Title: Post Finale: Desperate Measures Authors: RPcrazy and Desertrats Category: STR Rating: NC-17 (explicit language, graphic sex scenes, F/F slash) Keywords: Doggett/Reyes, DRR, Romance/Smut, Post Finale, Adventure, Mytharc, Fun and Games.) Summary: Doggett and Reyes were on the run fearing for their lives. They'd seen the helicopters arrive and shoot missiles at the dwelling in the desert; they'd left Mulder and Scully heading off in the opposite direction. The X-Files had been shut down, their lives were most likely in danger and the fate of their colleagues hung in shadow. Returning to DC held too many uncertainties so they decided to make their way east to a new life, fighting the fight undercover with the help of new colleagues, until it was safe to come home. Notes: Desertrats has written the Reyes POV and RPcrazy wrote on behalf of Doggett. Candy is RPC's creation and Roxanne and Eric are DR's masterpieces. Chapter One Reyes: John looked back to see what way Mulder and Scully were heading. "We're definitely not going to follow them. And going back to D.C. is out of the question right now. Any suggestions?" John had both hands on the wheel as the Expedition bounced through the rough New Mexico dirt terrain. I had an idea, but wasn't sure it would work out. "You mean lay low for a while." I said. "Our lives are probably in just as much danger as theirs and I have this funny feeling we don't have jobs anymore since our office got trashed." There was this huge lump in my throat. I know what we did was the right thing; testifying on Mulder's behalf and warning him and Scully that they were in danger. My heart was still pumping in overdrive from confronting Rohrer and his unusual death since we weren't supposed to be able to kill these "super soldiers" or whatever they were. Everything John and I had worked so hard for, all of the evidence, everything that we have seen is gone. We have nothing but each other now. "There is a possibility," I started as I bit my thumbnail. "What?" "I might know someone in California. Lucerne Valley. He might be able to help us out. That is, if he is still there." My nerves were starting to show in my expressions. "Who?" We approached the highway and John turned onto the pavement heading out towards California. "I used to work with him in New York. He was a major computer hacker and one day he just up and left the FBI. Last time I heard he was in Lucerne Valley. Why there I will never know, it is pretty desolate. Rumor had it that he was dealing in fraudulent passports, credit cards; stuff like that. Apparently he thought crime paid better than the Bureau." "Sounds like a real charmer." John looked over to see the worry on my face. "I know what you're thinking and I am thinking the same thing. We're going to stick together no matter what Monica. I am not going to leave you." He placed his hand on my knee. The touch sent tingling sensations down to my toes. If we weren't in such a hurry to get the hell away from all of this I would have him stop the car right now. What the hell, we don't have to worry about that rule anymore. I unlatched my seatbelt and leaned up against him and dozed off as we drove down the highway. When I woke up it was pitch black out and we were still in the middle of nowhere. I rubbed my eyes and tried to focus on what was ahead of us. "Where are we?" I asked. I was still pretty groggy. "Glad you're awake. We're in Barstow on highway 247 heading towards this Lucerne Valley." Had I been asleep that long? John had this smile on his face that I had never seen before. I just wanted him to stop so I could feel his body all over. I don't know if it was fear fueling me right now or if it was just the adrenaline catching up to me. "Just go until you reach the 18 and you will see this dirt road on the other side of the highway. Just go straight." About twenty minutes later we were at the junction. John drove straight across and about seven miles up we came across this mobile home with five satellite dishes hanging off the eve pointing south. "This it?" John asked as he looked out the windshield. "How many shacks have this many dishes hanging off of the side of the house. This has got to be it." We both got out of the Expedition and approached the house with some caution. Fraud criminals can be a little touchy about Federal Agents. Especially if they have worked for the Bureau previously. Loud music blasted from one end of the house, so I went to that end. John went around to the other end. I tried to peak into the back window, but I was blinded by a motion sensitive flood light on the side of the house. I heard a shotgun blast come from the other side of the house and ran as fast as I could with my gun drawn. I came around to see a tall man with short blonde hair pointing a shotgun at John. "Down on your knees, white boy!" he yelled. I recognized the voice. We were at the right place. I pointed my gun at his head and cocked the hammer back so he could hear the clicking sound of it. "You get on your knees." I ordered him. The man set the rifle on the ground and raised his hands in the air. He slowly turned to face me. "Oh my God," he said, "You're kidding me, right?" The astonishing look on his face was priceless. "Monica, what the hell are you doing here? Have you any idea what time it is?" I put my gun back into its holster. "Actually, no. I just know it's dark outside and I am really in need of your help. What are you doing up?" " Chronic insomnia, what's your excuse? Who's this guy with you? He FBI, too?" He pointed at John. "John, this is Eric. Eric, John." Eric shook John's hand. I quickly checked to see if there was that weird spine on his neck. "What is it you guys need?" We walked into his tidy abode. "New identities. Credit cards. You name it." I said. "No way. I can't do it. I already have the Feds up my ass as it is, so I'm not sure I can do anything for you." I could tell he was making excuses. I looked into the hallway to see that there were two suitcases packed and ready. John leaned up against the door. " Plan on going somewhere? Let me put it to you this way: You don't give us what we want, I am going to get on the phone to the Los Angeles field office and have your ass put in jail. Where is it?" I started walking toward one of the back bedrooms where there were a couple of computers, a server, scanners, some cash laying on a desk, and a digital camera. "I could have all of this confiscated and you could be doing some serious time for making fake ID's." I grabbed my cell phone out of my back pocket. I just felt like being a bitch right now and no one was going to say no to me. ........................ "Okay, I'll do it. Christ. Why are you in such dire need of this stuff anyway?" Eric sat down at the desk and brought up his fake ID program. "You running from something? That's not like you." "It's a long story and I don't have time to explain it." John stated. "What I'd like to know is how a programmer like you goes from the FBI to fraud. I despise people like you." "John, he's all we have right now. We're not exactly on the right side ourselves." I told him as I leaned up against the door jam. "No, Mon, it's alright. It all comes down to a guy named Follmer. He had my ass set up to look like I was embezzling money from the FBI offices. Namely some bank accounts that belonged to organized crime. He got pissed off at me because I had an interest in his girlfriend at the time." John looked across at Monica. "Not to mention I knew about his problem with taking money from criminals, only I couldn't prove it. Funny how that works." He paused for a moment as he worked. "So now I do stuff like this. Requires some moving around to elude the FBI, but the money people pay me is much better than what the Bureau was paying me. It also comes with some regrets when you sell it to people like terrorists who attack this country. Just happened to sell a couple of passports and credit cards to some Al Quaeda members, so that it is why I need to get the hell out of here. What is strange is the FBI hasn't kept as close of an eye on me lately." John looked like he was going to fall over from lack of sleep. Eric looked back at both of us. "You might as well get some rest. This is going to take me a little while to see what I can give you to make it all look legit." I grabbed John by the front of his blue shirt and pulled him with me into the bedroom across the hall. I sat on the king-size bed and looked up at John: He had those worry lines creasing his forehead that I do not like seeing. "I don't trust that guy," John said under his breath. "He's trustworthy enough. He knows he owes me favor because he knows I could have had him locked up a long time ago. He actually let me know where he has been, so I think we are quite fortunate to have him on our side." I patted the comforter next to me to have John sit down. "I don't bite. You need to get some sleep, John." John sat down next to me and then lay down on his back. I was in such a need for a shower from sitting in that truck for the last couple of days. I looked over at John to ask if he wanted to join me, but he had dozed off already. I stripped down out of my clothes and went into the adjoining bathroom and turned on the shower as hot as it would go. I didn't bother asking Eric because I knew he would let me do anything despite the fact our close friendship had been neglected for the last few years. I stepped into the shower letting the hot water bounce off of my body. I washed my hair and just stood under the stream; it relaxed my preexisting tension so much. I felt a cool breeze wash across my back. I turned to see the shower curtain open slightly and John standing there with a serene look on his face. "Are you okay?" I asked softly. .................. He just stood there in admiration. "My God you are beautiful." He reached a hand in and rubbed my low back. I turned to face him, exposing my naked body for him to see. He placed both hands about my waist and leaned in to kiss me. I opened my mouth to taste him as his tongue pushed past mine in its desire. I put a hand on each side of his face, feeling the stubble from not shaving. I didn't care. I wanted him. His kiss was something to consume, sending hot flashes throughout my body. I pulled him in closer to me, getting his shirt caught in the shower's stream. The kiss got more passionate and I found myself removing John's shirt to expose his bare chest. He broke off the kiss for a moment to take off the rest of his clothes and joined me in the steaming hot shower. He grabbed my ass and pulled me into him. We stared into each other's eyes and then entwined into another passionate kiss. I could feel him getting hard for me which excited me even more. I could feel myself getting wet despite the water washing me down. He pressed into me, placing kisses down my neck to my collarbone. Tingles went to my feet turned into numbness the harder he pressed. "J-j-ohn," I could barely get his name out as I held onto him tightly, digging my nails into his back. Our mouths met again, tongues in passionate dance. I kissed his neck and moved my way down to his collarbone and chest, nibbling on each nipple, giving him goosebumps. My tongue chased down his abdomen and up again to his mouth that was open and ready for me. I could still taste the saltiness from sweating in the desert heat. I kissed him again and he wrapped his fingers through my wet hair pulling it ever so slightly. He let go and moved them to my ass and picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist, feeling him press up against me. Without any penetration he was giving me feeling of euphoria I had only dreamed of. I couldn't stop kissing him; he tasted so good to me and I know he felt the same about me. He tightened his hold on me, pressing into me even harder. I can't take this. I have to have him now. There was pounding in my pelvic bone that only he could cure and the tension in my stomach was becoming unbearable. John set me back down on my feet where I grabbed hold of his thick, hard erection. He gasped and looked deep into me with his baby blue eyes. "I want you," I whispered to him. ........................... Doggett: I'd wanted her for quite a while now but was waiting for the appropriate time. In my mind it wasn't right carrying on a sexual relationship while we were partners so that was holding me back. I knew she wanted me too, her face and gestures said it all. Maybe if she'd expressed herself to me verbally then that may have swayed my decision to break all the rules and go that step further. All the touches, caresses, handholding and smiles over the past years had built up a desire in me that had been overwhelming. While her head rested on me as we drove the long way to California it had given me a lot of time to think. Our situation had changed drastically in such a short time. When would we be able to go back home? We were probably in such grave danger that even using our credit cards or phoning home could put us in jeopardy. Even though what lay before us is unknown territory I am pleased that I'll be going through this with Monica at my side. When and if we can ever come home our relationship would have strengthened and maybe have taken a giant leap. My mind wandered to the possibilities. It felt good with Monica's head there taking comfort in my closeness. Monica was in the shower as I lay on the bed exhausted from the long drive. No matter how much sleepiness racked my body my mind went to her and how I wanted to see her naked body glistening and shiny from the hot beads of water running over her. She had tantalized me with her body ever since I saw her back in New York working on my son's case. It was after hours the day before we were to begin investigations and she'd decided to introduce herself first. She'd arrived at my door wearing a thin slightly transparent top that showed her black bra underneath and tight blue hipster jeans with holes in places I just had to stare at. She'd caught me a few times eyeing her butt and just smiled. Since then I'd been wondering what it would be like to see what was under those clothes. Now was the perfect opportunity to witness what I'd only imagined. Monica must have felt the rush of cold air across her back because she turned quickly to see my face in awe. Her body was even more beautiful than in my dreams. From her shapely shoulders down over her perfect breasts to her long legs had be dumbfounded until she stopped it all by pulling me into a blistering kiss. I didn't even notice that my clothes were getting wet until later. My hormones were certainly running wild with carnal desire for this woman. I took my clothes off at record pace when she'd indicated for me to step inside with her. There were now two totally bare bodies in the tiny shower kissing madly. With each passing moment my desire grew more between us. "I want you," she whispered in my ear. "I want you inside me John." Her voice was impassioned and her breath hot on my lips. I had to take stock for a moment while I adjusted to the throbbing in my loins. This was going to be tricky but doable. We didn't want to end up in one big soggy heap on the wet floor. "Arms around my neck Mon." She complied then my arms went under her knees to lift her up then I moved her over to rest her back on the shower wall. Monica was in a hurry because I felt her fingers around my aching dick guiding it to its hot, inviting destination. As I pushed into her delectable center she gave a small throaty groan and I looked at her face to see it colored a healthy pink and her eyes closed. "J-o-h-n," she growled sexily as I became a little more forceful. I'd wanted her and imagined doing just this to her for so long that it was difficult to hold back the urge just to shoot right inside her. We hadn't heard our names being called from the bedroom. "M-o-n," I found myself growl involuntarily. "Faster, faster please, ahhhhhh." Monica was yelling now. "Like this?" I was thrusting with strong, frequent movements now. We hadn't heard the bathroom door open. "Oh Jo-ohn, I'm co-ming." The bathroom was filled with a variety of sighs and groans and growls as we both came. I felt her throbbing all around me as she ran kisses on my shoulder that were almost turning into bites. This had been amazing. My blood was at boiling point from my exceptional orgasm and I almost felt I was going to drop her but held on with all my strength. "Ahhhhh." She let out a final sigh. "Keep holding me John, I can't stand yet." Then we heard the loud 'ahem' coming from the doorway and stood still and quiet wondering how we were going to explain ourselves. ..................... Reyes: I opened the shower curtain slightly to see Eric standing there with a Cheshire cat grin on his face. He had a digital camera in his hand and it was pointing directly at me. "Smile for the camera, Mon," he laughed as he took the shot. "On the orgy scale of one to ten that was definitely an eleven. Too bad I wasn't the one giving it." All of a sudden I went from feeling like a goddess to one inch tall. He just snapped a naked picture and who knows where it will end up. "Eric, you son of a bitch! I'm going to kill you!" I shouted. John stood back out of sight from him. I could tell he was restraining from reaching through the curtain and choking the asshole. "C'mon, Monica. I'm only joking. You guys were making so much noise it was knocking stuff off of the wall in my office. I just wanted to make sure he wasn't killing you or anything. I need to talk to you when you are done in there boinking each other's brains out, if that's alright with Loverboy- John." I looked over to John and he nodded his head in permission. I really didn't want to be more than an inch away from him. We had waited so long for this moment I wanted to savor its memory. I wanted him again even so shortly after this first orgasm. When I came I felt my soul leave my body and I wanted to feel that again. I put my arms around him and lay my head against his chest, feeling the heat of his body and the beating of his heart. "That was absolutely amazing, John. Why did we wait so long?" "I think we both know the answer to that question, Mon," he replied as he looked down at me, stroking my hair. "Rules kept us both from a lot. I thought about breaking them a lot of times, like the night of your accident. I wanted to kiss you so badly but the consequences scared me so much I wasn't sure if it was worth risking my career and yours." We both soaped up and finished our shower. I could still feel John's eyes caressing my body as I towel-dried myself off. He took the towel from me and dried my back using slow strokes. I could feel his breath bounce off of me sending shivers down my spine eliciting my arousal once more. If I didn't get dressed really soon I was going to have to go at it with him again. He dropped the towel at my feet and we stood staring in each other's eyes in the mirror's reflection. John wrapped his arms around my waist, fingers lightly touching my stomach as they went across. I could feel my temperature rise again and I was warm and wet with desire for this man. I know he could sense it; he could smell it like a dog looking for a bomb. I was ready to explode again with desire. He was taking in deep breaths in my hair and exhaling through his mouth blowing down my neck. "Something wrong?" he asked quietly. ........................ I could see my own sexual frustration surfacing in my expression. I leaned my head back against his chest and took in his scent. This man is a god. Right now he is the center of my universe and everything else is space dust in comparison. I exhaled through my mouth, blowing on his neck. I could see the goosebumps rise on his skin and he closed his eyes and tilted his head inwards towards me. I guided his hands down from my stomach to my wetness and licked his lips in conjunction. His fingers gently massaged me, rubbing the wetness from my center all around. I began to moan in my ecstasy and I could feel him become erect again. That was a pleasant surprise to me because I wasn't sure if he would be up for it again so soon. He turned me around to face him and buried his tongue in my mouth, tasting my every drop. His breathing became erratic, as was mine, as we entwined ourselves in our passion once more. Hopefully there won't be a camera waiting for us this time. I pushed him out of the bathroom and onto the bed where I straddled him. I kissed him as aggressively as I could, pressing harder and harder. John's hands took hold of my ass and his fingers danced up and down along my spine. He started biting my lower lip and I his. My soul is on fire and I am heaven bound on the wings of love. I pushed him down on his back and placed my hands on his pectoral muscles. My fingers dug into them sensing their hardness to my touch. My wet clit danced on the end of his hard cock and I could feel him wanting to push inside. I wanted control, but I could tell it was going to be a power struggle until we both came. I kissed his neck, brushing my teeth against his flesh as I moved down his chest and stomach licking and biting what flesh I went over. My lips lightly touched his hardness and he let out a sharp breath. My eyes told him I wanted him inside and I could read from his eyes that he wanted the same. I moved back up to kiss his mouth and he flipped me over so he was on top of me. He pressed his lips against mine in a hard kiss and he moved his way down my body doing the same thing to me as I just did to him. God it felt so good. I felt like we were both floating on air. The burning of desire in my stomach and the pounding in my pelvis was getting to the point of unbearable. John spread my arms out to each side, almost like a crucifixion pose and clasped his fingers tightly with mine. His full body weight was resting on me as he entered me slowly. My eyes rolled back into my head as I felt the warmth of him inside of me. He moaned quietly so that he would not grab Eric's attention again as he pumped up and down. I tried to push up to give some resistance and to try to push him back over, but he pushed back to keep me where I was. My back arched under him, my stomach pressing against his. Then for some reason he pulled out and I gave him a look of confusion. He smiled coyly at me as he went down on me, suckling and licking my clit. He released my hands and took hold of my hips to keep them down, my back arching upwards the harder he sucked. "John, oh my God..." I didn't have the power in my vocal cords to say anything else. I couldn't even scream the pleasure had me so choked up. He growled with his tongue in me and my body shuddered. He moved to the inside of my leg, biting and licking. He took me by the torso and rolled me over to my stomach and I barely had the strength to push myself up to all fours. I felt his knees in position next to mine and his hands grabbed the hair on the back of my head. It was obvious who won this battle; he entered me again and thrust himself inside as hard as he could. I tried to scoot away because the initial pressure was quite overtaking. He wouldn't let me get away and his grip on my hair firmed up, pulling me back into him and raising my head back toward him. ............................................ Doggett: After the shower I still had drive left in me. A spark had ignited my soul that I didn't know had existed until now. This woman once only of my dreams was now reality. We were touching skin on skin and I was actually drawing in her wonderful scent in real time. The shower sex had been amazing, more intense than I'd ever imagined but there was more in me to give Monica. She brought that out in me. Years of repressed sexual drive was bubbling at the surface of my being. As I watched her beautiful face in the mirror's reflection and her gazing back at me I felt a flood of renewed energy. Her pupils filled her whole alluring coffee eyes, her cherry lips stirred making kissing movements and I knew she wanted me again even so soon after our first release. Resting my head against hers I felt the softness of her cheek then I placed my hand on the rose-petal skin of her stomach. She guided my hand down to give me tactile proof that she wanted more. Knowing she was wet and hot for me was enough to know that I would be giving her what we both wanted very soon. It was my turn to give her physical evidence of my continued arousal by pressing into her body. Monica wanted to be in control but I wouldn't let her this time. I had power in me that needed freeing and now was the time. She was straddling me on the bed when I decided I wanted to find the best position to get the deepest penetration. I wanted her to engulf all of me. Whipping her over on her back first I lay letting my weight rest on her. She would feel my presence on her and in her. My tongue played in her mouth and my erection ground into her hips. "Yes John go deeper," Monica growled out my name and I could definitely respond to her request. I pulled out of her and thoroughly expected the look she had on her face but I quickly quelled the disappointment by rolling her over onto all fours and plunging into her opening once more. My body was so hot for hers that I didn't realize the force I was using. Deeper and deeper I went inside her. The more I pushed the louder her voice resounded around the room. Inflicting painful pleasure on her was all I could think about as I grabbed her hair like a horse's reins and rode her. "More John! Fu-ck!" Her head bent back then forward just like a galloping filly. Unlike the first time in the shower I could last longer now and took advantage of this by moving her around in different positions and feeling over her body with searching fingers for the places that made her sound out expletives and groan my name. The thought of Eric hearing all this was a numb thought at the back of my mind. I had an objective here and it was for Monica to feel the most amazing orgasm of her life. We had waited long enough to share each other's bodies and lives. "Roll over Mon." Trying not to extract my painfully swollen cock from her she rotated around to sit in my lap. Our faces were close and as the bed springs squeaked I kept pounding away inside her with unyielding force and kissed her mouth with equal resolve. Monica helped with her bouncing actions on my cock and every so often leant her head back and let me nibble her ears and run wet, hot kisses over her neck and shoulders. Moving her over to rest her back on the bed's headboard I lifted her nimble legs up over my shoulders and plunged in the deepest I had gone so far. "Monica," It was my turn to growl her name. Sweat covered both our bodies from the athletics of it all. Holding onto the headboard I pressed in hard and with each thrust she kissed my chest as it reached her mouth. Every second visit was a long lick with her tongue. She was licking me like an ice cream and fucking me like an insatiable whore and running painful scratches slowly down by back. The ecstasy and the agony were all worth it for the immense pleasure I was beginning to feel and knew that Monica was experiencing passion beyond words also with her earthy groans and her glazed over eyes and expression. I knew then how rumors of death from sex could be true. My blood was about to burst from my veins as I felt her begin to quiver under me just in time for me to ejaculate inside her. My cock pumped our every last drop I could muster as I felt the remnants of her orgasm in her throbbing chasm. "Don't ever let me go John." Her breasts heaved outwards and I bent down to take one last taste of her nipples, for now. Moving up to her mouth we sealed off our amazing lovemaking, no, fuck session, with a sensuous, slow kiss. My fingers ran through her hair and I pulled her in closer. We were both spent but we still had some lust for each other to make the kiss long and deliberate. They heard clapping in the room with them. "You two, I wanted to talk to you after your shower remember?" Monica quickly grabbed the sheet to cover herself. I just turned in the direction of the unwelcome interruption. "How long have you been there you son of a bitch?" I tried to make my voice sound as annoyed as I really was. "Oh long enough to know that you two should make a movie together. There's good money in the porn industry nowadays." He absently or was that deliberately held up something in his hands. "What do you have there Eric?" I stated. "What does it look like? It's a digital video camera. Wanna take a look?" Eric's voice almost teased. "You videotaped us? You caught all this on tape?" It was Monica's turn to question with incomprehension. "Look guys I'll give you a copy okay? Think about it, you need money and money fast. I have a way to get some for you now but you'll have to think how you're gonna live. You two are great in bed and you both have sexy bodies, you'd make a fortune." "You bastard, we want that tape, no copies. Got it?" "Whatever you say. If you're going to be doing that all night I think I'll either have to get earplugs or get myself a woman fast." He chuckled as he went to make an exit. He looked back briefly. "I need to take some mug shots of you two for your 'documents'. Meet me in five okay? If you can walk." Eric thought that was a huge joke as they heard laughter all the way to the other end of the house. ........................... Reyes We both got up out of the bed slowly. I could barely feel my legs from the extracurricular activities we had just done and I was so exhausted from it all I just wanted to sleep. John grabbed his clothes from the bathroom and I snooped into Eric's dresser to see if he had any shirts and he did. I put on a black Budweiser shirt that went down to my knees. I figured that was good enough until we were ready to leave to wherever we were going to go. I was seeing spots before my eyes, either from sex or lack of sleep or both. John and I walked down the hall to Eric's computer office where Eric had my naked picture from the bathroom on his laptop desktop. I rolled my eyes and couldn't help but grin slightly when I thought about it. We used to play pranks on each other back in New York before Brad came into the picture of my life. I just didn't want John to be freaking out over this guy because right now he was our only hope at hiding and hiding well. I sat down in a chair next to Eric and John stood in the doorway. Eric was smoking a cigarette with a big grin on his face. "What are you so happy about?" I asked him. "Each time I run into you you're taken. You can make any guy go insane, don't you know that?" He took a drag off of the cigarette. "I thought you quit." I told him. "I did until you showed up." I looked at his desk and noticed several Red Bull cans littering the work area. No wonder the guy didn't sleep. "Now, what I needed you two lovebirds for is I need to take a mug shot for your new ID's, so if you will indulge me John." Eric gestured to the digital camera sitting behind me and John went and stood before it. Eric snapped his shot and saved the image in his computer and then it was my turn for the same. Eric then had two California driver licenses in which he started peeling off the top layer of film. "And they said these new licenses couldn't be tampered with. You have no idea how many of these things I have done. That's all I needed from you guys for now. You can proceed with your sex-fest if you like." "I'm going to go to bed." John mumbled as he walked back toward the bedroom. "Coming Monica?" "In a minute John." I called back. John came back into the room and planted a wet kiss on my lips for Eric to see. He was getting possessive already and I liked it. I felt like a slave for John's love and that isn't going to change anytime soon. John glanced over at Eric with a look of "keep your hands off of my woman" and walked out. "What's on your mind?" Eric asked as he worked. "I was going to ask you the same. Why are you helping us?" "I do it for you, Mon. The FBI can be very unforgiving when you discover things that are supposed to be kept a secret. I do it because deep down I love you even though there will never be a chance. You never ratted me out even though you should have. I can never say no to you and neither can another part of me. There are a few things I need to know." "And what is that?" "Do you love him?" Eric's green eyes looked deep into mine. "Yes. I loved him even when I was with Brad, but the timing was never right. What is your other question?" I didn't feel like discussing my new love life with him. "I figured as much. He doesn't like me, I can tell. That's okay. Brad Follmer didn't like me, either. How much trouble are you in exactly? I need to know how far to go with this." I sat back into my chair and watched him do his thing and explained what John and I had gone through: The conspiracy, Mulder's trial, the fight to keep it all a secret, our office getting trashed, evidence that disappeared and the super soldiers that were invincible. Eric listened with a stunned look on his face and his mouth dropped open slightly. He mouthed the word "fuck" a few times throughout the conversation. "So they could be looking for you right now." I could tell that he was worried. "We aren't sure, that's the thing. We just know that by going back would be a bad idea." "Alright. I'll give you my truck to take. I have a plan, but you need your rest. I'll discuss it with you both in the morning. I just need to get this all done." Eric popped open another can of Red Bull. When I stood up I saw a trial pack of Viagra next to his laptop. "Want it?" he asked. "What are you doing with that?" I had to tease him since he's already two up on us. "I was popping this one girl who was a nurse at my doctor's office and she was able to get one of these samples and I tried it once. I will never do it again." "What happened?" "I could not get rid of my hard on no matter what I did. Do you know how painful it is to be walking around all day with a stiff dick and you can't do anything about it? No wonder guys were dropping dead of heart attacks using this stuff. My blood pressure elevated so much I thought I was going to suffer the same fate. Kind of the same feeling I get each time I see you and can't do anything about it." Eric laughed. "Good night, dear." I went back into the bedroom where John had stripped himself naked and lay on the bed. It was a beautiful sight. I wanted to take him again, but I was so tired I think I could have fallen asleep in the middle of the sexual act itself. My muscles felt so weak and spaghetti-like I flopped myself down next to John. He helped me off with my shirt exposing my breasts to him. He caressed me with his eyes and his hands followed. I let out a deep breath from his light touches and then returned the gesture. I rested my head on his chest and drifted off into sleep to the sound of the heart beating in his chest. ................................. Chapter Two Reyes: I woke to the bright sunlight hitting my face. I shielded my eyes with my hand to see that Eric had no blinds in his room. My shifting disturbed John and he woke up, too. "Good morning beautiful," he whispered to me as he pulled me down to him. He was erect again with a morning hard on. I kissed him deeply to stimulate the blood flow a little more. He moved his hands down to my ass and pressed into me as we kissed. I broke away for a moment so I could speak. "We need to get dressed. We need to get out of here." I told him as I began to stand up. "We'll have plenty of time for more." I gave him a seductive look that teased his innermost being and then put my three day old clothes back on. John did the same and we both walked out of the bedroom running into Eric in the hallway with two cans of Red Bull in his hands. "Thought you guys might need some wake up juice. It's an acquired taste, but it works wonders. Red Bull gives you wings." Eric chuckled as he went back into his office. "You guys coming or what?" We followed him in and he had ID's, cash, and other documentation sitting on his desk. Eric sat down and faced us both. I noticed that his laptop was gone. "Okay, here's the deal. The reason my suitcases were packed was because I was going to make a little business trip to Las Vegas to pick up some documents and such to build some fake identities. Now that you're here, I have decided not to do that. Vegas is the perfect spot to make easy money. The FBI has been trying to find me and I had this feeling that they might snatch me while I am there, so you guys can go instead. I am going to give you my truck and I will take yours. Here are your new identifications, credit cards, social security cards, and birth certificates if you need them. And here is about four thousand in cash I had saved up for the trip which is now yours." "How did you do this?" I asked him. "Don't ask. You don't want to be found, so I went the full monty and gave you both completely new identities. Now your credit cards are legit. I got them set up at a PO box in Victorville, but when you get to Vegas call the bank and give them your new address. The cash, well, that came from cash advances off of stolen credit cards. Lucky for the both of you I was able to keep your first names and just change the last names. John DiSalvo and Monica Rossi. And one more thing..." Eric paused as he took in a deep breath through his nose. "You might want to get some new clothes because both of you smell ripe." Eric stood up and gave us both our ID cards and the rest of our documentation. "I've changed the identifications of a lot of criminals that the FBI still hasn't found. I think I can do the same with the two of you." I looked up at Eric who towered over me. "Eric, I don't know what to say..." "Don't say anything. We'll see each other again." Eric reached into his desk drawer and pulled out a box of ammunition. "If you're as paranoid as I am, you might want something to reload your weapons with." John took the box from him. "If I was still in my right mind you would be up on so many charges of fraud and theft it wouldn't be funny." John stated. "Yeah, but you're not and in your case it's a perk." Eric walked out of the office and we followed him outside to the back of the house where the garage was. Eric opened the garage door where there was a lifted black F- 150 extra cab with tinted windows. Eric gave John the keys to the truck and John gave Eric the keys to the Expedition. "You take care of her." Eric and John exchanged looks. It reminded me of a mating ritual between two bucks competing for a doe. Eric turned his back to John and faced me. He cupped my face with his hands and kissed me on the forehead. "Vaya con dios." He whispered in my ear. "What are you going to do?" I whispered back. "Going to go fuck with the FBI. I am going back to DC. If you need me for anything, here's my pager number." He slipped a piece of paper into my hand. "Tape, asshole." John yelled. "It's in the truck." Eric smiled at me and I got into the truck with John. I looked behind the seat and saw a floppy disc, a tape and a laptop computer. I smiled and shook my head as we went down the dirt road and back onto the blacktop heading for Las Vegas. ..................... Doggett: Looking over to my peacefully dozing partner leaning her head against the window in the passenger seat I smiled remembering back to the events of the last few days with her by my side. My mind centered on the more pleasurable parts, the previous night and the feel of her body contoured against mine. The way her hands moved unknowingly over me in her sleep and her soft breathing on my chest made it difficult for me to get the sleep I needed. My mouth opened a little as I felt her lips press into me and her tongue running along my teeth. Her arms were around my neck as she tilted her head and plunged in deeper. Her breasts were against my chest and... Almost running off the road for a moment I had to shake my head to clear it of all this erotica. I looked over and noticed that Monica was unaware of my distraction. We'd been traveling for a few hours now so it had also given me time to think a bit about our future. The previous morning I'd had no idea we would be in this situation of being on the run and heading for Vegas. If it was only up to me I'd be back in DC trying to make some sense of all this crap but circumstances were different. If it was only up to me we'd probably both be dead now. At least we were alive and I had Monica with me. Her cool head and her devoted support made me a little more confident that all would work out and we'd be able to get back home in no time. "Hmmmm," Monica stretched and yawned. "What's the time?" "Eleven." "I didn't realize I was so tired. The sleep last night was wonderful." She leaned across a little and lowered her voice. "John, you were wonderful." I suddenly felt a rush of pleasure through my core at her words. How did she do that to me? Even her words could get me aroused. "Monica, it takes two you know." She chuckled a little. "Well it's certainly not as enjoyable with one and for the past years that seems to be all I've had." "What about Brad?" I found myself asking but not really wanting an answer. I felt her eyes watching me from the side gauging my true motives. Her incite into my thoughts was uncanny. "Do you really want to know John?" "No." I snorted. Her silence told me she probably didn't want to talk about him anyway. She reached into the back seat and retrieved the laptop, the floppy disc and the videotape. "Whatcha doin'?" I was curious. "Oh, I've been thinking ever since our long drive here about how we're going to make some money in Vegas. What Eric has given us will go quickly and we don't know how long we'll be in this situation." "No gambling Mon." "John, I'm not that silly. There are other ways." She fingered the videotape and looked pensive. "So you didn't hit it off too well with Eric." "That smart ass, son of a bitch? No! What did you ever see in him Mon?" "Oh, he's just a character, ever since I've known him he's been someone who could make me laugh. I suppose I like the intellectual side of him too. He did help us at our time of need, you have to give him that one." I nodded. That was true and I knew we owed him one if we ever saw him again. Monica booted up the laptop and when complete started punching the keyboard. "So you hooked on Hearts too?" I laughed at my joke. "No, just thought I'd set us up a Hotmail email account. It may be a way to keep in touch with Eric. I don't know about you but I'm dying to find out what he's going to be doing in DC." I couldn't see that criminal Eric lasting long before he was caught and incarcerated but I didn't want to dull her optimism. Once again she fingered the videotape. "So you're curious too?" "Hmmm," she grinned. "You have to admit I've always had a secret fantasy of being videotaped during sex then watching it back with my lover. John, from what we did last night, this is going to be one hot tape." I heard her deep intake of breath and knew she was feeling the same arousal I was, imagining our bodies locked again in fucking hot, sweaty sex. "John, I've had an idea I want to run by you." "Yes? An idea about making some money?" "We have Internet access, I reckon we should make copies of this and sell it online." ................................. "So what were you thinking about while I was napping?" Monica's eyes stayed focused on the road. It was then her turn to drive after we'd stopped for lunch at a roadside diner. "Oh this and that." I didn't want to say that I was imagining us kissing passionately and the extraordinary sex we'd had the previous night. "Did you think about me?" "Maybe," I smiled and felt that look again as though she was reading my soul. "Well, it's hard not to dwell on something that profound. It was very good John and I want more." "You'll get more, don't worry about that. When we get a place in Vegas, as soon as we hit the bed I'll be all over you. I'll feel over every inch of you then fuck you so hard you won't be able to walk for a week." I laughed my mischievous throaty laugh. It was then that I saw the most evil look come across her face. "I've just been imagining how we could make money using our *assets*." "Assets? Apart from your hair-brained idea of selling copies of us having sex?" "It's not hair-brained. John, if we get desperate we may need to do just that." I just shook my head hoping we'd never be in that serious enough situation. "So what's on your mind now?" "Phone sex." She said straight-faced and I almost hit the roof. "You're kidding me! You've been toying with the idea of making some guy come over the phone?" "No you John." She looked over to me to see my shocked expression. That mischievous look came back again. "I bet you could make me come just by talking to me with that voice of yours." "You do?" I had in the past talked dirty over the phone to girlfriends but I never thought they'd actually be that turned on. "Go on, make me come and I'll drive the rest of the way to Vegas and let you rest." That was an offer too good to refuse. I unlatched my seatbelt and moved over near her so I'd be able to be close to her ear. "Tell me what you're going to do to me in Vegas John." "We're on our way back to the hotel after having a few drinks and a meal. I'm walking you along the pavement and a sudden urge comes over me to kiss you. We get cheers from the onlookers as I pin you against a wall and rub my body into you." I made sure I talked in a low, quiet voice into her ear and I waited for signs that she was becoming aroused. "I whisper to you that I'm going to fuck you hard when we get back to the hotel, I'm going to pound you mercilessly right after I explore your body inch by inch with my tongue. I give you a deep, scorching, enduring kiss and grind my crotch into you until I know that you're hot and wet for me. I want to take you then, just strip you bare in front of every one and skewer you with my stiff cock until you are screaming my name." It was working, I could almost see Monica's pulse running overtime in her neck. Her chest heaved. "I don't know if I'm going to able to drive much longer, really I mean it." "Shhh," I said softly and in a low rumble I continued. "When I think that we're just about to do just that and strip bare even with the sea of faces, I take your hand and we run together back to the hotel and our bed. Behind us we're oblivious to the cheers of the onlookers. "In the elevator on the way up to our floor I once again engulf you but this time my hands move to private places. I hook my fingers on the hem of your skirt and pull it up as I kiss you, our mouths both accepting avidly the exchange of juices. My fingers feel your thighs as I slowly lift the hem. I can already feel the heat coming from between your legs and know that I could easily just fuck you there and then. All I want is to feel your muscles around my dick and hear your whimpers as I lavish my sexual attention to your body." Monica was suitably aroused as the car began to speed up. I just had to add more. "My fingers feel the wetness through your panties as I push the fabric and even feel your erect clit. You writhe on my fingers and I have to hold you up against the elevator wall before you fall. You've all but told me with your body language that you want me to go further. I take down your panties and shove them in my pocket. Your legs spread to accommodate my fingers as they make their way back to rub your clit. I know I can put more pressure on it now and I'm rubbing hard and in long strokes." There were tears in Monica's eyes then and her face was almost crimson, her neck muscles tensed. I knew she was on the brink but it was her call if we stopped or not. I was going to win this bet. "A finger searches for your opening and finds it easily, slipping inside. You are so wet for me that one finger is not enough to stimulate you so it's joined by two, then three. You ride my fingers rubbing your back up and down the elevator wall. It doesn't matter now if anyone gets on the elevator you just want to come. Your breath escapes through slightly parted lips." I wonder what she's actually thinking. Even with the words coming from my mouth I am as hard as a rock. Is she actually imagining what I'm telling her we're doing or something else? "J-ohn." I'm inwardly sniggering knowing that this has all been working. "I'm so close." "Want to pull over Mon, before we have an accident?" Without words she found a suitable place at the roadside and pulled on the brakes. We're both thankful for the tinted windows because as we scrambled over to the back seat we were taking off our clothes as we went. We were once again totally bare, kissing and devouring each other's bodies as though there'd never be more. She opened her legs wide for me and linked ankles with mine. I knew we needed not go through any other foreplay. The end of my dick felt fiery heat even before I touched her. I moved it over her clit and it felt like lava dripping. Our mouths were devouring each other and Monica produced growls and groans like I'd never heard before. She was as hot for me as I for her. "Just do it John, fuck me hard." Well the way I forced myself in her and continued to hammer away must have been visible from the road. The vehicle would have been rocking wildly but neither of us cared. "I'm nearly there," she panted breathlessly. After three more throaty groans I felt her torrent and knew she'd come for me. I became faster with my movements as I felt my blood pressure build and then I let it all out inside her. Even as I was gushing I felt her still quivering below me. She's had a huge orgasm maybe even one to rival mine. The windows were fogged and all we could hear was our mutual breathing as we regained control of our senses. "Oh my god John. That was even better than the other times." She kissed me again in thanks. "I know." I simply said into her ear and kissed her cheek and nuzzled her ear. For ages we just lay there in post coital haze. If it wasn't that we needed to get to our destination that day we could have just stayed like that forever, two naked compatible bodies just immersing themselves in sex and each other. "So you believe me now John?" "Believe what?" "That you could make some money off phone sex." "Phone sex," I repeated. "Just like selling our porn tape to make money I don't think we'll get that desperate Mon." I could see that Monica was serious about all this and it planted a seed in my mind that would possibly need to be retrieved later. ................. Reyes: I could tell John was thinking about what I had said about selling our tape. He was still above me panting from our 'rest stop' and I too had a hard time catching my breath. I looked deep into John's eyes and I could practically see the future. God how I wanted him back in New York and I could tell then he had an interest but there was that one hurdle in the way every time I tried to get to him. He looked deep into my eyes and it felt like he was trying to read into my soul. "Whatcha thinking?" he asked as he came down for a light kiss. "About a lot of you," I replied with a playful grin. "Just wait until we get to Vegas. You think I am in trouble...think again." I had thoughts of using some of my Yoga exercises in our sexual acts. When I am warmed up I can be so flexible it would blow his mind. I licked John's lip to tease him a little and we both let out some giggles. "Then what are we waiting for? We are almost there." John said as he got up and started dressing himself. "I'll drive the rest of the way. Somehow I don't think you can handle it." I put my clothes back on and crawled back into the front seat. "And you can?" I teased. "We'll see about that." I can get him to the brink. Nothing like a blowjob doing 90 down the highway. We drove for another hour. I decided to see what Eric had in the CD player if anything, so I turned on the radio. The word 'Prince' came up on the LCD and it was the song 'Gett Off:' 'Naw, little cutie I ain't drinkin' but scope this: U + me, what a ride-if U was thinkin' the same we could continue outside/Lay your pretty body against a parkin' meter/Slip yo' dress down like I was strippin' a Peter Paul's Almond Joy/ Lemme show U baby I'm a talented boy/Everybody grab a body, pump it like U want somebody, GETT OFF' Not only did this truck have a hell of a sound system, I had to turn it off because those lyrics just made my heart flutter and my pulse racy. I could see John and I against a parking meter just fucking until the damned thing keeled over from our weight pushing against it. Take a deep breath, Mon. Control yourself....... "You didn't like the song?" John teased. He knew the lyrics got to me. His face was a little flushed and I could tell he was thinking the same thing. Control? It just got sucked out of the window. I grabbed the inside of his thigh and my fingers wandered in toward his crotch. He shot a quick glance over to me with the "again' expression shooting from his eyes. I gave him my playful, evil grin as I started to unzip his jeans and play with his balls. John's arms locked straight and his knuckles turned white from his tension on the steering wheel. "Do you want me to pull over again?" He was almost grunting the words as I massaged him harder. I shook my head. "Nope." My lips went over his ready erection. John gasped. "This is not fair, Mon. Let...me...stop..." "No, John. No stopping." I went up and down and licked the head with my teeth barely touching. I looked up to see John's head tilted back as he struggled to keep his eyes on the road. I sucked harder and harder each time coming up and I massaged his balls until they were spasming. I could feel him swelling up to a climax and I slowed down a little. "Ooooohhhh God, Monica.....harder...faster...I'm soooooo...." He shot off into my mouth and swallowed every last drop I could. The windows were steaming up again and John's shirt was soaking with sweat. His labored breathing started to come back to normal. I zipped him back up and sat back up into my seat. We were entering the outskirts of Vegas, the Luxor and Mandalay Bay hotels the first ones I saw. ............................. "Which hotel?" John asked as he looked over to me. "How about the Hard Rock Hotel? It's off of the strip a little and I heard they had this great Mexican place called the Pink Taco." John laughed. "The Pink Taco? That's not suggestive, is it?" "You have seen a lot of it in the last 36 hours..." I mumbled. "Want me to drive?" John pulled off to the side of the highway and we swapped spots. I pulled back onto the freeway and I got off on Flamingo Road, heading to Paradise Road. I couldn't miss it: Two very tall neon guitars on the side of the road told me we were getting pretty close. The Hard Rock Caf was on the corner and the Hotel was a little set in off of the road. I parked Eric's truck and we both got out and walked through the glass doors with gold push bars on the front. Purple limos were parked in the valet parking with a few cabs parked behind them. The place was pretty amazing, almost like the Hard Rock Caf itself with music memorabilia hanging on the walls. The casino area was round and in the center and shops and restaurants on the outside edge. We walked in and saw Prince's Purple Rain suit and his cloud guitar in a glass case. We walked around the outside edge walkway until we got to the reservations desk. We didn't have any reservations, but we were hoping we could still get something since it wasn't a weekend. "You're in luck," the gentleman said, "we have one standard room on the tenth floor that views the strip." "We'll take it," John said as he whipped out some cash. He paid for the room and we got our keys. We made our way back toward the entrance when we found the elevators in a hall that led to the Blue Pool and the Joint box office. John pushed the 'up' button on the elevator keypad and we waited a few seconds when the doors opened. We stepped inside and we both that we were alone. Perfect. I slammed John against the wall and empowered a long, passionate kiss on his lips. His lips parted and I slipped my tongue into his mouth to taste him. I bit his chin and then his lip, pressing my body firmly into his. God I was getting hot again. I could feel wetness pouring from my center as my hands went down to John's dick, rubbing frantically as the elevator rode up floor by floor. I wanted to fuck him in this elevator. I didn't care if anyone saw us like this. John wrapped his fingers in my hair, tugging and pulling. I love it when he does that: I love his power over me. It is something I have never truly experienced with someone I love. It was getting harder and harder to breath in this elevator; I think we had used up all of the available oxygen in the compartment. For some odd reason that was exciting me even more. The elevator bell rang and all motion stopped. The doors opened and there were two guys waiting in the hall. The saw us both and started laughing. Somehow I managed to unzip John's jeans again and my blouse was unbuttoned almost the whole way down. Not to mention my hair must have been a mess... We gracefully stepped out and let the strangers in as we buttoned ourselves back up. "What room are we in?" I asked in between breaths. "1025." He replied. We walked down to the end of the hall to our room and John opened the door. Hall closet, bathroom, TV, dresser, nightstands with the usual complimentary Bible and phone book, and the free paper with pens. The view was great; we could see the whole strip. I closed the door behind us and flopped onto the bed. The exhaustion was starting to catch up with me; I knew we still needed to get some fresh clothes sometime today or tonight, but I knew we both had some bite left that needed taken care of. "Let's go, Mon. No time for sleep yet." "What?" I was half conscious at this point from our travel. "We need to get some clothes and other necessities. I don't know about you, but my clothes can walk around by themselves at this point. Give me your hands." He extended his hands down to me and I grabbed them to pull myself up to my feet. "We have unfinished business, you know." I snickered. "I haven't forgotten," John smiled back. We left our hotel room and headed back for the truck. ........................................................................ We went back to the Flamingo and ultimately found a shopping mall. John and I agreed to split up to make it all go a little faster, so it gave me a chance to pick up some thong underwear, string bikini, some cheap make- up, and clothes that didn't smell bad.....And something that will drive John wild a little later. We met back at the entrance of the mall and John was sitting at a bench. "What did you get?" I asked as I fumbled with all of my shopping bags. "Jesus, what the hell did you get? Did you wipe us out or what?" He started to give an evil look. "No, but you will appreciate it later," I teased. "Where's your stuff?" "In the truck. While you were still in shop-mode I went across the way and got some toiletries like shampoo, razors, and toothbrushes. Is that OK?" Wow, he beat me to it. I blinked in astonishment. "Um, yeah, that's great. So what now?" "Let's get the hell back to our rooms so we can shower and feel human again." He stood up and opened the door for me and we walked back to the truck. We both hopped in and headed back to the Hard Rock. ................................................... We got back to our room without exposing ourselves in the elevator. I still want to do him in something like that. Wrap my legs around him and squeeze with all of my might as he pounds harder and harder into me- "Coming Monica?" John called from the bathroom. Oh shit, was I just-I was. God, it was starting again. Control. Control yourself Monica...Fuck, I couldn't help it. It's some new law of physics...law of attraction...Throbbing...in my temples and my loins simultaneously...breathe, you can do it. "Monica?" John came out of the bathroom as I sat on the edge of the bed holding my breath and my eyes watering. "Are you alright?" I let a long, forced breath out of pursed lips. "Um, yeah. I-I'm okay." He was standing in his underwear with shaving foam on his face. I got up and started taking off my clothes as John started to shave at the sink. I got down to my bra and underwear and then I just decided that he needed my help shaving. I placed my hand on his back and my fingers lightly danced from his shoulder blade down to the small of his back. He stopped for a moment and looked at me through the mirror's reflection. I stepped in front of him so that I was leaning back into the bathroom counter top and I took the razor from him. I hopped up on the sink top and pulled John in close to me with my legs. I squeezed him lightly just to let him know I wanted him close. I could see him grin under the shaving foam as we were face to face looking into each other's eyes. I could feel the chemistry in those few inches apart. I could feel his breath lightly hitting my face as I started to shave his cheek down to his chin. He tilted his head for me and I shaved off the stubble on his throat. While doing this, he pressed into me, pushing hard on my pubic bone. I could feel his heat penetrate through my panties and I had to blink several times to hold my concentration so I wouldn't inadvertently cut him. He placed his hands on my bare thighs and started to squeeze them hard. I could hear my breaths become louder and louder the more the tension became. God...Oh God oh God oh God! How does he do it? I felt perspiration beading up on my forehead and between my breasts. Slowly and carefully I finished him up and set the razor down on the counter. "Something the matter?" he whispered millimeters from my lips. "You look a little heated." He was tilting his head from one side to the other and grinding his crotch into mine. The beads of sweat were rolling down from between my breasts to my navel, giving me a little chill down my spine. I cupped his smooth face with my hands and pressed my lips onto his. What shaving foam was left on him was now on me as our tongues wrestled for control. John hands went from my thighs around to my back, massaging and digging into my flesh. They eventually moved around to the front of me and squeezed my ribs just below my breasts, forcing all air from my lungs. My feet started to tingle and my legs were losing their tight hold around his waist. I was slowly turning into jelly. "God I love you," he growled in between kisses. I went numb from his profoundness. "I love you, too." My hands wandered through his hair and I grabbed just enough to pull a little. John's fingers danced back around to the front of me, moving from my navel up to my bra where he two-fingered it off of me and onto the floor. He made circles around my breasts with his fingers and took a nipple into his mouth, biting it and then licking it...repeating and repeating. I could hear my heart pounding in my head along with the throbbing throughout my body. Wetness filled my panties to the point of showing through the material- obviously showing. I couldn't take this anymore...I forced him into my chest and he bit my nipple hard, but the pain elicited more arousal. He moved to the other one and did the same thing. His index fingers move down to my underwear, and with one looped on each side he slid them down my legs and onto the floor. He turned from me and turned the shower on. SHIT! "Why did you stop?" I panted. My eyes were tearing up again and I could feel all of the blood vessels protrude from my neck. John was sweating, too. "First thing's first, Mon." He points to the shower. "Oh, all right!" I whined as I stepped inside the steaming water. He got me to the point of no return and he stopped...All of a sudden I feel a little dizzy, but I regain my balance. When did we eat last??? We soaped up and washed our hair, I shaved my legs and armpits, which desperately needed it. I rinsed off and I leaned down to turn off the water. I felt John's fingers feel down my hips and through my curls to my swollen clit. He stood me back up and I leaned into him, my head resting against his chest. I could feel his erect dick getting harder as he pressed it into my back. He reached around me and shut off the water. I closed my eyes in frustration and felt like elbowing him for stopping again. I was so aroused my clit was having spasms. We got out and toweled off. After I was done, John picked me up and set me back on the bathroom counter. I wasn't sure what he was up to. "If you're just going to stop again, don't go there." I peered into him. He smiled coyly. "I'm going somewhere I think Brad has never gone." He picked up the can of shaving foam and sprayed some onto his palm. "Open your legs." My chin tucked down and I stared at him. "You're serious? But-" Before I could continue he stuck his tongue in my mouth and I spread my legs for him. He applied the cream to my curls gently and took the razor and slowly shaved away everything but a small strip above my labia. I held my breath as I watched him use slow stroking movements with the razor. When he was done he took a wet washcloth and wiped me down and I gasped from his touches. He pressed his lips against mine once more, controlling the game. His hands lightly feathered the sides of my breasts, down my sides and then to my swollen, wet center. His fingers probed the hot wetness pouring from my soul. "Oh God, John." I panted. "You like that?" He gazed into my bloodshot eyes as I tilted my head back in ecstasy. He pushed two fingers into my center and moved them around in circular motions. I could feel him lightly hitting my G-spot the further he pushed in. My body started to convulse on the counter as I was approaching an orgasm fast. Three fingers. My God how does he do it? My whimpers were turning to loud moans. John watched my reactions as his fingers slid in and out of me. "Are you getting close?" I nodded and he stopped what he was doing and picked me up. He took me to the bed and set me down on my back. I opened up to him and he came down onto me with his full weight. He took his hard cock and teased my wet center with up and down strokes. My body tried to slither underneath him but he had me pinned down. He entered me hard with a forceful push into my hips. My back arched up forcing my breasts up to him. My head bent backwards but John kept a lip lock on me as he went up and down. We were both sweating profusely despite the air conditioning, animalistic sounds coming from both of us growing louder. It was coming. I could feel it. The pressure...it was going to my head..."Oh, fuck me hard JOOOOOHHHNNNNN!" I could feel him swelling and I could tell he just wanted to come from watching my expressions. My orgasm forced my body to shudder as the orgasm climbed and it seemed to stay up for several minutes. I tore into the flesh on John's back as I screamed at the top of my lungs. It wasn't painful; I just couldn't describe it because it felt sooooo good. I could tell I was clamped around his dick pretty hard and my body just wouldn't let up. I could barely breath and my eyes started to fall back. I think I started to hyperventilate as the orgasm slowly came down and John came inside of me when my body started releasing its death grip around his dick. I felt paralyzed from the whole experience. I couldn't move. I just lay flat on my back as John slipped out of me and flopped to my side. He whispered something to me that I didn't understand as I slowly faded away into the unconscious, everything turning dark as I passed out cold. ................................ Chapter Three Doggett: Monica was out like a light. At first I was a little concerned with the suddenness of it all but after I watched her lying there for a few minutes, her eyes gently closed and her mouth in a smile, her chest slowly rising and falling, I knew that she was just asleep. After the events of the day I was surprised I wasn't in need of a nap too. My body lay next to hers feeling the warmth of her velvet skin. She was so alive, she was a real woman and she was mine. This was no dream; I almost had to pinch myself to prove it. I lay back on the pillow and closed my eyes gauging the level of my fatigue but my eyes kept popping open. That previous lovemaking session had awaked something in me rather than tiring me out as it did Monica. My legs needed to feel solid earth under me so I got out of bed and pulled the covers over my peacefully sleeping lover. She was so beautiful even as she slept. As the cover reached up over her body to her shoulders I took one last look at her angelic face and committed it to memory. After a bathroom visit I dressed in a dark green T-shirt and my new jeans and a pair of Nikes. Running a comb through my hair in front of the mirror had me staring at my reflection. What did such a beautiful woman as Monica see in me? Reflected back at me was my sullen face, the one I had worn too often since my son's death. I smiled thinking how much my face had changed now that we'd put the facts together about his murderer and how he'd received his own justice. That face was surely the one Monica preferred and I knew she would have seen it much more often in the last few weeks. Before I left I wrote a message saying I needed to go for a walk to stretch my legs and would be back in an hour. I grabbed my wallet and the room key and headed out. It was good to be walking rather than cooped up in the truck again. I chuckled to myself thinking back to the last few days. I'd been more often in a driver's seat or on the bed with Monica rather than standing. My swift feet took me in the direction of the strip. The weather was hot but not too humid and as I looked over to the Bellagio and the vast man-made lake out front it had a cooling effect on the soul. 'We must come back here later tonight and see the water display,' I thought. There was a small bar in one of the hotels and I decided to have a beer and just drink in the atmosphere around me. I sat on a tall stool at the bar and looked out the large front tinted window at all the passers by. I'd ordered and had taken a few sips when I felt something brush beside me and a strong rush of sweetly scented perfume. "Hello handsome," said a husky female voice beside me to the left. I didn't particularly feel like talking but when I turned to see where the words came from I was pleasantly surprised to see a strikingly good looking woman maybe in her thirties with long blond hair and shorts and v- neck T-shirt that showed off her perfectly shaped body. She must have seen my open mouth because she laughed and responded, "You better close it or you may catch flies in there." She laughed as my mouth then shut. "Hi, I'm Candy and you are?" "John." "So John what brings you to Vegas?" She had her hand lightly on mine and I didn't bother moving it away. "Just a vacation," I sort of lied. Her finger was making a line down over the ring finger of my left hand and I knew what she was thinking. I decided not to tell her about Monica because I was curious where she was going with all this. "Uh huh, I've been watching you ever since you came in here John and I like what I see." "You do?" I said in a higher voice than usual. Apart from Monica those were words I hadn't heard in a long time. "Yes, and you know what?" "What?" She was eyeing me up and down and I felt guilty pleasure from her attention. "Have you ever thought of modeling? You certainly have the 'ahem' attributes." I looked into her eyes and hers looked back with a shade of green that I'd never seen before, they were almost translucent. "I do?" Was this just a pick-up line or did she mean it? "Stand up for a moment." I complied getting off the stool slowly. She circled me and was almost purring, as she looked over every part of my body imaginable. Her fingers trailed down my arms, over my chest and across my butt. When I caught her lingering on a certain part she just smiled and went to her purse. "Here, have this." She handed me a leaflet and I took it inquisitively. "It's the place where I work part time, the Maverick's Gentleman's Club. They're having an Amateur night tonight and I thought maybe you'd like to come along and join in?" "An amateur night." I read over the leaflet. "This is a strip club." She chuckled and raised her eyebrows. This woman was alluring, so she stripped at this club or did she wait tables? " I prefer to call it a nightclub rather that a strip club. It's more classy than that." "I really don't think....," I was shaking my head. She rested a hand on my thigh and began a slow ascent. "John, just come along. If you decide to participate then you can take off as many articles of clothing as you wish, you don't have to strip completely." Her eyes were burning into my chest. "Even if you take off that T-shirt I'm sure you'll have all the ladies swooning." Just as her hand was about to touch my bulge she moved it to my chest and ran circles around my pecs. This was turning me on like hell. She must have sensed it because she took her hand away and smiled. "There's a grand prize of five thousand dollars and a weeks free accommodation at the MGM Grand." Well we would need money. I'd have to talk this over with Monica first. I folded the leaflet in double and slid it into my jeans pocket. I still couldn't see myself stripping in front of a crowd but I'd have to keep an open mind if we going to get low on cash reserves. "Come with me. I'll take you there. I'm meant to be on duty in about ten minutes anyway." I was in two minds and just stood there. When she took my hand and tugged that was when I got going. What was the harm in going along with this woman? ............................. Candy took me through a sea of people in a shopping mall to her club. As we walked through the front entrance I saw a big sign saying Maverick's Gentleman's Club. It certainly was well appointed and wasn't the smoky, sleazy place I'd come to associate with strip clubs. In Reception along the walls were many tastefully taken studio shots obviously of the workers there. Each was in various stages of dress or undressed but nothing crude. The desk was of dark wood and stood to the left of the entrance to the bar. Candy took my hand again and pulled me through the doors. It was a large room with a long bar to one side and a few different sections with tables and chairs facing towards a number of stages. "Over here John." She led me to the bar where there were a few people seated. The bar hadn't opened yet so these were probable workers at the club. "John meet Barry." She introduced me to the man behind the bar who also looked me up and down. "Hello Barry," "John." We shook hands. "John here might be performing in our amateur night tonight." Candy's face looked very eager, I wasn't sure I wanted to disappoint her so said nothing. "You certainly can pick 'em my gal." They both exchanged pleased looks then Candy's face brightened more and she came over to me, took both my hands in hers and asked a question I was still in awe of for ages later. "Would you like to see me perform?" So she was a stripper. How could I refuse to see that body naked? My thoughts went back to Monica asleep on the bed in the hotel and I was about to say no. Candy's face looked expectant and I couldn't refuse her. Monica would never know anyway. As she moved off to the change rooms my eyes followed the sleekest of bodies that was only in men's dreams. "She's a looker isn't she." Barry was pouring me a beer. "And her body is to die for. I wouldn't mind having her pinned underneath me in bed." I turned to see his expression and tried to read it. "She has the hots for you though man. She's unattached and it looks as though you are too or you wouldn't be here." My face flushed and I hoped Barry hadn't noticed. I was trapped now. I couldn't just get up and leave. Looking at my watch it said I'd already been away from Monica for the hour I'd promised on the note. This probably wouldn't take too long; I could explain an absence of about thirty minutes longer. Then the music played Janet Jackson's "Would You Mind" and I this was going to be one sexy act. She came out from behind the curtain dressed in chiffon veils. She looked straight across to me and winked then very slowly took off one veil and let it glide to the floor. This all left me wondering what she had on underneath. I just had to wait and see. Her writhing to the lyrical erotic tones and lyrics of the music was almost making me dizzy with anticipation. As the veils came off one by one it gave more and more of a glimpse of her body underneath. When she was down to about four remaining I could see that she was indeed naked underneath and wondered if Barry had noticed my arousal. He probably had one big hard-on of his own. At least his could be hidden behind the bar. She was then down to two as the music was nearing a close. The veil around her breasts she took off first and made swirls with it around her body as she danced in circles. Her body was golden and her breasts perfectly shaped, they bounced seductively as she went for the very last veil. She turned and took it from her around her ass then slowly bent down to placed it on the ground exposing herself to me. My heart was making jackhammer movements in my chest and my loins ached from the arousal of seeing this stunning woman dance and appear naked before me. Slowly turning she moved her hands up from her ankles, over her calves and thighs. When she reached her hips with her fingers she was fully facing me. She licked her fingers and ran circles around her nipples as she walked towards me. The music finished just as she seductively opened my legs then picked up my hands and placed them on her breasts. It was a boiler room in my pants by now. I decided not to move my hands but she did it for me, flicking my fingers over her hard nipples. Then she moved my hands to behind her back and moved in closer until there was only a hair's difference between our lips. "I want you John," she said ever so seductively. "I want you in my bed." She then kissed me long and slow and I found myself responding to her every whim. ............................... As I made my way back to the hotel I imagined if Monica would be awake and wondering where I'd been all this time. Quietly opening the door I viewed her sitting at the table where I had left my earlier message, spectacles on and typing something on the laptop computer. She looked up and immediately took her eyeglasses off giving me a questioning look as though she was waiting for me to talk first. I wondered if she could read my expression. I certainly hoped not. "So how are you feeling after your nap?" "Good, so where were you? I missed you John." As she spoke I felt the leaflet in my pocket that Candy had given me and took it out leaving it on the desk next to the laptop. I moved to her and leaned on the desk and gave her a momentary kiss on the lips. "As I said in the note I went to stretch my legs. I had a couple of beers at a small bar on the strip." "You said you'd be an hour and now it's been two and a half." The look on her face was not what I had expected. It almost looked sad. Did she know something about what I was doing? Could she read me that well? She had opened the leaflet and was reading. "So what's the name of the perfume she was wearing, it suits you John." .............................. Reyes: John's clothes reeked of this perfume. Where did he go? He had this look of guilt strewn across his face, almost like he was holding back something. I shut down the laptop and stood up to face John. I took in another sniff of the perfume and shook my head, trying not to let my temperamental instinct get out of hand. "So what was her name?" I asked as I read the leaflet. Amateur Night at Maverick's Gentleman's Club: Five thousand dollars to the winner and a week's stay at the MGM Grand's mini-suite. This could prove to be beneficial in the near future. "Well?" I was still waiting for an answer. How could he-wait, maybe there was a good explanation and I'm just too jealous. John looked down at the floor; I could tell he was having difficulty with words. "Candy. She was a stripper who-" That was all I needed to hear. I bit my lower lip in anger. No, I was pissed off. "You two-timing, son of a bitch! After the last two days you can just go out and fuck somebody else? Just like that? I mean that much to you, eh John?" My voice was rising to a level that the adjoining rooms could probably hear. I had all I could not to punch him in the face. "You met her at this place, didn't you?" I picked up the flier and threw it at him. "Monica, you're jumping to conclusions. I didn't sleep with anybody." Somehow the look on his face wasn't so convincing. I grabbed one of my bags of clothes and darted off to the bathroom and locked the slamming door. John jiggled the handle to only realize he wasn't getting in. "Monica, I'm sorry. I just saw that they had this Amateur Night and-" I stood and stared at myself in the mirror. How could I be so stupid? I should have stuck with Eric-at least his feelings for me were out in the open and he wasn't afraid to show it. I dipped my head down and decided that I was going to make a point of payback. I ripped all of the tags off of my dress, bra, and thong panties. I freshened myself up, put make up on, and dressed myself to be irresistible for any man walking the streets tonight. A black sequins dress that was practically transparent that went to the top of my knees with a black lacy bra and thong panties. I felt like Rene Russo in the Thomas Crown Affair film. I opened the door and snatched the truck keys and the hotel room key. "Where are you going?" John asked as if I was a possession of his. "I'm going to the club for Amateur Night. Are you coming?" I strutted by him like a pussycat with a seductive look in my eyes. I could sense John's eyes undressing me from head to toe. He followed me down to the truck where I unlocked the driver's side and got in. "Are you coming or not?" I asked again. "I don't know, Mon-" He had a look of fear on his face. He went over to the passenger side of the truck. "What's the matter, John? Are you afraid your girlfriend is gonna see us together?" I couldn't help it. I had to say it because what he did hurt me a great deal. "She's not my girlfriend, you are." There was conviction in his eyes. "You gonna unlock the door?" "Then maybe you shoulda thought of that before you let some cheap whore grope all over you. See you at the club." I started the truck and peeled out of the parking space. Looking into the rearview mirror I could see John standing there dumbfounded. ......................... Chapter Four Reyes: I arrived at the club just in time. The contest was just beginning and I still had a chance to sign up. A stripper named Candy put me last on the list. It wasn't five minutes and John arrived in a cab at the club. I sipped a beer and stood next to the DJ who was controlling the music. Through the noise I asked him if I could peer through his music collection. He gave me the go ahead with a nod and I started peering through his collection to pretend I didn't notice John. He saw me and started coming toward me. He looked really pissed off from me leaving him in the middle of the hotel parking lot. A few steps in he was cut off by that Candy girl who had her hands all over him. He recognized her and tried not to give in, but she was guiding his hands for him. She kissed him square on the lips and it looked like he was enjoying himself. I could feel tears forming in my eyes and all of the blood in my body rushed to my face. I wanted to walk over there and kick her ass for touching him at all. I shook my head in disgust and kept looking through the CD's. I found Prince's CD "Gold" and asked the DJ if I could hear a few songs with his headphones. He slipped the disc into the player and I put the headphones on. The first song was called 'P Control' and it was an aggressive dance song that was perfect for my mood. I told him when I got on stage that was what I wanted to have for my act. He acknowledged me and set the disc aside. The place was starting to fill up with mostly men, but there were a few women who had interest and they weren't strippers. I noticed one sitting in front of the stage that was too pretty to want to be in a place like this. She had two handsome men with her, one on each side. She wore tight black slacks and mini tee shirt that formed to her body. She had long black hair and blue eyes that were crystal-like against her olive skin. She didn't quite fit in this place. I noticed that she caught me staring at her and she returned the stare only to burn a hole through me. There was an aura about this woman that was particularly strong and I couldn't put my finger on it. Suddenly there was a tap on the shoulder. "What the hell is wrong with you?" John yelled through the music. He looked anxious, but I just brushed it off. "I could ask the same of you." I stated. "You seriously going through with this?" He nodded toward the stage. "I'll make a bet with you, John. If I win, you get your nipples pierced. Not one, both. If I lose, then you can choose what I get pierced." I glared at him with fiery anger flashing from my eyes. He looked stunned that I would ever make this type of proposal. "Okaaaay..." He was left speechless. Good. "Then it's a deal, then." I stated not wanting an answer. "Prepare to lose your ass on this one." I heard my name being called and a hefty bouncer was standing at the backstage door looking for me. I went up to him and he let me in and put a hand on John's shoulder to keep him from following. There were a few girls back there, but I guess I was on deck to be next. I heard my cue and when the music started I strutted my stuff out on the stage with my ass getting jiggy with it for the crowd. The song pounded through the speakers to set everyone's pulse at rhythm. 'Good morning ladies and gentlemen, boys and motherfuckin' girls, this is Captain with no-name speakin' and I'm here to rock your world...with a tale that will be classic about a woman you already know...Not a prostitute she the mayor of your brain, PUSSY CONTROL! Are you ready?' I ground my hips in the air and began to freak dance like it was nothing. I swung around the dance pole, licking it as I stared straight at John. His mouth slowly dropped open when I extended my leg straight up in the air against the pole. I think he forgot how flexible I was. I moved to the rhythm of the music as my clothes came off, one article at a time. The mysterious woman eyed me without any type of reaction: She just studied me. I danced my way over to her to try and get some reaction from her. I grabbed at her shirt and she looked down at my hands as she leaned in toward me. Maybe this was a little too close. Her eyes wanted more, I could tell. The guys in the crowd were going wild and when the song came to an end I was in the splits in front of the pole. The roof was about to come off of the place so I decided to make a graceful exit back stage to put my clothes back on. I walked back out to the audience area where John was waiting for me. His eyes were bloodshot from straining them during my act. "Wow," he blurted out. "I didn't realize you were that....limber." I saw Candy behind him waiting for his attention. "That's too bad because you aren't getting any of this anytime soon." I peered over his shoulder at the blonde whore. "Looks like you've got a new bitch to go after." I heard the announcer's voice over the PA system. "The winner of tonight's Amateur prize is.....Monica Rossi. Come on over and redeem your prize money!" I couldn't help but grin as I slowly rolled my eyes over to John. "Be ready to get pierced, bitch." I strutted up to the stage where my prize awaited. I took the money and my hotel redemption for free room and board at the MGM and headed out the door with John trailing behind me. We went out to the parking lot where I unlocked the truck and put my winnings inside. John spun me around by the arm. "What's going on? What are you doing?" He towered over me, but he wasn't getting control this time. "Moving on, you fucking jerk. Leave me alone." The mysterious woman approached from behind John. "Excuse me," she said in a sexy yet soft tone. "Can I talk to you for a moment?" "We're busy," John stammered. "I won't be long." She looked at me. "You're not from around here, are you?" "No," I replied. She looked me up and down with her blue eyes. This was almost uncomfortable. She was checking me out. "I could tell. I go to these things and I see the same shit shuffling around to different clubs. You though, you were different. I liked your style out there. It was original." She walked around to the back of me where I could feel her eyes lock onto my ass. "I was wondering if you'd be interested in doing something other than dancing." She handed me her business card: Roxanne Derrik of Derrilyct Productions/Escort Service. "Like what?" I asked. "Ms. Rossi, I am the next best thing to Hugh Hefner. I make adult films, have subscriber-only internet service, photo shoots, and I run one of the biggest escort services in the state. We are heading toward an actual magazine and we now have downloadable avi movies available for a fee from our website. I'm looking for some raw talent for a couple of shoots I will be doing in the next few weeks." "You're trying to get her to star in porn movies?" John asked as if he couldn't believe what he was hearing. "Look, sleep on it. I am having a party at my place tomorrow night. Why don't you come and give me your answer then?" She looked me up and down again with hungry eyes. "I like you and I liked what I saw in the club." "Okay. I'll be there." I said softly. She smiled. "Good. You can bring your friend, too, if you like. He's a good catch as well." She stepped a step closer into me and took in my scent. She traced her finger down my cheekbone to my chin, giving me chills. I don't believe what I just got myself into, but I was glad it was happening in front of John. Streaks of jealousy were showing through on his face. ...................................... Doggett: The ride back to our hotel was filled with quiet tension until we entered the parking garage with me driving. I could tell by Monica's cool demeanor, her clenched jaw and her absently dog-earing the business card 'Roxanne' had given her that she was pissed. Well I was pissed too. Why had she entered into that strip contest and actually gone through with it? In my mind she'd revealed her naked body to the world where I thought it should have just been kept for me. With all my FBI training I knew that she'd done this to get me riled up. I must admit she was good at the tease and she was very agile. During our lovemaking I'd experienced a hint of her flexibility. The memory of the way I'd pinned her against the headboard at Eric's place and been able to push into her with full force while her legs draped over my shoulders made me weak-kneed. What else was she capable of? What was with 'Roxanne' anyway? I was feeling very uncomfortable about her and the whole situation. The way she spoke to Monica, the way she touched her face was making me think there was more to her than we first saw. I was concerned for Monica and knew that having been invited to the party too I would be there if not just to keep an eye on the love of my life. "Monica, why did you do it?" "Do what John? Sleep with another man the same day you slept with me?" "I told you, I didn't sleep with her." I could tell she'd done all this to get back at me, to teach me a lesson. This was a huge mistake. I hadn't slept with Candy but what we had done plagued my mind. She had worked on my hormones and then my body. Stripping for me and then giving me the kiss of all kisses that made my face flush with just the memory. What had happened after that was something I didn't want Monica to ever know. "John, how can you make such a blatant lie like that, it's not like you." "Because it isn't me. How many times do I have to say it before you believe me? I didn't fuck her okay? I want you and no other." Keeping one hand on the wheel the other went to her arm but she pulled it away so it went to her thigh and then lay there. This was my only connection with her at that time. It was my way to soak in her proximity because for the life of me I had this awkward feeling that this night was not going to be a good one. "All right then, you didn't sleep with her. What did you do John, how far did you go, because I saw guilt written all over your face in that hotel room when you came back from your pick up session." I took a few deep breaths ready to start but she continued. "You had a few beers in a bar and she'd been watching you. She came up and sat beside you and introduced herself. I can imagine her looking you up and down and liking what she saw and plotting to get her clutches into you. She also noticed you weren't wearing a ring so were probably unattached." Had Monica been watching? No, that was impossible. How could she read all that from me? We'd parked the truck and we were then making our way back to our hotel room. I just wanted this nasty situation to all go away. The thought of me having to sleep on the couch that night was not a pleasant one because there wasn't a couch just a chair. Monica continued in a mock Candy voice, "Come with me sexy man and I'll show you what I do for a living." She then took you by the hand to where she works, Maverick's Gentleman's Club, and showed you her routine. Am I right John?" I hung my head and she knew. "And there's more but you're going to have to tell me that yourself." I unlocked the door to our room and Monica immediately went to the closet and began taking out all her clothes and packing them in a bag she'd bought that day. "What are you doing Mon?" "Look John, I've won a week's stay at the MGM Grand in one of their mini suites. I'm taking them up on their offer." "Can I come too?" I didn't want her to be out of my sight. "That depends on whether you're going to tell me exactly what happened between you and Candy. I want every detail." She didn't look up from her packing so I spoke to a mobile Monica. It was very hard letting out the words but if it meant being able to sort things out with her then I had to try. "After her dance," I noticed Monica stop for a moment then continued her packing at a quicker pace. "She came up to me and kissed me." "So you just let her strip for you? You didn't say that you had to get back to your girlfriend?" She didn't need an answer to that. "So what was the kiss like? Better than mine?" "Don't be like that, you're far better." That comment fell on deaf ears because she locked up her bag, retrieved the truck keys from the table and headed for the door. "Monica, let me come with you." "Not unless you tell me exactly what happened. Fuck it John, you were away for two and a half hours!"" She waited with her fingers clenching the door handle. I knew there was no time for evasion; I had to be honest with her. "After she kissed me she invited me to her bed." I hesitated and Monica opened the door. "And you went?" "Yes." She began walking down the hallway. "Monica please let me explain." She turned and said, "Explain what? Explain that you fucked another woman and totally lied to me that you hadn't? What's it like to have two women in the one day? You know you could have anyone you wanted." "No, it wasn't like that." I had to continue quickly because she was at the elevator and had pushed the down button. "I went to her bed but I didn't sleep with her." I had to keep my voice quiet then. The walls were probably paper thin. "We made out and then..." The elevator doors opened and Monica stepped inside. She turned without saying a word but I knew she was really pissed. "...and then she sucked me off." With her lips tightening she aggressively pushed the button to close the doors but I stopped them from shutting fully. "Mon, I didn't sleep with her. After that I came straight back to you. I couldn't go through with it because I want you." That hadn't convinced her because I suddenly felt something right near my balls. I looked down to see her bag right at my vulnerable spot. I let the doors go and tried not to engrave in my mind the last look of anger and disappointment on her face as the doors closed. ................................ Chapter Five Reyes: It had been a good 24 hours since I saw John at the Hard Rock Hotel. Why he polluted my thoughts I was still trying to ascertain, his actions certainly proved to be quite hurtful. I played with Roxanne's business card as I lay on the bed in my MGM mini-suite and thought about what she had said to me the night before. She appeared to be someone who had a good head on her shoulders, but I thought it strange she would want to recruit someone from an amateur night to star in films. Her mysteriousness had me intrigued and curious, so I gave serious thought of attending her party tonight. Maybe she had something good to offer. I got up and went to the marble floored bathroom where there was a Jacuzzi and an etched-glass shower stall laced with gold fixtures. I turned the shower on as hot as it would go in hopes I might feel better afterwards. As I washed my hair John's face kept popping up in my mind. I didn't want to be with anyone else, yet I thought about yesterday and didn't want to see him. My thoughts skipped over to Eric, a guy who has always been hot for me, but disappeared before we had a chance to give it a try. He was taller than John, his blonde hair and green eyes just made him different. Not to mention that his heritage was from Spain. He always made me laugh even when things were really bad at work and he was willing to do anything for me. He was probably half way across the continent by now and out of my reach. Still, I needed someone to talk to. I finished my shower and stepped out to towel dry myself off. I brushed my hair and put on some tight hipster black jeans and a gray Dickies mini-tee shirt that hugged my curves showing a sliver of my stomach. I put on my Doc Marten steel toe boots, grabbed the phone and dialed Eric's pager number. I left a voice message telling what room to find me in and hung up. God, I needed him for me now more than before back in New York. I put my head in my hands and tried to fight back the tears of pain but to no avail. A few moments later the phone rang. "Hello?" I said. "Mon, it's me, Eric." The voice said. "Hi, Eric. How are you?" My voice was noticeably shaky. "I'm in Texas right now. What's wrong? You don't sound too well." His voice was a little on the static side, like he was on a cell phone. "Well, um, something happened with John and..." I couldn't continue I got so choked up. "Hang on, lemme pull over here. What happened? He hurt you, babe?" "He went to this club and slept with some cheap ass stripper while I was sleeping in our hotel room. God, Eric, how could I be so stupid? Why does this have to hurt so much?" I took some complimentary matches that were sitting by the phone and chucked them across the room. "Well, Mon, I don't know what to say. After all, you did pick Brad, too and look what happened." "Don't remind me, Eric." Dickhead. "Want me to turn around and go kick his ass for you? Then we can hop on a plane and go to Australia or something and never have to worry again." Eric's voice had hope in it. "No, Eric, the two of us together would just draw more attention than either of us wants. Besides, I think I have a way to get him back." My mind was working overtime. "You gotta tell me. This is my cell phone minutes at good use here." "I did this Amateur Night at the club that John met that bitch at and I won. Some movie producer saw me and she wants me to star in one of her movies. An adult movie." I could hear Eric's breathing get heavy on the phone. "I think she swings both ways because she was really checking me out. She invited me to a party at her place tonight so we can talk about it." "She invite John, too?" Eric asked. "Yes. I think she wants him, too." I sighed. " I think I know who you are talking about. Roxanne Derrik, right? I've seen the ads for her escort service. Where is John now?" "He's probably with his new girlfriend at the Hard Rock and I am here at the MGM Grand in a room that I won last night." I looked around the room. "Go to the party, Mon. Go to the party and work that chick in front of him. Wish I could see that. Man, you with another woman...and me...shit. I have to slam my dick in a door this is way too hot for me." Eric laughed his sexy laugh. "I don't want her getting the wrong idea." I really didn't. "Monica, people like that don't fall in love. They just like cheap thrills and lovers are a dime a dozen. Just go and have fun. Tell her the truth about what's up between you two, she might help you out, you never know. Look, babe, I gotta go. If it gets bad, page me and I'll be coming to your rescue no matter what happens, okay. Have fun tonight and think of me while you're doing it." Eric laughed again. "Cheer up, sweetie. You got a friend and don't forget him, okay? I have my email address programmed into the laptop if you need to find me electronically. Use when you need to. When I get to DC I'll let you know what I find if I find anything. Bye, sweetie." The phone went dead and I put the receiver down. It was 6:30 and Roxanne's party was going to start in another hour. I flipped the card over to find a small map on the back to her estate. I grabbed the truck keys and made my way down to the parking garage. I hopped in Eric's truck and turned it over. The hum of the eight- cylinder engine had an addicting power to it. I turned the stereo on and browsed through the CD's that were in the six-disc changer. I came across one called Deena Noroian and I let that one play. The first song was called 'Pimp.' I sat for a moment and let it play. The beat was good and it fit my mood. "You're never gonna know what it's like without me. You're never gonna know what it is to be free. You're never gonna get off of your bloody knees. You're never gonna, you're never gonna, no. You'll think of leaving me for somebody new, right after you ask me what I think you should do. Well, baby, baby, baby I love it when you try. It keeps that little innocent sparkle in your eye." With that in mind, I back out of my parking space and out on to Las Vegas Boulevard heading north to Flamingo. I turned onto Flamingo per the map and headed out to a street called Harmon (I'm making this up). I followed it until it ended and there was a monster of a complex with a security gate and guard in a booth. I rolled down my window. "Can I help you?" The husky guard asked. "I'm Monica Rossi. I was invited to the party tonight." The guard looked at a clipboard I assume had guest names on it. He shook his head. "Your name isn't on the list. Let me call Ms. Derrik really quick. She told me this morning she invited a couple extra people that weren't on this list. He went to the booth and called. He looked at me and waved me on through. I parked my truck in front of the grand entrance of this palace. I got out and a valet boy got in and drove to park the truck. Two handsome gentlemen opened the double doors for me and I walked on through. I walked into a huge party room. There were people dancing, a buffet table that appeared to be catered by Hooters with their waitresses scurrying around in their Hooters attire, a band played on a mini-stage, lavish sofas guests were sitting on and socializing. On the far wall was a full size bar and that was where I headed and ordered a shot of tequila. I was in dire need of a drink and if I was going to pull something off in front of John I wanted to be semi-intoxicated so I felt no regret. As I walked to the bar I noticed how soft the carpet was beneath my feet. The dcor was autotopia and motorcycles-it would appear Roxanne like her mechanical toys outside of the porn business. I leaned up against the bar and got my shot of tequila and slammed it back. It took merely seconds for it to start having effect on me. I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around and John was standing there with a painful expression pouring from his eyes. "What do you want?" I asked like I was annoyed by his presence. "I wanna talk. I wanna work things out." He sounded desperate and he took my hand in his. I pulled away. "Please spare me, John. I'm not your type. Blondes seem to be your type. After all, you were married to one." I threw back at him as I noticed Roxanne standing behind us with a man on each side of her. "What's that suppose to mean?" John put his hands on his hips. I got another shot of tequila and threw that one down like the first. "Glad you could make it," Roxanne said from behind us. "Why don't we go someplace that's less noisy so we can talk." Come to think of it, it was quite noisy in there with the music playing. Roxanne must have observed the whole scene between John and myself. Perfect. She placed a hand on each our shoulders and left her two squeezes to mingle with the party guests. We followed her outside to a pool and spa with a waterfall. We sat down on some concrete benches in front of the waterfall. "So, did you think about my offer?" she asked me. "What exactly did you have in mind?" I was interested in hearing this. "Well, I run a multimillion dollar industry here between my website, movies, and escort service. The people at this party have been in film so many times I have been getting hits on my site looking for some fresh faces. Some of them I have lost to Playboy in Hollywood, others have taken their money and went off to UNLV. I don't normally scout amateur nights, but I got a wild hair up my ass and decided to see what was out there and I didn't see anything until I saw you. I'm going to be shooting some on location adult films and some still photo shoots with my 1966 GTO and my Ducati motorcycles as well as a couple of Harleys. My question to you is: Are you willing to do photo shoots for the site and make movies or do you want to mono y mono in escorting?" She was studying me again with those blue eyes. "I think you both would be great in movies. You look great together." I had to shake my head. Thinking about John with that Candy bimbo had me in stitches. "Or I can cast you in separate films." I think she was picking up on our tension. "That would be fun." I said. "What are the details?' "Well, I give you $$$$$ up front and then you get royalty checks after that. Kind of like the music industry. If you don't have a place to stay I can get you both set up with room and board at an apartment complex here in Las Vegas. They rent to a lot of my employees that do filming for me. I can pick up the first month for both of you and after that you will have the cash to pay for it yourself. What do you think? Filming starts tomorrow so I need someone to fill these spots. You'll make great money, even though some of my associates think I am crazy for going against the norm. I am looking for something real. Everything I have filmed lately has been altered or enhanced. You both definitely are real." "Sounds good. Do we need to sign anything?" I asked. John just peered at me. "What do you mean we?" he asked. "I don't know about you, but I need the money." I said as I smiled at Roxanne. She smiled back at me with a sparkle in her eyes. "Fine." John sat back against the bench. "Okay, well, I'll have my people get paperwork happening for you both for signing tomorrow. I need to get back to my guests, so if you'll excuse me." She stood up and walked back to the party. John let out a long sigh. "So you'll fuck some other guy in front of a camera to spite me. Am I reading into that right?" I noted some sarcasm in his voice. "What's the matter? Afraid I'll find someone better than you?" I stood up and walked back to the party events. I was hungry and I really wanted another shot of tequila. John followed me, trying to keep up with my swift pace. "Monica!" he yelled but I pretended not to hear him as I walked back into the noisy room. I went to the bar and got my shot and got a plate of some buffalo wings. I sat down on one of the sofas and I watched John get a beer from the bar. The band appeared to be playing some generation-x music and 'Closer' by Nine Inch Nails was the song they were starting. Roxanne came and sat next to me. "Boyfriend troubles? I don't want to get in the middle of anything-"she started. I was feeling a bit buzzed from drinking hard liquor on an empty stomach. Roxanne was wearing a black mini skirt that was so short I had a hard time telling if she was actually wearing underwear underneath it. She wore a matching black top that fit snugly, showing her nipple rings. No wonder she has two men with her at a time. "No. Just a difference of opinion." I stared straight ahead as I drank my shot. "Of?" She smiled. "If you go out and sleep with someone else on the same day they were with you and still think that you're their girlfriend." I stared down at the floor. I could feel John's eyes from across the room. "I see... Well, um, this is one of my favorite songs. Wanna go out and dance some of the frustration off?" I knew she was coming onto me. With the liquor buzz I didn't care. I wanted to make my point to John and make him pay for hurting me. "Okay, why not?" I loved to dance. We went out to the middle of the crowd and started moving to the hard beats on the song. Roxanne moved around behind me, grinding her hips into mine. She was a little taller than me and I could hear her breathing in my ear through the music. She placed her hands on my hips so that we swayed together in harmony. I looked over to John as he was still at the bar but he had three beer bottles keeping him company. He stared at me from his bar stool, as I was getting gritty with our new boss. Our heat was filling the room as the song came to its chorus: "I wanna fuck you like an animal/I wanna feel you from the inside." Roxanne's hands went down my legs and back up again, moving to my shoulders and around to my breasts. I wasn't sure what to make of this, so I just went along with it because I knew John was watching me like a hawk. The only thing I feared was her getting attached to me and then I would really be screwed. She turned me around to face her as we danced to the music. She pulled me into her and placed a wet, smoldering kiss on my lips with full tongue action. I was so limp from the tequila I couldn't push her away. Everyone else didn't seem to care what was happening between us. From the corner of my eye I could see John's mouth wide open in awe. I leaned into her a little, her chest against mine. When we parted all I could see was her crystal blue eyes. My breathing was erratic and my heart was skipping beats. "Meet here at nine, okay? Make sure he comes, too." She ran a finger from my hips to up and over my hard nipples. I had to tell her I couldn't commit to something like this. This definitely was not my style. "Roxanne, I don't want you to get the wrong idea-" I started. She placed a finger on my lips. "I know. Your mind is on him and I don't know half of what it is that is going on. I just had to see what he was missing out on for myself. Don't worry; I won't hold this against you. I look forward to seeing that kiss in front of the camera. See you tomorrow if I don't see you again tonight." Her voice was soft and gentle as she smiled and wandered back off into the flurry of guests. I stood there stunned as to what had just happened as John came up from behind me and took me aside by the arm. ...................................... Doggett: "What was all that about Monica? You're into women now? Is there anything else you haven't told me?" I was livid. This nonsense had gone on too far. "No John, I'm not into women. She just took me by surprise, that's all. She knows I'm not gay, I told her and she accepts that." "Well that's a relief." I was still not convinced. "So you're going to go through with this aren't you? Is this all to get back at me for you 'thinking' I slept with another woman? When you finally come to your senses and realize I didn't sleep with her, how would that make you feel about all this shit?" I found myself gripping her arm a little too hard so let go. She was looking into my eyes for the truth and I knew she'd found something. I played on that thought. "Are you really going to fuck another man in front of the camera just to spite me, because if you are then this is all wrong." "John, okay you didn't sleep with her but you let her think you were unattached, you deceived her, and in the process you've hurt me deeply." I was thankful that she'd finally believed me but I knew she was still sore about what had transpired in Candy's bedroom. I really didn't blame her, who was I kidding thinking she'd never find out? My body had controlled my head rather my heart controlling my body. "So was she good? Did you enjoy the head job she gave you?" I could almost see some tears in her eyes and felt overwhelming remorse for what I'd done. "Monica," I took her hand and stroked my thumb over her fingers and spoke as softly and genuinely as I could. "I'm really sorry for what I did and you have a right to be mad but please don't go through with this." "It's all set in concrete now John. I'm going to do this. I need the money. I don't know when I'm going to be going back home. Money is needed to live the lifestyle I'm accustomed to." She was talking in the first person as though she was going it alone from then on. My whole body slumped with the disappointment and fear that I'd lose her. "I want you back Monica. What can I possibly do for you to forgive me? I can't live without you." Looking into her eyes I saw them gleam a little before she responded. "Well if you don't want me screwing someone else in front of the camera then let that someone be you." My head shook slowly. "Monica, I can't." She pursed her lips and then unclasped her hand from mine and began to move off without words. It only took a few steps of hers before I found my mouth saying what I knew she wanted to hear. "All right Monica, I'll do it." She turned with disbelief written all over her face. "I'll do anything to get you back. If that's what you want then I'll go along." It had been a while since I'd seen that happy expression of hers. Walking slowly back she linked fingers with mine and went in for a kiss. Before our mouths touched there was a voice beside us. "Mr. DiSalvo?" It took a while before I he was talking to me. It hadn't really sunk in yet that this was my new name. "John DiSalvo, there's a phone call for you." I looked at Monica and raised my eyebrows. "Who is it?" One of the men who'd been linked to Roxanne's arm replied. "He didn't say. All he said was that it was urgent. Take it over there in the study." "Wait here Mon, I'll be back soon." She just nodded, she was curious too. "John DiSalvo." "Hey there John." My hand had a death grip on the phone receiver and my jaw clenched on hearing Eric's voice. "Look I need to make this quick. I've put a block on the possible tapping of this call so I don't want to fuck around here." "What?" I said coldly. "Two things, firstly I thought I'd let you know that I've been digging around here doing some major hacking to get into the FBI's computer system and I've found something buried deep in cyberspace. There's certainly a cover-up; this file has major protection on it so I know it's crucial. Just thought I'd let you know that there's hope around the corner. I just have to crack it." Before I could say what I wanted to mention he continued. "I'm also looking into this super soldier thing of yours and I know there are a number of these people in high positions in the FBI and the government. I'm hoping this secret file is linked to all this." He finally let me speak. "Why tell me all this? I thought Monica was your confidante." He laughed and replied, "Confidante, " he repeated and I almost saw his impish face on the other end of the line and felt like slapping some sense into it. "I'm calling you because I wanted to just let you know that I'm disappointed with you Johnnyboy. Don't fuck with Monica's feelings okay? She deserves better than what you're giving her. Yes, I know all about Miss Candy, she was distraught when she told me." My teeth ground. All I wanted was to yell back a few expletives over the line to this motherfucker but held back. "Is that all?" That was hard to say. "Yes, for now. Tell Monnie that I'll keep you both informed. Look, the light's flashing here, gotta go." The line went dead before I had a chance to respond. I looked at the receiver then replaced it. As much as I disliked that man he was helping us find a way back home. I found Monica at the food table. She was helping herself to some guacamole dip with a corn chip. She saw me and smiled as I walked up to her quickly. "Who was that?" she asked. Then her eyes went sour and I looked behind me to see Candy making a beeline for me. She was wearing a sheer white sparkling dress that barely covered her ass and accentuated her bouncing braless breasts. Her blond long hair was done up on her head loosely. On her feet she wore a pair of white strappy stilettos. She looked so sexy that I momentarily forgot Monica right in front of me. There was a big grin on Candy's face as she reached up and pulled my neck down and kissed me square on the lips. My lips lingered there a little too long because when I looked up Monica was nowhere to be seen. As Candy pulled me to the dance floor I looked over my shoulder in the hope that she'd return. Even as Candy drove me to her place after the party I'd not seen Monica for the rest of the evening. I was in deep shit then. ..................... Reyes: After I had my 'charming' little conversation with John I thought it best to enjoy the rest of my evening by drinking myself silly. I was so depressed by what had been happening all I wanted to do was to forget that it happened-or at least try. I walked up to the bar to get a drink. "Shot of tequila, please." The bartender went down to get a glass. "No, wait-just give me the whole bottle and a glass." The bartender's eyes widened as he set the bottle of Cuervo 1800 on the bar. I took the bottle and shot glass and headed out back to the pool where it was quiet. I sat down on the bench and poured myself a drink. Then another and another. Before I knew it the bottle was empty and my eyes felt glazed over. I tried to stand up, but I had no support underneath me strong enough that would hold me. I noticed that the music had stopped playing long ago and I had wondered what time it was. "Monica?" It was Roxanne. "What are you still doing here? I thought everybody went home by now." She sat down next to me. When I looked up at her there must have been five of her next to me. I started to feel a little dizzy. "You don't look so well." She looked down to see the empty tequila bottle on the ground. I could feel my stomach churning in protest to the amount of alcohol I had just put into it. "I don't feel good...." That was all I could say when she helped me up from the bench. She supported my weight and she helped me walk into her palace of a house. I couldn't focus at all and my vision seemed to be narrowed considerably. "I want to go back to my hotel.." I mumbled. "Sorry, babe, you're in no shape to go anywhere." Roxanne took me to a bedroom, hers I think. She let me go and I flopped on my back onto the mattress. There were black satin sheets on the bed that felt cool to my body. I felt like I was burning up, beads of sweat began to form on my head. Nausea began to overtake me slowly as Roxanne started to take off my shirt. "Devin!" she called. The loudness of her voice rang into my ears, painfully jarring my brain. "Get me some water!" When she got my shirt off I could feel her eyes looking me over. As I stared at the ceiling the room began to move in circles. "I hope he's worth the agony you're gonna be feeling tomorrow." Devin, the guy she called, came in with a liter of bottled water. "Thanks, Dev. See you in the morning." Her voice was smooth, almost soothing to listen to. "Okay, Ms. Derrik." He replied and left the room. I started to feel cooler now. My nausea still hadn't gone away and my face felt flushed pale. "C'mon, Monica. You need to drink some water to help flush all of that tequila out of your system." She helped me to sit up, but I felt it all coming back up. I think she knew what was happening because she grabbed me and pulled me into her bathroom where I hugged the toilet bowl and heaved several times. It tasted just as bad coming up as it did going down. Roxanne held my hair back as I prayed to the porcelain god some more. I couldn't tell if I was feeling better or worse. I felt Roxanne's hand rubbing my back gently as my body convulsed in its release of toxicity. When I was through she helped me up to the marble bathroom sink and I washed my face with some cool water. I still felt woozy, so I went back and lay down on the bed. Roxanne sat down next to me. "Roll over," she said in her sexy voice. "I don't want you to get the wrong idea about me-" I started using some slurry English. "I couldn't if I wanted to. You're too drunk. If I thought you were at all interested I'd want you to be sober at least. Now roll over for me and I'll help you relax." Even with blurry vision I believed her. "Now, if I were a man, you wouldn't be so lucky. We'd be having a go at right now. But, lucky for both of us, I have better restraint than that." I rolled over onto my stomach and she removed my bra. She went over to her dresser and got some sort of massaging oil that had a hint of lavender to it. She put some on the palms of her hands, rubbed them together and began to massage my shoulders. "So tell me about John and why the two of you aren't getting along..." The more she massaged me the more I started to relax and realize I wasn't going to be forced into an odd situation with her. I told her how I wanted him for so long but the timing was never right and when it was right it was fantastic until he went out and found himself in bed with a blonde stripping whore who liked cheap perfume. I told her I had the opportunity to be with another guy (Eric) who wasn't shy about his feelings for me. I told her in detail about what happened at the club, about what happened after the contest and when I stormed out of our hotel room. "Was that the girl I saw him with? Blonde with fake tits?" Roxanne asked. "I have seen her around the various strip joints. She'd fuck anything with a pulse. I think she got invited because one of her friends works for me. I always wondered what it was about blondes. I always lose men to them. That is why I chose you to be in my films coming up. There's nothing fake about you or him. But, I know how you feel. I started getting into women because of a similar situation." It's nice to know that we had something in common and I wasn't just spilling my guts for her to manipulate me emotionally. "I was in the Bahamas doing a shoot and I kept trying to call back here. My boyfriend at the time seemed to have just vanished. Wouldn't return my calls, my pages, his cell phone was turned off. I was concerned; I thought something happened to him so I came back early to make sure. I heard some noise coming from the bedroom, so I opened the door. Not only was he with one blonde bimbo, he was with two. We got into such a bad fight it took five Las Vegas Metro officers to get me off of him. We were together for a long time and after that is when I decided to test the opposite end of the lake. But you didn't catch him in the act, did you?" "No," I replied. "She was hanging all over him at the club and he reeked of her perfume. He said that she did him orally and he wouldn't sleep with her. I just don't know how to feel about it." I felt myself drifting into sleep as she rubbed my entire back down. She had a touch, no doubt about it. "I want him and no other. I just can't forget what happened." "Well, if he's serious about you he won't give up to prove himself. Some men grovel like that. To me, though, I think it's weakness for them to try. But if you love him, I guess forgiveness could come, but it will be a slow and painful process. You gotta ask yourself if you're up to it or not. I don't want to be caught in the middle of this just to be fair. Most likely you two will be paired together and you will need to work beyond this to make it work here." I took her point as I faded away into sleep. I do love John, but how do I forgive him and move on? Could I ever trust him again? Will I hold this against him for the rest of our lives? I didn't leave the Bureau for my life to be turned upside down like this. ............................................................................. Chapter Six Reyes: Morning came and I awoke from hearing some splashes in the pool outside. I could hear music playing through some studio monitors out there and it was some sort of electronica music that was mellow compared to the music at the party. I saw that I had been stripped down to my underwear and I could smell the massage oil from last night. My muscles were relaxed, but my head hurt like hell. It pounded like a four-alarm migraine through my entire cranium. I stood up and still felt a little lightheaded, but at least my vision was back to normal. My body ached like I stepped out in front of a train. I put my clothes back on and went outside to the pool where Roxanne was swimming laps. She saw me and swam to the side of the pool. "How are you feeling this morning?" she asked as she jumped out of the pool. She had on a black speedo two-piece, her hair was in a long braid and I noticed silver a navel ring in her bellybutton. "Like shit," I grumbled. She toweled herself off. "Come in with me." She went back to the building where the party was last night. It was already cleaned up from the previous night's events. She went to the chiller under the bar and got out a can of Red Bull and gave it to me. "It tastes like shit, but it really helps the hangover. I speak from experience." I popped the can open and took a swig, grimacing from the bitterness of the taste. "God, this is horrible." I said. "What time is it?" "It's almost nine." Oh shit. That means John is going to show up anytime. "I'll be back. I've got to go and get your contracts for the two of you." The phone rang at the end of the bar and she answered it. "Hello? Hi Dave. Yes, let him in." She put down the receiver and walked out of the room. A few moments later John walked in and noticed that I was in yesterday's clothes. "Did you stay here last night or something?" he asked as if he was interrogating me. "What if I did?" I asked snobbishly. "What does it matter to you?" "It matters because I love you." He took a few steps closer to me and I backed away from him. "Oh really, John? Is that why you were hanging around Candy last night and the night before?" I could feel tears forming in my eyes. "You slept with her last night, didn't you. You enjoyed that kiss so much you had to have more, right Monica? All that to spite me? What's next, a three way?" He was starting to yell. "I told you I was sorry and does that give you the right to go and do the same thing to me?" "You make it sound like as if we're married. Is this how it was with your wife, too? Did you go out and do the same shit as you just did to me?" There was a moment of silence. "I fell for you, John Doggett. I can see clearly now that I should of left with Eric when I had the chance and all this time I waited for you was just a waste." "You two definitely have issues," Roxanne said calmly from behind us. I didn't notice her standing behind John. "To answer your question, no she didn't sleep with me. I wish she did because she'd be smiling and not crying. In fact, she was so upset over your sorry ass she drank a fifth of Cuervo 1800 and lost it all in my bathroom. She was too drunk to drive back to the hotel so she slept here. Now, you need to resolve what is going on here. I have seen it so often in this business and it makes for an ugly work environment. If you can't, there's the door and don't let it hit you on the way out." I was amazed at how calm her voice remained. John, however, didn't look so calm. He looked like he wanted to knock her out. ...................... Doggett: "Monica, why are you doing this to me? I love you and want you to be with me. If I could turn back time I would but the deed has been done now. I said I'm sorry; I'm going to do this porno shoot with you, against all my better judgment, and you're still mad. What more do I have to do?" "Tell me what happened with Candy last night. She was all over you on the dance floor and it looked as though you liked it." She was using her probing eyes again to extract the truth. "She couldn't stop touching your ass while you were dancing. I suppose she touched the real thing in bed later too." "You were watching us? Why didn't you just come over and tell her to piss off." I tried to keep my voice down so Roxanne wouldn't hear. "My god Monica, all I wanted was to hold you not her. I looked around later and couldn't find you, I thought you'd gone home." "I was out by the pool getting drunk." "You don't need to do that for me." My arms were aching to hold her again. My lips still wanted to taste hers. "Mon, we need to be a little civil here. Roxanne doesn't want us fighting and I don't either. At least that's something the boss lady and me both have in common. Now let's hug and look as though we've made up so we can get through this." Monica was the first to wrap her arms around my neck. She nestled into my neck as I also hugged her tightly. I missed this closeness and I knew she did too. She was taking in me scent; these were not the actions of someone who was drifting away. When Roxanne came back she saw us hugging and smiled. "Okay guys, follow me, I have your contracts to sign and then we can get down to business." "So soon?" Roxanne was obviously a no nonsense dame. That's why she lived the way she did: success, looks and money. "I'll give you a moment to read through these and then I'd like your autographs down below." As we read the contracts and eventually came to the conditions I was pleasantly surprised by the remuneration we'd receive. I had no idea how much making adult movies paid. We would be contracted initially for six films with a sliding payment scale of three thousand dollars each for the first then an additional one thousand dollars would be added on for every film after that making it four thousand each for the second and five thousand for the third and so on. Of course we'd be receiving royalties on the sales. After quickly doing the sums the figure of thirty-three thousand plus dollars each sounded too good to be true. After all we would be doing something we both enjoyed, fucking each other silly. Monica was biting her bottom lip as she read and I knew she was perusing all the fine print. "So how does the payment work?" I decided to ask a few questions while Monica finished her document. "As soon as you sign the contract and give us your banking details we can add the first three thousand dollars to your accounts up front. As filming begins for each new movie the money will be automatically added to your accounts." "So how long would filming take?" "We're talking about short stories here initially and if they take on you may find yourselves in big movie roles." She changed her voice to a sexy growl with the next sentence. "And if the videotape Monica gave me to watch is anything to go by you two are going to take this industry by storm. I don't think I've seen quite so many positions and so much sexual satisfaction from one sitting. You two just sizzle together." "Monica!" I tried to stay calm in front of Roxanne. "You didn't tell me you'd shown our tape to anyone." "I didn't really find the right time." "Look sweetie, don't blame her. When I found out about it I sort of insisted I see it. There's nothing to be ashamed of, both your bodies and moves are hot." I must admit I was flattered by these words. Yes, we were hot when it came to the bedroom and I could see it also intensifying. "So when do we start?" Monica had signed the form and given the pen to me. My hand was almost shaking as I scrawled my name in the space provided. "Okay then." Was that relief I sensed in Roxanne's demeanor? "We can start straight away if you like." ................................... "Come this way." Roxanne took us to another floor of the mansion and to a huge room set up as a hotel bar. "I call this the Studio Room. We use this for in house movies. We do a lot of on location shots too but there's plenty of time to get to those." She raised her eyebrows and then went over to a nearby table and picked up two folders and gave us each one. "What are these?" I asked. "These John and Monica, are your scripts." "Scripts?" I laughed at the joke. "I didn't think porno movies needed scripts." She smiled and replied, "I prefer to call mine 'adult movies' rather than 'porno'. They are much better quality and I like to have a story thread of some kind going. We don't want you just jumping each other from the start. We like to get a little 'foreplay' going first. Any questions?" I flicked through the lines I would be saying. "Do we have to follow this word for word?" "No John, you are free to ad lib. After all we want it all to flow freely so to speak," she chuckled and looked down to my crotch. "Of course in the bedroom scene we want you to do and say whatever comes naturally. I like a bit of sex talk in my movies rather than just grunts, groans and heavy breathing." I flushed a little thinking of the enormity of what I was about to do. "What about the camera work?" Monica asked. "Will we have to retake shots?" "We have a two camera team. This way one will get the close-ups the other the bigger picture. I like my scenarios to go off without a hitch. We don't want to break the 'mood' do we?" "..and other cast and crew?" Monica asked again. "In this story there'll be some extras in the bar and a full compliment of camera crew. In the bedroom we cut down the number of onlookers to have minimal 'distractions'." She paused waiting for more questions. "Okay, how about I run through the scenario with you then I'll leave you two to discuss any plans." We nodded. "Monica, you'll be sitting at the bar alone after having a few drinks. John will come up next to you and order a drink. Monica, while he's ordering, you'll look across to him and obviously like what you see. As you sip your drink, John you'll look at her and it's lust at first sight. However you've arranged to meet someone at the bar so cannot follow up this instant attraction. You go and sit at a far table and look at your watch. Monica, you'll know that he's waiting for someone and feel disappointed." She proceeded with the remainder of the story and then left us an hour to read and talk. "Oh my god Monica!" My mouth was open while I read the script. "What have we done? I don't know if I could have sex with you in front of a camera with people watching." "John, you're already signed up. There's no option now." "I know, I just hope I'm not too nervous to perform." "Just pretend there's no one around except us. You know how good we are together. Just focus on me and what it'll be like in bed together." I nodded and looked into her eyes. She was a beautiful, sexy and smart woman who I wanted with me for the rest of my life. I didn't want to stuff up any part of our relationship again. Roxanne came back with what looked like one of the crew. "You two love birds, this is Raoul, he'll be looking after your wardrobe and make-up. While you're getting fitted out we'll set up the studio. When you're both ready we'll start filming okay?" .......................... Chapter Seven Doggett: 'COME' Part One Monica sat at the bar in what looked like an up market downtown hotel. She wore a long black skirt with a slit that reached her thigh hinting at her wearing either a thong or no underwear underneath. She was sitting on an angle facing the entrance and gave a few of the patrons a view of her exposed cleavage. She had four buttons undone on her black tightly fitted shirt. With one hand she sipped on a martini and with the other she took a drag on her cigarette. I walked in and looked at my watch as I walked up to the bar. I had on tight blue jeans and black T-shirt and black leather jacket and shiny Docs. Monica noticed me at once and was clearly impressed with what she saw. I wasn't meant to have noticed her yet but as I ordered I thought I felt someone watching me but when I turned she was sipping her drink. My eyes widened as I looked at her from top to toe then back again lingering over her exposed leg and then her breasts and cleavage. Monica caught me eyeing her off and smiled. I blushed then took my drink and sat at a far table facing in her direction. She followed me over with her gaze and lingered on my butt. "Very nice," she said under her breath out of my earshot. I looked at my watch again and she knew I was there to meet someone and looked back at her drink disappointed. Monica hadn't noticed another man distracted by her beauty and sexiness but I had. My date still hadn't shown up and I was about to call when I saw the man probably in his mid to late thirties approach her. They exchanged a few words, which I knew to be, "I've noticed you at this bar before. You're looking very beautiful tonight." She glanced at his face first a little wary and then smiled her approval. "Want another?" His head turned to her almost empty glass. "Yes, martini with two olives." He nodded to the waiter and ordered himself a beer. He sat on the seat next to her and immediately there was body contact; a little too quickly for my liking and I frowned. His finger traced a line from her neck down to her cleavage and undid another button. Her chest heaved out as though she actually liked it. Not thinking anyone was watching his hand moved inside touching one breast and then the next. He pulled his hand out when the waiter came back with the drinks. They both took sips and then he whispered something in her ear that clearly concerned her but she stayed silent. After another sip his hand then rested on her naked thigh and moved up and slid underneath her dress to between her legs. I was shifting in my seat. Something was wrong; Monica's face said it all. "Stop, don't do this," she told him bluntly but he continued his rough assault on her while she was trying to get away. When she'd told him 'no' for the third time I took action. "Hey buddy, the lady here doesn't like the sort of attention you're showing her." He looked at me with an angry face and I stood there unruffled. "The lady picked me not you, you wimp!" "Oh yeah? Ask her if she still wants you, go on and ask her." He got out of his seat and came at me face to face. "It's none of your business asshole." "No, you're right, it wasn't but you made it my business to protect this woman when you started sexually harassing her." He pushed me forcefully in the chest and as quick as lightning I grabbed his arm and twisted it behind his back in a deadlock. His face winced in pain as I moved it up his body a little more. "Now apologize to the lady." "What for?" I moved it up a little further and he groaned. "Sorry." His first apology was a little too quiet. "She didn't hear you." "Sorry," he said loudly. I let my death grip go and he shook out his arm and screwed up his face as he made his way back to his table a defeated man. My attentions turned to Monica and in a soft voice I asked, "Are you all right?" "Yes, and thank you. I hate leeches like that." Her narrowed eyes looked over to him. I wanted to ask what he'd whispered to her but that was going too far. After a few seconds of eye contact I began to walk back to my seat but she grabbed my arm. "Stay with me a while?" "I'm meeting someone," I paused thinking. She then did something unexpected. She reached out and with a hand behind my back pulled me in closer then kissed me. I went to pull away but she moved with me. All this part of the script was ad libbing. What came next was all guided by our emotions. It had seemed ages since I'd kissed her last so I couldn't stop. I opened my mouth and sucked on her lower lip until she also opened hers. I tasted a little smoke on her but it was almost sexy. We were going at it with full force and our hands moved over each other's backs. I could feel that she wasn't wearing a bra, maybe she wasn't wearing panties either. The waiter had to say it twice before it registered. "Get a room you two." We just gazed into each other's eyes and knew he was right. She took my hand and walked me out another door that the audience believed led to the hotel rooms upstairs. "Cut!" called out Roxanne. The camera crew were clapping and cheering. "Well sweeties, that's a first." We looked at each other blankly. "That was so hot we don't need to retake any of it." She turned to the cast and crew. "Bedroom scene crew, take five. The rest of you, well done. Don't forget your complimentary box of chocolates on the wait out." Her attention was back on us. "John, Monica, you were sensational. If you're just as hot in the bedroom as you were just then, you're going to make it big. I've seen that videotape of yours, I know you can do it." "Come, I'll show you the bedroom." 'COME' Part 2 We flew in the door of Monica's hotel room like a couple of teenagers madly kissing and groping each other's bodies. Monica flipped off her shoes and I took off my jacket and let it flop to the floor all without unlocking our lips. I stopped for a moment and she looked puzzled. "Let's take this slowly and let it last," I made sure my voice was low and husky just like our 'phone sex' in the truck on the way to Vegas. She smiled with lust filled eyes and we moved in for a slow sensuous kiss. The camera was right near us but we were too engrossed in each other to notice. My hands roamed ever so slowly down her back feeling the soft material and her shapely curves underneath. My fingers felt down her spine to her ass and rested there for a moment before feeling every inch. The fabric bunched up as I massaged her. Her hand ran through my hair and put on pressure to kiss more deeply. Her other hand played with the rim of my jeans and pulled out my T-shirt. We lost all awareness of the cameras as we slowly undressed near the bed, rarely breaking our locked mouths. I searched for Monica's skirt fastener and undid it and slowly moved the fabric down over her thighs. I didn't see the camera moving along with my hands. My fingers revealed that she was indeed wearing a thong. Her ass must look so sexy to the camera, I just imagined. She kicked her skirt away and ran her fingers up along my sides as she lifted my T-shirt up and over my head. Her eyes drifted down with hunger over my bare chest and her fingers trailed over my pecs. This stirred me up deep inside and the previous thought of not being able to perform flew out the window. I was becoming hard for her. As we kissed some more Monica ran the back of her hand over my hard, bulging mound in my pants and I groaned with pleasure at her touch and threw my head back. As I did her tongue went to my nipples. Her nose nuzzled into my chest as she gently bit and tugged. After the lavish attention on my chest she kissed down and licked my navel in and out, in and out. I hoped she would get to my pants soon because the pressure was becoming unbearable. She undid the button of my jeans and then rubbed over my bulge with her nose and kissed it before taking the zip down with her teeth all the time growling and looking up into my eyes. Still crouching down her hands found the waistband of my jeans and tugged them down pulling my briefs along with them. As she pulled the pants down over my thighs my erection broke free and I felt relief. Her tongue trailed down from the tip promising to continue to the job after my jeans, socks and shoes were off. I was totally bare now but she still had two articles of clothing that had to be removed. She undid the buttons of her black shirt and slowly opened the front exposing her bare breasts to me. She gave me a good view of her perfect body in her red thong before she crouched down again and took me in her mouth. It was slow at first but it was the most marvelous feeling. I grabbed her hair and pulled as she fitted as much in her mouth as possible. Her mouth was hot on me as she worked her magic tongue over the sensitive she near the head. "Oh baby, that's good." My hormones were beginning to take over but I didn't want to come just yet. This was to be slow and sexy. I stroked her cheek and she let go sensing the same feelings as me. "Remember I want this to last. Come here baby." She stood up and my fingers made their way to the rim of her thong and I pulled it down. I threw it across the room and pulled her down on top of me on the bed. Her knees landed either side of my hips and I could feel the head of my throbbing erection flick across her clit. I was so tempted to just ram into her but this was for an audience and we were being paid for our talents so had to restrain myself. "Oh," she sighed loudly as she moved her body so that my cock rubbed her clit. My thoughts momentarily went back to the porno movies I'd seen and rarely had I witnessed evidence that the females derived as much pleasure from the act than the men. I was determined that the camera would show Monica's orgasm with me inside her. Rolling her onto her back I lightly rested on top of her and kissed her deeply again. The gasps coming from Monica as I ran kisses over her neck and down to her breasts weren't the only sounds in the room. We must have been convincing because I thought I heard some groans and moans from the crew. Then it was my turn to suck her breasts. I opened my mouth wide and took as much in as I could and suckled. Monica arched her head back and growled. "Oh that's good. Suck all of me." After suckling her other breast my mouth and tongue moved down to her shaved pubic area where I'd left only a little hair. Perfect I thought for the camera to see exactly what I was going to do. Her legs were already wide for me so with my fingers I spread apart her labia and began my assault on her clit. The camera could see and I could feel that it was hard. When I had licked all her juices my tongue pushed into her. She bucked her hips slightly indicating to go faster. It was her turn to pull my hair; the pain of it causing me to forcefully tongue fuck her. She was responding a little too well to all this so I slipped my tongue out and made my way up her body again. Deliberately leaving my dick teasingly near her entrance, I kissed her mouth again. I could hear heavy sighs that weren't coming from the woman below me and imagined some of the crew were probably getting a little overheated by now. What we were doing was definitely better and more convincing than any porn movie I'd seen before. Here were two people who also loved each as well as having explosive sex. We were getting paid for this bit of heavenly pleasure. "Push it in me now, I need you in me," she almost squeaked the words. I sat up and placed my knees inside hers then held my firm cock and ran it around her opening collecting her hot juices. The head rested in her for a moment before I pushed slowly into her all the way. There was more than one gasp as I began pumping her. Her juices glistened on my dick and I knew the camera would see her obvious sexual yearning for me. "Ahhhhh, yesssss, morrrrrre deeper." Quickening my pace was starting to build me up to the final orgasm again but this needed to last even longer. She somehow sensed this and moved up so that I slipped out of her. She rolled over on all fours and I took her Doggie style. My hands rested on her butt as my thumbs teased apart her cheeks. We could easily see my cock pushing into her. Her ass was so perfect. My thumbs did sweeps of her velvet skin before leaving her hips to massage her hanging breasts then run my hands over her shoulders and back to their place on her ass. "You like this?" I growled. "Yesssss," she hissed. "Oh my god! I'm going to come." I knew it by the tell tale spasms on my dick. I wanted the camera to see this orgasm of hers so pulled out and ran my dick in long lines beside her clit. The camera and I saw it all and I almost came also from the sheer eroticism of it but held on. I had more plans. Her breathing was rough as we saw the quivering clit and more juices run out of her. Before she had time to finish I was in her again pushing madly. Her orgasm seemed to go on forever as I pumped relentlessly. My hand reached around and I touched her still sensitive clit and lightly ran my fingers over it. She'd had two orgasms in quick succession before; I wondered if I could prolong this one. "Come on baby," I growled. "You can do it for me. Come again for me baby." "Oh fu-uck!" she groaned as my fingers moved faster on her. My cock was on the verge of explosion when I felt her second wave. "Yes, just like that, come for me big. Ahhhh." I couldn't keep my emotions in any more. "Oh yeah... shit..." her voice was feathery. The orgasm was building and showed promise of rivaling any I'd had with my woman so far. As hers was slowing mine hit and I almost lost my grip on the bed with the sheer force of it. "Oh shit!" I called as I effervesced into her whole body filling her every cavity. Wave after wave hit me and I found it hard not to fall on this woman. As I felt the final rivulets of pure pleasure my hands absently felt up and down her thighs. We stayed just rocking on the bed for minutes absorbing every atom of this heaven. When I eventually pulled out, my juices combined with hers oozed out of her and dripped on the bed. She flopped on her stomach and I rested next to her with an arm draped across her back. "Um," I eventually had the energy to talk feeling her hair tickling my lips. "Ye-es," she said sleepily. "After that amazing sex," I spoke with my 'phone sex' voice again. "Do you think we could exchange names?" I felt her shudder in a laugh and I smiled and kissed her shoulders. "That's a wrap!" We hear Roxanne's voice. .............. .............. Chapter Eight Reyes: "And I need a drink," Roxanne said as she fanned herself with one of the scripts. "Jesus Christ, if you two keep it up we're all going to suffer from heat stroke in here. Great job! I can't wait to see what you do on my location shoots. Take your time getting up. God knows I am having a little trouble walking just from being back here. Raoul, get them a couple of robes, will ya?" Raoul nodded and got two white bathrobes and handed them to us. "Great job everybody! I can't wait to see how well this one goes on the site!" Roxanne smiled and left the room. I lay on my stomach after hearing Roxanne's command. It was blistery hot on the room and my hangover had finally started to subside. After all, I had no time to think about it during this last sexual excursion with John. Damn, he was soooo good. It almost made me forget about his fling with the cheap blonde, but the fact of the matter that still remained was he never told her about me. There had to be something done about that little fact alone and I had an idea of how I could get that accomplished. "What are you doing today?" John whispered to me in his sexy voice. "Probably getting something to eat and going back to the hotel so I can shower and get some rest." Eating and shower, yes. Rest? Well, probably not if he was going to be around. "Can I spend the day with you?" He looked at me with these puppy-dog eyes that were begging my forgiveness. I looked deep into his eyes. I could tell he still felt pain for what he had done, but for some reason it still wasn't good enough. I wanted him to be mine forever, but I couldn't make it work when he'd been insincere to two people. "Under one circumstance," I started as I paused for a moment," Your nipples get done today." John rolled his eyes and flopped to his back. "I was hoping you forgot about that." "Bet's a bet, John. Come on, I'll be there with you and I promise I will make it worth your while." I shot a playful grin at him knowing that he hadn't seen that since his little problem began. We put on our robes and headed back out to the bar area where the party was last night. I was pretty spent from this morning and wanted nothing more than to crash into bed, but I wanted to make today a lot of fun...at least for me. Roxanne was at the bar drinking a shot of something. "I had your clothes put in the bathroom. I figured you would want to at least get some rest, Monica. I can't believe what I just saw in there. It's the best chemistry I have seen between two people in a long time." Roxanne spoke in her sexy voice. She eyed me up and down again, much to John's disapproval. "You two get some rest. I have a shoot planned for Lake Havasu in a few days. I got the lake shut down for the shoot and was able to get some more time so the other 'employees' can have some fun, so be ready for that, OK? And let me know when you have your account information handy so I can wire the money to you for this." "Thanks, Roxanne." I said. "Mon, I'm gonna go get dressed," John said as he darted off to the bathroom. Perfect: Time for my plot to unfold. "Roxanne, could I ask you something?" "Anything." She took a swig of her drink. "Body piercing...Where did you get yours done?" My wheels were turning. "I can't remember the name of the place, but it's on the strip past Circus Circus. They do tattoos and piercing." "Can I use your phone really quick?" I started to sound anxious, but if I was going to have the effect I wanted, I needed to move quickly and discreetly. Roxanne nodded and I went to the phone at the end of the bar. I dialled Eric's pager number quickly and hung up the phone. Moments later the phone rang and Roxanne answered it. "It's for you," she said as she handed it over to me. "Hello?" I said. "Monica," It was Eric. "Hey cutie what'd you need? Is he bugging you still?" "It's still not right, Eric. I know he's holding out still. He hasn't told her about me yet." My voice almost sounded desperate, but I knew it was convincing. "Well, I know it's only been a couple days and I just got here, but fuck it. I'm coming out there. I can do my digging there for a couple of days. It's time I set that guy straight for you. He obviously doesn't know what he's got. I'll call you at your hotel room when I get off the plane." His voice sounded excited. Deep down inside I was, too. I had a master plan I knew would work. I hung up the phone when I saw John approaching. "Your turn," he said with a sexy smile on his face. God, that was always the hook for me. Wait until I get him back to my suite... I went and changed my clothes and we went outside and got the truck. We headed off to Wells Fargo Bank and opened up our checking accounts and then we went to have a quick lunch. When we were done with that I took him to the tattoo parlour that Roxanne recommended for piercing. We walked in and there was this guy who looked like he was affiliated with the Hells Angels: Tattoos down both arms, long, ratted hair, piercings in his face, and latex gloves on his hands. "What can I do for you?" he asked in a rough voice. "Yes, he's here to get his nipples done," I replied with a smile. John looked over at me with a worried look on his face. No, make that petrified. "You are enjoying this, aren't you?" he asked. "I'll be enjoying you more later," I said seductively. The piercer got two stainless silver rings out from under a glass counter and motioned for us to go with him to the back. The place smelled of incense of some kind, though I seriously doubt it was the legal type. We went to the back room and there was a padded table in the middle of the room with a tray of various needle sizes, Vaseline, Listerine, a sink, and a box of latex gloves. "Lay down," the guy told John. "Take off your shirt." John did as he was told. He handed his shirt to me and the piercer opened a sterile needle and the two nipple rings. He took the silver beads off of both of them and dipped the ends in the Vaseline and set them on the tray. He rubbed John's nipples down with some alcohol really quick and then took a marker to mark the spot where he was going to pierce so that both would be the same. I could tell John was getting nervous as he fidgeted a little. "This is going to hurt. I'm not gonna lie to you, so you might want to take in a deep breath." John sucked in a deep breath as the piercer took the needle and pushed it through the first nipple. "JESUS CHRIST!" John shouted. The piercer looped the first nipple and went to the next one receiving the same response as the first one. When the beads were snapped on, I handed John his shirt. Tears were forming in his eyes and his face was beet red. "Make sure you keep those clean and try not to play with them. Use liquid Dial to clean them in the shower and you can also use Hibiclens. Don't use alcohol or peroxide. You can speed up the healing process by taking zinc supplements. You can pay up front." The piercer left the room. John's nipples pierced made me hot for him. The looked really sore and red, but I couldn't help but picture myself biting and nibbling on those things. He put his shirt back on and grimaced when the material rubbed past his nipples. "I hope you're happy," he grumbled as he stood up. "Oh, I'm very happy," I said smiling. We went up front and paid for the service and went back to my hotel room at the MGM. When I opened the door John looked around, amazed at the size of the place. "So this is the room you won?" He asked. "Yep, has a couple of things I still haven't tried." I led him to the bedroom and pointed at the bed and then pointed to the marble-tiled bathroom with the Jacuzzi. "I'd like to try them with you." I turned to face him, rubbing my hands against his crotch. My touch resulted in his immediate response of erection. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into him. He bent down and pressed his lips firmly into mine, opening his mouth for a duel of tongues. "I want you, Monica. I want you in the Jacuzzi." John growled in between kisses. I could feel the electricity igniting our passion once more. It was almost like I could never say no to him. I broke free of him and headed for the door. "Where are you going?" I grabbed the ice bucket that was on the table by the door. "I'll be right back. Get the water running, OK?" I walked out the door and down the hall to the ice machine. It had an 'out of order' sign on it so I had to go to the next floor to get some ice. When I came back to the room John was already in the spa with the jets running. "What took you so long?" John asked over the noise of the jets. "Had to get some ice." I shook the bucket and set it on the nightstand by the bed. "What are you gonna do with that?" He asked with a devious smile. "You'll find out," I smiled back. I stood in the doorway as I stripped my clothes off slowly, one at a time. John stared with hunger in his eyes and I could tell his breathing was getting heavy. I could read all over his face that he was on fire for me. After I kicked away the last article of clothing I slowly walked into the bathroom staring into John's eyes with each step. I opened the shower door and turned the showerhead on; I needed to at least shave everything. "I'll be right out." "Hurry," I heard John through the shower spray. I rushed through my shower, washing my hair and shaving as quickly as I could. The look that John was sending me was going to the core of my soul. I turned off the shower and stepped out, showing him my wet, naked body. "Get in here," he ordered. I did as he told me and I slowly put my feet into the hot steamy water. I stood over him as he put his hands on my hips and slowly pulled me down onto his lap. I pinned him against the side with my arms around his neck aggressively kissing him with full tongue action. I stuck it in as far as I could get it to taste every drop I could of him. I growled into his throat and that seemed to make him respond back aggressively as he tightly gripped my ass. I could feel his hardness rub against my clit which was swelling to astronomical proportions. My body had reacted so quickly to him I didn't know if I could handle any foreplay this time. I moved down his neck, sucking, licking, and biting him as I went along. He tasted so good to me I could eat him alive. He groaned loudly and wrapped a set of fingers in my wet hair. I ran my fingers down his chest, lightly touching his sore nipples and playing with his new additions. He gasped in pain, but I knew it would hurt him but I didn't care. He was ultimately going to suffer in the end when I was through with him. My lips followed my hands down his chest and I could feel John watching my every move. He pulled me back to his lips and our mouths met openly in the heat of the moment. I loved the breathing he used when he kissed me. I loved the way it tasted; I love the way he tasted. He pushed his hard erection into my center and I pushed down on him as I went down. I felt myself getting light headed from the initial joining but I rode him up and down as the pleasure from it all was worth it. "I want you in the bed..." I moaned. I threw my head back and he kissed my neck and tasted my flesh with his tongue. "Not yet.." He growled. He suckled on my breasts as he pushed up into me hard, causing me to jerk violently. I felt like coming for him just from his forcefulness. "God, John..." I whispered as I ran my tongue across his lower lip. I felt myself approaching a climax. "I need to stop.." I pushed off of him and I got out of the spa and headed for the bed. I got on the edge on my knees and I felt his hand on my head, pulling it back into his mid-section. He kissed my neck, licking and biting harder than before. It hurt a little but it excited me. I turned around and sat on the edge in front of him and licked him from his navel to his collarbone, my hands following. I went back to his piercings and stopped. I put a piece of ice in my mouth and started to suckle on his jewelry, going from one side to the other. I could see John's legs tense from my little torture. When the ice was melted, I moved down to his hard cock, coolness still filling my mouth. When I engulfed him he jumped a little from the sudden coolness. I swallowed all of him as I massaged his balls and the inside of his thighs. His head bobbed back and forth with my up and down movements, causing me to suck him harder. "God Monica, how do you do that to me?" He was moaning loudly now and his reaction was about to put me over the edge. John pushed me down on my back and he entered me hard again. I ran my fingers down his back; digging into him so hard I drew blood from his skin. I laced my legs with his to pull him in more. He stopped and picked me up, arms under my knees. He slammed me into the wall by the bathroom as he forced himself into me harder and harder as I struggled to catch my breath. I grabbed his nipple rings knowing it would hurt and gave them a little squeeze. John pushed into me so hard I thought my tailbone was going to bruise from this session of hotness. He put me back onto the bed where I got onto all fours and he entered me with a handful of my hair in his hands. Simultaneously he pulled on my hair and he pushed inward. He moved both hands down to my shoulders by my neck. I could feel him swell as he pumped harder and harder. "Fuck, Monica!!" He was starting to hyperventilate the closer we both got. His hands were squeezing me so tight they were starting cut off my air supply. Blood rushed to my face as I felt my clit quivering over his cock "Come on, baby, do it again like before." I reached a hand around behind me to gently push him off of me and he went to his back. I kissed him hard as I straddled him with my back facing him. I rubbed his hard cock over my clit, massaging gently. His breathing was short and sharp as I did this and I gently glided him back into me. I rubbed his balls more as I bobbed up and down on him. I felt his hands in my hair once more and he pulled hard, forcing my head back. One hand went to the skin on my back and what nails he had dug into my flesh. He was getting close so I rode him harder and harder with each downward motion. "Monica...I...I'm soooo..." I felt him spill into me and I came a second time with every muscle tensing in my body. I got up off of him and lay down with my arm across his chest. I kissed his flesh as his chest rose and fell quickly from our activity. "God I love you..."he whispered to me. "Really?' I asked. "Then why don't you level with me?" "What do you mean?" There was confusion in his voice. "Have you told her about me?" I looked up to his eyes. "Who?" "Jesus, you know who. That blonde bimbo you hang out with." "Does it matter?" That answered my question. "Actually yes, and I take that as no she doesn't know." The phone rang and I answered it. I was expecting John's response, but it still stung nonetheless. "Hello?" "Baby, it's Eric. My plane just landed. Can you get me?" Eric's voice sounded excited. Inside I was, too. "Of course. I'll be there shortly." I hung up the phone and looked over at John. "Who was that?" John asked. "Put your clothes on. I am going to drop you off at your other girlfriend's place so you can tell her what is really going on. I need to pick someone up at the airport." I got up and put my clothes on. Blue jeans, my Doc Martens, and a black mini top with spaghetti straps and no bra. "Mon, does it matter?" John asked in desperation as he put his clothes on. "If you love me as much as you say you do, then yes." I was stern about it and he wasn't going to weasel his way out of it. We went down to the truck in the parking garage and he just slumped into his seat. He gave me directions to the slut's place and I parked out front. "What happens after I tell her?" He asked softly. "I don't know right now," I replied as I stared straight ahead. "That hurts. What you do makes me hurt inside. I can't live without you, but if you keep doing this to me I don't think I can handle it. You need to figure it out." John got out of the truck and I locked the doors with the electric switch on the inside of my door. I pushed the passenger window button and lowered the glass a little. "Monica, I love you." John peered into the crack in the tinted glass. "We'll see how much you really do love me, John." I bit my lower lip. "Who are you getting from the airport?" His hands were resting on the door. I looked over at him with my chin tucked down. "I'm picking up Eric." I peeled off leaving a stunned John no chance to react to my last statement. I didn't look back to watch his reaction as I drove off to the airport. Eric was waiting at the curb and I stopped to let him in. He had dyed his hair black and was starting to sport a goat-t on his chin. He had a carry on bag and a laptop with him. I put the brakes on the truck and got out to greet him. "I just can't stay away from you, Monnie." Eric laughed as he put his arms around my waist and picked me up in a bear hug. "Where's the boyfriend?" He looked around to find John. "I dropped him off at his girlfriend's house so he could explain to her why he smells like me..."I smiled devilishly. Eric put his arm around me and we both leaned against the truck. "Let me get this straight...You did him and then took him back to her..." I nodded and he threw his head back in laughter. "Turning the tables...Paybacks are a bitch. Since he's nowhere to be found..." Eric faced me and planted a gentle kiss on my lips that was electrifying. "If he can't shape up he's going to lose out big time. Come on, I'll drive us back." He put his stuff behind the driver's seat as we got into the truck and he pulled out into traffic as we made our way back to the hotel. "So what's new?" I told him about my first shoot that morning and I could see the lust forming in his eyes. "Sorry I missed that. You show that chick your home video?" I nodded with a smile. "Well, then, I hope I get to see a little more of that filming action while I'm here." He grinned and placed a hand on my knee. We made our way back to the hotel and he put his stuff on the sofa. "This is a nice place that you won, cutie." He wrapped his arms around my waist and his green eyes looked deep into mine. "So what else did you do to him prior to my arrival?" I told him about the bet John and I placed and the piercing session with his nipples. "You just love torture, don't you?" He joked as he tickled my sides as I laughed and struggled to get away from him. We ended up on the bed with him pinning me down. His lips inches from mine we sat there in silence for an eternity. He placed his lips on mine and kissed me passionately. At this moment in time with John not coming up to par I wouldn't mind having a go with Eric. Eric pulled away from me shaking his head. "I can't do this to you. It would just be bringing you down to his level. I don't want to be the one you rebound to. If I have you I want it to be right." He whispered in my ear and he buried his face in my shoulder and hugged me. Reality came back to me as well and I agreed. It wasn't the time. "Though I am gonna get under his skin while I am here..." We both laughed and he got up and headed to the couch. "I'll be out here if you need me." He closed the shudders to the bedroom and I readied myself for bed. I was spent from the sex with John and my muscles were feeling sore. With Eric here I should sleep quite well tonight. Chapter Nine Candy: The moment I'd laid eyes on John DiSalvo it was lust at first sight. He'd walked into the bar and the initial thing I'd noticed was his lithe body and the way he wore his clothes. It all just made me determined to see what was underneath them. I knew I would. I could have just about any man I wanted so I only chose the best. It was when I walked up to him and saw those crystal blue eyes that perfectly chiseled face and then heard his magic voice; it made me even more determined. He liked what he saw too. That expression on any man was a dead give away. I didn't hesitate to lure him into my clutches. An unmarried, sexy man like him was a rare find and I'd wondered whether he'd perhaps been married recently but feeling the smooth area on his ring finger revealed that this was not the case. Men could be putty in a beautiful woman's clutches and I knew I'd lured him when he actually followed me to the strip club. The hours of working out each week paid off when it came to my line of work. I was the most highly paid stripper at the club and the tips I made kept me living a very comfortable lifestyle. The club had paid for my hotel room during my employment there, which helped me to save a deposit on an apartment close by. It would only be a month or two then and I'd be able to move out and into my own place. John had been with me twice and each time we had made out. Something bothered me though. Both times we'd ended up in bed but it had stopped short of physical union. The first time I'd given him a blow job and he'd worked wonders on my pussy with those nimble fingers of his but when I'd rolled on top of him wanting to go further he gently placed me back on the bed and said he had to go. There was no excuse. He just kissed me then left, leaving me wondering if I'd see him again. The second time he stayed with me the whole night after the party at Roxanne's. We'd ended up in bed once again, this time working his magic with his tongue on my body but again stopped short of making love. He fell asleep beside me and I'd watched his adorable face and the gentle rise and fall of his chest for at least an hour before I too fell victim to sleep. All through our make-out sessions he'd appeared agitated somehow and it all seemed to stem from his acquaintance with the dark haired lady who'd entered the amateur night at the club. She had a great body and her act was clearly the best but no way was I going to lose him to her. I had plans to get him into bed and have my way with him soon no matter what. When there was a knock on my hotel room door I considered adding some more clothing but decided just to keep on my oversized T-shirt. I liked to be comfortable in my own quarters so wore no underwear, just the one article. Whoever it was would probably be leaving soon anyway. "John!" "Hi Candy." He looked adorable in his navy blue T-shirt and those jeans that hugged all the right places. "This is a pleasant surprise. I didn't expect you. Come in." As he walked to the sofa and sat down my eyes inadvertently scrolled down to his chest. It took me only moments to realize what John had done. "So are those to enhance your performance at the club's next amateur night?" I grinned. He looked down and chuckled, "Put it this way, I lost a bet." "Oh? Want to tell me?" Sitting next to him on the sofa I leaned in and touched each ring through the fabric and knew he was still tender. He tried not to show his discomfort to me. "Can I see?" My hands went down to pull up his T-shirt but his hands quickly covered mine stopping them in their path. I looked into his eyes for the reason but his face softened and he let me continue the journey. Oh, how I wanted this man! We had shared a bed the previous night and I wanted our relationship to go further. I pulled out his T-shirt and I lifted it, careful not to cause more pain. My fingers trailed north over his abdominal muscles and chest then pulled the T-shirt up and over his head. "Ooh, very nice." I marveled at his shapely chest hardly looking at the rings at all. "You must tell me more about this bet of yours but first, have you eaten?" He shook his head. "Come on, I was about to have dinner. I always make a double lot anyway, so I can have some the next day." As I took his hand he went for his T-shirt. "Uh uh John, leave it off!" My voice had sexy resolve. "Okay then," he chuckled. I could feel his eyes burning into me from behind. The T-shirt I was wearing barely covered my ass and he certainly would have shown him I wasn't wearing underwear. Every step I made from then on was luring him more and more into my trap. We'd had dinner when John asked if he could take a shower. I thought this odd because he had his own place to shower but at least it was keeping him with me. He still hadn't told me why he was there. Was it for sex at last? The sound of the water running and the image of John's naked, glistening body drew me to the bathroom. I slipped the T-shirt over my head noiselessly and opened the shower door. He turned quickly at the intrusion. "Candy, we can't do this." I was surprised by this comment especially with what we'd done the previous two days. "Oh?" My fingers went to his chest and trailed their way down changing his mind with every centimeter. John's obvious enjoyment of my fingers' journey was beginning to show. It was all too easy to turn men on. I knew there had been something on his mind but that could be discussed later. All I wanted to do then was give him pleasure. "So, who goes first with the soap?" My question was answered as John lathered up his hands then went to my shoulders first. As he relathered and covered my body with his hands, not leaving any part untouched, his eyes followed his every movement. He was enjoying soaking in the feel of my skin and curves and it was exciting me beyond words. When he lingered at my pussy and once again brought me to screaming orgasm I knew I had to have him in bed that night. Our relationship needed to be cemented with physical union. It was my turn with the soap and lathered his whole body before getting the washcloth and wiping it all off with slow deliberate strokes. Every so often we stopped to kiss. This man was the best kisser I'd ever known. He started off slowly just touching my lips with his then began brushing them across mine. He used his tongue to gently pry open my mouth and as soon as my mouth opened his did too and he plunged in, rocking our bodies from side to side, as our mouths locked in a drawn out, erotic kiss. My hands trailed down to his now very stiff cock and my fingers wrapped around it. As we continued the kiss I gave him a hand job, slowing down every so often to feel his rock hard balls. I felt the breath from his nose on my cheek and knew he was beginning to orgasm, indicating for me to go faster. The faster I went the more breath I felt on my skin. The small whimpers coming from his throat urged me on. Then I felt extra warmth on my hand and stomach and a guttural groan and felt smug in the fact I could do this for him. We'd washed everything off our bodies, toweled each other dry when I took him by the hand to my bed. .......................... Doggett: All thought of Monica and what she'd asked me to do left my mind as I looked at the heavenly creature in front of me. Not only did her skin radiate a golden color, her face glow on seeing me, her beautiful large green eyes lock with mine, but also she had a body to die for. I knew I was in lust not love but I couldn't help my thoughts. It was as though my mind and body had no control when I was with her. I loved Monica and wanted her but she was acting strangely lately and I wasn't sure if she felt about me the same way. I'd told her I loved her but she hadn't replied the way I'd expected. The sex was terrific though. Our bodies just meshed as though they were always meant to be together. Why was Eric coming back, that snark? I hoped it was to give us some good news about his findings in DC and not to claim Monica for himself now that there was a little tension between us. After the meal then shower, Candy had asked me to her bed and I couldn't refuse. There was something about her that was irresistible. She could have any man so why she chose me was incomprehensible. There must have been other men and recently. Who could not look at her and see her radiant beauty and lust fill their very being. We slipped under the covers and we held each other close. "So Candy, why me?" I needed to hear it from her own lips. "You John? You're just about the sexiest guy I've ever known and you're not married. You don't know how many married men out there I have to reject." "You haven't got a boyfriend?" She wriggled a little uncomfortably and I urged her to talk. "Tell me about him." She paused an inordinate amount of time but I allowed her some grace before replying. "We had a silly misunderstanding. I don't really want to talk about it, okay?" "Okay," I said slowly. "So I noticed you talking to the woman who won amateur night. You know her?" It was my turn to be uncomfortable as it all rushed back into my memory. The real reason Monica had dropped me off there was to explain about our relationship to Candy, and what had I done? We were in bed together after bringing each other to thunderous orgasms in the shower. She began running fingers over my hip and around to my ass and placed her lips on mine as I thought. She was beginning foreplay once again and I knew I had to make a decision whether to pleasure her without consummation or to just go ahead and do it no matter the circumstances. I was still debating this as she leaned in for a longer kiss and I felt her breasts and crotch against me. Once again my body was taking over and I knew that this time we'd go further. I lay on top of her looking into her delirious, sex-smitten eyes, as both our bodies were ready for final union. My cock pressed against her wetness and I was about to push inside. It was then we heard a loud crash come from the other room. We both jumped at the sounds and I put a finger to her lips and went, 'Shhh, do you have a gun?" "In the top drawer," she whispered. She drew the covers to her when I got out of bed to find the gun. Weapon out in front I quietly moved to the other room to see what the commotion was about but saw the front door open and a figure attempt to leave. "Freeze, I have a weapon!" The figure stiffened and turned to face me, something in his hand. Just then Candy came out of the bedroom with a robe on. "Rocky, what are you doing?" I looked at Candy with disbelief. She knew this guy? "What's that in your hand?" "Ah..," was all he could say. "Give it here!" Candy walked over to him and took what very much looked like a videotape. "That's our tape Rocky. What were you doing?" "I see you didn't waste any time. Who's he?" "He's a friend." "Looks like more than a friend, you sleeping with him?" Realizing I was still naked I went back into the bedroom to at least put on some clothes. As I pulled up my briefs I could hear heated banter coming from the other room. Rocky must have been this recent boyfriend of hers. She clearly still held a flame for him. The talk stopped and I heard the front door slam just as I was pulling up my jeans. When my T-shirt was going over my head Candy came back into the room. "What was that all about?" "We made a porn videotape together and he was worried I was going to sell it. He's a clergyman's son and it would be devastating for the family if it ever got out. I wasn't going to sell it, I was only joking but he thought I was serious." I pulled up my socks and began tying up my Nikes. "John, what are you doing?" I saw disappointment in her eyes but I just had to do this. Monica was my love not Candy. If it wasn't for our intruder I would have impaled Candy with my trusty sword by now and that deed alone could have meant a lifetime without the love of my life. I was going to have to make it all up to her somehow. As I kissed Candy on the cheek and told her I'd see her soon I tried not to look at her eyes as I made my way to her door. Tomorrow morning I'd pay a visit to the florist on the way to Monica's hotel to try and make peace. .................... Chapter Ten Reyes: I awoke to the sound of Eric typing on his laptop. I opened the shudders to the bedroom and he sat there with jeans on and no shirt. From his Spaniard heritage he has a nice bronze color to his skin and he had a tribal tattoo on his right bicep. He must have heard me because he looked up and smiled. "Morning, beautiful. Sleep good?" He had such a beautiful smile. I nodded. "Yeah, the best since I've been here. I'm gonna take a shower." I grabbed a fresh mini-tee, bra and underwear and headed in for my shower. As the hot water hit me, I could still smell John's scent on me. There was something about that man's natural scent that seemed like it was love potion number; it drove me absolutely wild. I shampooed and soaped up, rinsing it all away monetarily afterwards. I got out and towel-dried myself off and ran a brush through my wet hair. I heard a knock at the door and I quickly put my clothes on and rushed out. When I got to the door Eric had already answered it: John was standing there with a dozen red roses and a pissed off look on his face since I wasn't the one who answered the door. Eric was sarcastic as ever. "For me, John? You cutie, you shouldn't have." "Fuck you, Eric," John blurted out as he came inside the room. Eric took a sniff of the air and so did I: Her perfume...had to be her perfume. "Well, John, it would seem I'm not the one who's been fucking around. You have." Eric crossed his arms. "It would seem you think that eatin' ain't cheatin'." "What the hell is he doing here? Did you sleep with him last night just to get back at me?" John's voice started to elevate. "If she did what are you gonna do about it?" Eric pushed. "Doesn't feel too good, does it Johnny?" John threw the flowers at Eric and pushed him up against the wall. "John!" I yelled. God, were we going to have a fistfight in my room? "Go ahead and hit me, John, if you think it will make yourself feel any better." John still had a hand pressed into Eric's shoulder with the other one raised up clenched into a fist. "What the hell's the matter with you? You have the most beautiful girl in the world and you blow it on some cheap blonde who likes to wear stenchy perfume. I would do anything to have Monnie as my own and if you keep it up, vultures like me are lying in wait. I'll take her from you, John, and you will never see her again. So why don't you get your damned hands off of me before this gets really ugly and think about that." John blinked a few times and backed away. He then turned to me. He had this guilt-stricken look on his face. "Did you SLEEP with him?" he asked me once more. "No. He slept on the couch last night." I said softly with honest eyes. John looked down at the floor. He probably just what kind of ass he just made out of himself. With him closer to me I could smell that perfume that was venting from his body. "You went to her again last night, didn't you?" My eyes drilled through him. "At least I can show restraint." I went to brush by him to see if Eric was all right and he grabbed me by the arm, pulling me around to face him. "Monica-" he started. I pulled my arm from him forcefully and smacked him in the chest where his piercings would be. I knocked the wind out of him and he doubled over in pain. I walked past him and went up to Eric. "Are you okay?" I asked him as I rubbed his arm. "Yeah. You? I'm sorry about that. Didn't want to start anything but he obviously did." Eric reached into his duffle bag and put on a tight fitting black tank top. I was stuck in a trance staring at his muscles when the phone rang. Eric smiled and looked at me with his gorgeous green eyes. "Are you gonna answer that?" I shook my head to snap myself out of it. "Um, yeah. I probably should." I walked past John and answered the phone at the end of the couch. "Hello?" "Hi Monica, it's Roxanne. Sorry to bother you but is John with you?" Her voice sounded a little anxious. "Yep. He's here. What's up?" I asked. "We have had a change in plans. I was supposed to get Lake Havasu at the end of the week for a shoot but it looks like park officials have changed their plans. They're giving it to me tomorrow which means we have to leave today to get everything set up. Can you guys make it over here right away? And bring an overnight bag just in case." She seemed to be pumped up. "Yeah, we'll be there." I hung up the phone. "We gotta go." "Go where?" John asked. "That was Roxanne. We're doing a shoot at Lake Havasu tomorrow and we have to leave today." I got up and started to pack my things for the road trip. "Can I come with you?" Eric asked with hopeful eyes. "No," John blurted. I shook my head. Always the jealous type even though he's got a chick on the side. "Yes, you can come." I zipped up my bag and grabbed the keys to the truck and my hotel room. "We'll have to drop him back off at his girlfriend's so he can get his things." I pointed over to John who was now sitting on the couch. "I think we should make him walk," Eric chuckled. John didn't seem too amused, though. "Go fuck yourself you lowlife piece of shit." John's hands were clenching so much his knuckles turned white. "Look in a mirror lately?" Eric asked John. Eric grabbed his duffle bag and his laptop and the three of us headed to the elevator. The doors opened and we got inside. Eric took my hand in his and gave me a peck on the cheek. John's face was turning a light shade of red and I could tell he wanted to hit him but I stood in his way. We got to the casino level and made our way through the jingling of