed a gun to his head and told him to get his ass inside her apartment and tell her who made him wire her apartment. She also bequeathed him with the nickname "Monkey Boy" for some odd reason. Frohike and Langly had tacked on "Virgin" in front of it.

Byers sighed as he walked out the door and to the behemoth pink car waiting for him outside.

<<With friends like these, I sure don’t need enemies>> he though dismally as he got into the car.

Five minutes after Byers pulled away, a white Dodge Dynasty pulled in front of the building.

Bravo stepped out of the car. Her hair was pulled back into a tight ponytail at the nape of her neck. A giant black leather trench coat enveloped her. Shiny black boots peeped from underneath the coat. She had a pair of black wrap around sunglasses on. She looked like an extra from "The Matrix." Only she knew more than kung-fu.

Entering the warehouse, she wandered around a little bit before she figured out where the entrance door was.

She knocked, and then stepped away from the door, reaching into her pockets and pulling out a pair of black leather gloves. She slipped them on and waited.

The TITs did not hear her knocking at first. Golden was busy getting on line, putting on a pair of trendy black framed glasses while King and Presley were fighting over the correct way of setting up the surveillance equipment.

Lipinsky came out of the small room that the Lone Gunmen used as a kitchenette. He was carrying a big bag of Doritos and a can of Sprite. "Is somebody gonna get the door?"

"Yeah, yeah," King said, walking away from Presley. Yelling, he asked "Who is it?"

"Starkweather."

"Scary bitch alert, scary bitch alert," King joked, unlocking the multitude of locks on the door.

 

"Agent Starkweather," he said. "Great to see you agai-"

Bravo reached inside her leather jacket and pulled out a Glock 30, shoved it into King’s face and fired. Flesh and bone and blood splattered on to her face, but that did not deter her in the least.

She pushed King’s body out of her way and opened fire on everyone else in the Lone Gunmen’s lair. Presley picked up a computer monitor and threw it at her as Golden and Lipinsky made a run for the door. Bravo ducked the flying computer screen easily enough, then reached into her pocket and chucked one of her silver ninja stars, one of her nasty four point stars in his direction. She did not look behind her as she followed Golden and Lipinsky. The gurgling noises that Presley made just before he collapsed let her know that the star was imbedded in his throat.

Golden and Lipinsky sprinted down the stairs. "Do you have a cell phone?" Lipinsky gasped as they ran.

Golden reached into his pocket but his fear caused him to drop the phone. It bounced down the stairs, breaking apart at the bottom of the stairs.

From the top flight of stairs, Bravo peered over the railing and watched the two men flee down the stairs. She shoved the Glock back into her holster. With a weird leapfrog move, she pulled herself up on to the railing. She stood on the railing as if it was a balance beam, slowly walking, inching towards where the railing started to decline. She reached into her coat again but this time pulled out a wicked twelve inch combat knife, a Commando styled fighting knife, the blade black as coal.

Then, as if she was on a skateboard instead of just her own two feet, she made a small leap and started to slide down the banister in a crouch.

"What is that noise?" Golden asked when he heard the bizarre sound of boot soles scraping down an old metal railing.


Lipinsky turned around and became paralyzed. "Oh my God."

Her coat fanned out behind her like a demon’s cloak. Her blond hair looked white in this strange lighting. Her face was streaked with blood and pulpy tissue. She slid down the railing easily. As if she was not human but rather a comic book villainess or a video game rogue.

She then propelled herself off the banister and lunged for them. Golden turned to run again but Lipinsky was still frozen in fear. He jerked his arms up to protect his face but that did not matter to Bravo. She slashed through the meat of his arms and then buried the knife in his belly, leaving him to die slowly as she got up to search for Golden.

Golden made it outside. Unreasonably, he felt safer standing the broad daylight. <<Bad guys aren’t allowed to hunt in the daylight. Evil can not survive in the light, right?>> he thought desperately as he ran towards Starkweather’s car.

Bravo stood in the door way. "Hey, lover boy."

Golden hesitated for the slightest of seconds.

That hesitation cost him his life. The bullet met his head when he was less than a foot away from Starkweather’s car.

Bravo lowered her gun, feeling satisfied but not completed. There was still work to do. Bodies to hide. Evidence to destroy. The tedious burdens of being an assassin. It wasn’t always fun and games.

<<But at least>> she thought in relief as she walked over to Golden’s body and grabbed his ankles. <<Blondie here’s dead. And the others. Have no idea who these Lone Gunmen were, but at least they’ve been wiped out before becoming a problem.>>

**

Meanwhile…

CIA Headquarters

Washington DC

3:15 PM Eastern Standard Time

A solemn Marine let Carlos into the cell where they held Blade Connor.

Connor looked the worse for wear. Dressed in an orange prison jumpsuit, he fidgeted with the shackle chains that linked the handcuffs to the padlocked chain belt around his waist. He was barefoot, ankles also shackled. His one leg jittered as he continued to twist his chains. He looked totally and utterly pathetic.

"Connor," Carlos said, "you’re starting to piss me off."

"I want my lawyer," Connor said, continuing to fidget.

Carlos snorted. "Boy, you sure don’t follow up on your spy movies, do you? This is CIA. We make things disappear. Go bye-bye. And I’m tempted to bye-bye your ass if you don’t start telling us just what the fuck is going on."

"I’m being set up," Connor pleaded. "Please, I’ve told Mulder everything. I was just trying to keep Sami and the kids safe from Them. All I was supposed to was give Reyes and Mulder information to keep them hunting Doggett. I didn’t KNOW they were after Starkweather, I never SAW her after she got on that plane. I don’t KNOW what they did to her. I swear, I swear to God."

"Yeah, and you were ONLY selling security secrets to a terrorist group."

"Marita assured me that it was not information that would compromise the general public. What I gave them was not going to cause another Nine-Eleven."

"No, it can just get a whole bunch of soldiers killed instead," Carlos said with disgust. "Much better."

"Look," Connor said desperately. "Let me go. They think I’m on their side. I can find out whatever you want if you just promise me to get Sami and my kids out of the country."

"Oh, bitch, please," Carlos snorted, falling into the vernacular of his childhood on the mean Detroit streets. "Like I’m gonna let your hairy ass go? Hell no."

"You don’t understand," Connor cried out futilely as Carlos turned his back on him and signaled to the Marine to let him out of the cell. "You’re making a mistake!! More people are going to die if you don’t let me go!" As Carlos started to leave, Connor cried out "This is a set up for Mulder!"

Carlos paused. "Now you said something that interests me." He told the Marine to wait a moment. "Keep talkin’, Blade."

Connor said "Mulder was never meant to come back from his abduction. The rebels freed him and left him for Jeremiah Smith and Absalom the Prophet to take care of. Only the Visitors discovered the treachery and took Jeremiah Smith instead. Forced him to heal the Cancer Man of his emphysema so he could take an active part of what was left of the Syndicate. It was very very smart of the Admiral Bailey to get Mulder that job as Deputy Mayor. No one would notice the disappearance of an unpopular FBI agent, but the disappearance of the Deputy Mayor for the National’s capital would be VERY big news." Connor took a deep breath. "His high profile job protected not only himself, but his also his family."


"What are you saying?"

Connor looked up at Carlos. "They see Agent Starkweather as a mistake. And they want to take that mistake back. Just like all the children generated from the Eden Project were considered mistakes… except for one."

"Starkweather."

"No," Connor shook his head. "William."

***

Later
Jerilyn Starkweather’s apartment

7:01 PM Eastern Standard Time

Hunting always made Bravo ravenously hungry at the end of the day. She had stopped at a Kentucky Fried Chicken and ordered a bucket of chicken, Original Reason, a side of mashed potatoes with gravy, a side of corn, a side of cole slaw, two biscuits and a Pepsi.

She did not choose KFC because she particularly cared for it. She did not eat for pleasure but for fuel. She could eat crêpes dusted with honey and powdered sugar one day, leaves and grass the next and not be fazed by the taste of either one. There was one time during an assignment where she lived off dog food for four days. Her body burned an unbelievable amount of calories. She needed carbohydrates and sugar for energy. It was just the way she was built.

And the popular fast food restaurant was close by Starkweather’s apartment so Bravo just pulled in and ordered her evening meal.

Bravo let herself into the apartment, pleased with herself. There was no visible trace of the murdered at the Lone Gunmen Lair. She found the surveillance cameras and stole the video. The bodies had been neatly discarded of. How convenient for the Gunmen to have their lair near a salvage yard. Bodies put into a trunk of a car being ready to be compressed, problem solved.

She had debated on whether or not burning the warehouse down but decided against it. Didn’t want to draw Mulder’s attention to the disappearance of his friends quite yet. Let him wonder why they haven’t been calling lately first.

She was back in the jeans, green sweater and sneakers she put on to visit Scully. Her assassin clothes were safely hidden in the trunk of Starkweather’s car.

When she stopped at the seedy truck stop to change her clothes, she also had called one of her uplines to get a status update on the current mission. Rohrer was in trouble with the Syndicate, he had publicly flaunted himself but he was not going to be punished right now. He still had the upper hand. Fox Mulder had fallen for the bait. He was on a plane to Los Angeles. Bravo’s order was to stay put, keep cultivating Scully’s trust and wait until she received the order to strike.

A trucker had looked at her funny while she was on the payphone. She had not changed out of her leather coat and cat suit. She had given him a coy smile, crooked her finger and coaxed him into bringing her to his truck. The trucker had thought her picked up a lot lizard. That was his last thought. A small blurb would appear on the news three days later about the abandoned truck. The trucker would never be found.

With a sigh of satisfaction, Bravo placed her food on the coffee table and sat down. Something moist and lumpy squelched underneath her.

With an uncharacteristic squeal, Bravo leaped up off the couch and tried to look at the seat of her jeans to determine what she sat in. Then she looked at the couch and saw the orange mound of cat vomit she had sat on.

"Arggghh…" she groaned in disgust.

Just then, Caesar streaked out of nowhere, knocked the food off the table, snagged a chicken leg and darted out of the living room again.

Score: Cat, four. Assassin, one.

**

Tuesday, May 8, 2002

Special Agent Santiago Allende’s office

Los Angeles Field Office

Los Angeles, California

1:33 AM Pacific Time

Paula Cole was playing instead of Nat King Cole.

"…Go to hell lions, tigers and bears -- I'm not afraid
of you anymore
My fear broke apart like fifty balloons and I'm
throwing it around the room like confetti now.

I've left Bethlehem and I feel free.
I've left the girl I was supposed to be
And someday I'll be born…"

Mulder rapped on the door before opening it. "They told me you’d be here." He turned the volume of the CD player down.

Reyes looked up from Allende’s computer. Mulder was struck how haggard she looked. Normally she was a very well groomed woman, always conscientious of how she looked. In fact, she had been written up twice in her old New York Office and once in her New Orleans office for not wearing "business appropriate attire." Both of these memos came from bitter, fat women way past their prime.

It wasn’t the lack of makeup or the unkempt hair that Mulder noticed but the bags under her hazelnut eyes and the paleness of her face.


"You’re here," she said simply. Her voice was hoarse from crying and cigarettes.

"I’m here," Mulder said, walking inside of the small office and sitting down in front of the desk. "Where’s Doggett?"

"He’s down the hall, sleeping on a couch."

"Shouldn’t you be sleeping?"

Reyes shook her head. "Can’t."

Mulder didn’t fight her. How many nights had he lost to sleeplessness as he struggled to find his sister? Instead he asked "Is Langly here?"

Reyes nodded. "He’s some where; he said he wanted to talk to you."

Reyes knew she was being a coward, but she also knew that Mulder really didn’t like her very much. He would probably receive their suspicions better from Langly than from her.

"I’ll find him in a bit. Reyes, you and I need to talk."

Reyes folded her hands on Allende’s desk. "I’m listening."

"No. You need to talk. You need to tell me why this is happening. You know something. You suspect something. What is it?"

"You won’t believe me."

"Try me."

"You won’t want to believe me."

"Reyes, I’ve been wracking my brain since your sister was abducted by Rohrer. Every theory I come up with goes straight back to Starkweather. This is too much of a coincidence. That Starkweather is returned and then your sister and the Senator were taken soon after."

"And Rowan Falsch," Reyes added softly.

"And Rowan," Mulder added. "How is she doing?"

"Worsening," Reyes said. "Allende’s last order, before he went under for surgery was to ship Rowan out of here. John said they’re sending her to Bethesda tomorrow… um… this morning. He wants to have Scully look at her."

Mulder nodded. "Give me a copy of the case file. I can fax it to Scully’s. She’s got a program on her home computer that she can receive faxes on that."

Wearily, Reyes reached over and picked up a thick file that was lying on top of a small shelf behind Allende’s desk. "Here," she said. "All the medical workups and both Doggett and my reports are in there, along with Santiago’s."

"Santiago?"

"Agent Allende."

"Ah," Mulder said, reaching over to switch on the little lamp on Allende’s desk. "How is he doing?" He opened the file and started to look at the photographs paper-clipped to the paperwork.

"Fine. The bullet only nicked the bone. He’s very lucky."

Mulder didn’t hear a word of what she said. "Reyes, is this Rowan?" he held up a photograph.

"Yes."

Mulder looked at the photograph again. "How old is she?"

Reyes heard the urgency in his voice but did not understand why. "She told us seven."

Mulder looked at the picture again. "Oh my God," he said. "Oh my God." He stood up quickly. "Reyes, go find Doggett. I’m going to go find Langly and you and Doggett meet us in front of the building. I’m in a Mustang GT. Black."

"Why, what is going on?" Reyes demanded.

"I’ll explain on the way. But we have to go get Rowan now. She’s not safe there." Mulder said as he backed out of the office, pulling out his cell phone.

"Come on, come on," Mulder muttered as he walked down the hall, listening to the phone on the other end ring as he searched for Langly.

Finally a drowsy voice answered "Hello?"

"Skinner, it’s Mul-"

"This better be damned important," the Assistant Director grumbled. "It’s almost five in the morning here."

"I need your help. I have a situation here and I need trustworthy people."

"Call Scully," came the sleepy response.

"I can’t."

Now Skinner was wide awake. "Why not?"

Mulder replied. "I know who Rowan Falsch is and I need to move her to Washington DC now."

All Skinner asked was: "What do you need from me?"

"I need you to be able to meet us at the airport when Rowan arrives. I’ll be flying back with Rowan, but then I’ve got to turn around and go back to L.A."

"Alright, call me on my cell and let me know when you and the girl will be flying in," Skinner said as he hung up the phone without saying goodbye.

**

A little later

An undisclosed FBI safehouse

Near the Los Angeles Field Office

2:15 AM Pacific Time

The foursome looked like a formidable force as they walked down the hall. Reyes and Mulder looked like twins as they both wore faded jeans, white t-shirts and black leather jackets. However, Reyes’ shirt was v-necked and her jeans low-riders. Plus she had pulled her chocolate brown hair back into a severe ponytail. Both she and Mulder had the same look of rage and resolve in their eyes.

Doggett meanwhile wore a black t-shirt and dark blue jeans. He hadn’t had time to shave and a fine sheen of blond stubble shone on his cheeks and chin. His forehead and eyebrows creased with concern, anger and pain. His re-bruised ribs were bothering him and it hurt a little to take deep breaths but he didn’t make a peep about that.

Even Langly, despite his thick black glasses, ratty jeans, worn-out Ramones shirt with an FBI Guest past clipped to it and greasy blond hair pulled back in a pony tail, looked fierce. Normally it was a laughable sight when Langly tried to look mean. But the look of determination on his thin face even made him look menacing.

All of them hurried down the hall. After hearing Mulder’s realization about Rowan on the car ride to the safehouse they realized that time was of the essence. Langly and Reyes had been stunned into silence. Doggett seemed to take the news hard. But all he said was, "Mulder, I’m sorry. I shoulda known."

"How could you have?" Mulder had replied bitterly. "How in the world could you have?" And no one said anything more.

Mulder didn’t even knock on Rowan’s door. He just went in, waking Dr. Fix out of a sound sleep. "Can you help me?" he said, pointing at the sleeping girl. "I need all that stuff," he pointed at the IV drip, oxygen mask and heart monitor attached to the girl, "Taken off of her."

"Taken off??" Dr. Fix rubbed her eyes. "Who are you?"

"I’m the child’s stepfather," Mulder said brusquely, pulling his CIA identification out of his back pocket. "And I’m taking her home."

"Now?" Dr. Fix’s plump face puckered up in anxiety.

"Now," Mulder said. "Her mother is a doctor. We’ll take care of her."

As Dr. Fix proceeded to pull needles out of the child’s body, Mulder knelt beside her, smoothing her strawberry blond hair out of her face. "Hi Emily," he crooned to her. "Do you remember me?"

The girl opened her eyes, blue eyes, bright with tears and confusion. "My name’s Rowan," she corrected him.

The minute Dr. Fix finished administering to Rowan Mulder wrapped her up in the hospital blanket like a burrito, then picked her up. She was light, too light for a seven year old child.

Doggett, Reyes and Langly were waiting for them outside in the hall. Langly was on Doggett’s cell phone. "Thank you," he said hanging up as Mulder came out of the room. "United Airlines Flight 776, direct flight from LAX to Ronald Reagan International. Leavin’ at 3:45 AM Pacific time."

Mulder started walking, with the others tailing him. "Keep eyes and ears open," Mulder told Reyes and Doggett.

As Reyes and Doggett took their guns out of their holsters and un-safetied them, an angry feminine voice yelled out "Wait! Wait!"

They turned their heads but did not stop walking even though they saw the portly pediatrician hustling towards them. "Dr. Fix," Mulder called out to her. "We appreciate everything you’ve done, but we have to go now."

"Not with out me," she informed them, moving faster than any of them anticipated. "That child is not traveling anywhere without medical supervision."

"Ma’am," Mulder said irately as Doggett moved in front of him to scope out the path in front them. "Please understa-"

"Understand what?" she said shrilly. "That a critically ill child was nearly drowned by an abusive parent and instead of bringing her to a hospital for care, the FBI hides her here? Where she’s been deteriorating?" The doctor had caught up to them now. "And how do I know this isn’t a lie?? How do I know you are this girl’s stepfather? I don’t see a wedding ring." When Mulder didn’t respond, she threatened "Either I come with or I go to the press and tell them how this little girl’s been treated."

"Mul-duh," Doggett said in a sotto voice, "it might not be a bad idea to have the doctor with. As sick as Rowan is."

But Reyes did not feel the same way. "I think she should stay behind," she said. "I don’t like this."

Mulder shook his head. "I don’t either. Dr. Fix, you stay here." To the others, he said, "Let’s go."

Just then, Rowan began to gasp for air. "Oh God," Mulder cried out. "Emily! Emily!"

Dr. Fix pushed past Langly and Reyes. "Give her here!" she cried out just as Rowan stopped breathing. She put her on the floor and began administering CPR to the girl. After a few harrowing moments, Rowan started to breath on her own again but her face was a dangerous shade of gray.

"You want to travel alone with this girl?" she barked at her.

Mulder relented. "Alright, Dr. Fix, you win," he scooped Rowan up again. "Let’s go."

They sprinted to the hidden garage underneath the safe house. "My car is right there," she pointed to a Volkswagen Cabrio convertible. She handed the keys to Doggett. "It would be easier to have two cars. I’d like a way to get home after I come back from D.C." she said as Mulder handed her Rowan and walked around to the driver’s side of his rental car. Langly got into to the back seat.

Reyes and Doggett, Doggett driving, got into the Cabrio and waited for Mulder’s car to pull out first. "Damn short people," Doggett muttered as he adjusted the seat to his height and then started the Cabrio up, following Mulder’s car very closely.

As they drove down the deserted streets towards the airport, Dr. Fix hoisted Rowan over the backseat to Langly. "Let her rest back there," she told him curtly. "And watch her breathing."

Langly nodded and stroked the child’s pretty strawberry hair. "Hi Emily," he said to her in a hushed voice. "It’s gonna be okay, sweetie. It’s gonna be just fine, Emily."

"Her name," Dr. Fix said curtly. "Is Rowan."

"No," Mulder said as he slowed to a stop sign. "Her name is Emily. She was stolen from us long ago."

"She was never yours in the first place," Dr. Fix said coldly. "And my people named her Rowan long ago. Or at least, in your tongue, that’s what her name is translated to."

Mulder faced the doctor in shock. "What?"

Dr. Fix lunged for him, grabbing his face and reaching inside his leather jacket for his gun.

As Doggett and Reyes stopped behind the Mustang, they noticed strange movement inside the car. "What’n the hell’s goin’ on?" he drawled in confusion as the Mustang convertible top began to fold down.

Before the top was completely down, Langly’s body shot out of the car as if he was a football. "Holy shit!" Doggett said as Reyes bolted from the car to run to Langly, who had landed very hard onto the sidewalk.

Just as Reyes left the car, the convertible top was completely down. Doggett saw Dr. Fix and Mulder struggling. Mulder looked like he was getting his ass kicked.

Doggett drew his gun and was about to get out of the Cabrio when Dr. Fix grabbed Mulder by the throat and slung him out of the car, then sliding back down in the driver’s seat and peeling away from the stop sign. Mulder landed near Langly’s prostrate body.

Doggett cursed the fact that the Cabrio was not an automatic as he shifted into gear and pursued the Mustang. "Got-dammit it," he said, following the Mustang through red lights and intersections.

Suddenly, the Mustang stopped dead in the middle of the road.

Doggett quickly swerved but he had overcompensated. The little Cabrio veered out of the way of the parked Mustang and slammed into a telephone pole.

Dr. Fix looked over her shoulder. When she detected no movement from the crumpled car, she lifted her foot off the brake, gave the car a little gas and casually drove away.

"Where are we going?" a weak little voice said from the backseat.

Dr. Fix looked down at the child in the back. Her face began to change, becoming more masculine. When the Alien Bounty Hunter resumed his normal human identity, he spoke to Rowan without uttering one word.

<<You’re safe now, Rowan>> he told her. <<I am bringing you back to your people now. You will not have to exist amongst these inferiors again.>>

Rowan believed him. And smiled.

**

Later that morning

Cedars-Sinai Emergency Room

3:55 AM Pacific Time

"Didn’t I just leave this party," Doggett groaned as the ER doctor poked and prodded him around his rib case. He yelped out in pain when the doctor’s fingertips grazed the huge black and blue splotches on his lower left side.


"Breath deep," the doctor ordered him tonelessly.


Doggett tried and tears came to his eyes. "Can’t," he admitted, feeling like a wimp. "Hurts."

"I want to get a few X-rays down but I would definitely say they’re broken," the doctor said dispassionately. "I’ll get you some Tylenol for the pain. But I want you to keep trying for deep breaths and coughing. We want to make sure you don’t get a collapsed lung on top of it."

"Oh great," Doggett grumbled, wishing he could get down from the examining table. "I need a hole in my lung like a hole in my head."

"I’m going to go get an X-ray room scheduled for you. Sit tight. I’ll be right back," the doctor promised him as he picked up Doggett’s charts and hurried out of Doggett’s examining room.

Doggett slid off the examining table slowly, wincing as he got down. Cradling his broken ribs, he crept down the ER hall, peeping into rooms until he saw a familiar face.

"Mul-duh."

Mulder pulled the massive ice pack off his face. He had landed face down in the dirt after the Alien Bounty Hunter had pitched him from the convertible. His entire face was changing into interesting colors and his already massive nose had puffed up twice its normal size. "Puppy Man," he grunted.

"What’s the word," wearily Doggett asked as he leaned against the doorway.

"It’s broken," Mulder groaned, putting the ice pack back on his face. "They’re getting me some drugs to cut the pain. I told them to just get alcohol, it’d be cheaper, but the nurse said booze would increase the swelling. God knows it doesn’t need to get any bigger."

"Whattabout Langly?"

"Broke his glasses, broke his cheekbone. Concussion. Broken ribs. Other than that, fine."

"What about the little girl?" Doggett asked softly.

Mulder shook his head. "They found the car. Dr. Fix and Emily disappeared without a trace."

Anguished, Doggett said again, "I didn’t know, I shoulda known, I read all those damn X-Files."

"Like I said, Doggett, how could you have known? The last time either Scully or I saw Emily, she was three years old."

"You recognized her."

"Doggett, I was actually with the child. I met her and talked to her during that case. All you had was a photograph. A picture may be worth a thousand words but a live person is worth a million."

"How did you know then? When YOU saw the picture?" Doggett, in obedience to the doctor’s command, tried to take deep breaths, which hurt like hell.

"I saw Scully in her eyes," Mulder muttered.

Doggett folded his lips together tight. "Have you… told Scully what happened?"

Mulder shook his head. "I haven’t had the chance yet."

Just then, Reyes walked in. "I’m sorry to disturb you," she said quietly. She was trembling head to toe. "But I just got a phone call from Rohrer."

"What’d that bastard want?" Doggett snarled.

"He told me where to… ‘deliver" Mulder… to use his words."

"When? Where?" Mulder said, taking the ice pack off his face again, revealing the rainbow of bruises across his nose and cheekbones.

"The Hearst Mansion," Reyes said softly. "Noon. Today."

***

 

Later…

Jerilyn Starkweather’s apartment

9:01 PM Eastern Standard Time

Bravo had just gotten out of the shower when Starkweather’s land line rang. Wrapping a towel around her body, she sprinted from the bathroom to grab the phone. "Hello?"

"We need to talk."

"Carlos?"

"I’m coming over."

"But wai-" the phone line went down.

"What in the hell?" Bravo said out loud as she went back to the bedroom to finish toweling off and to get dressed.

Caesar sat on the futon, hissing at her the entire time.

"Fuck off, cat from hell," Bravo hissed back at him, pulling a clingy sweater of Starkweather’s over her head. She purposely didn’t put on a bra. She quickly put jeans and socks on, then tied her wet hair up in a heavy bun in the back of her head. Stabbing herself with hair pins, she secured the bun, then slipped on a pair of loafer.

"ARGGH!" she yelped, taking her foot out of the shoe again. Her sock was dripping with cat vomit. "Are you bulimic or something?" she asked the cat.

The damn cat seemed to smile at her.

Score: Cat, five. Assassin, one.

Just as Bravo peeled off the disgusting wet sock, there was a knock at her door.

"Great," she said, throwing the socks into the hamper, running to let Lux Carlos inside.

Carlos had his heavy dreadlocks pulled back in a pony tail. Except for that, he looked to be all business. "Pack a bag for a few days," he told her "and come with me now."

"Why? What’s going on?"

Carlos came inside her apartment and quickly told her what had just transpired in California.

"So who took the girl?" Bravo demanded.

"No idea," Carlos said truthfully, "especially since we found the body of the real Dr. Sonia Fix later this morning. Forensics determine she’s been rotting since the twenty-nine."

"Oh my God."

"Bailey, there’s no time to argue. I need your help."

"Tell me what you need?"

**


A little later

The X-Files Office

J. Edgar Hoover Building

Washington DC

10:13 AM Eastern Standard Time

Scully looked up from her computer screen, startled at Carlos and Bravo’s appearance. "We need to talk," he said brusquely. Bravo sat down at Starkweather’s old desk.

"What is going on?"

"I got a call from Mulder this morning, he’s alright," Carlos said, noticing how quickly she paled at the sound of his name. "But he said we needed our help. He needs us to move Samita and her children to a different safehouse as soon as possible." When Scully asked why, Carlos brought her up to speed as to what happened to Rowan Falsch.

Gritting her teeth, she said "Why didn’t anyone tell us about this before?"

"Because there honestly wasn’t time, Scully," Bravo said truthfully. "I think, I hate to admit it because that bastard knows what happened to me-"

"What? How?" Scully demanded. After Bravo fed her the fabrication about the shifty nurse, switching the DNA samples and having Carlos help her, Scully seethed "I am getting tired of being left in the dark."

"Scully, please, I didn’t want to trouble you with it. With all the shit that’s going on now. You have so much going on with William and Mulder… I… didn’t want to burden you."

"Burden me?" Scully said archly. "Thanks a lot."

"Scully, please there’s really no time to argue. Mulder is convinced that Samita is the next target. That’s why Blade Conner is in such a rush to hustle his wife and kids out of the country. He knows something’s going on… or going down. That’s why," Bravo made sure to inject just the right amount of bitterness in her voice. "He was so eager to sell me and Doggett down the river. Leading Mulder and Reyes on about where Doggett was… tricking Mulder into having me come to Russia…" Bravo let her voice trail off.

"Scully," Carlos said, interrupting. "Do you have any angels left in the Bureau that can help us, or did Mulder piss everyone off?"

"There’s Skinner," Scully said. "Despite what people think, he still has plenty of leverage."

Carlos asked "Do you think Skinner has leverage enough to get Samita and her children authorization to leave the country?"

"That… I’m not sure. I can find out though. We can definitely get them moved to a different safehouse though. I can get Skinner to speak to the head of the Federal Witness Relocation Division."

"I think they should be moved near an airport," Bravo suggested, "Just in case we may have to bend the rules and get them out of here sooner than anticipated."

"I’ll do what I can," Scully said, rising from seat, smoothing her skirt out and reaching for the blazer she had neatly draped behind her seat.

"There’s something else that Mulder wanted you to do," Carlos said carefully.

Scully’s azure eyes narrowed into dangerous slits, guessing Mulder’s request. "NO."

"It would only be until the threat would be neutralized," Carlos tried to reason with her.

"Like how Samita and her children are only in hiding until the threat was neutralized?" Scully retaliated. "How long has she been staring at those four walls? When was the last time her children got to play outside? No. Forget it."

"God dammit, Scully, this is no time to be noble," Carlos seethed at her. "Think about your son."

"I AM thinking about my son," Scully said.

"You can’t protect him," Carlos said. "Let us help you."

"Like you did at Eagle’s Ridge?" Scully shook her head. "No way. Not again. I want William to have as much as a normal life as possib-"

"SCULLY," Carlos thundered at her. "When are you going to get it through your head that your boy will NEVER have a normal life?"

"And hiding him as if he was a freak is a better option?" Scully yelled back to him. "Carlos, I am not completely helpless either. I AM a federal agent. I protect people everyday. I think I can protect my son."

"Scully, the people who want your boy may be beyond your powers to protect him."

"Lux, you don’t understand… I know I can’t protect him from everything. All right? And I lay awake nights, sick, wondering what’s going to happen to him. What COULD happen to him. I mean… Jesus, Lux. After all these years in the Bureau and in the X-Files… I KNOW that there are sick bastards out there. And I worry at night. Not just about all of this. But of other things. Like illness. Or if he ran out into the street when I wasn’t watching and a car came? Or, what if what happened to Agent Doggett and his son… happens to William? And… I know that William was born under… special circumstances, Agent Carlos. I know that my son is different. But what good is it, to have struggled to bring him into this world, just to hide him away from it? He has just as much right to enjoy the world as anyone else. I am not going to hide in a hole, hoping that MAYBE nobody will hurt him or take him away from me. Because there’s the rub, Carlos. If I do go into hiding, there is not guarantees that we will be completely safe. I’d rather have the option of meeting whatever adversary face on, than hiding like a coward."

"Being proactive is not cowardly, Agent Scully," Carlos said. "You are making a terrible mistake."

"If it’s a mistake, Agent Carlos," Scully said, pulling her blazer on with a jerk, "then it’s mine to live with. I am that boy’s mother. Don’t you ever, EVER forget that. It is my responsibility to decide what is best for him. And to protect him the best way I deem fit. There are too many spies and traitors, Carlos. I feel better if William stayed in my home. With me."

"What about the boy’s father?" Carlos retorted. "Does he not have a say?"

"If the boy’s father is that damned worried," Scully fired back. "Then tell him to get his ass home and be a father."

Bravo followed the disagreement like a hawk hovering over rabbits skimming through the fields, waiting for the perfect opportunity to strike. When Scully made the crude comment about Mulder’s parenting skills, Bravo pounced.

"Scully, that’s not fair, you know that Mulder is the only hope we’ve got left for Teresa Reyes," Bravo said.

"YOU’RE defending Mulder!?!?!?!" Scully squawked.

Carlos mumbled "Wonders never cease."

"Somebody’s got to. Normally, it’s you Scully. Your momma bear rage has got your mind clouded right now. Look, Mulder’s still an arrogant ass, I’m not disputing that. And I think it’s a crock of shit that he’s telling you to take the kid and hide. You’re right Scully. We already know that the Benchly kid at the LA Field Office was a traitor." A traitor Bravo had personally trained. "And that there could be more spies out there working against us. For example, how else but a traitor derail the surveillance of my stepmother?" She propped her feet up on top of Starkweather’s dusty desk, crossed her arms and glared at Carlos, arching an eyebrow at him.

"We’re working on that!" Carlos defended himself.

"But Scully, you can’t be stupid about this either. So let’s kill two birds with one stone. Because I know Mulder’s next request would be for me to go into hiding as well. And people will be flying on Air Pig before that happens. So here’s what I suggest. How about I just stay with Scully until the situation in California is resolved and Mulder comes home?"

Scully frowned. "I’ll think about it," she said.

"Think fast," Bravo said. "Because I think the situation is escalating."

"I don’t want your cat around William," Scully admitted. "I’m afraid he’ll bite him."

"No problem," Bravo said. "I figure something out about Caesar." <<Like hang him from the rafters by his tail maybe>> she thought vindictively.

"I’m going to go speak to Skinner now," Scully said. "Jerilyn, can I expect you at the house after work then?"

"Make room for me and my friendly Beretta," Bravo grinned. "Besides, your couch has got to be better than Mulder’s."

Jesus, this was too easy.

Bravo just hoped that Rohrer wouldn’t fuck anything up.

***

Later that day

Ten miles away from the "La Cuesta Encantada"

AKA the Hearst Castle

Santa Lucia Mountains, California

10:13 AM Eastern Standard Time


"One hundred and twenty acres of land," Mulder droned, reading off of an Internet site decided to the national landmark. "Two swimming pools. Three guest houses. Gardens. A movie theatre. A zoo. Over a hundred and thirty rooms in the main house called La Casa Grande. Forty-one fireplaces. Sixty-one bathrooms. Nineteen sitting rooms. Fifty-six bedrooms, rooms that once belonged to European palaces. Paintings, antique furniture. Grecian urns. Statues. Firearms. Medieval armor. And a partridge in a pear tree."

Mulder, along with Reyes, Doggett and the unflappable Agent Allende, were sitting in an FBI surveillance vehicle a few miles away from William Hearst’s pleasure palace. All looked worse for wear. Doggett, due to the un-abating pain in his broken ribs, was very pale. Allende kept rubbing his shoulder where he had been shot. Reyes’ complexion was nearly gray from lack of sleep and overdose of guilt while Mulder’s face was a bright rainbow of colors, mostly blues and purples. He adjusted the headset on his ears better.

"Mul-duh, I hope you gotta plan," Doggett growled at him. "One that don’t involve gettin’ the shit beat out of me," he added under his breath as he turned to peer out the windshield of the van. Looked up at the rolling, intimidating emerald hills where publishing mogul William Randolph Hearst chose to display his decadence and muttered "Jesus," as his cold blue eyes assessed the Spanish styled mansion nestled away at the top.

Mulder held up his hand, signaling for silence. "Copy," he said into the headset’s skinny boom microphone. "They’ve got a location on Teresa."

After Rohrer had made contact with Reyes, Mulder was on the phone to the CIA, calling for Carlos. Because of the time restraints, there was no way for Carlos to make it to Los Angeles in time to personally assist with the rescue. So he contacted some of the CIA agents he knew were already in California. They had infiltrated the mansion while Mulder and the others waited below.

Reyes asked with a calm that surprised her. "Where?"

"Near the Billiard Room," Mulder told her. "In the big house."

"Are they able to get her out?" Allende asked, his calm surpassing all. Doggett couldn’t help but admire him. After all, when Doggett had learned about shadow governments and Super Soldiers, he had first laughed out right, then ranted about how he thought they were all insane. Allende had taken the information, digested it and went about his work.

"Do you think you can get her out?" Mulder murmured into the microphone.

"Negative," the CIA agent whispered into his hidden microphone as he pretended to empty a trash can while Rohrer, the traitorous Agent Benchly and two replicants marched past them. "Too many."

"Shit," Mulder said, his foot tapping nervously as he wrenched his brain for a solution.

"What is it?" Allende asked.

"My contact said there’s too many." Mulder swiveled in his chair, facing him. "But then, with this kind of terrorists, one is enough."

"Terrorists?" Doggett questioned his choice of words. "How are these guys’ terrorists?"

"According to The New American Webster Handy College Dictionary," Mulder droned. "A terrorist is defined as someone who uses "terror and intimidation to gain one’s political objectives.""

"This ain’t political," Doggett argued. "It’s personal. It’s against us."

"To some, politics are personal."

"Whatever, look," Doggett said anxiously. "We’re running out of time here."

"What do you propose?" Mulder asked. "A big Hollywood style rescue scene? Because I guarantee you that will get Teresa plus the rest of us killed."

"I thought you knew me better’n that. I don’t want any flashy heroics. I just wanna get that girl outta there away from that monster. But with all those damn replicants prowlin’ around, I don’t see how we got a chance, even with the SWAT and FBI backin’ us. So whatever you’re thinking Mulder, you better spit it out. And fast."

"Rohrer told us that they wanted me. Fine, they can have me." Mulder got up suddenly, reaching for the Kevlar vests that hung on the van’s wall. Whipping off his sweater, he pulled the heavy vest over his T-shirt.

"Mulder, no," Reyes said.

"It’ll be alright, Reyes," Mulder mumbled distractedly as he finished strapping the bullet-resistant vest to his body and reached for his sweater.

"The hell it’s alright!" Doggett shouted. "Dammit, Mulder, you can’t keep doin’ this. You can’t keep running into the front lines of action without a thought to Scully or William if something would happen to you."

"I wonder," Mulder said in his characteristic monotone as he loaded a fresh clip into the Glock the CIA so kindly furnished him with. "How many times your ex-wife said that to you while you were active in the police officer? And yet, tragedy struck in your own backyard, didn’t it?"

Livid at his personal life aired so frankly, Doggett shouted, "That’s different."

"No it’s not. Look," Mulder slammed the gun down on the table. "I’m sick of people telling to think of Scully and William before going into a dangerous situation. I AM thinking of Scully and William before doing this. I am doing this for Scully and William. And for all I know, something unspeakable could be happening to Scully and William right now… while I work. But there is work to be done. We have to stop them. We have to get Teresa Reyes away from them. Otherwise, if we allow them to continue their campaign of terror, if we allow them to get away with kidnapping Teresa… then William could be their next target. And if there’s something I can do about it… dammit, I’m going to do it."

"Mul-duh," Doggett said seriously. "When I was a cop, I didn’t run suicide missions. They ain’t just gonna kidnap-"

"Abduct."

"Whatthefuckever," In his exasperation, Doggett unconsciously used a Starkweatherism. "This time, they’re gonna kill you. There’s no smokin’ old man to keep you alive anymore."

"Mulder," Reyes said quietly, total opposite of Doggett. "I don’t want you dying because of me."

"Agent Reyes," Mulder hoisted his jean leg to pull out the Beretta he carried in an ankle holster. "They have to catch me before they can kill me."

"So what?" Doggett snarled. "You’re the gingerbread man?"

Mulder grinned. "Catch me if you can."

Allende said nothing, but just crossed his arms and lowered his head, as if he was standing over a grave site after the funeral services.


***

Meanwhile

Room 345B

Cedars-Sinai Hospital

10:29 AM Pacific Time

Somebody was tapping him on top of his head. Langly’s eyes fluttered open. Without his thick eyeglasses, he was legally blind. "Fro?"

"Try again."

Langly tried to squint, but that didn’t help either. "I can’t see."

"Oh yeah, Frohike said to give these to you. He said they were your spare pair." He handed Langly a pair of eyeglasses. The prescription was a bit outdated, but it was a vast improvement over being blind.

"Jimmy?" Langly sat up in bed a little bit. "What are you doin’ here?"

"Was following up on a tip on Yves," Honorary Lone Gunmen Jimmy Bond told him, "I called Frohike. He was just about to get on a plane to come get you. But I said that I could bring you home."

"What- me, home? No!" Langly sank defiantly back into bed. "I can’t. I gotta talk to Mulder. He’s in trouble. They’re all in trouble."

"Frohike said," Jimmy held out Langly’s t-shirt and jeans to him. "That Mulder said to get you home."

"Mulder said?"

"Yeah, Mulder said. Mulder called Frohike and Byers to tell ‘em what happened to you and if you knew what you had to talk to him about. They said no and that they had just found out that those TIT guys were found dead yesterday."

"WHAT?"

"They were getting ready to smash a car at the salvage yard near your guys’ place. Somehow, the trunk popped open and they were inside, all dead. Get this, you know the hacker, GlorInfidel? Jack Golden?"

"Yeah…" Langly began to feel queasy.

"He’s dead too. They found him with the TIT guys. And Byers said that Golden had been with the TIT guys a few days ago at the warehouse. Then all four of them disappeared. Without a word. At first, Frohike and Byers thought that they were just running out on them, since they were renting the space from them… but then when they found their bodies... anyway, after that and then talking to Mulder about what happened to that little girl, Frohike was going to come get you. Before somebody else does. But since I was already here, I told him that I could bring you home." Jimmy looked proud of himself, for having remembered all that information all by himself.

"Did Mulder say anything else?" Langly asked fearfully.

"Yeah… that whatever you know… if Mulder don’t come back, tell Scully or Skinner."

Langly took the shirt and pants from Jimmy. "Let’s go."

***

Later…

"La Cuesta Encantada" AKA the Hearst Castle

Casa del Sol

Santa Lucia Mountains, California

11:15 AM Eastern Standard Time

The tour guide was all sunshine and smiles. She pointed at the elaborate moldings on the doors before leading them into one of the many ornate guest houses Hearst had built for his personal playground. The tourists oohed and ahhed and snapped pictures.

Mulder and Reyes hung back from the group, alert and wary. Mulder’s face ached but he dared not take any medication to dull the pain just in case it also dulled his mind.

"Come on guys," the tour guide, a pretty young woman, cajoled them, "Keep up with everyone else!" She led the tour group inside the elaborate guesthouse.

Mulder and Reyes followed, still not close enough to the group. "I know her," Mulder murmured to Reyes as the rest of the tourists began to mill around the gorgeous courtyard.

"Who is she?" she whispered, pretending to point out an architectural wonder to him.

"I’ll introduce you," Mulder said, putting his arm around Reyes and leading her to the tour guide. "This will buy more time for Allende and Doggett."

He did not say that this chance meeting may bring about their end.

*****

Meanwhile

"La Cuesta Encantada" AKA the Hearst Castle

Casa Grande

Santa Lucia Mountains, California

11:17 AM Eastern Standard Time

"Welcome to the Casa Grande!" the tour guide announced to a group consisting of a history professor from Harvard, a pair of newlyweds, a grizzled old couple celebrating their fiftieth wedding anniversary, a pair of middle aged parents arguing with their three teenaged children while trying to tend to their late-in-life baby who screamed "Boobie!" the entire time, two older but not elderly ladies, a freelance writer and two federal agents.

Of course, no one knew that the federal agents were federal agents.

"Showtime," Doggett grunted under his breath. Allende nodded. Doggett again had a baseball cap and tinted glasses on to conceal his features. Allende also had a ball cap on along with a black windbreaker, white t-shirt and loose Levi jeans. And a small yet tasteful diamond stud in his right ear. His hair, normally neatly combed back, hung in his eyes now. Doggett, who was beginning to think Allende lived and breathed in a suit, was surprised how the causal clothes changed his appearance. Allende also hadn’t shaved, which made him look less like a fed. More like a scruffy college kid.

"You think this plan is as insane as I think it is?" Doggett muttered, pretending to be interested in the tour guide’s lecture as they started walking through the mansion.

"Absolutely," Allende responded with a straight face.

Mulder’s brilliant idea had been to use himself as bait, to draw the replicant soldiers away from where Teresa Reyes was imprisoned. Reyes insisted on going with him. After all, they were after her just as much as Mulder.

But she didn’t tell them why they pursued her.

Doggett had nagged and carped and flat out bitched at them for being "so god-damned suicidally stupid!" But in the end, he had been overruled. It was up to him and Allende to retrieve Teresa and get her the hell out of there while Mulder and Reyes drew the replicants’ attention.

Mulder finally appeased him by slapping a syringe and a vial of crystal clear fluid in his hand. "Here. Our own Kryptonite. Sorta."

"What the hell is this?" Doggett had demanded.

"It’s the serum I take," Mulder had explained. "To control the alien virus that’s still in my system."

Allende asked for a re-cap. Mulder, as quickly yet thoroughly as he could, told him how after he had been returned from his own abduction experience, how, even though the doctors proclaimed him miraculously well, became violently ill. The virus he had been exposed to in the late Nineties and again in 2000 when he was abducted; was still in his system, threatening to overpower his body and mind. The serum, created by the CIA, kept him well. "It’s like insulin for extraterrestrial diabetes," Mulder had said with a grin.

"That’s no where remotely funny," Doggett had fumed.

"Look," Mulder had said. "It’s a theory of mine. What if the virus that I have in my system is the same virus that turns humans into alien hybrids?"

"Aw Jesus, Mulder…"

Allende, for once, had looked confused. "I’m lost."

Reyes had butted in. "No, it makes sense. If that serum is what keeps Mulder from experiencing the symptoms caused by the Black Oil, it could have an adverse effect on the replicants who were made into replicants by the Black Oil. We could use it as a weapon."

Stuffing the vial and syringe into his pocket, Doggett had grumbled "You know there’s a real good chance y’all are nuts, right?" He had added with a roll of his eyes, "I swear to God… Too much Star Trek."

Doggett now kept his eyes and ears peeled. He and Allende were wired, as to keep in communication with Mulder, Reyes and the rest of the CIA and FBI skulking around the castle. Doggett devoutly hoped that the other agents did not run into Rohrer or any of his minions. God only knew what that bastard could do to them.

Hell, his throat and ribs still fucking hurt after being used like a hacky sack by not just Rohrer but by the thing posing as Dr. Fix.

Doggett quickly ducked his head, pretending to consult his map when out of the corner of his eye, he saw Rohrer, dressed like a security guard, being trailed by the traitor Benchly walking down the stairs.

Doggett moved closer to the tour group and slouched a little so his six-foot-two frame wouldn’t give him away.

Rohrer bumped against Allende as he said lowly to Benchly "If Mulder and Agent Reyes are here, so is Agent Doggett. Keep an eye out for him."

"Yes sir," Benchly replied, not realizing he had just passed by his old superior.

Doggett didn’t know whether or not to feel relief that Rohrer and Benchly passed him without incident or to feel fear because they were on their way to intercept Mulder and Reyes.

***

Later…

"La Cuesta Encantada" AKA the Hearst Castle

Casa del Sol

Santa Lucia Mountains, California

11:15 AM Eastern Standard Time

Her name badge read ‘Brianna Swanfield.’ Her back was turned to them as she explained to a pair of tourists from Brazil that Casa del Sol was built into the side of the hillside below the main house so the castle’s view would not be obscured by a guesthouse. Rudely, Mulder tapped Brianna on the shoulder. "Hi there!" he gave her a suddenly disarming smile. "Can we borrow you for a second?" He released his hold on Reyes and put his arm around Brianna, guiding her away from the group.

"Sorry!" Reyes said belatedly as she trotted after Mulder.

The Brazilian tourists frowned and grumbled "Merda arrogante," as they walked off.

"Um… yes," the tour guide was slightly disconcerted. "Can I help you?

"I have a question…" Mulder’s witch hazel eyes lazily raked over her body until they found her name badge. "Brianna."

"Sure," she smiled brightly.

"How’s your brother Kevin?"

She paled. "Kevin?"

"And your mother, Darlene Morris," Mulder’s eyes now narrowed, never moving from her face. "Last I heard, your family disappeared without a trace… Ruby."

"What?" Reyes tried not to sound completely confused.

"In October of 1993," Mulder said, his eyes never leaving her face, "Scully and I went to Sioux City, Iowa to investigate the disappearance of a young girl named Ruby Morris. She had vanished into thin air when she, her mother Darlene and her brother Kevin were camping at Lake Okoboji. Kevin acted as a conduit. He would make drawings in a series of ones and zeros. When all the drawings were put together, it would form a mosaic, a picture. Of you, Ruby. You returned and your body exhibited symptoms of being weightless for an extended period of time. But your mother, fearful of government retribution, took you, your brother and fled. No one has heard from any of you… until now." Mulder took a step closer to her. "What do you have to do with this? Are you working within the conspiracy to protect your family? Or have you turned your back on your family and humanity itself to save your own ass." In an even lower voice, he said "I tried to help you. I would have tried to protect you and your family, Ruby."

Ruby, paling even more, pulled out her walkie-talkie, said "Hurry," turned and walked very quickly inside Casa del Sol.


"Come on," Mulder said, beckoning Reyes. "If this doesn’t buy Doggett and Allende time, I don’t know what will."

****

Meanwhile

"La Cuesta Encantada" AKA the Hearst Castle

Casa Grande

Santa Lucia Mountains, California

11:27 AM Eastern Standard Time

"Are we getting’ any closer to the Billiards Room?" Doggett asked as they milled along with the other tourist group.

Allende consulted the map the tour guide so thoughtfully provided for them. "Almost there. We’re going to have to break away from the group. Hopefully, Mulder and Reyes will have created enough of a diversion."

"We will now be approaching the Billiards Room," the tour guide said in a high pitched clear voice. "Unfortunately, that room is closed for the time being due to maintenance needs," she added.

"Bullshit," Doggett grunted, bending down to pretend to tie his shoes. As the tour group strolled past him, he got up and ducked down a dark corridor. A few minutes later, Allende was at his side. "Ready?" Doggett asked, unzipping his jacket and unsnapping his holster.

Allende did the same. "Ready," he said in his quiet voice.

Doggett nodded and cautiously they walked down the corridor. Doggett, not liking how still everything was, pulled his gun out. "We’re going in," Allende whispered into the tiny microphone taped onto his chest as he too drew his gun, following Doggett’s lead.

"Where’s everybody else?" Doggett asked Allende.

"Where are your positions? Over? Copy?" Allende frowned. "Oh shit."

"No response?"

"No response."

"Great," Doggett groaned. "So much for the cavalry."

Allende suddenly flinched, then dug the tiny ear bud transmitter out of his ear. "Dammit, static. Something is interfering with our signal."

"Wonderful," Doggett said as they crept closer to the Billiards Room. They could hear the happy voices of tourists not so far off.

Doggett peered around the corner, clutching his gun. "There’s only one of ‘em there, at the door," Doggett whispered to Allende. He peered around the corner again. "Aw, shit."

"What is it?"

"It’s Billy Miles."

Allende closed his eyes, remembering the gruesome deaths of Special Agent Mathers and Dr. Liam Sealy. "Shit."

Doggett dug out the slender little vial out of his jean pocket. "Well… let’s find out if this Kryptonite can cripple Supah-man."

Doggett took out the syringe and with his teeth, removed the plastic cap that protected the needle. He jabbed the vial’s rubber topper with the needle and carefully drew the fluid inside the syringe. "Jesus, if this doesn’t work… I hope to God that I get to haunt Mulder for the rest of eternity," he muttered.

Allende peered around the corner. "He’s coming this way."

"Perfect," Doggett said. "God, I never thought I’d be party to some half-assed, 11th-hour insanity defense." He handed Allende the syringe. "Go for the jugular if you can."


Doggett rounded the corner, gun out. "Billy Miles!" he hollered as loud as he could, his voice echoing throughout the massive corridor.

Billy Miles, devoid of all humanity, turned his head. Dark brown eyes narrowing, he marched towards Doggett.

"Billy," Doggett said, "Stop right there, you don’t wanna do this…" When Billy kept coming, Doggett said "Billy, what if there’s a chance we can make you normal again?"


Billy stopped, his eyes narrowed in suspicion. "Normal?"

"Yeah… normal. ‘Stead of a Supah Soldier… I can’t promise you if it would work… but we could try…"

"Normal…" Billy Miles said wistfully. Then his arm lunged out, his viselike hand seizing Doggett by the throat.

"Oh crap," Doggett gagged. "Not again…"

"Why would I want to be normal?" Billy hissed as he lifted Doggett up in the air, slamming his body against the wall. Doggett jammed his gun into Billy’s head and fired twice. Billy, minus his face, let go and recoiled. Doggett slid down the wall, rubbing his throat.

Allende then came out of hiding, holding his gun and syringe. "My God," he said, mouth hanging open as he walked around, arms flopping around crazily.

"Allende!" Doggett cried out. "He’s still dangerous!"

Allende seemed to be frozen in shock. However, when Billy’s face started to rebuild itself, Allende regained his composure and sent another round into Billy, this time into his chest. Billy flopped to the floor and began to twitch. Allende rushed to stab him with the syringe. "Let’s see if this works," Allende said, pushing down on the plunger, then getting up quickly and backing away.

As Doggett stood up, rubbing his throat, he watched in disbelief and horror how Billy suddenly began to convulse, screaming in pain.

"Oh Jesus," Allende said, inching away from Billy’s twitch body. "Did we kill him?"

"Dunno," Doggett murmured, feeling sick as he watched the man’s suffering. Then, spying something trickling out of Billy’s ears, he said "What’n the hell?" to himself, leaning over to get a better look.

During the seizure, Billy’s face had been rebuilt completely. However, a black, oily goo began to seep out of his eyes, nose, mouth, ears and whatever bodily orifice he had left. Still screaming bloody murder, he started to claw at his face. "It burns!" he wailed. "It burns!"

Doggett suddenly felt very cold as he watched the oily substance pooling on the fancy carpet.

And a nightmare he thought was buried resurfaced.

Barbed wire, holding his body down on an icy metal table. His clothes were gone. Tables everywhere, lined up like gravestones at Arlington. A man… Billy Miles… approaches him. A pinprick. Something being injected into his body. Then… cold, thick oil being poured over him. The oil was everywhere, it seeped into his skin. It oozed into his eyes, his mouth. It was cold but it burned…

Doggett felt his body break out into a freezing sweat as he watched the Black Oil gush out of Billy’s body. He took a step away and said "Allende, we gotta move."

"What?" Allende said needlessly because he was already backing away. The Black Oil was moving towards them.

"That stuff… it’s poison… c’mon," he said as he and Allende took off at a dead run.

The Black Oil continued to flow after them but then it abruptly stopped and seeped into the carpet as if it was ordinary motor oil.

The virus was dead. And so was Billy Miles.

Doggett and Allende didn’t bother to turn around to see that Mulder’s serum in fact saved them. They burst into the Billiards Room and slammed the door shut behind them.

"Teresa!" Doggett yelled out. "Teresa Reyes! Where are you?" Doggett frantically looked around the posh room with the two gigantic billiard tables and antique French tapestries. "Teresa, it’s John Doggett; I work with your sister in the FBI."

"She’s not here."

Doggett and Allende jumped. "Oh my God," Doggett said in utter disbelief. "Gibson Praise…"

Gibson rose from the chair he had been sitting in. His hands were bound. "The Senator though, she’s in shock. She needs help."

"The Senator? Jenneva Wesley-Bailey?" Allende said.

"Yes, she’s in that closet," Gibson nodded towards a closet door. "They put her in there when they started interrogating me."

Doggett rushed over to Gibson, pulled a pocket knife out of his back pocket and cut the ropes while Allende ran to the closet. "Who’s ‘they’?"

"Rohrer, Benchly and some others." Gibson said, rubbing his wrists. "And Billy Miles is dead."

Allende unlocked the closet. The Senator, still in the mauve suit she wore that day at the La Brea Tar Pits, tumbled out, unconscious. Allende scooped her up. "She needs medical attention," he said, standing up. "We’ve got to get them out of here."

"Gibson," Doggett put his hand on the boy’s shoulder. "Where is Teresa Reyes?"

"Mulder will find her," Gibson said calmly.

******

Meanwhile

"La Cuesta Encantada" AKA the Hearst Castle

Casa del Sol

Santa Lucia Mountains, California

11:45 AM Eastern Standard Time

"Ruby!" Mulder called out as he and Reyes chased after her through the Casa del Sol. "Ruby, wait!"

"Mulder, shh!" Reyes grabbed his shirt sleeve. "Listen…"

Mulder cocked his head, giving him the appearance of an inquisitive terrier.

"Bring Mulder to me alive. Do whatever you want to Reyes."

"Shit," Mulder muttered. "Rohrer." He seized the nearest doorknob and opened it. "In here, quick," he said, grabbing Reyes by the upper arm and pulling her inside.

Mulder slipped in after Reyes and shut the door quietly behind him. "Okay, this is what we’ll do… Reyes?"

Reyes stood stock still in the room, her eyes were closed. "Teri…"

"What?"

"She’s here…" Reyes’ eyes snapped open and she crossed over to the closet and threw it open. "Oh my God…"

Teresa Reyes lifted her head. Her face was a mask of bruises. She blinked several times to adjust to the sudden infusion of light. She trembled, as if she was afraid it was a dream. "Monica?" she asked hopefully.

"Come on," Monica clasped her sister by her handcuffed hands. "We have to go."

Uncertain, Teri crawled out of the closet, then stood up. She shrank away from Mulder when she saw him but Reyes was quick to reassure her. "He’s one of us, Teri. I work with him. He started the X-Files." Reyes threw her arms around her. "It’s okay," Reyes stroked her hair.

Angry masculine voices filtered through the guest house. "Search every room. Find them. Before they find her."

Teresa began to tremble. Reyes, still clinging to her, promised her "We’ll get you out of here, Teri, I promise."

Mulder looked out the window. "We might have a chance if we head towards the swimming pool." He turned to the Reyes sisters. "Teresa, you have to trust me. We’re going to scale down out the window. We aren’t that high up. I want to you loop your arms around my neck."

"Like piggy-back?" she whispered. It broke Reyes heart to she her sister, her tough little sister who only days ago presented evidence of the horrors inflicted upon women in Afghanistan, to become so cowed.

"Yes. There’s not much time. Hurry," Mulder turned around, and crouched down so Teresa could loop her handcuffed wrists over his head. She wrapped her legs around Mulder’s torso. "Reyes," Mulder said, heading towards the window. "Cover us."

Reyes pulled out her gun and faced the door as Mulder, carrying Teresa, threw open the window. "Surprised that they don’t have better security here," Mulder muttered. "Unless they have a silent alarm system."

Which, hopefully, would alert the police rather than the Syndicate drones patrolling the castle.

There was no time to worry about that now though. They had to get out of there.

Mulder looped one leg over the edge of the window sill. Teresa whimpered slightly. "It’s okay," Mulder told her, looking down. It wasn’t that big of a drop. Maybe seven, eight, nine feet. Ten maximum.

<<Hopefully my ass will break the fall,>> Mulder thought dismally, getting ready to shimmy down.

The door flew open. The renegade, Agent Benchly had kicked in the door. "They’re in here!" he bawled out, pointing his gun at Reyes.


Reyes fired her Sig Sauer before he could even squeeze the trigger.

As Benchly fell dead to the carpet, Mulder swung his other leg over and said "Hold on," to Teresa before swinging his other leg over. Clasping to the window sill, he lowered his body out the window. Teresa sucked in a terrified breath, but was silent. Mulder hung there for a moment before letting go.

He thanked God the ground was soft. He had landed on his feet, then he fell on his face.

"Are you okay?" he asked Teresa as he dusted her off.

Reyes meanwhile was climbing out the window just as Rohrer entered the room. "You little bitch," he spat at her, drawing his gun.


Reyes thrust herself out the window, landing hard next to Mulder and Teresa. Mulder helped her up just as Rohrer stuck his head out the window and began firing at them.

"Run, go, get out of here!" Mulder yelled, pushing Reyes and Teresa away, towards the swimming pool. As they fled Rohrer’s wrath, Mulder yelled into the microphone the CIA had wired him with "This is Agent Mulder. I need backup, need back up now! Anybody hear me?? Dammit!" he swore when he realized that something was interfering with the radio waves. As the trio ran, Mulder pulled his cell phone out. "Doggett!"

"Mul-duh! Gibson Praise and the Senator are here, not Teresa Reyes!"

"Gibson!" Mulder squawked as they ran, getting closer and closer to the pool.

"Gibson?" Reyes panted as she urged Teresa to keep running. "That’s how this whole mess started. When I received that video tape of Gibson healing somebody in the desert!"

Behind them, they could hear voices. "Move it, move it, go go go! Don’t let them get away!"


"Doggett, I’ve got Teresa Reyes. You’ve got to get the Senator and Gibson out of here!"

"No shit!" Doggett snapped as he and Gibson ran down the corridors of the main house. Allende was right on their heels, carrying the Senator. "This house is one big damn maze, Mulder. And where do we go with Gibson?"

Mulder saw the temples sheltering the Neptune pool loom suddenly. "Do you remember Manny Ibarra."

"Yeah…"

"Call him, his number is 210-555-4164," Mulder rattled off breathlessly. "He’s got family here. Tell him to get somebody to meet you at the LA Field Office and let them take Gibson."

"Go this way," Gibson helpfully directed Doggett when they reached a fork in the hallways.


As Doggett followed Gibson’s advise, he said "Why not social services?"

"Look what social services did for Rowan. We are not losing another one," Mulder said darkly as he, Reyes and Teresa ducked inside the temple. It was pleasantly cool inside. Mulder lowered his voice. "We have to hide him, Doggett. And I need backup. We’re trapped," he said with a groan.

"Done," Doggett said, "Where are you?"

"Inside the temple by the Neptune swimming pools," Mulder said as they crouched behind a large statue sitting lost and forgotten in the corner of the Roman replica. Reyes protectively put her arms around her sister. Mulder squatted down in front of them.

"Mulder?" Doggett said as they maneuvered through the maze like hallways towards an unoccupied side exit. "Mulder?" There was no sound on the other end expect for breathing. "Mulder, I’m gonna hang up and call the cavalry. Sit tight." Doggett hit "end" then he re-dialed. "This is Special Agent John Doggett," he said curtly. "We need backup…"

As Doggett desperately tried to re-organized the crippled task force, Mulder, Reyes and Teresa hid in the shadows of the temple as the replicants crept closer.

Three men, dressed in military fatigues silently stalked through the pool, communicating through sign language. So far, luck was on Mulder’s side and they did not thoroughly investigate the temple yet. Mulder thanked God that for once, he remembered to put the ringer on silent. If Doggett or anyone else had called back and the phone rang, the aftermath would have not been pretty.

The replicants moved closer towards the temple. Teresa was trembling. Reyes’ folded her lips tightly and gripped her gun even tighter after kissing Teri on the cheek silently.

"Reyes," he whispered. "You and Teresa… if the replicants get too close, I’m going to divert them. It’s me they want. Try and make it towards the fence. You both can lose them on the way down from the mountain."

Reyes wanted to argue but knew it was futile.

She knew that somehow, it always lead but to Mulder.

There were footsteps in the temple. Mulder poised himself, prepared to run if necessary.

A flashlight scoured the temple. "There’s nobody here," a loud voice declared.

Mulder suppressed the sigh of relief he so badly wanted to exhale.

Then he forgot how to breathe again when he heard Rohrer’s chilling voice. "Secure the parameter. They’re here. Leave them to me."

Mulder turned to Reyes. He pulled the 21 Bobcat EL Beretta out of his ankle holster and gave it to Teresa. "Safety is off," he told her as she clasped her handcuffed hands around the small pistol. "First opportunity you get, run," he said, before scuttling away from them, darting behind another statue. "Don’t wait for me."

Reyes smoothed Teresa’s hair. "It’ll be okay," she told her as she scooted around so she would be in front of her.

Although her voice trembled and her eyes were enormous with fright, Teresa whispered, "That man… he’s going to kill your friend. We can’t just sit here and do nothing."

"Teri," Reyes shushed her, but her heart was pounding. She knew Mulder was right, but she couldn’t help but think of Scully raising William all by herself. And then she thought of…

"Jerilyn," she breathed.

Mulder was Jerilyn’s only chance.

"Teri," Reyes whispered frantically to her. "I will stay here and help Mulder. You get out of here."


"He’s very strong," Teri told her, hands clutching Mulder’s gun tightly. "You can’t take him by yourself."

"Teri, there is no argument here," Reyes hissed at her. "This is what I do, everyday. Not you. You… you shouldn’t have ever been involved and I’m so sorry, but you have to while you still have a chan-"

"Moni, shh," Teri whispered. "’Viniendo’."

Viniendo… he is coming. Reyes peeped around the corner of the statue again, saw Rohrer enter the flamboyant swimming pool, modeled after the lavish pools Roman antiquity enjoyed over millenniums ago.

"Mulder," Rohrer’s voice boomed out. "I know you’re here."

Mulder, as he watched Rohrer walking along the side of the pool, felt the agony of regret course through him. Not because of the sharp words he exchanged with Scully before leaving for California. But because he could not guarantee that Scully, William and Jerilyn would be safe after his death. He took a deep breath and stood up.

"Alright, I’m here," he said, revealing himself to Rohrer.

They faced each other, Rohrer on one side of the pool, Mulder on the other side. Both men appeared to be unarmed.

"Where are the other two?" Rohrer demanded. "Reyes and her sister?"

"Gone," Mulder lied.

"I don’t believe you," Rohrer’s lip curled upwards.

Mulder shrugged. "Sure. Fine. Whatever." He put his hands in his pocket, clasping the vial he had kept for himself. "There’s CIA here, you know. And a SWAT team. Your secret army won’t be much of a secret anymore."

"The Syndicate has the United States’ military approval," Rohrer said smugly, as he began to walk around the pool, towards Mulder.

"Not the CIA’s," Mulder said quietly.

"They were on our side once," Rohrer said, getting closer and closer to Mulder.

Mulder shrugged again. "Were, being the operative word."

Reyes peered around the statue again. She could make out Mulder’s profile perfectly. If he had been the target, Reyes would have had a clear shot.

Teresa peeped over Reyes’ shoulder. Upon seeing Rohrer again, she began to tremble.

Meanwhile, Mulder’s mind raced, trying to think of a way to make Rohrer get away from the Neptune pool, giving the Reyes sisters a chance to escape. "I’ll do whatever you want me to do," he said suddenly, very humbly and very out of character. "Just promise me that no harm will come to my son." <<Let this work, let this work!>> he hoped.

In the distance, he heard shouting. Agents, federal and CIA yelling, "Down, down on the ground NOW!" Gunfire. Mulder’s stomach twisted as he thought of the civilians, the innocent tourists minding their own business.

Over the din, he could hear Doggett’s voice. "Mul-duh! Mul-duh, Monica! Where are you?"

Rohrer glared at Mulder. "The good agent Doggett to the rescue again, I see." He got into Mulder’s face. "He’s not as good as you think he is. He cares about one thing, and it’s not the X-Files…" in a sotto voice, he added, "and it’s not your sister." He reached out and seized Mulder by the throat. "Go ahead, scream," he told him as he lifted Mulder off the ground. "Make ‘em come to me."

Mulder struggled to get the vial out of his pocket.

Reyes knew this was her only shot. "Teri, go, now, while he’s distracted," she told her before standing up and shouting "Rohrer!!!"

Rohrer turned his head. Reyes fired. Teri got up and started to run away.

The bullet tore through Rohrer’s skull. He lost his grip on Mulder and flung him into the pool. The vial slipped from Mulder’s hand and sank to the bottom of the pool. Kicking his feet, Mulder dove after it.

Arms flailing, Rohrer charged after Reyes. Reyes fired again, backing up until she ran out of room to back up. Back slamming hard against the wall, she held the gun up at his bloodied face, staring in horror and revulsion as his face repaired itself.

Rohrer grabbed Reyes by the hair and forced her to her knees while snatching her Sig Sauer away from her. "You were warned," he said, pressing the barrel of the gun to the top of her head, "To stay out of the X-Files."

"ROHRER!" Mulder cried out, surfacing from the water. Rohrer turned around and fired at Mulder. Mulder ducked underwater and felt the bullets skimming past him in the water.

Another gunshot rang out followed by a woman’s shrill scream. Rohrer, expecting Doggett turned around lazily.

Teresa Reyes stood there, defiantly, pointing Mulder’s Beretta at him. She had screamed in surprise at the loudness of the gun she had just fired but she stood her ground, pointing the gun at Rohrer’s chest.

 

<<…"This is how my godfather did it. Why shouldn't I be able to do the same thing?" said the little skunk…>>

"Teri, no…" Reyes begged her but Rohrer roughly threw her against the wall, piveted and turned Reyes’s gun onto Teresa. Teresa was shaking but she raised her handcuffed hands even higher, aiming for Rohrer’s misshapen head.

<<…"This is how you sharpen a knife," said the little skunk. He sharpened his "knife."…>>

Doggett and Allende arrived along with a small team of SWAT men just in time to see Teresa Reyes and Rohrer fire at each other.

<<… "This is the way my godfather did it. I'm not going to hunt the little animals, I'm just going to hunt the one with the great big antlers…>>

"Oh God, no!" Doggett cried out too late.

Teresa’s shot was wildly off target.

Rohrer’s was right on.

Faster than anyone anticipated, Rohrer fired on Doggett and Allende. The agents ducked for cover as Rohrer scaled the temple walls and disappeared.

Groggy, Reyes sat up. She blinked her eyes very hard while she watched Doggett crawl over to a pile of ashes.

Strange, the ashes were in the shape of a person… this was just like the day when…

… when they found Luke Doggett.

Doggett had just finished closing Teresa’s eyes when Reyes staggered over to her. "Monica," he said, voice filled with inexpressible anguish.

Reyes sank to her knees next to Teresa. Rohrer had blown a perfect starfish in her chest. Her face was unblemished from her death. Reyes reached for her sister’s hands.

Allende tried to stop her, "Monica," he said, kneeling down to her level, putting his hands on her shoulders. Reyes fought him off. "Monica, you know you can’t disturb evid-"

"It doesn’t matter anymore," Mulder said, bleakly. The water from his soaked clothes made a pattering sound on the tiled floor. "It doesn’t matter anymore… It’s over."


Reyes reached for Teresa’s hands again and slid off the two sterling silver rings she was off. Without even looking at them, Reyes slid them on to her own hands. Nobody would ever see her without those rings again.