slot machines to the escalator to the parking garage. Eric put his arm around me as we walked and I reached up and clasped my fingers with his. "I can't believe this." John said in disgust. "You came out here just to take her away from me, didn't you?" "If you hadn't fucked some blonde behind her back I wouldn't have to be here." I unlocked the truck and Eric took the keys from me. "I'll drive, babe." He walked me over to the passenger side and I hopped into the back and John the front. Eric got into the driver's seat and started the truck. "You see, John, we both have what the other wants right now. You are getting what I want and I am getting what you want. The question is: how can we obtain both? You have a short little contract and when that expires, she doesn't have to do shit with you. You might want to figure out a way to dump your baggage before it's too late." "Don't lecture me," John stared straight ahead as we made our way back to Candy's hotel room. We pulled up out front of the nightclub and John opened the truck door. "See you soon," Eric said to him with a smile. John got out and flashed an angry stare at us both before he went upstairs. Eric followed him with his eyes and shook his head. "He still doesn't get it. At least I can control myself a little." He pulled out into traffic and we drove over to Roxanne's. We pulled into the back as a semi and an RV went by us. A silver Excursion was parked by the garage with a trailer hitched to the back that had a large boat and two Sea-Doos. Another trailer sat next to the Excursion with two red motorcycles tied down on it. Eric and I parked the truck by the motorcycles and got out. Roxanne came around from the front of the Excursion with short jean shorts and a sports bra top. Her olive skin tanned as she stood there and I could see Eric start to salivate. Her long black hair was in a ponytail and she wore a baseball cap that said "Las Vegas Thunder." "Glad you could get here on such short notice. There was a BIG miscommunication with Lake Havasu's people. They thought we had the lake for tomorrow and not this weekend. We have to shoot tomorrow or else we'll be waiting a while before I can get the lake to ourselves." She looked over at Eric. "New friend?" "Um, yeah. My moral support." I chuckled. She looked him up and down. "Very nice." She paused. "That truck has a hitch to tow the bikes? We're going to Arizona and I want to take advantage of the 'no helmet law' there." "Yeah, it's got a hitch. I'll hook it up." Eric squeezed my shoulder with his hand and went to hook the trailer to his truck. Moments later John arrived with Candy. I shook my head and turned away because I really didn't want to see it right now. John and Candy got out of the car and John walked up to me. "Monica, I'm sorry for what happened at the hotel." He said in a low tone. "I'm sorry you cheated on me." I looked deep into his eyes and shared in the painful chemistry that was running between us. I had waited so long for him only to be thrust out of the way again by his inability to see the big picture. If it hadn't been for his little venture out with a stripper I would have suggested getting hitched at one of the small chapels on the strip. That was obviously not going to happen now. "Hey, John. Glad you could make it, too. You want to ride in the Excursion with me? Got plenty of room for a football team in there. You can bring her along. I allowed my employees to bring one guest each for this trip. We're only going to be there for a day, so I hoped you packed light." Eric came back around from hitching the trailer to see John and I locked in a stare. "Gee, it's been so long since I last saw you..." He chuckled sarcastically and I could tell it was pissing John off. Roxanne handed Eric a Nextel phone. "It's already set up for Direct Connect. It's like a walkie-talkie except digital. If something comes up just press the button on the side and speak. Let's go." Roxanne jogged over to her Excursion and jumped in with John and his blonde squeeze getting into the back seat. I shook my head and got into Eric's truck. We pulled out after Roxanne and we were on our way to Arizona. "So tell me about your next shoot," Eric started as he kept his eyes on the road. "Actually, I'm not sure what we will be doing. But, judging that she's taking a boat I think that is going to be the staging area." I replied. "Well, all I can say is I look forward to it if it's anything like what I saw at my place." He chuckled and I remembered him taking his own video while John and I were 'busy' in his bedroom. "I just hope it's as good as the last shoot," I said thinking about the future scenario. "With what has transpired and all." "Monica, he brought her along. You gotta put on a good show to piss her off. Show her how he likes to be done and make her feel inadequate. I don't know if it will resolve what is going on with you two, but it's a step in the right direction." Eric paused and put a hand on my leg. "I meant what I said back in Vegas when I told John I would take you away if things didn't work out. If he can't figure out that true love has been staring at him in the face all of this time he will learn the hard way." "Always coming to my rescue..." I laughed. "Hey, somebody's gotta do it!" Eric laughed back. "Look how it all went with Brad, Mon. If he can't shape up then he's gonna ship out 'cause I'll be moving in." I knew Eric was serious but I'm not so sure that I was. Everything was happening too quickly for me to sort out my feelings. ................................... Chapter Eleven Doggett: Candy sat right next to me in the back seat of the Excursion using the middle seatbelt and rubbed shoulders with me. Her hand fingered my thigh sending heat up to my groin. This in turn led me to remember the previous evening and how I'd resolved to go the next step with Candy and how we'd been interrupted by her intruder ex boyfriend. I'd been actually experiencing remorse about my actions thus the visit to the florist on the way to Monica's hotel room that morning but the way I was feeling now I didn't care if I'd gone that extra step. If I was being accused of sleeping with her when I hadn't then maybe I just should. Why didn't Monica believe me when I said we hadn't screwed? Roxanne looked in the rear view mirror and I saw a light frown. I just knew all this puzzled her and why Candy was with me and not Monica. Why was Monica with Eric? She seemed to be developing a few concerns over the next shoot and frankly I was too. I still loved Monica and always would but if she was being this flippant with our relationship then it was bound to flow over into this new line of work of ours. What was this thing with Eric? The kisses and handholding, surely it wasn't just to make me jealous because that seemed so childish. My stomach churned remembering Eric's words about only being contracted for a short time and after that there would be no more ties between us. I was at a loose end not knowing what else to do to win back her trust. It would have to come from her from then on; I'd exhausted all ways I knew how to make amends. Candy linked fingers with mine and they felt comfortable there. This attractive woman genuinely liked me and I felt flattered. "So Candy, isn't it? I saw you at the club." Roxanne kept her eyes on the road as she spoke. "Yes, I've been working part time there for the past couple of years." "Don't think I've seen you perform. Done any other work besides stripping?" "I've done a few low budget movies and did a bit of modelling. Stripping pays better." I saw Roxanne become a little more interested in this very attractive blond beside me. Her eyes went to me for a moment. "Maybe John, you might like to do one movie or photo shoot with Candy here. I've had this story on the backburner waiting for just the right couple to come along. It'd be perfect for you two." Candy's eyes darted to mine. I knew she'd been invited to the party the previous evening at Roxanne's palace as had all the employees of the Maverick's Gentlemen's Club as reward for hosting the amateur night but I could tell she didn't know the exact nature of Roxanne's line of work. She probably thought she was just in the movie business. This woman next to me with the alluring green eyes and clothed in material that showed more skin than anything else looked across to me expectantly. "I'll let you two talk. I promise to keep my ears to myself. Let me know if you want to look at a couple of scripts. I have them in the back." As much as the idea of making a movie with this woman beside me was appealing it would probably be the way to alienate Monica for good. On the other hand if Monica caught wind of these changed plans maybe she'd come to her senses and try to stop it. After all she must know that I'd shown remorse a couple of times already with no effect. Maybe I was getting on with my life waiting for her next move. I I'd been quiet so far this trip so decided to talk. "Roxanne, I'd like to take you up on your offer." Candy squeezed my hand so hard I thought my fingers would burst. She reached up and kissed my cheek and then my mouth. I leant into it and kissed back almost wanting forgiveness if I ever hurt her over this one. Roxanne had seen our kiss in the rear-view mirror then pulled over to the side of the road. "John, let's get the scripts together." She obviously wanted to talk. How hard was it to retrieve two scripts from the back of a car. Once safely outside behind the Excursion and out of Candy's earshot she asked, "You still okay with today at the lake because to be honest I'm a little concerned about how you and Monica are getting along?" I knew exactly what she meant. "If you mean with Candy coming along and all? Don't worry about that Roxanne. I signed a contract and I will carry it out the best I can. I won't let you down I promise." "Well I hope not because I still think you two have the best chemistry on screen I've come across in years." She opened the back door of the vehicle and rummaged through a few bags and produced the scripts. "This shoot could be included in your contract as one of the six. After all you had a single contract that didn't mention who you would *star* with." Just before she opened the back door for me she added, "Have you slept with her yet?" "You mean Candy?" I know I flushed a little. I wasn't used to giving away details of my love life to others. "We haven't actually gone all the way yet." "Good!" She said this with so much resolve that I was surprised. "All the better when you come to act out this script.' She winked and handed me the folders as she opened the door. "Dream Man, hmmm" Candy read the movie's title then began reading through the script just as I did. I could tell our driver was anxious to see our reactions to the storyline as her eyes kept darting to us in the back seat every so often. The storyline mainly read that Candy was a beautiful shapely model who had a crush on one of the male models at work. So far to her knowledge he hadn't noticed her so she'd just dream about him at night too shy to go and make her introductions. This night she wore some sexy light blue camisole and matching panties to bed, sank into the back silk covers of her bed seductively and began dreaming of luring the man of her dreams. Candy still had her fingers linked with mine as she clutched the script with her other hand. I could tell she liked the storyline because every so often she'd come out with a 'wow' or an 'oooh'. In her dreams she was at a nightclub dressed in tight leather pants and light leather jacket that zipped up the front. The zip was down far enough to hint at her ample cleavage. Her ankle length stiletto boots topped off the very tempting outfit. She let her long blond hair run free. This was enough for any men in the room to look her way, but it was John the man of her dreams she would only have eyes for her that night. After trapping him at the nightclub he took her back to his apartment where she slowly did a striptease for him before he took her to his bed for a night of wild sex. There was more to the story about how in real life she eventually hooked up with this man but she mustn't have read that far yet. I could tell Candy was beginning to see that this was one very erotic storyline. "So you like?" Came the voice from the front seat. I could see Candy starting to put two and two together and I allowed her mind to finish the jigsaw. "So this isn't simulated sex is it Roxanne?" The businesswoman just chuckled and allowed me to explain. "Candy, Roxanne makes adult videos, that's what I've been contracted for." "You mean porn? You've been involved in the porn industry? I knew you were too good to be true." "No Candy," I took her hand in both mine. "I've just begun. I've only made one movie and we're on our way to make the second." "You talk about 'we'." "Yes, I made my first adult movie with Monica." I was surprised she hadn't taken her hand from mine and been more annoyed. "So that's your connection with her. Now it all makes sense." I thought I'd better come clean about this trip because I'd promised earlier I'd reveal all. "We're going to Lake Havasu to film another movie together." "So you're going to have real sex with her in front of a camera?" I didn't need to reply out loud. What came out next I was surprised to hear. "Roxanne, okay I'll do it!" There was a smile from the mirror. Candy looked across to me. "I'll do 'Dream Man' with John." There was an empowered look in her eyes and I knew that at least this way she knew we would get consummation from the relationship. What lay ahead for me would need to be played out very carefully if I was to win back the love of my life. .................. Reyes: It was close to night time when we arrived at Lake Havasu. Roxanne unloaded the boat into the water and parked the Excursion over by the semi and RV. The place was quiet and serene compared to the city that never sleeps. Eric parked the truck next to the Excursion and we both got out. It was warm out with a cool breeze and it felt good to breathe some fresh air. Roxanne was at the dock tying the boat down so it wouldn't drift off during the night. A bunch of other employees had shown up also and they were camping out down the way. When Roxanne was done she came up to us. "We'll start when the sun comes up. I've already told John so he knows. For now, whatever you do is your business. We'll do wardrobe and stuff in the RV. The semi and trailer have props if we need them and other back up equipment, so I guess I will see you in the morning. I have lodging set up at the Shiloh Inn. Just tell them your name Monica and they have a room set up for you. Take the bikes with you for now. I'll unload them in the parking lot tomorrow morning before we shoot. Gotta take advantage of no helmet law in this state while I'm here." She walked away and hopped over the edge of the boat onto its deck. "Your boss is fine. I wouldn't mind having a go at it with her on that boat right now..." Eric said as he watched her. "You think with your dick a lot, don't you?" I teased. "Hey, when you are surrounded by fine women wouldn't you?" Eric pointed out. "Well, I'm not a man, but if I found myself surrounded by gorgeous guys I'd have a little trouble concentrating I suppose..." We both got back into the truck and headed out to the hotel to get our arranged room and board. We didn't run into John at all; for a moment I was concerned, but if he was indeed going to leave me for her I had a back up plan. Our room had two beds in it thankfully, or else one of us would be sleeping on the floor. I was not ready to even think about going any further with Eric right now; John was all I could manage to think about. Was the shoot going to do well? Were both of us going to be able to perform with our 'friends' watching? These questions plagued me as I went to sleep to the sound of Eric typing on his laptop computer. ........................................................................ Chapter Twelve Reyes: I woke up and looked over at the clock. It was 4:30. Eric was still awake and typing on his laptop. I rubbed my eyes and sat up, trying to wake myself up. My thoughts ventured to John's face and how I wished he could be here with me. I think I was at a point to forgive him fully but my mind had worries that I may be too late. He brought his other girlfriend with him and my senses could feel their closeness to one another. I had to rectify this today somehow, someway. "You're awake," Eric said as he looked over from his computer. "You should get ready and I'll drive us over." I got out of bed and headed for the shower. When I got to my feet I didn't feel so well, a small wave of dizziness plagued my balance. I brushed my teeth and turned the shower on; I stepped into the hot, steaming stream and fought back the thoughts of John. I wanted him here with me and I had this funny feeling that he was in my dreams last night from my continued obsession with him. When I finished I stepped out and put on my black thong swimsuit, my black jeans, and my Dickies mini tee. When I came out of the bathroom Eric was dressed and ready to go with a smile on his face. "Tell me you are wearing a thong and it will make my day." He said smiling. "Would I wear anything else?" I said back to him. "It's early enough I want to get over there and do some Yoga exercises before the shoot." "Ready when you are." Eric said as he opened the door and grabbed our luggage. We made our way back to the wooden dock and parked. I got out and took off my shirt and my pants and walked onto the dock. The sun was just starting to peak and I began my sun salutations to warm myself up. I needed to quell my tenseness and loosen up. I went faster and faster for about ten minutes and I stopped and went to warrior pose. I could hear people walking up behind me, but my concentration was on my body and the blood flowing through it. I did some spinal twists and then cat and turtle poses. Eric lay a towel down in front of me and I ventured onto it. I went into plough pose, a position that took me onto my back with my legs over my head as far as they would go. I held the posture and came out a few times, focusing on my deep breathing. When I felt my shoulders were warmed up I went into candlestick pose or shoulder stand. I felt sweat trickle down toward my head as all the blood circulation in my body reversed itself giving me a natural high. I could sense John's presence now but did not break from my trance. I could hear him and Eric talking quietly but I did not try to hear what was being discussed. I was in my own world right now and it felt good. I came out of the pose and repeated it again. When I was through I did the hare and wheel poses to loosen up my back muscles. I then stretched out my leg muscles and did the splits, listening to gasps from the growing audience behind me. When I felt warmed up enough I went to the lotus meditating position and held it as the sun rose up into the sky. I could hear Roxanne step onto the dock. "This is going to be a good day." She said in her sexy voice. "Let's get our gear on board and let's get our two stars made up so we can do our shoot." I felt her hand on my shoulder; I broke the trance and opened my eyes. Eric came to me and helped me up. "Man, I wish I was the co-star," he laughed. "You're gonna do good." People brushed by us with film gear and we headed to the RV so I could get my make up done. "What makes you think so?" I asked. "Well, watching you do that Yoga for starters, and," he paused, "you couldn't stop saying John's name last night in your sleep." Oh shit. "No way." I said. "Yep. I know you still love him. You and I both know it's not going to be possible in this life. I think you have a chance of reconciliation today." He looked up like he had something under his sleeve. "Reconciliation...okay..." I just mumbled off. "I told him you were dreaming about him last night in front of Candy." Eric laughed. "You did WHAT? You dick!" I yelled as I playfully hit him in the chest. "You don't have to thank me, Mon, it was the least I could do. Fuck his brains out and don't let him forget who it is he's supposed to be with." Eric stayed outside as I went into the trailer. I was confused by his change of mind from wanting me to encouraging my relationship with John. Was I really calling for him last night? I sat down across from John trying not to look at him as the make up artists did their magic. Roxanne stepped inside to give us our scripts and seemed unusually happier than normal. "Here are the provisions," she said as she handed us our scripts, "We'll do a teaser scene then we go over to a secluded area of the lake where we can shoot on land for the good stuff. You guys are gonna play a couple who's vacationing and decide to get a little playful in the outdoors. Any questions I can answer?" We both shook our heads. "Now, Monica, you're perfect. I had my mind set on a thong suit but it looks like you've beat me to it." Roxanne looked over at John. "Raoul has some swim trunks for you John. The two of you up for this?" "Never been more ready in my life." I stated. John kept staring at my curves as I sat getting make up done. His eyes looked hungry and I knew mine did also. We locked ourselves into a tight staring match until he spoke. "That was quite some performance out there," he said. "You do that often for people or was it just because I happened to be there?" I couldn't tell if he was being sarcastic or not. "What I intend to do with you on the boat I needed to be loosened up for." The weather was perfect for it. I looked dead into his eyes. His expression went from hungry to very curious. "What do you intend to do to me?" he asked. "Hopefully something you will not forget." I looked down as the make up person finished up. I stood up and adjusted my thong with John's eyes carefully tracing my body. I walked outside and headed for the boat and I noticed that Eric and Candy were talking. About what I had no idea or interest for that matter. John followed behind me moments later in 'costume' and we got onto Roxanne's monster boat, meandering around on the top deck. Camera crew, Roxanne, Eric, Candy, and security people were all there. A deck hand untied the moorings to the dock and we were under way. I went down below to talk to Roxanne who was piloting the boat. "What's up, Monica?" She asked as she kept her eyes on the water. "Who is all going to see this?" I asked. "The lake is ours till noon. Don't worry, where we're going to shoot no one is going to see you." Roxanne smiled and continued on with the steering of her ship. I went back up top and the boat came to a stop and Devin, the guy who was witness to my tequila binge, took care of the anchor to keep us in place. The water was like glass as it was still as it could be. Everything was quiet with the exception of birds chirping inland. Roxanne came up top and began setting up camera angles for John and myself. I stood at the bow with my knee resting on a padded bench seat, taking in the scenery as Eric gently massaged my shoulders. "Looks like I've started a war," he said as he motioned over to John and Candy who seemed to be having a disagreement about something. I didn't concern myself with it, as what I had planned was not in the script. I had this fantasy of having sex on a boat with John last night before I went to sleep. "Everybody ready?" Roxanne called. "Let's get this going before it really gets hot out here." ....................... Doggett: During the remainder of the trip to Lake Havasu I stared out the window and all I could think about was Monica. She'd loved me forever in my eyes compared with my short association with Candy. How could I have let our relationship get so low; the lowest it had ever been? Candy could have stripped bare in the back seat, straddled me and pounded me with kisses and I would have put it all down to a dream. What was it about Candy that kept me going back to her and thus eating my own proverbial tail? She was beautiful, sexy, a body to die for, definitely good in bed and cared deeply for me however Monica was all that and more. She was also intelligent, empathic and had stuck by me through thick and thin; we had a history together. We hadn't always see eye to eye but she was accepting of all my notions no matter how frustrating they could have been to any other person: she was my soul mate. Like a fool I'd stopped by Candy's place to ask her along on this shoot. I suppose deep down I didn't want to be alone but on another plane I wanted her to see my relationship with Monica firsthand rather than just coming out and telling her. Candy had our key and took my hand leading me upstairs to our room. "I got our room changed to a king size bed," she smiled finding myself smiling with her. "Roxanne said we have the night to ourselves before the shoot tomorrow. What do you want to do John?" She wrapped her arms around me and gave me a soft kiss on the lips. Instinctively I kissed back and was glad Monica wasn't there to see. I had this overwhelming urge to just sleep with her and get the deed over and done with but something was always pulling me back. "Why don't we lie down for a bit and talk." I was feeling tired from sitting all day and needed to stretch out on something comfortable. "Okay, then we can talk about what we'll do later." From the look on her face I knew she liked that idea. She moved to one side of the bed and rolled back the covers then began to undress. My eyes watched as she carefully removed her tiny top. Her full naked breasts bounced out and I couldn't help myself thinking about touching them. Then her hands moved to her shorts and undid the zip and wriggled out of them revealing some white bikini panties underneath. After undoing the hair tie and shaking out her long wavy blond hair she got under the covers. I wondered if she knew I couldn't keep my eyes off her. "Come on John, strip down and join me." How could I refuse? My T-shirt was off first a little too quickly and I grimaced with the pain. My nipples were still sore from the piercings and I knew Candy had noticed. Once my jeans were off I climbed into the bed next to her and lay on my back looking up at the ceiling. She rolled over onto her side and began running fingers around my nipples. Despite the soreness it felt good. "John, do you have some ointment for those?" "Yes, over there in my bag." Before I could move she was up and heading over to the bag. "In the side pocket there." I couldn't help watch her perfectly shaped ass as she bent over to retrieve the ointment. She lingered there a little too long and I wondered what else she'd found. I couldn't think what else was in there apart from a small packet of Kleenex and my hair comb. As she came back with the Hibiclens her face had changed and I knew she'd seen something that had piqued her curiosity. "What is it Candy?" She got back in bed and put a little of the ointment on a fingertip and began smoothing it out on one nipple. "You haven't told me much about Monica." I wasn't sure I wanted to go in that direction. "How did you two meet?" She finished with one nipple then went to the next. It was all turning me on. "Roxanne paired us together for the first shoot." It wasn't a total lie but I certainly didn't want to tell untruths about our past together and revealing more would mean just that. "I thought I saw you two talking at the club before you even met Roxanne?" She was fishing here and I had to be careful. Having finished with the tube she replaced the lid and rested it on the bedside table, then worked her fingers down under the bed covers to my navel almost as though she was teasing information out of me. "Oh that, I'd met her before and she invited me to watch her performance." I was trying to give away as little as possible but she kept up the questioning. "Where did you meet her?" Her fingers were going lower and any moment she would find out that I was highly aroused. I had to think quickly. "We were both staying at the Hard Rock Hotel at the same time." That seemed to satisfy her for now. Her fingers had found my erection and pulling it out of my briefs they traced their way down the shaft to my balls. "So what's she like?" I gasped as she cupped my balls and squeezed. "Monica? She's a very nice person." What else could I have said without telling her that she was the love of my life and I'd been screwing her silly for the past few days? "No John, what's she like in bed?" Her magic fingers encircled my hard on and began moving up then down very slowly. If I'd spoken right then it would only have come out as a squeak. "Tell me John." "You mean when I did the first shoot with her?" "Yes, unless you've slept with her other times." She was studying my expression but all I felt was arousal at what her hand was doing below. "She was good." "What did you have to do on the shoot?" My brain was having trouble thinking now. "I..I, we were total strangers who..who met at a bar and.....," "..and what John? You took her back your place and you fucked." I could tell she was feeling uncomfortable about all this. "More or...less." If she wanted me to shoot out onto the bed covers then she was on the right track. "So did you enjoy it or was it just for the money." Her breasts were resting near my chest and I felt her hair on my shoulder. "Well I had to... enjoy it...or I wouldn't... have been able to.. perform." With that she stopped what she was doing and looked me squarely in the face. My dick ached to be manipulated again. "So is it because of her that you won't sleep with me John? Come on tell me because for the life of me I've never had this happen before." What could I say that wouldn't hurt her feelings? "I suppose I want to conserve my energy for the shoot." It was a lame excuse but it ignited something in her that made her continue work on my body. She straddled me and pulled my briefs right down and off then she did something I'd never had happen before. She leant down and wrapped her ample breasts around my swollen dick and began moving. It didn't take long for me to be on the brink of orgasm and I shot out my load all over her chest. She seemed to like that because she closed her eyes and smiled letting it dribble down her body. After a few minutes she got off me and the bed and walked to the bathroom. She came back cleaned up and went to her bag. "Now John, it's your turn to do me." She brought over a penis shaped vibrator and handed it to a surprised me. ........................................ It took me a while to realise what Candy was holding out to me. My eyebrows rose as recognition took hold. "Come on John, take it. If you're not going to actually fuck me then you can do it with this. Okay, is that a compromise?" It felt strange holding this thing in my hand. It looked and felt so real. "Look on the bottom there's a switch to turn it on while you're turning me on." She said the last part in a whisper. This woman was a real temptation. Her long blond hair flicked back over her shoulders and half way down her back, awarding me another view of the breasts that had just brought me to a new way of orgasming. No wonder she was a highly paid stripper, she certainly had the body beautiful. Her white panties stayed on as she slipped under the covers and snuggled up next to me. Why was I doing this? What had possessed me to ask Candy along when the relationship between Monica and myself was so fragile? Why was I even in bed with her? I couldn't help myself. Imagining what Eric and Monica were doing was bugging me. I suppose I wouldn't blame Monica if she went all the way with Eric. If she knew half the things I'd done with Candy she'd be asking Eric to take her away from all this. I switched it on, "Shit!" The tingles shot unexpectedly through my fingers. Candy laughed and took it from me switching it off again. "I can't believe you've never held one of these before, a sexy man like you? I would have thought you'd tried it all." "Nope, never even held one before, only seen pictures in magazines." "Where have you been John, in a monastery?" "You could say that." "My god John, how did you possibly get into the porno industry then? Don't tell me you slept with someone." She chuckled at her own joke. "Seriously John, what were you doing before you came to Vegas?" Her brilliant green eyes drew me in but no way was I going to tell her the truth. I couldn't lie either. "Let's just say I did some investigative work and needed a break for a while." "You're not telling me any more than that are you." My head shook and she seemed thankfully to be done with the line of questioning for now. "As long as you're not some kind of criminal or anything." Her eyes penetrated mine once more. "Has anyone told you what strikingly clear blue eyes you have?" As she said this she began licking the end of the dildo seductively. The energy that had drained from me not so long ago was returning seeing her tongue glisten the head and her mouth suck the tip like a popsicle. She reclined on the pillow and lifted her chest up and moaned. Releasing her mouth from the head she trailed the dildo down over her chest to her nipples and ran circles around each. As she went from one breast to the other her tongue hung out of her mouth, her teeth biting it sensuously. The dildo went back to her mouth for more luxurious lubrication and immediately went further down to between her legs. Her hips bucked up slowly and she moaned as she manoeuvred the fake dick over her clit through her panties. "See where I want you to go?" My eyes widened and my blood pressure rose as she moved the dildo underneath her panties and began fiddling again. The pulse in her neck was almost visible and she was certainly becoming aroused. "John please," she breathed. How could I refuse her? I rolled over on top of her then took down her panties. Spreading her legs I sat with my knees wide. Her legs draped over mine giving me a perfect view of what she was doing. The dildo was then in my hand and I was moving it over her as she writhed vocally. Moving with sweeping strokes I brought her to further heights before plunging it inside her and pumping. "Lick me John, suck me dry." As I moved in to fulfil her wishes she was becoming very excited. I connected my lips to her first and moved them in circles and then kissed her clit numerous times before using the tip of my tongue to tease the nub. The couple of times I stopped the dildo movements she reminded me to keep pushing and twisting inside her. "Switch it on John." I did so and her fingers pulled my hair and her vocal sighs told me she was getting closer to orgasm. I was full on sucking her clit now and her growls became furious until I realized that the neighbours were probably having free aural entertainment through the walls. Anyone walking past the door would know that there was sex happening in here. Her clit gave a quiver and then spasmed violently as she let out breath after breath until I thought she would hyperventilate. I drank her juices until she was totally still then looked to see her face. "Oh John, how do you do that to me? I wish that was you inside me, I imagined that it was you and I had the most furious orgasm I've ever had." It felt good that I could make her come like that but as my thoughts began to drift to Monica guilt started taking over. "You're thinking about her again aren't you?" It must have been written all over my face. "She is my co-star, I have to have feelings for her to perform like I do." Her face went pensive. "John, when I went to your bag before to get your ointment there was some woman's lacy panties there. Are they hers?" My expression must have shown confusion so she got out of bed a little shakily and retrieved them. My confusion was sparked with funniness as she was finding it difficult to walk after her amazing orgasm. "I really don't know how they got there." That was the truth. "They're hers though, aren't they? Tell me the truth John." I nodded confirmation. "So you've been doing me and her at the same time!" She threw the panties on the bed. Not wanting to hurt her I thought quickly, "They must have been left there somehow during our last shoot." She picked them up again and threw them back on my bag and came back to the bed. Quietly she got back under the covers and nestled into my side, resting her head on my shoulder, deep in thought. Her fingers twirled my fine chest hairs. "John, tell me truthfully." She paused and I knew what she was going to say next. "Have you been having sex with your other woman too?" "Yes." I said simply. For ages after that she was quiet seemingly pensive. It was only when she stopped all movement that I knew she was asleep. Even though she was beautiful, sexy and admired me, I also knew that this would be my last night with her in my bed. ........................................ Chapter Thirteen Doggett: Candy must have woken to the sound of me doing my morning push-ups. "122..123........124...........125!" I rolled onto my back exhausted. "Morning sweetheart." She seemed chirpier than she'd been the previous evening. We hadn't ventured out again that night because we'd both fallen asleep after I'd given her the release she needed. "Want to come and do those on top of me?" I dismissed the little sarcasm in her voice and laughed. I got up and took a few deep breaths and headed for the bathroom for a morning shower. "I'll be out soon, then you can have the bathroom all to yourself. I have to go down and meet my co-star. I'll see you down there." I didn't want to witness her expression because I knew she was becoming a little paranoid over the exact relationship between Monica and myself. What was she going to think when were in the middle of our shoot? I preferred not to think of that. ............................ We were now on the boat ready for the shoot. I looked over to Monica who was having a shoulder rub by the weasel Eric. I didn't even want to think about what they got up to last night. The thought was too painful. I just hoped we were both up for this and that we wouldn't disappoint. Candy must have seen the way I was looking over at Monica and held my elbow. "John, so you're really going to do this?" She seemed agitated. "Yes, it's my job." "I think it's more than your job. You like her don't you? I can see it in your eyes. The way you ogle her." Candy was starting to tear up. "She's the real reason why you won't have sex with me isn't it." My silence was her confirmation. "Do you love her?" "Yes, I love her," I said quietly. She was angry then. "Well why did you fucking well invite me here? Was it to make her jealous?" She was starting to tear up. "No, it's not like that, believe me." It wasn't my intention to hurt this woman. "Believe you John? Should I believe anything you've said to me?" Again I was silent not knowing what to say. "So does she love you back? Maybe not, because she's with that Eric guy, or is she trying to make you jealous?" I couldn't help looking over at Monica and knowing how much I wanted her in my life. There was a resolve in me then that I would do my utmost to satisfy Monica physically and Roxanne emotionally by making this the best damn movie she'd ever seen. When I heard Roxanne say, "Everybody ready? Let's get this going before it really gets hot out here." That was my cue to leave Candy and go to my true love Monica. ....................... Reyes: Cameras were set up to focus at the front of the ship where I already was. John started over to me and Eric started walking to the stern of the ship brushing by him and whispered something to him on his way. I stood up and we were face to face with each other. "You look great," John whispered in his phone sex voice. Just to hear him say that made me melt. We were inches apart and I could already feel his heat radiate from his body like the sun to the earth. My breathing was starting to get heavy almost to the point of hyperventilating in this man's presence. I loved John for so long I didn't want to lose him and this was my only chance to make sure he knew that. "I feel you," I whispered to him. "I can feel you." We weren't even touching, yet I could feel our union in some sort of spiritual sense. My loins were throbbing being this close to him and wetness began to pour into my thong. I could tell John sensed this from me and he stepped in a little closer, taking in the scent of my hair. I turned around as the script said and John wrapped his arms about my waist, clasping his fingers together as we both looked out at the lake. "And, ACTION!" Roxanne called. Just as John was about to say his line, Candy made an outburst. "I don't believe this," she said in disgust. "Cut!" Roxanne said. We all turned around, looking from Candy to Roxanne. "What did you say?" Roxanne asked calmly. "Come here for a moment, will you?" Candy came up to her and Roxanne stepped in front of her, assuring that they were face to face with one another. "I don't know if you were aware of this or not, but I am in this business to make money. Judging by the size of my boat and all of my toys and my ability to reserve a major tourist attraction to do this shoot, I'd say I do a pretty good job. I was even nice enough to let you come along with us. So, why don't you show me a little respect for that, hmm?" She paused. "If you interrupt my shoot one more time I will deflate those enhancements off of your chest and make you swim back to shore. Am I clear?" Roxanne kept her cool but Candy looked a little shaken up. Candy nodded and returned to the other end of the boat where Eric was. "Okay, let's get this thing going." I turned around to face John, placing my hand millimeters from his bare chest. His breathing was getting noticeably faster also as he looked down at my hand. I looked at his piercings and they looked a little red. Beads of sweat began to form on his chest as I stood there. "Can you feel it?" I asked him. His hungry blue eyes looked deep into me and I knew that he could: We had that connection. He placed his hand by my cheek in the same fashion. I could see Roxanne out of the corner of my eye telling the camera to keep rolling. I wasn't sure where we were going to end up with this, I just knew what I wanted and it was John. I took his hand and I started to suck on his fingers, one at a time, like I was giving him head. He blinked a few times probably envisioning me doing that to him. The tension between us was unbearable and John grabbed my ass and pulled me into a heat-filled, tongue-thrashing kiss. I wrapped my fingers in his hair and pulled him in tight to me. The next thing I knew he was moving down my neck and shoulder, tasting and biting my flesh over each millimetre. I moaned loudly as the sensations that were tingling and numbing my body was overcoming. I wrapped a leg around his hip and he reached under to pick me up. He rubbed his groin into me and I could feel his cock getting harder and harder with the intensity of our kisses. I untied my bathing suit top and tossed it to the deck. John pushed me up higher so he could suck on my nipples and he was quite successful at it. I was sweating from our bodily heat combined into one as I gently let myself down to the deck. John pushed me up against the wall of the cabin and pressed into me with all of his weight. He ground his hips into mine as I traced my hands down from his shoulder, to his rings, to his dick. I grabbed hold and massaged through his material, but that wasn't good enough for him; he pulled down his trunks and kicked them away as I continued massaging him. There was a padded bench at the bow of the ship and he led me over to it. He sat down and I went down to my knees, kissing and biting the flesh on the insides of his legs. I could sense the camera following me but I didn't care. I was going to do him on this boat and not in the desert dirt. John was moaning loudly as I took in all of him into my mouth. "Yeah, baby, all of it. Come on. Ahhhhh..." John growled. I sucked him in hard, using my teeth to scale him a little. "Oh my GOD..." I stopped and slithered my way up to his lips, licking him as I went up. I kissed his mouth and then went down to his ripped pectorals that sported nipple rings. I blew on them and the coolness of my breath gave him a sharp chill. He jumped and I started licking the rings, then gently biting them. He grimaced a little, but I knew he was enjoying it. I licked and kissed his whole chest area, going back up to his collarbone where I nibbled and chewed. I was leaving dark red marks on him from my teeth. John took me by the hair and pulled me face to face with him. "You've been thinking naughty thoughts again, haven't you?" He asked in a sexy tone. He took his fingers and gently pulled down my thong bottom. I smiled with evil eyes. I licked his lips and I turned my body to force a 69 position for him. He grabbed my legs to hold me in place as I took his cock back into my mouth. His arms were a little shaky, but I knew he could hold up. "Stand up," I ordered. "What?" he asked. "Stand up." I knew he was trying to figure out how, but he slowly stood up with me still attached to him. My hair fell down and I grabbed hold of his legs. I could feel John arching his back a little so the camera could see in and he pulled me up and down on him. We held that position for a little while and I could hear the crew moaning and gasping at our tandem yoga. The boat was also starting to rock in the calm water as John pumped his hips into my mouth. "Monica, I'm losing my grip.." I could feel myself slipping from John's hold. He swung me around so I could support myself by the bench. I was practically on my head, but I felt John's tongue trail over my clit. I froze as the blood was all rushing to the crown of my head. It was heavenly feeling. "Come on, John, harder.." I begged. He started to tongue fuck me and savor my juices. "Yesssss...that's it...keep going..." He pushed harder and harder and I could feel myself climbing up to an orgasm. I started to bite his legs hard enough I could taste blood. He must have sensed it because he gently helped me back upright. I was on my knees on the bench facing him as he took his hardness and rubbed it over my wet clit. I rested my hands on his shoulders and threw my head back in the ecstasy I was feeling. He kept teasing and teasing; my nails dug into his shoulders. "You like that, don't you? You want more of that?" John was speaking in his phone sex voice again. I nodded my head and he turned me around to face the bow and slid himself into me. He pushed me forward and grabbed a handful of hair, pushing into me hard. I could feel my entire body tense up with his presence but it was all so hot. I was on fire and my entire being felt like it was going to burst into flames. I pushed back into him and put my head down on the hull on the boat. I felt John go in and out forcefully as he tugged on my hair. I could feel him swelling already and he pulled out slowly. I turned around and he lifted me up on the hull. I spread my legs to him and he pulled them apart so far I was in splits. I was thankful for my yoga this morning; without it this would have been really painful. With my legs so far apart I had no control over myself here as John entered my cavity slowly. He looked down and watched what he was doing, moaning loudly. I reached out to try and find something to hold onto but there was nothing. He felt so wonderful inside of me I didn't want him to stop. The muscles in his upper torso were all tense and pumped. He was swelling again and he closed my legs a little and raised them up and over my head. This cut down my oxygen supply as I was almost holding my breath with each pumping motion. John was being very vocal now and so was I when I could get it out. I could feel the pressure of an orgasm filling my body slowly. My face was turning a nice shade of red I was sure, and I could feel the euphoria take hold of me. I started to scream his name and other expletives when the orgasm peaked. My clit quivered as I felt him let go inside of me, pumping until he emptied out all he had. He let go of my legs and I carefully swung them back to the front of me. I reached for him and he leaned into me, giving me a long, slow, passionate kiss on the lips. "I love you," I whispered in between breaths. "Fucking CUT!" Roxanne said. "Holy shit," she said frantically, "I need to cool off right now. I need a man...or a woman..or both...so much for the script." She tore up the script she had in her hand and threw it to the deck, walking up to me with bloodshot eyes. "I don't even want to ask how you able to hold that for so long, but that was definitely the hottest I have ever seen. Great work everybody." "I'm available," Eric said to Roxanne smiling. He looked down at both of us. "Told you it would be reconciliation day." He clapped his hands and gave us the thumbs-up. I started to feel queasy again and I got up to put my suit back on. "Roxanne, could I get back to shore, I'm not feeling so well." I asked. Roxanne nodded and she got on her cell phone/walkie talkie and told whomever to get out there with a Sea Doo to get me back. In the distance I could hear applause from other employees that were watching from the distance. I was still sweating but I felt chilled all of a sudden; maybe it was just motion sickness. ......................................... Doggett: I still couldn't stand; my heart was racing wildly to keep the blood flowing through my body to get it back into my extremities. I couldn't even remember the last time I'd had a fuck like that. The way Monica took control made my experience all the more intense. Somehow I'd managed to cloth myself but for the life of me I didn't remember. It must have been some fifteen minutes later that I heard my name and realized that we'd arrived back on shore and that Roxanne was requesting me to look after Monica. Candy was nowhere to be seen but at that moment I only had feelings for Monica. Candy could wait. The way I'd left her to go to my true love I knew seemed heartless but this was my chance at reconciliation. I wanted to spend my days with Monica not Candy. "Monica's in her hotel room and wants you there John." Roxanne placed a gentle hand on my arm. "I'm sure she'll be okay. Probably just a little motion sickness, which has been known to happen on the boat, or maybe there was just too much blood rush to a certain part of her body." She sniggered. "I'll go to her straight away." "John, I just have to say that you surprised me." Her voice was softer than usual. "Oh?" "After seeing you with Candy yesterday and kissing her like that I thought you wouldn't be able to put in your best here today. Who was I kidding, that was fucking amazing." "Thankyou." Was all I could think of to say. "You know you two have something very special going." Her hand remained on my arm as though when she eventually did lift it I'd have permission to go. "You can't let her go now that you have her again." It was almost as though Roxanne knew my innermost thoughts. I felt exactly the same way. "I know." Reading my mind again she added, "And don't concern yourself over Candy, women like that go from man to man. She'll find another lover soon and forget about all this. In fact I wouldn't mind having a go at her myself." Roxanne's lip curled and we both had a chuckle. "Roxanne, about the shoot with Candy...," She put a finger to my lips. "Not a concern, I'll find another leading man for her, now you go to your woman. There's nothing better than some good, slow make-up sex." She winked. As I wandered back to the hotel my mind mulled over Roxanne's last remarks. Make-up sex would be fine if only I could muster up enough energy after the activities on the boat. Monica's door was unlocked and I let myself in. Eric was nowhere to be seen luckily, as I moved over to her bed. She was sleeping soundly so I removed my socks and shoes and stripped down to my underwear and got under the covers next to her. As I looked into her serene face I moved the lock of hair over her face and hooked it behind her ear. How could I possibly knowingly disappoint this woman? What was I thinking going after Candy? We fitted perfectly together in every way; total complements. I must have drifted off because I woke to feel warm wetness on my lips and a hand running lightly down my side to rest on my thigh. Her smell was wonderful and her lips tasted minty. Had she been up, showered and cleaned her teeth? When she had kissed me awake she pulled away and looked into my eyes. "John!" Her arms wrapped around me and pulled me in close to her naked body. "I missed you." She was beginning to sob in my ear. "Me too," I said softly into her neck kissing it tenderly. "Never leave me like that again John, please." She kept her strong hold on me emphasizing her intentions. "I only want you Monica, no one else." I felt a tear on my shoulder. "So you told her?" She was motionless almost bracing herself for the reply. "I told her that I love you, that I want to spend my life with you." To demonstrate her relief she snuggled closer into me and I began running kisses over her neck again and a hand felt the warm skin down her back to her ass and down her right leg taking in her full length. "John, I love you too, so much, more than anything." She moved back and then came in for a slow kiss tasting each other's juices and slipping our tongues together. In the background the radio quietly played the slow, lyrical strains of Sarah McLachlan's 'I Love You' and we both knew where this kiss would lead. Her hand went down to my briefs and tugged at them indicating for me to take them off. When they were on the floor I turned again to see her desire filled eyes; the face I wanted to see every day for the rest of my life. Our bodies were side on facing each other when I took her behind the knee and lifted her leg over my thigh. I lifted my left knee so it opened her up to me. As we kissed tenderly and passionately I found her entrance and pushed inside causing her to breath in my mouth. This was so sexy. I loved the way she responded to my touch and my movements inside her. We moved and kissed like this all through the song just immersing ourselves in each other and our mutual desires. As the song finished and moved onto the track "Angel' which was just as measured I rolled on top of her and spread both her legs with mine to go in deeper. I pushed as far as I could go then out, to keep repeating until I saw the signs that she was wanting more. Meanwhile we broke the kiss for a moment and my lips went to her ear and whispered, "I love you Monica." This must have made an impact because her breathing increased and I knew she was coming. My lips went back to hers as we rode out her orgasm with small whimpers coming from her throat. The pulsing on me set me off too and just as her orgasm was subsiding mine began. "Oh John," she breathed with pure love in her voice. "Stay inside me and hold me." We stayed in each other's arms all through the next song too called 'Full of Grace' until we fell into a post-coital sleep. We mustn't have seen that Eric had paid a visit to the room because when we came to our senses the laptop was open on the table showing a big smiley face wallpaper background. ................... Chapter Fourteen Reyes: When I awoke I was still quite groggy and light-headed. I think I needed to eat something; I don't remember the last time I had any type of sustenance other than John. I looked up to the table to see Eric's laptop open and on with smiley-face wallpaper; he must have stopped by and left, but he left his truck keys next to the computer. I wondered where Eric could be for about a millisecond, but it didn't matter because I was in bed with the man of my dreams. I gave the computer a half-grin and rolled over to face John who was also half-awake. "Hey there," I whispered to him. He smiled sweetly with gentleness gracing his face. "You were amazing today, do you know that?" He leaned over and planted a light kiss on my lips. "How are you feeling? I know you kind of took off because of a little motion sickness. We were shaking that boat around pretty good." We both giggled and remembered the shoot with our vertical version of a 69. "That was pretty wild, wasn't it?" I asked him smiling. I looked deep into his blue eyes and knew that I wasn't going to lose him again. "Do you want to go and get something to eat? You might feel a little better if you did." John looked over at the clock next to the bed. I turned around to get a look at it myself. It was almost nine at night. Had we been sleeping that long? I blinked a few times to snap myself out of a trance. "Um, yeah. I really should eat." We both got up and clothed ourselves and John grabbed the keys to the truck. " I have an idea," John said as he jingled the keys. "Let's see if Roxanne will let us take one of the Ducatis." We stepped out of the room and locked the door. "John, it's getting kind of late for a motorcycle ride." I whined hoping he would change his mind. I was still quite exhausted from our previous two lovemaking sessions and my stomach was doing somersaults to the point of almost wanting to throw up. "Mon, it was so hot out there right now would be a perfect time to take one. We'll get something to eat and maybe cruise around the lake a little. It'll be fun." John smiled as we made our way back down to the truck which still had the two bikes and trailer hitched to it. He started the truck and we went over to the dock where Roxanne's boat was. It was pitch dark out there, but I could see plainly that the boat was violently rocking side to side, backwards and forwards. I rolled down the window to see if there was any wind causing some chop to the water and that there was a good possibility that Roxanne might not be alone in her cabin. I looked over to John who was now smiling playfully. "Fifty bucks says Eric's in there." He said matter-of-factly. I looked from him back to the boat. "What makes you think so?" I asked confused by his statement. "He was coming onto her big time after the shoot. I have this strange hunch that the feeling was mutual." John opened the truck door. "I'll be right back." I opened my side as well. "Uh-huh. I have got to see this for myself." We both got out and headed for the shaky dock. John hopped onto the deck first and extended his hand to help me onboard. I stepped onto the swaying deck and we could hear some moaning and grunting come from the cabin. "No way." I whispered. John looked back at me smiling trying to refrain from bursting out into hysterical laughter. I have seen stranger things, but a porn producer and a computer nerd? I guess the thought was pretty hysterical in itself as I tried to hold back from laughing myself. The air was cool at the water, but the vibrations I was sensing were hot as a volcanic eruption. There was definitely some 'activity' happening onboard the swaying boat. The motion was starting to work on my stomach as John pounded his fist against the wall of the cabin. The windows in were covered; so we couldn't see inside only hear the vocal passions emanating from it. The door to the cabin quickly swung open and Roxanne stood in the doorway. Even in the dark I could see her long hair in disarray; her make up was smeared across her face, she was sweating like she was running a marathon and her breathing was fast and laboured. I tried my best not to break out into laughter, but John couldn't help himself. "What is going on here?" He asked in between laughs. Roxanne tried to compose herself and flung her snarled hair back. "What does it look like?" She looked from me to John and back. She was calm and cool despite the fact she was in a boiler room with someone. "Um...I was wondering...could I borrow one of the bikes this evening?" John snickered. "To ride or you gonna ride her on the bike someplace on the other side of the lake?" Roxanne shot a devilish glance at both of us. Never tried sex on a motorcycle before; maybe this bike ride thing is a good idea after all. "Been there, done that. I'll get the keys." Her guest quickly pulled her back inside and the door slammed shut. We heard some banging around in there for a few moments and the door opened again, except Eric and Roxanne were locked together by their lips. Eric dropped the keys to the deck and waved good-bye at us without looking up or breaking from his kiss. John bent down and picked up the keys. "Let's leave them to their wave-making," John chuckled as we stepped off of the boat dock and back onto land. I was relieved because I wasn't sure how much longer I could handle the side-to-side motion on the water. John unlocked one of the motorcycles on the trailer and unlatched the tie-downs on the handlebars. There was a white toolbox at the head of the trailer and he got out a loading ramp and two helmets. When he was finished unloading the bike he turned it over and let it idle to warm itself up. He handed me a helmet and I put it on. "For our own safety. I know there's no law here, but I feel better about wearing it." He put his on and then he helped me with mine since I couldn't figure out the double D-ring on the chinstrap. Once that was done, John threw his leg over the red Ducati 998 and I got on the back of it, resting my feet on the passenger footpegs. "You ready?" John asked through his helmet. I nodded as I wrapped my arms around his firm delectably body. He twisted the throttle and we were off into the heart of Lake Havasu City. ....................................................................... We stopped by a whole in the wall Chinese place on the other side of town. John insisted on feeding me himself using chopsticks, and I wore a good majority of my dinner. When we were through we got back on the bike and took a long ride out of Havasu out toward the Colorado River. The feel of the cool breeze and the warmth of John's body in front of me were so soothing. I could feel his heart beating in his chest and I tightened my grip around him. The stars stood out to us like they were within our reach to touch them. The road became curvy, and John leaned the bike into and out of them like he was a seasoned rider. Maybe he was and he never told me. After about 40 miles my feet were going numb and so was my tailbone from the sliver of a seat I had been sitting on. I squeezed John and yelled to him through the wind noise to turn around and go back to Havasu. He found a turn off and we turned around going back the way we came. I lifted the face shield on my helmet to let the wind blow against my face. I wanted him to stop someplace secluded so we could spend some time together. I wanted to sit on his lap and kiss him under the stars until the sun came up. About thirty minutes later we were back to the lake and John took us around to a spot that seemed out of the way. It was perfect: It was dark, quiet, and most of all it was John. He cut the ignition to the bike and kicked down the side stand. He took his helmet off and hung it on one of the handlebars. He helped me with mine and hung it on the other one. "Come here," he said in a seductive voice. I got off of the back of the bike slowly. My ass and my feet were both totally numb from the pressure of my tailbone sitting on the tail section of an Italian sport bike. My legs felt like Jello and it took all I could just to stand up from that compromising passenger accommodation. John slid back a little in his seat, taking me by the hand to come sit in front of him. I straddled the bike with my back facing the handlebars and my legs draped over his. He took his hand and traced it down the side of my cheekbone. "Are you thinking what I'm thinking?" he asked with his lips barely touching mine. At this distance I could taste him and I wanted more. I pushed my tongue past his as I pressed into him under the stars. John's hands tightly squeezed my waist as he pressed back into me with his lips. It was growing cooler and cooler by the water yet my skin felt so hot next to his. I bit his lower lip and moved down to his neck, biting and licking him. He started to plant kisses on my neck and then started to suck the crook of my neck below my ear. That shot pins and needles down the side of my body, practically putting me on the verge of fainting. I let out a gasp and then my breaths were fast and short. I grabbed a bunch of his T-shirt and began to pull it up, exposing the flesh on his back. My fingers aggressively dug into him, pulling him into me as close as I could get him. John's hand roamed up under my shirt and lifted it up over my head. I had my spaghetti strap bathing suit top on and he slowly untied the back of it as he kissed and bit my neck and shoulders. I could feel my thong underwear dripping with desire as he slowly drew the top off of me and onto the ground. I arched my back to give him full access to my bare breasts, which he took a handful of one and made circles around the other with his tongue. I felt goosebumps rise to the surface of my flesh as he switched sides. The burning of fire in my soul for him was rising to an all-time high. John leaned me into the gas tank of the bike, which was like leaning back into a block of ice. My head rested uncomfortably against the fairing as he placed wet kisses down to my naval and back up to my breasts. I wasn't sure how much longer I could take this, so I sat up a little and pulled John's shirt up over his head and tossed it on the ground. With a light touch my fingers danced their way down to his pierced nipples, making their own circles. John squeezed his eyes shut as I licked my fingers and went back to his piercings. His breathing got faster and harder as my fingers trailed down to his jeans where I got a hand under them to play with his restricted hard on. He leaned his head back and undid the button and zipper on his jeans, then got off of the bike. He helped me off as well and we both got rid of our pants and underwear. Even though it was dark out there I could still see his gorgeous body glistening under the stars in this perfect moment. I went up to him, rubbing my hands over every part of his body I could. I wrapped my fingers around his throbbing dick and began massaging him. I could hear a muffled growl immerse from him, but I think we were both on the same wavelength when it came to the idea of not getting caught by the park authorities. John took my hands into his and led me back over to the motorcycle. He sat back on the seat and helped me back on to where I was at previously. His fingers made their way down to my wet, hot, and very swollen clit and started giving me my erotic massage. I can never sit still for something like that and I started to fidget on the gas tank. I was so wet I could leave snail trails all over everything. "John, I can't wait anymore. I....need...you....inside..." I forced the words to come out as pleasure was taking over all of my primary body functions. With his thumb continuously rubbing on my clit, he slid himself inside of me while using the strength of his legs to hold the Ducati upright. I used a bouncing motion against him that put indescribable clitoral pressure on me I had a difficult time not screaming it felt so good. John used his upper body strength and helped felicitate our union by gripping my hips lifting me up and down onto him. I had to start kissing him otherwise the whole lake, wildlife and campers, would find out there is another wild kingdom on the rise. I forced my tongue into his mouth, tasting his essence on each breath. John began to whimper as I could feel him swelling up to a climax. I kept bouncing on him harder and harder, causing the sportbike's suspension to give under the load. My orgasm was approaching fast, but just like at the Hard Rock hotel a few days ago, it lingered for an eternity. My eyes rolled back as I buried my head into John's shoulder where I started to bite into his flesh. John held me against him snugly. Once it had subsided my body went limp against his and we held each other under the stars until we both had enough strength to stand up and put our clothes back on. ....................................................................................... John and I arrived back at the truck over by the boat dock. The Excursion was backed into the loading ramp and Roxanne and Devin were putting the boat back on its trailer. The RV and semi were gone already, I can only assume they went back to Vegas. Once the boat was on the trailer Roxanne jogged over to us. "You did it, didn't you?" She smiled, as she looked deep into both of us. "Fun, wasn't it? C'mon, I'll help you get this thing back on the trailer. I was going to ride while I was here, but I was...distracted.." She looked back over to a smiling Eric who was standing by Candy next to the Excursion. "I figure we'd get back now that way we don't have to drive in the middle of the day like we had to coming here." Once the bike was loaded John and I went back to our hotel and got our things and then checked out. We hopped into Eric's truck and there was this tap on the window. I rolled it down and it was Eric. "You want your laptop?" I asked him. He shook his head. "Nope. I got a message for you, though. Tomorrow night at six Roxanne wants you meet us over at the VooDoo Lounge at the Rio Hotel. It's for the nuclear performance you guys gave at the shoot. Casual business attire dress code. See you guys tomorrow." Eric started to go over to the Excursion that was parked close by. "Eric, where are you going to stay?" I called over to him. He shot back a devilish smile and pointed at the Excursion where Roxanne was sitting in the driver's seat. "Where do you think?" He laughed and gave me a thumbs-up before getting into the SUV with Roxanne and Candy. John turned the truck over and pulled out of the parking lot as we were on our way back to Vegas. ................... Chapter Fifteen Doggett: We'd both passed out after our recent lovemaking and I woke with Monica's dead weight lying on top of me in what was now our bed in the MGM Grand mini suite. Her hair tickled my nose but I put up with it to smell the scent and just to have her so close once again. The past two days had taken their toll on our bodies and our relationship. If we could last through the recent turmoil then we could suffer anything the world threw our way. She began to stir and her body felt wonderful on mine as her contented purrs vibrated my chest and her fingers absently ran through my hair. It was five in the afternoon, one hour before we were to meet Roxanne, Eric and Candy for dinner and dancing at the VooDoo Caf and Lounge at the Rio. This was Roxanne's way of repaying us for the extra effort we'd put into our first two shootings, over and above what she'd expected. She hadn't told us much yet about the response to what we'd done but had hinted at there being some conversation this evening about her thoughts and our future plans. Monica kissed my chest and moved her head up and smiled with a warm grin. "Hmmm, John, that was wonderful, you are wonderful." Her lips met mine and we smiled all the way through another one of our long, passionate kisses. "Monica," I rolled her over onto her back and gave her a last fiery kiss then looked into her eyes. "We're due to meet Roxanne in an hour, can you look beautiful by then?" She looked from to the other of my eyes, to my lips and back again and knew I was teasing, "What do you think?" She laughed wickedly making me curious to see the final product after she showered and changed. As she walked to the bathroom my eyes followed her delicious contours remembering having just felt her in my arms. Her head swept around as she reached the door, "Want to join me?" "Monica, we don't have time." My head motioned towards the clock. "What, we don't have time to shower?" She smirked. "Seems to me we'd 'save' time." I chuckled and got out of bed to join her. The shower recess was larger than I'd seen before and easily fitted both of us inside. We let the steaming waterfall over our aching bodies allowing it to drain away two days worth of energy sapping, but very enjoyable, extra-curricula activities. Without talking we proceeded to soap up and rinse each other as though we were but one body. Her eyes closed as I shampooed her hair and massaged her scalp, then lathered my hands and traced over every part of her I could reach. My hands lingered at the spots that elicited moans but soon moved on or we'd have been there too long. Roxanne didn't tolerate tardiness. After helping her to rinse off the foam Monica then reciprocated, first lathering up my hair. When we began to kiss again, as her fingers ran over my scalp, I could feel the energy beginning to return. She must have felt it too because she stopped, found the soap and resumed her assault on my body with her hands all the time smiling and occasionally looking into my eyes. We both knew there was no time for sex now. The impish chuckle that came from her as she soaped my balls then dick reminded me of payback when I'd lingered between her legs with the soap. I couldn't help but respond just as she had. "Mon," My breathing was stronger. "We don't have time for this." She just smiled then pressed her body into mine and spoke softly, "I know, it'll make for better sex later." She rinsed her hands and ran them over me washing away any last strands of lather. We got out of the shower and towelled each other dry again as one body and headed for the bedroom for our clothes. Monica went back to the bathroom with a bundle in her arms. "Where are you off to?" She returned a cheeky smile and answered, "Let me make a grand entrance John. I want to see your reaction." My mind had all these images of what she would look like as I pulled on my briefs then went to find my clothes for the evening. Roxanne had said that the dress code was casual business attire, no torn jeans, T-shirts, flip-flops or sneakers so I got out something a little better than that. Monica had told me I looked good in blue so I put on my new dark blue silk shirt and left a couple of buttons undone at the top. I went for my gold watch and slipped on my right wrist before doing up the cuffs. I could hear the hairdryer going in the bathroom and wondered what Monica was wearing. Had she dressed or was she in her underwear? My mind imagined her body clad in blue lace and I envisaged kissing all over her flesh and slowly peeling the slivers of blue off her body. I'd heard research done that suggested men thought about sex every twenty-eight seconds. With women like Monica around it was more like every five. How were we ever going to go back to our normal lives after this? I'd bought some nicely fitting black pants for just this occasion and was doing up the zip when the hairdryer sound stopped. As I threaded my black leather belt with understated gold buckle I heard her humming and realized I hadn't seen this side of her before. I smiled as I retrieved my black Doc Martens and began restoring their shine with the shoe care kit provided by the hotel. It was when I'd slipped on my navy blue socks, tied the laces of my shoes and run a comb through my almost dry hair and slapped on some after-shave that I heard the bathroom door open. My eyes widened as my angel appeared. The first thing I noticed was her wonderful face and adorable smile then to her hair tied up loosely, framing her face in feathers, softening her features. Her face was made up naturally and she had reddened her lips. My eyes trailed down to her curve hugging black dress that stopped just above the knees and had a slit exposing part of her right thigh. The neckline plunged in an oval shape hinting at a little cleavage and the strap was a continuous one that reached around the back of her neck. There were very faint sparkles around her midriff that matched the glinting of her diamond stud earrings. Her shoes were black, strappy stilettos at the end of her long slender legs. I was truly in heaven watching this celestial being. "You like?" She already knew the answer by my expression and the way I just walked up to her, took her chin in my hand and gently kissed her cheek. "You're beautiful Monica." I whispered near her mouth. She rubbed open hands over my chest through the shirt feeling the silkiness and my nipples hardened as a response. "And John, you've come up pretty good yourself." If it wasn't for the fact that there was only fifteen minutes before we were to meet Roxanne I'd be stripping her and going for it on the bed right then. Her cheeks and neck flushed and I knew she felt the same way. "Come on Mon. I want to be on time for this." She nodded and smiled and went to get her black matching small purse. I retrieved the black hip length black jacket I'd bought a couple of days ago and my wallet and we both slipped out the door very much looking forward to the evening ahead. .................... This was the first time I'd ever been to the VooDoo Caf and Lounge in The Rio All-Suite Hotel and Casino. We took the lift from the second floor of the Masquerade Tower all the way to the fiftieth floor where the caf was situated. Later we would probably go up to the lounge for cocktails and dancing on the fifty-first. As the elevator doors opened the buzzing atmosphere of the very popular and trendy nightspot hit us. My heart raced as my excitement grew. When was the last time I'd felt so alive? Here I was about to have a wonderful evening with the love of my life by my side. We spotted Roxanne and Eric talking very closely at a far table. I was sort of glad he'd been distracted from hitting on Monica. The way I thought about both of them; they both riled me up no end. To my mind they deserved each other. A quick eye scan revealed that Candy might not have turned up yet. I wasn't looking forward to the confrontation with her after having left her for Monica but I knew I'd have to explain myself and soon to get closure with her. We made our way over after mentioning to the waiter that we'd seen our friends. Eric rose out of his seat when we arrived at the table. He shook my hand then took Monica's and kissed the back of it. "Monica, you look scrumptious. Pity this guy here has his clutches into you because..." Roxanne pulling on his jacket interrupted him. "Eric, my love, can I remind you that I'm still here?" Roxanne spoke confidently and with a smirk. He laughed as he sat down, put a long arm around her shoulders and pulled her in closer to him with his hand as if owning her. "And get your eyes off her chest!" She gave Eric a playful elbow in the ribs and he feigned pain. Monica smiled, "You two certainly scrubbed up well." She turned to Eric. "I can't remember the last time I saw you in anything other than baggy blue jeans and an ratty T-shirt." Roxanne interjected, "I threatened to handcuff him to the bed all evening if he didn't go out and buy a new outfit." Eric smirked back, "And I called her bluff saying I'd stay there hand cuffed and vulnerable until she got back." We all laughed. "So Candy's not here yet?" I addressed Roxanne not wanting to see Monica's reaction. "Oh, she called and said she'd meet us after dinner upstairs in the lounge. She asked me if she could bring someone." I saw the glint in Roxanne's eye. Had she set Candy up with some other man to forget about me and the last few days? She certainly deserved someone other than me. "He's a real looker too, possibly her next leading man if negotiations go well." She winked at me. Monica was the first to reach for a menu. "Let's order, I'm starving." She looked over to me. "When was the last time we ate?" "You two been too busy in bed to bother about food?" Eric chimed. We both looked at each other and chuckled knowing it was true. "You both can't talk, now I know where the term 'rocking the boat' comes from." I could tell Monica was happy for Eric. It got me wondering where his and Roxanne's relationship would lead. Eric was meant to be on the run from the FBI trail just like them. That was something to worry about later, now was the time to have some fun. We'd ordered 'Blue Water Seafood Platter' to share for appetizers and Roxanne had ordered drinks. Eric and myself liked the idea of the 'Menage a Trois of Filet Mignon, Lobster and Prawns'. Roxanne and Monica had the 'Creole Chicken'. We all decided to top off our meal with the caf's signature dessert, Bananas Foster, apparently a New Orleans favorite prepared tableside. "I raise a toast to our dynamic duo here who has taken the adult movie business by storm." Roxanne held her full champagne glass in mid air. "By storm?" Monica was fishing for more information. "Yes sweetie, that's why we're here, to celebrate your very recent success." We all clinked glasses and sipped. "What sort of success are we talking about here?" Even though I had enjoyed what we'd been doing to earn a living it still bothered me that someone might recognise us from this publicity. I very much doubted that those coming after us would have the time or the inclination to look up a site such as this. "I was informed just before we came here tonight that membership of my website has doubled after your first movie was added. Since the advertisement of your soon to be completed Havasu Lake shoot there has been continuous traffic and many inquiries. Darlings, you are hot property." She took another sip when her cell phone rang. "I'll just take this outside." "Well I can't believe it," Eric sat back in his chair, arms behind his head as Roxanne made her way out to reception cell phone to her ear. Devin her bodyguard watched her every move from another table. "Believe what?" I was still a little annoyed by the attitude of this man. "That taking a naked photo of you Mon, and a home video of you two in the sack, would all lead to this." "You didn't did you?" "Do what Monica? Sell your picture? No, I still have that in my hot little hand." He smirked. "But what does it matter now, the porn world has seen more than just a skin shot of you. That was some work out there at the lake." We blushed remembering all the people who had watched us have sex. To me it should be a private thing but I'd signed a contract at the risk of losing Monica. "Exciting news." Roxanne appeared from behind us. As she sat down again she spoke, "My editors have informed me that your Lake shoot is ready for presenting to the world and they're estimating another influx of new membership. I thought maybe we could do a publicity photo shoot this weekend?" Her eyebrows rose in a question. "Okay, I'm good." Monica looked over to me. How could I say no? "Then it's settled, you both can come over to my place Saturday morning. Everything will be organised from my end, setting and wardrobe. You just bring those lithe bodies of yours and that fiery, sexy karma." .................................... Dinner had been magnificent and expensive. I was glad Roxanne was picking up the tab. We made our way upstairs to the VooDoo Lounge and secured a table with comfortable seating for six. We were expecting Candy and her date to be there soon. I would need to make time for my apologies to her but it would have to be without Monica feeling uncomfortable. The ambiance of the place was magnificent. Half the roof top lounge was covered and the other half an open air terrace fifty-one storeys up. The views of the Las Vegas strip and the surrounds were breath taking. I'd heard that flair bartenders concocted specialty drinks like the award- winning "Witch Doctor," a mix of four Rums and tropical fruit juices so Monica and myself ordered one and we shared. We shared it in more than one way. As Eric and Roxanne danced we sipped then kissed. All through dinner I had wanted her lips on mine once more and her body against mine. I'd heard that the VooDoo Lounge was third on the list of the best places in the city to kiss with the Bellagio Fountains being the top. We took advantage of the subdued lighting and the mood music to experience this for ourselves. After our second drink I could see Monica starting to loosen up a little. She slid some ice onto her mouth and moved to mine. My fingers traced the outline of the back of her dress as we shared the ice orally. Her fingers felt over the silk of my shirt tantalizing my back as we went through every cube of ice; sucking, licking, biting and combining juices. I was beginning to think of places we could go to 'cool' off but was interrupted by our friends returning from the dance floor. Roxanne looked at her watch with a slightly concerned look. "Candy said she'd be here by now. I want to discuss the terms of the contract with her before tomorrow's shoot." "So Roxanne, who have you set Candy up with then?" I said trying not to show I was adjusting my crotch. I probably wouldn't know the gentleman anyway but thought I'd ask. "I didn't set her up with anyone. She said she's bringing her boyfriend who used to be her ex, they've apparently reconciled. I wouldn't mind having him for myself, looks remarkably like Keanu Reeves." It was Eric's turn to show possession and with one arm he pulled her into his side. "You're not going to star in your own movies unless it's with me." She just laughed and we all knew she was the boss behind the camera and not in front. When I'd heard Roxanne's words about Rocky coming along a small gasp appeared from my throat and I knew Monica had noticed. "John? Anything the matter?" Her eyes penetrated mine and I had to look away. After all the only time Rocky had seen me was when I was totally naked outside Candy's bedroom. It was completely obvious what we'd been doing. If Monica found out I'd be in mortal trouble even after we'd made up. Just how far Candy and myself had gone was still a mystery to her. "You know him John?" Monica was curious. Eric appeared agitated. "Come on Roxy, I love this song." He pulled her by the arm and she gave us a 'not again but I do love dancing with him' expression. "How do you know him?' Monica expected the truth. "I met him at Candy's a couple of days ago when you dropped me off there." The way her eyes searched mine I felt I was going through a lie detector test. "He came over to get a videotape he'd left there." Well it was almost true. So far I was passing. If she'd asked me what I'd been doing at the time he knocked then I'd be in deep shit again. "So does he really look like Keanu Reeves?" I had to think about that one. At the time it had been dark, I was totally naked and I'd had Candy's gun pointing at him, hardly the time for celebrity comparisons. "Maybe, but I don't really see people that way Mon." It was true so no buzzers went off on this occasion. At that time we heard a familiar voice beside us and turned to see Candy dressed in a pink shiny curve-hugging mini with matching pink shoes. Her hair was tied in braids that draped over her shoulders. She looked like fairy floss ready to be licked. I felt that familiar euphoria when I breathed in her scent but tried to hide it from Monica. "Hello Candy." I stood and offered her the chair next to ours. "Rocky's not here?" "No, he was called home but I'll see him tomorrow." She was pensive. "John can I talk to you?" She looked across to Monica who got the hint that Candy wanted privacy. She still aggravated Monica, I could tell that my lover didn't trust her but she was beginning to trust me more. I could have faith in Monica to see the situation for what it was, a time for me to come clean with Candy. "All right, I'll just go powder my nose." Candy followed Monica with her eyes until she was out of ear shot then turned to me. "Why John? Why didn't you tell me about her? Is she the reason you wouldn't make love to me? She's very beautiful and..." She almost broke down. Again I felt like going through the third degree. "Candy," I resisted the urge I had to hold her and kiss her passionately. "I'm really sorry but there's just something about you that makes me forget her when you're around." She smiled seductively, "So what are you thinking now?" "Candy," It was hard to talk about it with her, and I was glad Monica wasn't there to hear. "It's difficult not to just kiss you. If Rocky hadn't interrupted us the other night then we would have made wild love for the rest of the night." She looked pleased for a moment then went thoughtful again. I took her hands in mine and looked into her amazing green eyes. "I really love Monica. She is my whole life. Don't get me wrong, I like you as a friend and if circumstances were different then I'd choose to be with you." Her eyes averted to the ground and she seemed to understand. That last admission still hadn't quelled my desire to throw her on the table and plant her with kisses. Why was that? "I have to ask you something." It was hard to say. "Yes?" "Why is it that I am madly in love and lust with Monica but when you're around I feel like molesting you?" Her head tilted to one side and she went a little coy. "You have something you want to tell me?" Without words for the next ten minutes she proceeded to show me. I was so mesmerized by her performance that I failed to notice Monica slide in next to me and slip her hand under my jacket feeling my back through the silk. As Candy walked past the bar all the men, every single one of them turned and looked to see who had just walked by. Why hadn't I seen that before? Someone also needed to push their tongues back in their mouths before their drool formed a slippery mess on the ground. She went up to the dance floor and began to move behind Eric. "What's she doing?" Monica made her presence known and jolted me out of my trance. "She's demonstrating to me why I let her do those things to me, why I let her come between us." "What?" She put a hand to my cheek and drew my face around to meet hers. "John, talk to me." "Just look Monica, every man she's been near so far has been in a trance." "You're saying there's something unnatural about this?" "Just look at her." I slipped my jaw out of her hand and our gaze went to Eric on the dance floor sandwiched between Candy and Roxanne. As his hands went up Roxanne's sides, Roxanne's fingers traced Candy's arms. As they writhed in snake like rhythm to the lyrical strains of the music they seemed a natural threesome. Eric was in seventh heaven with two hot bodies next to him. As the composition turned to more seductive tones all eyes focused on the three hot bodies in the middle of the dance floor. Eric rocked his body into Roxanne as her hands massaged his butt. Candy ran her magic touch up over his quads to his inner thighs and then lingered there with fingers just resting against his balls through his pants. The whole action on the dance floor was R rated. I just knew that if I was in Eric's position I'd hardly be able to stand up let alone dance. I could feel Monica's hot breath on my cheek and knew she was also turned on by the action on the dance floor. "Hmm, Roxanne did say she could go for Candy." Monica smiled on my cheek and gave me a small kiss. Whispering into my ear she said one word. "Pheromones." "What?" It was my turn to question. "People can actually buy cologne nowadays that has chemicals added that are purported to attract the opposite sex." "You mean Candy's perfume is rigged to attract men?" "It looks that way, I've heard that it can increase the arousal and sexual pleasure of your partner, sex can be very stimulating more so than usual and it's even meant to help women and men have faster and more intense orgasms. There's one on the market called Primal Instinct." "Hmmm, maybe we should try that." I growled near her ear. "John," she responded grazing her nose along my jaw then kissing my cheek. "If we tried pheromones we'd die premature deaths. We already have a good thing going here, we don't need extra stimuli." The extent of the sex we'd had since leaving the desert was certainly unusual especially for two lovers in their thirties and early forties. My sex life had never been so hectic and erotic. "So do you forgive me now?" I turned to meet her gaze. "I told her I love you, that you are my whole life and I mean it. I'll never lay another hand on her I promise." My arm was around her shoulders and my fingers played with her upper arm. Monica's lips pursed a little as she thought about my statement then they spread forming a smile. "If you ever go near her I'm getting the handcuffs out and chaining you to the nearest fixed object." I loved the way she was strong. I could see that she could match Roxanne's strong personality any day. As she sealed her forgiveness with a long, drawn out kiss we hadn't noticed the three people approaching us. "I don't know about you guys but I want this night to go on for a little longer. I suggest going to my place for the night. I have a spa room that is wanting some company tonight." Roxanne's presence and words seemed logical. We all looked from one to the other and liked the idea very much. Then she smirked and added, "There is only one rule in the spa." She paused. "It is?" I asked. "No clothing." She chuckled and began to walk off. The rest of us followed looking forward to seeing and experiencing the spa bath she was talking about. ..................... The room was amazing. It was set out like ancient Roman baths with arches, pillars and small areas for privacy around the edges of the vast room. Each section had a bath that would snugly fit two people but the larger one in the middle could fit at least twenty. It was more like a swimming pool. The room was bathed in opalescent light that reflected off the water sending pearly, swirling patterns to the creamy stone walls. The area above the centre pool was two storeys high and painted and decorated to give the impression of a sky on a sunny day. The air was warm and fragrant conducive to relaxation and meditation and sex. The