She buried her face in her hands. A low, painful sob escaped from her. Doggett, unable to take it anymore, took her into his arms and stroked her hair, whispering to her over and over again, "I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry…"

Allende stood up and looked at Mulder. Mulder shook his head and looked to the skies.

It was never over.

***

A few days later

Friday, May 10, 2002

LAX Airport

5:45 AM Pacific Time

Mulder, carrying only his black duffel bag; saw Doggett sitting in the terminal, sipping hot, black coffee out of a Styrofoam cup as he watched the news on CNN. "Morning sunshine," Mulder said, plopping down in the seat next to Doggett. "How’s the coffee?"

"Terrible," Doggett said, gulping down the last bitter drops, then crushing the cup and tossing it in the nearby garbage can.

"Talked to Allende at all?" Like Doggett, Mulder gained an enormous depth of respect for the quiet, unassuming man.

"Last night. We hit the bar at my hotel. Had a few drinks."

"And?"

"Asked me if I’d be interested in transferrin’ out of DC to LA. He needs a new partner you know."

"And?"

Doggett shrugged. "Told him thanks, but I got stuff holdin’ me to DC right now. Did you talk to him before leavin’?"

"Yeah, I must have called him right before he went to meet you. I was feeling antisocial." Actually, right after his phone conversation with Allende, Mulder had finally taken the prescription strength Tylenol with the sleep aid the emergency room doctor gave to him for his broken nose and passed out before even taking his clothes off.

"Whaddya hafta to say?"

Mulder tried to grin. "Asked him if he’d be interested in transferring to DC to work in the X-Files since we’re going to have an opening. He said no. Imagine that."

Doggett’s face fell. "Aw shit…"

"Uh-huh," Mulder said, leaning back in the hard plastic chair. "I talked to Scully before calling Allende. She said Starkweather went to Skinner and gave him the ultimatum. Either let her transfer out of the X-Files to Quantico or she’s quitting completely. Said after the bullshit with Reyes… she just couldn’t take the risk anymore." Mulder turned his head to look at Doggett. "She wants a chance at a normal life."

"I know," Doggett said, looking at the floor. "She was makin’ noises about it before all this… about quitting. Teachin’ at the Academy." Doggett winced as he tried to make himself comfortable in the uncomfortable chair. His ribs still hurt him. "How’s Scully?"

"Scully? Oh, you know Scully," he imitated her most pissed-off tone of voice: "I’m fine." He snorted, reverting to his monotone. "You know what ‘fine’ stands for right?" When Doggett shook his head, Mulder said "Fucked up, Insecure, Neurotic and Emotional."

Now Doggett snorted. "I guess I’m ‘fine’ too."

"We’re all just a ‘fine’ group aren’t we?" Mulder closed his eyes, wishing he had an icepack to put on his broken nose. At least the swelling was going down and the bruises were fading. "How’s Reyes?"

"The epitome of ‘fine’ right now," Doggett sighed. "Teresa’s funeral’s today. Reyes said she was going to take a leave of absence. Stay in Mexico with her parents for a while. She said she already arranged it with Skinner."

"How are you doing?"

"Me?" Doggett shrugged. "To be honest… I haven’t felt this shitty since the day y’all told me Starkweather disappeared." He looked up at the television again and listened to the anchorman drone about the "Hearst Castle Hostage Nightmare… where did the FBI go wrong?"

"Oh fucking great," Doggett swore. "Kersh is gonna shit a brick when he hears this."

"Kersh will spin it around to put the FBI back in the favorable light. But I’d watch your back, Doggett."

"I know," Doggett said, dismally watching the replay of the body bag being brought out of Hearst Castle, being trailed by Doggett, Reyes and Allende, Doggett shielding Reyes from the cameras with his body. He cringed as he heard his own voice snapping "No comment!" at the reporters with their microphones and bright lights. "Aw, Jesus…" he moaned.

Mulder asked "What, they didn’t film your good side?"

"I’m really not worried about that right now," Doggett groaned, sliding further down his seat as the news replayed his press statement that he gave yesterday.

"Actually, you sounded pretty good and you put the FBI in a good light," Mulder said blandly.

Doggett glared at Mulder. "If you’re implyin’ that I’m just some double-talkin’ politician-"

"Heel boy," Mulder rolled his eyes. "Or no Scooby snack. I was actually trying very hard not to be insulting."

"Gee, thanks," Doggett’s voice dripped with sarcasm.

"I was saying that perhaps your career hasn’t been hampered by the X-Files as much as you think."

"Yeah, well… you know what?" Doggett grumbled, still watching the television in embarrassed agony. "I don’t know if I still want it or not. I don’t know if becoming A.D. is worth all this horseshit."

"It’s your life and your decision. But bear in mind that when Skinner leaves and if it’s not you in the A.D. chair, the X-Files future just became very precarious."

"Gee, no pressure."

"None what so ever."

"Maybe," Doggett said restrainedly. "Maybe I want a chance at a normal life too."

Mulder looked over at Doggett but kept his peace.

In silence, they waited for their flight to begin boarding.

***

Later that day

Dana Scully’s apartment

Georgetown

11:45 AM Eastern Standard Time

Her cell phone rang. Bravo picked it up off the coffee table and said "Hello?" She stuffed a finger in her other ear. William was screaming his head off, had been screaming his head off ever since Bravo decided to stay with Scully. Scully was resorting to bribery now.

"Mommy will buy you anything you want, just please, sweetie, hush…" Scully groaned as she tried to put William in his playpen. William refused to let go of her and turned up his screaming another decibel.

"Bailey-girl, it’s me, where are you?"

"WHAT??" Bravo yelled into the phone. Over her shoulder, she said "I’m going outside for a minute." She doubted that Scully even heard her over the squalling. Bravo slid Starkweather’s penny loafers on and stomped out the front door. The minute the door slammed, William stopped bawling, let go of his mother and began to play with his toys happily.

Scully’s brow furrowed in thought. Looked at William. Looked at the front door. She shook her head and went into the kitchen to clean up the mess William had made at breakfast. He had flung his bowl of oatmeal at Bravo, splattering it all over her sweater.

Bravo was still wearing the stained sweater when she received the call from Carlos. "God, Lux," she moaned. "Tell me I can go home. I can’t handle this anymore. This is just reinforcing the fact that I don’t want babies."

"Can you hold out for a few more days?" Carlos pleaded. "Just to be absolutely sure we get an all clear?"

"We’ll never have an all clear," Bravo said. "Rohrer is still out there," <<And so am I>> she thought with wicked delight. Her objective was so close, she could taste it.

"Maybe I can make some arrangements," Carlos was saying to her. "Mulder’s coming home today."

"I know," Bravo said. "Scully and I are picking both him and Doggett up at the airport this afternoon. It’s going to be late; they’ve got a three hour lay-over in Chicago."

"Midway?"

"O’Hare."

"Poor bastards," Carlos said. "Hope they aren’t attached to their luggage. How is the Senator?"

"Drugged to her eye teeth. She’s not seeing anyone, including me," Bravo added while thinking <<Thank God.>> The Senator’s usefulness was just about up anyway. "Where’s Gibson Praise?" she asked innocently, inwardly seething that no one would tell her. Damn that kid. He could ruin everything.

"I have no idea, some friends of Mulder’s showed up for him and no one has seen the kid since." Carlos sighed, hinting that he may not approve with Mulder’s tactics, he had no choice but to comply by them. "I do want to talk to you later, when you have a chance."

"Okay," Bravo experienced a thrill of delight. About time something went right with her mission.


"Until then though… Stick to Scully like glue until Mulder gets home," Carlos ordered her. "After that... then we’ll figure out what to do with you."

Bravo pocketed the phone after Carlos hung up. Lost herself in thought for a moment. Then a cruel, calculating smile crossed her lips. "Too easy," she whispered, turning to go back inside the apartment.

***

Later that day…

Dulles International Airport

Baggage Claims

6:37 PM Eastern Time

Scully, bouncing an extremely cranky William in her arms, waited impatiently for Mulder and Doggett’s flight to land. "William," she lamented, "why are you being such a brat today?"

"Maybe he just misses his daddy," Bravo offered, hands in pocket. "Or maybe his daddy’s genes are just rearing their ugly hea- OWWW!!! Dammit!" she squawked as William reached over and grabbed a fistful of her long blond hair. Thank God she went with her gut instinct and dyed her hair instead of going with a wig.

"WILLIAM, NO NO," Scully yelled, forcing William to let go of Bravo’s hair. "Good grief, child… what has gotten into you?" she tried to soothe him as he started to scream again, temper tantrum style. People passing by were starting to stare.

"He’s her kid, not mine," Bravo said helpfully to a little old lady who was wrinkling her nose at William’s bratty behavior.

The loudspeaker droned "Flight 35A, from Chicago to Washington DC, now landing."

"Thank God," Scully said. Glaring at William, who was kicking and pummeling Scully with his little fists, she snapped at him. "Just wait until your father gets home."

"Good parenting, Scully," Bravo droned. "I’m sure you’ll win awards."

Scully turned her glare towards Bravo. <<I am a good mother, dammit>> she tried to fight the wave of doubt that crashed down on her time and time again. <<I try anyway.>>

About twenty minutes later, while William cried the entire time, Bravo said "There they are," as she pointed out Mulder and Doggett making their way out the terminal.

"Oh my God," Scully whispered, seeing Mulder’s bruised face. Doggett, she noticed, was moving none too fast either. "Come on," she said to Bravo as she started to make her way towards them. Bravo trailed behind them, trying very hard to suppress a mean little smile. She just thought of a way to torture Doggett and the very idea of carrying it out made her want to giggle like a little kid.

The minute he saw Mulder, William tried to twist out of Scully’s grip. "Daddddddddddddeeeeeeeeee!" he wailed reaching for him.

"Hey slugger- oof!" Mulder said as William attached himself to Mulder’s neck after Scully handed him off to him. "What is this?" he said gently to the boy. Looking up at Scully, he asked her, "What IS this?"

"He," Scully said through clenched teeth, "has been like this for the past three days. He’s not sick. He’s not hurt. He’s… just… trying my patience."

"That’s not like him," Mulder worried. "Hey, buddy, what’s going on with you?"

William wriggled and pointed at Bravo who was approaching Doggett, her face radiating concern.

<<Where’s my Oscar, dammit>> Bravo thought as she smiled tenderly at Doggett. "Hi," she whispered, reaching for him, stroking his arm.

"Hey Doc," he smiled at her. Bravo stepped closer to him and encircled her arms around his abdomen, squeezing exactly where she knew his ribs where broken.

Doggett gasped in pain and pushed her gently away. "Ow," he said. "Don’t… honey, I’m sorry, but…" his face contorted as the ache in his side re-doubled.

"Oh," Bravo put her hand to her mouth. "God, I’m sorry, I forgot," she said, eyebrows arched as though concern while she forgot another urge to laugh. She did so get such a kick from the petty things in life.

Mulder watched Doggett and Bravo with narrowed eyes as William continued to sob and point at Bravo. Protectively putting his arm over Scully, he walked over to Doggett and Bravo. "How are you, Jerilyn?" he asked innocently.

She shrugged. "Fine."

Doggett and Mulder looked over her head and shared a grin. "I’m thinking," Mulder said, keeping his voice nice and flat. "That you two probably need to catch up, so Scully and I are going to go home without you unless that desperately hurts your feelings?"

"I’m crying," Bravo said sarcastically.

"What time will you be back tonight?" Scully asked.

"Um…" Bravo looked at her shoes. "I’m probably not going to come back tonight." Quickly, she added "I want to go home," while thinking <<Suckers.>>

Mulder nodded. "My face is killing me," he said. "And this guy needs a nap. We’ll talk to you later," he said casually as he ushered Scully and William away from them.

"Scully," he said lowly once he was out of ear shot. "Have you heard from either Reyes or Langly today?"

"No, why?" she asked.

Mulder frowned. "I’m going to have to go talk to Langly tonight." He cuddled William to him. William had stopped his temper tantrum.

"Tonight?!?!?!?!" Scully spat at him. "You just got back. Whatever it is, Mulder, it can wait. It’s over. Let it go."

"I can’t," Mulder said helplessly.

"Why the hell not?"

"Because it’s never over."

Meanwhile, Bravo was asking Doggett, "How much luggage do you have?"

"I had two bags, but I think the lovely baggage people at O’Hare re-routed my bags to Alaska."

"Well, let’s go check, and then, we should probably get you home. You look terrible."

"You always say the nicest things," Doggett groaned as they walked towards the luggage turnstile. When both of his duffel bags were retrieved, he muttered "Miracles happen."

Bravo picked up one of the bags. "Come on," she said. "Let’s go."

Doggett, with a small grunt to camouflage his pain, picked up the other bag. He put his hand on her shoulder affectionately, ran it down her arm and then followed her out of the airport, his hand resting on the small of her back until they reached Starkweather’s car.

Irritated, Bravo thought <<Stop touching me.>>

Exhausted, Doggett sank down into the passenger seat as Bravo got into the driver’s seat. He winced as he put his seat belt on. As Bravo started the car, he looked over at her. Bravo was momentarily stunned at the brilliance of his piercing eyes. Almost crystal clear except for a dark blue ring around the translucent iris. He reached over to move her bangs out of her own eyes, blue hidden away by plastic green lenses, mimicking Starkweather’s flashing hazel eyes.

His hand slid down her face, barely touching her, skimming her skin. His fingers then grazed her jaw line, his thumb rubbing against her lower lip softly. Bravo resisted the urge to bite his thumb off. She smiled and gave him what he was silently asking for. She leaned in and kissed him in the sweet fashion men mistook for love. To her heartfelt relief, this task was not as revolting as she feared it would, he kissed well.

And, as he continued to deliver sweet wet kisses that Bravo hated to admit were definitely beginning to turn her on, she realized why this man attracted Starkweather. He was one of those men that looked better and better the more and more you got to know him. Upon initial meeting, a woman may decide that he was nothing to write home to Mom about. Bravo definitely didn’t see anything likable when she first saw him. But time after time, the desirable traits would manifest. Those striking eyes. Strong jaw line. A nice body… okay, very nice body. His graveled voice would even contain a little sex appeal. And he definitely knew how to use his fingers and lips.

Too bad she had to kill him.

He leaned in closer to her and then sucked in a breath when he moved wrong and his hurt ribs protested. Slowly reclining back into the passenger seat, he said "I’m sorry. I’m no good to anyone right now."

Bravo saw her opportunity for escape and seized it. "Well," she put the car in reverse and pulled out of the parking garage. "You’ve been through hell. And you had the shit beat out of you. It’s a miracle you’re still alive. Maybe… maybe we should save the catching up for another night."

"You sure?" There was a definite note of disappointment in his graveled voice.

Bravo turned and gave him a sweet smile. "What’s the point of catching up if all you’re going to do is fall asleep on me?"

"Yeah… s’ppose you’re right," Doggett said, rolling his head away from her, closing his eyes.

"Besides," she added flippantly. "I’ve waited almost two months to see you, what’s another night?" Bravo looked out of the corner of her eyes.

He had fallen asleep.

<<Thank fucking God,>> she thought, blowing out a relieved breath.

****

Later

Outside John Doggett’s residence

Falls Church, Virginia

7:24 PM Eastern Standard Time

Bravo had just closed the front door behind her when her cell phone rang again. "Hello?"

"It’s me, where are you?"

"Just brought Doggett home."

"Oh."

"He’s dead asleep." <<Wish he really was ‘dead’>> Bravo fumed. The Syndicate still would not give her the go ahead to kill him. <<WHY NOT!!!>> She raged to herself.

"Oh."

"I want to see you," she said bluntly. Starkweather would not beat around the bush either.

"When?"

"Tonight," she said, marching towards her car "I’ll be at the Marriott downtown DC. Under the name "Bailey."" She hung up the phone.

If that didn’t make him come running…

***

Later that night

Dana Scully’s apartment

Georgetown

8:45 PM Eastern Standard Time

Scully put the last of the dishes in the dishwater and closed it with a thump. There weren’t enough dishes for a full load and Scully didn’t feel like wasting all the water for a few plates and glasses. She stood up and put her hands on the small of her back, twisting and bending, trying to work out the kinks and knots.

As she plodded across the kitchen to get the milk and leftover remains of the tuna casserole off the table and back into the refrigerator, she could hear water splashing around from the bathroom and William giggling excitedly.

At the end of the extremely quiet meal, except for William’s babbling, Mulder offered to give William a bath and put him to bed. Scully had muttered "Sure. Fine. Whatever," as she pushed her salad around on her plate. She had only eaten half of her lettuce, shredded carrots and green peppers smothered in a light vinaigrette dressing and none of the casserole or dessert. Her appetite vanished the minute Mulder told her that he had to go see the Lone Gunmen tonight.

Dammit, she was sick of this bullshit. She might as well be a single mother. Mulder certainly acting like an absentee father. Come and spoil the boy for a few hours or days, then take off again.

Sighing as she put saran wrap over the brownie pan, she knew she wasn’t being fair. She also realized that she didn’t care that she wasn’t being fair. The last few days have been hard on her too. With William acting up on her while she tried to keep an eye on Jerilyn, making sure she didn’t take off and do something outrageously heroic and stupid, as Jerilyn and Mulder were both prone to do. And she was supposed to work on top of that too. She had three X-Files sitting in her IN box that she hadn’t touched yet and Skinner had left her a not-so-polite reminder that her 302 from the last X-File she worked on hadn’t been turned in yet and he would appreciate that as soon as possible.

After putting the brownies in the refrigerator, she filled her tea kettle and put it on the stove to boil. She slumped down at the table, absently playing with her big coffee mug as she waited for the water to get hot.

She could hear Mulder talking to William as he took him off the tub and dried him off. "Let’s find your jammies, Boo."

"No nigh’-nigh’!" William whimpered loudly.

"Yeah, buddy, it’s night-night time. It’s late," Mulder told him, sweeping him off the floor, bundled up in a thick taupe colored towel that matched Scully’s bathroom perfectly. "How would you like Daddy to read you a story? Would you like that?"

"Tory!" William crowed.

Scully felt tears of exhaustion and jealousy welling in her eyes. She couldn’t’ deny it. William was Daddy’s boy. She was just the creature that provided food, clothing, shelter and protection for him. She wasn’t a hero to him like Daddy was. As the kettle whistled, Scully, continuing to wallow in self-pity, reflected that she would never ever get to just enjoy her son. And she was the one who wanted him the most. Gulping back frustrated tears, she poured the scalding hot water into the cup and dunked the Lipton tea bag into it, watching the water turn brown.

She returned to the living room and switched the television on. As Mulder read to William in the nursery, Scully tried to lose herself in the normalcy of the mundane sitcoms. She then remembered she hated sitcoms so she picked up the remote control and channel surfed until she found the nice safe haven of Animal Planet, home of the Crocodile Hunter.

Mulder could hear the babble of the television from the living room as he cuddled William and read "Good Night Moon" out loud, fighting down his own jealousy. William was definitely Mama’s boy. She got to see him everyday. She got to play with him and take care of him and watch him grow. All he was getting of William’s childhood was a few stolen moments when time allowed, which he resented. He wanted to be so much more to the boy, more than just the guy that showed up once in a while to play and read books and then disappear for God only knew how long.

He was not just the sperm donor, dammit and he was tired of being treated that way.

"Night, slugger," he whispered, kissing William as he tucked him in.

He turned the nightlight on and the main light off. He stood in the door frame, listened to William settle himself down, then fall asleep.

He took a deep breath and realized the inevitable had arrived and there was no sense of procrastinating anymore. He walked into the living room and saw Scully, looking so small and vulnerable, curled up in her big overstuffed chair, staring at a television program she was not watching.

Mulder crossed over, switched the television off and then walked over to her, sitting on the footstool in front of her. "We have to talk," he said lowly.

Scully put the mug on the in-table next to her chair. "Yes."

"Scully… I… don’t know where… I…"

"Mulder, at risk of sounding like a hen-pecking wife, but this… this has to stop."

"I know."

"I need you here."

"I know," Mulder hung his head.

"I don’t expect you to be Ward Cleaver, but… Mulder… my God. You haven’t even been in DC for twenty-four hours and already you’re talking about conspiracies and going to see the Lone Gunmen and… Mulder… my eyes have been opened. They would have still been closed if I hadn’t met you, if Section Chief Blevins hadn’t sent me to debunk the X-Files… and now, I understand that there are matters that science will never be able to explain… but Mulder. This has to stop. We have to stop chasing after shadows. Reyes has already lost her sister because of this. I know too well how she feels," Scully swallowed hard, remembering Melissa’s death at Krycek’s hand. After clearing her throat one more time, she continued "Jerilyn has already elected to leave the X-Files behind and start her life again. Which I don’t blame her a bit, her short tenure in the basement cost her the most out of all of us. Reyes and Doggett can carry on without us, Mulder. Let it be. Please. Just let it be," she begged him. "You don’t have to be CIA. There’s still time to retract your resignation to the Deputy Mayor’s office. Or… there’s so much you could do, Mulder. You could be an instructor at Quantico. Or get a job in the private sector. Or write a book. Or SOMETHING. Mulder, the Truth is out there, but William and I are right here. The world doesn’t need you. We do."

"I know. You’re right. And yet… I can’t. I’m sorry, Scully. I’m sorry I can’t be what you want me to be. What you need me to be. I’m sorry I keep leaving you behind. But… we were wrong, Scully. I thought everything would still be the same. I thought … I thought that this… that William wouldn’t come between us. That it wouldn’t affect the X-Files. But I was wrong. Everything has changed. And I can’t just sit and let what I hold closest to me be ripped away or ripped to shreds. If I can do something, if I can find something to finally expose these bastards for what they are, make the truth finally known… then I have to do it."

He looked up at her, begging her to understand. "Scully, you don’t have to agree with me," he said. "You and I have not always seen eye to eye, but I need you to stand by me on this. Be angry with me, hate me if you want to even, but please… I don’t have to be reminded that I’m on the losing end of this game. Watching Teresa Reyes die in front of me made me acutely aware of that. I know I’ve failed, that everything I’ve set out to do has blown up in my face, but I have to try. I have to keep trying. While there’s still hope, I have to keep going."

"Why??"

Mulder reached for her hand. "There’s something I didn’t tell you. I didn’t want to tell you over the phone."

"What?"

Mulder got up and went back into the kitchen. Confused, Scully listened to him unzip his duffel bag and pulls something out. He returned to the living room, carrying an FBI case file. "I borrowed this from the LA Field Office," Mulder said, standing over her, handing her the file.

Scully took the file from him and opened it. She turned white and put her hand to her mouth.

"Scully… listen to me, that’s why I have to see the Gunmen tonight. Langly said he discovered something very important, something pertaining to the case. Something that could jeopardize everyone’s safety but he didn’t get a chance to tell me before Rowan was abducted and before the fiasco at the Hearst Castle. I have to go, Scully." When she didn’t respond, he knelt down in front of her. "Scully?"

"Go." There was no emotion in her voice.

"Scully," Mulder said again, helplessly.

She lifted her eyes to his. "Go, Mulder," she said flatly.

"I…" Mulder started to say, but realized that words were worthless now. He nodded, reached up, squeezed her unresponsive shoulders tightly once, leaned over, kissed her forehead, stood up and left.

Once she heard the front door shut and lock, Scully then allowed herself the luxury of breaking down. She put the open file on the footstool and with elbows on knees, buried her face in her hands, letting the hot angry tears course down her face.

"Emily…" she wept.

***

Later…

Room 333

The Marriott Hotel

Downtown Washington DC

9:21 PM Eastern Standard Time

Bravo finished brushing her long blond hair and studied her reflection in the bathroom mirror. Her hair rippled past her shoulders and down her back, almost reaching her rear end. She reached for the eyeliner and traced a thin line below her lower lashing, drawing out the amber hue of her contact lenses. Both she and Starkweather were gifted with thick eyelashes so she didn’t bother with mascara.

Knowing that Starkweather favored simple, clean looks and that men responded well to that look, Bravo eschewed all other makeup except for a little lip gloss.

Bravo had torn Starkweather’s closet apart, looking for anything a little more risqué, but ended up batting zero. She found a black t-shirt that had shrunk in the wash that Starkweather usually wore underneath clothes and a pair of brand new low-riding jeans that Starkweather had ordered online from the Gap that she never got to wear. There was a thin sliver of flesh exposed, revealing a strong back and a flat belly.

Bravo studied the belly hard. She had studied the photographs, knowing that there were thin little scars below Starkweather’s belly button and a thick ugly scar between her breasts as well as a scar in the back of her neck. And a crescent moon shaped one on her forehead. That one had been the hardest to maintain. Fortunately, after receiving that scar, Starkweather had bangs cut into her hair to cover her latest disfigurement.

Bravo took a deep breath. This was it. Reyes was out of the way now. Doggett had been placated for the night. Mulder and Scully were experiencing domestic bliss right now.

Everyone was busy.

The two weeks she asked the Cancer Man for was going to be up tomorrow. She couldn’t have planned it better.

Everything would be accomplished by tomorrow night.

At the sound of the knock on the door, Bravo turned the light off. "Who is it?" she called out as she walked over towards the hotel door.

"It’s me," Carlos’s deep voice rumbled from the other side.

Bravo peeped into the spy hole, then, unlocked the chain link lock and deadbolt before letting him in. "Hi," she said as she moved aside. As Carlos took off his leather jacket and placed it on in a chair next to the small table, Bravo relocked the door and said "What did you have to talk to me about?" She leaned against the door, crossing her arms, facing him.

"I have good news for one," Carlos said, turning to face her. "News that I hope you can relay to Scully and Mulder."

"What’s that?"

"We’ve got Samita and her kids safely moved."

"Where to?"

"The place you suggested, by the airport. It made the most sense."

"What about Connor?"

"Still in jail, although, we’re probably going to let him go with his family once we move them out of the country. Connor Saint Claire is harmless as long as his family is safe," Carlos said. "Of course, if he ever returns to this country, he’s a dead man. But minor details."

"Very minor," Bravo breathed a sigh of relief. "That is good news. When do you think you’ll be able to get them out of the country?"

"Soon. With Rohrer on the loose plus that mole still lurking in the CIA... I don’t dare risk it any longer. If I had my way, she’d been on a plane tonight but those kids… kids complicate everything."

"Tell me about it," Bravo rolled her eyes, thinking of William, thanking God that the kid could barely talk. "But yeah, I’ll tell Moose and Squirrel tomorrow."

"I’m surprised Bailey," Carlos said as he stood in the middle of the hotel room.

"About what?"

"That you’re here."

"I didn’t feel like being a third wheel."

"What about Doggett?"

"What about him?"

Carlos’ onyx eyes twinkled mischievously. "Don’t tell me you’ve gone off on that cracker."

Bravo folded her lips, preparing another Oscar-worthy deliverance. She knew the risks involved playing Mulder, Carlos and Doggett against each other.

But the payoff was so worth it.

And she loved the game.

She sat down on the bed and shrugged. "I just… everything is so fucked up right now and… I don’t know how to feel about him anymore. I mean… oh… forget, it’s stupid. I don’t want to talk about it."

Carlos walked over and sat down beside her on the bed. "It doesn’t sound stupid to me. Did you have a fight?"

"No," Bravo said, looking at the floor. "We… I mean, we squabble, but there was no falling out… yet…"

"Yet?"

She looked up at him. "I’ve made such a mess of everything Lux. I don’t feel like myself. I… everything is so complicated now… I just wish… you know what I wish Lux. I wish some of the goddamned fucked up cases that float down to the X-Files were true. Like time travel. Like there was a way to put everything back the way it’s supposed to be. Make things right… or go back when everything was easier. When things were black and white. When I knew where I stood. Who I was. Now, I’m so unsure… and I’m terrified that everyone that I touch… if I go down, they go down with me. And don’t say I’m overreacting, Lux. It’s already happened. Look at Doggett."

"But it’s never been easy," Lux told her. "There was never certainty."

"I had certainty of self, Lux. That’s what I’m talking about. There was a time where I didn’t doubt myself. Of who I was. I thought I loved Ben. And I do… but at the same time… I questioned myself all the time. Was I doing the right thing being a federal agent when it upset him so much? When it was destroying our marriage? And I doubted my loyalty to Ben every fucking time we’d fight about Doggett. He accused me of dishonoring our marriage vows because of my feelings for Doggett. But he was the one that cheated on me. But not even a month or so after Ben’s been dead, Doggett and I start contemplating… but… Ben shouldn’t have died. He was a good person, he shouldn’t have… and Doggett shouldn’t have been taken away… that… should have never happened either… I know it’s an exercise in futility, Lux. But I can’t help but think if… all those years ago… if I had made a different choice… none of this would have happened… Ben would have met and married someone else and she’d be pushing out all the little kiddies that he wanted that I refused him," she made her voice crack. "And Doggett’s career maybe… he’d have the chance for greatness that will be denied if I stay with him."

"Greatness?"

She looked at him. His face was long, lean and sad. She took a shuddery breath. "You know," she said in a whisper, as if she didn’t trust herself to speak. "That Doggett could make it all the way to Director if Kersh hadn’t steamrolled him into the X-Files. And you know that Doggett had several opportunities to transfer out of the X-Files. And you know that right now… " she shook her head. "There’s only one thing holding him to the X-Files," she smiled, sniffling. "And I can’t live with that… and I can’t let him ruin something he’s worked so hard for… and at the same time… if he does leave… and gets Skinner’s spot when he retires… I can’t be his secret either. And I can’t quit the FBI. I can’t work in the X-Files anymore… but I can’t give up the FBI. I know I’m a good federal agent. I know I’d be a great teacher. It’s all I wanted. That’s all that was supposed to happen. I was suppose to stick it out in the X-Files for a year, then transfer… but if I stay in the FBI, with Doggett as my supervisor…" she shook her head. "It wouldn’t work. Because I couldn’t be his secret. I can’t be with someone who’s going to hide me away like a mistress to shield his career. And I know him, Lux… I know he cares about me. Hell, I think he’s in love with me… but he’s invested so much time and energy into his job. He’s a good guy, but he’s still a career climber. And once he realizes that there’s an honest-to-God shot for him to get the hell out of the basement and become part of the Senior Staff… he’s gonna do it."

"What are you saying Bailey?" His voice was so soft she could barely hear him.

"I feel like I used him," she whispered. "I knew that it wouldn’t work. That it can’t work. But he was always there when I needed him… and maybe I confused friendship for something else and that now… when he thinks that there’s a chance for more… I can’t give him more."

"So basically," Carlos said. "You’re going to break his heart."

<<And I can’t wait>> Bravo thought as she nodded her head.

"I’m sorry," Carlos said. "Not just for that… but for everything… maybe… if I had done my job better, this wouldn’t be happening."

"Maybe if you hadn’t left," Bravo injected a little bitterness into her voice, "this wouldn’t be happening."

"I don’t think," Carlos said after a long painful silence. A silence so long, Bravo wondered if he was going to respond at all. "I don’t think I made a bad choice or a wrong choice… to go into the CIA. But… not a day passes, Bailey-girl… when I don’t wonder what could have happened… if I made a different choice." He reached over, gently cupping her face, looking into her eyes. "I never meant to hurt you, Jerilyn."

"I know," she whispered. "That’s what makes it worse." She closed her eyes. "But there is no such thing as time travel. We can’t undo anything. I can’t un-marry Ben and un-join the FBI… and you can’t un-leave me."

"Jerilyn," he smoothed her blond hair back. "You know, you’re making me think that all this time that you’ve been pissed at me… you’ve been actually missing me a little," he quipped.

"Oh come on, Lux…" Bravo put her hands over his. "You know me better than anyone else… do you really think I forgot about you?... I’m sorry, I’m just wishing out loud now… I wish a lot things."

"Like what?" he whispered.

"I wish I never met Ben," Bravo snuffled. "I wish I never married him. I wish he would have just found a nice girl who wanted babies and picket fences and puppies instead of me. I was I wasn’t so stubborn. I wish I would have let him go the minute I knew he was unhappy. I think I fought for my marriage so hard because I didn’t want to admit that Ben was just a re-bounder. And I wish I wasn’t making the same mistake again with Doggett. Just using him… to forget…" Bravo expertly swallowed a sob. "I’m sorry… I shouldn’t be laying this on you…"

"Jerilyn," he said, still looking at her. "It’s not exactly a deep dark secret I’m still in love with you."

Bravo’s eyes flew open as she thought <<Gotcha.>> "But…"

"Is happily ever after possible?" Carlos held her closer. "I don’t know. But you wouldn’t be a secret. And I’d never hold you back… but my God, Jerilyn… if we’ve got a chance…"

"I think," Bravo said, linking her fingers with his, "I think there’s still a chance."

She leaned into him and kissed him. Felt Carlos’ arms wrap around her body, felt him responding to her lips and tongue. When they broke apart, she said throatily. "I don’t want to waste anymore of my life on wishes."

"I love you, Jerilyn," he said again, dipping his head down for another kiss.

As she began to undo the buttons of his shirt, she thought wickedly <<Now this is going to be fun… >>

She thought it before and she’ll think it again.

Starkweather definitely had exquisite taste in men.

***

Later…

Aureo and Raquel’s residence

Mexico City, Mexico

9:49 PM Mexican Time

Being raised in Mexico gave Reyes a perceptive on death that differed greatly from her American born and raised friends. Death was not the great taboo, not the great evolution of the physical life into spiritual life. Death was incorporated into life. Death was life.

After all, she grew up celebrating the "Day of the Dead" with her grandmother taking her and her brother and sisters to the graveyards to spruce up the tombstones with amulets and happy flowers, like marigolds and chrysanthemums. Then enjoying a picnic lunch amongst the headstones with Abuela Magda telling stories of the dearly departing and pleasantly chit-chatting with others who came to celebrate, not mourn the deceased. Reyes remembered vividly munching on sugary, skull shaped cookies as Abuela would start reminiscing about her beloved husband, Elian, a quiet man who quietly built a fortune creating luxurious hotels for the American and European tourists to lounge in when they vacationed in Cancun or Matzalan. Or she’d start talking about Great Great Uncle Mateo who was "un poco loco" and, with how his long suffering wife Henriqua, were one of the first to own an automobile. And the first to die in a fantastically stupid automobile accident when Mateo forgot to put the parking brake on and the car rolled down the street, running both Mateo and Henriqua over. Reyes remembered snuggling closer to either Vanessa or Teresa when Abuela would start talking about her little sister Jovana, a beautiful girl who died of polio years and years ago before the miraculous vaccines could halt the crippling disease before it even began.

"Don’t you miss them, Abuela?" Teresa had asked her once. "Abuelo y su hermana?"

"How can I miss them?" Abuela had responded. "They’re still with me." Then she had told her grandchildren it was time to go. Time to leave the cheerful provincial revelry and go back home to celebrate more decorously with their parents with a nice family supper. Reyes remembered that year she had gotten into a fight with Teresa over supper because Teresa grabbed the loaf of "pan de muerto" Reyes wanted and it had the lucky plastic toy skeleton baked inside.

As Reyes begged excuses to her relatives and left to go upstairs to seek rest in her old childhood bedroom, her upbringing was clashing with her Americanization.

Reyes slipped off her shoes and shut the door. Leaning against it, she couldn’t help but smile sadly. All of four of the Reyes children have been out on their own now for years and yet their bedrooms remained the same as they were when they were still teenagers.