five of us had all come back to Roxanne's house in her Excursion driven by Devin. We'd all had our fair share of alcoholic beverages over the evening so were grateful for Roxanne's bodyguard. Candy, Roxanne and Eric couldn't keep their hands off each other all the way. It seemed that Candy's perfume was attracting Roxanne too. Eric had been between the two women and seemed to lap up all the attention. I could see it being one of his fantasies. Wasn't it every man's fantasy to have two beautiful women fawning over him? "Yes, I can tell what you're thinking. I have used this setting in a few of my movies." Roxanne was the first to take off her robe letting it just drop to the floor. My jaw hung almost to my chest and I hoped Monica hadn't seen my reaction. Here was a woman who obviously worked out. The muscle definition in her arms and thighs could be seen even from where I was. Her stomach was taut and flat and her breasts medium sized perfectly matching all her body curves. Seeing the nipple rings and the navel ring made me wonder if she had piercings elsewhere. As if to give us all directions she moved to the 'bath' and slipped in. "Come on in, it's heated to perfection." Candy was the next to slip off her robe revealing her nakedness. She looked across to Monica as she did so, almost wanting her to know what I had already seen. I remembered that body below me as I was about to consummate our relationship and blushed with the images of what would have happened between Monica and myself if that had occurred. It was Eric's turn to drool as Candy sleeked over to the edge of the pool, bent over revealing her perfect ass and then glided in and swam over to Roxanne. Eric disrobed and I could see all the women eyeing him off. He had an amazing physique for a computer nerd so must have done some sort of exercise in between his bouts of hacking or whatever it was that he did. He waded over to the two women in the pool and took a place between them. "Come in you two, it's not that we haven't seen you naked before." Eric smirked as he placed his arms around each of the ladies taking possession of them both. All eyes were on us now. Monica let her robe drop to the ground while I hung mine on a nearby hook. When I turned back Monica was in the pool and making her way over to the threesome. "So tell us Roxanne," I said as I swam over to Monica at the pool's edge and wrapped an arm around her shoulders. "You must have a few stories you could tell us about this place." "You're telling me. One shoot we did we had to get the paramedics. The girl was giving the guy a head job in one of the outer baths and in her excitement she almost drowned after taking in a little too much water." We all smiled and shook our heads. "So Roxy baby, what's the wildest scene you've shot here?" Eric's fingers made ribbon patterns over her shoulder. "Hmm, that would have to be the gang bang." "Oooh, I've only read about those, tell us about it." "This woman came to me and said she wanted me to film her wildest fantasy while her husband watched." "Her husband?" Candy needed confirmation. "She'd mentioned this to her husband and he apparently was really turned on by her requested so decided to play along." "Tell us more." I could see that Monica was getting into the mood and wondered whether she'd ever had fantasies like that. I don't think I could accept it if she wanted sex with other men let alone me watching it all happen. "So there was one female, how many men?" "Six." All jaws dropped. I just had to interject. "How could a woman possibly have sex with six men and survive?" As Roxanne explained Devin came in with a silver trolley on top of which were two bottles of champagne in ice buckets and five flutes. He filled each one dutifully and handed them to us. I wasn't usually a champagne drinker but I needed the buzz the bubbles gave me as I could see this conversation heating up. "Well it wasn't all at once. The poor woman would have had her body ripped apart" She laughed. "Sometimes she had two or three at once while the others rested to 'recuperate' so to speak. I've seen some incredible sex in my time but the way that woman took every which way and loved every minute of it I'll never forget." The mental images going through my mind were definitely being enhanced by Roxanne's story telling and the beverage in my hand. The arm that was around Monica now moved down to her thigh and I made sweeping movements from her knee to her shaved pubic area. She let out a breath each time I touched that magic spot on her inner thigh. The water was so clear that the others would be able to see what was happening under the water but I was beyond caring. The talk and the champagne were making me think about sex again. Sensing the heating atmosphere Eric spoke, "After Roxanne's story I have a question for you all and it can be answered as wildly as you want. We want entertainment here." "Go ahead." I saw Roxanne's leg link with his under the water and her hand went to his thigh. Candy's hand was going further and moved up to feel his growing erection. "If you were to die tomorrow what would be your one final wish? Any takers?" I decided to go first because my wish would probably be the tamest. "If I were to die tomorrow I'd want to marry the woman of my dreams and make crazy love to her all night long." Monica let out a groan from inside her throat as I slipped my hand between her legs and began to finger her labia. Her legs spread for me and I could almost feel the heat radiating off her skin. "Monica, you go next." Eric knew what I was doing under the water. Even if he couldn't see through the crystal clear fluid then he would have been able to read it on her face. My fingers slipped inside and felt sudden heat. "Earth to Monica." He was rubbing it in verbally as digitally I ran two fingers in long movements either side of her clit. "Um," she croaked. "I'd ... want to be married ....and have a ...baby." I stopped for a moment from the surprise of what she'd just said but she moved her hips wanting me to go on. She wanted a baby? Thoughts went through my mind imagining myself with a baby son or daughter in my forties. If Luke had lived he'd be a teenager by now and probably be more independent. I suppose I'd resolved myself to the fact I'd have no more children. Monica was moving on my fingers doing half the job of stimulating her. This was all leading to sex but I had no qualms of doing the deed here in the pool. My thoughts were interrupted with Roxanne's wish. "Not having starred in any of my movies and not having had the desire to do so, I'd still like to perform some of the things I've witnessed." "Oh, and what's that Roxy?" "One secret craving of mine is to do it in bed with a man and a woman at the same time. I've never built up the courage to ask anyone." "Well that's a coincidence. Our minds must be on the same wavelength." Eric was having difficulty talking now as both Roxanne's and Candy's hands took his dick and balls. Candy was the first to kiss him as she massaged his erection. Roxanne kissed down his shoulder and ran fingers through his hair. As I watched the three across from us my breathing was becoming more hoarse. I moved Monica so she was facing me with her knees either side of my hips but I could still get a good view of the threesome action over her shoulder. My fingers pushed inside her moist, slippery hole and she grabbed my dick and was doing to me what Candy was doing to Eric. "Candy," Eric could hardly talk. "Still... haven't heard.... from you." "Hmmm," Candy was very much aroused and went to straddle him with Roxanne's silent permission. Roxanne wrapped fingers around his swollen member and found Candy's entrance for her then she sat down on him slowly feeling his mass fill her hot cavern. Roxanne's hand went to Candy's ass and I could see her feeling the contours. When she didn't object she placed her other hand on Candy's ample breast and flicked the nipple with her thumb. Monica was heaving on my three fingers. "John, I need you in me." Her hands resting on my shoulders were digging in painfully but I was distracted by the eroticism of having sex while watching the threeway in front of me. I replaced my fingers with the throbbing mass that was between my legs. The live porn show before me was definitely a turn on. My lover bounced on me just as Candy was fucking Eric. Roxanne glided around to the back of Candy and moved her hair to the side to allow her access to her neck. She planted light kisses over the nape and then down her back. I could tell Candy was really enjoying this just as I was becoming more and more sexually charged with Monica's movements on me. It took all my strength to hold back the hell of an orgasm I knew I'd have. Candy arched her back and groaned as Eric massaged her clit. Still running her lips across her shoulders Roxanne's other hand feathered down her back to her ass then slipped a finger in her crack. She then slid a digit just inside her anus and started moving it in and out, then added another. Roxanne's free hand went to Candy breasts and cupped them and rolled the nipple between her thumb and forefinger. The feel of Eric's dick inside her, her clit being stimulated, the hand on her breasts and the fingers up her ass was seemingly enough bringing her to a massive orgasm. She screamed out as she came. Roxanne thrust inside her ass with force helping her add to the intensity of her climax. "Go on baby, let it all out. Come for me baby, just like that." Candy's head fell back exhausted from the fiery climax. She carefully dismounted and rested against the pool edge coming to her senses once more. I could see that Eric was still raring to go and he took Roxanne in his hands and kissed her forcefully on the mouth then moved her so her back was to the edge. "Now it's your turn for a fuck you vixen!" He spread her legs forcefully and rammed into her while Roxanne called his name as if in a trance. As he pounded away Roxanne's breasts bounced in and out of the water. Droplets were spilling from her nipple rings. "Ooh Roxy, you're such an excellent fuck." He pounded on for minutes pinning her against the rim of the bath. I could tell he was then close to release. "I can't hold on...sorry." He gave one more heave then shot everything he had into her. Candy had recovered enough to finish the job for Roxanne. As Eric pulled out and lay spent on the pool's edge Candy moved over and gave the woman he had just shot his seed into a light kiss on the lips. When she accepted she went in for more. The sight of the two women kissing was almost too much to take. I willed myself to keep screwing Monica and come when she did. Mouths opened and tongues met, sliding all over then plunged in. Candy's hand fingered one nipple ring and then the other, then her hand trailed down to Roxanne's navel, tugging at the silver metal. She said something in her ear that I didn't quite catch but Roxanne moved up to sit right on the edge of the pool then spread her legs with knees up. It was at that moment I got a glimpse of more silver and knew Roxanne had a clitoris ring too. That must have been painful to get but it was such an erotic thing to see on a woman. Candy stood up and began kissing her on the mouth then over her chin to her neck. A hand went to between her legs and began fiddling as Roxanne writhed. A mouth was on her nipple licking and sucked and her teeth tugged at the ring causing shivers of pure delight down her lover's body. Her attention went to the other nipple and she threaded her hardened tongue into the circle and pulled. Roxanne took hold of Candy's hand and pulled as she made her way down leaving a cool trail of drool. She planted kisses across her abdomen and her navel ring before making her way to between Roxanne's legs. I could tell she was in another world. Her eyes rolled back and her head fell backwards. "Move back a bit." Candy gave directions before she started licking Roxanne's wet, hot center. I hadn't heard groans like that from anyone before. Candy pushed a finger inside her anus as her tongue fucked her. Candy tongued and tugged on the hot metal on her clit and Roxanne looked as though she would pass out with the pressure. As Roxanne was coming to her climax I could feel Monica's signs and knew that I would be relieved of my load soon too. Monica moved in to kiss me as we both came. Her body shuddered uncontrollably on top of me. I didn't need to see that Roxanne was orgasming too. Her vocal emanations would have travelled as far as Devin, maybe to Las Vegas strip as well.. The eroticism of what I'd just seen and heard combined with this beautiful woman on top of me made for one extraordinary orgasm. The temperature in the room would have gone up ten degrees just from all our body heat. We lay spent all of us having found release in a big way. It was Eric who started laughing first, then Roxanne, then all of us were laughing so hard at the absurdity of it all. Never before had I imagined having sex with an audience but there was something about it that was certainly fucking stimulating. "So Candy, you still haven't told us your deepest, darkest wish." Eric was determined to find out. She smiled a very satisfied grin and spoke, "I've never told a soul this but I've want to have sex with three men at one. I want every cavity filled at the one time. That is so erotic to me." Roxanne's eyes widened and she knew she'd picked a winner here for more prize-winning adult movies of hers. "That could be arranged," she said wickedly. .............................. Chapter Sixteen Eric: It had been a good twelve hours or so since my rocking sex-fest with Roxanne. Man, where has this woman been all of my life? I know it seemed an unlikely pair, but to have this woman to myself (or maybe another woman at the same time) was only a dream of mine back in college. Roxanne was asleep beside me and I rolled over to see what time it was on her alarm clock. Ten at night. Roxanne stirred herself awake and turned to face me. "Going somewhere?" she asked seductively. The calmness of her voice was enough to make all of the blood in my body go south. She ran her hand from my hip to my collarbone and placed a light kiss on my neck. I closed my eyes to take in the pleasurable sensations I was feeling, but I pulled away. I remembered that I had left my laptop in my truck and my truck was at the MGM. I had a contact that was supposed to be in touch with me soon on a secure chat site that he and I created so we couldn't be found. With all of the moving around of personnel in the FBI and CIA it put John and Monica on the backburner but not completely out of the picture. I figured once they got everyone in position then they would begin their manhunt for them and the other two agents that went AWOL. This rearrangement seemed easy to not notice by Congress or other political body because of the FBI and CIA being accused of not sharing the 'love' on September 11th. Apparently the CIA knew something and didn't share it with the FBI and the accusation that was being thrown is that the World Trade Center attack could have been prevented. No better time than now to move any key players in this battle for world domination to where they needed to be. "What's the matter, handsome?" Roxanne asked quietly. She could tell I was thinking. What was it about a woman's intuition? It was almost like they were empathic or something. "I need to get my laptop from my truck. I need to contact someone and the only way I can do it is with that laptop. Will you come with me?" I kissed her passionately, pushing my tongue past hers. I felt her bodily warmth next to me as I listened to her breathing during our kiss. Regardless of whether or not this was going to be a lasting relationship, I savored every moment I could with her. I have moved around so much in the last five years alone because of the lifestyle I have chosen for myself. I was kidding myself if I thought I could be safe to stay here. Our lips parted and her crystal blue eyes looked into mine. "I'd have to have Devin come with us. Should I wake him?" She reached for the phone. I put my hand on her arm to stop her. "I just need to get my computer and we can come back. Who is going to know you are out by yourself? Besides," I kissed her and continued, "I will be with you. I may be a computer programmer but I'm not a complete wimp." I flexed my bicep for her and she giggled. She nodded and I took some comfort in her trust in me. If she only knew what I did to survive she would probably throw me out on my ass, not to mention my former occupation as an FBI agent. And John and Monica's former occupation as FBI agents. This was too heavy to think about right now. We got out of bed and put some clothes on. I put on my dress shirt and pants on, putting my tie in my pocket. When I got my shoes on, Roxanne pulled me up and rubbed her hands on my chest. "You ready?" she asked. I nodded and I followed her out to the garage where the giant Ford Excursion was. We drove back over to the MGM's parking garage and roamed around until we found the truck parked on the third level. "Shouldn't we go and get the keys from them?" Roxanne asked. I shook my head. "Naw, I got a spare key under the frame." Roxanne put the Excursion in park and we both got out. I bent down under the truck and fetched my spare key and unlocked the passenger door. I retrieved my computer and put it in the back seat of Roxanne's SUV. I could hear the sounds of footsteps but didn't really pay attention to them. I locked the door to my truck and walked Roxanne back to the driver's side of the SUV. "See, wasn't that harmless?" I asked as I kissed her gently on the lips. "Now, let's get back and continue this in your bedroom." She smiled and hopped into the driver's seat. The footsteps continued to get louder and closer and then I heard a clicking sound through the exhaust note of the Ford. "Eric Duarte?" a voice sounded from behind me. It sounded almost middle- eastern in nature. I quickly turned around to see a gun pointing at me. My heart skipped beats as my life flashed before me when gunshots fired from the man's gun. I saw the bullets hit my body in slow motion, yet I couldn't dodge them. One hit me in the thigh, one in the shoulder and one in my abdomen. I felt my blood spatter on the silver paint of Roxanne's truck as the bullets went through me. My body jerked back into the panel of the SUV from the force and I started to sink to the ground. I reached up for the door handle and opened the door and jumped inside the truck despite the agonizing pain that viciously took hold of my body. Roxanne gunned it out of there as quickly as she could. "Oh my God, Eric! Who was that guy?" She was panicked; I am sure the first time she had been witness to something like this. I could barely talk as I used the garment hook to sit me upright. When I did, I felt my blood gush out of the wound in my leg seemingly pints at a time. I reached for the tie in my pocket and wrapped it as tight as I could to make a quick tourniquet to keep me from bleeding to death. Roxanne flipped on the dome light so I could see what I was doing, but I really wish she hadn't done that. I am fine with blood, just not my own. I was sweating from the pain and when I saw my shirt in the light from my torso wounds I began to get diaphoretic from the sight of it and the sudden loss of it all. My hand pressed firmly on my stomach wound but blood kept coming from that one and I couldn't stop it. Roxanne kept calling out my name but I found myself hearing the echo of her voice and my vision was getting cloudy. My mouth started getting dry and the lightheadedness started to overtake me as my body went into shock from its wounds. As I faded away I heard Roxanne's voice crying for me; begging for me not to die. ................... Roxanne I tore out of the parking garage and headed for Las Vegas University Hospital, speeding in and out of the busy traffic. My mind was spinning around like a typhoon from what had just happened in the parking garage causing me to have some blurred vision. There was a man bleeding to death from gunshot wounds in the back of my Excursion and it could have been prevented had I woken up Devin to come with us. What was I thinking: I could actually be safe without my bodyguard? Tonight was a perfect example as to how I could never go anyplace by myself without him. I just didn't want to lose Eric as a result of this. We had only known each other a short time and in that short time he had complimented me very well. If I lost him I would never know if it could have been more than just great, mind-blowing sex. "Eric? Eric, talk to me..." I called to him in the back seat. I looked up into my rearview mirror and I saw that he had passed out, his skin going from pale white to death gray. "Eric, don't you die on me!" For the first time in my life I wasn't calm and tears formed in my eyes from the heightened state of disarray of my feelings. "You're gonna be okay, Eric, do you hear me?" I pulled up to the emergency room entrance and slammed on the brakes. I jumped out of the Excursion and grabbed the closest nurse at the nurses' station. "There's a man in the back of my truck...he's been shot three times." I told her frantically. The nurse got on the phone and a team of medical staff came running down the hall toward me with a rolling gurney. "Where is he?" a man in scrubs asked me. "This way." I ran out to my Excursion and the team of four people followed me. I opened the back door and they carefully pulled Eric's limp body from the truck and onto the gurney. A nurse put her stethoscope on and tore open Eric's shirt, placing the cold instrument on Eric's chest. Another wrapped a blood pressure cuff on his arm and began pumping it as the third nurse started to push him inside with the fourth following. "Pulse is thready, BP is sixty over forty and dropping fast.." I followed the team inside as they took him to a room to do their work. "Respiration is shallow...wait...he stopped breathing." The nurse shouted. Another nurse pushed me out of the room and they closed the door. I could still see inside, even though I probably shouldn't have watched. "Let's bag him," a doctor said and the nurse got the hand respirator and started pumping air into his lungs. I watched Eric's chest rise and fall, as I stood outside helpless as to what was happening to him. "This man's lost a lot of blood. How's his breathing?" "It's better, " the nurse replied, "his blood pressure is still down and his heart beat is slow but stable." "Do we have a blood type on him yet?" the doctor called over to one of the nurses. "Type B. Want me to call the blood bank?" the nurse asked. "Right away. Let's get him in the other room. Contact OR and let them know what we are bringing up. This man went into shock before he got here. We gotta move fast, people." The doctor said. They pushed him to another room and that was the last time I saw him for a very long while. I went out to the lobby where the nurses' station was. "Do you own that Excursion out there?" A nurse asked me. My mind felt like soft clay from my obsessing thoughts of Eric's health. I slowly turned my eyes to her and nodded. "Could you move it, hon?" I went out to my Excursion and parked it over in the parking lot. I grabbed my purse and reached for my cell phone, my hands shaking from the adrenaline pumping in my veins. I punched the steering wheel in frustration from my ignorance of leaving Devin behind. If Eric dies I don't think that I could live with myself knowing that. I looked over my shoulder to the back seat where he was laying to see that there was a massive amount of blood on the seat, the floor, and the door panel. I put my head in my hands and rested my head against the steering wheel, fighting back any tears that wanted to surface. I jumped to the sound of my phone ringing. I picked it up and answered it. "Hello?" I said. "Ms. Derrik? It's Devin. Where are you?" his voice said calmly on the phone. "University Hospital. Eric was shot over at the MGM parking garage." I said calmly even though my brain waves were more active than someone with autism. "Why didn't you wake me up?" He sounded a little irritated. "I'm sorry, Dev, it was supposed to just be a pick up and go type of thing and before I knew it he got shot by some guy. I know I pay you to be around me at all times and I swear I will never do that again." He could hear the regret in my voice for making an untactful decision. "It's your money, but I still care nonetheless. We've been a team for five years and I have never let you down. Just remember that." Devin's voice was understandably stern. "I'll be down there as soon as I can." The phone went dead and I hit the 'end' button on my phone. I grabbed my phone and purse and went back to the ER lobby. My mind was going in a million different directions when it occurred to me that I should probably tell John and Monica that their friend was seriously hurt. I sat down and a nurse came up to me with a clipboard asking for Eric's information. "Are you his wife?" she asked. The thought made me smile; no one had actually made that mistake with me and someone else before. It had a nice ring to it, actually. "Um, no. I'm his girlfriend. Been seeing each other for a couple of days." "Well, we need some information filled out so we can put something other than a John Doe bracelet on him. Could you do that for us?" She handed me a clipboard and his wallet so I could use his ID to copy down on the paperwork. As I jotted down the information, I thought about the conversation we had on our way back from Havasu. He told me that he did hacking into other people's lives, taking identities and money from them. I remember at first I was a little nervous being around someone who was into stuff like that, but he assured me he had other intentions with me that didn't involve hacking or theft. Oddly enough I believed him and the next thing I knew we were having some of the best sex of our lives together. He told me he had considered leaving that life behind him to start over fresh but he hadn't found the right time or person to inspire him to go through with it. I felt that connection with him that I might actually give this relationship a chance. If he dies I guess I would never know then, would I? I finished the paperwork and gave it back to the nurse. Moments later Devin arrived and I ran to his protecting muscular embrace. Over and over he kept whispering to me that things were going to be all right. Right now I wish I could believe him. The helplessness I felt made my extremities numb and weak; Devin held my weight up as he helped me over to a chair in the waiting room. We sat down next to each other and I rested my head on his shoulder, closing my eyes wishing that this were all a bad dream. ........................................... I shook myself awake when I heard John's voice saying my name. "Roxanne? What happened?" I opened my eyes and there was John with Monica standing before Devin and myself. "What time is it?" I asked, still a bit out of it. "It's four-thirty in the morning," Devin said. "You fell asleep." I told John and his woman what had happened, maintaining my calm composure on the exterior. A few moments after I was done telling them the story, a doctor came to the lobby with bloody scrubs on. "Are you the one that brought that gentleman with the gunshot wounds?" he asked. "Yes," I nodded. "It was a close one. We just got done sewing him up but it looks like he will recover from his injuries. If you hadn't got him here when you did he would have most certainly bled to death." I looked down at his hands and he had some X-ray films. "If you'll come with me I'll show you." We followed him to an exam room where he put the films up against a lit screen. He went on to explain to all of us that the bullet in his leg pierced an artery, the one in the shoulder hit his collarbone, and the one in his abdomen bounced around, going from his intestines to his stomach. Luckily there were no spinal injuries, which relieved me in more ways than one. "We'll be running him up to ICU momentarily. We're still transfusing blood because he lost quite a bit on the way here and during surgery. If you want, you can go upstairs and wait up there when he arrives." The doctor left and I sighed in relief, slumping my shoulders and leaning into Devin a little. He put his arm around me and all of us went upstairs to wait for Eric's arrival. It took me until then to realize that Devin must have called John and Monica about Eric. If I had, I certainly didn't remember doing so. The elevator doors opened and a hospital orderly wheeled Eric's bed into his room. A team of nurses went in with them to set up his equipment as I paced the halls up and down until they were finished. When the nurse gave us the clear to go in, I darted past everyone to get inside. I was not prepared for what I saw. Not even close. I didn't think a person could be hooked up to so much wiring and machinery in my life. I stopped dead in my tracks and covered my mouth with my hand, stunned at Eric's ghastly appearance. He had a drainage tube in his nose, a trachea tube in his mouth with a respirator helping him breathe, two IV bags and a blood transfusion going into him, heart monitor wiring to his chest, sutures trailed down both legs, and bandages covered the other two entry wounds. He also had an oxygen monitor attached to his index finger and the catheter bag from hell that I could even feel. I listened to the monitors trace his heartbeat and pulse and then noticed a morphine pump behind them. I hoped to hell that was plugged into him because he was going to need that stuff when he woke up. I sat down and took his hand in mine and kissed it softly. Why was I falling for this guy? What's wrong with me? Why did I feel so vulnerable right now? I stayed cool and sat back in my seat as I looked over at John, Monica, and Devin to see that they were as equally shocked at the sight of Eric's demise. I watched his chest rise and fall with the help of his respirator; it was very rhythmic, almost like counting sheep. I squeezed his hand and I felt him squeeze back; it was weak but it was him. He knew I was there with him. His body shuddered, startling all of us in the room. Eric's eyes were deliriously opened and he was reaching for his trach tube trying to pull it out. He seemed very agitated and I tried to hold his arms down to keep him from pulling out his equipment. The slow beeps from his monitors sped up with his heart rate and a couple of nurses rushed in with restraints to keep his arms down. I could only imagine how much pain he was in, especially if they had to restrain his left arm where his collarbone injury was. They injected him with something to keep him sedated until they were ready to pull his breathing tube and he slowly surrendered back into sleep. It had been a few hours since Eric's restraint and I was on my way back to his room with John, Monica, and Devin from having some coffee. John had phoned the police because of the pool of blood by Eric's truck and Devin's phone call to him. I really did not need the authorities back into my life since my last outing with them over my 'break up.' I didn't need the extra publicity, either. I got back to his room and he was awake; they had pulled his trach tube while we were gone, but the drainage tube to his stomach was still in his nose. He turned his head and his eyes were relieved at my presence. I rushed to his side and held his hand, noticing that they had removed his restraints. Eric looked past me to see John, Monica, and Devin in the room with me. "Have the police been called?" he hoarsely whispered to me. I nodded my head. He shook his. "I really don't want them involved with this. It was probably just a disgruntled customer. Where's my laptop?" "It's in the Excursion." I said to him. "Why?" "If you guys called the cops they are going to want to know why we stopped at my truck. They cannot get my computer...they can't know about that. Chances are they are going to want to search your truck for any other clues to my shooter and I need my computer." He started to squirm in bed like something was irritating him. His right hand started scratching the flesh on his chest until it was almost raw. "Just tell them you were getting your wallet," John added. Eric looked at John then Monica. "Hi, Monnie," he said greeting her with a half smile. "Eric, you look like hell. I'm relieved you're alive." She said but I wasn't so sure that John was relieved. After all, Eric was putting the moves on her before Havasu. Eric scratched some more, this time he looked like he was in pain. "God, what the hell are they pumping into me?" "Morphine," I told him rubbing his hand. "My flesh feels like it's on fire," he was almost starting to cry he was in so much discomfort. I went into the bathroom and soaked a towel in some cold water, ringing it out into the sink as I went back over to him. I looked over at the other guests and they stepped outside so I could separate Eric's gown and comfort him a little. I had heard some narcotic pain medications could make you itch uncontrollably; even the stuff they use in epidurals for pregnancy do that. Well, I guess watching Discovery Health channel does pay off a little. I patted the towel on his chest and leaned over to kiss him. I stopped at the nose tube and couldn't help but stare at it for a moment. "It's only temporary," he whispered looking at me with his puppy dog green eyes. I set the towel across his chest, leaned down on him as gently as I could and placed my lips on his. Despite his drugged sense and injuries his kiss was still fiery hot. My mouth opened against his lips and I ran my tongue along his lower lip. I didn't care if his nasal tube was in the way. He ran his fingers through my hair as I gently tried to push his tube to the side a little. He opened his mouth to mine and I slid my tongue past his lips. The kiss was getting quite sensuous when Eric pulled back wincing in discomfort. "What's wrong?" I asked softly looking into his eyes. "We really shouldn't do this." He quietly whined. "Why not?" I asked. He pointed down to his waist and I had totally forgotten about him having a catheter. Poor guy. Here I am teasing him and he's still wired up down there. "I am so sorry. I forgot you had that. When will they take that out?" "Now that I am awake, hopefully soon." Eric still had his hands in my hair and pulled me down to his lips again for a light kiss. "We still have unfinished business, you know." He smiled mischievously and let go of my hair. I wanted him despite his wounds, but I wasn't sure how doable it would be with the staples in his legs. I finished cooling him down with the towel and hung it up in the bathroom. I closed his gown and went out to get the rest of our company. They followed me back in to see a little more relieved Eric. "Roxy, why don't you go home with Devin and get washed up?" I looked at him anxiously as I didn't want to leave his side. "It's okay. John and Monica are here. Take my laptop back to your place for me before the cops get here." I nodded and bent down to kiss him. Eric ran a finger down the side of my face as I placed a light kiss on his lips. I stood back up and turned around to head out the door with my bodyguard. "I'll see you guys later," I said as I walked past John and Monica, Devin following close behind me. Dev and I went down to the Excursion and I retrieved Eric's computer without questioning why then locked it back up. Devin fetched his BMW and we rode back to my place so I could freshen up. ................. Chapter Seventeen Doggett: Even though Roxanne had offered us a bedroom at her mansion we took a raincheck. We wanted still to take advantage of the week's stay at the MGM in the lap of luxury. Before this week was over we'd need to discuss where we went from here. Roxanne hadn't mentioned any more about the accommodation package in our contracts so we'd probably need to bring it up when the situation arose. So Devin had driven us back. Again I had to lift Monica off my body. She often liked to lie over me heavily when she slept. We were chest to chest and her warm breath brushed over my shoulder in tantalizing whispers. I'd woken a few times that night content in the fact that we were together now and nothing would come between us again. Her forgiveness over the whole Candy issue was so important to me. I still hadn't told her the whole truth about how far we'd gone sexually but I felt Monica didn't need to know this. Unless she insisted I would keep that piece of grief from her. The phone ringing persistently had woken me yet again that night. Gently lifting her off me, she stirred a little then snuggled into the pillow with contented moans. Who could possibly be calling at this hour? I looked over to the alarm clock, four in the morning. "John Dogg.... diSalvo." I could have kicked myself for making that blunder. I just hoped furiously that the caller hadn't noticed. There was a moment's silence the other end as all my blood rushed to my neck. "Mr. diSalvo?" It took a moment to recognize the familiar voice of Roxanne's bodyguard. "Devin, what's up?" "Ms. Derrik has informed me of some unfortunate news." "Oh? Tell me." Monica must have heard the concern in my voice and stirred awake. "John?" she said groggily. "Who is it?" Not answering straight away I continued to listen to every detail of what he was telling me. "Las Vegas University Hospital you say?" Monica sat straight up. "Who John?" "Eric," I mouthed. "What?" Even in the dark I could see my lover's worry. "How bad is it?" "We'll be right there." Replacing the receiver I immediately got out of bed and retrieved some clothes from my bag. "Come on Mon, Eric has been shot and it looks serious." "No! Tell me more." Monica was also out of bed and dressing. "Shot three times in the parking garage here. Come on I'll tell you more on the way over." Grabbing the truck keys with one hand and Monica's hand with the other we headed out the door towards Eric's unknown future. ......................... Roxanne and Devin had gone, taking Eric's precious laptop with them, which left the three of us to discuss the grave situation. "What the fuck Eric? What's all this?" "John," Monica went to Eric's side and took his hand. "He's in pain, please be a little empathic." "Okay, how the hell did this happen?" If we were in any danger because of this we had to know. The patient looked past us to make sure we were alone. "We must talk and now! If anything happens to me you need to know what I know." I pulled up a chair and leant back, legs outstretched and arms crossed. Monica stayed holding his hand. "Go on then, are we in any danger here?" "Not you, not that I know of. I think you two are safe for the moment but let me explain." He once again looked around for privacy. "As you know I've been dealing with the making of fake IDs and credit cards, what you don't know is that I was involved in the making of IDs for some of the terrorists involved on September 11." "What!" I was so angry that Monica had to restrain me from ripping every limb from his body. "John, let him explain." If she hadn't been there to calm me Eric would have been in far worse shape then he was. "Please." Her hand brushed over my chest and with it took away much of the anger. "Believe me I had no idea what I was getting myself into. Assistant Director Follmer found out about what I'd been involved in and threatened to expose all if I didn't get the hell out of there." "So Eric, what stopped him spilling the beans on you?" Monica's brow furrowed. "I made a deal with the CIA to give up some of the terrorists I'd sold ID's to and the CIA agreed to lighten up on some of my fraudulent charges. It does put us all at risk because your so called super soldiers could find us." "So you said we may be safe for now? What did you mean Eric?" My partner's voice was gentle. "With my investigations and my contact in the CIA I've found out that there has been some reshuffling of personnel within the bureau and the CIA. It may even extend as far as the US government itself." "Reshuffling?" "These super soldiers of yours look as they want world domination and will do anything to get it." "So you're sayin'," If I leant back any further in my chair I would fall off so sat up a little straighter. "The reshuffling you're talking about is these super soldiers being spread around taking up key positions of power in this country." Eric was nodding all the time as I spoke. I looked across to Monica and saw my concern reflected in her face. "So how do we stop them? We can't just sit back here and let the shit hit the proverbial fan." It was not my nature to wait it out. I was a man of action, not contrition. "I know and we're not. Look Monica, John, for now you two are safe. With all this other activity the whereabouts of two agents gone AWOL has been put on the backburner. You're listed as missing but not a high priority yet. I say lay low here for a while and let me and my contact find a way we can defeat these bastards and believe me we will." "No," My head was shaking. "I can accept that. We stay here doing squat while you do all the dirty work? I need to have a hand in this. I need to feel as though we are making headway and I can't do that without having a piece of the action." "John," Monica's voice was soothing and I loved her for her acceptance of me no matter how different her views were to mine. "I agree with Eric, we can't bring attention to ourselves just now. Trust Eric, I know he can get the job done." Eric saw that I still hadn't fully accepted this. "Okay then John, I've heard that two of your superiors are back in DC. Maybe you could contact them somehow." "Superiors? Is Skinner all right?" There was hope in Monica's voice. "Yes, he and deputy Director Kersh have been threatened with their lives if they divulge anything about the secret takeover. If you trust them then talk to them and see if we can come up with a foolproof plan to rid us of this looming tragedy." There was a little commotion in the outside hallway so Eric said his last piece of information quickly. "You know that magnetite you were talking about, the substance that seems to be the super soldier's only weakness? Myself, my contact and a small group of us is coming up with a way we can use this against them." He didn't have time for any more conversation. I followed his eyes over to the door. "Are you Eric Duarte?" Two hefty policemen stood in the ward doorway. "Can we have a word with you?" Eric's eyes darted from Monica's and then to mine. ........................ "Yes, that's me officers." I could see the worry on Eric's face. He was the last one who should be locked up in jail and I could see he was concerned about that very occurrence. For the sake of this case we couldn't let that happen. The enormity of the consequences of failure was overwhelming. Even though I was a by the book person this was different, the safety of the world was at stake. We needed to protect Eric at all costs. "How are you feeling? Good enough to tell us what happened?" The one with the dark hair spoke first. "I'm Officer Dylan and he's Foster." "And you are?" Foster, the blond haired officer addressed Monica and myself. "I'm John diSalvo and this is my girlfriend Monica Rossi. We're friends with Eric here." Foster wrote these names down in his notebook. I just hoped Eric had given us some past histories along with those fake names or we may be bringing unwanted attention to ourselves. I stood and walked over to Monica and placed what I hoped were comforting hands on her shoulders. Officer Dylan continued, "So did you get a look at the person who shot you?" "I got a faint glimpse and heard my name mentioned." "Can you tell us anything about his appearance and whether you recognized him?" Eric shook his head slowly, "All I can say is that he looked middle- eastern in appearance, I'd never seen him before." As Foster kept writing in his notepad I scrutinized Eric's face. He was not telling the whole truth. My time in the marines, as a police officer and now my time as an FBI agent had given me skills to tell when a person was hiding something. Looking across to the officers luckily they hadn't seen Eric's deception. "But he recognized you, he mentioned your name." Eric just shook his head pretending he didn't know the answer. "What were you doing in the parking garage at the time Mr. Duart?" Eric's eyes looked over to mine when he responded. "I was just getting my wallet from John and Monica's truck. I'd stayed the night at my girlfriend's and she'd driven me over when I'd suddenly remembered I'd left it there." "And you girlfriend is?" Foster had his pen poised. I knew Roxanne probably wouldn't want the publicity but also knew Eric had to tell them the truth on this one. "Roxanne Derrik." As Officer Foster wrote the name his eyes widened and he looked up. "Is that the Roxanne Derrik of Derrilyct Productions and Escort Service?" His partner looked on surprised and the officer what he'd just confessed to. "I've just heard about her, that's all." He was shaking his head a little too much to be telling the whole truth. "Is this true Mr. Duart?" "Yes, one and the same." Eric knew he couldn't deceive. "So where do you two fit in?" His questioning turned to us. I just knew that by telling him we worked for Roxanne it would cover our FBI tracks. All the proof was in our contracts. "Monica and myself are employed by Ms. Derrik to do adult movie shoots." Officer Foster smirked. "You mean you make porn movies for her?" Foster looked us up and down and couldn't get his eyes off Monica. She seemed to be flattered by the visual attention but I was beginning to bristle. My hands massaged her shoulders to show she was mine. Officer Dylan was there to get the facts so changed the direction of the conversation quickly, of which I was thankful. "So who called the paramedics?" "No-one, Roxanne drove me here herself." "So where is the vehicle now?" "I assume it's at her place, she drove it back with her bodyguard Devin." Eric's face was starting to shrivel, he was obviously feeling some discomfort. "Look officers," Monica's voice purred. "This man has just been shot three times and is in pain. Can you let him rest now?" "All right madam," Officer Dylan glanced back at Eric. "We'll need to impound that vehicle of Ms. Derrik's and secondly, please don't leave town, any of you." After we'd all nodded consent the policemen were on their way. "Shit, that was close." Eric winced in pain as he spoke. "I'm going to get the nurse, she needs to check your pain relief levels." Monica got up to go and when she was out of the room there was the time to question Eric about his deception. "So who was the man who shot you?" Eric darted me a look as though he was going to say he didn't know but saw my expression and thought better of it. "I recognized him as one of the terrorists I ratted out to the CIA in exchange for super soldier information. He must have recognized my truck." "Look man, I just hope all this past shit you've been doing doesn't endanger our lives more than the trouble we're already in." The phone ringing saved Eric from further tongue lashing from me. "Roxanne sweetie." I could hear the faint babble of her reply. "Really? You'd do that for me?" He looked to me as though wanting me to leave but my feet were planted like cement. "You arranged it all with the hospital?" He frowned at me but I wasn't budging. "Yes, me too." He gave her a kiss over the phone then hung up. "Fuck you, you obstinate bastard!" Eric did laugh and lighten up reverting to his former carefree personality. "She hired me a private nurse and I'm outta here in two hours." "Where will you be staying?" The answer I knew. "At her place, she's smitten you know." I just shook my head and thought; 'At least she's distracting him away from my girl.' ........................ Chapter Eighteen Reyes: I was amazed at Roxanne when she told me she still wanted to do the photo shoot today. Eric had just been brought here from the hospital and she hired one of the nurses that took care of him to see over him for a few days. I understood Eric's concerns of why he didn't want to stay there; he wasn't sure if it was Al Quaeda people that found him for turning in some of their operatives or if he had been compromised by the shadow government that he had been collecting valuable information on. When we had discussed what was going on back in D.C., it made me anxious to go back and find out where the loyalties lie: Whether or not if we really were in danger. I am sure John felt the same way, but he felt that contacting Skinner would be the paramount object to accomplish for right now. Eric had planned on contacting him through his operative in the CIA and now that he had a room here at Roxanne's palace he could do that. At least he had a room to stay in; John and I were off to get a new place to stay after our shoot today. Speaking of the shoot, Roxanne took me to a dressing room and had me put on this contour-revealing dress that I was sure would drive John wild. It was red with some sort of wonder bra to enhance my bust size. It hugged each curve of my body; the edge of the dress only went a little more than half way to my knees. I could not even wear a thong under this it was so revealing. The bottom half of the dress was flared a little so if I made any sudden turns the dress would fly up to reveal all. I put on matching stilettos and strutted over to the make up guy a few rooms down. Roxanne was adamant that John and I not see each other before the shoot; she wanted to get his reaction on film when he saw me. When my make up was finished, Devin came in to get me. "Are you ready?" he asked. "Yep. Is John out there already?" I asked. Devin nodded. "Totally thinking that you will be dressed in something not so risqu. Roxanne just got done shooting him and now she wants you out there." I followed Devin into a room that had a hard wood floor, a small oak table with a bowl of cherries (maraschinos and fresh) and bottle of whipped cream, a chair, and an oval rug in front of it all. Roxanne had lighting set up and she held what looked to be an expensive Nikon camera. Film cameras and crew were there as well. I strutted into the room as John was fiddling with the bowl of cherries and nearly dropped them to the floor when he saw my entrance. Roxanne snapped a few shots of his reaction and my seductive smile. John looked me up and down, wheels turning in his mind of what he would like to do to me. Dance music played in the background as I circled around John, placing a finger on his back and trailing it across from shoulder to shoulder. John whipped his head from side to side trying to follow my movements behind him. "Okay, Monica. I have a filming crew here because you two are so unpredictable I don't want to miss anything. We'll do some shots of you and then some of the two of you together. Ready?" Roxanne was itching to do these photos for a local adult magazine called Fling so she could introduce us to the adult entertainment industry. This was in hopes of boosting membership to her website even more and I figured it couldn't hurt money wise for John and I if we were to stay here a while longer. "Let me see what you got. Look seductive. More than you have ever been before." She raised the camera and aimed it at me. The cameras were rolling and John stepped aside practically salivating on the floor. I went around to the back of the chair and swung my leg over the top, resting my foot on the seat. A few snaps later I turned the chair around and I sat backwards with my legs wide. I grabbed a cherry by its stem and held my tongue to it with a devilish smile. As I bit into it and pulled the stem, Roxanne shot pictures through each movement. I spun the chair around and sat with my legs crossed under me and pushed my cleavage out toward the camera picturing the reader's eyes focusing on my chest. Roxanne had me switch to a couple more positions before she let John come into the shoot with me. His face was flushed and in his gray suit with a blue shirt and matching gray tie I wanted to rip his clothes off and pick cherries from his flesh. I had to be patient because Roxanne planned on doing some nude shots later. John rushed up to me and we stood facing each other in front of the table with the cherries. His breathing was fast and his eyes were a lighter blue than normal. I pulled him into me by the tie and I kissed him on the mouth, pulling away as I licked his lower lip. Roxanne kept shooting and swapped cameras with Raoul so he could reload film. John grabbed my leg and pulled it up over his hip, exposing my bare thigh as my dress fell back. Our lips were a hairs length from one another and I could feel his hot breath against my lips. I felt his hands rub my thigh up to my ass, sending sparks of euphoria throughout my body. I threw my head back with my eyes closed and John trailed his index finger from my chin down my neck to my breasts. My chest began to heave in its pleasure and I felt his lips touch my flesh, causing me to jump a little. I felt his power radiating through me with his touches and I lost all interest in the camera. I just wanted to pleasure him, but I knew I had to put on a show before we could advance to that level. I put my leg down and pushed John into the chair. He fell down into the seat as I straddled him, leg on each side of him. I took a maraschino cherry and placed it between my lips. I leaned down and shared it with my lover, Roxanne in close to us to get the shot. The sweet taste of the cherry and John was driving me crazy. I could fuck him in this hard chair right now if I wanted, but we were to do a pool scene after this, which was also going to be taped as well, so I had to wait...or did I...reality check... John grabbed the bottle of whipped cream and sprayed some into my cleavage. I arched back so that Roxanne could get a good shot. When John was done spraying a mountain of cream into my cleavage he stuck a cherry into the middle of it like an ice cream sundae. He then buried his face into it, devouring me like his favorite food. He growled between my breasts and I could feel the beads of sweat forming on my forehead. John's hands started wandering to my nipples down my stomach to my thighs once more. He stood up, still holding my legs over his hips and I arched back as far as I could. The look of passion that filled our faces Roxanne must have liked because I could hear her breathing get faster and faster. John set me down and he grabbed another cherry from the bowl. He turned me away from him with one hand on my stomach and the other held the cherry to my lips. Roxanne instructed us to look at the camera like we were looking into the readers' souls. I took the cherry and John's finger into my mouth as the camera kept clicking along. I licked his finger and let go of it, turning around to face him once more. He reached his hands around to the back of my dress and unzipped it, the dress falling to the floor in seconds. I felt the bulge in his pants grow larger and larger the longer we stood here for these teasing promo shots. My legs were starting to give from under me from his light touches on my body and the throbbing in my loins was increasing in magnitude. "Okay, Monica. Lay down on the chair. John, I'm gonna let you top her with cherries like you would your favorite dessert. But first I need to take more shots of Monica here by herself. This magazine is similar to Playboy...it's mostly for the men more than the women...unless you are me." Roxanne said as she was swapping film again. John smiled playfully. "Do I get to eat her, too?" Roxanne shot a half grin over to us. "Nope. Sorry. You can have the cherries and tease all you want, but save your energy for the pool. We're almost done here and then we can move to that." I did as Roxanne told me and laid my body on the chair with my legs supporting me at the edge of the chair and my back not touching the chair at all with my neck resting at the top. It was uncomfortable as hell, but I knew it arched my back to heave my chest out which is the shot she wanted. I put my hands behind my head with my fingers entwined in my hair. I parted my lips hungrily and Roxanne snapped the shots from every angle including above me. "Excellent. That was perfect. The lip thing is getting to me...damn..." Roxanne laughed. I sat up in the chair and leaned back like the shot while I was clothed with my legs spread apart. I put my index finger in my mouth and sucked on it like I would do to John's fingers, giving the camera the seductive, hungry look these magazines require. I could feel John's energy from across the room and it heated my skin making my blood come to a boil. Roxanne must have noticed the anxious expression on my face and finally let John come back into the picture to dress me in cherries. He took his jacket off and tossed it to the side of the room and took me by the hand to the oval carpet on the floor. His hand lightly touched my shoulder sending chills down the side of my body to my feet. Lightly kissing my lips with his eyes closed he gently guided me down. He took the bowl of cherries and began to cover me, starting with a stemmed cherry. He lightly set it on the tip of my nose and slowly traced it down to my lips, chin, neck, between my breasts, stomach to my navel. This thing with food was all too erotic and knowing that we couldn't just freak on the floor it was going to be a struggle to see who caved in first. Cherry after cherry my body was becoming a human sundae for John's pleasure. Roxanne took picture after picture until he used up all of the cherries. My body was covered but not completely, but I think that was the point. There were many parts of flesh still showing that John blew on with his breath. This drove me absolutely wild and wet for him; I knew he was enjoying himself and it was growing increasingly difficult not to move and take him for myself despite Roxanne's wishes. My mind was clouding itself in its lust and I wasn't sure how much longer I could contain my composure in this position. John began to snack on the cherries on my body, starting with the one in my navel and so on, licking his fingers every so often as he looked deep into my lusting eyes. He got onto all fours above me, just hovering with the sexy look in his eyes. His breath lightly bounced off of my chest and the tingles from it about sent me into hyperventilation. I couldn't talk because my voice was bottled up into the back of my throat. "And I'm spent," Roxanne said in a sort of Austin Powers parody. Her assistant took her camera and she clapped her hands. "That was great. I bet both of you are about to explode by now." John rolled over and sat on the floor. "You have no idea." He said under his breath. Roxanne shook her head. "No, I do. I have a man in my house that is full of holes that I would like to throw onto my bed and fuck him senseless but I can't without risking another hospital visit. At least you can do something about it. Get dressed for the pool. We're doing that one next and you're free until tonight." "What's tonight?" I asked. "Tonight we are doing a shoot with my 1966 Pontiac GTO convertible at the Rio. I got the top lot for us so I could get the strip into the picture a little. I couldn't get the front of the Bellagio like I wanted to, but this will do because I can get a little more privacy this way for you. See you at the pool." She turned her back to us and started out the door to the pool. John helped me up to my feet taking a last look of my naked body. "You're still overdressed," he said smiling. "What?" His eyes mesmerized me. "The shoes," he replied. "You have no idea how difficult it was not to take you on the floor...God Monica I want you so bad right now..." His forehead touched mine as he stared at my lips-wanting. My hands began to rub his crotch again and he gasped loudly. I ran my tongue across his lips, waiting for them to part to grant me access and- "Get dressed for the pool scene lovebirds," Roxanne said from the doorway. I turned around and she had a devilish grin on her face. John and I parted and went to get dressed for the pool shoot. .............................................................................. I met John at the pool's edge in front of the waterfall. Roxanne had her equipment set up at the side. I wore a red thong swimsuit and John a black speedo..did I just say speedo? Oh my God...I had to shake my head a couple of times to get a grip of the view in front of me. That was NOT going to stay on long if I had it my way. My breathing was already erratic enough from the cherry shoot and my knees were starting to buckle from the amount of stimulation flowing through my brain. Roxanne took shots of both of us in front of the waterfall as we waded in the shallow end of the pool. John and I were determined to get each other's suits off, so he started by untying my top and tossing it to the concrete edge that surrounded the pool. He took his index fingers to the inside of the straps on my thong and slowly ran them down to my ankles, lightly touching my flesh as he went. I could hear Devin speaking to Roxanne as she ankle waded in the water taking her shots of us. "They are gonna do it no matter what, aren't they?" he asked her as he stared at both of us. "Why do you think I have a camera crew out here? You give them a script and they get creative with it..." Roxanne trailed off as she focused on our activity. Eric came out via wheel chair by the nurse that Roxanne hired. "Have I missed much?" he asked as he smiled. "Well, since you slept through the first one, you might want to hang around for this." Roxanne looked back and smiled at him. I turned around to face John and I pushed him back into the water. I tried to run from him to save myself from his retaliation, but he was up so quick he grabbed and pulled me down into water with him. The pool was heated, but as hot as my body was the water felt like ice against my skin. I jumped up through the water and screamed, laughing at the whole idea of acting like a kid in front of a camera. "Monica, I want you to come towards me on the steps and give me that seductive mistress look that you give John," Roxanne said from the edge of the pool. Eric sat there in his delight to watch me again from his wheel chair. I did as she asked; I walked slowly up the steps as she took several shots of my cold, wet, naked body. "Okay, that's good. John, get behind her and put a hand on her thigh and give me that sexy look of yours...okay hold it.." John's hand on the inside of my leg was just one more thing to put me over the edge. I have no idea why I was so pent up with energy I just knew that it needed to be freed. Roxanne swapped cameras with Raoul and kept snapping. I waded back into the water and swam down a little ways toward Eric who seemed to be a bit drugged from his pain medication. "Maybe this will wake you up," I teased as I jumped out of the water resting my stomach at the pools edge squeezing my cleavage together. Roxanne took her pictures and shook her head smiling. "Remember he's mine now," she joked. She put down her camera. "I guess we will call it a day until tonight. I have already arranged to get that part of the parking structure blocked off for us so you won't have to worry about any peepers at the casino entrance. We'll meet back here at about nine tonight." Roxanne handed her camera to Raoul and the camera crew started to clean up. That didn't mean that I didn't have unfinished business with John. Roxanne headed to Eric and put a hand on his shoulder. "How are you feeling, love?" His glazed eyes looked up at her. "Roxy, I am really fucked up right now." Roxanne bent down and gave him a soft kiss on his lips. "Hmmmm that's better..excuse us, will ya Mon?" Eric reached for his lover and I just shook my head. He's been shot three times and he still thinks with his dick. "Just don't pull any stitches out," I teased as I swam over to John who was now at the deep end of the pool. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around my waist, kneading his fingers into my low back. "What took you so long?" he asked in that damned phone sex voice that drives me wild. I didn't bother answering; I just forced my tongue past his as far as it would go and let my carnal desires loose. My mouth frantically moved down his neck biting and tasting him beyond the chlorinated water. He moaned loudly and I growled into his neck. I reached a hand down to his speedo and rubbed the material, eliciting an instantaneous hard on from him. His grip tightened as he moved his hands to my ass and squeezed tight. I went back to his lips, tasting all that I could from him. His breathing was fast and short in between kisses as a hand came around to the front and fingered my nipples, making them rock hard at his very touch. I groaned from the excruciating pleasure his light touches were giving me. Even in the cool water it felt like steam was rising from the surface from our bodily heat. It was his turn to tease me and he pushed me up against the edge of the pool and went under the water. He kissed every inch of my chest with his hands holding me still, down to my shaved pubic area. I was more than ready for him a long time ago, but I wasn't expecting to be semi floating in the deep end of a pool. He swam underneath me and my legs rested on his shoulders. His tongue swam its way to my labia and began pounding itself into my clit. I could barely sit still as my head went back and I held my breath. I felt all of my blood rush to my face and the blood vessels in my temples stick out. Underneath the water I could feel John growling into me, vibrating through my being. He stopped suddenly and came up for air. I let out my breath as well and relaxed momentarily. John kissed my mouth and I flipped spots with him. He put his arms on the concrete edge of the pool to support himself as I plummeted into the water. I came back up to tease his nipples and bite his hardware while gazing into his eyes. My tongue went down the center of him as I went underwater and removed his speedo. I came back up one more time and tossed it to the edge of the pool, and then I went back down one more time. I bit the inside of his thighs and noticed there were my teeth marks from our last venture. I smiled and then went after his hard cock, licking it like a lollypop. I took all of him into my mouth and I felt his body go rigid against the wall of the pool. I pushed into him and deep throated him to the back of my throat. I was amazed at the fact I wasn't hitting my gag reflex doing this, but I guess I wasn't thinking about it. I stayed down as long as I could, licking and sucking his rigidity. When all of my air had run out I floated to the surface and met my lips with his. He was trying to catch his breath as I attacked him with my tongue. His cock teased at my opening and I knew then that we were both ready. I pushed down on him and felt his warmth inside of me. I closed my eyes in ecstasy as I rode him out in the water. John tried to hold onto the edge of the pool but the force I was using was starting to break him. He grabbed me and we both went under the water connected. He pumped into me as we held our breaths, feeling weightless in the water that surrounded us. I knew I wasn't going to last long in this state with no oxygen. I felt my climax approaching as John swelled inside of me. I started to come and my body couldn't hold its breath any longer and I started to take in some water. Not realizing what was happening, John held on until he came and I pushed off of him, rushing back to the surface. I swam to the edge and coughed up some water onto the concrete. John popped up next to me and put his arm around my shoulders. "Are you alright?" he asked with concern. I nodded and caught my breath. "I just took in a little water at the end. I'll be okay." I assured him. I could hear Eric clapping his hands at the other end of the pool. "If she only had an underwater camera..." Eric chuckled. I flipped him off but I doubt that he saw me. Raoul came over to us with robes and towels. "Thank you, Raoul." I said to him. He nodded and set them down on a chair next to the pool. John was the first to hop out and then he grabbed my hands and pulled me out onto the warm concrete. When my feet hit solid ground I suddenly felt dizzy and queasy again. I hadn't felt this since the boat shoot in Arizona. I went down to my knees and John caught me before I fell on my face. It took a few minutes but the blood flow in my body went back to normal again. My legs still felt a little wobbly. "I'm okay, John, really..." I trailed off as I slowly got to my feet. "You sure?" he asked as he looked me up and down. I nodded and I put a robe on. "I'll be fine for tonight. Really." I walked off back to the dressing rooms trying not to think about what could be the problem. We needed to talk to Roxanne about housing arrangements after we both got dressed. .......................... Chapter Nineteen Doggett: A wonderful aroma came from the dining room. We entered the vast room filled with flowers and candles. A large long dining table featured in the center. We saw the spread of food and we hadn't eaten a meal like this for a couple of days. We were suddenly feeling very hungry. "John, this looks wonderful and it smells divine. It was nice of Roxanne to invite us to lunch like this. She's being too good to us." I placed an arm around her waist and we went to look at the selections. "After that photo shoot this morning Mon and the way you were a natural in front of the camera this is her way of repaying you." The smoked salmon and cream cheese looked good. She flashed her wonderfully warm smile at me and took my hand, linking fingers and squeezed. "I may be a natural but you bring it out in me John." She lowered her voice to a whisper. "You don't know how hot I was for you out there and while you were eating all those cherries off my skin." Our bodies were close now and I rubbed my face in her hair and wrapped my arms around her slim body. They seemed to consume her and I wanted to stay like that forever, just having her so close. "I know how hot you were," My voice was low and quiet. "I could feel your energy and I could smell your desire for me." That seemed to spark something inside her because she put her lips to mine and devoured me hungrily. "Hmm John, speaking in that voice of yours, you're making me want you again." Searching her eyes I saw deep passion and knew that if we were to go and make love again it would be slow and passionate and heartfelt. "You can have me again Monica but first we eat. We need to rebuild our energy for this afternoon and our evening photo shoot." I took her chin in my hand. "I was worried about you at the pool today. Are you all right Mon?" "It was probably nothing, maybe it's not eating enough, maybe I need a rest. We have been going full on for the last week." I nodded but was still concerned. A moment later Roxanne wheeled in Eric. "You're here. Hope you weren't waiting for us." Her voice was animated. Eric had a huge grin on his face and I knew the lucky bastard had probably had sex recently. How he did it with those injuries I could only imagine but I was sure Roxanne had found a way. "You're too good to us Roxanne. Do you do this for all your contractees? Monica once again squeezed my fingers in hers. "Only for the finds of the century. Sure you haven't done this before?" We both shook our heads. She gave us a plate each then started piling her own with delicious looking food. "One of these days you're going to have to tell me how you two met." Our silence told her that we really didn't want to talk about it yet. She gave her piled plate to Eric and wheeled him over to the end of the table which was set for four. "Well if you're not going to talk I'm going to have to torture it out of your friend here." She winked at Eric. "Yes please, I can take all the torture you can give me." "So you won't talk either?" She narrowed her eyes. "You're not on the run from a past life of crime are you? Maybe I'll use my sources to do a little digging," she teased. It was at that point I remembered my slip-up on the phone to Devin and wondered whether he'd expressed concerns to his boss. Roxanne was being a little bit too nosy. Monica and myself took our meals and sat next to Eric. "Eric told me why he thinks he was shot but I find it hard to understand." "Oh, you know something we don't man?" He was not fazed by my stare. "Didn't I tell you? I thought I'd seen this shithead before and checked on my laptop database to find out he's been a past customer of mine. Police are aware of it and are investigating. " He looked across to Reyes with a pleased expression. Eric still looked uncomfortable which led me to believe this was not the whole truth. I made a mental note to quiz him on it later. My partner noticed this too and we exchanged concerned glances. It was after our meal while we sipped coffees and cognacs that Roxanne brought up the topic of our new accommodation. The way she spoke she seemed to believe that Las Vegas would be our permanent port of call. This new life of ours was certainly intriguing but deep down I wanted back what we'd lost. With the current climate the world would probably never return to what it was before anyway. "So you two, I've made the preliminaries with an apartment in a complex close by. It'll suit your needs." This was a big step for us. It had been a long time since I'd shared lodgings with another and I knew I was ready to live with Monica. I'd noticed all through lunch that Mon had only been picking despite her saying how hungry she was. This together with her recent bouts of nausea worried me. When we were settled into our new apartment I'd tackle her on this not taking no for an answer. ............... Reyes: I couldn't figure out what was wrong with me. Never before in my life had I ever felt this horrible. Maybe it was just nerves from being homesick, not knowing what our fate was with the FBI. Maybe it was some sort of emotional residue from all of the stress of John's little excursion with a blonde stripper. That shouldn't be bugging me, though. None of it should since Eric had a handle on what was happening at home and John was with me now until forever (I think). I just felt uncontrollably confused and bewildered like I was lost, my stomach was in knots, and my body would get hot for no apparent reason at all. I wasn't sensing any type of vibrations in the air other than John's incredible lust that I can never say no to. We were on our way to our new apartment that Roxanne had helped get us. Apparently a lot of her new employees stay there at the start of their careers until they have the money to buy or rent something else. They were almost like town houses with a single stall garage underneath them. John was given a remote control for ours and when we approached he pushed the button and the door opened. John parked the truck inside and we both got out. I unlocked the door at the back of the garage that went into the apartment and stepped inside to what looked like the dining room/kitchen. John tapped the button on the inside wall to close the garage door. The apartment was fully furnished; all we had to do was get necessities like sheets, towels, food, etc. I went out to the living room where there was a couch, table and lamp, television, and a recliner. It was basic, but more than what I was expecting. Upstairs was the bedroom that had a queen size bed and dresser with a bathroom adjoining. Amazingly the place was pretty clean, but Roxanne was very picky about the people who starred in her productions and had knowingly sent this place good cliental. I walked back downstairs to the living room. The only thing this place didn't have was a washer and dryer, but on the way to our apartment I noticed a laundry room, so it wasn't a big deal. I felt a wave of dizziness wash through me and I nearly hit my head on the wall before I stuck my arm out to brace myself. I felt tears forming in my eyes that burned like acid. God, what was wrong with me, was I that dehydrated from all that we have been doing this past week? My stomach painfully churned into a knot and I fell to my knees, holding my hands to my abdomen. I could hear my heart pounding louder and louder in my head and time seemed to slow down. I couldn't breathe-felt like I was suffocating. "Monica!" John yelled as he knelt down beside me with his arm about my shoulders. "What's wrong? What's the matter?" The feeling started to subside and my focus returned. I shook my head to shake this horrible feeling. "I'm alright. It's nothing." I stood up with John's help. John looked at me, concerned written over his face with those deep worry lines. "You don't look alright. You look worse than death. C'mon, let's sit you down on the couch and I'll turn on the air conditioning." I followed him to the couch where I just stretched out from end to end. I was exhausted. I could feel the color bleed out of my face as I lay there. "There. It should start cooling off in here soon." He kneeled down beside the couch and took a piece of my hair and folded it behind my ear. "You might want to see a doctor about this, Mon. I'm worried about you." He kissed my forehead and hugged me with his arm. "You're clammy. You sure you-" "I DON'T want to see a doctor. I'm fine. I think I just need to get some rest. I'm really tired." I tried not to be snappy, but my last visit to a doctor and a hospital for that matter almost got me killed. I think John this and he backed off a little. "I'm sorry, Mon. Tell you what. I will go back to the MGM and get our stuff and I will stop by someplace and get us some food and stuff for the bedroom. You can nap while I am gone." John took his finger and ran it down my cheek. I relaxed at his touch and closed my eyes, listening to John's steps out of our apartment. ................................................................................ I awoke to John's key in the lock of the door and I got up to open it for him. I still felt like hell even though I had been napping for over an hour. John had several bags of groceries and some from Target by the front door. I took a couple of them to the kitchen and started to unload them into the refrigerator. John came in with our bags from the hotel and took them upstairs. He came down and helped put the food away and separated all of the toiletries into a couple of other bags and took them upstairs with the Target bags which I assumed had sheets and towels in them. I grabbed a bottle of Naya from the refrigerator and downed it quickly. I was fine until it hit me again. I braced myself up against the counter and held back the urge to toss up everything I just drank. My stomach muscles clinched and my fingers clutched the muscles from the pain. When John came back into the room I could barely hold myself up. "Monica, are you alright?" John put his hands on my waist and held me up against him. I couldn't respond right away and he was at a near panic. "That's it, I'm getting some EMT's here right now." There was a phone on the wall and John released me to go call. I didn't want this so I tried to stop him. "John, don't!" I tried to yell but it came out all muffled. I was losing all awareness as things around me started to fade and I felt my head hit the floor. When I came to I saw the roof of an ambulance above me. Tears had streaked down the sides of my face and I felt cold and clammy. Someone was holding my hand and I can only assume that it was John. I could hear the two-way radio in the van as one of the EMT's radioed in to the hospital. "Base, we have a Hispanic female, approximately twenty eight to thirty five years of age. Collapsed in her kitchen. Her boyfriend said she was complaining of nausea and dizziness before coming unconscious. Possibly hypoglycemia and/or dehydration. Got her on electrolytes and we are en route." He said into the receiver. I looked over at my arm and I did indeed have an IV. John must have seen me move and he squeezed my hand. "Monica, I'm here. It's going to be okay." He voice was reassuring but I still wanted to yell at him for this. I just didn't have the strength. I closed my eyes hoping this was a nightmare. Minutes later we arrived at Las Vegas University Hospital and the van backed into the ER entrance; deja vu. The paramedics unloaded me and wheeled me into a room where nurses shooed John away and started taking blood samples from the arm opposite my IV. They took a few vials, but the drop in pressure going into them made me dizzy. Everyone was rushing around, the clatter and noise of a hectic emergency room. They changed the bag of fluids on my IV and seconds later I fell into another bout of unconsciousness. ....................................................................... I awoke to hear my name being called. I blinked away my sleepiness and focused on the man in a white coat before me. "Hi, I am Doctor Feinberg." He held his hand out and we shook. I tried to sit up a little. "Where is my boyfriend?" I asked, still groggy. "He's in the lobby. He's really concerned, but before I told him the news I thought you might want to tell him yourself." He had a bit of a smile on his lips. I shook my head. "W-what do you mean? I was just dehydrated." I sounded like I knew what the problem was. Dr. Feinberg shook his head and stroked his beard. "That was part of it, but not the only problem." "What, I have the flu or something?" My stomach was turning itself upside down again. I winced and settled back into my pillow. "Well, how can I congratulate you..." Okay, we are starting a guessing game now. This was starting to piss me off. "You're pregnant." My eyes widened and my jaw dropped. "What?" I whispered to myself. "You're pregnant. That's why you have been having these dizzy spells and nausea. It's morning sickness, dear." Oh, shit. Oh shit. OH SHIT! "Does my boyfriend know this yet?" I looked down. "Um, no, but I can tell him if-" I cut the doctor off. "NO. Um, no. I would rather tell him myself." I became deathly quiet. "I understand. I can go get him if you wish." The doctor pointed toward the lobby. "Don't tell him anything. I mean... I am not sure how he is going to take this." The doctor looked at me with the understanding in his eyes and left to go get John. How was I going to tell him this? He lost one child, would he want another? My breathing grew shallow as I pondered the idea. What would he think? Would he still want me? Would he accept this and love both me and this child inside of me or would I be better off not telling him and terminating the pregnancy? "Hey, beautiful. How are you feeling?" It was John. I jumped at his sudden entrance. He bent down and kissed me softly on the lips. I smiled a little at his gentleness. "So, what did the doctors say?" He sat at the edge of my bed and I looked at him with panic creeping out of the back of my mind. "Umm..it was just dehydration and hypoglycemia. I guess I'm not eating enough." I assured him even though it wasn't the complete truth. I wasn't sure how to act around him now with the information I now knew. A nurse came in with discharge papers and I signed my life away. She gave me my copies and John helped me off of the bed and we walked through the lobby and out to a cab. We got into the cab and went back to our apartment. ............................. Chapter Twenty Doggett: All I could do was wait. It seemed an eternity that they were keeping her in there. I sat with my head in my hands in the hospital's waiting room remembering back to when I first realized that my feelings for her were more than just friendship and partnership. It took the tragedy of a car accident and her lying there at death's door to bring me to my senses and recognize I loved her beyond words, beyond life itself. After she'd recovered and we'd had time to talk, to really talk, we'd mutually decided to put our excess feelings on the back burner for the time being to concentrate on our jobs. To have a romantic and sexual relationship together with our FBI partnership then would have been too complicated. In the ensuing months I could tell this was hard for her to keep up. There were many moments in the office that I'd find her daydreaming staring right at me then when I'd asked her what she was thinking she'd shake her head and say 'nothing'. I could tell she was thinking about us. My life had been one big bundle of repressed and hidden emotions. For her, to keep something like this bottled up was not fair, so I stole moments when no one else seemed to notice to touch her: to stroke her hair, her face, to hold hands. During these moments my gestures were rewarded with clandestine smiles and silent kisses. There were many times I thought I would cave in and kiss her for real but both our jobs were important to us. My eyes began to cloud over with tears when I heard a voice above me. "Are you the boyfriend she's talking about?" The doctor looked officious. "We've run some tests but Ms Rossi wants to tell you herself. Come this way." I was trained to gauge people's feelings and by his body language and the tone of his voice I knew that it wasn't all bad. My mind ran overtime with possibilities. It was a good sign that she had come to and was able to talk to me herself. On the other hand if her condition was an easily managed minor matter the doctor would have been able to tell me. She looked pale lying there on the hospital bed but she looked a little happier than before. Sitting on the bed next to her I took her hand and ran my thumb gently over her knuckles. "Monica, you've had me really worried about you. Tell me you'll be okay." She hesitated and looked to the door before responding, "The doctor said I was dehydrated and hypoglycemic, that's all. They told me to rest and take it easy for a few days." My hand rested on her shoulder and I looked down into her face. "Hypoglycemic? What does that mean?" "It mainly means that I haven't been drinking and eating enough to balance with my energy levels." I couldn't help but see the glint in her eye and inwardly sighed imagining how long we could possible keep up this level of activity. There was something else in her expression that I couldn't quite fathom. Was she telling me the whole truth? I was so tempted to talk to the doctor to find out more detailed information. ............................................................... Reyes: John unlocked the door to our place and we both walked inside. My skin crawled like tiny pins and needles were poking at me. "Roxanne called. She cancelled the shoot for this evening. Apparently the Rio has some big event happening tonight so they need the extra parking space. She invited us to go to her place for dinner, though. I hope you don't mind I accepted for the both of us." I sat on the couch and nodded on my way. My body was spent and I rested my head against the back of the couch. I felt like crying my eyes out until I had no tears left. I wasn't sure if I should be happy or sad about this. I knew I needed to talk to someone but I couldn't talk to John. I didn't want him to be angry that this had happened, but I guess when you make passionate love to someone without contraception something is going to happen sooner or later-I was just hoping that it would be later and not sooner. "Honey, you have had a rough day. Why don't you take a shower and I'll get some of our laundry started. Relax. Dinner at Roxanne's is in a couple of hours." I nodded and John followed me upstairs. He started the shower for me and took our new stuff and our clothes back down with him and out the front door. I stepped into the shower and let the water massage me from head to toe. My thoughts kept going back and forth to what I would tell John and the emergency room visit. Why was it so hard to tell him? I thought I could tell him ANYTHING...anything but this. How would he feel? Really? I showered and washed my hair and got out. John left a towel for me to use and I dried myself off. I blew my hair dry and I put some clothes on and crashed on the barren mattress in our bedroom. My mind spun itself into circles until the room itself started to spin as well. For the first time in my life I was faced with a situation I wasn't sure how to deal with. I squeezed my eyes closed in hopes that this would fade away when I went to sleep. I jumped awake at the sound of John tripping on the stairs to the bedroom. I sat up quickly and stood up. I looked at myself quickly in the mirror to make sure that I was presentable enough for this evening. I think it was nearly time, but the way I had been feeling time has been irrelevant. "Ready to go, Mon?" John asked as he set the bags of laundry down. "I'll fold all of this when we get back." He took me in his arms and kissed me passionately. His warmth and tenderness made me forget about my anxiety temporarily. The trick was going to be fighting the thoughts back at the dinner table with my worried look strewn across my face. ..................... On the way over to Roxanne's I felt like crying for no reason. I stayed silent the whole way fighting back the urge to ball my eyes out as I looked straight ahead at the road. My anxiety was creeping back up, building pressure in the back of my throat and making my stomach tense up. "Are you sure you are alright?" John asked as he looked over at me with concerned eyes. I nodded even though it wasn't true. "I'm fine," I smiled. It wasn't thirty seconds later we arrived at Roxanne's estate. Dave the security guard waved us on through and we parked out back. We went to the front entrance and Devin answered the door. "Good evening, come on in," he said. I could sense something from him. Something negative...perhaps suspicion from him. For what I was not certain, but I shook it off and tried to discard it from my mind. "Roxanne has everything set up in the dining room." We followed the tall muscular body guard into a large room with a long table set up with fine china, true silver utensils, crystal glasses and a full course Italian dinner of lasagna, salad, fresh bread sticks and Chianti wine. "Hope you guys like Italian," Roxanne said as she entered the room. She had pushed Eric in his wheel chair up to the table. Even though he had only been out of the hospital he was already looking better. The color had returned to his face but the collarbone injury still looked painful as he wore a sling on his left arm. "Hey, Monnie. How are you doing, sweetie?" he asked as he was pushed up to the table. I gave him a half smile and thought about how I was really doing. 