Although, Reyes hated to admit it, but with all her time in boarding schools and traveling, her bedroom always had always felt more like a guest room than a bedroom.

Sinking down onto the bed, she buried her face in her hands. She did not cry again. Her grief was beyond tears now. The sharp pain of her failure had receded. Now there was only a dull ache and an exhaustion that plagued her.


<<I don’t know if I can do this anymore…>>

She had been plagued with questions the minute she emerged to meet the family. When she and her parents first arrived from California, her father’s parents Vicenta and Maureo and her mother’s mother Magda Alma, were waiting for them. Leaving her husband to comfort their son and Magda to care for her daughter, the Reyes matriarch shooed everyone away as she ushered Monica to her bedroom ordering Monica to take the sedative the nice American doctor prescribed for her and sleep. Abuela Vicenta was never the type to become hysterical in the face of great adversity or loss. Reyes was too wiped out to fight her formidable grandmother anyway, so she swallowed the two little blue tablets and passed out for over twenty-four hours into a blissful dreamless sleep that restored her body but not her mind.


The minute she walked out of her bedroom, her sister Vanessa and brother Jaime along with his wife Elsa bombarded her with questions even though they had spoken to Vicenta, Maureo and Magda about what happened. Reyes explained to them the best that she could and Jaime hugged her and told her it was alright and Vanessa wrapped her around her brother and remaining sister, bereft of words.

Her parents were also mute with shock as were the rest of the relatives of their normally happy family. The funeral was a quiet affair.

Now it was over. Rest in peace, Teresita.

After apologizing that he had to fly back tonight, A.D. Skinner told her to take as much time as she needed. She thanked him, saying that she had understood and was startled but not unpleasantly so when he hugged her, gruffly telling her to take care of herself before darting away. She had been surprised that he had come all this way to be at her sister’s funeral. Then she realized that she shouldn’t have been. After all, he had also made the trip to Minnesota to Ben Starkweather’s funeral.

Starkweather.


Reyes felt a rush of rage pass through her. Clenching her fists, she rolled over and looked up at the ceiling.

<<What do I do?>> she thought, trying to control the building fury within her. <<What more do I risk losing? Teri is gone. Could they take Vani or Jaime next? Or Elsa? Or my grandparents or Mom and Dad… or… but how can I sit by and do nothing while this imposter wrecks havoc? And who is she? What does she want? And I still have no proof… and how can I explain to my family I have to go back to DC. They would never understand…>>

There was a knock on the table. "Who is it?" Reyes asked in Spanish.

"It’s me," a gentle voice replied in broken English. Then reverting to Spanish "Y su amiga."

"Come in," Reyes said with a sigh of relief. Vicenta Reyes was responsible for marshalling the family together and organizing the sad event and Reyes along with the rest of the family was grateful for her practical, yet almost cool way of taking care of everything and everyone. Now though, Reyes was ready to be coddled a little by her favorite grandmother.

And her best friend. When Assistant District Attorney Nathalique Pontier heard the stunning news, she flatly told her superior that lions, tigers and bears couldn’t keep her away from her friend in need. Nathalique’s face was the first thing that Reyes saw when she rose from her drug-induced stupor and had been a pinnacle of strength for Reyes to lean on. Reyes knew that this debt of gratitude she owed Nathalique could never be paid back.

Now both Nathalique and Magda sat down on the bed next to Reyes. Reyes scooted over to make room for them. Nathalique tried to smile at her. "Oh ‘chéri’," was all she could say, reaching over and squeezing her hand. Her silver bangles jingled softly as she let go.

Reyes swallowed hard. She didn’t want to cry any more. "We were going to plan a vacation together," she whispered. "We were going to plan a party for Abuelo and Abuela Reyes. For their anniversary. I was going to take a sabbatical from the FBI because I wanted to have lots of time to see everyone… and her…"

Magda stroked her cheek. "Nobody blames you," she reassured her in halting English for Nathalique’s benefit.

"I know," Reyes whispered.

"Then why are you blaming yourself?"

"Oh Abuela… I could have stopped it. I could have stopped this before this even began if… if I would have just kept quiet…" Reyes turned her head away. "Nat, if I hadn’t called you and talked to you…"

"Teresa might be still alive, sure, but who knows who else could be dead," Nathalique told her urgently.

"Your mother told me what you told in her about that day in the hotel room," Magda said, idly stroking her hair as if Reyes’ head was a cat. "How you think they took Teresita away to… um…" she struggled to find the correct English word. "Blackmail you into doing what they want you to do."

Reyes turned her head over again. "They tapped my phones. I had a theory and called Nat to discuss it before I knew my phone was tapped. They heard me."

Nathalique paled as she muttered something in French that neither Reyes or her grandmother could understand.

"They tricked you," Magda said, no longer stroking Reyes’ hair, but holding her hand. "They were afraid of you, so they ma… ma… manipulated you."

Reyes nodded, feeling more and more like a failure.

Magda sighed. Then leaned down and whispered in her ear. "They’re not afraid of you now. They’re underestimating you now. They think that you are afraid. That they could hurt, kill someone else dear to you and therefore you will just stand by and let this imposter do her dirty work and you won’t stop her because you wish to protect us."

"I am afraid," Reyes admitted. "Teresa was enough, I don’t think I could bea-"

"You can bear it," Magda said firmly. "If you’re worried about me, Monica, I’m old. If it’s time for me to die," she shrugged. "Then it’s time for me to have that part of life. As for the rest of the family… Monica, you are one person. You can not protect us all."

"And you’re not alone," Nathalique said instantly. "They can’t take us all you know. I’m still here, your grandparents, your parents, your brother and sister. And sister-in-law. All your friends. Not just the ones you have in DC but in New York and New Orleans… Yes, you have to bear this terrible cross, but not alone."

"I know," Reyes said, feeling some of her resolve and serenity returning to her, feeding into the strength of the two women she loved best in the world.

"And I know you," Magda said. "I know you can not just sit by if a child’s life was at risk."

That truth slammed home to her. William.

"No, I can’t," Reyes said. "Abuela-"

"They’ll understand," Magda reassured her. "This is what you do. This is your job. And your chance to avenge Teresa. Teresa…" Magda sighed. "Teresa is a hero, she died to save you. But she…" Magda shook her head. "She was… over her head. She didn’t know what you know to save herself."

She leaned down and kissed Reyes on the forehead. "Go. Be the jaguar, Monica."

***

Later

The Lone Gunmen’s Lair

Tacoma Falls

10:30 PM Eastern Standard Time

"Open up!"

Frohike looked up from his computer monitor. "What the hell…" he muttered as he slid off his stool. After unlocking all the locks on the door and opening it, he demanded, "Mulder, what are you doing here? I thought you and the cupcake would be-"

"Where’s Langly?" Mulder said.

"Asleep."

"Wake him up."

"Jesus, Mulder, can it wait?" Frohike asked. "The guy feels like shit. And YOU look like shit. Where’ve you been?"

"Looking for Starkweather," Mulder muttered. Mulder first went out to Falls Church and had pounded on Doggett’s door. But, acting on Bravo’s advice, Doggett had taken a pain killer for his ribs and passed out. So he didn’t hear Mulder banging on his door and he didn’t hear him jimmy his locks. Mulder had stormed into Doggett’s house, looking for Starkweather, while at the same time, devoutly hoping that he didn’t catch her and Doggett in an embarrassing position… no pun intended.

But then, on the other side, he doubted that Starkweather and Doggett’s relationship had progressed that fast.

After all, Doggett would probably had been in a much better mood if he was actually getting some loving.

Mulder found Doggett fast asleep in his bed, alone. Upon seeing the bottle of prescription drugs and the half-empty glass of water on the nightstand next to the bed, Mulder crept out of the house without trying to wake him. Doggett was so stoned right now, trying would have been pointless.

So he got back into his car and drove to Arlington. When she didn’t answer her door, Mulder again broke in. He cased the joint with his eyes, called her name once.

Caesar came out of hiding, mewling and humbled. Bravo had left him again with no water or food. For almost four days now. As the hungry cat wound his way around Mulder’s legs, Mulder’s suspicions grew. "Poor kitty," he said, stooping down to pick the cat up. Caesar purred and made no attempt to bite or scratch him. Stroking the cat, Mulder walked across to the tiny kitchenette that was part of Starkweather’s main room, then put him down again. Actually feeling sorry for her hellion cat, Mulder not only filled the cat dishes with fresh water and dry cat food, but also gave him a saucer of milk and bowl of soft cat food which smelled disgusting but Caesar inhaled it.

As Caesar slurped milk happily, Mulder muttered "Man, if you could talk, you’d have stories for me, wouldn’t you?"

As if he could talk, Caesar looked up at him and yowled once, as if he was trying to say "You damn well better believe it, bud."

After making sure the cat was okay, Mulder relocked the door and ran down to his car and drove as fast as he could to Tacoma Falls.

Frohike grumbled and said "Alright, alright, I’ll get him."

He disappeared into the back room to retrieve Langly. Langly came out by himself. "Mulder."

"Langly," Mulder pulled out a chair for himself and sat down. "We need to talk."

Langly nodded. "Yeah."

"Tell me what happened between you and Starkweather."

***

Later…

May 11, 2002

John Doggett’s Residence

Falls Church, Virginia

3:27 AM Eastern

Doggett struggled to wake up.

He was having the worst nightmare.

The dream started out okay. He was dreaming about the quiet moment he and Starkweather had experienced while trying to coax William to sleep when they were sequestered at the CIA Grand Canyon stronghold known as Eagle’s Ridge during the planning stages of the rescue of multiple abductees and their children, which included Samita Saint-Claire.

Starkweather was trying to teach him how to play the guitar. Vaguely, even as he dreamed, he remembered her guitar had been lost when Eagle’s Ridge came under attack by the replicants.

Wisps of her song floated in air as he remembered how she sat behind him and controlled the chords on the frets while letting him strum her guitar.

"Hush my love now don't you cry
Everything will be alright
Close your eyes and drift in dream
Rest in peaceful sleep

 

"If there's one thing I hope I showed you
If there's one thing I hope I showed you
Hope I showed you…"

He remembered how desolate she looked when William finally fell asleep, how she told him she was just "as fucked up about this as you are. I have no idea what's going on... or what to do..." How he forgot himself and kissed her cheek, then her mouth and how she looked up at him, tears starting to streak down her tired face, how she whispered "What do you know… Ben was right."

And in dreams he remembered how those words terrified him and bolstered him at the same time. Ben was right, Ben was right, Ben was right…

"Hush my love now don't you cry
Everything will be alright…"


When he started to relive the explosions at Eagle’s Ridge in his dream, he reached out to the other side of his bed, searching for the comforting feeling of something soft and feminine. Something to alleviate the dark terrors his unconscious was subjecting him too.

His sleeping mind conglomerated the raid on Eagle’s Ridge with the horrors of his own disappearance. As he ran towards the black van with Reyes and Skinner, instead of making it to safety this time, the bright lights came instead. He could hear Jerilyn screaming behind him. "WHAT’S HAPPENING? MULDER! MULDER WHERE ARE YOU? DOGGETT?"

Jerilyn… honey, run, get away from here, he tried to say but couldn’t because of the Black Oil running down his throat. He could feel the barbed wire pressing down on his body again.

This time, this time he could fight. This time he was able to pull the wires off of him and get off the table and get that black shit off of his body. But he felt weak and sick to his stomach as he stumbled out of the room where men moaned as they were infected and into a hallway lined with doors. He could hear moans of dying men and screams of tortured women. Then, as if someone abruptly switched off a television, all sound ceased.

Looking around, he thought it looked like a hallway to a maximum security prison. Heart pounding, he walked down the corridor.

A flash of light caught his eye and he looked down at the dead bolt of one of the doors.

A silver necklace hung from it.

Doggett’s eyes widened with recognition as he grabbed the medal of Saint Christopher off the handle. Clutching it in his hand, he slid the deadbolt open and threw open the door.

"Oh my God!"

She was huddled in the corner of the dingy room. Her hair hung loose on her shoulders, lackluster and stringy. Her face was bruised as if someone had hit her recently. A pretty powder blue blouse that he had seen her wear once and then wondered why she never wore it again to work was stained with blood. Her eyes were closed and ringed with violet smudges. Lack of water made her lips chapped. Her heart-shaped face was too thin and her feet, shoe and sock-less, were blue from the chilly room. There were cigarette burns on the soles of her cold feet.

Quickly, dropping the necklace to the ground, he went to her. Kneeling in front of her, he shook her gently, saying urgently "Starkweather… Starkweather, wake up, it’s me. Everything is going to be alright. I’m here. I’m here."

Her eyes flew open. "No," she croaked. "You’re not." She reached for his face. "Papa John, where are you?"


"Doc, I’m right here. Everything will be alright, I swear."

"But where are you???"

He picked her up and hurried to the door. The door on its own volition, slammed shut. An alarm began to sound, loud and shrill.

No, that wasn’t an alarm… that was…

<<My phone…>>

Doggett finally freed himself of the nightmare as he bolted up in bed at the sound of his ringing phone. Groaning in pain, he reached over and answered. "This better be good, it’s three-thirty in the morn-"

"John, it’s me," Reyes said, cutting him off. "I’m sorry for waking you, but I had no choice."

"Monica?"

"I’m coming back to DC."

"When?"

"Today."

"Today???" Wide awake now, the horrible images trickling away from his mind, Doggett rubbed his head. "Why? What about your family?"

"They told me to go back. I can’t… I don’t dare explain to you over the phone. But I have to talk to you the minute I’m back in DC. Mulder too. Can you pick me up from the airport?"

"Yeah… yeah," Doggett reached for the pad and pen he kept on his nightstand. After writing "Monica, airport 5-11," in his chicken-scratch writing, he said "What’s your flight number and what time?"

"My flight leaves here in twenty minutes. I have a lay-over in New Orleans, then I should be back in DC by four o’clock this afternoon. I’ll be flying into Dulles."

Doggett wrote "Dulles, 4p" underneath "Monica, airport 5-11." Putting the pen down, he said "Can you tell me at all what’s going on?"

"This isn’t a secure line," was all she said before hanging up her cell phone.

She turned to her grandmother. "Te amo."

"Te amo todos," Abuela Magda said, embracing her tightly. In English she said "You are doing the right thing."

Reyes kissed her grandmother’s wrinkled cheek, smiled bravely, then turned Nathalique Pontier. She was flying back to the United States with Reyes. "Ready?" she asked her friend as the call came across the loudspeakers announcing it was time to board the plane.

"Ready," Nathalique picked up her carry-on bag. "Señora Alma, a pleasure meeting you," she leaned over and kissed the old woman’s other cheek.

"I am happy Monica has such good friends right now," Magda told her, patting her arm. "Be careful," she admonished both women.

Reyes smiled again and waved then turned to get in line to board the plane. Just as she and Nathalique were about to disappear into the corridor leading into the plane, Reyes turned her head one more time. Magda was still there, dressed in a well loved, long denim skirt, sandals and simple white blouse, her gray hair twisted up in a haphazard knot in the back of her head. She smiled at her, pride shining in her big brown eyes.

Finally feeling like herself, Reyes ducked a little to avoid the low door frame and got on the plane.

Magda stayed until Reyes’ plane was airborne. She watched from the great windows as the plane taxied out onto the runaway, and crossed herself as it sped past her, gaining speed to leave the ground. She folded her hands, watching her favorite grandchild return to the United States.

***

Later…

Dana Scully’s apartment

Georgetown

8:00 AM

William was glued to the television, riveted to the adventures of Big Bird and Elmo as Scully finished packing up his diaper bag for the day long excursion. He sucked his thumb as he clung to his teddy bear.

It would have been nice for Mulder to come home so he could watch William while she went into the office to catch up on the paperwork she had sadly neglected in the wake of the Teresa Reyes abduction.

William looked up when his mommy walked by and waved at her. Abandoning Sesame Street and Teddy, he crawled over to the coffee table and hoisted himself up. His little legs trembled at the effort, walking was something he still was trying to get the hang up. Running, he did just fine. It was the whole pacing and getting up and getting down thing he was still trying to master.

William noticed Mommy’s cell phone laying on the table. Cell phones were fun. Cell phones lit up and made noise and sometimes Daddy’s voice came out of the cell phone. William stretched his little body trying to reach the phone. When that didn’t work, he stretched his little mind and the phone zipped into his chubby hands.

William fell back onto his butt as he began to play with the phone. Somehow he managed to put it on ‘silent’ but still, the buttons lit up when he pressed down on them hard enough.

"Will, baby, come here, Mommy needs to put your coat on," Scully called out.

William, after one of two tries, successfully put the cell phone into the front pocket of his bib overalls and then pulled himself up and toddled over to his mother.

His mother, so desolate over losing her first child again and so upset over his father’s insensitivity, did not even notice the square shaped lump in front of his overall. She just figured it was some sort of toy he wanted so she pulled his little sweatshirt on, pulled his hood over his head and swept him up in her arms. "Let’s go, sweet William," she said automatically as she grabbed the diaper bag, her purse and briefcase.

She thought her cell was in her purse.

And she left the television on.

***

Later…

Room 333

The Marriott Hotel

Downtown Washington DC

9:21 AM Eastern Standard Time

Bravo woke up before Carlos.

She slid out of bed silently and padded over to the pile of clothes on the floor.

She didn’t get dressed though. Instead she reached for the black boots she had wore to the hotel and taken off once inside the room while waiting for Carlos to wake up..

Inside the boot was a small flat pouch, similar to what a diabetic may use to carry a syringe and insulin in.

Only there was no insulin in this pouch.

Bravo quickly and expertly filled up the syringe with just enough diphenhydramine to guarantee a nice long nap for Carlos. Granted, a few more milligrams would make the nap permanent. But Bravo, as much as she hated cats, had the very feline characteristics of playing with her victims before eating them alive.

Before they died, she wanted to have Lux Carlos, John Doggett and Fox Mulder see how magnificently she maneuvered them on this chessboard and how spectacularly they lost.

She walked back over towards the bed, admiring the hard biceps and chiseled torso. A fiendish smile crossed her lips. It was incredibly tempting to wake him up for one more go-around, completely wearing him out, then leaving. Again, she congratulated Starkweather in her selection in the male category. Last night with Carlos had been extraordinary, beyond what even Bravo, who had used her body as a tool against many other men, expected.

<<Yummy>> she couldn’t help thinking as she slipped the needle underneath his flesh, finding a vein right away and not just any vein, the jugular vein.

The pin prick in his neck woke him up. Bravo pushed the plunger of the syringe, sending the sleeping drugs through his body. "Go back to sleep, Lux," Bravo purred as she leaned against him, brushing his lips against his.

"But…" Carlos tried to say but then an unnatural sleepiness fogged his mind.

"Thy drugs are quick," Bravo snorted, capping the syringe then crouching down to put it back in her boot.

She dressed quickly. She didn’t bother searching Carlos’ clothes or coat because he had nothing of value to her anymore. He have given her everything she needed.

Placing the "Do Not Disturb" sign on the outside door handle, Bravo shut the door quietly and walked down the quiet hallway towards the elevator.

Once in the elevator, she dug into Starkweather’s coat pocket and produced a pair of plain FBI approved sunglasses. Her heart was pounding, the way it did before a big hit was about to go down.

As the elevator opened, she smiled at the various people who boarded as she walked off.

It was a perfect spring day in the nation’s capitol. The cherry blossoms were starting to bloom.

Bravo walked to the parking garage where she had left Starkweather’s car. As she unlocked the driver’s side door, the cell phone hooked to the waistband of her jeans started to ring.

"What the hell?" she muttered, then groaned "Oh Jesus," before answering.

"Hey Doggett, there’s this concept called sleeping in…"

"Did I wake up?"

"No. Just giving you shit. What’s going on?"

"What are you doing tonight?"

"Nothing important. Why?"

Doggett was sitting in his kitchen, waiting for his Pop Tart to finish toasting. "I think we need… Jerilyn, is everything alright?"

"No," she said leaning against the car. "We need… I need to see you. Can I stop by this afternoon?"

"Aw, Doc, I wish you could, but I’m not gonna be here. Kersh wants to see me later this morning to ‘discuss’ what happened in California an’ then after lunch I have a follow up check up with my doctor for my ribs and then I gotta pick Monica up at the airpo-"

"What?" Bravo about dropped the phone.

"Yeah, she’s comin’ back."

"So soon??????" <<NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!>> Bravo wanted to scream. Wanted to do more than scream. Wanted to roll on the ground and kick her feet and pound her fists temper tantrum style.

"Yeah," Doggett said, gingerly leaning over to retrieve the Pop Tart that sprung out of his toaster. Quickly throwing it on a plate, he left it there to cool for a minute while getting up to go get a cup of coffee. "I know but she said she had to come back to DC and it was important."

"Can I go with you?" Bravo asked. "I mean… my God, Doggett, her sister just got killed, what could be so damned important that she’s coming back to DC so soon? That’s not normal… or something horrible is about to go down."

"I have no idea, Doc," Doggett said. "But yeah, if you wanna come with me to the airport, sure. Then maybe you and I can…"

"Yeah," Bravo said. "That’s what I was hoping for."

"Okay. Well… I’ll come pick you up at your apartment, okay? Around three or so."

"Okay."

"Bye Doc."

"Bye John," she said without thinking as she hung up the phone and got into Starkweather’s car.

Meanwhile, Doggett stared at the phone, not hearing the obnoxious dial tone. "John…" he said wonderingly. After getting his coffee, he sat back down again. And dialed a different number.

"Mulder."

"Mul-duh, it’s John Doggett."

"Puppy Man," Mulder said wearily as he parked his car in front of Scully’s apartment, thanking God he got rock star parking and didn’t have to park five, six blocks away.

"What are you doin’ this afternoon?"

"Oh you know, doing laundry, paying bills, gathering evidence of an intergalactic conspiracy that threatens to decimate our planet."

"Oh. So you’re not busy then."

"Well, folding socks is kind of time consuming."

"Can you come with me this afternoon?"

"Where?"

"Dulles. To pick up Monica."

"Reyes?"

"How many other Monicas do you know?"

"Well, actually-"

"Never mind. Her flight is coming in at about four. Do you want me to pick you up? I’m already picking up Starkweather."

"Jerilyn is riding with you?"

"Yeah, why?"

Mulder paused in front of Scully’s apartment door. Debated for a minute. "How about I meet you at the airport," he said carefully. "And don’t go anywhere until I get there."

"Hey Mul-duh?"

"Yeah?"

"Starkweather is alright, isn’t she?"

Mulder paused again as he unlocked the door. He could hear the television from the other side of the door. <<Bet the neighbors love that…>> "I don’t know," he said. "I’ll see you at Dulles."

Mulder walked into the apartment. "Scully?" he called out as he switched off the television. The apartment felt empty. "Scully? Boo?"

He spied a note on the kitchen table. "Oh damn," he sighed as he read it:

"Went to J. Edgar to work on case files. Took William with. Be back later."

"God," he groaned as he pulled his cell phone back out, dialing Carlos’ number. "It’s me, call me when you get in."

Mulder paced in the living room for a bit. Langly said Starkweather was acting erratically at NeoX’s, acting like she didn’t recognize him. Langly also said that Reyes didn’t believe that it was Starkweather but she had no proof it was an imposter. Langly had told him that Reyes tried to talk to Doggett about her suspicions, that Teresa’s kidnapping had been orchestrated to silence her. But Doggett essentially turned a deaf ear.

<<Something though>> Mulder thought as he collapsed on the couch. <<is making Doggett question that now. Otherwise he would have never asked if I thought she was ‘okay.’"

Five little girls. Alpha, Bravo, Charlie, Delta, Echo. Alpha was on the run. Bravo was dead. Charlie was dead. Delta was in hiding. And Echo…

Mulder froze.

Who was the last person to see Bravo alive?

<<"Stand down, Bravo.">>

<<"You're not a free woman, Agent Starkweather..." >>

<<"Stand down.">>

<<"They'll never let you go.">>

<<"Goddamn it, get off of there...">>

<<"... never let you have a normal life...">>

<<"I'm warning you, you fucking bitch, get down..." >>

<<"There's not a goddamn thing you can do about it either. Not a fucking thing in the world because you AREN'T one of them. You're one of US.">>

Was it possible…

No… she wasn’t alien… she wasn’t a replicant…

"Take the shot…" Mulder whispered aloud, remembering Carlos screaming at her over their headsets to take Bravo out while Doggett was appealing to her humanity, her values, her very self…

<<"Doc, don't...">>

<<"Stay out of this.">>

<<"Shove it up your ass, Carlos.">>

But Starkweather did not take the shot. She tried in vain to learn the whereabouts of Gibson Praise.

<<Mulder, help me>>

Mulder sat up on the couch, coated in a cold sweat… "Oh God," he said. "The dream…"

Only now he knew it was no dream…

***

January 3, 2001
Eagle's Ridge
6:14 PM Mountain Standard Time

Mulder bolted awake, covered in a cold sweat.

Scully looked up from her cot, concerning creasing her forehead. She was surrounded by files, she had been reading up on Purity while Mulder slept. She had felt extremely uncomfortable being in the same room with him, but there was no where else to go.

Seeing how his face was changing from gray to green, she started to ask him what was the matter, but then he suddenly rolled out of bed, lunged for the garbage can and threw up.

Scully clambered over her papers and got down on the floor beside him. "Mulder, what's wrong?"

Mulder didn't answer right away, after being sick, he had to contend with the dry heaves first before he had breath enough to speak. "I had a..." he wiped the sweat off of his face. "It was one of those dreams that was so damn real..." he shook his head. "It's nothing Scully, I'm fine. I think, I'm just stressed."

"We're all stressed," Scully said, rubbing his back… The partners sat in silence for a while. Then Mulder reached for her small hand. Scully studied his face. "What did you dream about Mulder?"

"I... I dreamt I saw Starkweather, walking, bleeding to death along the side of the road, running after Gibson. She pulled a gun on him and forced him to heal her."

"Heal her?"

"Yes, just like the Gray Shape shifters can. I heard Gibson calling out to me, saying "Help me, Mulder." I could hear it so clearly, it was as if he was here in the room with us. It was..." he shook his head in self-depreciation. "Spooky," he finished lamely. He reached out and stroked Scully's cheek. "I think you're right, it was just a bad dream caused by extreme stress…"

***
Back to the present…

"It wasn’t a dream," Mulder said, sitting up again and grabbing his phone. For extra security measures, he ran outside of Scully’s apartment to make the call. He very much doubted that they learned how to make bugs to resemble garden plants and cherry blossoms.

"Hola?"

"Manny, it’s me."

"Mulder!" Mulder had to hold the phone away from his ear. He forgot what a big cheerful voice Manny Ibarra had.

"Is the boy okay?"

"Yeah, sure, my brother’s girlfriend Atzi Cielo went and got him from the field office just like you told us too. He’s safe, but I don’t know where he is."

"That’s okay, listen, Manny, I need you to get a message to Gibson and he has to call…" Mulder thought a minute. Gibson couldn’t risk calling him. "Assistant Director Skinner. I’m going to give you his personal cell phone number. He needs to provide an answer to this question. And we need it today. It’s very important, Manny."

"I’m listening…"

"We need to know… did Gibson heal Bravo after she jumped off the bridge… wait, let me rephrase… was Gibson forced to heal Bravo after she jumped off the bridge."

"Okay… will do. What’s AD Skinner’s number?" After Mulder provided it, Manny asked. "Mulder, what’s going on?"

"The shit storm of all time," Mulder said, looking up at the sky. "Is coming."

It had started as a beautiful spring morning. But Mulder could see menacing gray clouds starting to build in the east. The coolness of morning was dissipating, miserable humidity replacing the spring freshness.

He plodded back into Scully’s apartment and locked the door. He tried to call Carlos again, but there was still no answer. Frustrated, he laid back down on the couch.

There was not a damned thing he could do until he got word back from Gibson Praise.

Because Scully and Doggett wouldn’t believe him otherwise.

***

Later…

Dulles Airport

3:59 PM Eastern Standard Time.

Bravo sat next to Doggett nervously. She had one shot at this, one opportunity. If she did not take care of Reyes right now, everything would be blown.

Arsenic was such a lovely little weapon in its powder form.

She would make the suggestion to hit a bar or something, get Reyes a drink, dump her little surprise into Reyes’ glass and let nature take its course.

This entire clusterfuck would have never happened if the Old Men of the Syndicate would have just listened to her and let her kill her from the get-go. But oh no. We need Reyes alive, they said.

<<Bullshit>> Bravo thought. <<Kill them all.>>

As she twisted the locket chain around her neck, Doggett looked at her and asked "Somethin’ on your mind?"

Starkweather smiled at him and said "Later. After we get Reyes home," she touched his knee.

He looked at her, eyebrows knit together. "Okay…" was all he said. Then he looked up. "There she is, c’mon." He held out his hand and Bravo slipped her hand into his, allowing him to help her up.

Sleep deprivation, grief and worry already had Reyes on edge. When she saw Doggett and Bravo approach her, she completely lost it. "What is she doing her?" she asked hysterically, sounding like a jilted lover.

"I asked to come," Bravo adapted Starkweather’s no-bullshit tone of voice. "I’m worried about you, Reyes."

Reyes pushed past Doggett and grabbed Starkweather by her shirt. "Why???" she screamed at her. "Why did you have to kill Teri?!?!?!"

"Jesus, Monica!" Doggett tried to pull Reyes off of Bravo.

"You bitch!" Reyes screamed. "You bitch, I’ll kill you myself, I swear to God!"

As Reyes continued to shake Bravo, she said "God dammit, Reyes, don’t make me hurt you!" A very Starkweatherian thing to saw. She pretended to struggle to get out of Reyes’ grip although it really wouldn’t have taken much to free herself from Reyes.

Mulder had just returned from the men’s restroom when he saw the scene commencing. He rushed to them, pushing his way past frightened civilians and showing his CIA ID discreetly to the National Guardsmen and airport security that was approaching the little circle. Mulder helped pry Reyes off of Bravo and Bravo retreated behind Doggett.

"Mulder, let me write her a prescription for Valium," Bravo shouted to him as Mulder restrained Reyes.

"I’ll get Scully to take care of it, Doggett… um, why don’t you take Jerilyn home? I’ll… take care of things here," Mulder said peacefully as Reyes continued to struggle against him, saying almost hysterically "It’s not her, it’s not her, it’s not her, dammit somebody listen to me!"

"Come on, Doc," Doggett said, putting his arm over Bravo’s shoulders. "Let’s get outta here."

Mulder, dragging Reyes away from the crowd yelled out cheerfully, "Thanks, thanks everybody now there’s nothing to see her, show’s over, Elvis is leaving the building." He forced Reyes to sit down and held her there by her shoulders, hovering over her.

"Listen to me," he said lowly, quietly, "I believe you."

Reyes’ jaw dropped open. "WHAT???"

"I finally had a chance to talk to Langly. He told me about what happened at the Laundromat. That doesn’t sound like Jerilyn to me. How did you figure it out?"

"I… I didn’t," she whispered. "I just knew. From the moment I touched her."

"That statement can be taken in ten thousand different wrong ways so for the time being, I will leave it alone. Listen to me, Monica. Just because I believe you does not mean we can haul her in. First, we got to get the skeptics to see. And it’s going to be an uphill battle to get Skinner, Doggett and Scully to see things our way. Also, we got to figure out what in the hell that imposter is up to."

"And who she is." Reyes whispered

"I think Bravo’s back."

Reyes shook his head. "She’s dead."

Mulder looked at her, "Look who you’re talking to, Agent Reyes. Death is not always that hard to cheat. I think after Bravo performed her swan dive from the bridge in Arizona, her body was retrieved and there was life left in her to be completely healed. Possibly by Gibson Praise, who was still their prisoner at that time. He’s in hiding, but I’ve sent a message to him and am anticipating on hearing from him hopefully soon."

Reyes turned gray but still managed to ask, "What do you want me to do?"

"You, go home. Call the guys and tell them to start monitoring Starkweather’s apartment twenty-four-seven. If anything happens, even if it’s just the cat getting a left-cheek-sneak, I want to know about it. Then get what rest you can. I may need you later. Maybe sooner than later. I’m going to re-visit the Eden Project case files I think."

And try to find Lux Carlos.

Where the hell has he been???

***

A little later

Outside Starkweather’s apartment

4:15 PM Eastern Standard Time

Doggett let Bravo out of his truck and together they walked up the sidewalk towards the old Victorian house that was converted into trendy apartments for yuppies and single FBI agents. Doggett loosened his tie. "Jesus, it’s humid."

"Weatherman said it was supposed to storm," Bravo said.

Doggett slid his tie off but left his jacket on. He had too. Technically, he was still on duty so he had his service weapon on him. The coat concealed his Sig Sauer from civilian eyes. "Maybe the rain would cool things off."

"Maybe," Bravo said, pausing at the stairs. "That would be nice. My air conditioner is broken."

"Want me to come take a look at it?" He unbuttoned the top two buttons of his sweat-damped dress shirt.

"No… that’s okay, the maintenance guy is supposed to come tomorrow," she looked down at the ground all the while thinking <<Careful, Bravo, careful, this is the critical barrier. This will either break or make the mission. It is imperative that you get John Doggett off your back… >>

Doggett, as usual, cut to the chase. "What’s going on, Starkweather?" he asked wearily. "Somethin’s on your mind. You’ve been awful quiet."

"Sit down," she said quietly. "We need to talk."

"The four most dreaded words in the English language," Doggett said as he sat down on the stairs. "Next to ‘Let’s just be friends.’"

"Let’s just be friends."

"That’s not even remotely funny, even by your sick standards." He looked up at her. In a wounded voice, he said "’Cept you’re not kiddin’, are you."

Bravo sat down beside him. "I don’t where to start."

"How ‘bout the beginning? That’s a good of a place as any."

"But the beginning goes back further than when you and I met… that’s just it."

"Ben?"

Bravo shook her head.

Doggett snorted. "Carlos."

She nodded. "When you were in California, with Reyes… I sought him out after I had gotten mugged. To see if he could help me figure out what happened to me. To see if Teresa’s kidnapping was really tied to my reappearance."

"And?"

<<Dammit, he is not going to make this easy>> Bravo seethed. She wished she could just slit his throat. Be so much easier. "And… he asked me to give him a second chance." She waited for his response. When he didn’t provide one, she said "I should have never married Ben. I loved Ben, but… he was a rebounder. From Lux. So when Lux asked me to give him a second shot…"

"You said yes," Doggett said dully. "Didn’t you."

Bravo discovered that watching him struggle with his suffering was exquisitely entertaining and was then glad she didn’t have to physically kill him. Killing his spirit was oddly more satisfying. "I’m sorry," she said, making her voice sound hoarse.

"I know you are," he said. "But that doesn’t make it any better. Or easier. To understand."

"Um… well, okay. Who was the love of your life?" she asked him. "I mean, the big one."

Doggett studied the pavement for a long time before answering. Bravo could have choked him for being so slow. "Well…" he said quietly. "Before all this… I thought it was you."

That threw Bravo for a loop. She was expecting him to say his ex-wife or Reyes. "Seriously."

"I am serious," Doggett said. "I thought… I mean, I know I said take things one day at a time… but… I guess… this means that everything we’ve said and did… means nothing."

"That’s not true! It’s not nothing. It’s not! It’s just that… oh God… Doggett… I don’t want to hurt you. Ever. You’re the sun, the moon and the stars to me… but Carlos is the world... I have to try. I’ll hate myself forever if I don’t take this chance."

"Am I supposed to wait for you while you take this chance?" he asked her bitterly.

"I don’t expect anything out of you," she whispered, managing to produce some tears. "I don’t even expect you to understand, really. I just wish you would."

"I wish I could too," he said coldly.

"Doggett, that isn’t fair," she told him. "I feel guilty enough as it is… but face it John, you and me… it wouldn’t work. We’d have to sneak around at work… coupled with always watching behind our backs, wondering if They’re ever going to come back for one of us…"

"I know," he said miserably. "I just thought… that you and me were worth that chance. I thought you showin’ up on my doorstep was my second chance."

"I’m sorry… I’m sorry… I wish there was something more I could say…"

"I think you said enough," Doggett said quietly, standing up. "I’ll talk to you later."

"John wait-"

"Jerilyn, don’t," he pleaded with her. "Just don’t. Whatever you say is not gonna make it better, okay? You made your choice. And I respect it. But don’t expect me to be happy ‘bout it. Okay?"

Bravo rubbed salt into his injured ego and broken heart. "This is why I was afraid to tell you right away."

"Well, Jesus… Doc… after everything, how did you expect me to react?"

"Not like this. I knew you weren’t going to be happy, but I didn’t expect you to react like this…"

"Like how?"

"Possessive. Jealous. Angry. Christ, Doggett, you’re acting like Ben."

Doggett lost his temper. "Ben didn’t trust you. Now I’m beginning to see why."

"What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" Bravo retorted, injecting a lot of malice into her voice. "And where do you get off acting like a jealous husband? We aren’t married. Hell, we aren’t even dating. Or sleeping together. Or anything. A real relationship between us just isn’t possible and you know that! So back off."

Doggett looked like she had slapped him. "Okay…" he said softly. "Fine. If that’s what you want…"

"It is," she said getting up. "I thought you were my friend. I thought you’d understand."

"Well…" Doggett said, rage glistening in his glacier blue eyes. "I don’t. There’s lots of things that I just don’t understand. Deal with it."

"Fine, whatever." Bravo turned her back on him, gloating, knowing she had him right where she wanted him.

He watched her walk up the steps and to the front door. Once she was safely inside the building, Doggett turned around and stalked to his truck. He pulled out his cell phone and hit one of the speed dial keys.

"Mulder."

"Mul-duh, it’s John Doggett," he snapped as he climbed inside his truck. "Where are you?"

"At City Hall. Packing my office up."


"We gotta talk."

"What’s wrong?"

"Reyes is right," Doggett started the engine of his truck. "That bitch is not Starkweather."

***

Meanwhile…

The Lone Gunmen’s Lair

Tacoma Falls

4:44 PM Eastern Standard Time

"This is stupid," Frohike complained vigorously.

"I tend to agree," Byers said, taking off his drab brown suit jacket and hanging it neatly in the closet. "This request of Reyes’ seems to be a waste of time."

"Yeah," Frohike grumbled. "We could be looking for Yves."


Langly had a pair of headphones on. His feet were on the table and he drummed a pen against his chest. "So why’d you agree?" he asked, his voice nasally than usual. His sinuses kept draining due to the fractured cheekbone. "And can ya bring me the Kleenex box?"

Frohike slide off his stool and brought the box of tissues to him. "I don’t know about you two, but I was humoring her. I mean… her fucking sister was killed. She’s looking to blame someone. But blamin’ Starkweather though…"

"But you guys, don’t you think Starkweather was acting… well… I don’t know…" Langly struggled for words.

"Scary?" Byers asked.

"Bitchy?" Frohike added.


"Naw," Langly said, taking the Kleenex from Frohike. "She’s always bitchy and kinda scary. But what’s goin’ on with her now… the way I saw her at NeoX’s when she was all… like…" He shrugged. "Reyes is right."

"Who?" Frohike said incredulously. "Reyes? About Starkweather?"

"Yeah," Langly replied defensively.

"Jesus," Frohike groaned. "Blondie, how can you think that? That woman couldn’t find a post-it note even if you stuck it on her ass."

Langly ignored Frohike’s remark as a sound caught his ear He sat up and pressed the earphone closer to his ear. "Someone’s comin’ in through her front door."

"Put it on speakers," Frohike said. "Byers?"

"Tape’s rolling," Byers nodded at the massive audio tape recorder, similar to the one radio stations used to have before they embraced the digital age.

A crackle of static, then an irritable feminine voice. "Move, you fucking cat."

"See, that’s what I mean!" Langly said, taking off the headset.

"What?" Byers asked.

"That’s not something Starkweather would say."

"Why not?" Frohike asked. "She cusses like a sailor and that cat is a god-dammed nightmare."

"Yeah… but like Mulder said to me last night, SHE loves that cat."

Frohike and Byers looked at each other.

"Up the volume, Byers," Frohike muttered. "Reyes made not be moving from the Realm of Reality to the Isle of Insanity quite yet…"

"What are you implying?" Byers asked as he turned the volume of the speakers up.

"Shh!" Frohike shushed Byers as the feminine voice crackled through the speakers.

There was a beeping noise.

"Cell phone," Byers muttered.

Then, her voice again. And it sounded pissed.

"You dumb son-of-a-bitch, why couldn’t you have stalled Reyes in Mexico? Held up her passport, sabotaged her plane, SOMETHING??? ... No, you fuck, the ENTIRE point of kidnapping Teresa Reyes was to distract Reyes, Doggett and Mulder. YOU WEREN’T SUPPOSED TO KILL HER. Now Reyes is going to be harder to deal with than before. Which makes my job all that more difficult. She already blabbed to everyone that she doesn’t think I’m Starkweather. Thanks a fucking lot, asshole. It’s not going to take long for them to figure it out that I didn’t die in Arizona that day."

Frohike licked his lips. "Call Mulder."

"Already dialing," Byers said nervously as Langly muttered. "I knew it, I knew it. She just didn’t SEEM **right**, ya know?"

"Shut up," Frohike hissed, continuing to listen.

"… if this mission goes wrong, it’s on your head. I had to do some fast thinking to shake Doggett off of me and send him back to Reyes... yeah, well, sorry isn’t good enough… you better start sleeping with one eye open, buddy. Because after this mission, my NEXT mission, is you."

"What mission?" Frohike wondered.

"I can’t get a hold of Mulder," Byers said. "It keeps going to voice mail.

"Keep trying!" Frohike said. "Langly, you try and get through to Scully."

"On it," Langly picked up the receiver of the big black phone next to his computer and started dialing as Frohike pulled out his cell phone and punched in Reyes’ number.

"Dammit, somebody answer!" Frohike snapped as he got Reyes’ voice mail.

"Voice mail!" Langly moaned.

"Shh!" Byers said, pointing to the speakers.

"… it goes down tonight. It goes down now." Then there was a beep of a cell phone being hung up.

"WHAT goes down??" Langly said.

"Who the fuck could impersonate Starkweather THAT good?" Frohike said.

"Lilly Stratford?"

"No motive," Frohike said.

"Bravo?" Byers asked in a thin voice.

"She’s dead," Frohike said. "Did a half-gainer off a bridge in Arizona."

"What did she just say?" Langly asked, almost hysterical. "’It’s not going to take long for them to figure it out that I didn’t die in Arizona that day’?"

The Gunmen looked at each other.

"Oh fuck me," Frohike sucked in a deep breath.

Langly turned green. "They still got Starkweather!"

Byers was already walking back to the closet to get his coat. "Let’s go," he said crisply.


"Go where?" Langly asked, wiping his nose.

"To Scully’s," Byers said. "Wouldn’t that be Bravo’s most obvious target?"

"Scully?" Frohike turned ashen.

Byers shook his head. "William."

***

Meanwhile…

Outside of City Hall

Washington DC

4:59 PM Eastern Standard Time

Mulder stood on the steps impatiently, looking up at the cloudy skies. And felt slightly paranoid. After all, he nearly died a few months ago when the Syndicate’s assassins drove by, shooting anything that moved, but specifically aiming for him.

Well, he didn’t die.

But Benjamin Starkweather did.

Mulder jumped when he heard tires squealing. Then relaxed when he saw Doggett’s truck pull up. Mulder walked towards it, hands in his coat pockets. "Doggett," Mulder said as Doggett got out of his truck. "What the hell is going on?"

"I told you," Doggett said darkly, his eyes narrowed as he shut the truck door. "On the phone. That ain’t Starkweather. Where’s Scully? Is she home? I was trying to reach her," he said anxiously. "But she’s not answering her home or her cell."

"That’s because she’s still at J. Edgar," Mulder said. "Working on some overdue 302’s."

"And William?"

"With Scully. They’re safe as churches as long as they stay there, Doggett, look," Mulder was impatient now. "You said I was right. Help me prove it. Because Scully doesn’t believe me. Or anyone else. Except Reyes and she’s not very credible right now. I thought Gibson Praise would have some information, but I don’t think he’s going to get back to us in time to stop whatever the hell’s going to happen next."


"Mul-dah," Doggett said anxiously. "I wanted her to be Stawk-weddah as bad as you did. Maybe even more. But that ain’t her. I KNOW it’s ain’t her. It’s Bravo. Yeah, I know she jumped off a bridge. But she’s altered… like those damn Supah Soldiers. It’s possible she coulda survived the fall."

The corner of Mulder’s mouth crooked upwards. "Did I take a wrong turn and get lost in an alternative universe? Or a parallel dimension?"

"I have proof it ain’t her."

"Enlighten me."

<<Arrogant shit>> Doggett thought furiously as he said "I thought Starkweather was being distant as a result of what had happened to her-"

"She was abducted," Mulder interrupted. "Maybe you would better understand how you accept the truth what happened to her… and yourself."

"Mulder, we don’t know what happened to Starkweather ‘cause that woman is not Starkweather. Dammit, I know her, Mulder."

"Then tell me. The more you dick around, the more time we lose in finding the real Starkweather. But we have to have proof. This time… This time I can’t just go in on a leap of faith alone, because, there’s a small part of me still believes that it really is Starkweather. Or wants it to be."

"Okay," Doggett laid it on the line. "We were talkin’ tonight, Jerilyn and I… or I thought she was Jerilyn… she said that she and Lux Carlos got back together."

"Carlos?" Mulder frowned. "Last I heard, Carlos was on her shit list. He’s currently on mine anyway."

Carlos still hadn’t gotten back to Mulder.

"She said that she and Carlos got back together while I was in California helpin’ Reyes find Teresa."

Mulder squirmed. He and Doggett were not the best of friends, nor the worst of enemies. But they had a decent working relationship. Mulder didn’t like it that Doggett’s personal feelings for his sister were encroaching onto it. And that Doggett was using him as a sounding board for his delusion. Because, due to stress, fear and worry, Mulder was beginning to think that his beliefs were just that, delusions. "I don’t know what to say," Mulder admitted. "I know what you WANT me to say, but I can’t. Because I don’t understand how that’s proof it’s not Starkweather. I think… I think that’s it’s shitty she’s choosing Carlos; I’m not going to defend her. But there’s nothing more to say, or do."

Dammit, why couldn’t Gibson or Carlos get back to him? Then he could support Doggett and Reyes and Langly…

Scully would not side with him without proof on this one. Not this time. Not after what just happened with Emily.

"Mulder, I thought that it was a done deal too, until the last thing she said before I walked away."

"Which was?"

"I was tryin’ not to be a prick about the whole thing and was tryin’ not to leave on a bad note but I lost my temper an’…" Doggett lost his stride. "She… uh… accused me of bein’ jealous like Ben and… I said somethin’ about now I understand why Ben didn’t trust her and… um…"

"Said what?" Mulder noticed Doggett’s sudden discomfort. "What did she say?"


"She fired back at me that I had no right to feel the way I did because we weren’t married or dating or… sleeping together and… I just knew. I knew that Monica was right all along and I got outta there and called you."

"Okay… so you’re basing this on the fact she thinks you were acting like an asshole?"


"No…" Doggett said quietly. "I’m basing it on… on… that we… um… " He gave Mulder a helpless look that screamed ‘Don’t make me say this out loud!"

Mulder’s jaw dropped. "You slept with my sister!?!?!?!?!"

"Half-sister," Doggett muttered, out of habit.

***

"Never cared for what they say
Never cared for the games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for they do
Never cared for they know
And I know...

"So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters."

January 8, 2002

Moe's Dive
Washington DC
1:05 AM Eastern Standard Time

"That," Starkweather said as the song winded down. "Was our wedding song. Our first dance."

"Oh..." Doggett wasn't sure what to say at first. Then he grinned a little. "Trust you to pick a heavy metal number for a wedding song."

She laughed a little, shaking her head. "We got into a fight about it, shock surprise," she said, rolling her eyes as she nursed her drink. "I just love this song. It’s so powerful and… at the risk of sounding "cheesy" but I… I thought that song symbolized everything love was supposed to be… Ben wanted something a little less metal… I whined and got my way," she took a long draw from her drink. "We had a beautiful wedding though."

Doggett hurt for her. He didn't know how in the hell she was holding up. She was so still. Just like that horrible day when Ben had been killed and he found her sitting alone in the chapel, still covered with her husband's blood. He wished she would cry, yell, scream. Something. Anything to show her humanity. "Doc," he asked her tentatively. "How can you handle all of this? All of this shit that's happenin' to you?"

She smiled, like a trusting child, almost innocently. "As long as I can have the good memories, I can handle the bad."

"You don't have to handle the bad by yourself you know."

Starkweather felt tears threatening to overtake her. It took her a long time before she trusted herself to even speak and even then, her voice broke. "I know, Papa John..." she reached out and touched the top of his hand."That's why you're part of the good."

She stood up abruptly. "I'll be right back, she said huskily as she turned to run somewhere to hide.

But Doggett placed his other hand on top the small hand she had placed over his. Starkweather froze. Doggett shook his head once, telling her not to go. She looked at his hand, and saw her wedding ring, still on his pinkie.

She finally opened herself up in a way she never thought she would in front of anyone. Her shoulders bunched together and she covered her face with her other hand as she started to sob, finally experiencing the overwhelming sorrow she had kept putting off and putting off.

Doggett pulled her closer to him and stroked her hair as she wrapped her arms around his neck and sobbed into his shoulder. "Shh... shh..." he whispered."It's okay, I'm here... I'm here..."

From the corner of the bar, Lux Carlos stood up, left a twenty for the waitress and walked out. Doggett’s back was to the door, so he didn’t notice him walk out. Even if her face hadn’t been buried into Doggett’s coat, she was crying so hard, she could barely see.

As he rested his cheek against her hair, he quietly asked the bartender, "Can ya call us a cab? Neither one of us can drive."

"Sure, buddy," the bartender said. "No problem. Got the number on speed dial." After he called the Yellow Cab Company for the federal agents, he hollered out. "Alright folks, drink ‘em up! Last call! Last call for alcohol!" In a lower voice, he told Doggett, "Cab’ll be here in about five minutes."

"Thanks," Doggett said, struggling for his wallet. Starkweather straightened up and pushed her hair out of her swollen eyes. She had stopped sobbing, but was still sniffling.

"I got it," she said, laying a credit card on the bar.

Before Doggett could protest, the bartender swiped the card through the credit check machine. He handed Starkweather a receipt. "Sign at the bottom, Miss Mulder."

<<Miss Mulder… oh crap, she really did…>> Doggett groaned, remembering that Starkweather had stolen Mulder’s credit card from him while he was sleeping on their flight back to Washington from London.

After watching his partner commit fraud, he said, "Let’s go, Doc."

Starkweather allowed him to help her with her coat and lead her outside. Normally she enjoyed bickering with him about his old fashioned Southern courtesy. After the past few days, she felt severely drained. Closing her eyes, she leaned into him again, shivering as the winter wind picked up. She felt his arms encircle her again. Just as she was starting for feel warm again, the cab pulled up to the curb. Doggett opened the door for her and she slipped in. She leaned back and closed her eyes.

She heard the cabbie ask gruffly, "Where to?"

She heard Doggett answer "2962 Grand View, Falls Church."

"I don’t live in Falls Church," she mumbled.

"Yeah… but you ain’t spending tonight by yourself. Not after… not after all that shit."

She sighed. "Yeah. Sure. Fine. Whatever."

"No. Not Sure. Fine. Whatever," Doggett pulled her ring off his finger. He looked over. "You’ve been through a hellish ordeal, you’re tired and you’re drunk."

"So are you," she reminded him, opening her eyes, rolling her head over to look at him.

"Oh, Doc, one more thing," he said, and tossed her ring.

"Some proposal," she deadpanned, "Thank you...for keeping it for me." The fact that she didn't put it on again immediately did not escape him.

"Shoulda given it back to you sooner. Just...I dunno... never seemed to be a right time."

"To be honest," she admitted, "I don't know if I wanted it back."

"I know losing your husband like the way you did don't exactly stock up to what happened with Luke...

"No..." she interrupted bitterly, "you were still speaking to Luke when...sorry...just me being a bitter old widow."

"They found his body a few days before they found his bike. Mickey found it, and he was the one who had helped me put that friggin' contraption together for Luke's last Christmas. He brought it over to Barb and me...and...I went ballistic. It was connected to Luke. I was so mad at him for leaving me, I didn't want anything 'round that reminded me of 'im. You've gotta 'nough reasons to be mad at Ben. But if you're gonna hate somebody, then you may as well hate me, because hating someone who can't hate you back wears the life outta you like runnin' ragged on a hamster wheel."

"Papa John, you could charm the pants off of a rattlesnake."

He took her tiny hands in his big ones, opened her left hand which was still clutching the ring, and took it in his hand.

"Forgiving 'im might be harder 'n' hell right now, and it won't happen today...next week...or even next month...but I can't just let the hate drain the life outta you. Seein' you bitter and withdrawn the way you've been lately... frankly...scares the shit outta me."

"I've always been bitchy."

"Bitchy yeah...but lately...you've been just plain spiteful and ornery. The way an old lady acts when she's given up on life. The thought of you just...giving up...terrifies me."

"Me too..." she confessed, "but I can't..."

"Yes..." he said, slipping the ring on her finger, "you can."

She flexed her fingers after he had put the ring on. She never liked the size or cut of the diamond. Too big for her taste and it always snagged her sweaters, but she never complained because she didn’t want to hurt Ben’s feelings.

"Well… maybe I can… but… can he forgive me?" She shook her head. "Never mind. That was a stupid-assed question."

"Forgive you for what Doc?"

Starkweather looked up at him. And repeated what she had said to him in the lounge room right before Eagle’s Ridge had been attacked. "Because Ben was right."

Doggett reached out and caressed the side of her face with his fingertips. When she closed her eyes, he traced the outline of her jaw, his thumb grazing her lips.

"I never meant… I didn’t…"

"You didn’t break up our marriage, Papa John," she said quietly. "Ben and I broke up our marriage." She swallowed, fighting another wave of tears. "Sorry," she said thickly.

Doggett slid over closer to her and Starkweather curled up to him, resting her face against the crook of his arm. He didn’t say anything, but he periodically would wipe away her tears during the rest of the cab ride to Falls Church.

Snow started to fall by the time the cab pulled up into Doggett’s driveway. "Forty-five dollars," the cab driver announced as the agents got out of the cab.

Doggett gave him two twenties and a ten. "Keep it," he told the cabbie.

"Have a good night," the cabbie said as Doggett and Starkweather turned and walked towards Doggett’s house.

As Doggett opened the door, a cranky yowl greeted them.

"Caesar!" she said joyously, kneeling down in the foray as her beloved tabby wound his way around her, meowing complaints incessantly.

Doggett glared at Caesar. "Damn cat."

Starkweather picked up Caesar and stroked him. "Caesar," she crooned, "were you being a pain in the ass for Papa John? Hm?"

"Oh Jesus," Doggett groaned. "You talk to cats."

"At least I don’t sing to cats."

Doggett started taking off his coat. "Huh?"

"To save money, I would housesit and pet-sit over the summer. While I was in med school. And I watched the cat of this one professor of mine. She was nuts. She left me a three page typed list of instructions on the care of her cat, Roscoe. And every night, I was supposed to sing Roscoe’s bedtime song. See, this is where is sucks to have a photographic memory because I can still remember that damn song. ‘Roscoe, Roscoe, the Wonder Ca-‘"

"Spare me," Doggett grimaced. "Please. I’m gonna have a hangover tomorrow. I don’t need nightmares either."

She yawned. "Oh God, I’m tired…" She scratched Caesar’s ears one more time, then put him on the floor. "Okay, kitten-critter, go away." Caesar continued to wind around her ankles as Starkweather took off her coat. "I mean it Caesar, go away." She held out her jacket and scarf to Doggett. "Where do you want these?"

"I’ll take ‘em."

As he hung her coat up in the hall closet, Starkweather staggered over to his sofa and flopped down. "Kitty, kitty," she beckoned the cat again as she curled up on the couch. Hurt that he had been banished, Caesar leapt up onto the armchair across the room, curled up in a heap and fell asleep.

"Damn cat," she muttered, rest her head on a throw pillow.

"Aw, no," Doggett said as he walked through the dimly lit living room. "You ain’t sleeping on the couch."

"’Ain’t’ isn’t a word," she said primly. "And I’ve slept on your couch before."

"Yeah… well… not tonight."

"I’m not moving," she informed him.

"Hm… let’s see…" Doggett rubbed his chin thoughtfully. "Who’s bigger here… oh wait. That would be me."

"So what are you gonna do? Sit on me until I agree to take your bed?" she grumbled.

He knelt in front of her. "Or I could just wait for you to fall asleep again and move you."

She opened one eye lazily. "And I could use you as a trampoline again at five in the morning."

"And that hurt like a bitch when you did that."

"Well, you shouldn’t have moved me from the floor. I was fine where I was."

"Bullshit."

"Kiss my ass."

He reached down for her hand and pulled on her. "C’mon," he cajoled her, standing up. "Humor me."

"Fine, fine," she said, rising up from off the couch. "If it’ll make you happy."

As she trailed him into his bedroom, he said "I’ve got sweats and stuff in here so you don’t have to sleep in your clothes."

Starkweather had now been wearing the same dark slacks and blue cotton blouse for two days now. She finally noticed a small brown stain on the inside of the right cuff. A coffee stain from when the flight attendant had slopped coffee everywhere. Sniffing the sleeve of her blouse, she grimaced. "Yeah. Clean clothes would be good."

She paused at the doorway to his room as he walked towards his dressers. As he pulled open a drawer, he asked "Sweatshirt or t-shirt Doc?" He turned to look at her. She wasn’t listening. Her eyes were casing the room. "Doc?"

"Huh? Oh, sorry, spaced out…" she murmured, crossed over to the bed, sitting down. "I was thinking about the first time I was in here… after our trip to Scotland."

"First case," Doggett said, pulling out a grey sweatshirt then closing the dresser door. "That lieutenant hurt your arm. You were stoned off of pain killers."

"No," Starkweather corrected him, "I hurt my arm when I rolled over the hood of that car when that van was coming at me in the street. Then when you and I went to check out the fighter jet again, the Army was moving it out. And when we got into that pissing match with them, the lieutenant in charge aggravated the injury when he grabbed me to escort me out." Unconsciously she rubbed her upper arm. "And Skinner asked you to keep an eye on me while I was out of it after we got back to DC because Ben was out of town."

Doggett nodded. "I remember now. We couldn’t wake you up to save our lives. Scully had to get home to the baby, so I took you here. Let you sleep the sleep of drugs while I did laundry." He sat beside her on the bed.

A wicked little grin crossed her face. "You took my suit off."

Doggett started to blush. "You took your slacks and pantyhose off by yourself."

"So did you peek when you took off my clothes?"

"No," Doggett said, as if he was offended she asked.

"Uh-huh."

They were leaning closer to each other.

"I really didn’t."

"Sure."

Their foreheads touched.

"I," Doggett proclaimed in a throaty whisper, "was a perfect gentlemen."

"Bullshit," Starkweather responded, closing her eyes and kissing him.

Doggett took her face in his hands as they continued to kiss, finally opening their lips to taste each other. Cognitive thought tossed out the window, he succumbed to tactile pleasure. The softness of her pouting lips. The wetness of her little tongue. The smooth skin of her cheeks. And her long, silky hair. He reached around the back of her head and fumbled with the ponytail tie that bound her hair into a bun at the nape of her neck.

He felt her fingers rubbing the back of his head and neck, running through his own hair. He began to feel extremely uncomfortable in his jeans as she abandoned his mouth to lick and nibble at his ear and throat.

A small voice of reason asked him if this was really such a good idea. However that voice shut up when she crawled up to him and straddled his lap while tugging at his sweater and t-shirt. Doggett more than happily shed those garments for her and as her hands slid up and down his bare chest, he leaned into her again. Kissing her throat, dallying a little longer at the spots that made her exclaim "Oh my God…" in a breathless whisper, he began to work on the buttons of her dirty blouse. Once the last button had been undone, he pushed her shirt off her shoulders just a bit. He touched the holy medal she wore on a silver chain around her neck. Saint Christopher, Patron Saint of Travel. A gift from a grateful boy they had tried to help. That case was the first time she had kissed him.

As her hands now began to wander, knead and massage his back, her head completely tilted back, he dipped his own head down and began to kiss the exposed flesh as he slid his hands up her flat abdomen, grazing her breasts and sliding around to her back, finding the clasp to her bra.

That was the easy part.

Starkweather had been oblivious to everything except for what his wandering lips and hands and sitting on his ever-hardening crotch was doing for her. It took her a little bit to realize that what he was whispering were not sweet nothings.

"Oh Got-dammit."

"Doggett," she asked, stroking his hair. "Problems?"

"What the hell," he finally burst out, completely and utterly frustrated "is WRONG with this?" He tugged on the back of her bra, accidentally letting it go and snapping it.

"OW!!!!"

"Sorry!"

"I think we just figured out why you’ve been single for so long." Starkweather shed her blouse and reached behind her back to undo the clasp. "Want something done right, gotta do it yourself," she teased him.

Doggett huffed "It ain’t been so long that I can’t remember how to undo a girl’s bra."

However, Starkweather was having just as much problems he was. "Oh my God… oh my fucking God… it’s **stuck**!!!"

"See! It’s not me!!"

"Well, now that your masculinity is secure once more, help me out of this damn thing!!!"

"I’ll get a pair of scissors."

"The hell you will!! This thing cost forty dollars!"

"For a bra?"

"It’s comfortable."

"Better be, ‘cause it looks like you’re gonna be wearing it for life."

"This isn’t funny!" she tried to keep a straight face but a giggle escaped.

"Yeah it is…" Doggett wrapped his arms around her waist. "It’s funny as hell."

"So, would this be filed as an X-File?" she asked him, undulating her pelvis against his. Bras can be worked around.

"Triple X, maybe."

She groaned. Partially at the bad pun, partially because he had started to run his hands up and down her back, his fingertips barely touching her flesh.

She leaned into him, pushing him gently down. "You know…" she whispered before she kissed him again. "If I can’t get your jeans undone, then we’ll know we’re cursed."

"If you can’t get my jeans undone," Doggett said as he laid flat on the bed, Starkweather still straddling him, "I’ll cut myself outta ‘em."

Starkweather lowered herself down on him, kissing his forehead, his temples, his nose and his cheeks before touching his lips. She lay on top of him, one hand stroking his face and hair, the other, his thigh. He groaned and shifted his weight until her body pressed down on him at all the right pressure points. His hands skated up and down her back, her behind and the sides of her legs. He shouldn’t have been, but he was surprised how muscular she was. Touching her was little like touching marble, hard and smooth.

Carefully, he rolled her over to her back. She arched her back as he dragged his mouth down her throat to her chest. Doggett dealt with the issue of the Mighty Stay Put bra by just pulling down one of the cups. He felt her shiver as he flicked his tongue over her nipple. She arched her back again and started to run her fingers through his hair again as he began suck and kiss one breast while sliding a hand into the cup of the other and massage it.

Meanwhile, ever vigilant, Caesar’s head perked up when he heard strange grunting and moaning noises coming from the end of the house. Curious, he leapt off the chair with a grace only a feline would know and stealthily made his way down the darkened hallway.

With a single bound, he leaped onto the bed. His tail puffed up two sizes as he witnessed the Human Who Talks Funny laying on top of his mistress, wiggling around. It looked like he was biting her. His mistress was complaining.

"Oh God… please…"

By this point, Doggett had slid his hand into her slacks. All he did was un-do the zipper and slide his hand inside. His fingers had wormed its way underneath her cotton panties and slowly, sensually sought out the places that would make her toes curl and then some.

"Oh my God," she moaned as she writhed against him, his mouth still on her breast.

Caesar did what any good cat would have done.

"ARRGGHHH!!" Doggett yelped in shock and pain as Caesar jumped on him and started kneading his back with his claws. As Doggett jerked his arms back to get the cat off, he came down with his full weight onto Starkweather.

"GET OFF ME GET OFF ME!!!" she shrieked; arms and legs flailing.

Doggett rolled off of her, trying to squish Caesar. With one last parting swipe, Caesar scurried away.

"FUCKING CAT!!!" Doggett hollered after him. "**Jesus.**"

Starkweather quickly rearranged herself, then sat up. "Let me see, let me see," she insisted as Doggett sat up. "Oooh," she cringed when Doggett turned around, displaying a very bloody back to her. "That’s gotta hurt."

"It stings a little," Doggett said sarcastically.

"Maybe I should think about getting Caesar declawed…"

"We can do it right now," Doggett growled. "I got a pair of rusty pliers in my garage."

She made a tsking sound. "Come on," she said, sliding off the bed. "Dr. Starkweather’s here." She reached for his hand. "Got a first aid kit somewhere?"

"Bathroom," he said as he took her hand and got off the bed as well.

"I’ll meet you there," she told him as she left the bedroom.


Doggett headed towards the bathroom. He twisted his body this way and that, trying to get a good look at the cat scratches so he could assess the damage.

"Here."

Doggett turned around at the sound of her voice. She held a tumbler in each hand. One glass contained Jack Daniels neat. The other glass held a liquid that was roughly the same color as urine.

"What the hell is that?" Doggett asked, taking the glass of straight Jack from her.

"Lynchberg Lemonade," she told him, taking a sip. "You were out of Coke but you had lemonade. I can’t drink Jack straight."

Doggett took a drink, then set the glass on the counter and then leaned over the sink as Starkweather attended to his wounds. He tried not to flinch when the cotton pads soaked in cold cleaning alcohol touched his skin but he couldn’t help it. "God that stings."

He felt her breath against his back, blowing on the cuts. It was a maternal moment, but strangely erotic. "Better?" she asked as she reached for the antibiotic salve.

"A little," he said as he reached for his glass again. He felt her fingers soothingly applying the salve to the cleaned scratches. The salve was cool, her fingers warm. "Are we done?" He turned his head.

She didn’t answer right away because she was finishing her drink. "No, I’ve got one more thing to do, so stay put." He heard the clink of the glass being set down on the linoleum. He heard her muttering something, then the sound of plastic being torn open and surgical scissors cutting through tape. He then felt her hands nimbly applying sterile gauze and taping it firmly to his back.

"Some of the scratches," she said when she was completed, "were pretty deep. You might have some scars now. But you should be okay. I don’t know what got into him." She double checked the bandages one more time to make sure they were firmly attached. She then encircled her arms around his waist and kissed the middle of his back. "The prognosis is you’ll live."

Doggett placed his hands over hers. "I’d feel better if I could strangle your cat."

He felt another kiss being planted on his back. "Be nice to my cat. I’ll make it up to you."

Doggett, meanwhile, had sobered up a little, despite the drink she had brought him. The little voice that had been squashed when Starkweather climbed up on his lap was back now. And a little louder.

<<Maybe this ain’t such a hot idea, it’s too soon, her husband’s barely cold, she’s upset, she’s looking for comfo->>

He was suddenly aware of her hands slipping from his and sliding down his abdomen, stopping at the waistband of his jeans.

<<… and… she’s scared and she’s lonely and… oh God… >>

Her hands now started to explore the fly of his jeans.

<<… and… oh Jesus that feels good… no… I can’t…>>

Her fingers were undoing each snap of his button fly jeans.

<<… and this could cost us our jobs… and…>

She now spread his jeans open and slipped her hands inside.

<<… Mulder would kill me if he knew I fucked his sister…>>

He felt her face and her breasts pressing against his body. She was kissing his back as her hands teased him. He was gripping the edge of the sink. The little voice of reason dissipated again.

When she slid her hands out of his jeans, he turned around. Starkweather, being so short, stood up on her toes and kissed him hungrily on the mouth as he generously reciprocated. He leaned against the sink as she licked and bit and kissed her way back down to his open jeans. She ran her tongue against the strained bulge in his boxers, tasting cotton.

"Oh Jesus…" Doggett groaned gripping the edge of the sink again as he felt her tugging his jeans and boxers away from him. Her fingers ran up and down his thighs as her tongue continued to tease his erection. When she actually took him into her mouth, he felt like he couldn’t breathe, it was all he could do to remind standing. His legs felt like they wouldn’t have worked anymore anyway.

Starkweather was not naïve in the matters in between the sheets so she didn’t stay down there for too long. For her, that act was more of a preview of coming attractions rather than the grand finale.

Besides, she tried to avoid the whole issue of "spit or swallow" anyway.

As she rose back up to her feet, she drew her tongue up from his crotch, up his belly, up his throat and lightly licked his lips, again on tiptoe at this point. One of her hands remained on his erection, still petting and teasing it. She strained on her toes to be able to reach his face with her mouth.

Doggett helped her by cupping her ass and lifting her up, pressing himself closer to her. She hooked her leg around him and clung to his shoulders, devouring his kisses voraciously as she also pressed closer to him, wishing like hell that her slacks would spontaneously evaporate. Still, aroused to the point where even her fingernails seemed to be tingling, Starkweather still had a little ability to reason left. "Hey…"

"Wha…"

"Really don’t wanna do this in a bathroom."

"Kay…" he huffed, letting her slide down his body. He guided her out the bathroom and kept backing her up while kissing her until she gently bumped up against a wall. "How ‘bout the hallway?" he asked as he lowered her bra straps.

She pulled her arms out of them quickly. "Sure," she said as she lifted her arms up while Doggett pulled the stubborn bra off over her head as if it was a t-shirt. Throwing it to the floor, he then pressed up against her, kissing her hard and deep now. Starkweather leaned her head against the wall and spread her arms out as Doggett undid the button of her slacks and pulled them down as he proceeded to kneel in front of her. Her underwear came off with her pants and she stepped out of them quickly. Feeling Doggett’s insistent fingers, she spread her legs a little more and soon felt his mouth and tongue on her as his hands slid up and down on her body, lingering on her breasts for a moment, then sliding back down. His tongue made love to her in agonizingly leisurely rotations. She gasped "Oh God, please," again.

He pulled away long enough for her to drop to her knees as well. As he helped her lay down on the floor, he surprised himself by having sense enough to ask her about birth control. Well, it wasn’t a fully formed sentence, but she managed to get the gist of it.

"It’s okay," she told him in deep shuddery breaths as she felt him hovering over her. She reached up for his face again as she spread her legs. "It’s okay…" she reassured him again, wrapping her arms around his waist and pulling him to her. She raised her hips to better accommodate him, felt his fingers slipping inside of her again. "I’m still on the Pill." She slipped her hand back into his jeans to start guiding him where she wanted him to go. "Trust me," she groaned as she stroked him again. "I wouldn’t be going here if I wasn’t on anything…"

After that affirmation, he kissed her greedily as he began to enter her. Starkweather, forgetting about the cat scratches, clung to his back as they slowly began to move together. Starkweather registered dimly that her back was getting carpet-burned but that was a minor sensation compared to the feeling of the man on top of her. The combined feeling of denim, cotton and hard wet flesh moving in between her thighs eroticized her immensely. She slid her hands down his muscular back, resenting the bandages that covered the skin she wanted to touch. She continued to move her hands down, to his lower back and into his jeans. Moving her hands into his boxers, she massaged his ass, encouraging him to go faster, harder, deeper. Her back arched off the floor again as her hips ground against his.

If Caesar would have attacked his back now, Doggett probably wouldn’t have noticed. He was close to climaxing but he was trying like hell to hold off until he got some sort of a sign from Starkweather that she was close too. He shifted his body a little and he must have hit something right inside of her because she made a high-pitched exclamation of ecstasy and squeezed her vaginal muscles tighter around him. Doggett lost control at that point and pushed in and out of her faster, pressure and desire snowballing now. He kissed her just as she came and her body quivered all over, her hands sliding out of his jeans so she could wrap her arms around his neck while she was still shaking from orgasm. His came shortly after that and he felt a warm, wet, welcomed relief. Feeling better, he gasped for air from his climax. He pulled out of her, feeling sweaty and sticky and shaky. Finally, he shucked off his moist jeans and boxers, damp from their sweat and his semen and threw them aside.

He wasn’t the only one short of breath. Starkweather’s eyes fluttered open when she felt him get off of her and gently grab her arms to help her sit up. "Wow…" she croaked out, pushing her tangled hair out of her sweaty face. "I can’t feel my feet."

Doggett gathered her close, too tired to feel lust again but never too tired to appreciate the feel of a young, naked woman pressing against his bare chest. "Is that a good thing?"

"In this case… I think so." Lazily, she kissed his chest, then rested her face against it. She tasted salt from his sweat, heard his still pounding heart. "I’m surprised an old man like you didn’t give out halfway through."

"I am NOT that old," he complained.

"You’re right, you’re only twelve years older than me… which means when you were seventeen, I was five."

"You are such a bitch," he said affectionately, kissing her on top of her head.

A flash of light caught his eye and he looked down.

The diamond of her wedding ring glinted mockingly at him.

Suddenly, he did feel like a dirty old man. A very tired and very old dirty man.

Starkweather sensed his mood changing, but she didn’t know why. "Hey," she said, sitting up, looking at his face.

He smiled but his beautiful blue eyes looked sad. He reached out and stroked her cheekbone with his knuckles. "What?"

"You planning on sleeping on the hallway floor?"

He leaned in and kissed her a few times before replying "No… wasn’t plannin’ on it." He took her hands and together they stood up. "Go ‘head and use the bathroom first," he told her. "There’s a robe in there if you’re cold."

"Okay."

"I’m gonna go get something to drink, do you want anything?"

Starkweather opened her mouth to say something smart assed but the expression on Doggett’s face changed her mind. "No… I’m good."

Doggett smiled at her, leaned down to kiss her again and walked out.

Starkweather, after watching appreciatively Doggett’s bare backside as he walked away, went into the bathroom. She took an extremely quick shower, scrubbing down with a bar of Dial soap, a fragrance she always associated with him. Dial soap and Obsession cologne. He didn’t wear cologne or aftershave very often, but once in a while, she would catch of a whiff of it.

"Oh crap," she muttered when she noticed he only had Pert Plus 2-in-1 shampoo and no conditioner. "My hair is going to be a rat’s nest," she bitched as she quickly soaped up her hair and rinsed, trying to get the snarls out of her hair with her fingers. She realized she would have to re-wash her hair when she got home.

Stepping out of the shower, she wrapped a big towel around her body and stepped up to the sink to wash her face and hands. As she dried her hands, the towel got hooked on her wedding ring. "Shit," she muttered as she pulled the towel off. She looked at the ring. It felt very heavy on her hand.

Feeling shaky again, she slowly sat down on the toilet, putting her right hand to her mouth. Tears began to slide down her face. "Oh God," she snuffled, reaching for a scrap of toilet paper and dabbing her face with it.

Composing herself, she reached for a robe that had seen better days and threw it over her self. Thankful the house was dark; she shut the lights off in the bathroom and made her way back to the bedroom.

She found the sweatshirt Doggett was going to give her to sleep in laying on the floor. She put it on and hung the robe and towel neatly on a hook on the back of Doggett’s bedroom door. After turning off the bedroom lights, she threw the comforter back and curled up in the bed.

She closed her eyes listened to him walking through his house. She smiled despite herself. She knew that Doggett was picking up their remains of their passion, the clothes they had scattered here and there. Only he could be so anal-retentive. She heard a light switch being turned on. She heard the shower turn on again and run for a little while. Then when it was switched off, she heard water dripping from the faucet. The toilet flushing. The light being turned off.

As she heard him coming, she closed her eyes and started breathing through her mouth, pretending to be asleep.

"Doc?" he said softly. "Jerilyn?"

She didn’t respond.

She felt the blankets move as he slipped into bed. She felt his lips on her temple and his body spooning around hers, a well-defined arm draping over her. Grateful for his presence, Starkweather tried to relax and void the guilt out of her system long enough to get some rest. She didn’t have to try to relax very hard, sleep found her for once instead of the other way around.

But the guilt remained.

***

The next morning…

January 8, 2002

Doggett’s house

5:45 AM Eastern Standard Time

The alarm clock buzzed obnoxiously. Doggett groaned, reached over and gave it a good thump. His head reminded him of how late he stayed up last night and how much he had to drink. He rubbed his forehead with a groan.

"Rough night?"

Doggett sat up. Starkweather was sitting Indian style at the foot of his bed, a fuzzy blanket wrapped around her. Caesar was purring in her lap.

"What’re you doin’ up?" he grumbled, now rubbing his face. "You should be sleeping."

"I think I’m still jet-lagged," she confessed. "And besides, I’m usually awake at this time anyway." She scratched Caesar’s ears. The damn cat actually seemed to be **smiling**.

Doggett sat up a little more and perceived that she was dressed, more or less. Same slacks as last night, same dirty socks, but she had his sweatshirt on. It reached to her knees and she had rolled the sleeves back several times. Her hair was pulled back in a ponytail.

Awkwardness began to congeal in the room as Doggett, wearing only a frown, completely sat up now, his back leaning against the headboard as he rested his arms on his crooked knees. The covers decorously covered everything below the waist. He rubbed his face again and said "So…"

"Now what?" she finished his question.

He closed his eyes and shook his head. "I dunno…"

"Was it a mistake?" Her voice came out the way she wanted it to. Calm. Quiet. No sign of weakness. "Last night?"

Doggett stayed quiet for a moment, thoughtful. Finally he said, "Yeah… and no."

"Huh?"

He looked at her affectionately. "Doc…" Self-conscious, he stopped, then started again. "Doc…it hasn’t been a real big secret that… umm… that I… have had less than professional feelin’s ‘bout you."

"How well you put that."

"Do you mind? I’m tryin’ to be sensitive here."

She snorted. "Ha."

"Aw, hell, Doc, I’ve liked ya since the first day you walked into the X-Files."

"Do you mean like or like-like," she continued to tease him.

"Pain in the ass," he grumbled.

"Sorry, go on. I love hearing about how I’m adored." She grinned. "Continue with the compliments."

"With your mouth, none are springin’ to mind."

"Kiss my ass."

"You’d like that too much." Doggett watched in satisfaction as her cheeks started to turn pink. It wasn’t often that one could score a verbal point off of Starkweather.

"Anyway…" she muttered.

"Anyway…" Awkwardness stilled his tongue again. "Anyway… um… oh hell, I’m not good at this," he said helplessly.

"You said yes and no… I think I figured out the yes part," she grinned wickedly for a minute. But the grin faded when she said "But the no part…"

"The no part I think you’ll agree with. I think… I think it was way too soon Doc," he said gently. "Way too soon."

She nodded, holding Caesar closer to her. As the cat continued to purr, she said "Yeah you’re right… it was… too soon… I mean… it was… it wasn’t a bad thing… what happened; at least I don’t think so… but…" she tried to lighten the mood. "At least now we made a bunch of liars at work honest people. When they start spouting off how we’re going at it like rabbits…" she trailed off again, her joke falling flat. When the silence became unbearable, she forced herself to ask "But anyway… um… so… that still doesn’t… um… we still need to figure out what happens next. I mean, do we just chalk last night up as a one night stand caused by strife and alcohol?"

"I don’t see last night as a one night stand," Doggett replied quietly. "Unless you do."

"I don’t know what to make of last night except for what you said. It was too soon." She looked down at down at the cat in her lap. Caesar was squirming, protesting her embrace. "And… that I’m going to feel like hell if this fucks up us. I mean…" she let the cat go. Caesar leapt off the bed and darted towards the door. "You’re one of the good things I’ve got going for me right now… so…I’d hate having that ruined."

"Doc, look at me."

She didn’t move her head, but she moved her eyes.

"I’m forty-one years old, Jerilyn. And I’ve been married once. I’m too old for those bullshit dating games. I’m not gonna pull one of those ‘Let’s be friends’ statements outta my ass and then blow you off. Last night was… well, last night. Okay, it happened. We can’t pretend it didn’t... we just gotta figure out where to go from here."

"Well, where do you want it to go?" Starkweather asked. "Because I sure as hell don’t know. All I know is what I don’t want."

"And what’s that?"

"I don’t want our working relationship fucked up. You are one of the best agents I’ve ever worked with and I would be pissed off as hell if we couldn’t work cases together anymore. And you’re one of my best friends," she blurted out. "I can tell you anything and you don’t judge me. There is no one else on this planet that I can talk to like that. Not even Ben could just sit and listen to me. So I don’t want THAT fucked up. And… I don’t know if I’m so ready to…" she mumbled the last words.

"I missed that."

She cleared her throat and repeated herself. "I don’t know if I’m ready to jump into a relationship again, so quick after Ben. Even if Ben was still alive and we were proceeding with the divorce… I’m not sure I’d be so ready to couple up again." She dropped her eyes again, staring at her wedding ring.

"Well…" Doggett said slowly. "That’s fair ‘nough."

"What about you, Papa John?"

"Me? Well… I’m kind of like you… I know what I don’t want… I don’t wanna lose you as a partner either. You’re so damn smart it’s fucking scary sometimes. And… like I said Doc, I’ve liked you from the start. You’re one of the few people that I trust. You’re not fake, Doc. You don’t screw with people. And you’re constant. Who you are right now, is who you’re gonna be when you walk out that door and I respect that. Not a lot of people are strong ‘nough to do that. Especially in our line of work. With all the bullshit politics. And… I don’t know if I’m ready to… couple up again, like you put it either," he finished quietly. "So I guess we’re on the same wavelength. Sorta."

Starkweather nodded. "Okay… so basically we want our cake and to eat it to."

"Pretty much."

Silence descended the room again. "Well…" Starkweather said. "So… back to square one… now what?"

Doggett decided to stop being such a wimp. "I think… that… um… I think that you and I have had a lot of shit happen to each other. And we need to figure out how to deal with it all." Starkweather nodded in agreement. Doggett took a breath and forced himself to continue. "But I think we can deal with our shit if we lean on each other to get through it. And just take it one day at a time. And whatever happens… whether or not we just stay really good friends or we decide we wanna try and become more… we go from there. But I wanna to be there for you Doc. Unless you do something God awful like sell national secrets to Bin Laden or decide to join the Syndicate because Bravo’s job’s open… I’m gonna be there for you. I promised you that I’ll always have your back. I’m not going back on my word just because you and I slept together and it’s weird as hell right now."

In a small voice, she said, "I think you’re right."

"And…" Doggett groaned. "Jesus Christ, I can’t believe I’m gonna say this… I’m the guy and I’m the one sayin’ this… we need to… exercise… um… self-control a little more.. ‘cause… um… God. Um… Hell, Jerilyn, I’m not blind and I’m not always a gentleman-"

"I knew you peeked when you changed me out of my suit that day."

"Yeah… and my first thought was… Ben Starkweather… lucky bastard," he admitted sheepishly. "Because you are a pretty girl Starkweather."

"I’m not a girl," she said but she was blushing again, out of pleasure. She did not think she was ugly but she never thought of herself as ‘pretty’ so it always surprised her to hear men refer to her as that.

"Excuse me all the way to hell," Doggett said lightly, starting to smile. "Woman. You’re a pretty woman, Doc. Better?"

"Much."

"And last night was a good thing Doc. But it was too soon. You’re not over Ben and I’ve got my own shit I need to work through. Sex could royally fuck everything up if we’re not smart about it." His face fell as he said the last sentence. "I still can’t believe I said that…" he grumbled. "Get laid for the first time in years and I’m telling you we should hold off. Got-dammit, I hate bein’ responsible."

Finally Starkweather laughed. She shrugged off the blanket and crawled over to him. Sitting beside him, she asked "So… you and Rosy Palmer are going to be going out on a few dates then, huh?"

"You are such a bitch," he scowled.

"What about me?" she joked. "After last night… I’m going to be looking at washing machines in a whole different light."

"Maybe Mulder still has that collection of videos that aren’t really his," Doggett said wistfully.

"Nope, Scully made him get rid of them."

"Dammit."

"Besides, don’t you have all those magazines that you peruse for ‘amusement’?"

"Oh shut up," he grumbled, ears turning pink.

She took his hand and interlocked her fingers with his. "Relax, Papa John… after all you said we should just be smart about the mattress mambo. We didn’t completely rule it out. We’ll just have to see what happens." She lifted his hand and kissed his knuckles. "And I’m not in any hurry. I’m not going anywhere."

"Well, I am," Doggett said. "To work anyway." He looked at the clock. "I better get moving, Doc."

"Yeah, and I need to get home." She sighed. "But I’ll be in the office tomorrow."

"Call me if you need anything."

"I’ll call you anyway," she grinned. "I’ll talk dirty to you over the phone if you would like. It’d be cheaper than one of those 900 numbers."

"Get," Doggett growled. "I gotta get dressed."

" I’ve seen you naked. Why are you being so modest now?"

"Jerilyn-"

"Alright, alright. Sheesh. Help a guy relieve years of sexual frustration and he gets all snippy."

"No," Doggett corrected her. "If you don’t get outta here and call a cab to take you home while I get dressed, I’m gonna call in sick, then throw you down on the bed and screw you silly."

"Aw, I bet you say that to all the girls."

"Nah, just you. All the other girls call the cops."

"Probably on charges of statutory rape."

"I’m NOT that old!!!"

"Tell you what," Starkweather teased him. "For an old guy… you aren’t too bad in between the sheets."

"Thanks a lot. Although, I don’t remember sheets. Just a floor."

"Details," she said airily. "Although, this will probably pump up your sad little ego."

"Huh?"

She had her little evil smirk back. "I’m not a saint. Before Ben… there were quite a few men I’ve entertained before I got respectable and married…" she leaned in closer. "But you’re the only one who made me come like that before." Her lips barely touched his.

A slow, arrogant smile crossed Doggett’s face. "You’re welcome." He slid his hands down her back.

"Dammit, I think I pumped up the ego too much."

"Here then… quid pro quo."

"What’s that?"

Now Doggett’s smile became wicked. "My ex-wife refused to go down on me." He reached up and smoothed back a stray strand of golden hair.

Starkweather kissed him on the mouth, slow and tempting. "You’re welcome," she purred against his mouth.

He groaned, "Doc… go… call cab…"

Starkweather slid off the bed. "You are truly something else, John Doggett," she said as she walked out of his bedroom. She paused at his doorframe. "And my life’s better because of you. You know that, right?"

She left before Doggett could reply.

But he could hear her singing:

"We’re strange allies, with warring hearts… what a wild eyed beast you be… the space between…"

***

Back to the present

5:03 PM Eastern Time

"You slept with my sister?!?!?!" Mulder said again.

"Mul-duh…"

"I could kill you!!!!"

"Mulder, let it go," Doggett said. "The point is that Starkweather would have known that and BEFORE you make the obvious smart assed comment about it not bein’ that memorable… Starkweather is more like YOU than she cares to admit. You both got photographic memories. She woulda remembered that. And there’s something else…"

"Jesus, who else in my family did you sleep with? Oh if you so much as touched Scully, I’m gonna kic-"

Doggett glared at him. "Starkweather has this stupid nickname she calls me all the time," he said through clenched teeth. "Ever since this fake reared her ugly face, she hadn’t called me that once."

Just then, Mulder’s cell rang.


"Mulder."

"Where’s Scully?"

"At J. Edgar. Why?" Now his eyes narrowed.

"Where’s the baby? With you?"

"No, with Scully. Frohike, I’ve got Doggett standing here telling me that he doesn’t think that Starkweather is Starkweather. Can you back that up?"

"We’ve got it on tape. It’s that fucking bitch Bravo. She’s on some sort of mission. The whole Teresa Reyes thing was a smokescreen. To distract you, Reyes and Doggett. Bitch is up to something, but we don’t know what," Frohike, crammed into the backseat of the late CIA Agent Elvis Presley’s pink Cadillac, he looked nervously out the window in time to see the beautiful Georgetown University Campus pass them by. "We’re on our way to Scully’s apartment now. We already called Reyes but she’s not answering. I got a bad feeling about that, bud."

"Shit," Mulder groaned. "I hope Bravo didn’t get to Reyes first. Is there anyway you guys can get to Falls Church?"

"We’re already in Georgetown."

"Okay, well… stay there then. If Scully’s not home, wait for her to get there. Then intercept her and get the hell out of there. And if you see Bravo, do not fight her. She’s a genetically engineered being. She was made to be lethal. Just get your asses out of there and call the police. Then call me."

"Got it," Frohike said, hanging up the floor. Impatiently, he told Byers, "Hurry up."

Byers applied more pressure to the gas pedal. The Lone Gunmen began speeding through the residential area.

Back at City Hall, Mulder hung up the phone. "That was Frohike. He’s got proof that we’ve been had. Reyes was right from the beginning. You were right. It’s not Jerilyn. It’s Bravo."

"I can’t believe that fucking bitch is alive."

"Not after I get through with her," Mulder said ominously. "Come on, let’s go, we gotta find her before she finds Reyes and Scully… but before we do…" Mulder swung around and sucker punched Doggett in the face.

"OW! Got-damned it Mul-duh, what the fuck was THAT for??"

"For sleeping with my sister!" Mulder yelled at him as he stormed towards Doggett’s truck.

Rubbing his jaw, Doggett yelled back at him "Would it help if I toldja I’m in love with ‘er?"

"NO!"


***

Meanwhile…

A little later

An undisclosed FBI safehouse

Somewhere in the Washington DC area

Near Ronald Reagan International Airport

5:10 PM Eastern Standard Time

Bravo flashed the temporary FBI ID that Skinner gave her when she announced she was going on sabbatical. Skinner still wanted her to have access to the X-Files. She was so happy that the Federal Witness Relocation People took her suggestion that Samita and her kids be moved near the airport as it would be more convenient to able to ship them to the airport and throw them on the nearest plane out of the country if necessary.

The convenience actually was more for Bravo’s sake than the Saint-Claire family. Bravo had a small cache of weapons stored in a little locker at the airport. She was pleasantly surprised that the new security measures didn’t affect her little hoard of guns and knives.

All she needed was the gun Starkweather had lost last December, in the caves below the Eden Project. After Alpha had finished beating the snot out of her while Doggett and Starkweather made their getaway, Bravo had crawled over to it and pocketed it. Then hid it away for future use. You never know when you need a federally issued weapon.

The FBI agents waved her inside. Bravo walked down the hall casually, wearing the long black leather trench coat again with a pair of clingy khakis colored slacks that Starkweather would never wear and a tight black tank top. Her hair was pulled back in a pony tail. She kept her sunglasses on. She wore blood red lipstick. Her high heeled, knee high black vinyl boots clicked loudly on the dingy linoleum floor.

She really didn’t look much like Jerilyn Starkweather anymore, but that wasn’t going to matter much in a few minutes.

She paused at the door at the end of the hall. Balling her fist up, she pounded on it.

From the other side of the door, fearful voice asked "Who’s there?"

"Agent Starkweather," Bravo responded, reaching into her coat pocket, drawing out a pair of sleek black leather gloves. She put them on.

The door cracked open. Samita Saint-Claire poked her head out. Then opened the door completely and stood before Bravo, wearing a long denim skirt and a sleeveless white blouse. Her long soft brown hair was loose and hung below her waist. She was barefoot, her toenails painted pink. She clasped her left hand over her right hand demurely. Her diamond wedding ring sparkled in the feeble light.

Bravo pulled Starkweather’s gun out of her holster and pressed it against Samita’s head. "Good bye Delta," was all she said as she pulled the trigger.

As Samita’s body collapsed on the threshold, a thin, childish voice screamed out "Mommy!" A baby started to cry.

Bravo stepped over Samita’s body and left bloody footprints as she walked towards the little boy cowering in the corner, trying to shield his sister with his tiny body.

She pointed her gun at them.

****

Meanwhile

Special Agent Monica Reyes’ apartment
Falls Church, Virginia

5:15 PM Eastern Time

After Mulder had taken her home from the airport, Reyes did as she was told and called the Lone Gunmen telling them to monitor Starkweather’s apartment. Then she set her cell phone’s ringing tones as loud as it could go. Then she collapsed on her sofa, her Sig Sauer on the coffee table right in front of her.


Being so sleep deprived, Reyes actually dozed off and managed to cat nap for a little while.

And still managed to sleep through her ringing phone.

It was a cool hand touching her cheek that woke her up. "Monica," a lilting voice cajoled her. "’Despierte’, Monica."

Reyes’ eyes flew open. With a gasp, she sat up, clutching her quilt to her body. "Teri…" she whispered, feeling the tears building in her eyes. "’Mi dios, Teri, muy apesadumbrado,’" she sniffled. "This is all my fault…"

She did not look ghostly at all. Teresa Reyes looked exactly how she did when she was having dinner at Monica’s apartment, alive and safe. "It wasn’t your fault, Moni," Teresa said. "I don’t blame you." And just as Reyes opened her mouth, Teresa added "And if you continue to blame yourself, I’m going to haunt you."

Weakly, Reyes smiled. "Can I continue to blame myself so you will haunt me? And stay with me?"

"I’m always with you," Teresa smiled serenely, the smile of someone who no longer feels any fear or pain or injury. "But I’ve come back to help you."

"Help me?"

"Your friend, Dana Scully and her child are in terrible danger right now."

Reyes’ tears vanished. "Bravo."

"The others can’t find her. But I know where she is. You must get her and her child away from that ‘monstruo.’"

"She won’t believe me," Reyes said desperately. "Dana needs proof that it’s not really Jerilyn."

"The proof was right there the entire time," Teresa said. "That’s why they stole me away. To take you from DC before you could expose it."

"All I had was a feeling…"

"Now back that feeling up with tangible evidence… ¿Monica, cómo puede una mujer con su rubio teñida pelo no tiene ninguna raíz el demostrar después de faltar por casi dos meses?"

Reyes’ eyes widened. "Take me to Dana," she said, standing up, putting her gun into her holster.

****

Meanwhile

En route to J. Edgar Hoover

5:25PM Eastern Time

"Dammit Scully!" Mulder yelled impotently as his call went into voice mail again. "Answer! Pick up the god damn phone." He hit "End" then dialed her office number again. Doggett kept his eyes on the road as he turned off the interstate and merged with downtown traffic, making his way towards FBI Headquarters.

"Didja try her mom’s house?" Doggett asked when Mulder began swearing again as Scully’s business voice mail intercepted the call.

"No, not yet," Mulder said. "God, I hope she’s still at J. Edgar though."

"But she’s definitely not at her apartment?"

"The Stooges swear she and Will aren’t there. And in this circumstance, they wouldn’t lie." Mulder said grimly as he started to dial Margaret Scully’s number. But then his phone began to flash. The Caller ID said "Skin-Man."

Mulder hit "Answer." "Mulder."

"Where’s Scully?"

"I was hoping she was there," Mulder said, feeling sick to his stomach. "We’re on our way."

"Find her," Skinner snapped. "She and the boy are in terrible danger. I received a call from one of our agents in the Witness Relocation Department. There has been a massive breach of security. Samita Saint-Claire is dead."

"Dead?" Mulder felt his stomach heave again. "How?"

"According to the surveillance video I’m watching right now, Agent Starkweather walked up to her and shot her point black in the face."

"Sir, that’s NOT Agent Starkweather," Mulder said. "We have proof. It’s an imposter. Starkweather’s still missing. That’s Bravo."

"I know, I know," Skinner said. "I just received a phone call from Gibson Praise, telling me that Bravo was alive."

"I was right," Mulder said. "He was forced to heal her after she jumped off the bridge last January."

"Do NOT go after her yourself then, Mulder. She killed everyone in that safe house, Samita, the agents guarding her…" he cleared his throat. "And the children."

Mulder blanched. "And the children?" he repeated helplessly. "She killed the kids???"

Doggett’s eyes widened in horror as he turned to look at Mulder, "WHAT kids???"

"Samita Saint-Claire’s kids," Mulder said to Doggett. "They’re dead. So is Samita."

"Tell me you’re kiddin’," Doggett moaned as he turned his head back towards the road. "Tell me that’s a bad joke, Mul-duh." He started dialing his phone again. "Come on, Monica…" he said, "Answer…" he said as he annoyed several other passing motorists as he drove and talked on the phone at the same time.

Meanwhile, Mulder kept talking to Skinner, "Skinner, find Carlos. I want to nail this bitch’s ass to the wall. There’s no time for petty jurisdiction rivalries now. This is personal. She’s after my son, sir," Mulder pleaded. "They’re after my son."

"Is anyone watching Scully’s apartment now?"

"The Lone Gunmen."

"I’m going to Scully’s myself."

"Si-"

"Don’t argue with me Mulder," his former superior snapped at him through the speaker phone as he walked over to a small closet in his office. "Just find Scully and get her and the boy the hell out of the line of fire. And don’t do anything stupid. I don’t want to go to your funeral… again." Skinner nodded to Kimberly, who disconnected the call. He opened the closet. Shrugging off his suit jacket, he reached into the closet and pulled out a Kevlar vest. After strapping it to his body, he reached back into the closet and took out a bright blue windbreaker that had bright yellow letters spelling out "FBI" on the back. Then he took out a shotgun and a box of ammo and loaded it. Finally he put on a bright blue baseball cap that said "FBI" in bright yellow letters across it as well.

He turned to the small but tough task force he had assembled once he received word that Samita Saint-Claire had been murdered. Behind them, in military fatigues and a black beret, CIA Agent Lux Carlos said loudly. "You know your mission, agents. Exercise extreme caution. She is armed and dangerous. Let’s go."

After he had woken up from his ‘nap’, Carlos was good and pissed off. After contemplating castrating himself, he quickly got dressed and sped to FBI Headquarters just as Gibson Praise was calling Skinner.


As the small army trooped out of Skinner’s office, Carlos waited for Skinner. "You and I," Carlos said, "are going to Scully’s apartment."

Skinner called over his shoulder "Kimberly, keep calling that list of numbers that I left you. If you should reach Agent Scully, apprise her of the situation and tell her to evacuate whatever premise she may be on and get somewhere safe. I can not stress how dangerous it would be for her to come here. The imposter still has access here, although we are working on denying clearance. Problem is, the real Starkweather is still a federal agent."

"Yes sir," Kimberly said nervously as she sat down at her boss’ desk while Skinner shut the door behind him.

"Problem is," Carlos said darkly as they hurried down the hall. "Not only do we have no idea where in the hell Scully and the boy ARE, but we don’t know where SAFE is either."

***

A little later

Fox Mulder’s apartment

Arlington, Virginia

5:37 PM Eastern Time

"Jeremiah was a bullfrog," Scully sang to William as she fumbled in her gigantic and ugly purse for the keys to Mulder’s apartment, "was a good friend of mine…"

"FROG!" Joyfully William yelled out. "FRIEND!"

"Are you singing with Mommy?" Scully asked she found the right key and unlocked the door. "You have such a good singing voice, sweet William. So much better than Mommy’s. A LOT better than Mommy’s," she grumbled under her breath as she let William down and watched him run into the apartment.

"DAD – DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!" he crowed, running with that strange gait only babies have as they try to master walking. As Scully turned the lights on, William looked around the empty, dirty apartment. "Daddy?" With a pout, he looked up at his mother. "No Daddy?"

"Daddy’s working, sweetie," Scully said. "We’re just here to get something for Daddy. It won’t take long." She shut the door behind her, taking her coat off.

William promptly sat down on the floor and pulled something small and square out of the front pocket of his bib overalls and began playing with it, pushing buttons, giggling as it lit up.

Scully looked down at William just as she was going into Mulder’s bedroom. "Sweetie, what do you have? Is that Mommy’s cell phone?????"

Giggling, William put the phone to his ear. "Heh-whoa. Heh-whoa…"

Scully pried the tiny phone out of his sticky fingers. "Honey, that’s not a toy. Mommy thought she dropped that on the way to work." The minute she took the cell phone from William, he began to bawl petulantly. The novice mother told him, "Mommy will get you a new phone, okay? With unlimited minutes…" her voice trailed off as she noticed she had seventeen missed calls. She had put the phone on "Silent" while she had been working so she wouldn’t be distracted. The phone just then flashed, changing the number from seventeen to eighteen. Scully stood up and hit the "Menu" button, then scrolled to "Call Log." She hit the button again until she got "Missed Calls." She hit the button again. The name "Mulder" popped up immediately.

Just then, there was a firm knock on the door.

After putting the phone in her blazer pocket, Scully reached inside her blazer and unsnapped the holster of her Smith and Wesson. As the knocking persisted, she quickly, she scooped up William and brought him into Mulder’s room, plopping him on the floor of Mulder’s closet. "Stay here, baby," she told him; spying a Bob the Builder Doll that Mulder had given him for his birthday. Will had left it here during his last visit to Daddy’s apartment. "Shh…" she told him as she wrapped him up in the comforter from Mulder’s bed, then shutting the closet door. Pulling the gun out of the holster, she shut the bedroom door and un-safetied her gun.

William’s lip quivered but he wrapped his fat arms around the toy and snuggled into the blanket, smelling his father’s aftershave and soap.

The knocking continued, this time accompanied by a voice, "Dana!! Dana, it’s me, Monica!"

"Monica?" Scully said as she opened the door. "Jesus, you scared the hell out of me."

Reyes quickly went inside the apartment and shut the door, locking it behind her. "Where’s William?"

"In Mulder’s bedroom because you scared me. Dammit, Agent Reyes, what the hell is going on?"

Reyes closed the blinds to Mulder’s windows and turned off the light. "What happened to your phone?"

"I had it on silent and then William took it. It’s in my pocket now. I didn’t know he had it. How did you know that I’d be here?"

"Un pequeño fantasma me dijo," Reyes muttered to herself. "You," she looked down at the ugly purse Scully had brought in, "because of recent events felt that certain files you took out of the X-Files office would be safer at your apartment then here."

As precious time was wasted with the third degree, the elevator doors slid open. Bravo, stepped out into the hallway. Silently, she moved down the hallway until she reached Apartment 42. She crouched down and pressed her ear against the door.


"Monica," Scully said seriously, "as far as you and I are concerned, those files do not exist."

"Dana, those files don’t matter, we have to go, right now" Reyes took her own gun out. "Does this apartment have a fire escape?"

"Yes, at the end of the hall, wh-"

"Get William, there’s no time to explain, Dana, please," Reyes begged her. "You’ve got to trust me. Bravo is alive. And she’s after the baby."

"Monica, please," Scully groaned. "There’s no proof to back up those claims."

"Yes there is," Reyes said fiercely. "Her hair color."

"What?"

"Starkweather dyes her hair blond. How is it possible, that after being missing all those months that her hair is still perfectly blond? No root growth what so ever. I don’t think she stopped at a salon to get her hair touched up before going to John’s house, do you?"

Just then, the door burst open. Reyes and Scully whipped around, pointing their guns at Bravo who stood serenely in the doorframe. "On the floor, NOW!" Scully cried out. "Hands on head."

As they cautiously inched towards her, Bravo arched an eyebrow and held her arms out wide open. "You’re pointing guns at an unarmed woman?" she asked before swinging her leg in the air to knock the gun out of Reyes’ hand.

Reyes threw a punch at Bravo, but Bravo caught her fist with her hand and started to squeeze. Reyes cried out in anguish as her own fingernails cut into the tender flesh of her palm but she managed to yell out, "Dana! Run!" as she sank to her knees.

Calmly, she said, "Run, shoot, scream, do anything stupid, Scully," Bravo pulled a jagged edged knife from out her coat pocket, "and I will slit her throat right here."


Scully began to back away from Bravo and Reyes, torn with loyalty for her friend and her duties as a parent. Her maternal instinct won out and she ran towards the bedroom.

Kicking the door shut behind her, Bravo flung Reyes away from her. Reyes slid across the wood floor, into Mulder’s desk. Bravo, like a cat, leapt over the coffee table and caught up to Scully. Grabbing a handful of her red tresses, Bravo slammed Scully’s head into the wall, then let go. Scully slumped to the floor. Bravo sheathed her knife.

From the bedroom, William began to wail.

Reyes was hurt but not out for the count. Her gun was not that far from her. As she tried to nonchalantly reach for it, Bravo, unruffled, said as she knelt down while pulling out a set of handcuffs from her pocket, "Don’t do anything else stupid, Reyes. I wasn’t sent here for the boy. But I can sure take care of the boy if you don’t do exactly what I tell you."

Thickly, tasting blood inside her mouth, Reyes asked. "If you’re not here for William, then what are you here for?"

After making sure Scully’s hands were firmly handcuffed behind her back, Bravo hoisted Scully’s limp form up. "For her," she sneered. "I can break her neck with my bare hands, you know that right?" she wrapped a small hand around Scully’s throat. Scully’s head lolled around. "You saw what I did to your precious John Doggett and Jerilyn Starkweather last December didn’t you? Doggett is a good foot taller than I and twice my weight. And Starkweather," she grinned demonically, "Is just as inhuman as I am. I have no problems killing her right now," she looked down at Scully for a minute, then back at Reyes, "Or her son. So be a good little girl, Monica and do exactly as I say. If you weren’t so deceitful when Rohrer took Teresa, she might still be alive. Play by our rules, Reyes, and Scully and William might live."

"What do you want?" Reyes asked slowly while her mind raced, struggling for a solution.

"Get up and help me get her to the car." Bravo reached into her pockets and dug out the keys to Starkweather’s vehicle. Tossing them to Reyes, she said. "Get your ass in gear, I don’t have all day."

Unwillingly, Reyes helped Bravo lug Scully’s prostrate form all the way down the hall to the elevator and then to the car. Upon seeing her pained expression as she shut the front door on William’s cries, Bravo hissed at her. "I told you, we aren’t interested in the baby this go-around. Otherwise I would have killed him a long time ago. Fuck with me, though, and he’ll be dead before you can say ‘adios’."

Outside Mulder’s apartment, Bravo forced Reyes to open the trunk of Starkweather’s car. Un-ceremonially, Bravo dumped Scully inside, pulled a Glock out of her leather jacket and pointed it at Reyes as she slammed the trunk down. "You’re driving," Bravo informed her.

Meanwhile, in the gloom of the trunk, Scully opened her eyes. Her heart pounded as she thought of her little boy, left alone in Mulder’s apartment.

But thank God, her ruse worked.

But oh God, her head was throbbing.

"Where are we going?" Reyes demanded as she slowly walked around the car as Bravo walked to the other side, pointing her gun at Reyes’ head at all times.

"Your place," she snapped at her. "And drive cautiously. I don’t want to waste anytime getting pulled over and having to kill a cop."

Reyes unlocked the door and slipped inside as Bravo also got in. She turned the ignition on and put the car into "Drive."

Under the cover of engine noise, Scully struggled with the handcuffs, performing the neat little legs-through-arms trick that had saved her life from Donnie Pfaster. She fumbled in the darkness until her bound hands brushed against a square little lump in her blazer pocket.

***

Meanwhile

En route to Arlington, Virginia

5:41 PM Eastern Standard Time

"I don’t know… it may be a needle in a haystack," Mulder mused, "but we may find a clue or something at Starkweather’s apartment."

"Or we might find Bravo," Doggett reminded him darkly.

A black, almost homicidal look crossed Mulder’s face. "Good."

His phone rang.

Upon seeing the caller ID name, Mulder answered and barked into the phone, "Scully, where the hell are you?"

"Mulder, you’ve got to go back to your apartment right now, William is alone there."

"WHAT?" To Doggett, he said, "Turn around, go to my place. And hurry." Back into the phone, he said. "What do you MEAN William is ALONE there???"

Doggett began to speed even more.

"Mulder, I don’t have a lot of time. Bravo ambushed us. She said she wasn’t after William; she was after me the whole time. She thinks I’m unconscious. I’m in the trunk of Starkweather’s car. I’m handcuffed. I don’t have my gun. Reyes is up front with Bravo. I don’t know where we’re going… I couldn’t hear them."

"Sit tight Scully, just keep talking to me," Mulder said as Doggett reached inside his coat pocket and pulled out his cell phone. "We were on our way to Starkweather’s so we’re almost to my place. We’ll get William, then we’ll get you."

Doggett was on the phone with AD Skinner. "… says she’s in the trunk of Stawk-weddah’s car. It’s a early Ninety Dodge. Model, Dynasty. Color, white. License tag number KAM1978. There’s a sticker on the right hand side of the bumper that says "My other car is a broom." Mulder gave him a bewildered look. Doggett turned pink and said meekly, "I gave that to her."

"How romantic," Mulder droned then turning his attention back to Scully. "Keep talking to Scully. Pay attention to every little sound you hear. Doggett is on the phone with Skinner right now."

Skinner was talking to Doggett and Carlos at the same time. Carlos was repeating the car’s description to his right hand, Agent Bonaventure Merchant. "And there’s a bumper sticker that says ‘My other car is a broom’. I want every squad car, county sheriff state trooper and fed to have that description. Start closing roads. I want a five mile perimeter put around the Greater DC area. Nothing goes out without a search."

"Done," she said as she hurried to put the APB out.

"Tell that damn fool to sit tight," Carlos said, "and we’re on our way to him until further notice. Tell him I’ll kill his ugly cracker ass if he tries to hunt Bravo by himself."

"Tell that damn fool to sit tight," Skinner repeated to Doggett as he and Carlos ran to their car. "We’re on our way. Tell him I’ll kill his overbearing pompous ass if he tries to hunt Bravo by himself."

"Okay," Doggett said as he brought the truck to a screeching halt in front of Mulder’s apartment. "Mul-duh, Skinner says to sit tight, you damned fool. And if you run off to hunt Bravo by yourself, I’ll kill your Yankee ass for leavin’ me behind."

Mulder nodded at Doggett, then bolted from the truck, running towards his apartment, Doggett trailing him. "Scully, I’m at the apartment, I’m going through the front door. There’s an APB out on Starkweather’s car. Talk to me Scully," Mulder said as he started to run up the stairs. "What’s going on?"

Scully strained to hear. "I think Reyes and Bravo are arguing. And the car, it’s not running right. It sounds funny."

As he ran up the stairs, Mulder said, "Did Starkweather mention any car problems?"

"She said the car’s a piece of shit," Doggett responded as they burst through the door. "Said she was afraid of having transmission problems again. At Christmas time, she said it was makin’ a knockin’ noise under the hood.

The door to Mulder’s apartment was unlocked. Mulder burst through the door, handing the cell phone to Doggett, yelling "William?? Will?"

A piercing cry ripped through the apartment. Mulder sprinted through the apartment to the bedroom while Doggett reassured Scully, "William’s okay, Dana, we’ve got ‘im, now we just gotta get YOU. Tell me ‘bout the car, Dana. Is the engine makin’ a high squealin’ noise?"

"No… but it’s really rough," Scully’s voice bounced up and down. "Like the engine sounds like it’s spluttering."

"We may have hit a break," Doggett told Mulder as he came back into the living room, carrying William. William clung to Mulder’s neck, burying his little face into his shoulder. "I think they’re runnin’ out of gas."

**

Meanwhile

En route to Falls Church

6:01 PM Eastern Standard Time

"See," Reyes said as the car continued to lurch and sputter. "I wasn’t trying to trick you, it’s really out of gas."

"Piece of shit car," Bravo fumed. "Alright, alright, get us to the nearest gas station. And don’t try anything cute. I’ve got a credit card. Just fill it up, swipe and go."

Reyes nodded, heart pounding all the while thinking <<If I can just get her to the apartment, if I can get her to my place, maybe I can outfight her enough to escape. She’s not a Super Soldier, she does have vulnerabilities. I just can’t do anything here. Not with Scully trapped. I’ll pretend to lock the door and then when I get away from her, I can run back, get back in, hot wire the car and get the hell away from her. If I can just get to my apartment…>>

Reyes pulled into the first gas station she saw. She pulled up meek and mild to the first self serve gas pump and took the credit card from Bravo.

"Remember," Bravo said icily. "Nothing cute."

Reyes nodded and got out of the car. She wished there was a way to communicate to Scully. But Reyes thought Scully was out for the count.

Scully, meanwhile, wished there was a way to communicate to Reyes. She had no choice but to lay quietly. In a whisper, she told Doggett, "We’ve stopped. We’re at a gas station."

By this time, Skinner and Carlos had arrived at Mulder’s apartment. "They’re at a gas station," Doggett announced to them. Skinner and Carlos simultaneously pulled out their cell phones and barked at their people to start canvassing gas stations for white Dodge Dynasties. "Hang on Dana," Doggett said.

Scully whispered, "Okay," as she listened to Reyes pump gas. "William?" she asked as softly as possible.

"He’s fine Scully, he’s safe," Doggett promised her, watching Mulder hand William off to Skinner.

"If anything happens to him on your watch," Mulder threatened him.

Skinner scowled, "You forget who you’re talking to."

William instantly began to play with Skinner’s glasses as Skinner, now flanked by two other federal agents, bore him away. William, noticing that Dad was not joining them, began to cry again.

A black van pulled up in front of Mulder’s apartment. Mulder watched through his windows as the doors slide open. Inside the van, Agent Merchant and the Lone Gunmen were waiting. Frohike took William and the van door slid quickly shut and the van drove off like a bat out of hell.

Mulder took the phone from Doggett again. "Scully, don’t worry about the William. He’s with the Gunmen."

"That’s supposed to not make me worry?" she whispered. Then she said, "Mulder, wait a minute. Something’s happening. Monica, she’s talking to someone… I think it’s a cop."

Just then Carlos’s phone rang. Skinner re-entered the apartment, phone to his ear. "Local cop tracked them down," Skinner announced.

"CIA and FBI are on their way. They’re in Falls Church."

"Falls Church?" Mulder creased his brow. "What the hell’s in Falls Church?"

"Me," Doggett said. "I live there. So does Monica."

The cop was good looking and young, maybe twenty five years old. He was leaning on the trunk and flirting with Reyes as she finished pumping her gas. He had gorgeous green eyes and a strong jaw line. Under normal circumstances, Reyes would have been flattered.

As his partner, Officer Jennifer Ithenstein watched them from inside their police cruiser; Officer Kirk James said to Reyes, "So, anyway, I’m off duty in five minutes. Can I buy you a cup of coffee?"

"Um… I hate to be rude, but my friend… she’s impatient," Reyes nodded her head towards Bravo. Bravo was watching the scene through the rear view mirror, frowning severely.

Scully resisted the urge to start banging around. The last time she did that, a cop got killed.

"Well, here," James said, handing her a business card. "Call me when you have more time to talk." He flashed her a brilliant smile.

Reyes tried to smile back as she looked at the card.

At the bottom of the card, it was written, ‘Cavalry’s here Agent Reyes.’

She looked up at the cop again, pretending to put the card in her pocket when she really dropped it to the ground so if Bravo demanded to see it, she couldn’t produce it. "Okay," she demurred. "I really have to go. My friend…"

"Yeah, impatient," he said with a grin. "I’ll go have a chat with your impatient friend."

"No!" Reyes said sharply as she watched him unsnap his holster and casually meander to the passenger side.

He tapped on the glass. Bravo rolled the window down and glared at him. "Evening ma’am," he said, doffing his hat, "Heard you’re impatient."

Bravo lifted her Glock, shoved it in his face and pulled the trigger. The cop’s body convulsed as it flailed to the ground. People who had been just minding their own business started screaming and running away at the sound of gunshots. Ithenstein leapt out of the police cruiser and yelled "Police!" but Bravo leaned out of the car window and fired at Ithenstein, clipping her in the shoulder. Ithenstein fell to the ground next to her police car. Meanwhile, a panicky woman pulled out her cell phone to call 911. Bravo leaned out of the car window again and shot her in the back. Then she yelled, "Reyes, get in the car, NOW."

Inside the trunk, Scully reported what she could hear. "Mulder, she just ordered Monica back inside the car. And now we’r- ooff!" she cried out as Reyes hit the gas and car lunged forward. Scully slammed against the side of the trunk, the phone slipping from her hand.

Ithenstein struggled to get up and chased after the car, shooting at the tires, but missing. "Dammit," she said, holstering her guard as other police cars and FBI vehicles pulled up. "They went that way!" she yelled, pointed down the road, blood oozing out of her shoulder. "James is gone," she said bitterly as ironically her boss Edward Carillo and her former partner, Howard Lisbon, nearly created Detective, approached her and escorted her towards the sound of ambulances. "Somebody’s gonna have to call KayAnne." KayAnne was James’ wife. They had been married for the same amount of time Ben and Jerilyn Starkweather had been, two years, give or take.

"I’ll call her, Jenny," Lisbon told her as the ambulances pulled up.

***
Meanwhile
Mulder’s apartment

6:10 PM Eastern Standard Time

Meanwhile, Doggett, Mulder, Skinner and Carlos were running from out Mulder’s apartment and towards the vehicle’s. "Scully? SCUL-LAY!"

"I’m here, Mulder," she said breathlessly. "I’m here, I dropped the phone. We’re going again. Very very fast."

"Scully," Mulder said as he climbed into Doggett’s truck again. The minute Mulder shut the door, Doggett threw the truck into gear and started speeding down the road. "We know where you are and where you’re going. You’re in Falls Church. We’re on our way… dammit, Doggett!" Mulder cried as he saw Starkweather’s apartment building pass them. "You’re going the wrong damn way."

Doggett shook his head as he turned down a side street. "I know a short cut," he said grimly.

"Why the hell would you know a short cut from Falls Church to here?" Mulder demanded. Doggett gave him a dirty look. "Oh," Mulder muttered. Then he asked "How long does it take for you to get from there to here?"

"Fifteen minutes," Doggett said.

"Better make it ten," Mulder advised him.

As Doggett sped through Suburbia, Reyes pulled up in front of her own apartment complex in Falls Church. She put the car in park, but left the engine running. "Now what?"

Bravo flipped her gun around so she was holding it by the barrel. "You should have stayed in New York," she told her before clocking her in the back of the head with the butt of her gun. As Reyes slumped over the steering wheel, Bravo sighed. One more heavy body to drag.

Sometimes being an assassin was just no fun.

***

Meanwhile

Fado’s Irish Pub

808 7th Street

Washington DC

6:13 PM Eastern Standard Time

Her cell phone beeped.

The assistant manager, a fairly easy going guy, shook his head at her. "Jessica, you know you aren’t supposed to have a cell on you," he rebuked his newest waitress kindly.

"Sorry Bill," she told him with a smile. "But I’ve been expecting this call. It’s important."

He shooed her off. It wasn’t busy yet anyway. And she was a fairly decent waitress. Very tall, and pretty too, with unruly brown curls, big bright blue eyes and moonlight pale skin with cheerful freckles spattered all over her oval face. He hoped she wouldn’t freak out when he asked her out on a date.

He would have been the one to freak out if he had followed Jessica into the bathroom. But Jessica had locked the main bathroom door. She answered the phone as she looked at her wholesome reflection in the mirror. "What is it?"

"Bravo," Ithenstein said lowly into her cell phone. She had been left alone in the ambulance as the paramedics were tending to the injured civilians. "In Falls Church."

"Damn," she said, pulling off her waitress apron and name tag. Dropping them in the garbage can next to the sink, she stared at the reflection again. Watched as the curly hair straightened out and grew until it hung well below her waist. Watched the color fade from the dark brown to a strawberry blond. Watched as her height diminished from five-seven to five-three. Watched as her face widened, becoming heart-shaped. Watched the freckles erased from her face. Watched her blue eyes change to an alien silvery-grey color. "I’m on my way." Lilly Stratford said as she hung up the phone.

It had been ridiculously easy to break out of federal custody after AD Skinner arrested her in Oregon.

She knelt down to cuff up the now too long pants. She stood up again, then walked towards the toilet in the corner. Lift the porcelain tank lid and reached inside, pulling out a sealed black bag. Unzipping the bag she pulled out the Glock she bought on the black market. "I’m on my way."

As she walked out, she passed Bill the manager. Bill never looked twice at her. But he spent the rest of his life wondering whatever happened to that pretty waitress named Jessica with the brilliant blue eyes.

***

Monica Reyes’ apartment

Falls Church Virginia

6:27 PM Eastern Standard Time

Reyes’s head was pounding. Her throat and nostrils burned. The inside of her mouth tasted funny. Her stomach jumped up and down. Her eyes were stinging.

She heard singing. She heard Starkweather singing.

Where do I put this fire?
This bright red feeling?
This tiger lily down my mouth?
He wants to grow to twenty feet tall.


I've left Bethlehem and I feel free.
I've left the girl I was supposed to be
And somehow I'll be born.

I'm so tired of being shy, I'm not that girl anymore
I'm not that straight "A" anymore.
Now I want to sit with my legs wide open and
Laugh so loud that the whole damned restaurant
will turn and look at me.
"Look at that tiger jumping out of her mouth!"

I've left Bethlehem and I feel free.
I've left the girl I was supposed to be
And somehow I'll be born.

No more sex-starved teachers trying to touch my ass
I can finally be a teenager at age 26.
Go to hell lions, tigers and bears -- I'm not afraid
of you anymore
My fear broke apart like fifty balloons and I'm
throwing it around the room like confetti now.

I've left Bethlehem and I feel free.
I've left the girl I was supposed to be
And somehow I'll be born.

And someday I'll be born........."

Reyes opened her eyes wide. Then snapped them quickly shut again. <<Lie still>> she ordered herself. <<She thinks you’re unconscious.>>

Bravo came out of Reyes bedroom. The fire was kindling nicely in there. She used the last of the kerosene that was in Reyes’ antique lamp on some of the carpet and on an armchair. Popping a cigarette in her mouth, she stood there for a minute, shaking her head. "You should have stayed out this Reyes. You should have stayed in New York."

She lit the match on the back of the matchbook she got from the hotel she stayed at with Lux Carlos. After lighting her cigarette, she tossed the match over her shoulder. It landed on a kerosene soaked armchair and the chair burst into the flames. As the fire consumed the chair and slowly made its way to the carpet, Bravo walked over to the couch where Reyes lay. Moving an in-table closer to Reyes, Bravo took a drag and laid the smoldering cigarette in the overflowing ashtray. "Thank God you’re a chain smoker," Bravo gloated as she pulled the handcuff key out of her pocket and bent over Reyes’ limp form to unlock the handcuffs.

Reyes didn’t wait for her to unlock both hands, as soon as one circlet sprang open, Reyes smacked Bravo across the face, then pushed her away from her. Bravo fell on her ass, knocking the in-table over in the process. The lit cigarette flew across the room along with the ash and the butts and landed in a puddle of kerosene. The carpet burst into flames and began to spread.

Bravo got up but Reyes swung her leg around and kicked Bravo solidly in the chest. Bravo fell on her ass again, and Reyes sprang from the couch to run to the door, but Bravo grabbed her ankle, tripping her. Reyes kicked her in the face and crawled away, but Bravo recovered and like a cat, leapt on top of Reyes, grabbing her throat and squeezing tightly. Reyes fought back with everything she had, biting and kicking as with one hand she raked her nails down Bravo’s face while with the other, tried to pry one of Bravo’s hands loose from her neck. Reyes began to gag on the smoke.

"That’s right, bitch, suck it in, maybe the smoke will get you instead."

"¡Coja a su madre! Puta!" Reyes croaked. "¡Putrefacción en infierno!"

"Reyes, Reyes," Bravo chanted. "That didn’t sound very nice. Oh well, Hora de morir, concha estúpida." Blood oozed out of the scratches Reyes inflicted upon her.

Reyes started to gag. She felt herself fading out again.

Meanwhile, Doggett and Mulder had pulled up outside of the apartment. "Oh God," Mulder felt his mouth go dry at the sight of the flames consuming the curtains. "Scully…" he said into the phone. "Reyes’ apartment… it’s on fire."

"Oh God no!" Scully cried out as she began to kick futilely at the trunk lid. "Mulder! John, get me out of here! Monica is up there!"

Doggett, remembering Mulder’s pyrophobia, yelled at him, "You go find Scully, I’m goin’ up for Monica."

"Be careful!" Mulder admonished him as they both abandoned the car, Doggett running towards the flames, Mulder in search of Starkweather’s car.

Fortunately, it wasn’t hard to find the battered Dodge Dynasty. He could hear Scully’s yells. "Get me out!"

"Scully! Scully I’m here!" Mulder yelled at her.

"GET ME OUT!"

Mulder looked the car over. He could hear sirens in the background. He looked up at the stars. "Sorry Jerilyn," he muttered as he smashed his elbow through the driver’s side window. "Ow," he muttered as he pulled his arm out. Glass tinkled onto the street.

"Mulder, hurry…" Scully moaned. "Bravo is up there too…"

As Mulder rushed to get inside the car so he pop the trunk, Doggett ran up the stairs as panicked tenants ran out of the building. The higher he went up, the thicker the smoke. "Monica!" he yelled. "Monica!"

Bravo turned her head at the sound of Doggett’s voice. "Dammit." She let go of Reyes, who had slipped back into unconsciousness. She ran to the window and slipped out onto the fire escape just as Doggett kicked the door down.

Putting his tie to his mouth, he entered the blazing apartment and braved the flames as he ran to Monica’s limp form. Coughing, he bent down, scooped her up and ran from the apartment. Just as Doggett left, the ceiling in her bedroom collapsed.

Doggett, carrying Reyes, escaped the apartment just as the fire trucks and ambulances arrived. Mulder and Scully were jogging towards them. Scully’s wrists were bound by police issued handcuffs. "Where is she hurt?" Scully yelled. "And I need a hacksaw."

"Don’t know. Think it’s the smoke," Doggett said.

Scully noted that Doggett’s ears, eyebrows and the back of his hands were singed but said nothing. He was so hyped up on adrenaline; he probably wasn’t even feeling it. "Ambulance is over there," Scully said as they ran towards it. "She needs oxygen, her breathing is shallow."

As they rushed to the ambulances, Mulder asked "Where was Bravo?"

"I don’t know!" Doggett said. "I didn’t see ‘er."

"That means she’s still out there," Mulder said darkly. "Which means she’s gonna try for another hit on Scully or Reyes."

Doggett stopped and handed Reyes over to Mulder. "Stay wi’ ‘em," Doggett ordered him, pulling out his gun.

"You are NOT going after her alone!" Mulder yelled at him.

"Get me out of these damn cuffs," Scully said, twisting her wrists in vain. "I’ll go with him."

"The hell you will!" Mulder yelled at her.

"Mulder, I gotta go after her NOW, if I wait, it’ll be too late." With that, Doggett turned his back on them and walked away.

"Dammit," Mulder griped as they ran towards the ambulances. "He’s worse than us."

But his words were lost in a clap of thunder. The humidity had broken. The storm would soon be unleashed.

As Mulder and Scully ran to get help for Reyes, Doggett ran back to Reyes’ burning apartment building. Firefighters rushed towards the collapsing building as its residents fled out. Doggett pushed his way through the crowd, towards where Starkweather’s car had been left.

It was still there. The trunk was wide open, signaling to Bravo that Scully had escaped.

Doggett inconspicuously drew his gun, walking towards the car. Once he had satisfied himself that Bravo was not hiding in or near the vehicle, he quickly switched his mindset. He stopped thinking like a cop or a federal agent. But as a soldier because that’s how Bravo obviously viewed herself. So as Doggett canvassed the scene with his eyes, he summoned all of his Marine training to take charge of the situation and to get inside the enemy’s mind.

<<The place is crawlin’ with cops and feds. She’s good, but she’s not good ‘nough to fight off an entire police squad or a SWAT team. She ain’t a Supah Soldier, thank God, but she’s something else. But she ain’t immortal. So where would she go? Residential? Possibly. But where?>> He looked down at the car again. Noticed with satisfaction blood spattered on the pavement by the car. Scully hadn’t been bleeding when he saw her. Neither had Reyes. Which means…

<<She’s hurt. She’s in a hostile environment and she’s hurt. Mon, I hope to God it was you that beat the shit outta her.>> Doggett thought smugly as he knelt down to examine the blood spots on the street closer. A cold wind ruffled his hair. Lightening snaked through the sky. Thunder rumbled threateningly again.

"I know where you went," Doggett whispered suddenly. "Dumb bitch, don’t you know I’ve got home court advantage?" He shrugged off his coat and pulled off his tie, leaving them by Starkweather’s car as he pulled his FBI badge out, quickly attached it to a chain and looped it around his neck so that his identification would be plain to the "good guys," letting the police, SWAT team and other feds that he was one of them so it was okay for him to have a gun.

Doggett started to walk down the street a little way before crouching down by a hedge surrounding a little lonely gray brick house. The lights were out so Doggett skulked around the hedges until he made it to the next house. He cut through the backyard and under the cover of stormy darkness, noiselessly moved strangers’ yards towards the one place the enemy thought no one would find her.

After all, he hadn’t become a sergeant in the Marine Corps on a fluke.

Closer and closer to his destination he got, the lower and lower to the ground he got. Until when he was only a few feet away from the humble little brick church, he doing what the military called a "low crawl," basically wriggling across the ground like a snake. Doggett paused by a big shady oak tree and peered around it cautiously, gun and guard up.

As his Arctic blue eyes squinted through the gloom of East Coast rainstorm, in his heart he knew tonight he was going to break every FBI regulation, meaning he could probably kiss his job and maybe his freedom goodbye.

At that critical moment, he didn’t care. He was not going to bring Bravo in.

He crawled towards the church, and then stood up, pressing his back tight against the brick wall. Slowly, gun out, he inched his way to the back door. He perceived that the lock had been jimmied open so with the toe of his good black dress shoe, pushed the door open, gun out first.

Like a good FBI agent, he checked all blind spots before entering the dark sanctuary of the church. <<Come out, come out wherever you are>> he mentally taunted her as he moved through the church.

Meanwhile, his quarry was sitting inside a confessional booth, pulling Kleenex after Kleenex out of the box the priest kept not just being able to offer them to his sometimes tearful sinners but to combat his own allergies. Bravo used the tissues to press against her cheek in hopes that it would stop bleeding soon. Reyes had been fighting for her life, these were no girly catfight scratches. If Bravo had jerked her face away a second later, she’d be missing an eyeball.

<<Fucking bitch, that fucking bitch>> Bravo fumed. <<She ruined everything. Next time, fuck the Syndicate. I do things MY way. No stupid games. Just blow her god damned brains ou… wait>> Bravo pressed her ear against the door of the confessional booth. <<Someone’s out there…>>

Doggett meanwhile was walking slowly down the church aisle. <<Come on, come on>> he thought as he looked in every pew and over his shoulder. <<You’re here, I know you’re here… but where?>>

His cold eyes rested on the confessional booth.

An evil idea crossed his mind.

"Jerilyn?" he called out, moving towards the confessional. "Doc? Where are you? Jeri? It’s me, John Doggett."

Bravo was instantly wary. Did he not get the memo or was he trying to draw her out. Then, tossing the bloody tissues into the priest’s trash can, she decided she didn’t care. He was just one man. She could take him.

Bravo slid the door open and slipped out "John… what the hell is going on?" she said in a shaking voice, making herself sound piteous. "I was jumped by Bravo… but… she’s dead… she jumped off the bridge in Arizona, I SAW her, I was right there." When Doggett reached her and was only inches away, she managed to produce tears and stammer out "She stole my car and my ID… I… woke up here, but when I heard the sirens, I… was afraid they’d mistake me for her, so I stayed here. Jesus, I was glad to hear your voice, John."

Doggett reached out to gently caress her injured face. His fingers trailed down her throat where, fast as lightening, his hand wrapped around her small neck. He pointed the gun at the top of her head.

Bravo did not look frightened at all. In fact, she seemed rather bored. "So," she said with a sigh and an eye roll. "Where did I fuck up?"

"One," Doggett said, squeezing her throat a little tighter. "Starkweather would have never hide and wait for the cavalry. Fact is, when you an’ I had the pleasure of meetin’ for the first time, we had to force her to stay behind with the surveillance team so she WOULDN’T be mistaken for you or Charlie. She was mad as hell that day."

"The second?"

Doggett got into her face. "She NEVER called me by my first name. Now, you Got-damned bitch, start talkin’."

"Don’t quite possess a bureaucratic attitude anymore, do you Agent Doggett?"

"Nobody would miss you," he whispered to her.

"Lots of people would miss Starkweather though, wouldn’t’ they?" she taunted him. "I can help you. I can tell you where she is and how to get her back. I can help you be the hero, Agent Doggett. Pave the way to the A.D. seat."

"Where," Doggett squeezed her throat tighter "is she?"

Suddenly, Bravo’s arms whipped up and her hands seized the gun, pulling it up and away from her head. Doggett had to let go of her throat to fight her for the gun. She kicked him hard in the shin, then ground the heel of her boot into the top plate of Doggett’s foot. He yelped in pain, but did not let go of the gun. He grabbed her wrist and squeezed, bending it back into a painful position until she squealed. She smashed her forehead into his solar plexus and as he reeled backwards from the blow, they both dropped the gun, which went sliding across the hard wood floors and under the pews. Doggett shoved her away from him and balled his fists. "C’mere," he threatened her.

Bravo laughed, the chilling sound reverberating throughout the church. "I don’t need a gun to take care of you," she said, shedding the long black leather coat. "You truly are a Son of the Confederacy, aren’t you," she purred, balling her fists and assuming a front fighting stance popular in the art of Tae Kwon Do, her favorite form of martial arts. "A duel. In fact, if we could have it your way, you’d probably prefer to get pistols so we can shoot it out like true Southern aristocracy. Except that it’s not in you to hit a lady."

Moving like a boxer, Doggett growled, "You’re right, I can’t hit a lady. But you ain’t no lady. You’re not even human. I just wonder when the Syndicate is gonna decide to get rid of you since they’re so hell bent on covering up all evidence of the Eden Project. If I break your neck tonight, little girl, think I’ll be doin’ ‘em a favor?"

Bravo started the assault with a flying sidekick that caught in two inches above his belt. She quickly nailed him with a double roundhouse kick, smashing the top of her foot first against the outside of his thigh, then against his upper arm. Before he had a chance to recover from that, she delivered a front jump snap kick to his chest.

Reeling back from the last kick, gasping for air, Doggett winced as he pressed his hand against his breast bone.

Bravo continued to advance on him. "That was just the warm up, Mr. Doggett."

Doggett reached out from behind him, felt a slender, smooth metal pole, grabbed it and swung it at her like a baseball bat. Bravo ducked, the long candelabra missing her by inches. With a handless back flip, she moved away from Doggett who now advanced on her, clutching the candelabra, jabbing it at her. She continued to back up until her rump hit a table piled up with heavy hymnals. She started to grab the books and chucked them at him one by one at an incredible speed. Doggett bobbed and weaved, managing to miss the holy missiles. Thunder crashed again. Rain loudly pattered on the roof of the old church.

"Where is she?" Doggett yelled as he ducked to avoid another hymnal flying towards his head. "Where is Starkweather?"

He saw a shadow moving from behind Bravo as she continued to pitch hymn books at him tirelessly.

He hoped it was Mulder. His ribs were killing him, along with his sternum. He didn’t know how much longer he could hold out.

Seeing the shadow creeping up on Bravo, Doggett made a last ditch attempt to subjugate the monster. With a primal cry, he charged Bravo with the candelabra, pinning her to the table. She struggled, pinioned by his weight and the heavy metal rod against her chest. She snaked a hand free and grabbed his hair, pulling his head towards her, fast and hard. Doggett saw stars and felt her tiny hands push hard against him. He was acutely aware of falling down and sliding across the wooden floor, his body not stopping until it slammed against the wall. He heard the candelabra clattering away from him.

His eyes were out of focus when he first re-opened them. As they cleared, he saw Bravo, her dyed blond hair disheveled, her pretty Jerilyn-like face coated with blood, approaching him. In a fluid movement, she reached inside her boot and produced a knife with a wicked jagged edge. As she got closer, she sneered "I should have killed you when I had the chance. You’re a pain in the ass."

"You aren’t gonna get away with this," he muttered.

"Those are your final words?" Bravo shook her head. "Not very memorable. Or creative."

"Nope," Doggett said. "’Cause those aren’t my final words."

Lux Carlos departed from the shadows and landed on Bravo like a ton of bricks. The knife dropped from her hands and skittered across the floor. Doggett crawled to it, then pulled himself up.

Carlos now straddled Bravo as if he was going to rape her. He punched her solidly in the face, once, twice. Doggett heard something breaking and then Bravo squealing in pain.

Carlos grabbed the front of her shirt and as he stood up, forced her to stand up as well. "Where is she?" he yelled at her. "Where is Agent Starkweather?"

"I don’t know!" she cried.

"Bullshit," Carlos bellowed at her. "Where is she?"

"She’s already dead."

"LIAR," Carlos let go of her shirt and gripped her wrists as Doggett stood behind her, knife in his hand. "WHERE IS SHE?" In a quieter, deadlier voice, he said "There is no negotiation. You talk or you die."

Bravo suddenly pulled away from him and with a neat marital arts move, wrenched her tiny wrists out of his big hands and delivered a palm thrust to his nose while at the same time delivered a back hand smash to Doggett’s chest.

Carlos lunged for her, a second Dan black belt himself. His powerful legs swung out at her in a perfect outside in crescent kick. Bravo ducked the kick, dropped to the ground and swung her own legs around in a leg sweep that knocked Carlos to the ground. She pounced on him like a rabid rat. Doggett came up from behind and grabbed her around the waist. Bravo reached back, grabbed onto Doggett’s shirt and flipped him over her.

As Doggett landed hard on his back, he muttered, "I’m gettin’ tired of gettin’ my ass kicked by a girl."

Carlos meanwhile had managed to wrest Bravo off of him. When he stood up, he discovered that he quickly had to dive for cover in the pews for Bravo had pulled out some of her wicked Chinese throwing darts and began tossing them at Carlos and Doggett. One dart landed right next to Doggett’s head. That was motivation enough for him to get off his ass and seek shelter in the pews.

Doggett heard Carlos nearby muttering "I’m gonna kill her."

"Not if I get to her first," Doggett said, his hand enclosing itself over his newly found, new best friend.

Doggett popped up from the pews, gun out. "Dammit!" he snapped. "She’s gone," he told Carlos as lightening flashed and thunder pounded.

Carlos got up. "She can’t be gone. She’s here."

Bravo had climbed up the statue of the Virgin Mary, then leapt to the choir loft. Peering through the beams of the balcony, she watched the two men cautiously maneuvering through the church.

"Which way could she have gone?" Doggett asked. "I didn’t hear the door opening."

Carlos looked up. Bravo ducked down. "Skinner and Mulder are on their way," Carlos said.

<<Dammit>> Bravo thought, pulling another knife, her last weapon available to her. <<I’m fucked unless I take both of them now.>>

Quick at the lightening in the sky, she leapt up and straddled the balcony for just a moment before swinging over and plummeting to the ground, landing in a heap on the men below. Once again, the gun went flying from Doggett’s hand. After she punched Doggett in the face, she turned to deal with Carlos. But she had failed to knock Doggett out and he teamed up with Carlos to pin her down. Carlos smashed her wrist against the floor over and over until she dropped the knife.

Using his knee to hold her upper arm down, Doggett rose up just enough to start undoing his belt. "I don’t have handcuffs," he said as he un-looped the belt from his slacks. "And I want to get her restrained."

"Amen brother," Carlos said, reaching into the pocket of his cargo pants. "I’ve got handcuffs. We can use your belt to ARGGGHH!!!!"

Bravo had leaned over and started to gnaw on Carlos’ wrist. She refused to release her bite on him even when Carlos let go of her. Doggett tried to pull her off of Carlos but the minute he moved, she was able to free her arm. She grabbed one of Doggett’s ears, twisting it mercilessly, digging her long nails into the tender flesh. Doggett tried to pry her fingers off but her hand was like a steel vise. He could feel blood tricking from his ear down the side of his neck. Meanwhile Carlos was cursing a blue streak as Bravo continued to keep her teeth deeply imbedded into his wrist.

Her free hand stretched out, seeking what she had dropped. When her hand wrapped around the knife handle, she wasted no time. She pushed Doggett away from her, took her mouth off of Carlos, grabbed his wrist with her free hand and while holding it down, drove the knife through his lower arm, as if she was crucifying him. Carlos screamed in agony, pinned like a bug on a card.

"You don’t know what pain is yet, Carlos," Bravo said, getting up. Doggett tried to get up, but his breath was coming out in short sharp bursts now, every breath was hell. Plus the damage to his ear affected his balance. The world was swimming. Still he crawled over to Carlos and tried to pull the knife out. It was as if a jackhammer had pounded it in place.

Bravo swooped down, picked up John Doggett’s gun and pointed it at them. "No!" Doggett cried out but she had already squeezed off a round. Carlos grunted and passed out when the bullet embedded itself into his lower back.

Bravo pointed the gun at Doggett’s head. "It’s over," she told him quietly.

Doggett shook his head and quoted Reyes. "It’s never over."

Bravo stared at him dispassionately. Took a step closer to him.

A shot rang throughout the church.

Doggett watched in open mouthed horror as a bullet split through Bravo’s skull. She stood for a moment, dazed, as if to say "This is not happening." Then she collapsed into a heap, next to Carlos.

A small figure stood in the shadows. A feminine figure.

"Scully?" Doggett cried out hoarsely.

The figure came closer. She was tiny, with a heart shaped face. Long flowing hair. Doggett felt hope flutter in his chest. "Doc?"

The figure came it the light. Her strawberry blond hair like flames, her eyes like mercury.

Standing over her half-sister’s body, she said calmly, "I never liked her anyway," as she nudged the corpse with her toe.

"Alpha," he said, feeling hope fly away again.

Lilly Stratford knelt down and checked Bravo’s pulse. "Don’t worry, Agent Doggett," she said. "She’s really dead this time."

"What… why?"

"Scully. And Samita Saint Claire," she told him, rising. "They already have Starkweather. They wanted Samita dead. Now they wanted retrieve Scully."

"Why?"

"Tests," Lilly told him. "Experiments. Essentially, cut her open and try and figure out how she conceived."

"I thought… Mulder thinks its ‘cause of them…"

Lilly shook her head. "They’re just as bewildered as the rest of us. Scully was never supposed to conceive. No test subject, after her ova has been harvested or radiated, is supposed to conceive. They are afraid of that baby. Of what he is. Of what he could be."

"But… what ‘bout Starkweather?"

"I don’t know. I honestly don’t know. But I’m going to find out. I promise you," she looked at him sadly. "I owe that to you. What happened in Belle Fleur… wasn’t supposed to happen. Like that."

"Gee, thanks," Doggett said nastily as he crawled over to Carlos, fumbling around his neck, searching for a pulse. To his relief, one was there. Weak, but there.

Familiar voices rang through the church. "Doggett!"

"Mul-duh! Skinner! Over here!" Doggett yelled. "We need help." He turned his head and saw Lilly retreating. "Where’n the hell you think you’re goin’?"

"Away," she told them. "Tell Carlos I will be back. I will take care of him. But I have work to do first. He will understand."

"Lilly wait!" Doggett cried out.

"There’s no time," she yelled back. "’Vienen’, do you remember, Agent Doggett? ‘Vienen!’"

"They’re coming," Doggett mumbled as pain took control and he finally fainted.

***

Meanwhile

Somewhere out west…

The young lieutenant had a cocky little smile on his face as he strutted down the cell block, swinging the pail of water in his hand like Jack only without Jill. He was a happy little soldier. Today was the day.

Finally he was going to be rid of that pain in the ass.


He thought she would be easy to break. The others were.

He learned fast that they didn’t call her "The Hurricane" for nothing.

When he first threw open the heavy cell door to torture her, she was still in a daze, her last memory was of being in an airplane heading towards Russia. He had mistakenly counted on her disorientation.

"On your feet!" he had barked at her, flipping on the light.

She had blinked, trying to adjust to the sudden brilliance. She had rubbed her eyes as she pulled herself up. He was surprised how short she was. Still, she seemed taller than him. She frowned, staring at him.

He didn’t like how her eyes shifted colors from whiskey-brown to a poisonous greeny-gold as she eyed him. He didn’t like **her** period.

She wasn’t human. She was one of **them.**

"What are you thinking?" he had demanded.

Normally prisoners, so traumatized by being left alone in the dark for so long, they were babbling their worse sins. But she had only looked at him coolly and said, "I know you."

"Wrong answer."

"I remember you, you were the lieutenant that dragged me out of the bunker when my partner and I were investigating that downed F-16 jet in Scotland."

He had instructions not to touch her. He broke that rule the first day when he got into her face and yelled "WRONG ANSWER!" and backhanded her. She had recoiled from the force, holding her face. But her hellcat hazel eyes were flashing bloody murder.

"You’re gonna burn for that one, asshole." She had spat on him, a mix of saliva and blood. "I guran-damn-tee that, motherfu-"

He had grabbed her by her hair and slammed her head into the wall. Letting go of the long blond tresses, he watched as she slumped down the wall and onto the floor, unconscious.

He made it his mission then, to break Agent Jerilyn Starkweather. It soon became more than a mission, it was an obsession.

But it seemed to be just as much her obsession to match him in a battle of brains if she could not beat him in a battle of brawn. She could not outfight him, but she was determined to outwit him and escape.

On the day that it had been ordered that her clothes be taken from her in an attempt to shame her into submission, he had stormed in and eyed her bare body, once muscular and supple, now starting to become dangerously underweight. She sat in the corner and covered her breasts with her arms when he barged in. However, she still glared at him defiantly. **Try me** she had seemed to be daring him.

"What are you thinking?"

She had shrugged. "That you must have wanted a competition to see whose tits are bigger." Her eyes flicked to his chest, then back up at his face. With a shrug, she said, "You win."

"Wrong answer," he seethed at her. That time he had taken out his handcuffs and taken off his belt. He had been severely reprimanded for the whipmarks left in her back and on the back of her legs but he didn’t care. How useful was this bitch going to be if she didn’t cooperate? Didn’t she know anything about following orders? Didn’t she used to be in the military for God’s sake?

He thought there had been signs of weakening the last time that he visited her. He had demanded to know what she was thinking and in a deadened monotone, she had droned that she was thinking about her nephew, and his mother and father. He had barked at her that was the wrong answer but secretly he had been pleased. He thought they were finally getting somewhere.

He had crouched down by her naked form and started to slide a hand up her thigh and demanded again to know what she was thinking. And ended up screaming in horror for she had gouged her thumbs into his eyes. She had managed to push him away and bolt for the door.

But she didn’t make it very far.

And now, his eyes still throbbing from the bitch’s last attack, he marched to her cell door. Since psychological warfare was doing nothing to her, he resorted to physical. Deprived her of privacy, sleep, food and water. The mind might survive, but the body certainly wouldn’t.

He unlocked the door and threw it open. She was, as usual, huddled up in the corner of the room. He walked in and dumped the icy cold water on top of her head. With a gasp, she jolted awake. Pushing her heavy hair out of her face, she looked up at her tormentor. "Well, hello there sunshine," she rasped, her throat sore from lack of drinking water. "Long time no see."

"No sleeping," he snarled at her.

She flipped him the bird but even that gesture was half-hearted. She felt very faint and very very weak. And very very very tired.

In his other hand, he was holding her clothes and shoes. "What are you thinking?" he taunted her.

She shook her head. "What do you want to hear?" There was a tone of defeat in her voice.

"The truth."

She raised her head again. In an even, measured voice she said "I am thinking I am getting to the point of desperation that I will do almost anything to get out of here so I can find my partner."

He smiled a thin, cruel smile. "Right answer," he purred as he threw her clothes at her. "Get dressed," and he stood there to watch the reverse strip tease. After she was more or less correctly dressed, he reached into his pocket. He held out her wedding ring, her watch and her Medal of St. Christopher. "Put these on," he ordered her.

Starkweather slipped the jewelry on, feeling some sense of normalcy come over her as she felt the familiar weight of the wedding band on her ring finger and the necklace around her neck. She felt in the pocket of her coat the heavy weight of her FBI badge and ID. She felt a small surge of hope.

He grabbed her arm and roughly turned her around. Clumsily he plaited her hair into a thick braid, tying it with a piece of string he found. Next he handcuffed and blindfolded her. He sneered in her ear "Walk forward." She recoiled from his foul breath but did as he said.

Her legs were shaking so badly Starkweather was afraid she was going to collapse but the lieutenant kept pushing her right along. She heard a door opening. She felt him push her inside. She felt the handcuffed removed from her slender wrists and the blindfold from her face. She looked around. The room was very dim.

"Have fun," the young lieutenant said to someone in the shadows just before he left, slamming the door.

"Bring her forward," a voice commanded.

Starkweather felt herself being lifted up and thrown into the air. When she landed, she slid across the floor. As she struggled to get back up, she saw that she was in front of a table where several old men sat.

As she rose to her feet, she was pushed down again. She cried out involuntarily as her face slammed into the linoleum again. She felt a man’s foot resting on the back of her neck. Suddenly overwhelmed with déjà vu, she remembered that day, almost a year ago, where she was attacked in the park by an Alien Bounty Hunter. Mulder had been there to save her ass. He had killed the Bounty Hunter at risk to his own life when he had no reason to. She had hated him passionately back then. She did not know what she knew now.

She wasn’t the only one remembering that day. Knowles Rohrer grinned nastily as he lifted his foot off of her neck and stomped down on her wrist, the wrist that had been broken that day so long ago. He ground down on it with his boot until she was screaming and the bones were snapping.

"That’s enough Rohrer," a man chewing on a toothpick said. "Stand her up."

Cradling her broken wrist, Starkweather got to her feet. Stood there in her sweaty, blood-stained suit, surveying the men that sat in front of her. Most of them she didn’t recognize. But a plume of cigarette smoke caught her eye.


"Do you still see me when you look in the mirror, Agent Starkweather?" the Cancer Man asked her with a cough.

Starkweather gritted her teeth. "Well, gentlemen," she drawled. "You finally got what you wanted. You have me. What do you want with me?"

The Toothpick Man opened a folder. He motioned to Rohrer to come get the piece of paper he was holding. "Show that to her," he said.

Rohrer shoved the paper in her face. "Ever see that before?" he asked.

Starkweather pretended to be studying the paper while desperately thinking. <<Have I seen it? Of course I’ve seen it. It’s the rubbings off of whatever that thing was in Africa. Scully found it. It’s an X-File. But do they know that? How much do I tell them?>>

"Agent Starkweather?"

"I’ve seen it," she said finally.

"Do you know what it is?"

"It’s a rubbing."

"Of…?"

"That I can’t tell you."

"Can’t or won’t?"

"Can’t. I honestly don’t know what it is. What it’s importance… is…" her eyes flicked back to the paper and back to the panel.

"Agent Starkweather?" the Toothpick Man took the toothpick out of his mouth. "Did you see something interesting in that rubbing?"

"Um…" she faltered. "No."

The Toothpick Man and the Cancer Man looked at each other. "Take out the artifact," the Cancer Man said carelessly. "That will prove everything."

The Toothpick Man paused, thinking. Then finally he said, "Rohrer," and waved his hand.

Rohrer walked towards the wall and moved a picture. He opened a safe. He grunted as he bore a lovely cedar box, about the size of a jewelry box, over to the Syndicate.

The box was shaking.

<<What the hell…?>> Starkweather thought, fear freezing her insides.

Both the Toothpick Man and the Cancer Man had to hold the lid down. "On three…" panted the Cancer Man. "One… two… three…"

They opened the lid.

A small, broken piece of metal shot out of the box, straight towards Starkweather. Reflexively, she flinched to get out of its way.

But it stopped right in front of her face. It started to rotate slowly.

"Oh God!" she cried out. She couldn’t help it. She saw the same markings from the rubbings on the hovering piece of metal.

And the markings made sense to her.

"Agent Starkweather," the Toothpick Man crooned. "We know you can read those markings."

Her eyes filled with tears. "No… I can’t…"

"Think of yourself," he coaxed her. "As a human Rosetta Stone."

She shook her head. "No."

"We are asking so little of you," the Toothpick Man pleaded. "Just translate what’s on that metal and on that rubbing and you will be free. Back to your life."

Free. Starkweather closed her eyes. Thought of her little apartment. Thought of her cat. Thought of her family. Mulder, Scully, sweet little William. Thought of her friends. Reyes. Thought of…

"I can’t," she whimpered. Then resolutely, she said. "I won’t."

The Cancer Man whispered into the Toothpick Man’s ear. "She knows damn well what’s on that thing and in that paper, THAT’S why she isn’t talking."

The Toothpick Man sighed. "There are other ways."

Still whispering, the Cancer Man informed him. "They will look for her."

"Then we will send a message," he pulled a knife out of his coat. "To them to tell them NOT to look for her." Again he beckoned Rohrer.

Rohrer took the knife and with a nasty grin, walked back over to Starkweather. "Last chance," he whispered. "You could save yourself a lot of trouble if you just…. No? You prefer to be a martyr?" He reached around and grabbed her braid, pulled hard, forcing her to throw her head back, exposing her neck.

***

The next day

May 12, 2002

Saint Vincent’s Hospital

"Dana?"

Scully lifted her head. "Agent Doggett."

Doggett sighed in relief. "You’re okay then."

"Obviously," Scully had a very small smile on her lips as she read through his hospital charts.

"How’m I?"

"Lucky," she whispered. "Fractured ribs. Concussion. Lots of bumps and bruises. The prognosis is good."

"And Monica?"

"Smoke inhalation. But not severe. They’ll send her home in the morning. Wait," she closed her eyes. The smile left her lips. "Let me rephrase that. They’ll release her in the morning."

"Why’d you have to rephrase?"

"Because Agent Reyes’ apartment burned to the ground."

"Are you serious? She lost everything?" Doggett felt a wave of guilt smashing him down. If he had just listened to her…

"She has the clothes on her back," Scully said. "And her life. Her family didn’t lose another daughter. And," the slight smile came back to her now. "A hefty renter’s insurance policy. Or so she tells me."

Doggett nodded. Then tried to sit up to get a glass of water.

"Let me," Scully put the chart down and poured him a glass.

Doggett looked around the room. Saw all the flowers and get well cards. "I’m popular," he said dryly.

"Yes, you are," she said. "The press is dying to get to you."

"Aw Jesus. How’d the press find out ‘bout all this?"

"Well, Agent Starkweather’s disappearance was highly publicized. Therefore her reappearance and subsequent re-disappearance would also be fodder for the media."

Doggett closed his eyes. "And…?"

Scully again stopped smiling. Her face suddenly looked long and drawn. Old. "I performed the autopsy myself. The hair follicle at the root was auburn in color. She was wearing green contact lenses. She had used a theatrical product called "spirit gum" to create the familiar scars on her body. I also performed a post-mortem fingerprinting and DNA analysis…" she looked at Doggett. "She was very clever. She fooled all of us, John," Scully tried to reassure him. "She was a very talented actress. And a mastermind manipulator. She played all of us against each other brilliantly. And we were blinded. We all wanted it to be Jerilyn so badly, we all refused to see the lie standing right in front of us. In twenty-twenty hindsight… I can’t believe I was so gullible. So stupid," she said quietly.

"When did you figure it out that…"

"It wasn’t Jeri? Actually… it wasn’t me at all. It was Agent Reyes. She made the observation about the hair color."

"Jerilyn wasn’t a natural blond," Doggett said slowly.

"Right. She has the same hair color as Mulder. She had been missing for months. But no root growth. What about you? When did you realize?"

He looked at his hands. And he swallowed. "She has this stupid pet name for me," he admitted in a whisper. "She calls me ‘Papa John’ ‘cause I fuss after her. And she said she like Papa John’s Pizza." He laughed hollowly. "Bravo never called me that once when she made her grand entrance." He looked up at the ceiling. "And… we… Jerilyn and I… did… something… that we maybe shouldn’t have… and Bravo didn’t know."

Scully tactfully left that subject alone. "Don’t beat yourself up. We ALL wanted it to be her." Scully put a comforting hand on his shoulder and affectionately kissed his forehead. "Get some rest John. I’m going to go check on Monica." Out of the corner of her eyes, she spied a brightly colored package. "Oh. I didn’t notice this before." She picked up the present and handed it to Doggett. "Do you want to open it now or later?"

"Hell. Might as well. I’m not sleepy," he said, holding out his hands. "Thanks."

She nodded and walked out the room.

Doggett fingered the package. There was no card. "What’n the hell…" he muttered, apprehensive now.

Carefully, he untied the ribbons and slit open the paper. He repeated himself. "What’n the hell is this?"

It was a beautiful little cedar box. The wood felt smooth to the touch.

<<Pandora’s Boxed Twilight>> The phrase sprung unbidden from the unconscious to the front of his mind.

<<I don’t wanna open this…>>

He forced himself to.

And was so revolted by the contents of the box he threw it across the room. In a panic he hit the call button while screaming at the top of his lungs "AGENT SCULLY!!! AGENT SCULLY!!!"

***

Later…

AD Skinner’s office.

The innocent looking cedar box sat on top of Assistant Director Skinner’s desk.

Mulder and Scully sat in the two chairs in front of the AD’s desk like they have so many times in the past. Only now, Mulder was very fidgety, fiddling with his pen and Scully was very pale.

"And this has been fingerprinted?"

"Yes sir," Scully said lowly. "The only complete prints the techs could pull were Agent Doggett’s. The…" her eyes welled up with tears "items found in the box are bagged sir," she finished her sentence in a whisper.

Skinner nodded and opened the box slowly. Closed his eyes briefly. Scully thought he looked like he was praying.

He pulled out Agent Starkweather’s blood-spattered FBI badge and ID.

He pulled out Agent Starkweather’s house and car keys.

He pulled out Agent Starkweather’s small Beretta and ankle holster.

And he pulled out a long braid of tawny-blond hair.

He sighed heavily and leaned back on the chair. Shaking his head. "Oh my God."

"We performed a DNA test on the hair," Scully muttered, looking down at her lap. "It’s hers. There’s no question."

"How’s Agent Doggett?" Skinner asked.

"A basket case," Mulder said bluntly. "Beside himself with guilt. He’s heavily tranquilized right now."

Scully whispered, "There’s more sir."

"More?" Skinner rubbed his temples. "Please tell me it’s good news."

"It could be. I believe it proof that Jerilyn is alive." Mulder took out an envelope from his coat pocket. "It’s been handled. By the mailman, by my receptionist… the techs couldn’t pull any viable prints off of it either." He got up and placed the envelope on the desk. He stayed standing as Skinner opened the letter.

He peered inside. "There’s a necklace in here," Skinner said.

"It’s Jerilyn’s," Mulder said simply.

Skinner reached into his desk for a pair of gloves. "You sure?" he asked, slipping on the gloves.

"It’s the silver pendant she wore every day," Scully said. "She received it as a gift. From a boy in Iowa. When she and Agent Doggett went to investigate a murder. He gave it to her because he said she was the only one who actually tried to find out who killed his sister."

Skinner pulled the pendant out. "Saint Christopher…"

"The Patron Saint of Travel," Scully said bitterly, noting the irony. "My son’s middle name," she added, looking at the floor.

Skinner grunted and pulled out the letter. He read silently, guessing that Scully and Mulder had already read it.

"She lives as long as you don’t look for her."

"That’s it?" Skinner said incredulously. "That’s all you’re going on? That’s what you’re basing your belief that Agent Starkweather is alive?"

"I’ve gone on less," Mulder reminded him.

The phone rang. "Not now Kimberly," Skinner snapped at her. "I’m in a meeting."

"But sir, its Deputy Director Kersh," Kimberly protested over the intercom. "He said that he knows what the meeting is about and he needs to speak to you, Agent Scully and the Deputy Mayor."

Mulder and Scully exchanged surprised, nervous glances. "What the hell does that two-faced bastard want with us now?" Mulder snapped.

"I don’t know," Skinner growled. "But we’re gonna find out…"

A few minutes later, Kersh graced them all with his holier-than-thou presence. "Assistant Director," he said formally to Skinner. Then, just as formally, "Agent Scully. Agent Mulder."

"Cut the crap Kersh," Mulder said succinctly, reveling in the pleasure that he could be so rude to a former supervisor and get away with it. "What the hell do you want?"

"I want to help," Kersh ignored Mulder’s spite. "I want to retrieve Agent Starkweather. "

"Why?" Scully demanded, almost, but not quite, as rude as her partner. She still worked for the man.

Kersh stood there, a big tall man in an expensive suit. He took off his glasses and said. "Because the Admiral and I were friends. Because it is what Jeremy would have wanted. All he ever wanted was to protect her." He glanced at Skinner. "I almost denied her transfer from Minneapolis to DC back in April because I was afraid that this sort of thing would happen."

"We’re supposed to believe you," Mulder said incredulously. "After all the shit that happened… you and Rohrer and Crane conspiring in your office late at night… your role in the Benjamin Starkweather kidnapping. Plus just the generally shitty way you treated me and Scully when the X-Files were shut down in ’98… we’re supposed just go "Wow, golly gee whiz, Alvin, okay, bygones are bygones, let’s be pals and have your people call my people for lunch?" Give me a break. Do we look that stupid?" Mulder was practically frothing at the mouth now.

"I am not going to dignify that childish tirade with an answer," Kersh sniffed. "But I will tell you this… I don’t like you Mulder. I’ve never liked you. I took GREAT pleasure in firing your ass when you pulled that stunt on the oilrig." He took out his wallet and pulled out an old picture. He handed it to him.

Mulder studied it, eyebrows knitted in confusion. It was a school picture of a little girl about ten, eleven years old. She had her midnight black hair plaited into hundreds of little braids decorated with beads that matched her pink and purple shirt. She had a big, gap-toothed smile and twinkling brown eyes. "She’s cute." Mulder said gruffly.

"That’s my daughter Jandi," Kersh informed him. "She’s dead."

Startled, Mulder, Scully and Skinner stared at him, their jaws hanging open. "Sir?" Scully asked hesitantly.

"She had cancer, Agent Scully," Kersh said with no trace of emotion in his voice. "Leukemia. Back before all the treatment advances were made. I was still a field agent. My wife and I didn’t have very much money. We were debt up to our ears with medical bills. Plus I was rarely home. Until she got so sick that I was granted compassionate leave so I could be home to watch her die.

"The bills were mounting. My marriage was disintegrating. My little girl was dying. I didn’t know where to turn. So I went to the Admiral. He connected me to the Syndicate. They promised to give me money to pay my debt and to cure my daughter. Well, I got the money but not the cure. Jandi couldn’t wait anymore." He plucked the photograph out of Mulder’s hand and put it back in his wallet.

"You all think of Agent Starkweather and you think of her as the woman you saw everyday. With her smart mouth and her catty attitude. I think of Agent Starkweather and I think of the little girl she used to be. She was so sweet. And smart as hell back then too. The Admiral and his wife were so proud of her. In their eyes, she WAS their daughter.

"I didn’t know what the Syndicate was. What it was capable of. Until you and Agent Scully were re-assigned to me when the X-Files closed down.

"Agent Mulder, they are trying to kill you."

"That’s nothing new," he said blandly.

Kersh snorted. "I don’t know why I even bothered," he said, looking up at the ceiling. "Arrogant shit."

"All of our lives are in danger," Scully reminded Kersh. "As federal agents-"

"This has nothing to do with your occupations, Agent Scully," Kersh snapped at her. "This has to do with your son."

Scully felt short of breath. She leaned back into her chair. "My son?"

"Mulder, if you stick around, you might as well paint a bull’s eye on the kid’s head. William, they want alive. Starkweather, they want alive. Mulder, they want you dead and if you’re dead, there’s no way you can protect your son and rescue your sister."

Mulder lost his flippancy. His face was ashen. "Why do they want William?"

"Why do they want Starkweather? Who the hell knows?" Kersh said, exasperated. "But she IS alive. I know that much. I’m supposed to distract you and Agent Doggett from finding her. And I want her found. I owe Jeremy that much. All he ever asked of me was to keep Jerilyn safe. As a father, I understand that. As you probably understand the need to keep William safe, Agent Mulder."

"Why do you keep calling me ‘Agent’ Mulder?" Mulder said dully. "You fired me."

"I know Lux Carlos," Kersh said grimly. "I knew it was only a matter of time before he approached you. The CIA does have resources that the FBI does not." He nodded curtly at Skinner and walked off.

The three friends sat silently in the Assistant Director’s office for a moment. "If," Mulder finally spoke up. "I do leave… sir, I need you to take over as next-of-kin, power of attorney and executor over Jerilyn’s estate."

"Why not Dana?" Skinner asked.

Mulder looked at Scully. Reached for her hand. Kissed it. Scully was startled by the public display of affection in front of Skinner. "Mulder?"

"What if Scully and the baby have to run too?" Mulder asked softly.

Skinner nodded. "I understand," he said gruffly.

"Nothing is decided yet," Mulder told him. "But I think it would be a good idea for you to take over the legalities for Jerilyn’s affairs while she’s MIA. Just in case something does happen…"

"Who’s her lawyer?"

"I’m not sure," Mulder admitted. "I would assume someone from Carter, Spangle and Adams, the lawfirm Ben worked at… but she went to Sita, Gillian and Hunter Lawfirm to find someone to handle her divorce."

"Get me the details," Skinner said gruffly, putting the items back into the cedar box. "We’ll get this taken care of first thing in the morning." He looked at Scully sadly. He picked up the silver necklace and held it out to her. "Go home Dana. You and Mulder have a lot to discuss."

Scully clasped her friend’s medal in her hand. "Yes sir," she whispered.

***

Later that night…

Scully’s apartment

After William was sound and safely asleep, they had ordered a pizza. It now sat cold and untouched on the kitchen table. Mulder and Scully sat at the same table, facing each other. Mulder was playing with Jerilyn’s necklace, twisting and untwisting the chain. Scully sat still, looking at her hands in her lap.

"You’re not eating," he chided her.

"You’re not either," Scully pointed out.

"I’m not hungry," he admitted. He then made another admission. "I’m afraid, Scully."

"Of what?"

"Of everything. Of nothing. Of the bogeyman and the world ending. Of history repeating itself and not being able to find my sister before it’s too late. Of believing a lie and running off, only leaving you and William to God knows what."

"I don’t think Kersh is lying," Scully said. "I don’t know why. I have nothing to base this off of."

Mulder grinned at her. "You’re beginning to think like me, Scully."

"So you believe Kersh as well?"

He nodded. "But he’s wrong Scully. About leaving. Going into hiding like a coward. I’m not going to leave you and William alone."

Scully reached for a napkin. Dabbed her eyes. "But if you don’t go, Jerilyn doesn’t stand a chance."

"Scully, I can’t just go…"

"Mulder…" her voice cracked. "You can’t stay. Don’t you see? Everything you’ve been saying for the last nine years… everything that I fought so hard against believing in… is coming to pass. If you stay… not only is Jerilyn good as dead, but you put me and the baby at risk."

"Jesus, Scully. Why don’t you just kick me in the balls while you’re at it?"

"Mulder! Do you think I want you to go? Do you really think I want to raise William by myself? But I don’t see how we have a choice right now! And I’m NOT alone," she reminded him. "Agents Doggett and Reyes are here. And AD Skinner. And the Gunmen. And my mother’s here. Jerilyn is the one that’s alone Mulder. Not me."

Mulder put the necklace on the table. Rubbed his face. "Oh Christ, Scully…"

Scully got up and walked over to him. "Mulder," she whispered. "This is what you do. You chase bogeymen and stop the world from ending."

"But I had you to help me," he said plaintively.

Scully closed her eyes. She felt weak, hysterical. She wanted to drop to her knees, wrap her arms around his ankles and scream not to leave. She took several deep breaths and tried to regain some sense of control.

"Mulder… I… I’m still here," she finally said. "And it’s not like this is forever. Once you find Jerilyn, you’ll bring her back and… and… you’ll come back. You’ll be back," she whispered.

"And how much of William’s life will I have missed out on?" he said bitterly.

"How much of William’s life will you miss out on if you wait around to be killed," she finally snapped at him and instantly regretted it. "I’m sorry…"

"S’ok," he lied. His shoulders slumped. "But if I leave, it should be soon."

"How soon?" Scully hated herself for whimpering.

"A day. Two at most. To get my stuff packed up and take care of paperwork and things like that…" He swallowed and said thickly "I don’t think Jerilyn can wait much longer than that."

She nodded. Mulder pulled her to him and sat her on his lap. "Oh Scully," he whispered in her ear as she clung to him. "This isn’t the way I imagined my life at all…" He closed his eyes and felt her tears wetting his shirt and his tears dampening her hair.

***

Later…

Admiral Jeremy Bailey’s old house

Sedona, Arizona

He stretched out on the deck furniture and reached out for his sweaty glass of iced tea. He had always liked the Admiral’s house. He had snatched it up for mere pennies when the Starkweathers put the house on the market after the Admiral died. They could have gotten so much more out of it, but Jerilyn had wanted to be rid of it as soon as possible. Less memories to deal with.

He was more than happy to relieve her of that burden.

"Maybe I should retire here," he mused aloud as he put his glass down and reached for his constant pack of cigarettes.

"If you live long enough to retire," a husky soprano voice told him.

The Cancer Man whirled around in his chair and saw a slight, feminine figure standing in the shadows. "You!" he burst out. "How did you… how?"

"Don’t worry," she came out of the shadows. "I’m not Starkweather."

"Lilly," he breathed, lifting his cigarette to his lips. After lighting his smoke, he said "To what do I owe the pleasure of your presence? Curious to the whereabouts of Agent Starkweather?"

Lilly Stratford flipped her long red hair over her shoulder. She was unarmed. "How well you know me."

"Why should I disclose that information to you?"

"You’re right," Lilly said, walking closer to him. "You’re absolutely right. There is no reason for you to tell me where Starkweather is." Hovering over him, she took the cigarette out of his hand and put it in her own mouth.

She laid her hand on top of his. "Just like there’s no reason why I should allow you to live much longer."

Suddenly, he felt a searing, radiating pain throughout his entire body. He clutched his chest; he thought he was having a heart attack.

As quickly as it came, the pain was gone.


Except for a squeezing pressure in his chest.


"What," he gasped. "Did you do to me?"

"You forced Jeremiah Smith to heal you of your emphysema," Lilly said placidly, stepping away. "I gave it back to you."

"You can’t… that’s…"

"Not possible?" She arched an eyebrow. "You have no idea what is and what is not possible in this universe. In some respects, you’re just as naïve as your sons and daughter."

"You…" he gasped, but found it very difficult to breath.

"All you have to do to regain your health is to tell me where Agent Starkweather is. It’s that simple."

The Cancer Man, while holding his laboring chest with one hand, defiantly reached over for his Morleys and took one out of the pack. Coughing, he put it in his mouth and lit it up with his butane lighter.

Lilly shrugged. "Fine," she said. "Cut another hole in your throat to smoke. Choke on your own bodily fluids. Die a horrible, slow death. It matters not at all to me. But I’ll tell you what…"

Her smile was slow and deliberate.

"We’ll find her anyway."

***

Epilogue

Alone in his living room, he slipped a CD into his stereo, by recall, cueing the disk to the song he once ignored now had memorized. Tearless, he sat down in his chair, slowly, his ribs still hurting him. He reached for the bag from Target sitting on his coffee table. Slowly he pulled out two simple gold picture frames, 4X6s.

He reached for the envelope sitting next to the shopping bag. A gift, from Monica. Still, despite everything, all the horrors she had experienced these last few days, she was still thinking of him. How did she always know what he needed? Psychic? Or perceptive? Or just perpetually kind.

Gently, as if they were made of tissue paper, he pulled out three photographs.

The first picture was of them together. Starkweather and Doggett. Jerilyn and John. Jerilyn completely hamming it up for the camera, throwing her arms around him, smiling while he tried to duck from the all seeing eye of the camera lens. Jerilyn with her pouting spoiled brat smile, her flashing hazel eyes, her Rapunzel long golden hair… he made himself stop thinking about her glorious hair. It hurt to think of her lioness mane.

The second picture was of her with William. She was lying on the grass, oblivious to the grass stains. She was blowing bubbles for the boy, her beloved nephew. "Prince William" to her. She would die for that child and yet was terrified to become a mother to her own.

Maybe she was dying for that child as he looked at the picture.

He made himself stop thinking about that as well.

He put the first two photographs in the simple frames and painfully, got up and hobbled over to the entertainment center to place the frames next to a little plastic dinosaur toy she gave him when he was in the hospital recovering from the gunshot wound he received during their not-so-delightful stay at La Luna Blanca and a little toy car. A Matchbox version of Dale Earnhart Senior’s race car. She had bought him that car because she knew he loved racing… and that he was royally pissed off at her. He remembered the entire moment verbatim:

"You're still mad, aren't you?" she had whimpered, peeping at him from underneath a baseball cap.

He had stared out the window, tapping his pen against the files he was trying to read. "You..." he drawled slowly, "spent one thousand, four hundred, eighty-six dollars and twelve cents."

She had cringed. "You know... Scully told me not to start worrying about budget until we have to explain airfare to and from Antarctica…I said I was sorry," she had whimpered when he turned to glower at her. Then she had brightened. "Cheer up, Papa John. Just think, while I'll be sweating it out at a radio station and college dormitories, you get to live it up at the Sioux City Hilton… You could order room service on the Bureau's dime," she had said meekly. He remembered hearing her digging in the pocket of her windbreaker, cupping a clumsily wrapped package in her hand, turning back to him and turning on all her charm. "I bought you something. With my own money."

He remembered turning to her, growling. "What?" He then remembered her handing him her gift. He remembered unwrapping it, trying to control his excitement, trying to stay mad at her, and failing utterly. "Oh wow," he had said when he saw she had given him a Matchbox car- sized miniature of Dale Earnhart Senior's race car. "Aw, Starkweather, this was nice, you didn't have too."

"Still mad at me?"

He remembered his anger melting away as fast as a Sno-Cone left in the Sahara. He knew he could call up ten thousand different memories, just as poignant as that one. He knew that the memories are the only way he was going to get through this.

<<"As long I can have the good, I can handle the bad.">>

<<"You know, you don’t have to handle the bad by yourself.">>

<<I know, Papa John. That’s why you’re part of the good.">>

He looked at the third photograph.

Jerilyn alone, sitting on a rock, overlooking the Grand Canyon, completely unaware, staring off in the distance. Arms wrapped around her legs, chin on knees. Her long hair in a ponytail, blowing in the wind. Her hair… <<dear God, they sent me her hair in a box, her fucking **hair** in a box, are they gonna start sending her back to me in little pieces… stop it John… what was that line Doc always used when she started to freak out...?>>

<<"Get it together.">>

<<Okay John, and that’s just what you’re gonna do. You’re gonna get it together. And you’re gonna find her. Don’t think ‘bout the bad. Remember the good.>>


He took a breath and put the photograph in his wallet. That picture was for him alone. He took another deep breath. And closed his eyes. And vowed to himself that he would find her. No matter what. Nothing else matters.

All the while, Roy Orbison crooned:

"Darkness falls and she will take me

by the hand

Take me to some twilight land

Where all but love is gray

Where time just slips away

Without her as my guide

Night falls, I’m cast beneath her spell

Daylight comes, our heaven’s torn to hell

Am I left to burn

And burn eternally?

She’s a mystery to me

She’s a Mystery Girl

She’s a Mystery Girl

In the night of love, words tangled in

Her hair

Words soon disappear

A love so sharp it cuts like a switchblade

To my heart

She tears again my bleeding heart

I want to run, she’s pulling me apart

Fallen angel cries

Then I just melt away

She’s a mystery to me

She’s a Mystery Girl

She’s a Mystery Girl

She’s a Mystery Girl

Haunted by her side the darkness in

Her eyes

But that so enslaves me

If my love is blind then I don’t want to see

She’s a mystery to me

Night falls, I’m cast beneath her spell

Daylight comes, our heaven’s torn to hell

Am I left to burn

And burn eternally?

She’s a mystery to me…"

<<"Scully said to me once, that nothing good never really dies… Do you believe that??">>

<<"Yes>>

**To Be Continued…**

**Cue to Season Nine**

 

 

 

 

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