'I'm a mess, Eric,' was what I really felt like saying. "I'm good. With the exception of an emergency room visit earlier today..." I saw concern change everyone's expression in the room. "ER? What happened? Are you alright?" Eric asked. "Just a little dehydration," John assured everyone. I really wished in that moment that was true. My mind flooded itself with the thought of how the news of my pregnancy would affect everyone. I mentally shook it off. Jesus, what was I going to do about this? "Have a seat. It's ready when you are." Roxanne said in her calm, cool voice. We all sat down, even Devin was having dinner with us. I placed the cloth napkin on my lap and a butler came in and served up our plates. I had water in lieu of the wine and my plate was full of this wonderful smelling lasagna. Only problem was: I wasn't hungry. "C'mon, Mon. Eat up. You need the energy." John said next to me. He dug into his food like a carnivore that has never eaten before. "Don't worry, it's vegetarian." Roxanne said. "I know I have to watch what I eat to keep my body looking like it is, but this sounded like a good idea tonight." I nibbled on some of it, starting with the salad and then I moseyed over to my lasagna. Roxanne talked but I had difficulty paying attention to the conversation. "Don't sweat the shoot for tonight. The Rio had other plans, which was cool I wasn't sure I liked the security of the scene, anyway. I may just have to do that shoot out back of here or something. Which brings me to the next movie shoot." She took a sip of wine. "I'll get you the scripts before you leave. It's about a guy who's the VP of a law firm and his secretary who end up together in an elevator. It's great. Should film out quite nicely with the way the two of you play out your fantasies." Eric grinned. "You're actually going to bother with a script? Remember what happened last time?" My mind went back to the lake...I did venture away from the script...a little. The thought made me smile because that was the most erotic thing I have ever done in my life. Then I thought about the elevator at the Hard Rock Hotel and the looks of the two men who saw us when the door opened. I felt my body rush with heat again. I felt the dizziness and nausea return for another round and I held my hand up to my forehead, rubbing my temples. The color drained from my face in seconds and a cold sweat started its next wave over my body. "Monica, are you okay?" John gently grabbed my arm. I looked over at him and I slowly stood up with both hands resting my weight against the table. Without waiting for permission, I quickly left the room and hurried to the bathroom. I could feel everything I had just consumed wanting to make a repeat visit. I closed the bathroom door and lifted the toilet seat, kneeling before it. I could hear Eric and John arguing in the background and I could hear Eric telling John off. "Lick my nuts, dickhead," I heard Eric say as I could hear his voice getting closer. Then I heard a knock at the door. "Monica, are you alright? Can I come in?" The door opened and I saw that he was standing in the doorway. "Where's your chair?" I asked hoarsely. "Believe me, this hurts when you have staples in your legs, but I am getting better really quick." He leaned up against the sink. "What's wrong? You know you can tell me." I slowly stood up and forced everything to stay down. I felt tears streaking down my face as I went in to embrace him. "Eric, I'm pregnant." I whispered into his ear. Eric wrapped his arm around me and squeezed me as tight as he could. "Does John know?" I shook my head. "I don't know how I am going to tell him, or if I will tell him. I don't know how he's going to react. He's already lost a son; I don't want him to worry about this one with what is transpiring within our government. Maybe I should just abort it and not worry about it." I was sobbing into Eric's shoulder at this point. "Monica, it will be okay. Either way you have to tell him. I will support whatever decision you make, but you have to include him on this. You can't do it alone." Eric whispered into my ear. "That's what happens when you don't use protection, Mon, you know that." "I WAS. That's the thing that is so weird." I mumbled into Eric's shirt. "What's going on?" It was John. I quickly turned around to see an irritated look on John's face. I knew he did not like the sight of Eric holding me in his arms. "You mind telling me what is wrong?" I know John could see the concern on Eric's face. "Do you mind, John?" Eric asked as if irritated by my boyfriend's presence. "As a matter of fact, I do. She's my girl and I would appreciate it if you would keep your hands off of her." John said sternly. "Whatever." Eric rolled his eyes and gently let go of me. He then limped out of the bathroom and back to the dining hall. John took me in his arms and held me tight. It was met with comfort and fear at the same time as I wrapped my arms around his waist. ................. Doggett: Eric was a true shit sometimes! Monica was my girl and yet he insisted following her to the bathroom after she left all of a sudden from the dinner table. Why couldn't he just let her be and give her the privacy she needed? He'd said she wasn't well and if I wasn't going to comfort her then he would. I'd told him to mind his own fucking business and go and fuss around Roxanne instead. The bastard went anyway with a look on his face that could freeze a polar bear. My jaw clenched and my fist clasped the dinner knife a little too firmly. After a few more unsatisfying mouthfuls I went to see what was going on. Roxanne and Devin were deep in conversation so I wouldn't be missed if I left for a moment. The way he had too much body contact with Monica was irking me. The hide of that fuck Eric! He had his arms around my woman in exactly the position I should have been. Why did she let him do that? He soon relented after I told him in no certain terms to get his slimy mitts off my girl. Invalid or not this man was a thorn in my side. Eric limped past me and when he was out of eyeshot all I could think of was Monica. All I wanted to do was nurture her and make it all go away. Remembering the doctor's instructions to have more fluids I filled a nearby glass with water and handed it to her. "Here, have this Mon." As she drained the glass I clasped my right hand with her left and squeezed. When she'd finished I took the glass from her and replaced it before reaching in and holding her close. I felt like letting out all my angst towards that shit of a friend of hers but it was she who needed the attention. "How are you feeling?" I spoke into her hair and closed my eyes immersing myself into her world. On entering the bathroom I'd noticed her face had regained some color. "Much better than I was. Now I know why the doctor said to have small meals but more often. That lasagna was a little too delicious." So that's why she'd come suddenly to the bathroom, too much food too soon. She smiled into my neck and I felt content that I could be there for her at such a vulnerable time. I only hoped that by following the doctor's advice she could recover fully very soon. There was a faint sound from outside the door, maybe someone who wanted to use the bathroom. Taking Monica by the hand we left and found a private alcove close by where she laid her head on my shoulder and we talked. "Mon, I'm curious." "Yes John?" "I don't make it a habit of eavesdropping conversations but what was Eric saying, before I came along, about protection? Protection from what?" Her head fidgeted slightly on my neck and for a moment I felt her discomfort. Was this something she hadn't wanted me to hear? Her silence was long and strained and I wondered why and then something hit me. "Monica, with all our sexual activity and all, I know we haven't discussed contraception and that's my fault I suppose. I just thought that being as open as we are with each other you would have told me if you were unprotected." She looked into my eyes with a sad, almost non-descript expression searching for something I didn't know was there. "Look Mon, tell me you're using something because I'm not sure I want little babies around me at this time of life." Her eyes almost looked hurt. Surely in a climate like this she wasn't thinking about a family. She had mentioned last night in the spa about her last wish being a family but that would be something for the happier future times, not now. "Mon?" It was my turn to search her eyes. "Yes John. I've been using something." I was visibly relieved. With our lives and the world as fucked up as it was we didn't need any more people suffering the possible disastrous future of our planet. Maybe if we could ever defeat these super soldiers and begin planning a defense against them then maybe then we could look more inward. It would be selfish to put our own needs first at this time. "Why were you discussing our sex life with Eric anyway? I don't want you doing that again. Come to me Mon." She laughed nervously and responded, "I wasn't talking about our personal lives. You have the wrong idea. The 'protection' he talked about was from the super soldiers when we get back to DC and hopefully resume our roles as FBI agents. "Oh, thank goodness." I rubbed a thumb over her cheek and felt its softness. "Because there are some topics that should be left private between lovers." "I know John," she half smiled as I ran my fingers through her dark, silky hair. There was a muffled sound from around the corner as though someone was approaching. "Quickly Mon, in here." I opened the nearest door and we stepped inside the pitch-black room and closed the door. My finger went to her lips silently advising her to stay quiet as the footstep passed. "You don't think anyone heard do you John?" Monica whispered when I took my finger away. "Even if they heard something they wouldn't understand it all. It's just an example of how we must be careful with what we say. Even if we want to trust these people we don't really know them well enough to just go saying anything about our past lives in their proximity." After a few moments silence listening for other sounds we knew we were all alone for the first time today, where both of us were feeling all right at the same time. "John, I have a fantasy about dark rooms," she said in a tempting voice. "Oh? What's that?" She took me a little by surprise. "That I'm lying in bed in pitch black and my lover comes in and ravishes me." Going along with her dream I responded, "Are you sure he's your lover. How can you tell in the darkness?" My hands felt down her shoulders to squeeze her butt and pulled her into me. "Not at first but as his hands slowly take off every article of clothing and his hands search every part of my body then I know it's him." Her words began to spark the recently dormant sexual side of me. Our lips searched in the darkness like attracting magnets and I kissed her with all the passion I could rally showing her in the shadows that this was truly me. My roaming hands added to the imprint of me on her mind and she groaned as I trailed fingers down her side to her thigh and then between her legs. "Oh John," she groaned as she moved her hips on my fingers. "How do you know it's John?" I whispered seductively into her neck. My fingers pushed harder between her legs almost feeling the wetness through her jeans. "Because...," she took a few moments to breathe. "I know your touch." "You sure?" I licked her earlobe then began sucking. "There could be many who touch like me." I decided to go slowly with this. How far we would go here was entirely up to my lover. "Oh no, not like you. I know the touch of your lips on mine." We kissed again as I undid her jeans button with one hand, unzipped and slipped my hand inside to feel real flesh. "Hmmm, and I know those fingers anywhere. Ahhhhhhhhhh." It was slippery and hot as I felt over her hardened clit. "You sure you want this Mon?" "Hmmmm, keep doing that." My other hand began to take down her jeans, slipping them over her hips. As we kissed and I masturbated her we found ourselves moving backwards in the gloom until we hit what appeared like a table. Sitting on the edge I opened my legs and let Monica come up close to me. "How else do you know this is John and not some randy stranger you're letting into your pants?" She ran her fingers tantalizingly over my cheeks and jaw line and then through my hair. "I just know." Her hand rested on the back of my head and she pulled me in for another kiss. As she did so I pulled her jeans and pants right off her hips so give me better access. She began fiddling with my jeans and I helped her. It was difficult to see anything in this room. "Do you really want this?" I needed the reassurance that she was well enough to have sex here in what room I didn't know. "Yes John, just fuck me." We stumbled back to the table as we both ridded ourselves of jeans, underwear and shoes. There was no time and inclination to undress further. I lifted her and sat her on the table's edge and opened her legs resting my shaft near her entrance. "Remember we have the shoot tomorrow. You won't be too tired?" I only asked because I knew the response. "Hmmm, there's plenty of time to recuperate before then, make love to me now." Shifting her onto her back and climbing on top I heard a few things clatter to the floor but ignored them as I pinned her with my rock hard penis. The fact that the others were probably all wondering where we were was furthest from my mind as I pushed inside her and savored every centimeter of flesh contact and all her contented gurgles. Her hands began behind my neck then made their way down over my T-shirt to my naked bobbing butt. She was so hot for me that I thought I would pass out. Inside was like an incubator nurturing my rock hard desire for her. As the heat grew so did our hormone levels until they were at critical. If anyone had passed the room they would have stopped to investigate the primal noises. We didn't need to change position for more penetration, we were about to release from being in this atmosphere alone. Monica gave one last gasp before I felt the familiar twitches on my dick that invariably brought on my orgasm sending us both cascading down a waterfall as though a single drop of water floating on air. When we hit the river below we immersed in each other's bodies and I lay gently on top of her feeling her heart beat and then slow. A moment later the light went on in the room and we were both startled. "That's where you two are?" It was Roxanne's voice. We looked around the room for the first time seeing shelves of books; pictures and poster lined the walls. There were couches and small tables with magazines atop, and on the floor were scatterings of plush Persian rugs. What we ended up focusing on was the table on which we'd just had sex. "If you'd only given me forewarning, I would have had a camera crew here. No one's ever done it on my office desk before." She mused. "Well not that I know of." She chuckled. We were speechless, hiding our heads in each other's bodies. "Come on, get your clothes on. I was looking for you to tell you that dessert's been served but I can see you've already had yours." With that she laughed and closed the door behind her. .................... Reyes: I was still feeling about an inch tall after Roxanne had left. I could feel myself blushing as I buried my head into John's chest, my breathing slowly returning to normal from the erotic interaction I had just experienced. John grabbed my clothes and handed them to me and I put them back on. I still felt weary that someone may have heard us talking in the bathroom earlier and it was a vibration of suspicion that was growing stronger. Maybe I was just paranoid about someone finding out about my 'condition' more than anything; the thought of how I was to tell John of this still stood out in the back of my mind. "You okay, Mon?" John asked me as he put his shirt on over his head. He must have seen the worried look on my face. I nodded and blinked my eyes slowly. "Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine." I said softly. "Maybe we should go and check out dessert?" I opened the door and slowly walked back to the dining hall where there was some sort of chocolate mousse layer cake served up on plates. I sat down and John sat down next to me, looking into me as if searching for some more answers. I looked away and took a sample of the cake with my fork, allowing the chocolate to delectably dissolve around my tongue. Eric was on the other side of John inhaling his dessert, and understandably so. It is probably a hell of a lot better than eating something liquefied through a straw. "So, do you guys like Aerosmith? They're coming to my party Saturday night." Roxanne said cheerfully. "I love Steven Tyler...man...he's in his fifties and he still turns me on." Eric looked over at her in shock that she said that. "Don't worry, darling, my heart belongs to you." She told him reassuringly. "Devin and I were having this argument about the entertainment for my party. He wanted to invite Limp Bizkit, but since Wes Borland wasn't with the band anymore I wasn't sure how much I would like that. I have run into Mr. Tyler a few times, last time was at the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame induction ceremony and he wanted to check my place out the next time I had a major party, so that's how I got him." "Aerosmith, eh? Sounds like a good time. What do you think, Mon?" John asked as he swallowed some cake down. I was sort of zoning through the conversation and I just absently nodded in agreement. "When was the party again?" I asked not remembering that part of the conversation. "It's Saturday, Mon. In a couple of days." John said quietly in my ear. "You alright, Monica?" Eric asked looking past John to me. I nodded and John slowly turned his head visibly annoyed by Eric's question. "She's fine," he said matter-of-factly. I wish I could have said 'he knows something that you don't,' but refrained. "John, it's okay." All through the talking I finished my cake. I was feeling really tired from our activities in Roxanne's office. "I would really like to go home, if that's okay." I knew I sounded tired. I felt it. I just wanted to go and get some rest. "With what you two were doing I'm not surprised. Let me get your scripts as long as you didn't smear the ink on them from your rooting around in there." Roxanne snickered as she left the dining room. A few minutes later she came back with our scripts and handed them to us. They were bound in red covers. We took them and headed for the door with Roxanne following behind us. "The party on Saturday starts at one in the afternoon. Pool activities and so on, but the music starts at about eight, so you can get here as late as that if you want. I also want to discuss with you the possibility of renewing your contracts then if that's possible. The shoot for 'All Rise' will be Monday morning, so try and be here around seven so we can get you done up." "Sounds good, Roxanne. We'll see you on Saturday." John told her as we walked outside to the truck. "Think about renewing before then for me, okay?" She called out to us as we both climbed into the truck and drove off back to our apartment. I let out a long sigh as we drove past the gate of the mansion and back onto city streets. I still felt a little weird, but I wasn't sure where it was all coming from. I couldn't tell if it was evil or if it was just the fact I felt like we were being watched. ............................ Chapter Twenty-One Doggett: 'All Rise" Part One This was our fourth shoot and we'd been given scripts the night before. Monica had been feeling much better since she'd taken the doctor's advice and had some rest, eaten smaller meals but more often and had plenty of fluids. We'd rehearsed in bed the previous evening and would feel very proud of ourselves if we could pull this off. This storyline required a bit of acting ability as well as the lovemaking, something neither of us was trained to do. When we got to rehearse the sex that was all natural and wondered whether we could pull it off as well in front of the camera. Monica was late for work on her first day with the well-known law firm Fairhaven and Wiggins. She was seen anxiously looking at her watch as she held the crowded train's support pole with one hand and her brand new briefcase with the other. She was dressed in a nicely fitted dark green suit, which hinted at the cream camisole underneath, a heart necklace glistened around her neck. Her skirt came just above her knees. Her long, silky stockinged legs ended in a pair of matching strappy high-heeled sandals. Her hair had been given some bounce with a little hair mousse that morning. She looked healthy and happy to begin her new career. She took a deep breath as she entered the large front doors of the law firm with two minutes to spare. "Hello, Monica Rossi," she announced to the receptionist with confidence and a bounce in her step. "Ah Ms. Rossi, you're expected on the fifth floor. Take the elevator and see Sharon when you get there." "Sharon?" "Don't worry, she'll find you." We exchanged smiles as I walked towards the elevator lobby. There was a short flashback to her interviews for the job of legal secretary to the vice president of the company, a very prestigious position to secure and she felt proud that she'd been short-listed and then eventually won the job. She'd heard a little about me but had never seen me. Apparently I was very good looking, had the ladies swooning over me and was a hard taskmaster. The fact that I was single and wealthy and was this year's Cosmopolitan's Bachelor of the Year didn't come into the equation. She'd only heard this news and never actually seen her boss to be. That didn't faze Monica; she would do her job to the best of her ability without distractions. Sharon must have been fore warned because she was there to meet her as the doors opened. "Hi Monica, I'm Sharon. Welcome to our humble law firm," she smiled and shook her hand. "Come this way, I'll show you to your office." As she passed onlookers she noticed them gazing her way and smiling but on passing they would whisper to each other. There was something a little off putting about how they whispered behind her back. "Here you are, your office. I'll let you have a look around and get settled then come and see me with any questions." "Is he in?" she said, anxiously awaiting meeting this man, only of people's dreams so far. "Not yet but I suggest you familiarize yourself here first, you'll have your hands full when he gets here." "Oh? I've heard he's a hard man to work for." "Hard is an understatement but I prefer you to make up your own mind." She continued a little more quietly. "He's heaven to look at but can be a bit abrupt when it comes to breaking his rules. By the way one is to never go into his office when he's not here. Many a secretary has been dismissed for that alone." "Many?" Sharon just laughed and left the rest to Monica's imagination. "He's single, gorgeous but is not dating as far as I know. The gals here have tried believe me but his work comes first I suppose." Sharon took a deep breath, smiled and without further words left the new worker to familiarize herself with her environs. As she read through files, sipped coffee and generally immersed herself in her surrounds the Vice President's door was always there inviting her to look beyond. It was after about two hours she could contain herself no longer, she had to look inside, rules or not. She knocked first out of habit and then walked inside. A silent gasp escaped from her throat. The office was awe-inspiring. Two walls were all glass affording a wonderful view of the Las Vegas strip and surrounds, the other two walls were dark wood, one of which was shelves of books from floor to ceiling. The room was sparsely furnished with an impressive selection of modern and antique perfectly suiting her own tastes. From outside the door she heard a booming, low, husky voice and then the doors flung open revealing surprised faces of three men and the stern expression of the forth who must have been her new boss. "Mr. DiSalvo," Monica reached out her hand. "I am Monica Rossi." Before she even had time to say any more I boomed back at her. "What are you doing in here Miss? My rule is no one is permitted in here unless I invite them in." Monica didn't hear, she was mesmerized by my overall appearance. She saw that I was immaculately dressed in a navy blue finely pin striped suit with a pale blue shirt and matching tie with slightly wider white stripes. According to the script, in her mind's eye she imagined an athletic body looming underneath his clothes. Monica found her heart race a little and her salivary glands working overtime. My shoes were so highly polished that the daylight through the window was reflected in them. My hair was short and neatly combed back. Her eyes then went to my stern blue eyes and what the script said, my perfectly shaped face. I was meant to be a true specimen of manhood. "Did you hear me woman!" I said a little too gruffly that Monica was jolted out of her trance. "I was just...." "Get out!" I pointed her to the door. "If you ever come in here again without permission don't think about coming back." A tear came to her eyes thinking about how the personality was not as godlike as the features. More tears were about to flow when she took stock and the strong woman that she was took over. "Pleased to meet you too Mr. di Salvo. Welcome to the firm Ms. Rossi, I hope you enjoy your time with us," she said with a hint of sarcasm and confidently went to the doors. On the way past me as the vice president she held her head high. Past the other three 'lackeys' she winked much to their astonishment. "By the way, when you decide to calm down and talk rationally I'll be at my desk." She closed the doors almost breaking down as she did so. If she lost her job because of this outburst so be it, no one was going to treat her disrespectfully like that. The three men were asked to leave in no certain terms and I buzzed her into my office to give her a piece of my mind. Before I could say anything she was on my case. "You are the rudest man I have ever met. I don't know what all those women see in you. Oh yes, I see a man who has sexy eyes, a great body and a taut ass but they are nothing without personality." "You're outta line!" "No wonder you go through so many secretaries." My mouth hung open according to the script but I couldn't believe how well Monica was acting all this out. "Ms. Rossi, you're dismissed!" "Oh no I'm not!" She placed her hands on her hips and for the first time the script directed me to see the woman behind the strong exterior. I looked down those long legs then up to her shapely body to her fiery expressive brown eyes. This was the woman I'd been looking for a lifetime. "You're not getting rid of me that easily. When you decide to be civil and apologize I'll be down in the lobby getting some fresh air." She stormed out and closed the doors firmly without slamming them. End Part One "Bravo! Bravo!" We could hear Roxanne's voice from behind the camera. "Power, energy, conflict, carnal desire, you captured it all. I can't believe you guys can be so good in the sack and act anyone's socks off as well. You two never cease to amaze me." We looked very pleased with ourselves. "Okay love birds, the next scene is going to be very energetic, I suggest you go and have a couple of red bulls or something to give you a burst of energy." ........................... "All Rise" Part Two After leaving Vice President di Salvo's office Monica bee lined to the elevators not hearing me catching up behind her. "Just a minute Miss Rossi," I boomed grabbing onto her elbow swinging her around. All eyes were on us. "Don't you leave unless I ask you!" She unhooked her elbow defiantly and entered the elevator. She pushed the 'down' button and I entered also and pushing the 'open' button. Monica, with gritted teeth and resolve, pushed the 'close' button. We had a duel of elevator buttons before we felt a jolt and the whole cabin move up. Before us were open doors and the gray walls of the elevator shaft. We were stuck in a broken down elevator. "This was your fault, you damn stubborn witch!" I growled at her. "My fault?" She put a hand to her chest. "I was the one wanting to use the elevator you shit. No wonder you're not Managing Partner of this company. How many times is it now that you've been looked over?" She knew this would probably lose her the job permanently but she was not working with this man in this environment. According to the script I'd had enough of her insubordination at this stage and resorted to the physical. I grabbed her wrists slammed my body into hers and pinned her against the elevator wall. "So you can't beat me with words, you have to use your male muscle power over me." I pressed in further and looked into her face determined to win. "What! Are you going to rape me now just to show who's boss?" I ground my crotch into her and felt overwhelming carnal desire. The last thing I noticed before moving into her mouth were her alluring, sparkling eyes dripping with longing. As I moved my mouth on hers she was motionless. I sucked and licked her lips until her mouth slowly opened and joined in my craving. My tongue squeezed its way between her teeth and she relented and kissed back with a thirst I had not yet experienced. We kissed heavily moving our mouths around to different positions letting the camera see our exchange of juices and our tongues in coitus. Still grabbing her wrists tightly I moved them up the elevator wall and clasped them above her head with one of my hands. This left the other hand free to roam her body. Feeling for the hem of her skirt I pulled it up to her hips and with one knee moved her legs apart and pushed my hardened crotch even further into her. "What are you going to do about it?" Monica blurted between kisses almost sounding drunk. It was then the time to start undressing. The camera followed my hand up to her suit coat buttons and undid them as I mock fucked her with my crotch. She wriggled out of her jacket and my hand squeezed her breast through the silken material of the undergarment. My crotch was grabbed forcefully and squeezed only making my erection larger and more painfully restricted in my pants. "You bitch!" I growled as I pushed a hand between her legs and started running a finger then two along the wet lining of her nylons and panties pushing in, almost willing the material to give way so I could finger fuck her until she just begged me for my other more preferable appendage to take its place. "Are you going to take these off or do I have to rip them off you?" My voice was breathy in her ear. "Rip it off then you bastard," she growled. "I dare you!" Obeying her demand I grabbed the top of her stockings first and pulled forcefully feeling it give way beneath my fingers. She somehow flicked off her shoes and let me whisk the flimsy material all the way from her legs. When I tore the panties right off her ass she gasped and groaned like I'd never heard before. This was turning me on no end. My searching fingers found her wet entrance and pushed in and around in wide circles. She was more than ready to be entered by me. I was prepared there and then to fuck her brains out against the elevator wall but I was still fully clothed. "You vixen, I bet you let every man do this to you!" Lifting her camisole over her head I then unclasped her bra allowing her to be totally naked before me. My mouth went down to her breasts and sucked and bit hungrily. Feeling the vibration of her purr through her chest only got me into a frenzy and I continued over her whole body covering every part with my lips, teeth and tongue while she pulled and tousled my hair. I could have left her like that, totally bare and vulnerable. If the lift had resumed its way then what would this situation look like; a totally bare woman and a fully clothed man? As I kissed her viciously on the mouth I proceeded to strip myself bare with her helping. I was going to go through with this. The elevator was not going anywhere soon and I was determined to pin her and pump her against the wall giving her the punishment she deserved. Each bit of bare skin was felt and scratched lightly as it became prone, until I too was completely bare and pushing and rubbing against her. "You want to fuck me you SOB? You want to take me to show you're stronger? Go on, force me to have sex with you." Those words got me so excited that the next segment on film was almost a blur. My manliness swung between her legs as she opened up for me. With arms around my neck she jumped up and wrapped her legs around me and rested her upper back for support on the wall. "Come on, give me an orgasm. Have you ever made another woman come before?" My breathing was very erratic at her talk. All this was unscripted and the uncertainty made me feel cauldron hot for her. "I've made many woman come and you won't be an exception." I could take it no longer and thrust my more than ready cock inside her. Her breath was hot on my face as I pushed in and out. With staggered breathing she managed to talk. "You do this to all your secretaries? Give them a sexual orientation?" Her voice huffed. "Yes, every single one. I fuck their cunts off and decide whether they're worthy." I had to hold off, all this sex talk was heightening my desire out of control. It was scripted that when we both came the elevator would jolt again. This time was approaching now. "So I'm just another fuck then?" "Oh yes! YES!" My orgasm hit me full force and I could also feel her heart thumping madly against my chest. "Fuck! FUCK! John!" Monica almost fell from my arms when we felt the jolt and the elevator controls start working again. We almost didn't have time to recover from our mutual release. I was still inside her when we knew that the script said we needed to start redressing. The lift slowly moved down revealing the floor we'd recently left. We only had time to don our clothes but held our shoes in our hands as, with composure, we exited the elevator and headed back to the office. Surprised faces no doubt knew exactly what we'd done. Our tousled hair, the shirttail hanging out, the flushed expression all gave evidence to the fact we'd just had wild sex in the elevator. As we closed the office door behind us the camera panned to an office employee holding up the ripped stockings in one hand and Monica's panties in the other. End "All Rise". ............................ Chapter Twenty-Two Reyes: Saturday night approached and we were back off to Roxanne's for another party. I wore a black bra with a see through webbed top that was also black and tight fitting hipster leather like pants that hugged my ass accompanied with my Doc Martens boots. Roxanne had the full staff on hand for this party because when we pulled up past the security she had several valet boys parking the vehicles. I saw a tour bus and trailer and assumed it was the band and their rig setting up for the show. We pulled up to a young valet boy and we both hopped put of the truck. He handed us a ticket with a number on it and took the truck out back to park it. We headed over to the front door hand in hand where we were met by Devin and Roxanne. "Glad you guys could make it. The band's setting up right now as we speak. Have you given any thought to the contracts yet?" Roxanne asked as we followed her inside with Devin. There were roadies setting up all of the equipment and soundboards, the Hooters girls were back again doing the buffet next to the bar, and the party guests were dressed in as little clothing as legally allowed by the state of Nevada. Of course, when they come here clothing is optional. A man dressed in tight pants and partially unbuttoned shirt approached us, taking Roxanne's hands in his. "Hello, Ms. Derrik." He said seductively kissing the back of her hand. "Oh, Mr. Tyler...Going....down?" Roxanne said in a seductive low voice. It then hit me it was Steven Tyler of Aerosmith. Roxanne was right: He does still look good for his age. Mr. Tyler was smiling ear to ear when Roxanne said that. "Later tonight, my dear?" he asked as he licked his lips. This was making me hot. My breathing started getting faster watching them interact and I know John was picking up on that. "No, I'm afraid I have a catch this time. He's a little under the weather so he's not attending tonight. Raincheck?" Roxanne was ogling over this guy. I would be too if I were in the situation. This guy definitely had sex appeal about him that made him glow. "I was wondering if I could make a request for a song in honor of two very special stars of mine." Roxanne gestured over to us and Mr. Tyler took my hand and kissed the back of it like he did Roxanne's. My body instantly turned to jelly in his presence despite the fact that John was standing right next to me holding my other hand. When Mr. Tyler lowered my hand he gave me the sexiest look I have ever seen screaming from a man's eyes. He then put his hand out for John and they shook even though I knew John was very distraught over some rock star touching me and looking at me the way that he did. "This is John and Monica, my newly acquired adult movie stars. You should checkout their work, it's fucking mind blowing." Mr. Tyler took Roxanne's hand in his and smiled. "I just may have to do that later. What song did you want me to play?" "Love in an elevator," Roxanne said as she smiled. "That's doable. I'll do that one first. Anyway, I better get back to the stage so we can get this going. It was nice to meet you both." Tyler quickly ventured off back to the stage area where his band mates were doing a sound check. Roxanne turned to us and Devin lingered in the background with his eyes on her. I noticed there was quite a bit of security lingering around the place considering the size of the crowd. "Back to the contract question..." Roxanne continued. My face flushed with worry, I tried to keep myself composed to answer. It would be great, but considering that I am in a predicament, I really should take it easy until I know what is happening with my pregnancy. "Well, I'm not sure-" I started. I must have had a look of doubt because John saw it right away. We hadn't really had the chance to discuss it yet and I wasn't sure if I was ready to discuss it now. "What, Monica?" John asked me as his grip gently tightened on my hand. "Well, it's just that we haven't really had the chance to discuss it yet. Can we have a little more time to think about it?" I asked trying not to lead on that there was something wrong. Roxanne nodded her head. "Absolutely. I was just trying to get through the paperwork early for all of us. We can discuss it more when we get into the last shoot. Will that be long enough?" We both nodded at the same time. "Thanks." I said with a half grin. "Oh, once you make yourselves comfortable, Eric said he wanted to see you both. He's back in my room. He's not quite up for a social function yet. He just got his stitches out and he's still sore, but I will make him forget about that later..." Roxanne smiled devilishly. "And by the way, I have another shoot planned for the day after tomorrow. It's going to take place at Club Ra in the Luxor Hotel on the strip. I'll fill you in on the details later..." The sound system turned on and it was Steven Tyler and Aerosmith. "All right everybody!" he called out. His greeting was met with a roar from everyone in the crowded room. "Have a special request for one of our older songs...this is Love In An Elevator." The guitar played its opening riff and Tyler let out one of his famous screams. "Workin' like a dog for the boss man Workin' for the company I'm bettin' on the dice I'm tossin' I'm gonna have a fantasy But where am I gonna look They tell me that love is blind I really need a girl like an open book To read between the lines (Chorus) Love In An Elevator Livin' it up when I'm goin' down Love In An Elevator Lovin' it up till I hit the ground Jackie's in the elevator Lingerie second floor She said 'can I see you later And love you just a little more' I kinda hope we get stuck Nobody gets out alive She said 'I'll show you how to fax In the mailroom, honey And have you home by five' (Chorus) In the air, in the air, honey one more time Now it ain't fair Love in an elevator Lovin' it up when I'm goin' down Love in an elevator Goin' down (Chorus) Gonna be a penthouse pauper Gonna be a millionaire I'm gonna be a real fast talker And have me a love affair Gotta get my timin' right It's a test that I gotta pass I'll chase you all the way to stairway, honey Kiss your sassafras (Chorus) Do you care, do you care (Repeat Chorus) After the song was over the band got one hell of an ovation. I liked that song so much it fit our latest shoot that we had just done. We went out back to the other end of the estate where the bedrooms were. We walked down the hall until we got to Roxanne's room and we found Eric in there sitting up working on his laptop. He must have heard us and looked up. "Hey guys, what's up?" He asked as he smiled that beautiful smile. "You're missing one hell of a show out there," I told him. "What, those old guys? They're okay. I would rather have Limp Bizkit perform 'Nookie' for me instead." He replied as he chuckled. "So, numb nuts, what's so important that you gotta talk to us?" John asked as he sat down at the edge of the bed. Eric spun his laptop around for both of us to see. On the screen in large font was a date: December 22, 2012. "See that?" he asked with seriousness to his voice, "That is how long we have to rid this planet of alien vermin. This is the date of this so- called recolonization. This is what your Agent Mulder was being killed for." "Yeah, so?" John pressed. "So, these super soldiers that you are so worried about are taking up key positions in our government like I told you. Your friends Skinner and Kersh are being made to be key players in your return home. They have been pretty much been threatened with their lives if they help you in any way. With all of the fighting between the CIA and the FBI over September 11th, it's easy for them to get into position without anyone saying a word." "So they're looking for us?" I asked as I leaned against the wall. "Not yet. They will be soon, you can count on that. They plan on burying any evidence that leads to them and their plan. Luckily I have it all here as proof." Eric patted the top of his computer. "So, do you have any useful information you'd like to share with us?" John asked annoyed by Eric's presence. "Well, yes I do. If they catch any of us, don't bet on going back home alive. They would rather have us all killed than risk any more followers of the truth. The only way we can kill those bastards is to use a type of metal found in ore called magnetite. Apparently that is what caused the original spacecraft in Roswell to crash. These super soldiers have a weakness to it I am sure you know." It hit me like a ton of bricks falling on me. That's what must have made Rohrer literally fly into the sidewall in that canyon we were in. "What does it do to them?" I asked with intense curiosity. "Vaporizes them, grounds them out, who cares? All I know is that this stuff is like kryptonite to Superman to these half-breeds. My contact in the CIA is getting me names of all those who are in high positions and those who aren't. He is sending me a special package of the magnetite to a post office box off of Tropicana Boulevard and it should be here tomorrow. Do you think you guys can get me there?" Eric seemed anxious and nervous to tell us this information. "You have been screwing around this long just to give us this little piece of information? We knew half of that already." John blurted out. "Yeah, maybe. But I'm getting a list of these fuckers within 48 hours. Can you do that?" Eric asked being a smart ass. John cocked his head to the side and realized that he was wrong and the information we were just told like the date were prudent. "Look, dickhead, you might not like me, but I am getting some answers. I have put my neck out for you and her because of the people I associate with. So, the least you can do is fucking thank me." "Look, I am just concerned with the validity of your source and whether or not he is really on our side." John said. "I know. I didn't know he was CIA at first. I met him through one of those UFO chat rooms and since then I have been getting tidbits of information from him. In return he's been lightening up on my fraud charges because I have handed over some key terrorists the government is looking for. We'll get back...it's just a matter of time and waiting. I have figured out a way to contact Skinner." Eric took out a small cell phone. "It's a cell phone. I have one of those. What's so special?" John asked. "It's not just a cell phone. I did a little James Bond work to it here. You can talk through it, but it doesn't sound like you. It's almost like having a tone box hooked up to it. Besides...it's a type of free cellular service." Eric winked at me and that almost drove John over the edge. "Kind of like splicing into the cable box?" I asked giggling a little. "Kind of. It's good for a one-time use. I wouldn't use it any more than that because it doesn't take long for the FCC to catch up with you on that. Figure that one out: Catch cell phone crooks yet we didn't see the thing in New York coming." Eric shook his head in disgust. "Now, back to my original question: can you take me tomorrow morning?" "What about Roxanne? Does she know about the shit you do?" John was yanking on his chain a little. "Not all of it. Besides, the police still have her Excursion and after they're done with it, it's getting the bullet holes fixed." I looked down at Eric's legs to see the long scars on each one from his surgery. "I'll take you," I said with kindness in my voice. "Monica-" John started. "John, just do it. Jesus, what does it hurt? We can figure out a plan when we get the stuff here." I was starting to get a little fed up with all of the posturing these two enjoyed to do in front of me. My stomach was turning itself upside down again and the imbalance of my equilibrium started to come back into play. A loud knock on the door made all of us jump. I opened the door to find Devin staring a hole right through me. Thoughts began racing through my mind as to how long he was actually standing there outside the door listening to what we were saying. "Devin," I gasped out, "What can we do for you?" "Ms. Derrik just wanted me to tell you that the food is all ready if you want to come out and get some." He paused and handed me two scripts. "And she wanted me to give you these as well." He slowly turned away and headed back toward the festivities. My heart started pounding endlessly in my chest pondering the possibility. I have been feeling some strange karma flowing through the air and the danger and suspicion I sense from him and our employer seem to be growing stronger with each passing day. "We'll pick you up in the morning." John said through a whisper. "You guys better get back out there. I'll wait and see if I come up with anything else." Eric said and I went up to him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. He blushed for a moment and smiled. "Thank you," I whispered to him. John took me by the hand and led me out of Eric's room into the hall. "Would you please quit touching him?" he whispered to me trying to keep his voice from rising. I grabbed his crotch and pushed him into the hallway wall and kissed him fiercely, forcing my tongue to his and tasting his breath. I broke the sparking hot kiss and looked deep into his gorgeous blue eyes. "Shut up." I ordered him as I pushed my hips into his to fend his mind away from its jealousy and mine off of its fear. ..................................... Roxanne: I was drinking a glass of Sangiovese wine when I felt a tap on the shoulder. I turned to see that it was Devin and he looked a little concerned about something. Aerosmith continued their barrage of great music and my guests were really getting into the mood. The more they played, the more clothing came off in the crowd. "Ms. Derrik, I need to speak to you." Devin said through the noise. I nodded and followed him out back by the pool where it was more peaceful. I sat down on the concrete bench and Dev sat down next to me. "What's the matter? You look a little disturbed about something." I said as I sipped some more wine. "It's that Eric guy you are letting stay here. I don't think he's being honest with you. I overheard part of a conversation he was having with John and Monica. Something about the FBI. I couldn't really hear, but they all seemed to be a bit nervous when I went to go get them." "You think they are cops or something? We have nothing to hide. We're not doing anything illegal" I didn't want to believe what I had just heard or even think that Eric or John and Monica were cops. They're too nice. "I'm not sure if they're cops, but what if the cops are chasing them? Do you want to take the risk of letting a guy like him stay here? He could easily tap into your account and take everything from you." Devin looked deep into me. "When I called John the other night about Eric he almost told me a different name on the phone. I don't think they are who they say they are." "I know, Dev. I had accounting put up some hefty firewalls on my system so that wouldn't happen. Besides, I think if he were to do anything he would have done it and left already." I said calmly. That didn't seem to shake his concern, though. "All right. I'll ask him in the morning. I am sure if I have his dick in my mouth he will succumb to any of my questions. Is there anything else?" Devin shook his head. "Don't worry, Dev. I think you are worrying about nothing." I got up and meandered back into the steamy party. ....................................................................... Chapter Twenty-Three Roxanne: Eric and I made love all night. Despite his remaining injuries he could still get it up repeatedly for me and pleasure me like no other has before. I didn't want to believe what Devin had told me last night. This was too good to be true for it to go wrong. After our fourth orgasm Eric passed out cold on his back in the bed. I was still breathing hard, trying to recuperate from my activity. I suppose it wouldn't hurt to snoop a little through his things. I put my clothes on and unzipped his packed duffle bag. It was mostly clothes and computer disks, but I found some sort of bifold wallet mixed in with them. I opened it and one side said FBI with his picture on it and a badge was on the other side. I sat there in shock for a moment and dug in his bag some more. There was a gun in a holster and it appeared to be loaded. My God-was Devin right about something? What was Eric here for? Was there something going on here in my company that the FBI felt it was necessary to send undercover agents in? Fuck, it. I was not going to jail. I knew my company was running a legit business according to the law. It couldn't be me he was trying to investigate. I stood at the end of the bed and pulled out the gun. I pointed it at Eric and then at the pillow next to his head. I cocked the hammer back and pulled the trigger. The loud pop made Eric jump and he covered his face to protect himself. "Who the fuck are you?" I asked calmly. "I wanna know who you are and what you are doing here. If I don't like your answer I will blow your balls off right here." Eric looked up at me with eyes wide. "Roxanne, put the gun down," he said calmly as he could. "Speak!" I ordered. "Fucking tell me Eric. I'd hate to feel something for someone who is trying to hurt me." "Roxanne, if I told you, you wouldn't believe me." He shook his head trying to convince me. "Try me," I said. " I have heard all the excuses men give me for inflicting pain." Eric nodded his head. "Okay..." He paused for a moment then signaled for me to sit down on the bed next to him. I lowered the gun a little to see the painful remorse on his face. "I never wanted to deceive you, Roxanne. You've gotta believe me I did what I had to for your own good; for all our good." He paused and swallowed. "I used to be an FBI agent in New York City. I mostly dealt with the computer fraud stuff and hacking into computer systems of criminals and organized crime. When I saw how easy it was to do that, I started to make money on the side for fraudulent ID's, passports, visas, etc. When I realized I had sold some to terrorists I was found out about and forced from the Bureau by a tip from a colleague's boyfriend. I disappeared and continue to do what I was doing." I continued to point the gun straight at him as my heart pounded loudly in my chest. I shook my head and sat down next to him, keeping my finger steady on the trigger. "So what brought you here? John and Monica in on you with this?" "John and Monica are good friends of mine. They have nothing to do with what I am doing. Anyway, there is something going on here that affects everyone. You, me, the whole world. There are people that roam this planet that aren't quite human and in ten years they will kill us all unless we get to them first. To get closer to a resolution I agreed to give the CIA information about the terrorists I deal with and in return they give me information and lighten up against my fraudulent charges. That is why I was shot three times. It was retaliation for ratting them out." My mouth hung open. I couldn't believe what I had just heard. "Little green men, Eric? Aren't you a little old to be playing with stuff like that?" I shook my head. "Look. I gotta go call John and Monica. I need to remind them of the Club Ra shoot coming up tomorrow. When I get back tomorrow night you better have a much plausible explanation than what I just heard. If you don't, you better have your shit packed and out of here." I tossed the gun on the bed and walked out of the room, heading for one of the spare bedrooms. I leaned up against the wall and rubbed my temples. I could not believe what I had just heard back there. This was just great: I fucked a guy who is very mentally unstable. Aliens? Not quite human? I tried to forget the conversation as I went into the spare room and picked up the phone to call John and Monica. ......................... Eric: It had been a couple of hours since Roxanne had pointed my own gun at me. My heart still raced from the thought, though I knew I was wrong for keeping information from her I knew she would end up discovering anyway. I was actually having feelings for her, feelings I never knew I could feel for anyone. The closest I have ever come in emotional attachment to someone was Monica, and I knew that in this lifetime that would never come true no matter what I did to manipulate the situation in my favor. I looked out of the window and saw that the sun was coming up, so I carefully put some jeans, shirt, jacket, and shoes on. I put my sling on my left arm to support the muscles from pulling on my healing collarbone. My mind went back to Roxanne. I wanted to go to her in the worst way, but she wanted nothing to do with me until I had some good answers to give her. Even with my secret contact in the CIA I felt blind in this situation. I didn't know what the guy looked like let alone trust him completely. Not to mention that there were some severe gaps in the communications lately. The list of super soldiers had not come through like I had expected. However, I had to take that leap of faith to find out for the one woman who could ask me to do anything for her-even kill, and that was Monica Reyes. She could have had my ass in a sling so long ago; she probably would have if she knew my ties to terrorists. I owed her my life if nothing else. My mind was cluttered with desire and confusion and hopelessness, fearing that this time I may be abandoned for good. I had driven myself into such isolation from my lifestyle the closest thing I have had to a companion was a can of Red Bull and my Dell laptop. I snapped out of my self-pity and put my laptop in its case. I started heading for the front door limping slightly remembering what Roxanne said about packing my things and leaving her forever. It made me wonder how badly she had been hurt in the past and here I was just adding to it with my secrets from her. I stepped out of the front door and quietly closed it behind me. John was waiting in the driveway in my truck with the motor running. I opened the passenger door and hopped in, trying to hide any preoccupation that may have been surfacing through to my expressions. "Where to?" John asked. "Head to Tropicana and go east." I said plainly. John turned the truck around and slowly exited Roxanne's estate. I turned on the truck's CD player and I realized I left my Chroma Key 'You Go Now' CD in the disc changer. 'Another Permanent Address' was playing. John headed out to the mailbox store and we both kept our mouths shut. I was so envious of him: He had the very thing I always wanted, but Monica's heart belongs to him. I had my chance to score with her when she was staying at the MGM, but I didn't want her feeling like a whore full of guilt for sleeping with me. It made me feel good that we were still friends no matter what, and I was glad to help her in time of need. Judging by John's attitude lately I could tell she still had not told him of her pregnancy. I could also read from his shortness of a temper that he probably would not take the news well. It did pleasure me to see him disturbed each time I touched her. If John blew up when she told him about her pregnancy, I will probably ask her if she wants to split with me to Canada and possibly head to Europe somewhere. If he was going to dump her over that I would be damned if I let her carry a child on her own, regardless if it were mine or not. Roxanne was pissed off at me and my chances of her forgiveness were looking pretty dim after what I had told her this morning. In the fight to control my thoughts, I just let out a long sigh as the song played out. "Sometimes I just want to sleep in the street/but it feels a little funny without you/down in the basement, feeling the pavement, holding my stomach/Sometimes I can't believe my own feet so I found another permanent address/sold the old mattress, keeping the changes/talking to strangers/Here I could forget you/That's what I'm gonna do/Staring at a stop sign/Just like the last time/ Hey you're everything you'd dreamed you'd be/What a civilized way to be angry/Locked in the attic started to panic, wait that's me/It's the same situation it's gotta be somebody's fault/ I never know what to do, so let's say we put the blame on you/ Standing in the phone booth/waiting for the punch line/ trying not to call you/ just like the last time" I didn't realize I was whispering the words to the song, as John began to talk. "You're unusually quiet this morning. Did Roxanne keep you awake all night or what?" I looked over at him for a moment and then looked back at the road. "You could say that." I remembered her fucking me until I passed out. Her taste, her touch, her sweet smell and most of all her strength. The thought of losing something that perfect almost brought me to tears. Why was I such a fucking loser all of these years? "She almost killed me." Between the sex and the gun that was pointed at me that phrase's double meaning held a lot of truth. John just chuckled thinking that it was a good thing seeing how I wasn't flirting with his woman at this time. Just being around this guy lately was starting to grind away at my nerves. He cheated on Monica once already. It made me wonder how faithful he was going to be to her in the future especially after he finds out about her pregnancy. I just wanted to get my package and get the hell away from him. We approached a shopping center where the postal place was. "Turn right here," I told John. He pulled into the parking lot and parked the truck right in front of the entrance of the place. We both got out and walked inside and a young woman in her twenties was tending the counter. "Can I help you?" she asked in a squeaky voice. She reminded me of the girls I went to high school with. Dingy with high-pitched voices. "Um, yeah. Package for Eric Duarte." I pulled out my FBI badge and presented it to her. I was told by my contact that in order to get this box I'd have to show her my ID because she wouldn't just give it to anyone. She went to the back and came out with a large box addressed from the DOD. I signed for it and John picked it up and we both walked out to the truck. My injuries were starting to bother me a little and beads of sweat formed on my forehead from the pain. John set the box in the bed of the truck and I tore open the cardboard flaps. There were vials of some sort of clear fluid, boxes of ammunition, hypodermic needles, and ore powder all of which I assumed to be the magnetite. Some of the vials were concentrated, almost as if I could use this stuff in the local water supply like a terrorists releasing anthrax through the same means. There were also a few rocks of the stuff for what purpose I still had to ascertain from my contact when and if I get in touch with him. I was starting to get a little dizzy from the pain taking over my body. In a certain way I wish the damned terrorist that shot me were a better aim. That way I'd be off the hook and free from the emotional and physical pain. "What's eating at you, man? You wanna tell me what this stuff is?" John asked with his arms crossed. I didn't really have any type of emotional or smart-ass remark to give him. I was too fucking depressed to deal with him right now and all I wanted to do was hold Roxanne in my arms and make everything just go away. "This, Agent Doggett, is your ticket to some useful ammunition against your enemy. You might want to keep it with you at your place, but I will hold on to some of it just in case..." I took a few vials, a large rock and a tube of the powder. I was having some weird feelings lately and I didn't want to be left helpless just in case John and Monica couldn't come to the rescue. "Just in case what?" John rebutted. "You never know where evil is lurking. I just wanna cover my ass just in case you aren't there. Is that okay with you, Superman?" John smirked at my remarks as I shoved the vials in my laptop case and the rock into my inside jacket pocket. I then opened the truck door and got in, fastening my seat belt. John got in the other side and we started back for Roxanne's place. "I need to ask you something." John said as he focused on the road in front of us. "Is there something wrong with Monica? I know she confides in you a lot and each time I ask her she is very evasive." I knew what he was getting at, but it wasn't my place to tell him. "No. She hasn't told me anything other than when you were fucking Candy." I said in a very monotone voice. I wasn't ready for this conversation. I had my own domestic troubles right now. "I WASN'T fucking her, okay dickhead? I'm just concerned that she's not feeling well and she's also very hesitant about renewing our contracts together. I just figured-" "Well, you figured wrong, Johnny." I blinked a few times to get beyond my physical pain. I think my emotional state was playing a little part as well. My heart was hurting along with the rest of my body. It wasn't long before we pulled past Dave at the security booth and we were back at Roxanne's. I squeezed my eyes shut praying to myself that I wouldn't get my ass beat by her for coming back. Before I got out I opened my laptop to check any email I had off line. I neglected to check it before I left. I had one new message and it was from my contact. I clicked on the message hoping it was the list of names I had asked for. The only thing the message had said was: Time's up. I let out a gasp and closed my laptop, putting it back into the case. "What was that?" John asked curiously. I stared at him with a worried look on my face. "I'll find out and call you when I know. I haven't heard from this guy for a while and this wasn't the message I was hoping to get." I carefully got out of my truck and John drove off. I took in a deep breath as I opened the front door to Roxanne's place and in mid-stride I ran into Devin. "What's up, bro?" I asked him. He just stared at me like he was going to kill me. "Anything wrong, Devin?" His head shook violently for a few seconds. Momentarily I thought I was having some sort of hallucinogenic reaction from my pain medication, but this guy was having some sort of reaction to me. I kept walking and heard him sigh in relief that I was gone. That gave me a really bad feeling. I hobbled my way to Roxanne's office where she was at her desk working at her computer. She looked up at me without any type of reaction. "Are you alright?" She asked in her calm, sexy voice. She must know that I am in pain and I leaned up against the door jam. "I'll live," I replied. The pain was getting so bad I felt like I was going to pass out, so I limped my way back to her bedroom. I set my laptop on the floor and flopped onto my back on her bed. I think I was in dire need of some very strong narcotics. The ceiling was moving in circles and I felt like my body was floating on air. I closed my eyes and drifted off for a while and it only seemed like it were seconds when I felt a hand moving up my leg. I picked up my head and looked, and it was Roxanne sitting next to me on the bed. Was I dreaming? Was this the same woman who threatened to blow off my family jewels earlier this morning? I let my head fall back down. Cold sweats had consumed my body from how I was feeling. I had been taking strong antibiotics to ward off any infections from my surgeries, but I think this was from all of the pain, emotional and physical, that just caught up with me all at once. "What are you doing?" "Are you in pain?" She asked softly. She bent down over me and kissed me lightly on the lips. God that tasted so good to me. She held up a syringe of something and shook it. "What's that?" I asked. I really wasn't a big fan of needles unless it was a tattoo needle. "A little pain concoction that the nurse left here just in case something like this would happen..." She removed the needle cap and pushed the plunger releasing any air from the cylinder. She set it down for a moment and helped me unclothe out of my sweaty attire. The only thing I had on was my jeans and shoes. I felt like I was a drug junkie getting a fix from my dealer as Roxanne searched my arm for a vein. She stuck me with the needle and I closed my eyes from the pinprick. She pushed the narcotic cocktail into my bloodstream and I felt myself getting very lightheaded to the point of it stimulating the pleasure center of my brain. Like all drugs even this one was so intoxicating I could succumb myself to anything because now I felt no pain. My mind was dripping desire in the worst way yet I still felt week and powerless. I wasn't sure if I was still losing her to my schemes and the drugs polluting my train of thought clouded everything logical in my mind. I rolled my eyes back into my head as I could feel reality slipping away from my fingertips. I felt Roxanne's lips touching my fingertips; she rubbed them across her lips before sucking each one into her mouth. I watched as she did that as best as I could with clouded vision, but it was enough for me to feel all of my blood rush to my pants. My chest began to heave and I could hear my breathing get erratic and heavy. "I thought I lost you," I whispered, almost squeaking. She trailed kisses down the palm of my hand, to my wrist, and forearm. She then set my hand down on my stomach and hovered over me, looking at me with those crystal blue eyes that drove me wild. Her mouth was millimeters from mine and I could feel her breath bouncing off of my chin. She leaned into me with a kiss, gently pushing her tongue past mine and I accepted the invitation. She threw a leg over my waist and straddled my drugged body as her kiss intensified and her breathing harder. Despite what pain was in my left shoulder I took my arm and wrapped it around her tight waist. I took my right hand and cupped her breast, feeling her nipple ring through the fabric. I felt her moaning in the back of my throat as we kissed, which made me rub her even harder. The drugs and the pheromones were making my flesh feel on fire. She was hot above me, grinding into me with her hips. I ran my fingers through her long, soft, black hair. I took both hands and lifted her shirt up to her breasts only to discover she wasn't wearing a bra. She took the shirt off the rest of the way and tossed it to the floor. She looked at me with such seduction I was sucked into her web and trapped. She rubbed her hands along the muscles of my chest and I writhed at the slow, gentle touch of her fingers. I could feel her getting wet under her jeans and my dick was swelling in my pants to the point of agony. I sat up a little and buried my head into her perfect breasts, suckling on one nipple and fingering the other as my other hand massaged her tight ass. Any pain I was feeling before now was gone. I was high as a kite and this could last forever as far as I was concerned. I started to push into her with my hips as I felt her fingers running through my hair. I switched nipples for a while and then went back to her lips with a molten hot tongue kiss. I wanted her. I wanted her right then and there. The throbbing in my pants I couldn't bear with any longer. "I want you, Roxanne...." I whispered as I kissed her shoulder. My hands ventured around to her back to massage her muscular frame. She pushed me back down to the bed and she moved down to my jeans and began undoing the button and zipper. My breathing got faster as I watched her take her time. I kicked off my shoes to the floor and she pulled my jeans and underwear down to my ankles and to the floor. She was careful not to catch my restricted hard on when she pulled everything off of me. She got off of the bed and slowly undressed, maintaining eye contact with me as each piece of clothing went to the floor. She straddled me once more, running hot kisses down my chest to my navel where she licked it in and out. If I had the strength I would turn this bitch over to all fours and ram her as hard as I could. Whatever she gave me has me under her control and I must obey. She took my dick in her mouth and deep throated me. I thought I was going to lose it all right then because I have never seen this done to me in the daylight. My back arched and my body convulsed at her powerful sucking motions. "Oh God....ahhhhh...Roxy...." I felt so intoxicated between the drugs and her touches. She stopped and nibbled on the insides of my thighs. She moved like a panther back up to my lips and kissed me, licking and biting my lips. I felt her desire dripping onto my flesh and it was hot like acid. My hand reached down for her wetness and I began to finger her hard clit. The thought of early this morning was fading fast as I pushed a finger into her wet center, juices pouring onto my hand. She pushed onto my fingers as my thumb rubbed her nub and she looked like she was in a trance. Her eyes were closed and her body swayed-it was picture perfect. She groaned my name and gently moved my hand away, reaching for my cock that was raring to go at any time. She stroked me a few times with her hand and then put me inside of her. The joining sent me to cloud nine as she bounced on my cock. We moaned together in song, my head felt like exploding from the sensual overload. We held each other gently as we progressed in our joint pleasure of one another. She was slippery and hot over me and I began to push a little harder. She had her head buried in my shoulder and I heard her whisper to me. "Tell me who your friends are, Eric...and tell me what is wrong with Monica...." She moaned into my flesh and I felt her vocal vibrations through my body. I was so high from the pain medication and the sex I relented to anything she asked of me. She nibbled on my ear and tightly gripped my biceps. I could feel my dick swelling inside of her and the pressure in my temples was exceeding tolerable amounts. I spilled out everything she wanted to know as I engaged into a lengthy climax. Our bodies were dripping with sweat from the heat in the room and I nuzzled my head into Roxanne's chest, feeling her hardware. I rubbed her clit ring and she started to quiver all around me. I held my breath as my climax peaked and I let go of everything I had. We continued to sway a few more times until we were both done. I gently kissed my lover on the mouth as the sudden drop in blood pressure fazed me out cold. ......................................................................... I woke up several hours later right where I had passed out. I felt a little funny from whatever it was that Roxanne had given me, and my bare skin was cool to the touch. I blinked my eyes a few times and saw that Roxanne was gone, to where I have no idea. The place was completely quiet and then I remembered that she had to pick up her Excursion today. The sex we had was amazing considering how my injuries still handicapped me from what I would really like to do to her. That mixed with painkillers-the bitch fucking outflanked me to get information. Suddenly I felt so stupid-I told her everything while I was high as Mount Rushmore. John and Monica were going to kill me when they find out about it. I shook my head at my own impotence and remember Monica telling me how I always think with my dick. Roxanne waited until I was completely vulnerable to ask and it made me wonder if all of us had been overheard somehow. My thoughts ventured over to Devin and his unusual behavior toward me this morning. Could it have been him? Something smelled strange in the bedroom; something that definitely wasn't there hours ago. I carefully sat up and looked around, a dull ache plaguing my body presumably from the drugs. There was a white box at the edge of the bed someone put there as I slept. I scooted down and sat on the edge of the bed and read the shipping label. It was addressed to me, but at Roxanne's address. I hadn't told anyone I was staying here unless I have been followed without knowing. The smell was definitely coming from that box and it appeared to have no return address on it other than the postage place it was shipped from. It looked like it came from DC and it was shipped next day to this address. Holding my breath I tore open the box flaps and rummaged through the packing peanuts to find the lid of a jar facing up to me. The smell was stronger now. It almost smelled like formaldehyde emanating from it. I pulled the jar from the tight space of the box and brought it up to eye level: There was a man's decapitated head swimming in the solution. My heart stopped and sank as I dropped it and rushed to the bathroom. I quickly lifted the toilet seat and threw up several times. Once I regained posterity, I limped back out into the bedroom. Someone was definitely on to me and possibly John and Monica. I put my clothes back on and took the jar-o-head out to the dumpster in the rear of the estate. I didn't want Roxanne to see this and completely go off the deep end on me. I still had to come up with some sort of proof that there are aliens roaming the planet. I went back inside and picked up the nearest phone to call Monica. I wanted to inform her of this, but the phone just rang constantly. Why can't people buy answering machines anymore? I slammed the phone down and gimped my way back to Roxanne's bedroom. I slammed the door shut and locked it to keep anyone else from 'popping' in on me. I took out my gun and cocked it ready for action. I opened my laptop and plugged in the phone line to access the Internet to find out what the hell was going on. The only thing I can figure is that head used to be my blind contact and someone knew he was talking. This made me think that we might have to start moving a lot sooner than expected. .................. Chapter Twenty-Four Doggett: "di Salvo." Luckily this time I'd remembered to answer with my new identity and not mess it up by planting seeds of doubt in people's minds. "Hi John, it's Roxanne. I need to ask you two things." "Do you know what time it is?" Whatever time it was didn't matter to Roxanne when she had something on her mind. I tried to keep my voice low so as not to waken my bed partner. For some reason lately she had needed her rest more and more. She seemed at peace now with her chest gently rising and falling in gentle rhythm. "Go ahead, shoot." Roxanne seemed a little agitated, not at all like our confident boss. "Just a reminder about tomorrow morning's filming. We'll pick you up at ten. That'll give us time to set up everything at Club Ra. Have you had a good chance to look over the script?" It seemed to me that this wasn't the most important part of her phone call. "Yes, you seem to be working us hard lately Roxanne but I'm not complaining. This is the most alive I've felt in years." "Great that I can be a help in that area. Your friend Eric has certainly sparked up my love life, I can tell you." She immediately went quiet and I knew she was about to come out with the real reason for her call. My stomach went cold as I waited for her to speak. "Devin told me something disturbing this afternoon that I know you'll be able to clear up for me." My mind did cartwheels. What had he heard of our secret conversation that afternoon? We all knew it would only be a matter of time before we'd need to tell Roxanne the truth. She had been good to us at our time of need, she deserved some facts but how she would take it was a matter of concern to us. We needed the cover she provided us to stay low until all was ready to go back to DC and fight for our cause. I decided to test the waters. "Oh, I'll help if I can. What is it?" "Can you tell me anything about Eric being in the FBI? Don't deny it now, I found his badge in his belongings this morning." My throat went dry and I had to swallow. "FBI? What makes you say that?" "Just fucking talk to me John. I don't want to be lied to. Monica knows what I can do if I'm deceived." I decided to play safe. "What has he told you?" "Some nonsense about little green men trying to take over the world in ten years. What's your involvement in this?" Again I decided to share only a little. "Eric's told us all about it. He used to work in the FBI and has contacts there. It's true, we are all in danger." I kept my voice low as Monica was beginning to stir. The fact that Monica and myself were also agents I would only divulge if needed. "In danger? What kind of danger?" "Look Roxanne, this is not the kind of conversation we should be having over the phone. Anyone could be listening." She went quiet again. "John, if you and Monica are in any way involved in this or have been before we met you have to confide in me. You owe me." She had a point. Whoever came after them Roxanne and her people could be caught in the crossfire. Again she went quiet. "As much as I am pissed off with Eric right now you guys should have told me everything." She wouldn't let me continue. "I thought you two were too good to be true." "Roxanne, hold on. I know you're having second thoughts right now but believe me, this is exactly where we need to be." "Fuck John, you talk about danger. Danger from so called these aliens?" Monica was moving in the bed. "John?" she said wearily still with eyes closed. "Who is it?" "Look Roxanne, we'll talk tomorrow okay?" I tried not too say anything that would needlessly worry my dozing partner. "After the morning shoot then. I want to see you, Monica and Eric in a closed meeting in my office. Be there or believe me, I will kick your sorry asses from here to Australia and not look back. I'm very tempted to do that right now, I can tell you!" "We'll be there." Monica rested a hand on my forearm and slid it along as I hung up the phone. "What did she want?" Her voice was soft with little resonance and I knew she was still partly asleep. I slid back next to her and drew the bedcovers over the both of us. My arm rested gently around her as though protecting her from harm. "Go back to sleep Mon, Roxanne was just reminding us about the shoot and where to meet." "Hmmm," she accepted my response and snuggled into my neck. With all that had gone on lately, including Monica's health issues I decided to keep Roxanne's concerns from her for now. I would tell her all before tomorrow's inquisition. ............................. Reyes: We got the call for the next shoot from Roxanne in the early morning yesterday. I'm glad because between the party and the court shooting, I needed a little break. We had this shoot and one more and that fulfilled our contracts. The thought of renewing our contracts still lingered in my mind because of my situation that John still did not know about. I think he suspected something because his eyes expressed it each time he has asked me if something is wrong. I wanted to tell him so badly, but what he told me in Roxanne's bathroom about not wanting children made me feel that I shouldn't tell him anything until I made a decision of whether or not to keep this pregnancy alive. Eric should have a handle on Skinner by the end of this shoot and we could make plans for heading home-hopefully. The feelings I had at the party the other night I could not shake. They were almost haunting me-or maybe warning me about something I am still uncertain of. It felt like we were being watched that night; Devin didn't act himself once he got us from Eric's room and that made my antennae go up. I could never get close enough to him to check for that sure sign of inhumanity on the back of his neck so I guess I was blind on this. I took in a shaky breath as I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror. This constant activity was beginning to wear me down, not to mention my bouts of nausea that I had to keep hidden extremely well from John. "You ready to go? We need to get over to Club Ra." John said at the doorway. I leaned against the sink and my head dropped down. I felt like breaking down for good between the hormones and the stress. I composed myself and went out past John to the bedroom and put my Doc Martens on. "Are you feeling alright?" John asked, concerned. "I'm fine. Just a little preoccupied." I replied without looking up from putting my boots on. "Oh? About what?" John folded his arms across his chest in curiosity. "It's just about how we're getting home. That's all." I started to head downstairs. I had wished that was whole truth, but it wasn't an option right now. John followed behind me to the garage and locked up as we were headed for a wild shoot at Club Ra at the Luxor Hotel. ......................................................................... We walked into the Luxor's casino area following the signs to the club. The casino's dcor was purely Arabic in nature and there was a man and woman who appeared to be Antony and Cleopatra. He was very nicely built and I couldn't help but stare at his rippling muscles. I had to shake myself from my stare before John noticed I was focusing on something other than him. He seemed to have that jealously complex about him and lately it was starting to bug me a little. It's not like I was going to use my hormones over my head like he did. We got to the entrance of the club and Roxanne was outside waiting for us. Several extras she had cast for the shoot were already inside and camera crews were setting up the lighting and camera angles. I peered past her to see a glimpse of the 19,000 square foot dance club. There were dance poles and swings from the ceiling, a center stage dance floor with booths and tables around it, and two full bars. I am willing to bet at night this place is on fire. When I was done being nosy, I looked at Roxanne. She didn't seem to be her radiant self. In fact, she seemed visibly irritated about something. Devin was nowhere to be seen; instead she had another bodyguard watching her back for her. She gave each of us a short script to look over. "How are you guys doing today?" she asked flatly. "Um, good I guess. Something wrong?" I asked. "I just didn't sleep well last night. It's nothing. Let's go over what we are doing before I have you two made up." She opened her script and John and I opened ours. "Now, this is basically the story. Monica, you are a dancer that works in this club. You mainly work the dance poles on the dance floor, so what you did at Maverick's I would very much like to see here. John, you are a telecom manager for Nevada Bell who sets up a blind date with this dancer through his work who happens to sponsor the dating service for their DSL service. Monica does a dance for you as you stand right next to the pole, but neither of you realize that you're the blind dates for each other. You meet at the club entrance and when you realize who you are, you decide to skip dinner and go straight for the home run, which will entail a little bit of torture. I hope you can handle it, John." Roxanne flashed a quick smile will an evil glare to her eyes. "Now, the dressing rooms are in back and they're waiting for you, so get going. Any questions?" "Nope. Seems simple enough to me." John said as we entered the club and headed toward the back to get ready for this next shoot. ..................................................................................... I ended up wearing a black spandex-type outfit that had slits in the sides and legs to show-tease some flesh. It hugged my ass pretty tight and I had to wear matching stiletto heels. The top portion of the suit contoured my breasts perfectly: It was like wearing a Seven of Nine cat suit except cleavage was manipulated enough to show. If I looked like this, it made me wonder what John was going to look like. The make-up lady came into my 'room' and put on her entourage of stage make-up and black nail polish before I could go out there. I could here generation-x remixes of Limp Bizkit and Coal Chamber blare from the dance area as the make-up was nearly finished. When she was through, Roxanne came inside as she left. "Wow," she said amazed at my attire. "You look fantastic. Maybe in the next life..." She blinked herself out of her daydream and got back to business. "You're going to be filmed walking from here to the dance pole on the dance floor. John is going to be coming from the entrance and he walks up to you as you are doing your routine. Do a routine for him. Touch him, arouse him, do whatever it takes to get that emotional response. They'll be playing some pretty intense music to get you both in the mood. Any songs you would like to hear?" "Beat It Upright by Korn. It's off of their new album Untouchables." I said. "Deal. Whenever you're ready." She scooted out so I could get things rolling. I strutted out of the small dressing room and headed out toward the dance floor. The music was deafening, but as I approached the lighting was kaleidoscopic, strobe lights flashed, eye of the storms sizzling at the bars, dancers getting down with the beat, and seductive women swung from swings at the ceiling. The camera followed my each movement. I flung my hair back as I walked onto the dance floor to my dance pole. I warmed myself up before we came, and it was a good thing. I stretched my leg straight up into the air and rested it up against the pole. Cameras were everywhere it seemed like. It was almost like being at a Rave party. The Korn song came on and I put my leg down and swung myself around the pole. I looked into the audience and I saw John slowly approaching. He was in all black: Black slacks, black button up shirt and black tie. I thought my heart had stopped for a second, but I focused on my routine and licked my fingers as I came around the pole to face him. The words to this song were making me more than aroused. "Are you ready for a good pounding, baby? Get Down. Are you ready to get it on? Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky, baby. I will spank that ass just for fun. Ass up high/make a motherfucker cry. It's so good that I could die. Help me stay alive. The time is right. I wanna feel it that you're tight. I'm down to feel this all night I'm going to beat it upright." I listened to the music pound my eardrums as I crawled toward John on all fours like a cat stalking its prey. The make-up I had applied enhanced my eyes to burn holes through just about anything. John just stood there with a hungry look in his eyes and his hands on his hips. I grabbed him by the rim of his slacks and pulled him closer to me. I slowly moved both hands up his soft black shirt and back down, barely grazing his groin. I freak- danced, grinding my hips inches from his face as I turned from his and put my leg up on the pole again, swinging myself around in a couple circles. I licked the pole when I came around on my second rotation, looking straight at John. I could tell his breathing was getting erratic watching me sweat in this cat suit dancing as if we were complete strangers. "I'll behave, oh my god. Make me beg, my god. Yes, I'm ready for a good plugging baby. Come on bleed my ass just for fun. Don't let up until my ass is bleeding baby. Don't let up until you are done!" I decided I needed to get closer, so I flung a leg over John's shoulder thrusting my crotch into his face as I arched my back slowly. I slowly stood back up straight, my leg stayed on his shoulder. He gently put his hand on my thigh to steady me, and then it started to move up and down. I put my arms around his neck and swayed with the hard, rule-defying music. He was definitely getting into the mood. I felt his hot breaths through the material of my outfit, eliciting an extremely wet reaction from me. I took my leg off of him and seductively pulled his tie to get him face to face to me on the dance floor. I ground my hips into his, and he responded by putting his hands on my hips and grinding back. I bent over in front of him and grabbed my ankles, pushing my ass into the bulge that was quickly forming in his pants. His hands firmly gripped my hips as I rubbed up against him and I could feel his arch is back slightly. My body was burning up in this suit and beads of sweat were forming where the flesh was exposed to air. John helped me back upright and I flung my hair into his face. He took a deep breath in to smell my hair and his hands roamed up to my breasts, feathering them lightly. That practically made my body go rigid. I broke free from him and swung around the pole, legs out to the side. When I came around to him I clamped my legs around him and let go of the pole, sending us both to the floor with me on top of him. "Cut!" I heard Roxanne's voice over the studio monitors. The music cut and everyone took five. I stood up off of the floor and saw Roxanne on an elevated tower with a microphone in hand. "That went better than I expected. Are you sure you have never done this before?" She took a drink of something. "Okay, you guys, get up to the entrance so we can shoot that part." It took a few minutes for the crew to readjust their cameras for the new scene. Raoul gave John and I each a cold bottle of water. I was breathing pretty hard from my activity and my arousal. I downed it pretty quick, hoping I will still have energy for the other half of the shoot. According to the script, I get to torture John. That should be quite fun. "That was amazing, Monica. You look so hot." John said looking me up and down. "Almost gothic like. Freaky hot." He kissed me on the lips lightly and we both heading for the entrance of the club. "Okay, everybody places please!" Roxanne called. John stood at the entrance of the club and I was waiting in the background to enter. "And...ACTION!" John looked at his watch under his cuff. I approached him from behind and placed a hand on his back. "Are you John?" "Yes. And you are?" "I'm Monica. We were supposed to meet as a blind date?" I smiled seductively. "Well, I'll be damned. We were just dancing out there. I never imagined that you were the girl I was supposed to meet." He smiled as he looked me up and down in my cat suit. "What did you have in mind for tonight?" I asked as I clasped my arm with his. "Well, I thought I might take you to dinner at Emeril's over at the MGM." "I have a better idea...Why don't we just go over to my place and go straight for the dessert entre?" My lips were barely touching his. I was hot. I wanted to get this scene going before I blew up from spontaneous combustion in this material. We both smiled at each other thinking about the same objective and began to walk off into the casino. "And...CUT!" Roxanne called out. "Perfect. Fucking perfect. Take a break and get out of those clothes. We're heading back to my studio to film the rest." She seemed to be taking a bigger interest in keeping busy than socializing. It made me worry about what she was so concerned with. ...................................................................... After we got dressed we followed Roxanne back to her studio to prepare for the action packed conclusion of the shoot. She had us get back into our costumes there and led us to a mock-bedroom that had a king-size bed up against the wall with four bed posts and black satin sheets, a nightstand, dresser, a shelving unit with books and an eye of the storm, and candles covered every available space on the bedroom furniture. Incense burned giving a vanilla aroma to the room and the candles set the mood for the upcoming shoot. There was a bucket of ice next to the bed and I opened the drawer to the nightstand and saw that there were feather-laced handcuffs, blindfolds, a dildo, different flavors of licking cream, flavored personal lubricants, and some sort of hot cherry clitoral stimulation gel. I had to close the drawer quick to keep my head from exploding-this was giving me a lot of ideas for the work coming up. I looked up at the wall and saw a type of steel stake nailed into the wall; Roxanne must have had someone who wanted to be crucified in one of her prior shoots. My thoughts ventured over to handcuffing John to the bed-question was: which one of us got cuffed first... I felt a warm breath brush across my neck. "Hello, beautiful," John whispered into my ear. "You ready for this?" I smiled coyly, turning to face him and wrapped my arms around his neck. "You have no idea." I responded licking his chin with my tongue. I saw the look in his eyes change from admiration to hunger and lust. I was ready for this. Despite how I felt, I was going to nail him harder than Christ on crucifixion day. "You guys ready for this?" Roxanne asked as she approached us in our embrace and rolled her eyes. "Like I needed to ask..." She paused and looked around. She signaled the cameraman to turn on the lighting so the filming wouldn't come out too dark. "Alright, you two...I want you to start in the doorway and Monica, you lead him in, hand on his shirt like you're gonna fuck him till he passes out, yada, yada, yada...you know the drill and you've read the guidelines. Places everyone." Roxanne still didn't sound too enthusiastic. This was the first time since I have been around the boss who had non-stop sex appeal to a complete closure of her seductive personality. It seemed as if she were cold to a certain extent, which was not at all like her. Her aura was totally the opposite of when I first met her. Maybe it was just me...She rubbed her temples and took her place behind the cameras. John and I took our place outside of the door faade and waited for our cue. "And....ACTION!" We stepped inside and I closed the door behind John. John looked around at the room with its candle-lit aura and took in a deep breath. "You obviously like candle light versus regular light....Is it more stimulating than being in the dark?" He asked. I took him by the shirt and slammed him into the wall next to the nightstand and engrossed myself in a hot, wet, tonguing kiss. I ground my hips fiercely into his as I undid his tie and ripped his shirt open. I listened to the buttons hit the floor as I rubbed my hand in circles on his tight chest muscles and made similar motions with my tongue in his mouth. John took his shirt off the rest of the way and dropped it to the floor and placed a firm grip on my waist. He responded to my hip grinding by pushing his growing bulge back into me. I bit his lower lip and moved my fiery kisses down his neck to his collarbone. John's breathing grew irregular from short fast breaths to holding his breath and letting it out in an audible gasp. He remained pinned against the wall as I went lower to his nipple hardware, licking, biting, and tugging. He rested his head back against the wall and closed his eyes, writhing at the pleasure I was sending throughout his body. "Oh God, Monica..." I heard him growl. It made me hotter for him when he did that and I started biting and tasting the flesh on his chest. I went to my knees and bit through the material restricting his hard on lightly. I let out a hot breath through the material as my teeth held on for a few seconds. I felt John's hands gently on the top of my head, lightly grazing through my hair. I looked up and he was staring right down at me, giving me silent permission to go further. I placed my palms on his stomach and slowly traced my fingers down to his zipper, slowly undoing it until it stopped. I unbuttoned his pants and slid them down, exposing his throbbing hard on that begged for its freedom. John kicked the pants away as well as his shoes, and I placed my fingers inside of his black underwear at his hips and fingered his underwear off of him so that he was completely naked before me. The sight of him completely naked for me to admire made my heart flutter. The thought of consuming him with the flavored gels in the nightstand gave fuel to the fire burning inside of me. I stood up and placed my lips on his and he wrapped his fingers in my hair for a stronger hold. When we broke the kiss, I ran my tongue from his chin all the way down to the head of his dick. My fingers followed down, lightly digging into his skin as they made their way to the bottom of his shaft and balls. I took him into my mouth deep as I massaged him with my hands. I felt him whimpering and his legs tense up as I sucked him hard. His hands went to his sides, his fingers digging into the wall. I looked up at him and in the candle-lit room I could see tears forming in his eyes and I knew it wasn't from pain; he was in such an ecstasy the only way he could show how he felt was for his body to physically tell me. I stayed there for a short while, as I did not want for him to come just yet. I stood up and took his hands, leading him to the satin sheets on the bed. "Your turn, Mon." John said. I shook my head. "Close your eyes," I said as my body pressed into him, causing him to lie down on his back. He did I told him and I went to the nightstand next to the bed and grabbed two sets of handcuffs and two sets of foot shackles. Luckily the keys were on top of the nightstand or else he would really be screwed when we were done; I don't think I could explain to a locksmith that I locked my boyfriend to a bed with a straight face. "Put your hands out above your head." He did so and I slapped the cuffs on each wrist and the other ends to each bedpost. John opened his eyes but didn't really fight. Instead he gave some resistance to his restraints, causing his muscles to pump up. I could feel the desire in between my legs throb uncontrollably and wetness was starting to cascade into my costume that was now unbearably hot. I still had two more sets of shackles to chain his sexy ass down with, so I reverse straddled him with the other set of restraints going to his ankles and the other two bedposts. I whispered, "Oh God," under my breath as I turned around to see that he was now under my complete control. "Bring it on," John growled. I smiled seductively and reached for a candle on the nightstand. His eyes followed as I picked it up from the nightstand to over his ripped chest. I watched his breathing grow faster, his chest quickly moving up and down. I licked my lips and spilled a little hot candle wax onto his flesh. John jerked from the sudden intense burning, but it soon subsided and I licked around it with my tongue. I didn't want to do this a lot, so I placed the candle down on the nightstand and reached into the drawer for the blindfold. I held it end to end in front of him smiling and he lifted his head for me to wrap it around his eyes. "I hope you plan on letting me have a little fun soon," he said as I tied the blindfold at the back of his head. "Maybe," I said with an evil laugh. I grabbed a piece of ice from the bucket and placed it at his lips and slowly moved it down his chin, his neck, and then to his chest. I made slow circles around his nipples and I watched his skin cover itself with goose bumps from the chill. I moved the ice down the center of his chest down to his navel and down to the insides of his legs. I traced the ice cube back up toward his chest in slow, torturous movements and John's hands and feet were fighting the resistance of their restraints. I blew some air onto the ice-cold trails that I left on him causing him to shudder. I laughed quietly at his expense, but I knew he would do something extreme to outdo me. I got up off of him for a moment to look at the flavored gels and creams that were in the nightstand. I took out a tube of strawberry personal lubricant and poured some into the palm of my hand. I put my hands together and lathered them to warm up the gel and I straddled John again. His breathing had calmed, but not for long. I took both hands and gripped his hard, aching dick and massaged him slowly up and down. I massaged the oil around his balls and he groaned at my touches. As I massaged him I bent down and tugged at his skin with my teeth. "FUCK, Monica," John yelled. I could hear the camera crew silently moan at the torture session I was giving my lover. I let up on his cock as I could feel it swelling to a climax. I placed my hands at his sides and tongued his flesh up to his nipples once more. I made my way up to his lips and forced my tongue past his and tasted his juices. My fingers clawed at his tense pectorals as I pushed into him with my intense kiss. The throbbing in between my legs was starting to drive me to insanity when I decided I should cave and let him have a little fun as well. I unlocked his wrists and without removing his blindfold his hands flung themselves around my waist despite our violent kiss. I had to break away from him for a moment so I could unlock his foot shackles. John kicked his feet around to the side of the bed, removed his blindfold, and I stood up with my back to him. "Don't you EVER turn your back to me," he said as I felt him press into my back and we both ended up against the wall. He rested his weight against me, pinning me to the wall. He slowly pulled down the stretchy material of my suit until it was down to my ankles. I kicked what was left away with my shoes and I could feel his hard cock in the small of my back. I wanted him inside me now, but I knew that was pretentious on my part. "Hands above your head," he ordered. I did as he said and he pried the key to the cuffs from my hand. He unlocked one set of handcuffs and cuffed my hands together at the top of my head. "My turn," he whispered into my ear. I was so enthralled in this I totally forgot about us being filmed. My breathing got hard and fast as I listened to the cuffs click until they were locked onto me. "I'm gonna turn your ass inside out," he growled. He put the blindfold over my eyes, securing it at the back of my head. All I could feel was his breath bouncing off of the back of my neck. I could feel wetness pouring down the inside of my thigh as I felt his continued presence against my body. The thought of him doing things to me that I couldn't see was so erotic it sent wave after wave of excitement through me. I felt him back off and then I felt his tongue on the inside of my thigh up to my wet throbbing center. I positioned my hips out a little to grant him better access and I felt him growl as his tongue pushed into me. One hand massaged my leg and the other fingered my hard clit. My breathing got more and more intense and I noticed it slowly growing into whimpers and moans. Then John stopped. "Get on the bed," he ordered and he led my bound hands to where he wanted me. I lay down and he put my bound hands around what I assumed to be one of the bedposts. I heard him digging around in the nightstand and then I felt his presence close to me. He rubbed some sort of lubricant over my labia and I soon realized that it was the hot cherry clit gel. It became quite warm and it made the throbbing of my clit even more intense than it was. My restrained hands pulled on the bedpost, the metal from the cuffs making clanging sounds as I jerked. Then I felt something else rub on my intensity and I realized that it must have been the dildo. He rubbed it up and down on me, spreading the hot gel around more. "Oh my GOD, John..." I panted as he pushed harder and I felt the rubber dick penetrate me. It was a little bigger than John and I could feel the surrounding tissue stretch out somewhat. He started out slow to see how far he could get into me. When he reached the stopping point I gasped and so did he. He moved the object in and out of me slowly and I squirmed in the immense pleasure that this was giving me. The muscles throughout my body were on overload trying to keep themselves from straining. He started turning and twisting it inside of me as he pushed it in and out, bringing me to the point of an orgasm. My breaths turned into screams for him to keep going. When my orgasm hit, my body shook so violently it moved the bed. John pulled the dildo out of me slowly and I felt my juices chase after it and onto the bed. I felt John's breath at my lips and I opened my mouth to let him in. Our mouths met, tongues entwined in another hot kiss. "John," I said in between breaths, "that was incredible." "I'm not even done with you, yet..." He said as he pulled my hands from the bedpost and me up on my feet. He took my hands above my head and I felt him hook my restraints on something that was in the wall-the crucifixion stake, perhaps? I heard John's footsteps walk away from me; he rummaged around in the nightstand again and then came back to me. I felt something cool pour onto my skin and it drizzled down my body. It smelled like chocolate. Gravity started to pull on my restraints as John began his assault on me with his tongue. He took the chocolate syrup that was on me and made circles around my nipples with it, licking it away when he was done playing with his 'food.' It made me jump and I held my weight in the handcuffs and bent my knees, feet up against the wall. John licked his way down my body, smearing what he could and cleaned it away. He took my legs and wrapped them around his waist as he teased my center with his cock. He growled as he touched me and kissed my neck. He entered me forcefully, jerking me back up into the wall. I still had some energy left, but I was tiring quickly. He thrusted in and out, running his fingers down to my nipples and squeezing them with his fingertips. He stopped and pulled out carefully, gasping as he extracted himself. "Why did you stop?" I asked him as I caught my breath. This was getting so intense I knew I could muster up another powerful orgasm. I felt John unhook me from the wall and he guided me back to the bed where I ended up on all fours with my hands around the bedpost again. Was he going to finish me doggie-style like before? I felt something warm and wet pour over my anus and I knew then he was going someplace I had never been before. I was always curious in how anal sex would feel compared to intercourse, but never tried it. I felt John's hands rub my back down, his oily fingers moving down to my ass. I could feel his dick near the hole and he slowly pushed himself inside. I heard groans from all over the room including myself. It was painful at first, but John snaked a hand around and began to massage my clit and finger fuck me. I jerked my head back from the hard pressure, but the pain and the pleasure made me tingle. I sucked in breath after breath, my body shaking with each rocking motion of our union. John's other hand tightly grasped my hip, his nails piercing my flesh. "Come on, bitch..." he yelled, "Fucking COME ON!" He fucked me in the ass with even more force, making the bed squeak and me along with it. My body shuddered under his control, and his constant massaging of my clit was about to put me over the edge. The pressure forced me to pulsate at his fingertips and I felt him swelling inside my anal cavity. He put both of his hands on my head and pulled on my hair as he came-pumping harder and harder until his manliness was emptied. When he was done, he rested his head on my back and I remained on all fours trying to catch my breath. I noticed that I was trembling ferociously and I took my hands from the bedpost and removed my blindfold. John pulled himself out and his come oozed out of me slowly. I turned around to see that he was leaning against the wall and I went up to him and kissed him softly on the lips. "So how about dinner?" he asked as he smiled. "Ummm...cut...." Roxanne squeaked. We both looked over to her behind the camera and she looked like she was in shock or something. She shook her head and fumbled with a clipboard that she eventually dropped to the floor. She leaned up against the wall and rubbed her eyes for a second and looked over at us. "I don't know where you guys get your ideas...Jesus Christ..." She took in a deep breath and continued. "When you guys compose yourselves I need to see you in my office." She looked over at the crew. "That's a wrap. Nice work." She walked out of the room as the crew started to clean up. I looked over at John, a little confused by what she needed to see us about. It made me wonder if the suspicion I was sensing all along was valid. "What's that all about?" I asked my lover as I stood up to receive a robe from Raoul. ....................... Chapter Twenty-Five Doggett: What a shoot! We'd been given scripts that more or less gave a little dialogue and outlined the story of our blind date but meeting by coincidence beforehand. It said we were instantly chemically attracted to each other then decided to skip our plans and head straight for Monica's home and bedroom and a night of wild sex. Roxanne knew by now that we didn't need so much to work on, our instincts took over whenever we were in close proximity. Wild was the word! I never believed I could ever act that way with a female. My sex life in the past had been good but conservative, with Monica it was beyond my wildest dreams. Something had clicked with us emotionally and sexually that gave me second and third thoughts why I had foolishly waited so long. On the back of my eyelids I played out the morning's scenario. What Monica had done to my body had been exquisite. The pain of the hot wax on my chest and stomach had only been short-lived compared to her oral and tactile exploration afterwards. The feel of her mouth engulfing me and her hot oily hands manipulating me to the brink brought back shivers of pure pleasure. When it had been my turn to reciprocate I had gone feral. To me her body was one big playground letting me play to my heart's content. I remembered back a little concerned that I'd hurt her petite frame as I'd pounded into her against the wall with force. What I was more concerned about was the anal sex. What was I thinking? Never before had I contemplated actually going through with penetration that severe. It was totally right at the time, a logical step forward in our fucking amazing sexual union. I just hoped I hadn't left scars. I now lay buggered out on our bed recuperating while Monica was making a snack in the kitchen. The cool satin sheet draped over my naked form just above my hips exposed my bare chest and abdomen to the cooled air. The gentle hum of the air conditioning lulled me into unconsciousness. Monica still didn't know about Roxanne's concerns and why she had wanted to meet with us in her office after the shoot. She had been less than her bouncy, vibrant self all morning and I'd wondered if Monica had noticed. She had reluctantly but understandably let us have a couple of hours grace to gather our strength before the inquisition. There were several times throughout the morning I was going to talk but something always came up. I was very concerned about her health. She'd been vomiting in the toilet early that morning. Her tiptoeing suggested she didn't want me to hear but it was obvious. She thought I hadn't noticed her trying to hide the extent of her illness but I knew that she'd been as sick as a dog for the past week. I'd admired her for the fact that she could go through the shoot with perfection but from past experience I knew her stamina and resolve. There was more to this illness of hers than she was letting on. Her caginess only added to my curiosity. The last time I remember anyone feeling this way was Barbara when she was pregnant with Luke. She would throw up every morning for the first three months and then it all stopped just as suddenly. Monica was worse than this though; it was lasting well into the day. Each time I approached her on the subject she assured me that the doctor said she would be fine as long as she ate her small meals and drank plenty of fluids. I had to believe her, she would never have cause to deceive me. The niggling thought in the back of my mind told me that if she was pregnant then she mustn't be confiding in me for some reason. A sickening feeling flowed over me. What had Eric and Monica done when I was hanging around Candy? If she'd slept with him and become pregnant that would ruin our whole relationship and the rest of my life. This single act would take away the one thing that was the dearest to me in the whole universe. My love for this woman was more than life itself. I pushed the thought away dismissing it as needless paranoia. Like a slowly progressing disease, it kept rearing its head at inappropriate times. "John, want some of this?" Monica came over to the bed and sat on the edge. She held out a plate of toast and jam and placed a glass of milk on the bedside table. I woke with a start and when I realized what she'd asked I just shook my head really needing the rest. Her fingers traced over the painful red patches on my chest and stomach then went down and kissed each one lightly. "We're going to have to ask Roxanne for danger money." She kissed my lips and I could feel her smile on them. My small chuckles hurt my chest. "Just to think, with all the royalties and money we've made after this shoot we will have made an easy $40 000." "So why is it Monica that you don't want to renew our contract? Wouldn't you like to make more so that we can live comfortably here? We're still not sure when we'll be going back, if we ever do. We may need to stay here for months or even years." Monica's head hung a little and I knew she was thinking. "Is there something you want to tell me about your condition?" Her head sprung up to look in my eyes. "What makes you say that?" She responded a little too quickly. If I didn't know better at that stage I would have known that she was keeping the news from me. "It's just that when Barbara was pregnant she was sick like this." I wanted her to tell me the truth. "John, it's nothing, I told you that." It was something, I knew her better than that but I couldn't force it out of her. My patience was needed until she was ready to talk. As if to take my mind off the topic she helped me sit up against the double pillows and propped herself up near me. "Come on, you need food." She reached for a section of toast with strawberry jam and placed it near my lips. I ate it for her sake even though I wasn't very hungry. When it was all gone she kissed me and licked my lips tasting the remnants of the sweet jam. Her proximity lit an eternal flame in me. How could I be spent from the shoot but as soon as Monica paid attention to my body that spark ignited once more? "I'm sorry." The words appeared automatically. "Sorry, for what?" She lifted the glass of milk to my lips and I drank. Such a simple gesture of feeding me was effectively erasing away all the doubt I had in my mind about her love and devotion to me. Placing the empty glass back she peeled off her clothes and slid under the sheet with me. "Hmmm, this feels so good." She slipped around feeling the softness of the material on her body and then ran her hand over my chest then down tracing my hip and thigh. "And this feels even better," she purred. Her lips trailed over my shoulder leaving a wet line where her tongue had been. "I'm sorry if I hurt you this morning, I was getting a little carried away." "You carried away? You don't know how much you turn me on John." She slithered up to be level with my face and left her hand on my abdomen almost tickling me with her fingers. "You could have done anything at all to me and I would have still come like a volcano." "But aren't you sore? I promise I've never contemplated doing that to anyone before, it just came naturally." "I'm a little sore." Her head moved to my ear and sucked on the lobe and ran her tongue around the ridges. Whispering she continued, "That was the most erotic thing anyone's ever done to me." I was very surprised to hear this. Her wet tongue splashed inside my ear canal, which sent waves rippling down my body. "What was it like for you?" At this point my breathing began to increase and I knew she felt it too. "It was tight and hot and my fingers inside and on you at the same time made it even tighter." Her knee rested on my thighs and her toes traced their way down my legs to my feet. Her slow body movements against me and her quiet breaths were signals she was becoming aroused again. "Hmmm," her breath flowed over my neck and her rumbles vibrated on chest. "Lover, keep talking to me just like that." "What do you want me to say?" This was the first time anyone had been so enthralled with me talking sexy to them except on the odd occasions over the phone. "Something erotic." She blew warm streams on my chin as I felt her hand snake down to between her legs. "Something so sensuous we may never do it in real life." Her body moved in ripples and I felt the back of her hand move against my thigh as she ran her fingers along her labia then slip inside. My hand moved to take over but she swatted it away wordlessly. As I thought, her mouth opened and her tongue licked her lips, her hips rotated on her fingers as a throaty groan came from her mouth. "Surprise me." "Okay, just imagine we're in bed together sleeping. Our bodies are nude just lightly covered by a single silk sheet. I awake hearing a sound. The first instinct is to look at the clock. It's 3.30 am. Then there is movement in the room and a hand goes over my mouth and I hear a whisper that is not yours. 'Just cooperate and no one will be hurt.' "Who is it?" Monica asked almost in a daze. Her finger movements were still slow and deliberate. "In the dim light I make it out to be 'Antony' from Club Ra. I remember you liked his muscled form. In this fantasy would you like him to do you while I watch?" My voice was sandy and quiet. Her chest heaved out and her fingers went deeper, she didn't need to reply. "He saw you at the club and liked what he saw. He wants to fuck you Monica. Will you let him?" "Y..e...sss." This was reason to go on. "While I look on next to you he pulls back the covers to see your naked form and runs his hand down your arm then over your butt and traces his finger in your crack. You roll onto your back and he handles your breasts with both hands kneading them mercilessly. He looks over to me and chuckles, 'You have a fine woman here but she needs to be shared. I'm going to take this sexy bitch while you watch.'" Monica groaned loudly and moved her legs further apart. I was tempted to lay my fingers with hers but was getting extra sexual enjoyment from watching her touch herself. "He then kisses you until you are fully awake. They are deep wet kisses while his hand roams down to between your legs. Your fingers are his now, slipping in and out, feeling over your very aroused clit." "Are you.... jealous...John?" "No, because I know we're going to have you together. We will both consume you, two bodies inside one." Her gasping was audibly and her nipples were so hard they scratched my skin. "He removes his clothes as you watch. The layers peel away to reveal a very big muscled, tanned body. As his member springs out of his briefs you can't believe it could ever fit inside you. His hand moves yours to feel his stiffness and his readiness to impale you. You imagine him stretching you like elastic while his muscles heave around you. "He rolls you onto your stomach and you become even more excited about him doing you on all fours. He reaches for something in the dresser and you then know he's going to fuck you elsewhere." Monica's breathing became so uneven I thought she was going to come then but she seemed to try and calm herself before relaxing a little. "The thought of this massive dick in your still sore ass fills you with the most pleasurable fear you've felt in your life. His oily fingers poke inside you and begin stretching and priming your entrance. He's testing to see how easily his erection will fit inside you." At this point my fingers join hers and I feel just how aroused she is. Her clit is rock hard and I can feel her heat radiating and burning my skin. "Oh..... John." Her writhing next to me was sending messages to my own erection but I knew this act was all for her this time. "He then oils his cock and places the head at your perky small opening. He pushes a little at first testing the boundaries. It's slow going but you deliberately relax your muscles so that the head pops inside. You call out in ecstasy." Her head arched back and her legs opened even wider to allow two fingers to slip inside her and finger fuck. "After waiting a short moment he pushes slowly inside. About a third of the way he pulls out then shoves it in a little further until it suddenly slides right in. You gasp in pain and longing as he pumps you in steady rhythm and growls in his chest. You are hot and tight on his huge dick." Monica was on the verge of ejaculating so I paced the story along. "Then without words he indicates for me to join him. My cock is twitching with desire for you and I wonder what it will be like fucking your cunt while he works on your ass. I sip underneath you and I know you want both of us because you move your hips to meet my pole. Your legs are either side of my hips and his knees are between yours and mine. He slows a little while I find your opening and ram it in. It feels tighter than usual and as he moves I can feel his erection move past mine only millimeters apart. "You now have two dicks fucking you, one in each hole. We match a rhythm, in and out, out and in as your world goes inward into dreamland. You relish the feel of two cocks stuffing you like Christmas turkey and disregard the small amount of pain you feel in you ass." I felt my lover begin to shudder on my fingers and knew by now that she was going to come in a big way. My fingers slipped all over hers then inside her fiery hole. All I wanted to do now was take her by force but this was different. This sex was mind play. "Just as you start coming you feel us both swell more inside you and know we're about to let out our seed. As you feel the waves of erotica you slow to also feel the surges of the two poles deep inside you. The thought of three bodies and three orgasms at once all connected sends you into a frenzy of overwhelming pleasure and you cry out. 'Oh GOD!!!'." "Oh God! FUCK!" "Antony's large hands hold your hips steadfast as he pumps every last bit up your ass. My hands wrap around your waste then feel up and down your back as my dick is totally drained inside you. "As we slip out you feel a torrent down your legs and drip to the sheets. You know your come juices are mixed with ours." As her breathing slowed I felt an overwhelming sense of well being that I had satisfied her once again. Our love making even though frequent was still just improving all the time. It made me think about where we'd be next week or even in the coming months. "John," she finally spoke and my fingers slowly slipped out of her. "Would you really want to do that?" Moving to her ear and kissing it lightly I responded. "I'd never want to share you with anyone. I want you to myself." She wrapped her arms around me and I felt her smile on my chest. "I only want you too. I can never see myself being with anyone else." We hugged tightly confirming our mutual love and contentment with each other until we relaxed and dozed for the next two hours. ................................... "So what does Roxanne want?" I felt guilty I hadn't spoken to her before this but there wasn't time. We traveled along the road to Roxanne's for the meeting she was so keen for us to have. "Do you think she wants to talk about renewing our contracts?" "What will you say to her Mon?" She looked out the window deep in thought. "What if we're in the middle of another six shoot contract and we're called back to DC? We won't be able to just up and leave?" That was correct but I sensed something more to her apprehension. If she was indeed pregnant, which she would have told me, then I understood this reluctance to be bound in a contract. It felt like acid in my stomach when I thought about the possibility that Eric had knocked her up. I vowed the next time I got him alone I'd quiz him. I'd get it out of him no matter what. My jaw clenched just thinking about it. On the other hand I wouldn't blame Monica if she had slept with him. I was acting like an ass hanging around Candy like I did. Even if Eric had gone as far as I had I would be devastated. "We should consider renewing, we're going to still need money to live here. You must admit what we're doing is easy money. Unless you want to be a cocktail waitress and I could be a bodyguard?" "Nah!" We both said together and laughed. She placed a hand on my knee and rubbed my thigh. "John, I don't know what I'd do if we'd been separated back in the desert." Her hand rested on my forearm and squeezed. "I would have missed you so much and been sick wondering what had happened to you." "Me too Mon, I'm glad we're together." My eyes met hers and we both smiled contentedly. ...................... Chapter Twenty-Six Doggett: As we pulled up to Roxanne's front gate there wasn't much time left to plant the seed in her mind what our boss knew about Eric. "Mon?" "Yes?" "Roxanne knows Eric is FBI." Monica began to talk then stayed quiet for a while possibly thinking about the times they could have been overheard in conversation. "Do you think she overheard us talking?" "No doubt someone overheard something. I think we need to come clean with her. If she's heard snippets of misinformation it could be more dangerous for us than not knowing anything." We'd reached the front entrance and my partner unlocked her seatbelt. Going around to open Monica's door I was taken with the scenery. In the past week I had been too reoccupied, I hadn't had time to see the striking building and grounds. Roxanne lived in a true mansion. It was a stone building two stories high with a red tile roof. It was Mediterranean in style and sprawled out wide and I knew it was longer at the back than it was wide. The front doors were giant wood carved monstrosities. The driveway was circular and paved with impressive saltillo tiles. It curved around a copse of medium height trees made up of many weeping willows, pines and taller palms. The main road was one hundred yards away behind a tall stucco fence that kept out the public's roving eye. Many colored fragrant flowers were planted around the edge of the drive and were also displayed in large pots near and around the front entrance. It was a sunny, hot day with a clear blue sky. The air was hot but pleasant and the atmosphere was quiet and tranquil. I breathed in all the calmness I could and opened the door for my lover. Lifting her by the hand we made eye contact and both knew that the next few hours could mean either our cover was blown or Roxanne would offer to continue keeping us safe. My arm found a path around Monica's waist as we once more made out way into Roxanne's realm. "Come, I'm Jeremy, Ms Derrik is expecting you by the pool." So this was Roxanne's second bodyguard. Where was Devin? Maybe it was his day off. We nodded and followed him down a long hallway with glass windows down one side opening onto the vast courtyard with the fountain we had done one of our shoots. The ground was cover in pale pink concrete paving that matched the heavy outdoor bench seats. The vegetation was lush and I began to wonder how many gardeners were on Roxanne's payroll. My insides went to jelly thinking about how we had made love there in that fountain and how I'd wanted my lover so much all day. We passed through another chamber with a vaulted ceiling two stories high. Up above, the ceiling was painted very much like the Sisteen Chapel in Rome, in pastels of biblical scenes. Riches were shown in the myriad of original gold-framed paintings and the antique furniture scattered along the walls. To the left was a door leading to one huge room and to the right was another long corridor off which were many rooms. At the end was a staircase leading to upstairs. We came to another courtyard that had the pool. It was large, crystal clear blue and kidney shaped. One part was marked off with lanes for swimming laps. There was a spattering of cabanas with opulent pool furniture. Once again the vegetation was lush and colorful giving the atmosphere a tropical yet cooling feeling. "Ms Derrik will see you now." Jeremy sounded more formal than Devin. It seemed Devin might have been more of a confidante than a servant. My mind went back to the feeling on various occasions that we may have been overheard. What had Devin told Roxanne? She must know my name wasn't di Salvo. "Ahh my dynamic duo. Come." She stood and ushered us to two adjacent deck chairs. She had on a very sexy purple two-piece that showed off her tanned body and curves I'd seen before naked. I knew what Eric saw in her but for the life of me what did this strong, wealthy sexy woman see an that jerk? "Have you brought swim wear?" "We were under the impression that this was a more formal meeting." "Well darlings it was." She turned her attention to her bodyguard who was waiting by the pool courtyard entrance. "Would you find Raoul for me Jeremy and tell him to get these two some swimwear?" He nodded and left. She continued, her attention focusing on us, "But the figures just came in for your first five shoots and you two are sizzling. I had a call from Playboy and they were trying to buy out your contract." She sat down on her lounge as we sat. "Seems they'd not seen anything like you two before, two sexy, hot, couples who obviously love each other and have electricity in bed together, not to mention your acting talents." We were in two minds what to think. We'd made good money with only one shoot to go to fulfill our promise. Maybe this was enough to tide us over until we were needed back in DC. On the other hand we shouldn't burn our bridges. Roxanne continued but in a more serious tone, "Before we talk further about any future associations you two need to come clean with me." "Come clean?" Monica questioned and I was about to say the same. How much did Roxanne know? I just knew we'd have to broach this subject just not in such a pleasant setting. "I know everything but I was wondering how much you'd like to tell me." I'd thought as much. What had Roxanne done to Eric in bed to get him talking? "It was that dumb shit Eric, wasn't it?" "That 'dumb shit' happens to be my lover John di Salvo or is it John Doggett?" My limbs went numb. So she did know. "Yes. Roxanne." Monica decided to talk but was careful to keep her voice low. "This is my FBI partner John Doggett and I'm special agent Monica Reyes." "Monica!" "It's all right John, she has a right to know for her own safety." "You are damn right about that. How did you think you'd get off keeping something like this from me? I take you in and you deceive me. I trusted you." Did she want us to tell her more than what Eric had said? 'We initially didn't think it mattered, we had new identities and we were just two people looking for work." "Hmm John, when Devin came to me mentioning your slip up on the phone I had to snoop. It's probably just as well for you that I talked to Eric before investigating online. That's what he assured me. I still find it difficult to get my mind around these aliens he mentions." "Well they are out there and they are powerful and dangerous. We are just waiting for our contacts to tell us there's a way to defeat them and then we need to go back to our homes in DC." Monica divulged more than I would have said. "I have to see these aliens of yours with my own eyes, I hope you understand that. I just wish you'd come clean sooner. So what happens now?" "We're happy to do our final shoot. After that we're not sure what may happen." Roxanne's reaction to our deception was surprisingly calm. Maybe she'd had a chance to mull over the events before confronting us. "All right, taking into account this altered situation and in the light of the outside demand for your talents I am willing to double your salary if you'll sign up a new contract for six shoots. Think about it, you'll have a further $80 000 in your accounts within two weeks." "Roxanne," Monica interjected. "We may not be able to fulfill six shoots." "Hmm," she pondered. "I am willing to break them up then. Sign up for six. If you're needed in DC go, but come back when all is done and continue here with me." She could see our hesitation. "All right, think about it over night. I want your decision before the final filming the morning after tomorrow." She didn't wait for our response but stood when Raoul came into the courtyard with swimsuits and towels. "Go put these on in the cabana over there. I'm in the mood for swimming." I took the dark green speedos and yellow plush towel from Raoul and waited for Monica. "Go John, I just want a moment with your partner in crime here." As I walked over to get changed I looked over my shoulder and wondered what it could be that Roxanne wanted with Monica and not me. My lover's face was worried and almost looked teary. Was Roxanne just being concerned about Monica's health or was it more? ...................... Chapter Twenty-Seven Eric: I woke up to a crashing sound outside of Roxanne's room. I blinked my eyes a few times and realized that it was very dark outside. I looked at the alarm clock on Roxanne's nightstand to see that it was somewhere around eleven at night. I stood up and put on my shirt and jeans and then opened the door to investigate the sound. Roxanne was nowhere in sight, though I presumed she might have been taking care of some escort business she was having trouble with earlier today. I walked out of the room and headed for the entrance where the crashing noise came from. I didn't see anything of consequence, so I turned back and headed for the back of the house. The closer I got to the back, I began to smell something rank but familiar. When I got to the kitchen the rancid head I discarded into Roxanne's dumpster was on a cutting board in the middle of her kitchen. Behind it was Devin smiling with a very sharp knife in his hand. It appeared as though he had been carving the head open like a turkey and the brains were lying on the counter top. "What the fuck, dude?" I asked with my heart pounding in anticipation. God, that thing smelled so bad I wanted to throw up again. It then dawned on me that Devin had to be a member of the conspiracy and he must have heard every word that we said at Roxanne's last party. It made me wonder who else knew. It only made sense; he was the one acting suspicious. "You have no idea what you got yourself involved with. I can't let you exterminate us...we're the only ones that will outlive you and besides....humans are yesterday's news like the dinosaurs..." He took a swing at me, but I dodged it and hurried back to Roxanne's room for my gun. I was hopping down the hall like a fucking kangaroo, but I had to do it no matter how ridiculous it looked. When I got into the room, I slammed it shut and pulled my gun out of my duffle bag. As I turned around, Devin opened the door and entered with a huge grin on his face. I shot one round into his chest where I thought his heart should be, but that didn't slow him down any. He came at me with a swift blow to my rib cage, sending me into the wall. I gasped for air as I slid down to the floor, but he picked me up by the shirt and hit me again in the cheekbone. That one stunned me as I saw tiny colorful stars before my eyes. Devin turned around and grabbed my laptop from the floor and stood over me. "You're not gonna need this anymore." He said as he smashed it with his hands. Little does he know I back up everything with importance. The laptop fell to the floor in pieces and he grabbed me again, pounding my ribs for the second time. I started tasting blood on my tongue from the heavy beating I was withstanding. My body was in pain enough as it was without his help. He wailed on me some more, and all I could do was mentally call out to Monica...if she could only hear me... ........................................ Reyes: It was late at night and I was restless. I had been tossing and turning all night with issues swarming around my mind. Issues that involved me and John, Eric, our safety here, the suspicious aura I could read from Devin at the party...Fear was fueling my waking consciousness and it would not let go of me. The Club Ra shoot had gone extremely well and I was proud of my self that I didn't hurl over any of the extras that were on the dance floor. The actual adult portion of the shoot was exhausting for both of us, yet I was lying here wide-awake. My mind wandered over to Gibson, Mulder, and Scully: Were they safe? Did they feel safe? I wasn't sure that we were, I wasn't sure what kind of reason I was going to give Roxanne for not renewing our contracts, and I wasn't sure what I was going to tell John when I actually tell him the truth about what is going on in my body. I felt John's hand lightly touch my stomach as he rolled over, placing his arm around me. I was flat on my back staring at the ceiling, noticing that whomever was here before us liked that glow in the dark model paint that could only be seen at night. It kind of looked like stars in the sky from an abstract point of view, I suppose. I looked over at John as he slept peacefully and nuzzled his face with mine. He stirred slightly, but remained asleep. I closed my eyes to try and force myself into the unconscious realm of sleep, but that was soon quelled by John's hand wandering down my stomach to my labia. I gasped and my reaction must have waked him slightly. He felt my clit and rubbed it gently causing my desire to heat up and wetness to flow out of me. I looked at him and his head remained on the pillow...was he still sleeping. I writhed at his touch, my hips heaving into his hand. I rolled over to my side and his hand remained tasking at its work. I could feel him growing into my back and his breathing was long and heavy. His fingers found my wetness and slid inside of me with slow in and out movements like what was done at Roxanne's. I forced my self to control my breathing using Yoga meditation breaths so I could ride this out. I knew I could have a long and powerful orgasm if I kept that up. Question was: Could John keep up? "Jo-hn," I said in a broken whisper, "John..." "Hmmm?" He asked as he raised his head. "What are you doing?" I exhaled long and slow. "I wanna make you scream," he growled into my ear and then nibbled on it with his teeth. His fingers inside me were building up so much pressure I had a hard time not coming all over his hand. I could feel my juices oozing from my burning desire for him. My back arched into him and my chest heaved as he ground his hardness into my back. Small whimpers starting coming from the back of my throat as if it were a warning sign of me warming up to the overture to come. John kissed my neck and I turned my head as far as I could to face him and our tongues met in the darkness of the night. We broke off the kiss and John moved out from behind me as I went to my back. John pushed the covers off of the bed and I opened up to him, waiting for his throbbing intrusion. "What are you waiting for?" I groaned trying to whisper to him. He started with kisses on my ankles, then moved up my legs with licking and kisses on one and his hand chasing up the other until he reached my throbbing, wet center. He dug his teeth into my hipbone, gnawing on it like a dog chewing on a bone. He licked the crevice between my labia and my thigh making me jump a little because it tickled. I felt a smile on his lips as he kissed the area again lightly and his tongue went right to my swollen clit. I felt my whole body heave and I took a long breath in and held onto it. This was better than before and was the most magical sensation I have ever felt. I almost felt weightless again from the euphoria John was giving me. I started breathing again; only I noticed my vocal chords were starting to chime in a little more and more each stroke over my clit. John attacked me with his tongue, pressing hard with each motion. He suckled and savored me as I tightly gripped the bed sheets keeping my body down to the bed. I could feel myself approaching the shores of Avalon when he stopped dead in his tracks, leaving me so anxious and pumped up I thought my heart was going to blow a valve. He slowly moved up my body, his lips barely touching my skin as his breath bounced off leaving me chilled to the core. When he reached my neck he kissed it with vicious resolve, biting and tugging wherever he could. My fingers went to his hair, tussling it endlessly. When he arrived at my lips he approached with an open mouth and I was ready for him. Our tongues pushed past one another in a fight for control, consuming one another. I growled into John's throat and that seemed to make him want more and more. "Fuck me, John. As hard as you can," I groaned into his ear as I felt his erection tease at my opening. He pushed into me with all of his weight and force. My eyes rolled back into my head as the pressure and the pleasure were overbearing. I loved how he controlled me. I loved his empowerment. He went up and down in hard, controlled thrusts into my wet, slippery cavity. My head arched back into my pillow and he kissed my neck, his hands massaging my nipples sending wave after wave of excitement through my body. He then moved his hands to each side of me, bracing himself. I could feel him swelling up to a boiling point, putting more pressure into me. I gritted my teeth for a few seconds, fighting the orgasm that wanted to flee from my body. It was building up: the most powerful and forceful orgasm I could ever have with the man of my dreams. As I felt it take hold of my body, I felt something in the air. Something cold; horrible. John kept pumping away as my orgasm was still in play. The pressure went straight to my head, making me feel like I was going to burst several blood vessels in my brain. The more I came, the more I screamed. One after another, my clit quivered out orgasms like aftershocks of an earthquake. I went from seeing the ceiling to Eric's face; it was broken, beaten severely. I could hear him calling for me...he was in trouble...I closed my eyes to fight off this horrible vision in the middle of my climax, but it was no use. My screams of passion went to screams of fear. I could see Devin's face and feel his presence in the room with me it seemed like. My first reaction was to try and find my gun, but John started to come in the middle of my climax marathon. I tried to squirm out from under him and began to hyperventilate from the evil I was sensing in our bedroom. "John," I said panicked, "John, get up!" He pushed off of me with a frustrated look on his face. "What? What's wrong?" He asked between breaths. I jumped off of the bed and grabbed some clothes from my dresser. "Eric's in trouble." I put my shirt on then my jeans. "In the middle of sex...Eric's in trouble...You feeling guilty about something I don't know about?" he inquired. I put my boots on and got my gun out of the top drawer of the dresser. "Look, I can't explain it. Could you for once go on my instincts?" I didn't really have the patience to deal with his black and white, by the book street cop attitude. "Okay, fine." He sounded pissed, but I didn't care. He put some jeans and a tee shirt on with his Nikes. I put my holster on the backside of my jeans and placed my pistol inside. I was going over to Roxanne's armed and ready. I nearly tripped over the parcel that Eric left with John as I made my way downstairs with John following behind with truck keys in hand. We got in, opened the garage door and were on the way to see if Eric was all right. ............................................... When we got to Roxanne's we approached the security gate. Dave waved us by and we rushed to the back and parked. I jumped out of the truck and ran to the door. It was locked, so I gave it a good kick and it loosened it a little, but not much. "Would you slow down for just a second?" John asked with his index finger pointing up to the air. "How do you know? For all I know you were just dreaming about the prick." That was it. Screw it. I took my gun from my holster and shot three rounds into the lock and the door was open. I shook my head as I entered Roxanne's with extreme caution and my weapon ready. She was nowhere to be seen, but I could hear some yelling and crashing toward the back where Roxanne's room was. John and I looked at each other and we ran down the hall to her room where the door was closed. I could hear Devin and Eric's voice. "You shouldn't be tapping into something you can't control, little man," I heard Devin say as I heard him punch Eric. Eric groaned in pain and it sounded like he was having trouble breathing. John waved me back away from the door and he positioned himself in front like he was going to kick the door down. We counted to three and John kicked the door off of its hinges and I came around inside and emptied my clip into Devin's back. Much to my amazement, it didn't even make the motherfucker flinch. He grabbed me by the arm and threw me across the room into the wall; hitting my head so hard it stunned me. I hit the floor trying to ascertain which way was up. I heard more gunshots as I pulled myself up from the floor. Devin was laughing, as he knew we were no match for him. Eric was fiddling with something on the floor as Devin and John were scrapping next to him. He didn't look too well, his face was bruised and bloodied and his movements were even slower than before. Then I could hear Roxanne's voice coming from the hallway. "What the fuck is going on?" She stood in the doorway with Dave and his gun was drawn, but Eric beat him to the final blow. "Here, tough guy, handle this," he said as he jabbed Devin's leg with a hypodermic needle and pushed some sort of fluid into him. Devin shrieked in pain as he grabbed the needle and pulled it from his leg. "Say hello to your friends in hell for me, you mother fucking ape." Devin's body started to decompose like Rohrer's did in New Mexico except he didn't fly into the wall. He just decomposed into a slimy heap on the floor. "What the fuck?" was the last thing I remember Roxanne saying as my head started spinning and then everything went black. Eric: I sat up next to Devin's grotesque remains and let a deep breath out. My heart was pounding a million miles an hour from having the shit beat out of me yet all of my actions seemed to be happening in slow motion. Monica lay still on the floor across from me and I crawled over to her despite how bad my whole body hurt. I placed my hand, bloodied knuckles and all, on the side of her face. She was still breathing but out cold. John ran over to her kneeling at the crown of her head. I looked up and Dave was still in shock of what he saw, his mouth hanging open enough to catch flies. "Believe me now?" I asked as I looked up to Roxanne, whose eyes were as wide as silver dollars. "Uh...umm...I better call an ambulance..." she replied as she pointed to Monica and myself and left the room. I shook my head and looked over to the pieces of my smashed laptop. "Tell me you have back up copies," John urged. I pulled out two CD's from between the mattresses on the bed and held them up. John sighed in relief and gave me a pat on my good shoulder. He ran his fingers through Monica's hair, still probably clueless to how sensitive her condition really was. She was too fragile to be thrown around like a rag doll right now. The thought of it made it difficult for me to breathe because her boyfriend isn't exactly the type who would take this sort of news well. If it were mine I would be thrilled to death; at least I wasn't so calloused about things like he was. "You okay, Eric?" John asked. "Don't bother me with your bullshit concerns, okay John?" I responded back annoyed. I sat back against the wall and closed my eyes for a moment. I heard Roxanne come back into the room. "They're on their way here. What are we gonna do about that?" She gestured over to her former bodyguard. "We clean it up and make like it never happened." John ordered. "What? We can't hide that from the police." She was starting to lose her composure. "What are they going to do, Roxanne? They're not gonna believe us, anyway. And when this gets draped all over the media more like him will come out this way and kill us all. Do you really want that?" I stated in a convincing manner. "We should probably start by leaving this room and moving her so the EMT's don't see it." "What about Dave?" John asked. "He just quit," Roxanne said. John picked up Monica and moved her out of the room and Roxy and I followed behind. I stopped into the bathroom and cleaned myself up, not wanting to explain to the police again why I was a target for another violent crime. I looked at myself in the mirror and noticed some swelling on my cheekbone under my eye. That should bruise nicely soon. When I was done washing the blood away from my face and hands, I toweled myself down and felt a light touch at my back. It was Roxanne. "I'm sorry," she said softly. "Don't be. It takes real convincing like that for someone to believe something this wild." I turned to face her and wrapped my arms around her tight waist. I could feel my ribs throbbing from where Devin had hit me a couple of times but shook off the pain as something else in my body woke up in this woman's embrace. I nuzzled her neck, taking in the sweet scent of her hair and I kissed her flesh lightly. John came to the doorway looking anxious. "They're here. They just loaded Monica into the ambulance. I'm gonna follow behind 'em in the truck." He said. "I'm going with you," I told him. "You up for that?" "Don't fuckin' argue with me, okay? She's special to me, too. Now let's fucking go." I was tired, I was in pain, and I was about to punch this fucking asshole out. If he only knew the half of it. Roxanne looked at me in awe that I could talk to anyone like that. "Why don't you ride in the ambulance with Monica, babe?" I said to her calmly. She nodded and left, brushing past John. I looked at him and I put a clean shirt on, walking out towards the exit with him behind me. ............................................................... Chapter Twenty-Eight Eric: We drove down Flamingo Road and I kept my eyes forward and my mind on Monica's health. I could see out of the corner of my eye that John kept peering over at me, searching for some kind of answer. "Take a picture, shithead. Lasts longer." I mumbled. "Okay, now that we're on a first name basis with each other, there's something I need to know from you, you smart ass prick." John's New York accent was really starting to come out. "I know you know something. I know that the two of you have been hiding something from me and I want to know what it is." "I don't know what you're talking about." I shook my head to brush it off. This was a conversation he should be having with Monica and not me. I did not want to tell him. John grabbed me by the shirt and his lip curled. "Don't lie to me, you son of a bitch. What are you two hiding?" "You should be a little more concerned with her health right now, John. She really shouldn't be getting roughed up like she was a while ago." That was all I could say without coming out and saying it. "What are you talking about?" Great. The guessing game wasn't going to work. "Monica's pregnant." John turned into the Key Largo Hotel and slammed on the brakes, hanging me in the seatbelt hard enough to gag me. He got out and came over to my side. As I was catching my breath, he opened the door, unlatched the seat belt and pulled me out of the truck by the front of my shirt. He then slammed me upright into the side of the truck bed, hitting my bad shoulder. I yelped in pain and felt tears coming to my eyes from the indescribable pain. "It's yours, isn't it? That's what you have been hiding from me all along, right? You fucked her, didn't you?" John yelled. "I should finish the job for Devin and kick your ass right now!" I had enough of this crap. I punched John in the balls with my good hand, causing him to double over and hit him again with an uppercut that sent him to the pavement. "Get off of your jealousy trip, you cocksucker!" I spat at him. He sat up, blood drizzling from his lower lip. "I kept my pants on the entire time I was around Monica, dickhead. It's not mine, it's yours. So why don't you get up off of your sorry ass and make sure that she is okay?" I it was me who was yelling and I started to attract attention from patrons walking in and out of the hotel. I bent down and helped John up, sitting him into the passenger seat of the truck. I got in the driver's side and drove us the rest of the way there, bewilderment strewn across John's face. ........................ Doggett: My face was red and every muscle in my body tensed as I fidgeted in the passenger seat of Eric's truck on the way to the hospital to see Monica. He'd just told me he'd kept his clothes on when he was with my lover but I couldn't trust this shithead as far as I could throw him. So Monica was pregnant after all. How could she be if she said she was taking precautions? Why wouldn't she just tell me? Anger welled up inside me making me want to just punch Eric's lights out. The fact that she'd told Eric this private news and not me made me even madder. Maybe every man and his dog knew first. I felt stupid in Eric's eyes. "Yes she's pregnant and it's yours." Eric's voice irritated me. "I can tell what's on your mind. You don't believe me." "You spent the night with her. You're telling me you didn't touch her? "Man, there's no denying it, I wanted to badly and if I hadn't taken a few deep breaths and kept zipped up then we may have done the deed. I could tell she was thinking about it too." He was baiting me again but I kept quiet. "You mustn't know what you have or you wouldn't have screwed around with Candy. Are you on vitamins or something? You can't keep it in your pants?" What I did with Candy was none of his business. It was in the past now and I wasn't about to dredge up my mistakes for his benefit. "Okay, so it's none of my business but if Candy turns up pregnant too then you'll be in deeper shit. Fucking two women at once can creep up on you and bite you in the ass." He was luring me into his sparring match again and I was not prepared to give him that satisfaction. The remainder of the way to the hospital was filled with tense silence, both of us thinking about Monica and what injuries Devin had caused her. Hopefully by now Dave, Jeremy and Roxanne were getting rid of the evidence of Devin's remains. That was something we didn't want to have to explain. As we pulled into the hospital car park Eric sighed. "How did you two know to appear when you did anyway?" "Monica woke up having a strong feeling that you were in trouble so we came straight over." He chuckled, "She was always the one who'd warn me when I was putting neck in too deep. Well I'm going to have to thank her personally. I would have been mince meat if you hadn't come." The thought of this irritating man through a blender was a tempting proposition but I would never really wish that demise on anyone, not even Eric. Eric was the one who took control, another reason to despise this man. "We're looking for Ms Monica Rossi, she was brought here by ambulance recently." The nurse at reception flipped through a few pages. "She's in examination room three but sirs, you'll need to wait over there for now. The doctor will be out when it's time to see her. We have all her details from last time." As we made our way to the waiting area she called out, "Which one of you is her boyfriend?" Eric went to put up is hand but then just as quickly pointed to me and said, "He is!' Just another reason why this man was a menace. We sat about forty-five minutes with two empty chairs between us. My mind was beginning to worry why they were taking so long when a doctor called out our names. "Mr. Duarte, Mr. di Salvo?" We both stood simultaneously but this time I took the lead. "Yes, doctor, how is she?" "Well she has had a nasty shock to the system." He began to walk and we both followed. This was the same doctor that had diagnosed her hypoglycemia and dehydration last time. "She wouldn't tell me exactly what happened. The injury is too severe just for the fall she said she took. Did either of you two see what occurred?" We looked at each other and shook our heads. Eric spoke, "We heard an almighty crash and came running into the room and there she was on the floor. Maybe she was in a hurry and tripped." "Perhaps, but she is suffering from concussion and there's been some internal bleeding and minor bruising. It's all under control and after a few hours here she should be okay to go home. I have her medicated at the moment but she should be coherent enough to talk." The three of us stopped outside what must have been her room. We were about to enter when the doctor placed a hand on my chest stopping me in my tracks. "She wants to see you Mr. Duarte." Eric looked over at me with an impish face as he entered the room. I felt like following and began to do so but the doctor held me firmly. "Stay here Mr. di Salvo. Just accept her wishes. She's been through trauma to her body and doesn't need any conflict." This doctor must have sensed the tension between Eric and myself. Even though I was fuming that Eric should get to see my girlfriend before me it was probably just as well we weren't both with her at the same time. I needed to talk to her privately. This pregnancy business just had to come out in the open, bodily injuries or not. Never one for biting my nails I found myself with fingers near my teeth. I'd rarely been in a situation where I had to wait this long except on stakeouts. It was too much; my lover was in there talking to a friend instead of me. Wishes or not I wanted to see her. Standing quietly and unnoticed at the door I watched as Eric sat on the bed holding her hand and comforting her as tears streamed down her eyes. "You making her cry now Eric?" What else could I say? Here was this dirt bag comforting Monica instead of me. As she looked towards me I couldn't help but see her quickly wipe her eyes trying to hide her recent crying. Eric let go of her hand, kissed her cheek and whispered something in her ear before passing me on his way to the door. My stare was designed to pierce his smug exterior. It didn't seem to work. He just chuckled and shook his head as he closed the door behind him. "John," she said wearily and held a limp hand out to me. Staying a distance from her I refused to accept her hand and Monica dropped it on the bed looking worried. "Why Monica? Why didn't you tell me?" Her hand stretched to almost touch me but I moved back just out of reach. "Don't do this John." "Do what?" My voice was a little louder. "Not be fucking angry about you keeping a secret from me?" Tears formed in her eyes once more but at that moment I had little sympathy. I had laid my soul bare to her and she had trampled on it. "Fuck Monica! You're pregnant and you kept it from me! Tell me it's Eric's, go on!" Her red-rimmed eyes looked pleadingly into mine. "It's your baby, John." My hands clenched stiffly by my side and lips pursed. "Why did you feel the need to tell every person and his dog and not me? I had to find out from that shit Eric, god damn it!" My voice was louder still. A nurse stuck her head in the door. "Ms. Rossi, is everything okay here?" "Yes, everything is okay." I mentioned firmly. "We're having a conversation, do you mind?" She looked to Monica before she left. "You lied to me Monica. You fucking told me you were protected and now you're pregnant. Tell me how that happens because in that case nothing I learnt in sex education makes sense." "She began sobbing and looked towards the window. My blood pressure soared. "I thought I was." She said almost too quietly to hear. "How Monica? How do you expect us to survive in the current climate with a baby to take care of? There are god damn aliens out there." I gestured to the window. "They're after us. What would happen if they captured and killed us? What would happen to our child then without parents to protect it?" She kept looking into space, everywhere except me. "We thought you might react this way so Eric's offered to take care of me and the baby. He said he was prepared to marry me and bring up the child as his own." "What?!" I almost screamed but immediately lowered my voice looking at the door for signs of any intruders. We needed our privacy now. "You're prepared to marry that prick? Oh my god!" My fingers ran through my hair as I flopped on the end of the bed, stunned. This was just the situation I was worried about happening. Eric had wanted Monica even before I came along on the scene. Was this the way he was going to finally win her over? "Monica, do you love him or me?" I loved her beyond all reason but if she didn't return that love just as intensely then I would have to let her follow her own mind no matter how heart breaking it was for me. I was used to pain in my life, another bitter blow would just add on another layer of the guilt and despair I already heavily bore. The bed creaked and she groaned as she tried to sit up, obviously in pain. It was seeing her vulnerable and in pain as she tried to sit that made me see a little reason. Here was my woman, pregnant with my child, having just suffered painful injuries and I was raising my voice urging her to make a life altering decision. Her eyes were red rimmed and her expression was the saddest I'd ever seen. "Monica," I repeated." It's a simple question, do you love Eric or me?" Just then she doubled over in pain clutching her stomach and groaning loudly. "Monica, what's wrong?" Her whole body began convulsing in pain. "Nurse!" I ran to the door in a panic and yelled, "Nurse! Come quickly, it's Monica!" Two attendants hurriedly entered the room. "What's wrong with her?" They brushed me off as they busily got to work checking her temperature and pulse. The doctor flew past me and pulled back the bed covers. There on the sheets was a trickle of blood that was growing with every passing second. ........................ "What's wrong doctor?" "Mr. Di Salvo, you're going to have to wait outside." With both hands flat on my chest one of the nurses urged me to the door. "You'll only be in the way here. If you care for your friend's health you'll wait outside." I looked over her shoulder to see that Monica had passed out cold on the bed. Eric must have gone because he was nowhere to be seen. I breathed a sigh of relief; he was the last person I wanted to talk to right now. Imagining all the accusations about it being my fault I sat heavily on a nearby chair my face in my hands. I knew it had something to do with me and the guilty stress I'd just placed on her. Why did I have to just blow up like that? Why couldn't I be as calm as Monica often was in grim circumstances? This feeling of helplessness took me back to the three day wait when Luke went missing and to when he'd finally turned up dead in a field. My body tensed so much that my muscles ached. The minutes passed and the layers of self pity accumulated to such a point that I didn't care any more. That was when the sleep I had been deprived of when I'd woken up early to make love to Monica, caught up with me and I leant back closing my eyes, the world going dark. "Mr. di Salvo?" I woke to a nurse gently shaking my shoulder. "Mr. di Salvo. The doctor would like to see you." My head shook away the cobwebs as Monica's doctor came out of the room and sat on the chair beside me. "So you're the father I take it?" I nodded and waited for him to continue. My mind was still a little cloudy. "She is in a very fragile condition. It was a very close call. If she hadn't been at the hospital when this happened it may have been too late to save the baby." "Save the baby?" "Yes, it looks like the trauma of the fall may have caused the body to start rejecting the fetus. We've counteracted that situation for now." "For now?" My mind was still confused, especially when I began to feel remorse. Before I was angry about the fact that I would be having a child when I had no say in the matter but when there was a chance of losing it my feelings were changing. Did I really want this child after all? "For the next few days she will need some TLC if this pregnancy is to last full term. Are you able to look after her Mr. di Salvo?" "John." "John. That's a strong woman you have there and in just over eight months time you will have a beautiful, healthy baby son or daughter. You should be proud." I was beginning to feel pleased. Even if it wasn't my decision it was still my child, a child I thought I'd never have the chance to have again. I nodded as he smiled and began to walk away. A whole gamut of emotions I had experienced that day, ecstasy, surprise, fear, anger, frustration and now I was feeling a little nervous about how Monica would respond to the question I had now made up my mind to ask. "You can see her now." One nurse must have seen me deep in thought. She looked pale but alert. My heart was full of love seeing my woman sitting up in bed and looking at me as though I was the only one in the world. I sat on the bed near her and took her warm hand in mine. "I want to answer your question now." My mind was a little surprised. I hadn't even asked her anything and then I remembered what I'd stated before the worrying event. "Do I love you or Eric? That should be obvious John. Who's been sharing my bed for the past weeks? Who has had total access to my body? Only you John and no one else. How can someone who has made love to me so exquisitely even have doubt whom I love?" My heart swelled at her admission. "John, I've been thinking. I'm going to have this baby with or without you. I'm pregnant and I can't change that now, I don't want to change that. This is our child I am carrying and even though the world is harsh we have to have faith that there is hope out there for a better future." I found myself smiling and nodding but let her continue talking. I had ranted and raved enough. "If you don't or can't raise this child then I will try to accept that and do it alone but I just have to say that I love you more than anything in this world and I want you to love this baby as much as you've shown you love me." Her words were honey on my ears and I knew now was the right time to ask her the question that had been on my mind recently and especially so in the waiting room waiting for Monica's diagnosis. I kissed her hand and then her cheek brushing my lips over her nose down to her mouth. She opened her lips immediately and wrapped her arms around me pulling me in more closely. Still in the comfort of her embrace I spoke, "Monica, I love you very much and I want to spend every waking and sleeping moment with you and our baby. Will you marry me?" ........................ Reyes: My heart sank when he asked me that. Marry him? I knew I loved him, but this was all coming too suddenly for me to absorb all at once. I was willing to have this child out of wedlock first to be sure everything worked out, but I think John was feeling guilty and wanted to do the right thing. "John-" I started as I shook my head. "Monica, I'm serious. I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you." He pleaded. He ran his thumb over my knuckles affectionately. "I don't want you to feel pressured into thinking that marriage is the right thing to do." "Monica, I'm not feeling pressured. I love you. I always will. I always have since the first day I saw you." He paused for a moment and gently squeezed my hand. "You told me the night of your car accident I was loyal and I couldn't disappoint anyone. I know I have disappointed you once already; I don't wanna do that again. I want to be all of those things for you and more than that." He bent down and nuzzled my cheek with his. "Please let me love you forever..." He whispered into my ear. I wrapped my arms around him once more and pulled him in tight. I felt tears drip down onto my shoulder and he sighed. My mind was filled with confusion and doubt yet I could not see myself with any other man but him. I loved John beyond comprehension but I didn't want to jump into anything prematurely, either. My body had been through quite a shock and I didn't want my decision to be based on my fatigue combined with pain medication. "John, I don't want to make that decision yet. It wouldn't be fair to either of us." John pulled back and gave me a confused look. "What do you mean? You don't want to marry me?" I was almost willing to bet Eric's name was going to come up again, but it didn't. "I mean I don't want to make a life altering choice while tired and medicated. Can you understand?" I looked at him with pleading eyes that I could barely keep open. "I love you so much John I can't put words to any of it. Please don't pressure me, okay?" His eyes went serene and understanding as he set my hand on my stomach. "I'll let you get some sleep. I love you." He bent down and his lips touched mine in a gentle kiss. "Where are you going?" I asked in a whisper. "To find Eric. He is probably trying to find a Red Bull machine someplace. I'll be back soon." John caressed my face and I quickly fell into a much- needed slumber. ................... Chapter Twenty-Nine Eric: I finally found the cafeteria in this damned hospital. I was so tired from having the shit beat out of me I could barely function for the moment. Thankfully I am not the only Red Bull addict in Las Vegas and they had a refrigerator full of the stuff. Must be for the ER doctors that live here nightly. I grabbed one and dashed to the cashier to pay for it as I looked up and saw Roxanne coming towards me from the entrance. I popped the can open and paid the cashier, taking the whole can down in one gulp. I tossed the empty can into the trash and met Roxanne with open arms. "Did you get back to your place alright?" I asked her as I wrapped my arms around her firm body. "Yes, I came back with the Excursion in case they were releasing Monica tonight." Roxanne placed a warm kiss to my lips that tasted ever so sweet. "What's going on, Eric? I am really worried now." I wasn't sure how to reply to that. I wasn't sure if she would be ready for the complete truth starting from 1947's Roswell crash. I couldn't hide it from her; I found that out just by being in bed with her. "You remember all of that UFO bullshit about Roswell?" Roxanne pulled back and looked me square in the eyes. "Yes...what about it?" I bent down to whisper in her ear. "It's all true." I pulled away to see her reaction, which was exactly how I expected it to be. "Nah..."She tilted her head to the side and it sunk in. "You're serious?" "The stuff I injected into your body guard is made from a type of metal called magnetite. That is what made the UFO crash to begin with. It's kryptonite to them. The stuff I injected into Devin was made from magnetite found in a quarry in New Mexico...same state and all." "I still don't get where Devin fits into this." "Those aliens have been around longer than we have. All we are is some sort of byproduct from them...they just use us to reproduce and the pictures that I have seen from the DOD are quite gruesome. Almost like in those Aliens movies except this is reality." We started walking down the hall. "In fact, a date has been set for when these fuckers are coming back. The military, FBI, and the CIA have certain super soldiers working to build a secret government for when the invasion occurs, basically leaving the majority of the human race out to dry. That is what Devin was. These super soldiers are part alien to resist any form of infection from the aliens coming back to the earth...you can't kill them unless you have magnetite. You could fill them full of bullet holes and watch them come right back like the liquid guy in Terminator." Roxanne stopped and leaned against the wall, rubbing her temples firmly. "Okay, maybe I didn't want to know. But, I can't dismiss what happened tonight, either. Dave and Jeremy got that whatever it was cleaned up." I leaned into my girl against the wall. "Ever done it in a hospital?" Sex talk had a way of changing subject matter rather quickly. Roxanne grinned and licked my lower lip, which always drove me insane. I looked across the hall and saw a storage room. "Are you sure you'd be up for that?" She asked with concern. I didn't bother to answer and lead her by the hand over to the door when I heard our names being called. It was Johnny Bravo himself. Dammit! "There you are," John said. "Where the hell did you disappear to?" "I needed my Red Bull and pussy fix, which you just interrupted I might add." I shot back. I thought back to when I floored this prick in the parking lot and at the time I kind of felt guilty for losing my temper. For that interruption I felt no guilt and felt like doing it again. "Everything taken care of?" John asked Roxanne. She nodded. "Good." "How's Monica?" I asked. That made him twitch. "I wish you'd quit asking me about her." I blew John a kiss in my own sick sarcasm and he rolled his eyes back. "She's fine. Satisfied?" "For now, loverboy. And congratulations, by the way." "So how did they find you?" John asked. "I'm not sure. I can only guess they found me from Devin calling home or something. Between that and the guy from the CIA, I'd have to say that either end could have found me. The question I have is: Do they know about you? I don't care about me. I can disappear. I am good at doing that." I said seriously. "Eric-" Roxanne whined as she placed a hand on my arm. "Don't worry, babe. I will figure something out. I need to find out what their intentions are now. If they know we have the magnetite, they might come out here to wax our asses out of existence. I need to get another computer." I felt a vibration go off in my pocket. I didn't realize that I had brought my X-phone with me. What I found strange was: No one had this number. I looked at John as I took it out of my pocket and answered it. A woman's voice was on the other end. "They know where you are. You have little time to consider options which I have to present to you. We need to meet." The voice said on the other end. "How will I find you?" I asked. "Don't worry. I'll find you." The phone went dead and I put it back in my pocket. "Who was that?" John inquired. "Someone who wants to talk to us. Didn't say whom, what, where, or when. Only that they would find us." "We need to get Monica out of here-" John started. "Wait, John. She's in no condition to be moved right now. This person didn't seem interested in killing us. They seemed interested in discussing options. Be patient and wait it out. That's all we can do for Monica's sake, dig?" John nodded as he turned away and headed back for the ER. ........................... Chapter Thirty Doggett: Standing vigil over Monica's hospital bed was becoming a habit I didn't want continuing, not until she had her baby, our baby. A herd of buffalo hit my stomach thinking about the repercussions of having a baby on the way. This was no time to be looking after a vulnerable infant. There was a silent war to fight, one that only a handful of us could wage. This made it all the more urgent to find a way to defeat these super soldiers and then make plans for the day that the aliens planned to take over the world. I wanted my baby to be safe, to live in a world where he or she was not constantly looking over their backs, one where there was peace and love and stability. Unlike my first, any other child of mine was going to live in a world without threats. My angel looked so beautiful there, her face at peace as she quietly slept. Taking her hand gently in mine I traced down each of her delicate fingers and lingered on the one where one day she would wear my ring. Why did she have doubts? She told me she loved me more than anything, then why did she have to think about it first? Was there something about me that was giving her doubts? A low moan came from her throat and her lips shifted. Her head moved slightly as she stirred herself awake. Lifting her hand I kissed each finger until she was aware of the room around her. "John, how long?" "How long have I been sitting here? Oh, long enough to know I want to marry the most beautiful, sexy person in the world." Her lips curled and a small laugh came out. As she began to sit up I helped her, she still seemed weak probably from the medication she'd been given. "Are you all right Mon?" "Yes," she sounded tentative. "What's wrong?" The backs of my fingers felt over her soft cheek then pulled back a piece of loose hair behind her ear. "Hold me?" Her arms reached out and connected with mine. Her head rested in my shoulder and I could feel her sobbing through the fabric of my jacket. Letting her talk first I waited until she had let it all out. "John, I was considering terminating this pregnancy." She would have felt me restless. "Why would you consider something so drastic?" "I wasn't so sure you would want another child John, not after Luke." Her head stilled and I knew my response to this was all-important. "You should have told me Monica. I had the right to know even before anyone else. You don't know what went through my mind when that shit Eric told me." It was her turn to fidget and I knew I'd hit a nerve. I wanted it to hurt; she must know that this was a joint decision even though it was her body bearing our child. "If the child was his I don't know if I could have forgiven you Mon." "I'm so sorry." There was a small sniffle on my shoulder then she lifted her head to look into my eyes. Even though she'd been crying they sparkled with remorseful love. "I had all these doubts that you would reject me and the baby. Believe me I didn't plan this, I would have waited and made it a joint decision." My hand went to her face and with my thumb I wiped away a lone tear. My fingers combed her soft hair and I smiled knowing I loved this woman with all my heart. "I would never reject you Monica. I want this baby inside of you. I want us to be a family. Let's make it official. Stuff all this alien crap for now. Please marry me here in Las Vegas." "John I was just worried that you were only asking because you thought it the honorable thing to do." "I've been thinking about this for a long time now. I feel it's right. It's the most natural feeling I've had in my whole life. Marry me Monica." Her face lit up like a thousand light bulbs and she wrapped her arms around me in a tight squeeze. Her lips brushed my ear as she spoke. "Yes John, I'll marry you. As soon as I get out of here let's look for a place." We clung together kissing and hugging. Her lips were the softest I'd felt. I hadn't realized how much I'd missed her embraces. "You're up Ms. Rossi." The deep voice of the doctor filled the room. I sat back letting go of my fianc. "How are you feeling now?" He checked her forehead temperature and looked across to me as he got out his stethoscope. "So how so you feel about being a father? I have three of my own." I nodded as I thought, "I'm used to it now." My smile was reassuring to my lover. "Any more pain or bleeding?" He turned his attention to his patient. "No, I feel fine." As he listened to various spots on her chest and back he nodded. "They are a handful but I'd never give them back." "What do you have?" Monica knew the doctor was proud of his family. "Two boys, four and two, and a girl, six months. So you two getting married? I have an instinct about these things." His eyebrows rose. "Yes." We both said together and laughed. "Well congratulations, on both counts." He pulled back the bedcovers. "Do you mind? I need to check your stomach." Monica lay back feeling a little uncomfortable. His hands felt over her abdomen and he once again nodded. "Looks like you'll be able to go home soon. The baby's doing fine." He placed the bedcovers back and looked across to me. "Now you look after her. She needs TLC for the next few days and no sex." I looked up alarmed at his last statement. He laughed heartily. "Only joking, I love seeing people's reactions to that one. In fact sex is very important. Go at it all you want. It makes a difficult pregnancy easier to deal with." "Difficult pregnancy?" Monica was concerned. "This may be the last of your worries but if anything should happen I'll be here. In just over eight months time you will be welcoming a precious new life into the world." He smiled again and began to leave. "When can she go home?" I needed to know. "We'll keep her here overnight then tomorrow morning if all is still well you may take her." As the doctor left Eric and Roxanne entered the room. .............................. I wasn't in the mood to be in Eric's company right then and the Cheshire grin on his face told me that he'd probably cornered Roxanne in a vacant room somewhere. What did he want, two women? Surely he would be content with just Roxanne, she was a beautiful, sexy, powerful, wealthy woman but no, he had to keep his claws sticking into Monica too. Maybe it was just to shit me off! Someone was pacing outside the door and I knew it must be Jeremy. I laughed a little thinking how pissed off Eric would be at Roxanne's bodyguard's continued presence. I was also amused as to the earful Jeremy would be getting and what he actually thought about his boss and her affiliation with this known FBI deserter. I kept those thoughts in my mind, which kept me from slamming the man up against the wall and slapping some sense into him. "Mon," As Eric approached the bed I stood but still kept my hand in hers. "I heard about the baby. Are you okay?" Eric sat on the edge of the bed with his back against me. He knew that riled me up but I kept my fingers linked with Monica's and she squeezed my hand telling me that she was still mine. "The pregnancy's fine. There was a bit of a scare but the doctor says I'm fine to leave tomorrow." As Roxanne moved over and retrieved a chair to sit on I could see a slight furrow in her brow and knew she had concerns. "Monica, you still have one shoot. If you're not up to it just let me know. We can wait a couple of weeks." My fianc looked across to her boss and smiled contentedly. "It's all right Roxanne, give me a couple of days and I'll be fine. I want to do this." "All right, if you think you're up to it." She looked across to Eric but the furrow remained. We still hadn't indicated whether we'd sign up for a second contract and I could tell by Roxanne's stance that she was concerned about Monica's pregnancy affecting our decision. At that moment I began to warm to her. The powerful woman who was used to getting what she wanted no matter what had transposed into a sensitive, concerned friend at this time. I liked that. A few weeks ago I hadn't believed I could make a life away from D.C. and Falls Church but now our new lives seemed so much more exciting. I started to question whether I wanted to go back at all. "Ms. Derrik?" Jeremy's deep voice broke my thoughts. "Two people to see the patient." Roxanne nodded then Jeremy signaled the visitors to enter. "Hello everyone," the voice was unmistakably Candy's. Beside her, their arms linked, was Rocky. Both had big grins and even though I felt pangs of guilt over what had transpired between us they were muffled by the fact that Candy had moved on past me. "Hi," Rocky waved to us all. "Monica, how are you?" A blank look turned serene and I knew her grudge for what I'd done with Candy had softened. One day I may be comfortable to tell her more details but for now she knew I hadn't gone all the way with Candy. "I'm fine. It was a close call bit I'm still pregnant." There was something else on Candy's and Rocky's minds other than Monica's health. "You'll make wonderful parents." Monica must have seen Candy clasp Rocky's hand too and also knew there was another reason they were there. "You have something to tell us, you two?" The couple beamed at each other and Candy held out her left hand to display the two bands, one of gold and the other sporting a sparkling diamond. "We got married last night," Rocky mentioned and clasped her hand again. Roxanne was the first to respond. "That's wonderful you two, congratulations." She gave each of them a hug, then let Eric do the same. Tentatively I also gave her a quick hug and shook Rocky's hand. He looked in my eyes searching for something I tried not to show. He could have Candy, I was not going to interfere. I was just relieved she had moved on from me and I'd left no lasting scars. "So when will you two announce your intentions?" Eric had been unusually quiet up until this point. It bugged me that he could read us so well. Roxanne's whole body turned to us showing her surprised expression. Monica took my hand and said, "Yes, John and myself are also going to be married." She turned to me with a radiant face and I knew she had no doubts about our decision. Out of the corner of my eye I could see Eric biting his lip and inwardly smirked that I had finally won over him. The newly married couple probably hadn't heard, they were in their own world. "Well this and the final shoot of your contract coming up call for a celebration." Roxanne was animated. "Tomorrow night, all of you, it'll be my treat at a favorite restaurant at The Paris." She looked towards Monica. "Will you be up to it honey?" She didn't wait for an answer but rose and headed for the door. "Come on everyone let's give them some privacy. They're going to need all the strength they can muster for their final shoot." .......................... Chapter Thirty-One Doggett: Roxanne took us all to the 'Mon Ami Gabi' restaurant at The Paris Hotel on the strip. This was to celebrate the night before our final shoot. By this time Eric had healed enough to walk without a stick. He was still a little wobbly but Roxanne was always by his side ready to help. I couldn't believe how she put up with that jerk. He was an arrogant, self-absorbed, know-it-all asshole who still had designs on my girl even though he had one of his own. I always remembered his kind at high school, the shit-head smartass who would niggle people until they exploded. No wonder Follmer couldn't stand him. Candy and Rocky had also been invited. Roxanne wanted to thank them for their first porn shoot together, which I'd heard had also taken the market by storm. Candy was one hell of a lover even though I hadn't gone the final step with her. Maybe I had helped her get back together with her true love. The way they acted like a couple of teenagers with each other was a comfort to me. I'd been worried that I'd hurt Candy badly when I'd chosen Monica over her. Roxanne had been right, Candy had moved on from me without any lasting emotional scars. We took a table on the balcony overlooking the street across to the Bellagio and their world famous water display. Monica and myself felt in a very amorous mood that night, more so than usual. Was it the atmosphere of this place, was it the full moon or was it the fact that we'd made a good deal of money from our contract with Roxanne and would still be receiving royalties even after we'd left this job behind. I smiled thinking that Monica would have said it was the effects of the full moon. We couldn't stop touching and looking at each other all through dinner. While Roxanne was discussing Candy's and Rocky's next shoot with Eric listening and eyeing Candy as she did so, we kissed and talked and held hands. Roxanne had also invited us here to chat about our sixth and final shoot for this current contract. We still hadn't given her our final decision on whether we'd renew with her. All this fondling and foreplay of hers at dinner was making me wonder whether we'd make it to dessert before we had to find somewhere to sate our carnal desires. I'd never felt this attracted sexually towards anyone in my whole life and I was beginning to wonder if early forties was actually my sexual peak. Roxanne had seen that Monica seemed a little evasive when it came time to discuss where we went from here. Looking to me I would just give a shrug of the shoulders and a shake of the head and she knew I would work all this out with her sooner or later. That's when our boss had come up with the plan of renewing our contract for one shoot at a time and when we were both ready. I thought that was a brilliant idea but Monica was still uncommitted. With monetary and lifestyle comfort incentives from this, we'd be millionaires within a year and probably own our own home in Vegas. We'd also probably die premature deaths from sex overload. I hadn't felt this sexually active since my late teens and early twenties. I could live comfortably here with Monica for the rest of my days but something was telling me our current lifestyle would end soon. Roxanne turned her attentions to us "Can you two keep your hands off each other for two minutes while we discuss tomorrows shoot?" She smirked across to Eric. I didn't think we could but Monica looked suitably controlled as she told her 'yes'. Eric looked wide-eyed, he knew exactly what was coming up. "We've booked out 'Not Too Naughty' on Fremont Street. We'll pick you up at six a.m. as we need to do our shooting in three hours before their usual opening time, then we'll take you back to my place where we've set up the bedroom scene. You'll love it, lots of old world charm and sexy piped music. Of course you can ad lib the scene there as I know you've capably done before." "So let me get this straight," Monica seemed in control even though she'd whispered to me about ten times later that evening what she would do to me back at our apartment. "We both look around the sex shop for 'toys' that we want to try out?" I interjected all the time looking at her with my 'I don't need any toys to fuck you silly expression'. "Then we take them back to your screen set and try them out?" "I know, you're thinking who the fuck thinks up all these scenarios?" She could definitely read my mind. "I have a team that brainstorms at a meeting once a week then they do a little market research on our site and in a few high profile adult magazines out there." She looked across to Eric and placed her hand on his knee. "I've been known to glean a few ideas from some lovers over the years." She leaned in and kissed Eric full on the lips. We didn't wait for them to finish when we felt the 'lunar' effects again. I didn't even notice what Candy and Rocky were discussing as we moved our faces closer and kissed lightly. There was something about Monica this evening that drew me to her. .................. Candy and Rocky said their goodbyes after dinner. I could tell they were almost as randy as us and had to get back to Candy's hotel before making fools of themselves. All evening we'd heard and seen the Bellagio water display across from our patio table at Mon Ami Gabi. Maybe the romantic mood of the display contributed to our heightened sexual desire for each other. When Eric had suggested going across the road to watch a show first hand we knew that this could spell doom for our control but we had to say 'yes'. Eric linked arms with Roxanne and leant against the railing as they listened to the music and watched the water dance and sway. Monica leant over the railing with me behind her. I wrapped my arms around her tightly and kissed her cheek. "You're beautiful tonight Monica," I whispered quietly so only she could hear. She turned her head and met my mouth with hers and we kissed until they needed air. The crowd around paid no notice as Monica turned to face her lover and kept kissing. The sound of the music and the water drowned out the heavy breathing. "So I'm not beautiful other times?" It was her turn to whisper in my ear. "You're even more gorgeous today because you've become more beautiful every day that I'm with you." The hum of the crowd and the rush of the water around us made me want to keep her cocooned in my arms. "Monica, I love you." My cheek brushed against her face and made me all numb. She had that effect on me. Our lips brushed again. The music played Frank Sinatra's 'The Way You Look Tonight' but we hardly paid attention as we joined bodies. The crowd around us and the strip's traffic sounds were also muffled as we formed our own small world. The atmosphere was our arms hugging, the oceans and tides were the pulsing of our hearts and the population were the tingles that spread to all extremities. The other external sounds were only from distant galaxies. My hips began to move involuntarily as I hardened against her. Monica spread her legs so my crotch could jigsaw with hers. We both moved our hips in unison imaging we were naked in bed together. "I love you too, John." Monica almost deafened me but I knew she was now not so controlled. As the water display reached its climax our noises became more vocal and our bodies mocked sex so convincingly that I knew I could come if I ground into her for too much longer. Just then I felt a strong hand on my shoulder and an authoritative voice. "Pull it out and zip it up dude. What, you guys couldn't get a room? Now you're coming with me." ................ Before we knew what was happening we were shoved in the back of a paddy wagon with a drunk slob. Before the door closed I protested, "Officer, it's not what you think it is!" "I don't know why people like you two want to get their rocks off in a public place." "Look Man, your mistaken!" he just shrugged. "Wait here while I find my partner." He looked serious. I found myself in his shoes remembering back to when I'd been a police officer and had busted people for just the same thing. He slammed the doors and a click of the lock could be heard and footsteps moving away. Monica put her hand on my forearm. "John, it's not worth fighting, we can explain it all at the station." My head shook then I looked down at Monica's hand and smiled up at her. Why was it that when I was with her and heard her voice I calmed down. The smell of the drunk opposite was minimal compared to the stench in this wagon. Just to think I'd thrown people in here without realizing I'd be in here one day myself. "John," her hand went to my face and drew my attention back to her and away from the stench. "They won't find out who we really are." Her hand shifted along my jaw as I momentarily looked back at the drunk. He was out of it and hadn't heard our conversation. She drew my attention back to her serene face that was inches away from mine. "Forget everything that's happening, let's go for the ride." Her eyes searched for and drew out the desire that was still in me. All night I'd been hungry for her and now was no exception. There was the influence of the full moon again, I was in a paddy wagon but I still wanted this woman next to me. We almost started again where we left off by The Bellagio water display. She ran her fingers through my hair then down my neck urging me forward and into her mouth. My hand found her shoulders and eager fingers fell down her back to the rim of her pants and slipped inside edging around to feel her bare skin. All I wanted to do was strip right down and make love to her there and then. She must have felt the same too because the way she kissed me was aggressive. "Oh John, I love you so much," she said as she lifted her leg and straddled me. Neither of us cared if we were caught. Could they really arrest and charge us for kissing? Grinding her crotch into me gave me a massive hard on. I felt her hot and wet for me through our clothes and wished we could be back in our apartment in bed just fucking the whole night long. We would be totally naked by now and giving each other a little bit of ecstasy. The paddy wagon door opened and another drunk man was thrown in. We only stopped for a moment but continued when we saw that he too had passed out. Monica undid my shirt buttons and slipped a hand inside running exploring fingers over my chest. "Oh darling, hmm," the way she played with my pierced nipples sent sparks through my whole body then centered on my already hard erection. I was so tempted to flop it out, strip her and fuck her and was even considering it when we felt the wagon stop and someone walking around to the back. I hadn't even noticed we'd been on our way. The doors opened with a clang and we heard a booming voice, "Okay, everyone out!" When the drunks only stirred, two hefty policemen lifted them up by the shoulders and walked them out. "Come on you two." The original arresting officer looked us up and down and chuckled. "Zip it up and button your shirt, you're really incriminating yourself here." I hadn't even noticed we were in such a state of undress. Any longer and we would have been caught fucking in the back of a police paddy wagon. After we'd done as he'd said Monica took my hand and we followed the officer to the front desk of the police station. "I need to see some identification." Monica spoke as we looked for the fake I.D. cards Eric had made for us. "Look Sir, I'd like to know exactly why we're here. We weren't doing anything wrong." He didn't even look up as he filled out our details on the field report card. "Ms. Rossi, Mr. di Salvo," he looked at our I.D.s then us. "You have been arrested for indecent and lewd behavior in a public place." "Indecency!" Monica took my hand and before I exploded she spoke, "Could you tell us exactly what we were doing? Since when is kissing someone classed as public indecency?" "Your kidding me right? Someone complained you were screwing each other against the railing. Thought you'd get away with it did you? It looked pretty real to me." "What did you see exactly? Were we naked? Did you actually see us do it?" Monica was so calm in this situation when I would have blown up. "We'll see, we have the witness answering questions as we speak." Monica looked around to see if she could see anyone, then looked back up at me and shook her head slightly. "Okay, empty your pockets." We only carried our wallets. "Watches too." He pointed to our arms, ".....and Mr. Di Salvo, you can keep your gun in your pocket." He laughed and chuckled to himself all the way to the holding cell where we were ushered inside. "How long do we have to be here?" I called as he sauntered back after having locked our cell door. "Until someone posts bail for you." "We need to call someone else then as we only got the message machine of our friend." "You should have called someone else then." He smiled smugly then turned to leave for good. I hit the bars with full force then winced at the pain. "John, I'm sure Roxanne will post bail for us when she hears the message you left." She linked her arm with mine and led me to a seat. We sat closely and only then did we see the two drunks who'd accompanied us to the station. They were awake but watched us with faraway eyes. "You're right Mon, I shouldn't be so quick to snap. Roxanne will find us." Just then we heard a commotion at the door and a voice sounding very much like Eric's. "You fucking moron let us go man!" We looked up to see Roxanne and Eric obviously in the same position as we were. Roxanne had a smirk on her face when she saw us. "Thought we might find you in this place." "What are you doing here?" I looked over to see Eric shaking the bars in frustration. "Same as you I suppose, public indecency. We saw you two going for it and we couldn't help ourselves. Screwing is very contagious you know. And don't worry, we'll get off, it's not as though people saw everything." By this stage Eric had calmed enough to join us. "The fucking shits need fucking glasses!" Roxanne placed her arm across his lap. "Eric, this is just a minor hiccup, we'll be out of here shortly." In the distance we heard a door open and I got up to see who it was. "Just a guard, he's got a seat near the door." "Now that would be a boring job, having to sit for hours at a time. I don't feel so sorry for us now." His laughter almost made us feel more at ease. "It doesn't have to be boring." We all looked over to Roxanne who sported a cheeky grin. "Oh? What did you have in mind Roxy, a game of 'I Spy'?" Eric chuckled. She produced something that had been suspended around her neck and hidden under her shirt. "What's that?" To me it looked like a small black box. "It's the latest in digital video cameras. I wasn't about to give this up at the desk. It has some very private footage." She gave Eric a nudge with her elbow and his eyebrows raised. "You're not going to show Candy and, ........?" "No," she interrupted. "I thought maybe we could make our own little porn movie here in this cell." The way she looked across to Monica and me I knew she meant us. "You mean you want Monica and me to put on a show for the camera?" "That's right, live sex in a jail cell, now that would sell like hotcakes." "Oh, I don't know Roxanne, we're already in trouble." Monica was undecided. "Put it this way, I'll make it your sixth and final shoot and won't nag you about renewing. I'll wait until you're ready." It was mighty tempting. One side of me said it wasn't right but the other said it was a way to fulfill our contract and be free of its ties. "Come on John," Monica sidled up to me and ran her fingers along my thigh then across my chest feeling my nipples again. "I've wanted you all evening." She began undoing my buttons and feeling my chest after each one. Her warm mouth kissed my ear and she whispered "This is making me hot for you John." Her tongue traced over the ridges of my ear as her hand finished undoing my buttons and opened the shirt exposing my chest. I knew Roxanne had started filming so decided to put on a show for the camera. With one scoop I lifted Monica's light frame on top of my lap and kissed her heavily as my hands traveled down her back inch by inch to the hem of her shirt. My hands went underneath to feel her satin skin. Without thinking about buttons I pulled her shirt up, over her head and left it inside out on the floor. I hardly heard the gasps and comments from the two drunks who had woken enough to see this free peep show. I hadn't known how incredibly sexy it was to make out in front of an audience especially with a woman who made me exquisitely randy for her anytime and any place. "Oh Monica, you're so sexy." I set her back a little looking her up and down and settling on her touchable breasts. As I undid her bra she took off my shirt leaving us both naked from our pants up. Monica's cries were audible now as I massaged one breast and sucked on the other. She ground her crotch into mine and I knew if I didn't find release this time I would suffer a permanent disability. Here I was again mock fucking her when I wanted it for real. As if reading my mind Monica started to make her own moves and kissed over my face, down my neck and across my chest. Her lips were like hot feathers working their way down my body to that place I knew she would take in her mouth. Through closed lids I felt her undoing my pants, almost willing her to take them off. It was almost painful as she undid the button then unzipped me carefully over the mountain that was my erection. She released me before moving her mouth down to engulf me. Roxanne's camera could be sensed in close up on Monica's mouth leaving glistening trails on my penis. Her tongue hit all the right places almost bringing me to the edge. When I thought I couldn't hold on any longer she let go. She knew me so well by now sensing my imminent release. It was an excruciating wait but I knew for the shoot's sake I had to hold out longer. The two drunks thought they were hallucinating and had to blink constantly to check their vision as Monica peeled my pants down to my ankles and took everything off me. I knew there were many pairs of eyes on us but my lust for this woman kept me focused on her alone. My desire to have her skin against mine was overwhelming. "Go Mon." I heard Eric cheer. "Take it all off." Her fingers traced the rim of her pants as she looked me straight in the eyes. The camera got all the action on tape as she slowly stripped for me. As her pants reached her ankles the drunks couldn't believe their luck at seeing her perfect ass bend over. One of them reached out to touch but Eric got up a swatted him away. I reached out to my angel. "Come here honey." Her naked body looked perfect even in these imperfect surrounds. By this time the guard had joined us all as part of the audience. It wasn't everyday he'd get a free show this sexy in his everyday lackluster job. As Monica straddled me and then sat down slowly on my engorged piece of manhood the guard gasped. All thought of stopping my actions escaped me as I cupped her ass and began pulling her into me closer then ever. The air cooled our hot bodies as Monica bounced on me moaning to herself softly. "Fuck, fuck, fuck.!" Roxanne moved the camera in a sweeping action around us as we became more animated. I had waited for this moment for hours now. It had seemed an eon ago when we had first started our foreplay for this sexual union. The pressure had built up in me and was now at critical, I was ready to erupt. My hands went to her breasts and I squeezed each with equal force and she moaned out expletives. She felt so good on top of me, I couldn't believe after all our sexual activity it all just kept getting better and better. "Come on, you can do it. Give us a show for the camera." I heard Roxanne's voice near my ear. "Go in deep and let it all out. You love this woman and you want to express it with your release deep inside her." Roxanne's words were the catalyst for a massive orgasm. The camera must have been behind my lover when we finally came. My chest heaved so much I thought I'd pass out. Monica's little heart pumped away at the speed of light as she arched back and spasmed on me sending me further over the edge with each pulse. Her pussy sucked me totally dry before her bucking slowed and then she finally fell on top of me nuzzling my neck and cooing. The tiny kisses on my chin displayed her thanks for giving her so much pleasure. My arms encircled her naked, prone form as we sank into a post- coital doze. "Well, these two never cease to disappoint." Roxanne reached across to her own lover. "Please persuade them to do more. I don't know what the problem is but they owe it to their fans." "Leave it to me Roxy." He didn't sound too convincing. Maybe he was thinking of Monica's condition not mixing with the making of adult movies. We'd just dressed when our original arresting officer opened the cell door. "Okay guys, you're outta here." We all looked from one to the other with puzzled expressions. "You have bail." "Who?" I questioned as we followed him out to the front reception. My legs were still a little wobbly but when I saw the person who had freed us my mouth dropped. "Shannon, what are you doing here?" ................. Reyes: The guard opened the door to our cell and the four of us followed Shannon out to the parking lot. She unlocked the doors to a black Expedition and we all got in, occupying the back seats of the SUV. It had been a long time since I had seen this woman and she was even taller in real life the second time around. "How did you find us?" I asked. "Your safety has been compromised. It's only a matter of time before they come out this way and find you. Obviously one of them jumped the gun despite his superior's wishes, but they do know that you are here. The gentleman's head they sent was a warning for you to back off while you are ahead. No pun intended...." She said all of this calmly as she pulled out into the street. "If you are to defeat them you are going to need my help. They have a powerful army and they are taking up their positions in the government. There are more of them around you than you think. I trust you got the package?" She looked up at Eric. "You sent it?" Eric asked in amazement. "No. I am the one that called you. What was sent was only a sample but there is more in New Mexico that will be enough to get rid of them all." It hit me. That quarry we drove out of. That must have been full of the stuff. "But, how do we get the magnetite to the super soldiers?" I asked. "If they are in key positions-" "You make them come to you. Just recently Congress passed a bill allowing nuclear waste from the military and power plants to be dumped at a site called Yucca Mountain about 100 miles northwest of here. Yucca Mountain is nothing but a big volcanic heap in the middle of the desert. As far as when the dumping starts, it could be anytime. They have been toying with this for about fifteen years between Congress and assorted environmentalist groups." Shannon didn't have the chance to complete her thought when Eric and John jumped in. "So, if we wanted the opposition to come to us, we could have them come out there." Eric stated. "And if they are dumping waste, we could dump the ore out there as well...as long as nothing toxic has been dumped there yet. Question is: How do we accomplish that and how do we get them to come out here?" John thought aloud. "If we call the FBI, they'll know where we are. I could install a B-box terminal out there and run a separate line from your place that routes through there...almost like a local loop but if it's traced it'll trace to that location and not your apartment...it's kind of difficult to explain but a trace can so easily be manipulated by a computer we can lure them out there." Eric shot back. "But what do we say to get them there?" I asked. "We tell them we are giving up, I guess." John said as he put his arm around me. "Or tell them that half breeds suck ass," Eric chuckled. "I will need to make a stop at an electronics store so I can buy some supplies to make a viable phone line out there." We were driving along the strip and Shannon dropped us off where we were all arrested several hours before. "I'll be back to find you tomorrow and we'll check out the dump site for activity ." Shannon said. We managed to make our way back to Roxanne's Excursion that was parked behind the Venetian. "Where to now?" she asked. "I want to go home," I said. I was really tired from the events that had unfolded and not in a million years would I have expected to get arrested for indecent exposure. This ought to look really good when I go back to Washington. Roxanne pulled out of the parking lot and drove us back to our apartment complex. "Don't worry about what happened tonight. I have a really good team of lawyers that will make this disappear tomorrow, so don't fret over any court appearances unless it's you two getting hitched in front of a judge." Roxanne told us both. Before I knew it we were back at our place and we both got out. Roxanne rolled down her window. "We'll talk more tomorrow. Come by my place when you get up and moving." Both of us nodded and she drove off with Eric. He was probably going to be in his glory after seeing us get filmed as soon as he got back to her place. John unlocked the front door and I followed him inside. We went upstairs to the bedroom and I just flopped onto the bed. I was extremely exhausted and wanted nothing more than to sleep for twelve hours straight. John lay down next to me and I could smell his sweet scent. As tired as I was I could go for another round of mischief without the help of local law enforcement. I put my arm across his strong chest and felt the muscles through his shirt. He writhed at my touch and his breathing instantly changed from calm to arousal. I didn't need any type of pheromone perfume to help me have repeated arousals for this man. He just had to be near me. "I thought you were tired," John whispered. "There is one part of me that isn't tired...even after what we just went through." My adrenaline had still been flowing from the recent turn of events and it was stimulating a pleasurable part of my body. I was on my stomach, so I went up on one elbow and took my other hand and lightly touched his face. I traced my fingers from his forehead down to his lips and then to this chest. All I could do was worship him like this. I felt passion radiate through my fingertips from his skin as I touched him. It sent tingles throughout my arm and into my chest, causing my heart to pound hard and skip beats. He opened his blue eyes and in the dark I could see them looking deep into me. I continued to rub his chest, but paused for a moment as I threw a leg over him and straddled him. I bent down and kissed him softly on the lips, using my tongue to pry his mouth open so I could taste his breath. The kiss was long, slow, and loving...I could have stayed that way forever. As I inhaled his breath I felt the blood rushing through out my body. I wanted to make long, slow love to him all night if that were at all possible. I could feel a growing bulge in his pants get bigger and bigger as I traced my tongue around his lips. I moved my way down to his neck, tasting his flesh as I kissed and nuzzled him. I couldn't help my addiction to physical affection for him. John gently traced his fingers through my hair and then down my back to the bottom of my shirt. He slowly lifted my shirt over my head and dropped it to the floor. I undid the front of my bra and tossed it across the room and began to undo John's shirt as well, feeling up his chest as much as I could. John trailed his fingers lightly over my breasts sending pleasurable tingles down my spine to my happy spot that always got me into trouble. I threw my head back as I allowed his fingers do the walking and his body do the talking. The light touches and caresses were sending me to another world. He stopped for a moment and took his shirt off completely and we sat staring into each other's eyes. I bent down and kissed him passionately, tongues entwined in heat. I felt blood rushing down to my waist as I could feel myself grow very wet from his loving touches. "Take the rest of your clothes off..."John whispered. I did as he said and got up to remove the rest of my attire. He took the rest of his clothes of as well and I got back into bed, snuggling up close to the man I would soon marry. I draped my arm across the cool flesh on his chest; it felt so soothing to me. I let out a sigh as he guided me back on top of him. He massaged my sides looking deep into my soul, my eyes to his. I coyly looked away. "What's the matter?" "Are you trying to read my mind?" I asked him as I smiled. All of the silence did feel a little funny. "Can't I admire my angel?" he asked as his eyes studied me some more. Those words that came from his lips made my heart pound hard in my chest. It was sincerely sinking in that John was my eternal soul mate. Tears formed in my eyes and they drizzled down my cheeks and bounced off of his chest. "I love you, Monica..." John reached for me and I gave myself to him freely. I kissed his chest, paying close attention to his nipple hardware. His hands gently graced my back almost tickling it was so light. I went down to his stomach, licking and kissing as I looked up into his eyes. The electricity in the room flowed faster than a T-1 connection to the World Wide Web. His dick was very hard for me and begged to be touched. I complied by totally engulfing him. He writhed to my manipulation of him, his breathing hard. I was gentle, using slow and exaggerated movements. The way he responded to me was turning me on to no end, but I didn't care about my own pleasure at the moment. John white knuckled the sheets as my tongued traced around the head of his cock and then down his long shaft. His reactions alone made me hotter and wetter. I could have cared less about foreplay at this moment in time. When I could feel him swell, I mounted him like the Canadian cavalry. He went inside smoothly and I pushed down on him to get full penetration. I watched him close his eyes in ecstasy and his head sunk into the pillow. I let out a deep breath and leaned my head back. I felt John's hands finger my nipples, which set me off. I felt an incredible amount of clitoral pressure when he did that and I thought I would break a blood vessel in my forehead from the intensity of it all. I continued to ride him up and down until I could feel him reach the brink. I arched my back from him, driving him deep. He still had a hold of my nipples and I felt thunder shudder my body as my orgasm freed itself from its captivity. I whispered John's name several times in trance, and he whispered my name as his climax let itself go inside of me. After my quivering had come to a halt, I fell over top of him drained of all strength. .................. Chapter Thirty-Two Eric: I was standing outside at Roxanne's gate when that Shannon woman pulled up in her black Expedition. I didn't catch a good glimpse of her last night but when the tinted window rolled down and I saw her long black hair and blue eyes...she was a lot like Roxanne...except taller...MUCH taller...She got out of her SUV and came up to me. My heart raced at this Amazon woman that was coming into my presence. Her blue eyes stared a hole right through me as I felt Roxanne's hand on my back. I turned around and she stood before me in a sport bra top and short black shorts...SHORT black shorts...I felt all of the blood in my body go from my brain down to my... "I thought you might need one of these after last night," She said in a sexy tone as she handed me a can of Red Bull. Last night...um yes...after all of that action I was surprised I could still get it up. "Thanks, babe..." I mumbled as I took the can from her. When she released the can into my custody, she reached down and grabbed my growing entity. "Just remember that belongs to me..." She whispered into my ear as she tightened her grip. I gasped out loud and she let go and walked away. I turned around to see Shannon standing right in front of me. I crooked my neck up to see her face. "You ready to go?" she asked. "Um...yeah.." I replied as I followed her to the Expedition, looking back at my lover, and then got in the passenger's side. I looked into the back seat and saw a Lucent Technologies company uniform and telecommunications splicing and repair tools. "What are you going to do with those?" I asked as I cracked open the Red Bull and pounded it down in a few seconds. "I was hoping you could get creative. You seem to be the big hacker they are all talking about who has been getting a little slack from the CIA. The uniform is something you will be needing for future reference. First we need to get you a new laptop and pick up Agent Doggett." She kept her eyes on the road as she spoke. And how did she know about my laptop? "How did you know about my dealings with the CIA?" I asked. "Agent Duarte, I was sent here to kill all of you. Devin jumped the gun too soon. He was supposed to wait until there was a real threat to us before doing anything." She looked over at me momentarily and then looked away. When she did that, I could see the alien spine protruding from the back of her neck. My pulse rate tripled. "What the fuck are you?" I asked suspiciously. Right then I thought I was going to get killed. I pulled my gun from the back rim of my pants and pointed it at her head. "Look bitch, I've got this thing loaded with magnetite rounds..don't fuck with me..." "You need to relax. I am on your side. One of the few who can actually help you bring this into motion and to an end. My intention is to help you, not harm you. So, put your weapon away before I twist your arm completely off of your body." Shannon replied calmly as she continued to drive over to John's apartment. I thought about her last statement and slowly put my gun away. My own macho stupidity made me blind to the fact that she could literally take my head off without any effort. I sat back in the seat as Shannon pulled up to John and Monica's apartment. They both came out to the SUV and Monica looked beautiful as ever. A little pale, but still an angel's face. They both got into the backseat and buckled themselves in. "Where to?" John asked. "Laptop," I said, "I need a laptop." "There is a Best Buy down the street," Monica said cheerfully. "That will do," I said. Shannon nodded and drove on. "How are you going to pay for it, Eric?" John asked smartly. I looked back at him with a smirk on my face and pulled out a string of stolen credit cards I had obtained recently before coming to sin city. Shannon parked the truck in the store's parking lot and I jumped out and headed in. I went straight for the laptops and picked out a Sony Vaio and managed to get out of there using someone else's credit. I jogged back to the black Expedition and got in with the box on my lap. "That was quick," Monica joked. "Find what you wanted?" "No, but it will work for now until I can get another Dell." I held on as Shannon drove us out and back onto the road again. She headed out highway 95 toward Yucca Mountain. "There is so much that is going on that nobody knows about." Shannon said under her breath. "Like what?" John asked. "All of the controversial funding from the federal government that is going toward stem cell research...the public thinks that is where it is going but it's not. It's going toward the manufacturing of cloned hybrids such as myself. Also the hybrid fetuses that you have seen. All of these fronts just so we can survive. They are still making them as we speak. So, even if you do manage to wax our asses out of existence, you will still need to wipe out the facilities making these entities." "And how do we go about doing that?" John asked. "We bait them and get them out here," I mumbled. "That is one way of doing it." Shannon stated. "Yeah, but how?" John asked. "We'll figure something out," I said assuring him. I just had this strange feeling that we were being set up for something. In matters like this people who are sent out to kill someone, usually do their job at some point. I took my gun out and checked the clip. I didn't trust this bitch even though she was the finest Amazon woman I have ever seen in my life. After about an hour of driving, we stopped someplace outside of Nellis Air Force Reserve and parked the SUV. Shannon popped the back hatch of the Expedition and took out some binoculars. "Where are we at?" I asked as all of us got out and stretched our legs. "Just outside of Yucca Mountain. I want you to see something." Shannon replied as she gave me the binoculars. "Out there." She pointed out to the volcanic heap in the distance. I put the binoculars to my eyes and searched around and found a building that camouflaged itself quite well in its surroundings. "It's a building. I thought this area was vacant." I said as I handed the binoculars to John so he could take a look. "That is what I meant about what the media couldn't see. But, then again with the military installation near by it messes with their cameras so it won't even show up on film or tape. "Like I told you, the stem cell research the federal government has been funding is just a front. This area has been cleared for toxic waste dumping. That building may or may not be there when that starts." In other words, the proof could be in there. "Mmm-hmm..." I mumbled as I looked on. John did the same as he let Monica have a look as well. She handed the binoculars back to me and I looked for a nearby B-box terminal where their phone line connection junctions to the trunk lines back to the central office (phone company). I found the little green box about two miles outside of the complex, but it seemed to be behind some fencing. "How do we get inside?" "You're a hacker, correct? Can you write computer viruses?" Shannon asked sarcastically. If she were only human I'd bitch-slap her. But, being a hybrid she might like that..."Their phone system is an Internet PBX system...it is all done by computer rather than a regular analog PBX using UTP wire. Like any computer system, there is a back door and that same server is hooked into all of the security cameras and so on." "And you know this how exactly?" Monica asked suspiciously. "They sent me to find you from this base. I have been in and out of there a lot." Shannon rebutted. She then looked to me. "Can you do it or not?" "Seeing as how I don't have their direct line into the building, I will have to tap in from the B-Box down the road and download it from there. I am just concerned with getting shot by trigger-happy airman guarding this facility." I said looking at her. "So you want me to crash their server...so?" "So, you crash their server, they call the phone company and send out for a repair man. I can bring Doggett and Reyes in as they are waiting for a couple more scientists anyway. As a repair man, you can do the setting up." Shannon said. "How are we going to know when they ask for the phone repair man to come out?" Monica asked. "Trust me, I will know when that happens." "What is it exactly that you want us to do?" John asked. He seemed a little suspicious as well but I figured we would most likely discuss it after Shannon was not in our presence. Shannon walked to the back of the SUV and we all followed. She uncovered a box and opened it up for us. Inside were detonators, plastic explosives, wiring for the detonators, and lab uniforms with ID code cards attached to them. "You want proof and you want to get rid of them, this is what you have to do. Agent Duarte can set these up in the server room as you two take incriminating evidence." My eyes widened and realized that she was serious, but something told me that this was all too good to be true. Then again, I have been wrong in the past, so perhaps her intentions were real. The only thing I could do was wait it out and see how it all went. John whistled at the amount of C- 4 she had in her possession. "Well, I guess I have a virus program to write." I said as I headed back to the front of the vehicle. John and Monica followed me back as well. "You sure you want to do this?" Monica asked. "I'm in too deep as it is. We have got to do this to get it all going back to DC." I said as I sat in the front seat. "We'll talk more about this later. We can't do anything now...it's too daylight anyway." I replied and Shannon locked up the back and came up front as well. "So, are we a go on this?" She asked. We all looked at each other and nodded. We didn't have much of a choice. If we refused all of the answers could still disappear and we'd be left with nothing. Shannon started the SUV and headed back for Roxanne's place. ............................. Reyes: It had never been clear to me where Shannon stood as far as her loyalties. It was great that she was willing to help us and even supply us with the necessary tools to do this job, but I felt something was amiss somewhere. It was too good to be real, too good of her to be doing any of this at all. This feeling ate at me the whole trip back to Las Vegas as we all sat quietly for the ride. When we got back to Roxanne's we all sat quietly for a moment. "When do you think you will have that virus ready?" she asked Eric. "I should have one ready pretty quick. It's easy to write one, hard to counter-act them." He said. "I just wish I had more info on their system so I knew what exactly to attack." Shannon handed him a CD. "What's this?" "Answer to your question. I will email you to check progress. Will you have the virus ready by tonight?" she asked. Eric took the CD from her hand and had a puzzled look on his face. "Um, yeah. I can have one done up pretty quick once I know the system." He replied to her. We got out of the Expedition, and Eric grabbed his laptop box. She nodded and then left, which then gave us time to talk amongst ourselves as to what step we should take next. I shook my head. "I don't like the look of this whole thing. It's all too convenient." I said thinking aloud. We walked by the guard who waved us on and we headed for Roxanne's estate. "I agree. There is something too perfect with all of it. I could never tell what side she was on. One minute she's killed somebody the next she's saved my life. I just don't get it." John said. "But, either way they know we are here. We have the chance to get some evidence together to take back with us to DC if nothing else." "I think we should have a counter measure ready just in case she turns on us." Eric said as we all headed for the front door. "I don't trust that bitch as far as I can throw her. If she is capable of beating the hell out of me like Devin did, I want to have a clip full of magnetite ready for her. But, then again they know about those..." "And who is to say that they haven't figured out a way to protect themselves from it?" I asked both of them. The door opened and Jeremy stood before us. "Turn around," Eric ordered as he dropped the laptop. Jeremy stood there puzzled by Eric's request. "Fucking turn around!" Eric drew his gun but did not point it. "Eric, aren't you being a little paranoid?" I asked desperately. "Monica, you weren't under the same fucking roof. I am not taking any chances...now TURN AROUND!" Eric blasted at the bodyguard. Roxanne hurried to the front door when she heard Eric's shouts. "Just indulge him, Jer. He's had a bad week." Roxanne said calmly. Jeremy did as he was told and Eric pulled down the collar of his shirt only to see that he was indeed human. Stowing his weapon and picking up his computer, Eric let out a long sigh of relief as he brushed by them both and headed back for the kitchen. John and I followed. I could only imagine what was all going through Eric's mind at this point. He was the one taking the brunt of all the physical abuse from everyone lately. "What kind of counter measure did you have in mind, Eric?" John asked. Eric set the laptop box down on the floor. "We get in there with her help, I set up the explosives and I will take her ass out. Done deal. You guys get what you can, make copies of whatever you can, we blow up the building with her inside. I really think we are getting played here." Eric stammered as he went for some water out of the refrigerator. Roxanne came into the room and put her arms around him from behind. "You want some, Mon?" He reached for another one and gave it to me. Somehow I thought that all of this tension could be getting under Eric's skin a little too much. "Want us to leave you while you do your thing?" I asked as I leaned toward the doorway. Eric rubbed his eyes for a moment and then nodded in confirmation. He looked like he was shaking a little. "Yeah. Yeah, that would be good." He said quietly. "I'll call you later." ............................ Chapter Thirty-Three Eric: After they had gone, Roxanne still had her arms around me. The thought of actually going through all of this was bouncing hyperactively around in my mind and it was driving me crazy. Not to mention a nagging headache that plagued my entire skull most likely caused by recent events. I leaned up against the refrigerator door with one hand, shaking off the pain and paranoia that flowed through my being. I couldn't believe I was actually in the front seat of a truck with one of those alien bastards...let alone a fine Amazon woman like Shannon. It made me wonder if she came out to get at us thinking John and I would think with our dicks enough not to notice her scheme. My concerns weren't only for our lives, but for Monica's baby. I really didn't want her to go out and be gun-ho just to help out-she was too fragile for that. Every fiber in my being wanted to take this into my own hands because quite frankly after this was done I would most likely end up in a federal prison. The CIA may have loosened up on my charges, but I seriously doubt they will dismiss all of them. I help out a friend and meet the love of my life and all the while the world is going to hell- and if I don't do anything the human race will disappear into slavery or extinction. Pressure? Nah. "Well, how did the first date go?" Roxanne asked with a hint of jealousy to her voice. This was not what I needed right now. I had enough on my mind without her getting her G-string in a twist. "What's on your mind, Roxanne?" "Well, you seemed to take off rather quickly and I saw how you looked at her, Eric." "I know. You affectionately reminded me. Like I would go fuck something like that. It was all business." I said trying to convince her that I wouldn't do anyone else. Hell, I don't even have that kind of energy. "Look at my business, Eric...fucking IS my business." She pulled away from me and I turned around to see her with her hands on her hips. She had a really pissed off look on her face. "You've gotta be kidding me..." I said as I leaned back against the fridge. I stared up at the ceiling in disbelief. "Did you fuck her?" Roxanne blurted. I looked down and straight at her. "No, I didn't fuck her! Jesus Christ, how can you ask me that? You are the only one for me, Roxanne. I wish you would believe that." I picked up my laptop and headed for a more comfortable setting so I could look over the building layout CD and start on the virus program. Jesus, I was paranoid enough and now to have a jealous woman looking over my shoulder it wasn't going to fly with me real well. "Where are you going?" I heard Roxanne call from behind me. "If you have anything important to say to me, make it quick. I have a program to write." I continued walking without looking back at my girlfriend. First I get accused of fucking Monica AND getting her pregnant...and now this. I got to Roxanne's room and tossed my computer onto her bed. I let out a sigh of disbelief from the whole predicament. Roxanne stood in the doorway looking at me in awe that I would walk away from such a strong woman-physically and mentally. I felt my self control starting to lose its edge and I felt like exploding in anger. My hands started to shake uncontrollably and Roxanne took them in hers. "Why are you being like this? Are you freaking out on me?" Roxanne asked as she tightened her grip. "LOOK at me, Roxanne. Why do you want me here? I am a criminal and thief and I have had the shit kicked out of me a few times because of it. I have a friend in need and I am helping her...no matter what happens to me. I was under the same roof with the enemy and that same enemy wants to help me. I have been accused of fucking and knocking up Monica and now you are accusing me of fucking Amazon woman. And the good news is it isn't close to being over yet. Freaked out?! Why the fuck should I be freaking out?" I realized I was shouting at her and she stayed absolutely calm. My eyes were burning and I could barely keep them open. I knew what I had to do-it was going to be a matter of when and how. Roxanne put a hand on each side of my face her eyes met with mine. "It's going to be okay," she whispered. "I'll be by you no matter what." Thoughts raced frantically through my mind about events that were to come. What if Shannon had a thing for me? Could I use that to my advantage? A tactical advantage? I knew that eventually that I would have to kill her to keep her away from Monica and everyone else. In mid thought Roxanne put her lips on mine and kissed me ever so sweetly. She pushed me down onto the bed and straddled me without breaking the seal of passion between us. My mind was hyperactively spinning, wondering if this was the last time I would ever see the love of my life again. Roxanne pushed the laptop on the floor to make room on her bed. Her tongue was hot on mine as the heat of passion filled her room. My tension from everything was so tight it was about to snap. My fingers dug into her muscular frame as my frustrations began to let themselves go. I pulled Roxanne's shirt up above to her head, stopping it at her eyes. Her arms were up in the air and she was in a sense blinded for a moment. I watched her lips part in search for mine and I licked her lips slowly. Her breathing got short and fast as I did that. My arousal heightened in my control over her this way. I kissed her neck and nibbled her flesh with my teeth as Roxanne leaned into me. I took her shirt off the rest of the way and tossed it to the floor. Her pierced breasts rested against me as I continued kissing her neck down to her collarbone. My woman wrapped her arms around my neck firmly and held on to me tight. Her hands wandered down my back, pulling out my shirt from the rim of my pants. I let go of her momentarily and took off my shirt. We sat for what seemed an eternity to me just staring into each other's eyes. My frisky hands went to her piercings and manipulated them with thumbs and index fingers. Roxanne threw her head back, groaning in her pleasure and the constant throbbing in my pants was about to kill me. Roxanne ground her hips into me and I could feel her heat on my skin. I kissed her on the lips forcefully, letting my angst out on her sexually. She dug her nails into the flesh on my back as I turned her over to her back on the bed. I pulled off her shorts and thong and I took the rest of my clothes and admired the muscular body of my girlfriend. My hardened member felt a little relieved being freed from its restrictive boundaries until I lay my body down onto her feeling her hot wetness against it. I wanted to push into her but held back for a while longer as I savored this woman's flesh. I went to her heaving breasts first and tongued her shiny hardware. I felt Roxanne's fingers run through my hair as I worked my way down to her naval ring, making circles with my tongue. I wanted to taste her before I made love to her. I looked up at her face to see it in a trance. I went down to her clit and tugged on her clit ring with my teeth. She jumped for a moment and begged me to continue on. I licked up and down with my tongue, pressing hard each time I came across her clit ring. Roxanne's hip gyrated into me as I put my tongue into her wet center as pushed it as far as it would go. She pulled my hair as I tasted her sweetness and rubbed her firm legs with my hands. Her moans got louder and louder and my cock felt like it was restricting all of the blood flow to my brain. I was in a frenzy and had to do something about it quick. I rolled her over onto all fours and grabbed onto her hips. I guided my dick into her and pushed inside slowly. We simultaneously let out a deep breath and I closed my eyes in pleasure. I thrust in and out of her feeling the warm tightness of her insides around me. I grabbed a hold of her silky long hair and pulled her head back. The more I slid in and out, the more I realized I was calling out her name. I didn't want this to end but my dick was swelling towards eruption. Before I knew it Roxanne's body thundered around me and I let go of everything I had in me. Hot and sweaty, I fell over her at the end of the climax. She collapsed under me and I rolled over to my back. "Are you alright, babe?" I whispered into her ear. She mumbled something but I didn't quite understand it. "What did you say?" She rolled to her side. "Do you have to go any further with this? I'd really like it if you stayed here with me. You'd be safe from the law here." I could see the fatigue in her eyes. They were glassed over and bloodshot; mine felt just about the same way. I think I was falling in love with this woman but I knew I couldn't stay. If the super soldiers knew where we were, the law knows as well. "You know I can't stay. I have to help John and Monica do this. I may sound chickenshit here, but I don't want to go to jail. I need to start over and I have an idea on how to do that but I can't involve you. Not yet." I looked deep into her red-rimmed eyes. "Then when?" she asked. I blinked a couple of times before I answered. "You'll know." I figured I better get into my virus program soon so I got up and picked up the laptop from the floor. I tore into my new laptop and loaded all of my back-up software to begin writing the virus program. I put in the CD that Shannon had given me and studied the IT layout for my binary assault on its systems. It seemed fairly simple, so I went into notepad and typed away at my infiltration virus I was about to create. .................................................................... It had taken me a few hours to write, but I was finally done with the damned thing. Roxanne had gone to sleep despite my continuous typing and she didn't bother me after I was done losing my temper. Me cheat on her? Maybe I should do something drastic considering I am the one that everyone keeps pointing their fingers at. I shook my head trying to get that thought out of my head as my cell phone vibrated on the floor. I picked it up and answered. "Yeah," I whispered. "You ready with that virus?" It was Shannon. Her ears must have been burning. "Yes. Just finished it. Why do you ask?" I tried to keep my voice low so I wouldn't wake Roxanne. "Can you release it tonight? I can come get you now, this way in the morning they will put in a request to Lucent to have it fixed. You can be the guy who..'fixes' it." Her voice was attracting me now for some odd reason...I wasn't sure if it was resentment of the accusations I was getting or if my other brain was doing the thinking for the big brain. "When can you be here?" I asked. "Can you be ready in twenty minutes?" "I'll be waiting." I said as the phone went dead. I packed up everything in my laptop case including my gun and headed for the front door. I had a feeling deep inside that I should have kissed Roxanne goodbye as I waited for Shannon. About ten minutes went by and Roxanne called for me from the front door of her estate. I went up to her and she had a look on confusion on her face. "Where are you going?" She asked. "Take care of business," I said quietly. "Are you coming back?" She reached out for me but I pulled away a little. "I don't know, babe. We'll see what tomorrow brings..." As I said that Shannon was waiting outside of the front gate and I kissed Roxanne on the forehead. I got into Shannon's black Expedition and we drove off, not looking back at all to see the expression on my girl's face. We headed out to the Yucca Mountain site B-Box so I could hook up right at the trunk line going in. Shannon kept looking over at me as I hugged my laptop case. I knew there was something else in the air tonight other than this load and go job. "Girl trouble?" She asked softly. "None of your business," I replied back looking at the road in the dead of night. "I can make it all go away, you know." She suggested. I blinked and then peered over at her. "Make what go away?" "Your criminal history. The identity theft, false identifications, fraud...all of it." "How?" I had to hear this. "You hand over your friends and I will guarantee your protection. When this is all done we can both disappear. They will never find us...most importantly never find you." She smiled coyly and it was starting to get under my skin. "And if I don't?" There was always a catch. "I will kill all of you. That was my original order anyway, but they gave me an alternative because I like you for more than one reason..." She mumbled off so I could barely hear her. Looked like I didn't have a choice but to agree and then maybe improvise later on. "Alright, you got a deal." It didn't seem like it took very long before we approached the B-Box terminal a few miles out from the facility. Shannon conveniently had the keys and opened it and she guided me to the proper extension of the building's server where I hooked up the alligator clips to the terminal and plugged my laptop in. It took a while because it was done by dial up, so I set the computer on the ground and got out my gun and a syringe of magnetite. I put the syringe in my inside jacket pocket and tucked the gun in the rim of my jeans for safekeeping. Once the download was complete, I grabbed my gear and Shannon locked up the B-Box. I tossed my laptop into the Excursion and Shannon towered over me. I looked up into her blue eyes and the devil sat on my shoulder urging me to get on with it. It was written all over her face that she wanted me. I had to think of cold showers and Hillary Clinton naked on a cold day....it wasn't working. She bent down and landed the most powerful kiss I had ever experienced. I held onto the door jam as she pressed into me. I felt my ribs and collarbone throb from the pressure and I pushed back into her to free myself. "I have a girlfriend," I said in a gasp. "Not for much longer, you don't." Shannon rebutted as she came toward me again. I felt my blood pressure throb in my jeans the closer she came to me. I grabbed her and spun her into the side of the SUV, pinning her there. I held her arms up against the cool steel of the vehicle as I took in her scent. This woman was not only strong, but could probably kill me while having sex. "Then let's go back to your place," I whispered into her ear. I knew it would be my greatest opportunity to get rid of her and alleviate John and Monica from having to come out here and do this. Monica needed to be safe and the only way that would happen would be if John was with her. I was going to make sure that happened. We arrived at Shannon's apartment about an hour after the B-Box download. She was ready to go, I could tell that by the blushing in her cheeks. I had to admit to myself that this was business and not pleasure, and the timing of her demise must be perfect or else I'd really be screwed. As it was I agreed to hand over my friends and destroy evidence of their crusade; I just hope I was convincing enough to this Amazon woman. "They'll page me in the morning when we need to go out there." Shannon said as she tossed her keys onto the dining room table. "How do they know to call you?" I asked in suspicion. She turned and looked at me with assurance. "They know." I set my laptop case on the couch and turned to face Shannon. She bent down and kissed me, tongue pushing past mine in aggression. I started to lead her to the bedroom and we stopped just short of the doorway. "What guarantee do I have that you are good for your word on wiping the whole slate clean?" I looked around the barren apartment to look for anything to get a better understanding of this woman. "Eric, I am neck deep in all of this. My affiliates can make the largest of crimes go away as long as I have your complete cooperation. Having second thoughts?" I watched her reach into her jacket and figured she had a piece hidden under there somewhere. Not the reaction I really wanted. I shook my head with widened eyes. "No. I was just trying to see if sparing my own ass was worth it. As long as I have you to be with I will do anything you say." I swept her hair aside and nibbled on her neck, listening to her moan in my ear and melt at my fingertips. Somehow I felt like I was in the middle of a really bad James Bond movie where he sleeps with the enemy and almost gets killed in the middle of the act. Deep down I felt regret for even going through with it because of my feelings for Roxanne, but if I pulled this off I wouldn't be able to go back to her for my own safety. Shannon led me to her bed and began to unclothe me a piece at a time. Not a second was spared and she too was naked before me. My clothes lay next to hers and my gun was on the floor, just to keep track of where my arsenal was. She pulled me on top of her, kissing me like a wild animal in heat. I couldn't resist her aggressiveness because it was a real turn-on. In my own frenzy my hands traced her breasts and my dick was swelling faster than a balloon being filled with helium. I broke off from the kiss to go straight down on her. She tasted sweet as sugar as my tongue lapped up her flowing juices. Her fingers ran through my hair and tugged, indicating for me to suck harder. She wasn't Roxanne, and she could never replace Roxanne, but I had to be convincing. I kissed and nibbled on the inside of her thigh as she writhed in pleasure underneath me. I looked up at her face; her eyes were closed and her hair draped down one shoulder over her breast. My tongue went up and traced around her navel and up her torso to her lips. She bit my lower lip hard, almost breaking the skin. Her hand went down and lightly caressed my hard on of steel, making me ache and throb for more. She kissed my neck and my sore collarbone as she did this, making the whole experience almost... I couldn't help it. I had to drive into her right then. My mind was drowning in desire and my hips pushed into hers, making a slippery-smooth entry. She was tight and she was hot and it made me make noises I had never heard myself make. Shannon's nails dug into my spine as I pushed forcefully into her and her legs were wrapped around my waist. I could feel myself approaching an orgasm fast with this high, frenzied pace and Shannon was getting wetter and wetter. We both made sounds of the wild in that room as we began climaxing at the same time. Just as she began to shudder around my pounding cock the phone started to sound in a double ring. Shannon whispered to me that it was the page that we were waiting for. Just my cue to start my plans. As my cock emptied itself into her, I raised my fist and pounded her until she was out cold. For how long, I was not sure, but I had to get into some Lucent clothes before she woke up. I couldn't kill her here, but at the facility. I looked at her bruised face as my hands shook in an adrenaline rush. I did not hit women nor did I like to in this case. But, if I wanted to stay alive and in order for Monica to stay alive, I had to do what it took to make it all happen. I threw on a Lucent uniform and dressed my unconscious partner in the same. I put my syringe in the breast pocket and tucked my gun inside the shirt where it was out of sight. I grabbed my laptop and ran downstairs to put it into the SUV and then went back to grab my partner in crime. I carried her down to the Expedition and put her in the passenger seat, as no doubt they are expecting both of us to be there. I buckled her in, started the SUV and began to head out to Yucca Mountain. ................... Chapter Thirty-Four Eric: My body shook as I drove into the facility driveway, stopping at a guarded gate. An armed guard approached my unconscious partner and myself. She was still out and I placed a ball cap over her face to make it look like she was sleeping. "Can I help you?" The guard asked. "Yeah, we're with Lucent Technologies. We were sent out here at the last second to see if we could fix your server...apparently it died during the evening sometime." I said with assurance. I hope I was convincing enough. "Company ID badges, please?" He stuck his hand out at me and I handed over a couple of Lucent badges that were made just for this occasion. The guard went to his booth to confirm by two-way radio. He nodded in what looked to be confirmation and then came back to the truck to hand me the badges back. "Here you go. Go ahead." I took the badges from the guard and drove down the dirt road to the facility. I parked the Expedition out front and shut it off. Shannon started to wake up so I sucker-punched her to keep her out for a little longer so I could think out my plan. My hands shook and my whole body had the cold sweats, but I knew I had to do this. This building was big and it was going to take me some time to set it all up for the rigging. I thought about Roxanne, her face, her eyes, her love for me. Then I thought about Monica and her unborn child with that cheating shit head of a boyfriend. How she managed to keep that jerk in line was beyond my comprehension. I took out my cell phone and rang Roxanne's place to say my last goodbye because after this, there is no way I could stay here. "Roxanne Derrik," her voice sounded through the earpiece of the phone. "Roxy...wasn't expecting you to be up." I said with a shaky voice as the darkness of early morning was fading slowly as the sun was coming up. "Of course I am up, Eric. I was worried about you. Where are you?" There was dead silence from me as I did not know where to start. "Eric?" "Roxanne, I only have time to say this once. I have to do something and I am not happy about doing it. It has to be done if my friends are to be safe and if you are to be safe." My voice remained calm and cool. Roxanne's voice elevated a little. "What do you mean Eric? What are you going to do?" She sounded confused like I expected, but I couldn't do anything about that now. "I love you, Roxanne." I hung up the phone and set it down on the seat as I reached for my syringe of magnetite. I took off the cap and jabbed the needle into Shannon's chest and pushed all of the fluid into her, causing the immediate response of decomposition. My timing was limited now to get the job done. I got out of the SUV and headed to the back. I popped the back open and got out the telecom tools and tool belt along with my laptop. I closed the door but not all the way so I could get to the explosives readily. I headed through the front door of the lab facility and saw another armed guard in reception. "There's a separate door around the side that says 'IT'. That is where the server room is. Do your business and then get out." Nice guy. I walked back out to the SUV, started her up and drove around to the side of the building. Apparently Shannon had the keys to this joint because when I went to open that door, a gold key on her key ring unlocked it. I brought the tool pouch and my laptop with me and entered the dimly lit yet cool server room. They had several Dell servers for phone, IP, and networking. Majorly disastrous when fed a virus. I patched into the main server and tapped into their file directory. I downloaded an anti-virus to counteract the damage so I could begin downloading some evidence of the hybrid freaks that are roaming the earth. As it was doing that, I went out to the SUV and grabbed the box of C-4 and detonators. I kept my hand steady on my gun, looking around to see if I had any company coming anytime soon. I knew I didn't have much time and I hurried back into the server room to hook up my 'special delivery package.' It didn't take a rocket scientist to figure out how to plug the detonators in and begin a countdown. I also wanted to plant somewhere the natural gas lines come into the building so I did the job properly. I checked the laptop to see if the files were done downloading and then connected to their ISP to upload them to several news stations as well as the FBI. I clicked 'send' and let the binary language do its thing. I removed some of the C-4 and left it with a countdown of twenty minutes. Hopefully no one will find it and I will lock this room up so no one can stop it. I put the remainder of the plastic explosives on a utility cart and put my tools on top of it so no one would notice. I stepped out of the room into a hallway, looking from side to side to see if anyone saw me. I saw an elevator at the end of the hallway and proceeded towards it, hoping there would be a basement option for me to access. I pressed the down button and the doors opened before me. I stepped inside with the cart and hit the basement button as the doors closed. My heart raced furiously in my chest not knowing how much time I had to get out. Maybe I wouldn't and I just had to accept that as my fate. Seconds later the elevator doors opened and I stepped out, taking in the musty air of the cellar. I followed the gas lines along the ceiling until I came to what looked like a boiler room where the gas lines went out to furnaces and hot water heaters. I began setting up more explosives around the gas lines and connected them all with detonators to a digital countdown meter. I rigged it for ten minutes to make up for the time it took me to come down here. "Hey!" I heard an authoritative voice shout from behind me. "Don't move!" I heard the locking of a firearm. "On your knees, dirtbag." "You told me not to move," I said sarcastically. "On your FUCKING KNEES!" He shouted. In a swift move I pulled my nine from my pants, turned, and fired one shot. I got him the shoulder, causing him to drop his weapon and I knocked him so hard he went out like a light. His body flopped to the ground in a loud thud and I bent down to see if he was still alive. He was and he conveniently was similar in height and build. He appeared to be a security guard of some kind, so I unclothed him and myself and swapped uniforms. They'll be looking for a Lucent technician not a guard. I took his spare clips and gun for extra ammo in case I found myself in a tight spot. I walked quickly back to the elevator and pressed the up button and the doors opened once again. I hit the first floor key with my gun drawn knowing full well I could have company really soon. This place was huge and I could only hope that these explosives were enough to do some damage. With a good majority of it kissing the natural gas lines it should make quite a bang. ...................... Chapter Thirty-Five Doggett: What was on her mind? I looked across to my partner who was staring out the windscreen on the drive home from dinner at a nice restaurant. Her face was a little pale and her eyes were glazed over as if deep in thought. In different circumstances I would have asked what she was thinking but this time I let her be. She had been through an ordeal. The shock to her body of being thrown against the wall by Devin the super soldier and then the scare of a shaky pregnancy must have taken their toll. It was difficult focusing on the road ahead of me thinking about my angel and our child inside her. The thought of bringing up a child at my age was daunting. His or safety was a priority in a world that just a year ago I never would have believed could have existed. I still couldn't believe it. First the genetically engineered super soldiers and then aliens taking over Earth were still far fetched in my mind? If I hadn't witnessed the strange demise of some of these super humans then my skeptical mind would deem it incredulous. We pulled into our allotted spot in the parking garage underneath our apartment complex and I went around to open Monica's door. She smiled up sweetly to me not needing words to show her gratitude as I helped her out and we walked to the stairwell. "Thirsty? I was thinking hot chocolate?" "John, I need sleep." Nodding, I turned the key but did not feel the usual tension of a bolted lock. The door inched its way open. We both stared at each other with similar thoughts on our minds and walked in quietly expecting an unwanted intruder. This was something neither of us desired at that time. All I wanted was for Monica to be safe and for her pregnancy to go ahead without difficulties. Just one night just to ourselves, was that too much to ask? I signaled with my head for Monica to check the bedrooms while I searched the rest of the apartment. Then I saw her, long dark hair braided into a plait leaning over with her head in her hands. "Roxanne?" She turned abruptly not hearing my entrance, just as Monica ran into the room. Wisps of flyaway hair framed a flushed, perplexed face and I knew immediately something was very wrong. To make a strong woman crumble like this, it would have to be something close to home like, for instance, a lover. Monica's thoughts mirrored my own. "It's Eric, isn't it." Monica moved over and trailed an arm around her shoulders. "What's happened Roxanne?" They sat together on the living room couch and I stood in front of them clinging to every word. "I know he's in trouble." She looked from Monica to me. "He went off with Shannon to plant the virus and all I received was a sketchy phone call from him." "What did he say?" My partner's voice was soft and soothing. "He said he has to do something that he is not happy about doing. It has to be done if you, John and myself are to be safe." Monica and myself shared worried glances. Had Eric moved further than expected? All he was to do was plant the virus then we would all go to the plant together for the rest of the sabotage. "What else Roxanne?" I pleaded. "Did he say anything else about what he was concerned about?" She shook her head, "It sounded final Monica." She'd never seen her boss act quite like this. Her head rested on Monica's shoulder. "Final? How?" "He's not coming back, I know it." "Will you be all right here?" She got off the couch and made her way to the bedroom and brought back her gun. "What are you doing Monica?" I knew that steely look of determination in her eyes. "John, get your weapon and the magnetite, we're going after him." "Uh uh. You are staying here my love; I will go after him. You're in no condition for this." I realized my order was futile as Monica went over to Roxanne and spoke further. "We will find him Roxanne. We'll bring him back to you. We can't sit here and let him go on a suicide mission alone. Do you have your cell phone?" In confirmation, Roxanne patted the bag beside her. "Come on John, I forgot how much I miss our job." As we headed out the door I could see the Monica of old coming back. I was really concerned for her health but when she showed this much resolve I knew I couldn't convince her to stay home. ...................... Monica drove as I checked the magnetite and filled six syringes. The thought of using these was not pleasant but the safety of our unborn child and us was at stake. If Eric had indeed arrived at the facility and had begun planting the charges then we needed to be there as back up. What a silly shit to go it alone. What was the motherfucker thinking? The road to the plant was rocky. It didn't seem many vehicles took this path. The night was dark and the only illumination we had was from the truck's headlights. "John." I looked up to see the perimeter fencing about hundred yards up the road and the pinpoint lighting of the facility in the distance. We circled the area until we found a section of fence that appeared the closest to the building complex and used our wire cutters to make a suitable hole to squeeze through. We didn't need to go through the main gates and bring undue attention to ourselves. Monica held the magnetite in an over the shoulder tote bag. I just hoped we didn't need to use it but we needed this sort of back up if we were discovered. Once inside the grounds we ran over a vast amount of grassed area until we hit bitumen near what was one of the outer buildings. There was minimal lighting around the structures but we could make out the shape of the main building about two hundred yards away. Through several lit windows we saw movement. The facility seemed alive, even at night. We would need to watch each other's backs if we were to remain undiscovered and safe. I signaled Monica with my head, to move on. We ran silently, ever vigilant, up to the main entrance and lay flat against the wall. Peering around the corner carefully I witnessed a few men in white lab coats carrying clipboards milling around chatting and comparing notes. Just then one of them made his way to the front doors. Fearing discovery I lay perfectly still against the stucco wall and lay an arm across Monica's stomach silently indicating that something was wrong. We stayed still in the shadows until the man had disappeared into the night. Breathing a silent sigh of relief I collected Monica's elbow and we scooted around the building looking for another way in. "Monica," I whispered, shining my flashlight on a ladder that seemed to go to the roof. Letting her go first I followed, flashlight in my mouth. Once on top we found a door that would lead us inside. Finding the lock pick in my pocket I successfully opened the door and peered inside. The staircase leading down seemed empty. Getting into the facility had been the easy part so far. Finding Eric while staying undetected was going to be hard. We did a floor-by-floor search staying in the shadows and around corners as much as possible when we saw movement and heard voices. The top few floors seemed to be mainly offices and largely unoccupied at this time of night. The lit rooms we avoided. Once on the ground floor we made our way down a deserted hallway to a door that was screaming for us to open. Through the small glass window we saw that this was indeed the center of the work they were doing here. Carefully opening the door and creeping inside we looked around the gigantic room in awe and then made brief eye contact, almost reading each other's thoughts. It was a huge laboratory with scientific equipment everywhere. There was a long bench with microscopes and at the end a large piece of equipment that looked like an electron microscope. One wall was covered with cabinets. Though the glass doors we could see and a vast number of varying colored chemicals in different sized bottles and multiple specimen jars. Monica searched one side of the room while I went the other way. I came across a set of filing cabinets that were conveniently unlocked. It seemed the residents didn't expect unwanted guests. I flicked through the files. Most of it was Greek to me but the one main theme was that indeed it looked as though this was a facility for stem cell research. They had been researching and breeding these super soldiers right here in this plant. There was a rattle of a door handle close by that both Monica and myself heard. She rushed over and we took one side each with our guns ready. It opened slowly as though the person was expecting company. Looking intently at each other then the door, we were prepared to use force to get us out of this situation. ............... The large figure loomed in the entrance. "Hold it there, don't move!" Both of us trained our guns on the person as he slowly came into view. I saw the guard's uniform and was about to fire when I heard Monica's voice. "Eric!" Monica noticed him first. He turned around to look at us both almost expecting our presence. "The dynamic duo couldn't stay away." He chuckled to himself. "You mother fucking son of a bitch!" I was furious. "What got up your ass that you had to go this alone?" He looked at Monica and gently cupped her face in his hand, "I did it for you honey, and Roxanne." Monica stayed silent, almost reading his thoughts. This was a side she must have rarely seen in Eric. I'd seen that look of hers before. She was concerned for the safety of this man. Suddenly a siren blared out from the silence. "Come on, this way! We have three minutes before this whole facility blows." "What?" He'd planted the explosives without even involving us and putting us all in danger. "Just come!" Almost uncontrolled anger welled up inside me. If we ever made it out of this mess I'd have to challenge this shit to an unsolicited boxing match just to feel normal again. The adrenaline forced us all to run down the hall to the stairwell. Eric opened the door and in burst two large men in security uniforms. One grabbed Eric by the shirt front, lifted him and threw him across the hallway against a wall. "Hold up there!" I trained my weapon on the second man. I knew it was useless if this man just happened to be a super soldier but I didn't have the magnetite handy. My mind went back to when I'd shot Knowle Rohr at point blank range but he'd kept coming at me. The first man was about to grab Monica when Eric jumped him. I turned my attention to the guard coming at me and fired, once, twice, three times, a fourth but he kept coming. What was I to do? My life flashed before my eyes as I felt his hand grab my shirt and with super human strength lift me and threw me so that I landed with a heavy, painful thump on the ground and skidded along the floor. My head spun, I saw lights all around. Shaking my head cleared it a little but it wasn't enough. He had me again and pinned me against the wall forcing the air out of my lungs. I couldn't move, couldn't breathe, all was beginning to go dark when slowly the burden lightened. I slid down the wall to the floor coughing and in pain. "John." I felt an arm on my shoulder and heard my partner's sweet voice. It was then I looked down and saw the shriveling up body of the guard and knew that Monica had saved my life by using one of the magnetite filled syringes. Looking across to Eric sitting up against a wall deemed him alive also. A rapidly decomposing mass sizzled beside him. Monica wrapped her arm around me and urged me to stand. "Quick John, we have to go now!" Eric stood uneasily and opened the stairwell door. "Come on you two, we must only have about forty seconds before this whole place blows to hell." The adrenaline in my body kicked started and I found myself once again running. We all flew down the stairs following Eric who seemed to know where he was going. The blood coursing through my veins let out thuds that seemed to match every precious second that passed. We had cheated death so many times in the past but this was all so close. Eric flung open the door to the outside and let us out first. We ran for our lives, me behind Monica, Eric in the rear. If the explosion caught us I would be there to protect her with my body. We reached the grassed area when we heard the first explosion. It wasn't until about the third that we felt the rush of pressure that pushed us over forcefully onto the ground. My arm instinctively went around my lover and I turned back to see the night sky aflame with light and fire and sparks. We lifted ourselves up and kept running, not looking back. When we reached the hole in the fence we turned and saw the massive fire and the facility burning uncontrollably. Something was wrong. We both looked all around us. In our haste to leave we hadn't noticed that Eric hadn't followed us. "John!" Monica's voice was panicked. "Where's Eric?" ...................... Reyes: John looked back at the fiery building as window glass and other debris fell to the ground. We could both feel the heat from the explosion. I stood up slowly with weak legs under me, looking around for any signs of life. My mind was spinning round and round in hysteria not knowing what happened to Eric. He was right behind us but we must have lost track of him trying to save our own lives. My eyes filled with tears, as I feared the worse for him. Guilt took over me as I hung my head toward the ground, feeling like I was going to throw up. I felt John's hands grab me as my knees buckled from the emotional typhoon roaring through me. "He must've got out another way, Mon." John said between breaths. We both were breathing hard from the bonsai sprint we made out of the facility. "You know Eric, Mon...he's eluded the FBI this long I doubt he'd let himself be killed. He's got too much to live for now." I wanted to believe that with all of my heart and soul. I felt I owed Eric for helping us and being there for me when I needed him despite the fact that John hated him to no end. As John held me up I started to feel a small rumble in the earth beneath my feet. I blinked as I looked down only to feel the rumble get harder and harder. I exchanged concerned looks with John and we both bolted for Eric's truck. I paid no attention to the shattered window glass that lay on the ground and on the seat of the truck as I quickly got in. John hopped in on the driver's side, started the truck and drove off as quickly as he could without looking back. "Are you thinking what I am thinking?" I panted. "Oh yeah. He rigged it to a gas line. I am surprised it didn't go with the first round of explosions." John put the accelerator to the floor as we headed back to sin city. My heart skipped beats it pounded so quickly in my chest. My breaths became short again as my anxiety over Eric came to bear. I put my hands on the dashboard as I braced myself through the rush of raw emotion streaming through my veins. At the same time I was angry that Eric kept us out of the loop. I had a weird feeling all through dinner with John that something was not right; it's my fault for not checking in on him. I wish I could share John's enthusiasm on Eric's survival skills; I just couldn't believe it after what I saw. I squeezed my eyes shut as I tried to suppress these feelings from making me sick as we drove back home. The road ahead of us was pitch dark. All I could make out were the white lines in the road passing faster and faster. I could only think of Eric and how I was going to have to tell Roxanne without knowing for sure what happened to him. My body started to throb from the forcefulness of the explosion as I sat in the passenger seat absorbing every little bump in the road. With all of the events happening to us I was not sure if my life would ever be normal again. My defenses dropped and I began to cry uncontrollably into my hands that now covered my face. "Mon? You alright?" John asked as he looked over at me. I felt his hand on my shoulder and he gripped it snugly. "It's going to be okay. We'll find out for sure soon. It's only a matter of time now." His words were comforting to a point, but there were still a lot of unanswered questions surrounding this whole situation. Was this the last of the super soldiers? Did we just help them get rid of evidence? Was Eric able to get evidence out of the building before it blew? Was everything back to normal now...as normal as could possibly be? Would we be able to go back to our jobs? The questions ricocheted off of one another in my brain the whole way back to our apartment. ............................................................... We pulled into our spot at our apartment complex. Roxanne's Excursion was still parked in visitor parking when we drove by. We both got out slowly, feeling dirty, bruised and wore out, and headed for the front door. I turned the knob as it was still unlocked and opened the door. The hinges creaked loudly and startled Roxanne awake on the couch. She looked like hell, which was pretty much how I was feeling as well. Dampness of tears that streaked down my face was still evident and she noticed them right away. Her blue eyes looked for a shred of hope that I could not give to her. "Did you find him?" she asked softly. My eyes watered up, as I did not know how to gently put any of it to her. I shook my head as tears ran off of my cheek and I looked away for a moment over to John. "We saw him, but we don't know what happened to him..." I could barely speak the words I wanted. "Um...there was a big explosion and we thought he was behind us..." I couldn't say anymore. I broke down because I knew it all was going to hurt no matter how I sugar coated it. Roxanne hung her head and covered her face with one hand. She started to hyperventilate and so did I; John embraced both of us and guided us back to the sofa where we blindly sat down and wept. "We don't know anything for sure yet, Roxanne." John started. "There is no good way to brighten your hopes. The explosion was so great I don't know if he got out. If he did, he's one sneaky bastard and we'll find out from him." John paused and shook his head. "I guess only time will tell us for sure." He sounded doubtful but I suppose that was par for the course. I honestly could not see how Eric could have escaped it, and my eyes poured out into John's chest. .......................................................................... The whole night was a blur to me. John let Roxanne crash on the couch because she was in no condition to drive herself back home. He carried me up the stairs to our bedroom and set me down on our bed. I needed a shower even though my body was telling me I should be deep in a coma about now. I stripped off my filthy clothes and went into the bathroom to turn the shower on. John followed in behind me after he removed his attire. I got the water running and John looked me over with worried eyes in the mirror's reflection. He wrapped his arms around me and I leaned back into him so he could support some of my dead weight. He closed his eyes and nuzzled his head into mine as his hands felt over my stomach. As I stood there I could feel some nausea creeping up on me from my pregnancy. My face flushed pale as I bent over the bathroom sink. "Mon, what's the matter?" John asked with concern in his voice. "I'm alright, John. Just a little morning sickness. The adrenaline is wearing off and my body is coming back down to reality." I really felt like throwing up. What I did out at Yucca Mountain I am surprised I haven't miscarried the baby. I was definitely feeling like I did way too much. "Come on, let's get you into the shower." John guided me into the shower stall and he came in behind me. He held me up as he washed my hair, massaging my head as he applied the shampoo. I closed my eyes and relaxed into to him, trying to place the night's events out of my mind. I rinsed my hair out and faced John. I wrapped my arms around him, letting out a sigh into his chest. John grabbed the bar of soap and soaped down my back as best he could without disturbing the comfort of where I was at the moment. After I rinsed the soap away John cupped my face with his hands and our eyes locked into a stare. "I love you, Monica Reyes." He whispered. My eyes already burned from the crying I had been doing all night, but this made them burn even more. I took one of John's hands and kissed it. He placed a soft kiss onto my lips and embraced me as the hot water bounced off of our bodies. It seemed like forever we stood there holding one another before the water starting getting cold. I turned the knob and shut the water off, stepping out of the shower. I grabbed a towel from a towel ring and quickly dried myself off and headed for the bed. I was physically and mentally exhausted. If I slept for the next twenty-four hours I could have cared less. I flopped onto the mattress and almost instantly I fell into a deep sleep. ...................... Chapter Thirty-Six Doggett: "Hmmmm, when was the last time we had this much time to ourselves?" Monica snuggled against me, her hand trailing over my chest running circles around my nipples. Her nose gently nudged my jaw and was slowly replaced with small, deliberate kisses. Her message was clear even from these few gentle actions and I found my body responding as it had done many times before with this wonderful woman. "We should both be resting Mon?" My hand touched her elbow and rode with the flow of her arm continuing its path over my chest. The morning sun was already some way up and streaming through the partially open curtains causing the room to be bathed in golden light. This gave the surroundings an almost fairylike, surreal effect. My mind could easily just empty itself of all the events of the last three weeks and give in to this woman's needs. Our room could be our cocoon for now, for that unknown quantity of time between the present moment and being needed by real life. "Remember what the doctor said about sex." Her kisses moved along my jaw to my ear leaving a cool snail trail. Her warm breath and her moans echoed soothingly throughout my head as her tongue trailed around the cartilage in measured strokes. How could I forget what was said about our continued sex life after Monica's pregnancy scare, but I wanted her to hear her say it so remained silent just immersing myself in her tactile attention. "It's good for the baby if we have lots of sex." I couldn't help let out a breath as a few fingers tantalizingly tracked down near my nether regions and ran a snaky path over my abdomen. "Are you sure you're up to it? It's been a while." If she changed her mind I was not past hope yet, but I was on the borderline of needing to go the whole way. Her hands and mouth said it all. Propping herself up a little her lips found their way to mine. "Monica, what if we get that call?" In between kisses she spoke, her voice breathy with heated desire. "They will just have to wait." As our lips merged only fleetingly did I think about Eric and the fact that he had not followed us out of the building before it exploded. I had had assured Monica that knowing Eric he would probably be safe somewhere. I felt that strongly. He was not one to deliberately put himself in danger if there was another way out. The events and emotions of the previous evening were put aside for one brief moment while we prepared to make love. The hand that was on my abdomen moved further down and Monica growled into my mouth as her hand struck the hard mass that was my erection. All five fingers felt over my throbbing shaft and south to my balls. In waves her fingers played my scrotum like a keyboard and then moved up and circled my cock and squeezed. Our kisses deepened and her hands worked below with musicianship. As our tongues nuzzled Monica's sighs were becoming more prominent and I knew her thoughts. She was thinking two things, one, that even after so much sexual activity in the last weeks I was still as hot or even hotter for her than ever and two, that she had me over a barrel when it came to knowing just the right moves to get me wickedly aroused. Her leg moved over mine telling me she was going to be in control. This time I let her take charge, my body was jelly anyway from her ministrations. As she moved on top of me my hands traced over her delicate body, across her shoulders then down her back to her butt. My fingers remembered this path but in this golden lit, story book room it seemed all new as though feeling her soft, perfect skin for the very first time. At that point I knew I could never tire of her devotion to me and me to her. I felt overwhelming desire for this woman suspended over me on all fours. We gazed into each other's love soaked eyes and her bottom lip shifted and her mouth spread into a smile and I knew at that moment our thoughts were connected. "I love you," she mouthed as she moved her hips down and took my physically embodied torch inside her. The heat of finally being connected made its way over my body like a convection oven and the temperature rose further as her hips began to move. My hands lightly rested on her ass, gently encouraging her on our path to what was truly one of life's great pleasures. Her breasts bounced on my chest as our rhythm began slowly. I found myself moving my hips to meet hers to compensate for our extra mounting desire. My head moved up to meet her lips and pulled her down to me like an alligator latching onto its prey and then retreating into the water. Monica was mine to devour. My whole being wanted to consume her and make her totally one with me. Nothing could stop us now from fulfilling the ultimate in sexual harmony. "Harder John." Monica's voice was unrecognizable and her eyes rolled back in her head like a demon possessed. Taking charge I swiftly rolled her onto her back still remaining deeply inside her and began accelerating the movements. Her eyes were shut firmly and her mouth was parted. Her tongued moved slowly over her teeth and at that moment I thought I would spill out inside from the sheer sexiness of that picture. I wanted her to come first, to feel the wonderful pressure of her orgasm all around me. "Oh John. I love you." With a few heaves of her chest and some strange throaty sounds her body racked violently with one huge orgasm. My heart beat wildly as I felt her release with her, looking appreciatively over her face and down her glistening body. This woman was experiencing heaven because of me and I couldn't help but feel proud. Without further warning my orgasm hit and I too was flying to heights only Monica was ever able to give me. This was a moment in time that seemed to go on slowly forever. All was in slow motion and I could feel every pulse and every surge repeatedly. My head was filled with tiny pinpoints of light and Monica was there amongst them twirling around spreading them like a snow dome. Her throbbing around me seemed to squeeze out every last drop of my love juices. When I was finally able to focus again I saw her radiant face and knew then that she too felt proud that we could experience this much love together. I never knew two people could be this much in love and also experience this much physical pleasure. Through all this we hadn't heard the phone ringing. For how long it had been chiming we didn't know. I had half a mind to let it ring out but we were expecting that important call from Eric saying he was all right and somewhere safe. ..................... "Monica Rossi." I rolled off my lover to let her take the call. She was the one Eric would want to talk to. Lying flat on my back looking up at the ceiling I closed my eyes wondering what was going to happen next in this saga. Should I turn on the television and watch the news? In a way I was missing my FBI life. It was second nature to me to investigate and to strive to succeed. This new situation was contrary to any ideals I had in my life before then but it was becoming clear that if we were to make any difference to the rising world threat this was exactly where we should be. The rise and fall of Monica's voice on the phone lulled me into temporary slumber. The thought of overhearing the conversation was too taxing; all would be explained shortly anyway. The effects on my body of our recent lovemaking made my lips curl in a contented smile, and then grayness overtook me. "No! Tell me it's not true." My body jolted on hearing the sudden change in tone and my head turned to see the look of concern on Monica's face. "How do you know?" A single worry line showed between her eyebrows making me want to kiss it away. When she looked at me her face remained sad. "Yes, we will." She hung up the phone and the back of her hand went to her forehead showing she was trying to fathom whatever was said on the other end of the phone. "Monica, tell me." Her gaze moved up to connect with mine and she suddenly reached in and wrapped her arms around me, burying her head in my neck. Her hot breath seared my skin but I waited for her to calm enough to talk. We held each other tightly until her breathing slowed. "John, Eric's dead." "What?" My face frowned in disbelief. I peeled her off me gently and looked into her tear-filled eyes. "That was Skinner on the phone." My eyebrows rose. I'd had no idea she had been talking to anyone other than Eric. "Shannon told him our whereabouts." I shook my head slightly not knowing whether that was such a good idea. "Don't concern yourself John. He assures me that it's still not general knowledge in FBI circles." "..and Eric?" Monica had to compose herself before she spoke. "We've slept in and missed the latest news. We saw the explosions last night but didn't stay long enough to see the extent of the damage. The whole of the building was destroyed. There is an estimated loss of life into the hundreds. Looks like no one would have survived." She clung to me again and my arms wrapped around her warm body. The wheels turned in my brain. No way was I going to believe that Eric had perished without the proof to back it up. He would NOT have run back into the building knowing it was about to explode. That would be certain, futile suicide. "Have they identified the bodies?" "Not yet but according to the entry logs there were 257 people in the building at the time of the explosion, one being a Lucent technician." "But Eric was wearing a guard's uniform when we saw him." In the flurry of activity after we saw Eric I was surprised this was still imprinted on my brain. "Knowing Eric he would have swapped uniforms after he'd had an 'encounter' with one of the guards, to take away suspicion from him." I nodded agreement. "Were there any details on the news about the nature of the work going on in the building?" "Skinner didn't want to talk too much about it on the phone. He flew into Vegas this morning and wants to meet us. He said that just before the explosion he received a flood of faxes all from said building. We need to see them and decide where we go from here." So many questions rushed into my head at once, questions I'd put at the back of my mind since acquiring our new identities and arriving in Vegas under cover. What had happened to Skinner and Kersh after we left them? Where had Mulder and Scully finally ended up? Were they safe? We had promised to take care of Gibson; we just hoped he was safe in the care we had left him. What about Follmer? Had he been indicted for murder? Monica looked at the clock next to her. Where had the morning gone? It was now just after ten and we were still in bed. "Skinner wants to meet us. I suggested the bar at The Hard Rock Hotel. It's noisy and crowded enough there for people not to overhear us." Hearing the name of our first hotel sent a pang of regret to the pit of my stomach. That's where we'd had our first row after I'd been lured in by Candy's magic. "John, you want to go somewhere else?" She must have seen something on my face that I was hoping was hidden. "No, that place is good." I began to get out of bed to head for the shower. The thought of bringing up my grievances about Candy was not worth it at this time. All I wanted to do was to protect my loved one. Monica grabbed my arm and pulled me back down. "Don't go, hold me!" Looking down I couldn't dismiss the fact that Monica really believed that Eric had died in the explosion. I knelt on the bed then hovered over her with arms either side. Lowering my head slowly I kissed her on the lips, lingering there until I felt her relax. "Come on, let's shower together. I'll hold you as much as you want me to, I promise." I tried to give her one of my cheeky smiles and I must have succeeded because she smiled back with the most radiant expression I'd seen in a while. "Hmmm, so does Mr. Di Salvo ever break a promise?" "Never, Ms. Rossi." I took her hand and helped her up and led her to the bathroom. ......................... Reyes: A.D. Skinner had confirmed my deepest fear: Eric was dead and didn't make it out in time. After I had hung up the phone my body was numb from shock even though I had a premonition that Eric had not made it. My mind had calmed but from the news it was back into hysteria. What was I going to tell Roxanne? She loved him. I could tell she loved him and Eric loved her back. I held onto John as I played out how I was going to break the news. My eyes teared up once again knowing I had lost a good friend even though he left the FBI. It was just all happening too damned fast for me to keep up. I felt my stomach tie itself into a knot between the sadness and my morning sickness. After a few moments of cheering me up a little I followed John back into the shower so we could clean up before seeing Skinner. After I had dried off I leaned against the bathroom sink, hanging my head in sorrow. I shook my head not wanting to believe that this was reality. I knew I was going to have to ID the body and I wasn't sure if my stomach was up for such a venture. Thinking about the whole thing I could have sworn that Eric was behind us but what if he did get caught up somehow? He wasn't completely healed from his shooting injuries and that could have slowed him down. I suddenly went dizzy from contemplating it and John caught me as I fell back into him. "Mon, do you need to see the doctor again?" John asked softly into my ear. I started crying uncontrollably whether from hormones or tragedy or both, it didn't matter. Eric was gone and there was nothing I could do to change it. It was a harsh reality to accept because he was trying to protect us so we wouldn't have to get into the line of fire. I just didn't want to accept any of this right now. "We don't know if that's going to be Eric's body. I don't think that he's dead, Mon." John's voice didn't sound too reassuring to me right then. "How do you know, John? He was injured. He was moving a little slower than we were." I started to hyperventilate delving back into the recent memory of that building exploding. "Mon, he's eluded the FBI for how many years? The guy's not stupid. He's too smart to let himself go up in a big ball of fire like that. You'll see." He was trying to encourage me but the way I was feeling at that point I would rather crawl under a rock and die somewhere than hear any type of anecdote. John wrapped his arms around me, holding me up as much as he could. I stood up and supported myself, and then turned to face him. He had a towel wrapped around his waist that gave him such a sexy appearance I thought I was going to have a chance to fuck my frustrations away. There wasn't time, though. We had to get ready and meet Skinner soon. I stepped out of the way so John could shave and I stood and admired his physique. He filled the sink with hot water and applied shaving gel to his face. I towel dried my hair as I watched him slowly stroke his face with his razor. I dropped my towel and took his razor from him, my naked body before him to admire. I slowly finished shaving his face as he looked into my eyes, which was more like looking into my soul. When I finished we were still face to face with one another and I reached in for a kiss. John pulled me into him as our tongues entwined in a deep, passionate kiss. I pulled away for a moment and smiled. "We have to get ready." I said softly. John nuzzled his nose with mine and returned his sexy smile. "I know." We got dressed and went downstairs to find that Roxanne had left already. She must have had something going on at her estate; I never heard her leave. John grabbed his keys from the dining room table and I followed him out to the truck, heading out for our planned destination. ............................................ Chapter Thirty-Seven Reyes: We met A.D. Skinner at the bar in the middle of the Hard Rock Hotel Casino. Even this early in the day there was a cloud of smoke over it. We found Skinner sitting at the one end with two empty seats beside him. John and I sat down next to him. "I'm glad to see that the two of you are still alive." Skinner started. "What can you tell me about Yucca Mountain?" "What about Yucca Mountain? It was a proposed toxic waste dump." John said plainly. " We know that you were out there. We got a number of faxes on the building that exploded and what they were doing in the laboratories there." Skinner had a laptop with him and gave it to John and I so we could read the information that was on the small screen. "Apparently it was a super soldier breeding facility. Someone had anonymously tipped us to your whereabouts and also a former affiliate of the FBI which I assume you both know to be Eric Duarte. There are pages and pages of charges against this man for fraud, identity theft, and basically every cyber law in the book for hacking. I am here only to confirm his death, as he is a fugitive of Federal law. I can't do that because I don't know him. I need one or both of you to identify his body so I can get back to DC and close the file on him." I tried not to hear Skinner tell us that we had to identify Eric's corpse. He was probably so cooked I wouldn't be able to tell anyway. I read the complete scheme of the lab, where its Federal funding came from as Shannon said, any test results that were reported back to the FBI building in DC. There was also the deadline date of December 22, 2012 to finish up any manufacturing. The question that remained in my mind was: Did we help ourselves by destroying this building or did we just help them get rid of evidence so they could disappear? "So who's in charge of the investigation of that building going up?" John asked. "Right now it's under military jurisdiction because some soldiers were in that building when it went up. They are letting minimal Federal presence there and the only one that I know of who has any knowledge of the situation is Director Kersh." Skinner looked around to see if anyone was watching us. "So in other words it's out of our hands." I said. I shook my head. What if all of this was for nothing? "What about this information?" I pointed to the laptop. "This isn't common knowledge in the FBI yet. I took a great risk coming here to show this to you. Once this is known, all suspects involved with this could disappear." Skinner glanced at both of us, relaying the message that this information and how it was dealt with was very delicate. ........................ Doggett: Assistant Director Skinner didn't seem his usual self. Having not seen us for over three weeks and fearing we were dead could have at least raised a little more concern. My mind filled with images of the last time we were in contact just outside Kersh's office. Skinner had approached the door only for it to be opened by one of Mulder's trial panel members, a confirmed super soldier. Gibson Praise's special talent had established this. While on the witness stand Gibson had read all their minds to establish to the panel that he could indeed do this, and had noticed one man's thoughts were different to the others. With initial skepticism that anyone could actually read minds, I had come to believe in Gibson because I saw with my own eyes how he used this gift. How it was done and why, I had no idea. "He knows." Gibson's words echoed in my head and I remembered the exchanged glances between the mysterious man and the boy outside Kersh's office. He knew the whereabouts of Mulder and Scully and we had to warn them. Monica, Gibson and myself had left being urged to go by Skinner himself. The reality that the super soldiers also knew that we were all instrumental in the escape of Fox Mulder was very dangerous for us, and part of the reason we couldn't return to DC just yet until it was deemed safe. Monica and I had discussed a few times since then the possible fate of Skinner and Kersh. We had concerns for all our FBI colleagues, but we had to work with the whole debacle from this end. They would have to deal with it from theirs. My heart skipped a beat remembering Gibson's face as we left him with Scully's mom. We'd explained everything to her, Mulder's trial verdict, his sentence, his assisted escape and then his and Scully's flight away from certain death. Maggie was happy to look after Gibson until we could return safely but only after I assured him that Monica and myself would be back. He'd nodded with that sad but understanding expression. It was all part of his continued nomadic existence. After witnessing his cheerless expression I had been all the more determined to return and indeed look after the boy as I had promised. He'd indeed read my mind as was my intention and knew me to be telling the truth to the best of my knowledge. The look on Monica's face confirmed she'd had similar thoughts. He'd probably already discerned that Monica and myself had personal ties beyond FBI partners. At first, when I knew he was sensitive to people's thoughts I used to try and hide my passion for Monica from him but I knew, just from his gaze that this was not possible. After being snapped out of my musing by Monica's hand on my arm, I decided to come right out with it rather than checking the back of Skinner's neck for a certain spinal deformity. "So Skinner, who else knows you're here? Kersh? The super soldiers perhaps?" I sat back in my seat giving him concentrated scrutiny, the look that told all who witnessed it that I was searching for more than just words. "Don't worry, I was careful to cover my tracks." He spoke quietly so as not to attract attention. "How do you know? How can you be so sure? We could all be in danger here." Sitting forward I looked into his face for any doubts he might be having. "The only danger you're in is when they find out you were there. I can go back to DC and confirm Duarte's guilt in all this and his death. I can close the file on him but someone will need to take the blame. You two have been confirmed as having been there." Monica and myself exchanged concerned glances. "Who? How?" She questioned with a worried frown. "Videotape that was salvaged from the site. There were cameras set up at the periphery as well as spotted throughout the plant grounds. You were seen entering the building from the roof and escaping through a side door and running towards the boundary fence just before the explosions that guttered the facility." I leant forward and spoke in a soft voice, looking around, being careful not to be overheard. "We didn't set the charges, Duarte must have done that. We were there to find him." "So tell me you had nothing to do with the planned destruction of the plant." I shifted uneasily in my seat and witnessed Monica's troubled air. "I thought so. You two could lose your jobs over this. Your careers in the FBI are in jeopardy as it is with your disappearance. You know the X-Files have been shut down. What have you been doing here?" With that question I looked down to Monica's hand and saw that she had neglected to wear the engagement ring we had bought together recently. A wise thought, we hadn't planned on letting anyone in on our little secret just yet, outside our close circle of newly made friends. Monica followed my gaze and knew my thoughts. "We've been working with Roxanne Derrik and Eric to find out more about the extent of the super soldier threat to this country and possibly throughout the world." "Roxanne Derrik? Not 'the' Ms. Derrik of a certain porn repute?" Monica nodded, not sure where to go from there. Not wanting to give away our exact ties with the entrepreneur and the reasons for our initial meeting at the strip club amateur night I thought quickly. I looked to Monica as I spoke. "We've been working for Roxanne to get some extra cash. She set us up in our temporary apartment and has been supporting us and Eric in our endeavors to delve into what the FBI is keeping from us about this threat." Monica continued, "Eric used his computer 'skills' to hack into FBI records and made contact with someone who gave us valuable insider information and sent us a package of magnetite, the only substance that has an effect on these creatures." "You're telling me you have killed some of these super soldiers?" Skinner could see by our silence that it was indeed true. He looked down to the table and shook his head. As they contemplated their insecure positions they hadn't heard the quiet voice beside them. .............................. "Gibson!" Monica was the first to notice him and rose from her chair, approaching the sixteen-year-old boy. She extended her arms to give him a hug; he hesitated a little but then gave into her wishes sensing her genuine pleasure to see him again. I rose too smiling, happy that he was safe, and as he approached I leant over the table extending my hand. "How are you going man?" We shook and then he took the spare seat next to Monica and myself. "I'm all right," he said in his usual expression challenged tone. My face turned to concern as I looked over to Skinner. "Was this a wise idea, bringing the boy here?" Gibson interjected before Skinner could speak. "It wasn't his idea for me to come here, it was mine." Both Monica and myself averted our eyes away from the assistant director and onto the boy. "I was worried for you. I wanted to see that you two were safe. So many of my friends leave." He trailed off. "I couldn't refuse him seeing you. He is also the reason I could come here undetected." Skinner nodded in the boy's direction. "Tell them Gibson." "Tell us what?" Monica's face told me that if it was more bad news she could crack. Gibson looked to Skinner for confirmation to go on talking. "The files that you saw, the super soldiers, there may be more than we first thought." Skinner nodded when I looked across to him. "You mean they are everywhere among us, they could be anyone here?" My head did a 180 degree arc around the room. Skinner continued with the barrage of information. "Not just anyone, but taking up positions of power in the government, in local councils, in law enforcement and of course..." "The FBI." Monica finished his sentence. "For how long has this been going on?" "From the information leaked out it may have been decades." His voice lowered with the last half of the sentence. This was not good news. If there were in fact many more of these creatures than first thought then the simple blowing up of a building may have just been like the proverbial single hiccup in a vast crowd of spectators. Had it all been worth it? If Eric was truly dead then his death may have been in vain. Apart from the occasional look at Skinner I had felt Gibson's eyes on us most of this time. "What's up Gibson?" I could tell he had been delving into our minds and I needed to know what he saw. A little hesitance showed before he spoke. Understandably this would have been a learned behavior, he would have made any number of people nervous in his presence with their thoughts laid open for scrutiny. "You didn't blow up the facility but you all planned to." "John, Monica, so it true." Skinner lowered his voice and we hung our heads in affirmation. "Why? That was not a good move. What did you think you were doing?" Monica decided to speak in our defense; "It was a major operation in the super soldier network, by destroying all their research we truly believed this would stall their operations until the rest of us could get together a plan to expose them." "Well your plan may have just backfired. What if this causes them to act sooner? You may have put us all in jeopardy." All my reasoning told me that this would probably not happen. With all we'd been through in the last few weeks, all the information that Eric had received told me that this act would indeed mar their efforts and hold them back indefinitely. "Let's just wait this one out shall we before we get our panties in a knot. That explosion destroyed some serious shit, don't tell me they will benefit from it." I made sure I kept my adamant face. I wanted to show I truly believed that what we did was right. "Well you may find yourself having to explain all this to an FBI panel when you're called back to DC to answer charges." We could tell that if Skinner's views were representative of the views held by that said panel then they would need considerably more convincing than what Monica and myself were giving him. "There's more." We all looked to Gibson who had been mighty quiet. "You two." "What is it Gibson?" Skinner could see the boy's hesitation to speak. "You two are in love." Monica and myself exchanged glances. "And you're getting married." "Is this true?" Our secret had outed which was inevitable at some stage. We thought it would be later rather than sooner; after the shit had died down. As we looked at each other with smiles Monica retrieved her engagement ring from her pocket and slipped it over her finger. "When did all this happen?" Monica took my hand in hers and squeezed. "Just recently." She looked at me sweetly. "But you've been in love for years." Monica nodded at Gibson's claim. Out of the corner of our eyes we could see Skinner's look of astonishment. "And that's not all." "Not all?" "We're going to have a baby." Monica decided to talk before the boy gave away all the joyous information. "I think congratulations are in order. I had no idea." Skinner's face said he was still piecing all the recently changed events together. "That's not what I meant." "What did you mean then Gibson?" A sudden wave hit my stomach as it became evident that Gibson knew how we had survived the previous three weeks. His mouth did a small lip curl before he spoke, "They've been earning money making movies." It wouldn't take long for Skinner to picture exactly what the boy meant. "Don't tell me. Movies for Roxanne Derrik? Porn movies?" "We made adult movies to earn money. It was perfect to stay under cover." Skinner just looked at them trying to fathom their motives. "If this gets out," he said in a measured tone. "That will put one more nail in your coffin with the FBI. I hope you have some airtight explanations for all this." ............................... Chapter Thirty-Eight Reyes: We followed Skinner to the county morgue where they were holding Eric's body. I sat in the passenger seat of Eric's truck with a lump in my throat. It was laboring just to breathe, just to sit there and wait until it was my time to go in there so I could identify his corpse. I blankly stared out through the cracked windshield, my heart thumping loudly in my chest in anticipation. I was not up for doing this. Not by a long shot. In mid thought, we pulled into the parking lot and parked the truck. John and I sat there for a moment, John let out a deep breath. "Are you up for this?" He asked as he looked over to me. I looked down at my shaking hands and gave a small smile. "Does it matter anymore?" I got out of the truck and John followed behind me as we joined Skinner inside. The lighting seemed dim in the building and the horrible smell that I was used to seemed even more horrible than normal. I held my breath as we entered the examination room where Eric's autopsy was just performed. The room smelled like burned flesh and on the exam table was a body covered with a white sheet. The coroner was still masked and bloodied from his exam. He looked over at us and we all pulled out our FBI badges. He nodded and went to the sheeted body. In one swift pull the sheet was off of the body. It was badly burned, blackened flesh still peeling back from certain extremities-- what was left of the extremities. There was the usual Y-incision in the chest area and the face was barely recognizable. I got a little closer to the body in the chilled room to get a better look at him. I could hear John, AD Skinner, and the doctor talking in the background but didn't try to listen. I felt like throwing up just at the mere sight of this, but swallowed and took a long, hard look. I looked at his arms for tattoos but could not make out any. For a second I was relieved, but I turned around and saw a second covered body on another table. "Which one was the technician?" I asked. "The one you were looking at." The coroner said through his mask. I looked at the corpse again for any positive clues for identification but found none. This was not Eric. I shook my head and looked back to the men behind me. "This isn't him." I stated. "It can't be." "According to reports he was wearing a Lucent uniform when he entered the building." Skinner said. "He was seen with someone else in a black Expedition at the entrance gate." "You have witnesses to that?" I asked slightly amazed. I didn't think anyone made it out alive. "Yes, the guards. They were injured, but very willing to give out that information. The only reason we know is because Agent Duarte was a federal agent and that's the bargaining power we have to have some insight to the investigation." Skinner said. "Did they ever find out who the other person was?" John asked. "Only one person it could be..." I said under my breath. "They found some remains...not much to identify. They found clothing that had trace amounts of semen. The lab is yet to get back to us on that." Skinner lowered his voice and whispered. "We assume it may have been a super soldier by how the remains were decomposed. They found an unknown metal substance in the remains." John nodded and I knew what he was thinking. "Shannon." I said. I looked to the guys and the coroner had gone. I turned to the second body and uncovered it. It, too, was badly burned like the other. I looked at the toe tag and it was a John Doe. "Who was this?" I inquired. "They are assuming it was a guard of some kind." Skinner said. I looked over the body and searched for those give-away things that could make it Eric. John came up behind me. "Is it him?" He asked quietly. I carefully examined the burned corpse and saw what could be a tribal-type tattoo on the arm. At that moment everything flashed before my eyes and I broke out into a cold sweat. I slumped over the table and tried to breathe. "That's him, isn't it?" The vibes in the air were going crazy. I leaned back into John as I tried to sort out all of the emotions going through my head. I was in near panic as I shook my head. All of this talk with John saying Eric was too smart to go down in the burning building was washing away to reality. I nodded my head as tears filled my eyes. John looked over to AD Skinner. "Were there any more bodies other than these two?" John asked. Skinner shook his head. "No. These were the only two that hadn't been identified by the military. A lot of the bodies were much worse than this from what I heard." Skinner came up to us. "I don't know what happens from here. The fact that you were there could put both of your careers in even more jeopardy than before. They have every high command wired. They don't know that we have this information, so it may help. I'll keep in touch. They are supposed to do DNA testing but it may come back inconclusive like many of the other bodies." "We went out to stop him..." I said as I cried. Could the news get any grimmer? Our careers were now on the chopping block because of this and I sure hope as hell it was worth it. Skinner said something to John before he left but I didn't bother to listen. I just wanted to get the hell away from the smell of burned, decaying flesh before I start throwing up. John took me by the hand and we walked out of the room and then out of the building of death. We leaned up against the side of the truck in an embrace as I cried in John's arms over the loss of a dear friend. ................................................................... We were on our way back from the morgue to Roxanne's place. We both figured she would want to hear this first hand from us and not on the phone. I couldn't stop crying at the thought and at what I had just seen: The horrific remains of someone who had done so much for us to keep us hidden a little while longer. My mind wandered back to Mulder, and Scully. I hoped they were in a safe place and away from any of this controversy. I had forgotten to ask Skinner if he knew any such information, but I had a strong feeling that we'd find out sooner or later somehow. It struck me as odd that they knew we were out there-the enemy must have known the whole plan of attack from Shannon. It was eating at me how I felt that this whole thing was set up to rid of evidence of them, yet Skinner had it on that laptop? Were we out of this yet? My temples throbbed in anguish over the thought that this could be a never-ending feat. I looked over to my fianc who was leaning his head against his hand. He glanced over at me for a moment and then his eyes went back to the road. "What are you thinking?" I asked him through my tears. "I still don't think that's him." He said sternly. "I'm sorry to doubt you, but something's itchin' at me saying that is not Eric." "You still think he got out?" I asked anxiously. "John, I saw the tattoo on his arm. That was Eric. I have no doubt in my mind. Denial is normal in situations like this." John's brow furled as he looked over me once more. "You think I'm in denial? Monica, I think it may be the other way around." "John, just admit it. When I sensed something haven't I always been onto something even though you yourself refused to believe?" Tears that had been streaking down my face were now starting to burn my flesh. "I didn't always NOT believe you, Monica....some of the stuff just seemed...hokey to me." John's voice was calmer. "Just as hokey as you telling me that Eric is still alive." I mumbled. There would have to be a miracle of God to make me believe that he was still alive. So far the only miracle I can foresee is the one that will happen in about 8 months or so. We pulled up to the security gate at Roxanne's place. The guard recognized us and let us in. John pulled the truck up by the front entrance and we both got out. Roxanne opened the door just as we were getting ready to ring the doorbell. She looked horrible; her eyes were bloodshot, her eyelids heavy enough she could barely keep them open, and her demeanor wasn't the usual perky boss we were accustomed to seeing. She held the door open for us and we stepped inside. She closed it behind John and headed for the wet bar in the party room. We followed her in as she leaned up against the bar, facing both of us as if bracing herself for the shocking news we would deliver. She looked over to me noticing my slouched posture and the sorrow strewn all over my face. "I take it you don't have good news to tell me?" She asked in her calm voice. John shook his head. He too, started to have a bit of anguish in his eyes from watching Roxanne. She looked like an aerosol can that was about to burst. "I'm sorry, Roxanne. Mon identified the body. It was him." Roxanne's hands white knuckled gripping the bar and hung her head down, taking in a deep breath before relenting to the emotional pressure. I started crying again as I went up and embraced her in a supportive hug. She wrapped her arms around me as be both wept over Eric's tragic loss. A few seconds later I felt John's arms wrap around us both, and we nuzzled our tearing faces into his chest. ......................... Doggett: After leaving Roxanne's place we'd let Skinner know the news about the positive identification of the body and he'd said he'd get back to us about where we went from there. There were a number of things about recent events that continued to niggle at me and I could not put this to rest until it was all laid out clearly in my mind. The only way Monica could identify the body was by Eric's tattoo. I trusted Monica's judgment but I still could not see Eric getting blown apart in that explosion. I needed more hard evidence than a piece of body art. Couldn't they do DNA testing and maybe look up dental records? If the only way they could have closure was through an eyewitness report then to me that was sloppy investigative work. That was something I noted to follow up later, for Roxanne's and for Monica's sakes and for the health of our unborn child. Shannon McMahon was a piece of work. Even after her confirmed death I couldn't believe she was gone. Ever since we'd met again after her relegation to super soldier status, I had believed her one time, then doubted her the next. At this point I was left doubting. Her intentions in all this seemed dishonorable. She had ratted us out to the feds leaving our jobs in jeopardy, and what was it with her urging us to destroy the facility? What was in it for her? Maybe Skinner was right and that we had truly been set up. Time would tell. Something bothered me about Skinner too. He was keeping hush hush about what happened behind closed doors that day in Kersh's office. We recognized that the super soldier panel member knew everything, then why was Skinner allowed to go unpunished for his actions of breaking Mulder out of custody? My thoughts went to Gibson. It was the fact that Skinner had brought the boy along that I trusted him at all. I remembered Skinner saying, 'He is the reason I could come here undetected.' Maybe Skinner did have good intentions and brought Gibson along to identify any proximal super soldier activity. If Skinner was being used to flush us out then why bring the boy? Another mental note was made to have a heart to heart with Gibson as soon as possible. As I opened the door to our apartment and let Monica in before me, I had a strange feeling we would not be there much longer. Something was in the air, something was not right but I couldn't put my finger on it. It was almost like the calm before the storm. There was not much hope but I so wished we'd had the storm and it was now time for calm. Monica was still nowhere near happy and I pained to see her that way. If Eric was truly dead then I would grieve just as Monica was grieving but until the absolute proof, I needed to comfort my lover. She was pale and lethargic as she headed to the kitchen. I followed and watched as she opened the fridge door and extracted a small bottle of water. Leaning against the cool surface she opened the cap and upended the bottle, taking a few sips. "How you feelin'?" Lifting a hand I swept away a stray hair from her face, my fingers lingering near her cheek. She dropped her hand to her side and I just had to lick off those glistening water droplets from her lips. "John," she spoke with a mixed tone of 'not now' but 'I'm too tired to stop you'. "Just let me try this," I breathed onto her lips as my body leant lightly against hers. "Say 'no' at any time and I'll stop." The need to make this all go away was strong inside me. This was the best way I knew of letting her forget about her troubles for a moment and give her some fleeting pleasure. "I want to taste you." Looking into her eyes I saw them change from fatigue to approval. That was my signal to proceed. My lips found hers and latched on, alternately licking then sucking them dry. As I pushed my tongue inside I felt her body begin to relax and ready to accept whatever I could give her. This was going to be my gift to her for going through so much pain. My hands lay flat against the coolness of the fridge door either side of her as my kisses flowed over her soft cheek to her ear. A finger pulled back the hair and my tongued traced the delicate ridges. I knew she liked this. The way her face shifted, gliding against mine assured me I was hitting all the right places. When my mouth went back to hers it was open and ready for me and I found myself leaning into her and her pushing back with equal force. The hands that roamed my back fell down to my butt, feeling evenly at first then pulling me into her. My hard mass squashed against her crotch. She would have known the extent of my passion for her then but this was initiated for her, not just me. "Hmm, this is good." My body liquefied at that admission and I knew I was achieving what I set out to do. Monica moved her head to the side to give me access to her slender neck, which also gave me the signal to begin undoing her shirt buttons. "How do you do this to me John?" "Do what?" As I undid each button I kissed the part of skin each revealed. Whoever had invented front fastening bras must have been a man, a man who probably thought of the idea when he was just in this situation. I unhooked it swiftly revealing a heap of tempting cleavage. "How do you make me forget?" She heaved her chest as I licked her breastbone between her supple breasts. Her hands made their way to my hair and her fingers ran through it with gentle strokes influencing me on. With the last button undone I moved her shirt apart and worked on her stomach running small kisses in a random pattern. "Shhh, don't talk, just feel." I whispered with hot breath on her abdomen. As I licked the rim of her navel I anticipated where this tongue and mouth was going and imagined my lover's body responding to me with all the pleasure I could give her. Before I had time to think my fingers were undoing her jeans. With each centimeter of skin revealed, as the zip moved down, I gave numerous kisses over her soft skin. Hooking my thumbs in the rim of her jeans I pulled them over her hips bringing her thong with it. Monica gave my hair a tug as I kissed over her pubic area as it was slowly revealed and nuzzled my nose in the small amount of hair there. She helped flip off her shoes and take her pants down the rest of the way while I ran kisses up and down her legs. "Oooh," Monica crooned as I spread her legs apart with a hand and urged one leg over my shoulder. The solid surface of the floor hardly bothered me. I had one course of action and that was to make my lover experience a bit of cloud nine for a few moments. Propping her up I found the spot between her legs that I needed to work on. I could almost taste her before I began. The heat coming from her was searing and the sexy smell of her dripping desire played on my psyche like an aphrodisiac. I had done this many times before but each time it was new. My tongue tempted her clit, lightly touching its hardness and she flinched with the concentrated bliss. "Oh John." Her hands tugged hard on my hair wanting me to go further more quickly. I blew a few cooling breaths on her fiery center then began long, slow strokes with my tongue, drinking in her juices and tasting her sex. With every few strokes I circled her clit with my tongue and sucked on it, my lips encircling as much as I could. All thought of her reciprocating any of this was gone. My mind was resolute on giving her as much gratification as I could. As I pushed my hardened tongue inside her my nose flicked her clit, eliciting a melting pot of soothing sounds from her throat that increased in volume matching her ride towards ecstasy. It began with a small ripple then slowly built to tremors as my lover came. With each pull of my hair and each thrust of her hips I stayed latched onto her, sucking as much from her as possible. My heart raced while I experienced her orgasm all around my tongue and lips. I could feel her about to collapse around me so stood up quickly just in time to catch her in my arms. "Monica, I'm taking you to bed. You need rest, okay?" Not waiting for a reply I wrapped one arm around her shoulders and the other under her knees and lifted. Her head rested on my shoulder, and from the contented gurgles I could tell she had enjoyed what we had just done. "I love you," she said almost deliriously as I sat her up in bed and began taking off her open shirt and bra leaving her bare. I went to a drawer and took out one of my T-shirts and dressed her. She seemed incapable of making any decisions at that time and I smiled knowing exactly why. As she snuggled under the covers she closed her eyes and grinned, letting out a few satisfied breaths. Leaning down I kissed her on the cheek and whispered, "I love you too Monica." "Hmmm." As I exited the room I took one last look at the wonderful person I was soon to marry. Skinner's words rushed back to me and I felt a sudden anxiety. 'You two could lose your jobs over this. Your careers in the FBI are in jeopardy as it is with your disappearance'. No matter what the future held I would stick by Monica. We would ride the storm together. ....................................... Chapter Thirty-Nine Roxanne: After John and Monica had left, I sat alone in the silence of my own tears. I was sad but at the same time I was fucking angry. If Eric was that close behind them, why didn't he get out? WHY? I cringed at the thought and tried very hard not to place blame because I knew it would get me nowhere. The phone at the bar rang annoyingly into my silence. I did not feel like talking to anyone; I felt like pulverizing something. I walked up to the bar calmly and pulled the phone, cord and all, right out of the wall and threw it across the room into the opposing wall. It disintegrated upon impact as it fell to the floor into pieces. It left behind a few blemishes into the drywall but I didn't care. No, I didn't give a flying fuck. Moments later my cell phone rang in my belt carrier. I snatched it and looked at the caller ID number. It was my accounting department in my business operations building, which was odd, so I answered it. "Hello?" I answered. "Ms. Derrik, this is Brad in accounting. I came across something odd doing the books today. There seems to be...uh...how can I nicely word this....a discrepancy in one of your accounts." The voice said on the phone. I paused for a moment and my knees locked. I swayed slightly as I held my breath and gathered my thoughts. This was serious. "Ms. Derrik?" Brad's voice said again. "Brad, which account?" I said calmly so I would not directly blow up at him for the shit end of the stick news I got today. "Accounts receivable." He replied. I felt my blood pressure rise and my face redden. This was not what I needed on top of everything. "I'll be right over." I ended the call and stormed out of my mansion and walked quickly to my business building in the back. I swung the glass door open and swiftly walked by the receptionist to the accounting department. The accounting staff sat rigidly once I entered the room. Smiling and being polite like I normally am with them was the furthest thing from my mind. Any time I hear the word 'discrepancy' I automatically think someone is ripping me off. It happened to me once before with one of my employees being a sneaky bastard so I fired the whole accounting staff and had the SBC guys watchdog my system with a huge firewall. I saw Brad at his desk and wandered over to him, looking over his shoulder. "Speak to me." I said to him with a stone cold expression. Brad looked up at me and knew what I was thinking. Without delay he punched up the accounts receivable screen with the amount that I should have in there and then the actual bank statement saying what I really do have. There was a twenty thousand dollar shortage in the account as opposed to what I should have in there, with absolutely no trace to where that money disappeared to. It happened like this last time only I caught the mother-fucking thief in the act. My eyes widened in disbelief and knew the only people that could give me an answer were the guys at Nevada Bell SBC. "Any idea of where it went, Brad?" I asked almost felt like ripping his head off to help me feel better, but I knew it wasn't his fault. So, in lieu of killing someone I just breathed down his neck a little. "No, I don't. I'm sorry." He seemed sincere enough, but I needed to call SBC to make sure. "Brad, hand me your phone please." He complied and I dialed the SBC number. "Yes, this is Roxanne Derrik at Derilyct Productions. I have had a major breach into my computer system that you guys moderate more or less and we can't find where in the system it occurred." The man at the other end asked me what type of breach it was. "It's in my accounting department. Apparently there is a twenty thousand discrepancy that my bank has already confirmed." The guy started giving me the run-around about how it could be a simple mathematical error. No. I hire the best accountants I can find and I wasn't going to take this shit. I paid them a lot of money to set my system up. "I pay you guys to build a firewall which YOU said could not be breached. I have checked and double-checked with my staff and my bank and someone got into this system somehow and stole twenty thousand dollars from me. Either you fucking fix it, or I will take your system and shove it up your ass." I got put on hold so he could talk to his supervisor and a few minutes later he came back on the line to tell me a technician would be coming out right away. He must have realized how much money I have invested in that phone company. "Thank you." I slammed the phone down and Brad jumped. "Relax..I won't fire you....this time." I walked out of the room and then out of the building. I paused for a moment and took a deep breath in. My heart was pumping a thousand times a minute it seemed and my brain was beyond warp speed. I started back toward the house and my cell phone rang again. I did not want to be talking right now. "This better be fucking good," I said sarcastically. "Ms. Derrik, it's Dave from the front booth. There are some gentlemen here that say that they are with the Federal Bureau of Investigation. They want to speak to you." That was not what I wanted to hear. "The fucking Feds are here? Do they have a warrant? If they don't, tell them to drag their asses." I walked up to the front and peeked around to get a glimpse at them in front of the gate. Two black Crown Victorias with four men in each car. "They have a warrant to search, Ms. Derrik." Dave replied. I shook my head and bit my lower lip. "Damn. Let them in." I ended that call and rushed back into my house towards the front. By then Jeremy had let them in. Eight guys in black suits that probably needed a lay worse than anyone. "You mind telling me what the hell this is all about?" I asked firmly. "Ms. Derrik, I am Agent Follmer and this is Agent Weller. We know that you were housing Eric Duarte on these premises and because of your association with him you could be indicted for harboring a suspect evading the law. Now, we know he has violated every computer regulation we have laws for and then some. Maybe murder can be added to the list." They took out their FBI badges and blessed me with their prestige. Follmer handed me the court order for the search of my property. This guy was anal and needed to be dealt with as such. "If you are here to look for him, I hate to tell ya he's long gone. With the building that went up last night? I'm sure you heard about that." I really did not want to deal with this prick right now. "We are well aware of that, Ms. Derrik. We have a warrant to search the premises on the basis that you were hiding him from the law so he could scheme and steal more money from innocent civilians. You must realize that there are repercussions for doing so." Follmer gave the go ahead for his men to start looking around. The thought of having these guys looking through my personal stuff disturbed me to no end. "Hiding him from the law? Gee, Agent Follmer, I didn't know that fucking someone was considered harboring a suspect." I stood eye to eye with this man wanting desperately to wipe the smirk off of his face. He walked away and paired up with his partner and resumed their search of my life. I sat down on my couch and watched as they tore each room apart looking for signs of life that left last night. It didn't take them long to find out where he was. I guess that Shannon bitch ratted us all out. They won't find a thing and I will sit here until they realize that themselves. .............................................................. The Feds went at it for eight hours. Even all the while I had shoots going on in other parts of the estate, they rummaged through everything they could find. They even went through my website and all of my business files, accounts, clients, etc. The more I sat there the more humiliating it got. I run a legal business, but the fact these bastards want to deface me because of an association I was going to stand my ground. Mr. Follmer came in and sat down next to me with a T-shirt of Eric's in his hand. "Where is his rig?" He probed. "His rig? Well, normally it would be inside of me, but since he's a corpse that wouldn't work well, would it?" My chin was down and I stared a hole through this jerk. He sat untouched by my words until his jaw clenched a little. "I know you run a legit business, here, Ms. Derrik. It would be a shame for you to lose it all covering his tracks for him. Unless, of course, you tell me what you know." He was manipulative as well as good looking, both features together in a man I despised in front of me. "Tell you what. He told me he did fake identifications and stuff like that, but what he was actually going to do last night-he just disappeared. He didn't tell me shit. If you are looking for his computer, he took it all with him. He's gone, okay? Take what you need to and get the fuck out of here." "Agent Follmer," Agent Weller said, "I have copies of all business records for the past year." "Find anything in the business department?" Follmer asked his partner. "Nothing really. We'll look through this but I doubt we'll find anything on Duarte. Everyone cooperated, so I don't think he made it back there." Weller said. "Well, Ms. Derrik, " Follmer said handing me his card, "We'll be in touch and watching you very carefully." Follmer glared at me before he got up and left the room. The other agents followed and I was left hearing the echo of the front door slamming shut. My hands shook knowing that I will not be able to live my life normally. They will be watching everything I do, my website, my associations...Wait-I need to call John and Monica and tell them. I took my cell phone and walked outside to dial their number. "Ms.Derrik?" A male voice called from behind me. I had enough of men today and their impotence. I turned around to face the voice to see that it was a SBC guy from the phone company that must have arrived while I was having my proverbial rectal exam from the FBI. "Tell me you found something...please tell me you found something..." I rubbed my temples as I spoke. "Matter of fact I did. It didn't come from inside your system, like an employee jacking your money that way. Someone found a back door and transferred funds..at least it looks that way." The technician said. "Do you have any idea as to when this back door may have opened?" My eyebrows rose up. The guy stood for a second and continued. "Well, I glanced through the lines of code and the system was sent a virus to create that open door for access. The program was executed around 11 p.m. last night and where it went from there it's not traceable." He paused and so did I. There was only one person I knew of who could have pulled it off but he's down at the coroner's office at the moment. "Is there anything more I can do for you today?" I stood there semi-stunned just thinking about the slim chance that it could be Eric, but shook my head at such nonsense. Monica identified his body. End of story. "No, that's all. Did you get a check for your services?" "I sure did. Thank you." He replied as he left for his truck. I hit the send button on my cell to call John and Monica. I could care less about the twenty grand. Something bigger was going on here. John answered the phone. "John, this is Roxanne. The FBI were just here searching my place. You gotta tell me what the hell is going on here." My voice almost sounded desperate, but I needed answers now. ................................ Chapter Forty Doggett: The room was awash with the soft gray of late evening when the phone rang. All I heard was the faint sound of the television underneath the shrill ring. I had most likely dozed off on the couch after leaving Monica in the bedroom to nap her grief and sickness away. It must have been at least four hours. There was no timepiece close by to confirm my thoughts and my watch was resting on the kitchen bench after I'd removed it to do some cleaning. I was never one to sleep during the day; there were always jobs to be done, something to fix, to clean, to investigate. Briefly looking back over the events of the last few days had clearly taken their toll on my system. Sitting up a little too quickly to answer the call before it disturbed Monica, I felt a wave of dizziness overcome me. Briefly resting my fingers on my forehead I got my bearings before standing to answer the call. "Di Salvo." That learned reply came out all too easily and I wondered for how long I would need to use it. The feeling hit me again that this existence was all too ephemeral. The end was in sight, but what end, I had no way of knowing. Roxanne sounded angry, irritable and depressed all at once. She had lost someone close to her, someone who had come into her life suddenly and had left the same way. "John, this is Roxanne." As I listened to her message I knew that my fears were being realized. The Feds were now closer on our trail and it was only a matter of time before this could all blow up in our faces. "Roxanne, I'm coming over." Also fearing the tapping of our phone line, she agreed and I found myself writing Monica a note explaining where I would be for the next hour or so. A small part of me was concerned for her safety but the other part said I would only be a short time away. She was a federal agent and was trained to look after herself. Jeremy let me through the front door and walked me to Roxanne's office. She was sitting on a couch in the area of the room away from her desk. As I passed the large furniture item I remembered that time Monica and myself had cleared it and made love there as a dinner party was still transpiring in the other room. Roxanne had caught us in the act but had seemed amused rather than annoyed. "Don't think you're the ones who christened it." What was it about females? Could all of them read men's minds? Her momentary laughter was a pleasant sign, punctuating the somber mood that still hung in the air. I looked at her from the corner of my eyes and gave a slight smile. "So what's this about the FBI searching this place?" Her disposition then reverted to how it had been as I'd first entered the room but I didn't want to beat around the bush. The shit was beginning to hit the fan and I needed to know every detail to deal with it. "They were in my house for eight hours today, combing through everything to find something on Eric." I listened as she continued. "They accused me of harboring him. Why is that John? I know he is....." She choked on her words and then resumed her composure. "I knew.... he was a hacker and did other illegal shit but this seems over the top." "Roxanne, he blew up a building remember, a large facility, killing hundreds of people and causing major damage." Her head rested in her hands, shaking. "But he's dead. Monica told me herself. You saw the body too." I nodded half-heartedly. "This seems more than that. It's as though they know something that we don't. I've dealt with law enforcement before John, believe me, in my line of work I get the law breathing down my neck all the time trying to find any loopholes to hang me with. This is different, it's almost as though they think he's still alive." We exchanged an enlightening glance for an instant and she continued more slowly, "Is he really dead? I don't know; I have this feeling that I'm not totally convinced." "Funny you should say that, I'm not convinced either." Her eyes opened with some hope as she followed my words. "I'm still waiting on dental records and DNA tests that I ordered." "But Monica said the body had his tattoo." As her face looked up I saw a Roxanne who showed vulnerability and for a moment she looked very attractive. She was a beautiful woman, but it was only then that I saw what Eric saw. If he was indeed alive, how could he stay away from this woman, leaving her stranded with her despair? "The body was badly burned and disfigured." As I said this, a slight furrow appeared on her brow and I knew I had to tread carefully with my words. "Yes, it looked like Eric's tattoo, very much like it, but in my mind that is not conclusive proof." Her face showed some glimmer of hope but I knew how she would still feel. The days of waiting when Luke had disappeared, and then was found dead in a field, were the most painful of my life. Maybe that spark of hope would keep her going. The buzzer sounded on Roxanne's desk. She looked at me then stood and answered it. "Ms. Derrik, they're back." "Yes?" "Those two FBI agents, will I let them in?" ..................... Roxanne saw my slight nod and knew it wasn't worth antagonizing them. To go along with their wishes would make it easier on her life in the long run. "Let them through, Dave." She released the call button and took a deep breath and smoothed her clothes down. "Do you want to stay? There's a back door." "I'll wait and support you. It seems they have their sights on Eric, not Monica and me just now." As soon as I'd said that I changed my mind. If the FBI was here in Vegas and was after Eric then there was every good chance they knew exactly where we were. As I heard the footsteps coming from down the hall I knew it was too late to check on Monica's well being, my stomach churned and my teeth ground itching to know that my partner was safe. It wasn't so long ago Monica and I would have made those sets of footfalls. The thought of going back to that life in the near future was unimaginable. When the time came we would return and would see where life would take us but somehow this new existence of ours excited me. It was making a new life in my newly found relationship. How many people my age could boast such a thrilling change of direction? Apart from the immediate threat, I had been the happiest in a long time. "Ms. Derrik? The two agents from this morning to see you." "All right Jeremy, show them in." We both stood indicating the gravity of the encounter and our plans to rally head on. As the two men entered, my face changed from nondescript to annoyance, my lips pursed and my brow furrowed with irritation. The mere sight of these men, especially one, made my blood simmer. Roxanne saw my reaction. "You know him, John." I glared at her affirming her statement. She gave a knowing chuckle and a shoulder shrug that suggested to me that there was no love lost between them either. "Agent Weller, Agent Follmer." I seethed. "Ah, Agent Doggett, how fortunate, just nice timing to kill two birds with one stone." That blond haired, self-righteous faced bastard knew how to push my buttons. He turned to his partner, "Bill, go and talk to Ms Derrik's 'friend' will you, I can handle it here." Weller had often volunteered to partner Follmer on executing his dirty work. He was a lily- livered disciple, always trying to get into Follmer's favor. I despised weak attitudes such as that. Weller nodded quickly and exited. Follmer with hands in pockets walked over to Roxanne's desk and perched his ass there on the edge. Roxanne walked closer to me as if silently joining forces against the antagonist. This surprisingly calmed me. We had been at loggerheads in the past but here we'd ironically found some common ground against the very organization I worked for. "I've just been waiting for the right time to confront you, now is as good a time as any. Ms. Derrik, I'll deal with you soon." His face turned stern as he looked back at me. "You and Agent Reyes have some serious charges to answer for back at DC, Agent Doggett." "And what, Agent Follmer could those be?" No way was I going to just let him walk all over me. "Hmm, let me see," he mused. "Aiding and abetting, conspiring to sabotage a military facility, fugitive from justice, to name a few. The others I still have to come to terms with. I cannot understand how a man such as yourself, a pillar of the community, someone who always takes the law into full regard, could stoop so low." "So low, Follmer? Trying with all our might from this side of the country to find a way to stop this current world threat, and you know what I'm talking about, that is stooping low?" He just looked at us and in his annoying way, changed the subject. "So how's your dear friend Monica, or should I say Ms. Rossi soon to be Mrs. Doggett, or will that be Mrs. di Salvo?" A tsunami was building inside my body and was soon to reach its zenith. My psyche had been scarred from years of blame for the death of my son; I would protect Monica with my very life. "You better not lay a fucking finger on Monica or I'll....." He didn't let me finish. "Or you'll what, Agent Doggett?" From the mere tone of voice, and his arrogant stance, I knew something was terribly wrong. He continued on without waiting for my rejoinder. "Yes, I know all about what you've been doing here Mr. Doggett. You're just lucky we've been patient. Just thank your friend Eric Duarte for that. Seems he's a bigger celebrity than you." My jaw was grinding as he continued. He looked across to Roxanne who was hanging on his every word with a smirk. "So how did you do it?" "Do what?" Roxanne simply said. Follmer's eyes slipped closed for a moment then averted back to mine as he spoke, "How did you get Doggett here to perform for your 'tasteful' videos?" "That's none of your fucking business." Roxanne fumed. "Ah, but it's your fucking business, that's what you have here." His eyes grew wide as he stood and walked towards us, thinking his statement very amusing. He glared straight into my eyes and all I saw were devilish red flames in his pupils, "Where's the love of your life?" My cell phone suddenly burnt a hole in my pocket. With carefully hidden anxiety I punched in the numbers of our apartment while staring at Follmer with daggers. Four, five,... ten rings and there was no reply. Each time I heard the empty pulse echo back at me, it added one more portion of detestation for this man before me. That snide expression, the calm stance of a man with all too much power reminded me of the enemy in a war, inwardly laughing over capturing his prisoners and watching them plead for their lives. Fury welled inside me. I'd never deliberately hurt a man in anger but when it impacted on the love of my life and our child growing inside her, my primal instincts took over. My face changed from solemn to rage as I walked over to him and grabbed him by the shirt collar. I wanted to wipe that smug expression right off his face. "You bastard!" By this stage he was up against the closest wall and I was leaning my weight on him feeling his breath on my face. "What have you done with her?" He just laughed which made my blood boil even further. "I'll kill you if you lay one finger on her." "Why Agent Doggett, she's in safe hands." I pushed him so hard into the wall it must have left an impression. "I don't know how you got off that murder charge, but for the life of me Monica better be safe or I'll find something on you so dirty it'll send your sorry carcass to the prison where it should be right now you motherfucker!" "I'm going to ask you to let go," he said too calmly for me to respond. "Where is she?" I yelled in his face. "Let go and I'll tell you." "Let the bastard go John." Roxanne's voice came from behind me and I felt a hand on my shoulder. "He's not worth it. You need to do as he says, for all our sakes, for Eric's." As her words began to make sense I slowly let go of the ball of fabric in my fist, never taking my eyes off my opponent's face. "She's very wise." His face went from smug to serious as he readjusted his clothing. "Come back with me to DC for the hearing and we'll all go together, you, me and Agent Reyes." He placed a hand on my elbow urging me to go with him. Repelling like magnetic poles my elbow pulled away, my chest heaving with fury. "Say your goodbyes to your 'boss' here Agent Doggett, it may be a long time until you see her again." He smirked as he circled the room. Roxanne gave me a look of 'I don't need to tell you what to do now' and I knew I had to go back to face the music, for all our sakes. We stood there just looking at each other for minutes almost reading each other's thoughts. .............................. Roxanne: I stood there exchanging looks with John as Follmer amused himself with his sense of authority in the situation. I know that John wanted to wipe the smug off of his face but he didn't need to make matters any worse for himself or Monica. However, that didn't really apply to me. "You're enjoying this, aren't you?" I asked Follmer sarcastically. Follmer raised an eyebrow at me. "Oh? What makes you say that?" "I get this feeling that the two of you already hate each other and since you have the upper hand in this situation you must enjoy making people miserable." My voice started to carry across the house. Follmer stepped up to me face to face. "And you think that I can't make you miserable, is that it? You think you're an exception?" I cracked a slight smile. "You bet your ass I'm the exception. I don't give a fuck who you think you are. I don't care what you have to say or what you do to me. You can't make me budge." John placed a hand on my shoulder this time. "Are you finished?" he asked. "I'm not," Follmer continued as he kept his eyes on me. "You think Eric was such a saint, don't you? He'd never cheat on you, he'd never ditch you to save his own ass which is probably what he would have done had he survived...." "What are you getting at Agent Follmer?" I pressed. Follmer rolled his eyes upward and let out an obnoxious sigh. "I probably shouldn't even tell you, but it would give me great pleasure in doing so..." "Spit it out, asshole." I barked. I was about ready to deck this prick once and for all. Follmer bent down as to whisper in my ear. "Well, your loverboy wasn't the faithful man you wanted him to be, my dear. We had remains of what appeared to be a female companion. There was semen found in her clothing and on the evidence that we have it matches him to a tee." As he stood back my eyes widened and my jaw dropped so far open I could drag it on the floor. I had all I could do not to kick him in the balls, but in my rage of that last statement I lunged at him and got a hold of his tie as John pulled me away from him. "Roxanne, he's not worth it!" John yelled. John successfully separated me from the jerk and I let go of his tie. "Keep going and I'll arrest you for assaulting a federal agent." Follmer added as he straightened his tie. I shook my head. "They'd have to find your body first." "Well, Agent Doggett, shall we?" Follmer extended his hand out for John toward the front of the premises. "There is a plane waiting. Ms. Derrik, it's been a pleasure." "You'll NEVER have the pleasure, babe." I shot back. John looked back at me. "I'll call you." He said as he left with Agent Follmer. Jeremy closed the door behind the two agents and walked up to me. "How did it go, Jer?" I asked my bodyguard. "The usual shit. Asking me how long Eric stayed here...shit like that. I hope this is over soon. I hate cops." Jeremy said as he put his hands on his hips. "So do I, Jer...so do I. I think this is bigger, though. I have this weird feeling that they are trying to disprove his death rather than proving it by the way they have been searching and bugging this place." I remembered when Monica had told me she had seen Eric's body. It made me wonder if any DNA testing or dental tests had been done as John ordered. "Jer, isn't your brother part of Metro?" "Yeah, why?" "I need you to get me some information from the coroner..." I mumbled off as I went back to my office and started on the combination to the safe in the wall. Once that was opened I handed Jeremy a stack of cash to bribe his brother with so I could get some inside info. "You know what to do, right?" "Can I beat him up?" Jeremy joked. "Only if he tries to arrest you..." I laughed. "Get goin'. The sooner I hear an answer the calmer I'll be." "What if the Feds follow?" "Let them. Just be discreet on where you meet him. Besides, they are interested in me. If Eric truly were alive he'd try to contact me not you." Jeremy stuck the cash in his lapel and darted off as I stayed in my office simmering over what Follmer had blurted into my ear about Eric's semen being in that woman's clothes. Maybe I was in denial of that, but something told me that he had his reason for going that far...or maybe he was just thinking with his dick like every other guy I have fucked. Either way, I needed to know some facts relating to his death. The only thing I could do now was wait. I sat down at my desk to check my website email. I had talent scouts out looking for some fresh blood for different photo shoots and filming shoots that were going to get back to me, so I logged on and searched my mail. I quickly read through the scout mails from Los Angeles and saw the same blonde crap as I have seen here. Why did I have to be so damned picky? I guess it came from the overload of blonde enhanced bimbos from the Playboy mansion. I was trying to do my stuff a little more tastefully, but I guess that's why I called them adult films and not porn. My mind was too polluted with thoughts of Eric to give a crap about porn at the time. John and Monica were gone to D.C. only to return God knows when. I set my head down against my arms on the desk and dozed off, hoping Jeremy would call me with some sort of news. I woke up to the sound of my computer telling me I had some new email. My eyelids were heavy, my neck was stiff and my eyes were barely in focus. I slowly sat up and rested against the back of my chair, trying to shake this miserable feeling off. I felt empty, angry, and confused all at once. I just hoped to hell that I wouldn't have to see Follmer or his limp-dick sidekick again for a while. The computer beeped again and my email icon was flashing on the screen. It was probably another scout to show me another blonde bimbo that I wasn't interested in. I slowly reached for the mouse, my arm aching as I stretched, and clicked on the email icon. My inbox list came up and I saw the new email at the top. There was no return address listed which I thought odd. I always thought that there was a return address on all email, which made me think it could be a virus from an unwanted source. I reached for the phone and dialed up my business building again, this time I dialed my server room. "Hey, this is Roxanne. Have you guys done the back ups yet for today?" I paused and waited for my affirmation. "Okay, thanks." I hung up the phone and clicked on the mystery email against my better judgment. I guess I was holding onto any shred of hope that the body downtown wasn't Eric's and that he may try to contact me somehow if he were alive. The email opened, but the screen was just blank. I shook my head at my own foolishness. Shot in the dark and I miss each time. I rubbed my eyes and leaned against my elbows in my desk. I looked up in time to see the screen flash and display a short message that appeared to be in Spanish: "No soy muerto." I quickly clicked on the respond button but the message disappeared. I went back to the inbox and it totally vanished before I could get a location off of the IP sender. I slammed my hands on my keyboard and mumbled a few profane words. Was that Eric trying to tell me something or was this someone's idea of a really bad fucking joke? As I fumed, my cell phone rang in my pocket. I took it out and answered it. "Roxanne Derrik." "Ms. Derrik? It's Jeremy." I sat up straight in my chair. "What do you have, Jer?" "This may be a long shot, but my brother had to go through a few people to get the info you wanted." Jeremy started to say with a little doubt in his voice. "I don't care, Jeremy. Spill the beans." "The dental comparisons and the DNA comparisons came back inconclusive. They can't find any records of Eric Duarte even existing anymore; it was almost as if he were a ghost or something. It seems like they weren't totally convinced he was dead, which makes sense as to why they were looking around at your estate." I sat silent for a moment. Of all outfits the FBI can't even confirm a simple death. They are trying to prove that he is still alive. "Thanks, Jer. Tell your brother I owe him one." I ended the call and sat back into my chair, holding my breath for some sure sign of life or death. ................................. Chapter Forty-One Doggett: Three months later My eyes opened gradually, slowly focusing on Monica's dress, which cascaded from a hanger in front of our bedroom closet. It was deep burgundy damask she'd told me. It had a round neck and narrow straps, which showed off her porcelain shoulders and neck. The dress fitted her perfectly ending just above the knees. It left a little room at the front for her expanding belly. She didn't want a white wedding and pay a fortune for a dress, instead she wanted to save that money and put it towards our family. Back in DC I'd resurrected my original suit but decided against wearing it when Monica had politely offered to take me shopping for a new one. We chose a deep blue with matching vest, white button up shirt and blue and burgundy tie. My wife to be assured me it was perfect and I remembered in the dressing room her telling me so with her actions. She'd pinned me against the wall and slowly kissed me. Her lips had moved on mine in such a way that showed all the love she had for me deep inside her. Her hands had roamed my body finding those spots that drove me wild with desire. The way she could make me hot for her in an instant still amazed me. We'd gone home and made love all afternoon. I smiled into the pillow remembering all the times we just had fun together since returning from DC. Before Monica there were very few times I'd had fun. Life and work were all too serious for me. Today was our wedding day and I found myself feeling a little nervous. It surprised me, but for the first time since Monica and myself had decided to marry I began to wonder if we should be going ahead with this. Marriage was for keeps. As I rolled onto my back, staring at the ceiling I thought back to my first wedding when I'd experienced similar misgivings. A knot tied in my stomach. Would this woman lying beside me and myself end up like Barbara and me and not focus on each as much when our baby came along? I was not often at home after Luke was born. It was either work commitments or the study I did part time that kept me from many of the engagements that father and son usually participated in together. There had been many sleepless nights and tense days before we'd mutually decided to end the marriage. Rolling over in bed to face my partner and seeing her serene, beautiful sleeping face made me expel many of my fears. Our relationship was poles apart. Monica was a completely different person to Barbara, with contrasting personalities, desires, hopes and achievements. This marriage would work; I would make it successful no matter what. This baby I would be there for every step of the way. My new job would allow me to be home every evening and to spend most weekends with my new family. All our current circumstances meant my life with Monica would be novel and unique. Since moving all her belongings out of her apartment and me selling my house in Falls Church and both of us moving here to Vegas to settle down, our lives had been exciting and fresh. A year ago I would never have thought I'd be getting married again, having another child let alone being dismissed from the FBI and getting a new job in private business. It all caught up with me as I watched Monica's lips move and her mouth open seductively in her sleep. I wanted to kiss those lips awake, but was content to just bask in her beauty and the contentment I felt just lying next to her in bed. My fingers traced over her face not quite touching the skin. The heat rose from her flesh hitting my hand and reminding me of the passion that was stored deep inside her perfect body. As my hand traced the contours of her torso just above the bed covers, I silently spoke the wedding vows we had made together, especially for this exceptional day. Your love for me is unconditional, Your face is a cover of the beauty held within, Your body I hold near and treasure its comfort, Your soul I will take and blend with my own. My love for you holds no boundaries, My face now shows smiles once stored deep inside, My body waltzes when you are near me, My soul is a song sung just for you. Our love for each other is everlastingly, Our faces show the bliss that's obvious to see, Our bodies stand in each other's shadow, Our souls will be one for all eternity. We had made such sweet love that evening, our bodies dancing as one. I wanted to take her in my arms but chose to wait and just bathe in the serenity and beauty of this woman who would spend eternity with me. Marriage was certainly our way of showing both of us and our unborn child that we were committed to each other indefinitely. .......................... Our sex life had only got better and better since that very first time in Eric's shower, after we'd fled Mew Mexico fearing for our lives four months ago. There was more to a lifelong partnership than making love but when that love was exceptional it made life one hell of a ride. One wouldn't say that Monica and myself fitted together like peas in a pod, we were more like a proverbial key in the ignition, both needing each other to reach our full potential. We had our moments, or I should say I had mine, where I was would flare up in frustration over an event but Monica always stayed calm and accepting of my opinions and urges. I loved her deeply for that. I made it up to her in other ways, treating her like the goddess she was to me. As I looked upon her sleeping face I saw the start of a smile. Her lips moved and she spoke, her morning voice a little croaky, "How long have you been awake?" She opened her eyes lazily to look into mine, and my heart pounded at their beauty. I had always admired her eyes but this morning they looked more alive than I had ever seen them. "Ooh, long enough to convince myself that you are the woman for me," I teased. Her smile broadened. "And before then I wasn't the one for you?" "You have always been the one for me, but ..." "But, what?" She frowned a little in mock confusion. "There is a perfect way for you to finally persuade me." I leant in and gave her the message with my lips on hers. Her arms immediately encircled my naked body and pulled me closer to feel her warm skin close to my own. We had been in just this position many times in the last four months after our very first time, but each moment was new and special. Monica and myself making love could not me topped. I couldn't imagine any couple any better off. If there was a God he was surely smiling down on us. I could be in this woman's arms forever. "Mmmm," Monica licked her lips and leant in for another slow kiss. The moisture shared between us was only just the start of what we would share in the next long moments. The way she ran her fingers through my hair sent waves of pure pleasure throughout my being. Her tongue did circles around my lips then moved inside and applied enough pressure to get me even more rigid down below. Part of me wanted to pin her to the bed, spread her legs roughly and ram my turgid cock right inside her making her cry out in ecstasy, but most of me wanted this to be slow. I wanted her to beg me to be fucked. I was determined to wait until she pleaded with me. "Mmm, John." Monica's voice still hadn't quite woken. "You taste so good." She continued to suck my lips as I trailed fingers down her spine then back up to lace through her hair. Her hand made its way down my back so slowly and lightly it almost tickled. As fingers returned to comb through my hair again she lifted her leg over my thigh and placed her body so that my dick flicked between her legs. Her mouth moved away from mine and I felt her hot breath on my lips as her breathing increased, and her groans of passion began to crescendo. Her heart was thumping on my chest as she began to move her hips, allowing my erection to slide along her clit. The heat coming from her mouth and her center was volcanic, almost making me lose all judgment and thrust inside her prematurely. If I were to do that, then this would be all over and done with too soon. This was most likely the last time as single people we would be making love, I wanted it to be exceptional, just as special as my woman deserved. My mind went back to our very first shoot with Roxanne looking on. It was after we'd met in the bar and we'd gone back to her hotel room. We had been just as hot for each other then but needed to make it slow, sexy and steaming for the cameras. The thought of cameras trained on us now spurred me on to make this last. "John, fuck me." Her breath seared my cheek as her hips tried to maneuver my dick into her ready opening. "No!" I said with determination. Monica stopped for a moment to look into my eyes. She saw lust there and began to smile evilly. "No?" "That's what I said." I quickly rolled on top of her and perched face to face, my hands either side of her shoulders. "You want me to beg?" Her voice was whispers and her face full of desire. "If you don't beg then I'm not fucking you." Kissing her forcefully I showed my resolution. "Now turn over and don't move." My lover had to comply and as she turned I kicked the bed covers off us so I could watch her naked form in all its glory. I had covered every pore of her body with my mouth and fingers over the past months but it still excited me to see her pink flesh flushed with desire for me. "Like this, sir?" She lay on her stomach, her bent arms out at right angles. I straddled her, resting my dick on her perfect ass and leant down to her ear. "Hands on the bars." My lips brushed the lobe. She complied by gripping the railing of the bed head. With as sexy a voice as possible I spoke slowly into her ear. "Have you ever had a multiple orgasm?" "Mmmm" Her ass stirred against my erection. "Don't move, or I stop!" My volume increased and she obeyed, groaning. "Now answer my question dammit!" I began placing kisses over the back of her neck and across her shoulders. "Yes." "Yes, what?" I wanted her to talk to me. "I've had a multiple orgasm once." I suppose I was not surprised to hear it but what I was stunned about was that she then decided to give me the details. "It was with Brad." My kisses stopped only for a split second as I decided that I was over Brad's relationship with Monica. She was mine now and Follmer was past tense. We had given him enough to chew over on the trip back to DC where Monica and myself had been more than amorous in front of him. "Oh?" My lips were replaced with fingers running strokes down her back to her butt. I shuffled back a little so I could position myself between her legs and play with her ass and hips. Both hands felt over the smooth surface as she spoke. "We were at a restaurant and the food was too slow in coming. Brad decided to amuse himself using his foot." My hands spread her legs even further apart and I could see how ready she was for me. "John, fuck me please." "No, tell me what Brad did to you." My fingers ran long strokes along her inner thigh just stopping short of her labia. She would cry out to me yet. Her butt moved ever so slowly but I ignored it for the pleasure of her talking dirty. "He took off his shoe and sock and masturbated me under the table with his big toe." She groaned as I cupped her ass cheeks and began massaging. "And?" She could hardly talk as my thumbs teased apart her cheeks getting a better view of her soaking wet craving for me. My dick throbbed painfully to be sated but I kept on. "He made a bet with me, if he could make me orgasm I would have to pay for the meal." Her head tried to turn on the pillow. "And you paid." "I took my panties off and spread my legs and his toe rubbed me and fucked me." My thumbs lightly touched her labia lips and felt the hot moisture there. She jumped and moved her ass up. "Oh please, just do it." "Do what?" I teased, running a thumb between the lips. "Just put it in, John." "Not yet." My mind was going haywire just holding on for so long. I knew the instant we connected we would explode together. "So did you orgasm?" "Yes, over and over. I'm sure half the restaurant witnessed it too. They gave us the check quite quickly." Both thumbs slipped alongside her clit and I could feel the first tremors of her orgasm. "Now John, I want you in me. FUCK ME NOW!" I watched as my dick moved along her clit collecting moisture and feeling the throbbing slowly increase. As her glistening fluid pumped I pushed inside her slowly, each thrust matching her cries of ecstasy. Her body rocked like a boat on a stormy sea, her cries like the surrounding storm. My neck was about to explode from the building blood pressure. There were ripples all around my cock as I began to increase my rhythm, pushing in as deep as I could. I was trying to hold on as long as possible to ride out her orgasm before my own. "Oh Monica, keep coming for me." My head was near her ear. The pulsing in her neck seemed to go on and on as moans of bliss continued. When I pumped out everything I had inside her it seemed she was still in heaven. Hearing my name over and over in murmurs was evidence that this had been almost a religious experience for her. My hands could hardly keep my body perched above my lover as I regained control of my breathing. "Leave it there." At moments like these I just wished my dick would stay stiff enough to just stay inside her so we could be linked for hours. When it slowly slipped out I lay close beside her on the bed with my arm around her and face to face on her pillow. Our smiles lit up the room and our love for each other could have lit up the whole apartment. "That was amazing, John." I just grinned as we both slid our eyes closed and napped in each other's comfort. All thoughts of doubt about our commitment of marriage were totally expelled from my brain. This was totally right. I would marry the woman of my dreams today. -------------------------- .......................... My eyes flung open what seemed like minutes later but had actually been two hours. We'd napped longer than expected and we had to get up to prepare for our wedding. I began to get out of bed when Monica tugged on my arm and pulled me back down. "John, just hold me for a moment longer?" "We have to have showers, get dressed, eat something, we don't have time Mon." She smiled her sweet smile to me that always told be to not be in such a hurry. Her arm trailed over my side to my back and she moved in closer so that we gazed face to face. "We have plenty of time. The wedding is not for another two hours. This time is more important than dressing time. Just be with me and remember the importance of this day." Her lips shifted and her eyes sparkled and I knew she was going to kiss me again. Her lips were soft and her sighs mellowing. Her kisses reminded me of her words the previous day to slow down on our wedding day and experience everything. The day was too special in our lives for us to fly through it. She reminded me that even if we were running late our guests would wait for us and understand. My military training had taught me the importance of being punctual but Monica was showing me that time wasn't a rigid entity. The world would still be there when we wanted to get back on. She rolled partly on top of me and I felt her swollen abdomen on my hip. We exchanged smiles that spoke volumes. Running fingers through her hair I guided her down to my lips once more. They were soft and inviting, once again planting a seed of carnal desire in me. "Monica," I breathed as she ran swirling fingers over my chest and down my side, over my hip and back up again. "Mmm?" Her fingers trailed their way down my thigh and then raked up again just nipping at my newly aroused hard on. "Do you have any regrets?" She spoke as her fingers ran over my balls. "Regrets?" My eyes closed tightly and my chest rose as she encircled my shaft. Her warm lips touched mine again making me wait before responding. As her tongue touched mine her hand moved up my erection making it even harder if that was possible. She paused from her kisses, "If you could turn back time?" It was hard for me to focus on what she was saying while her hands worked wonders below. "Monica, you know ..... I would do it all exactly ..... the same. We've .... talked .... about this." Through closed lids I knew she was smiling at my lack of ability to think and talk clearly but I didn't care. Her hand moving up and down on me was clouding my ability to reason. A knee rested on my leg and I felt her toes touch mine, moving in a slow dance. "So no regrets?" As her hand left my throbbing member, that knee then darted over my body and she was swiftly on top of me. My eyes opened to see her gorgeous face looking at me with love. "About being dismissed?" She rested her hips so that the tip of my penis rested on her wetness and she began moving. "Yes, and marrying me." My hips sprang up to try and enter her but she moved so that she had the total control. "Monica." My mind was frenzied from the irresistible urge just to be inside her. My hands trailed over her hips trying to push them down but her resistance showed me she was determined for me to answer first. "This is important to me John, do you have any regrets?" Her hips began to move down and the head of my penis slipped inside her. My heart was pounding so hard I thought it would leave my chest. I tried once again to push deep inside her but she moved up in opposition. I forced out the words from my near voiceless throat, "No regrets. I love you Monica, always." Slowly and deliciously she moved down on my shaft, which by then was aching for release. My hips met hers and I stayed buried deep inside her for a few moments, feeling the connection that only two people madly in love could experience. As she began bouncing on top of me, slowly at first, her lips went down to mine and just before kissing again, she spoke, "John Doggett, I want to be with you forever." Those words were like honey to my ears. Right then I was the luckiest man alive. I was in bed with the woman of my dreams, it was our wedding day and she was on top of me fucking me exquisitely. Her labored breathing began to match my own as our once again sweaty bodies began reaching the peek of sexual union. Her hair flopped in my face as she put all her energies into the deepest penetration below. "Oh John... John....!" She cried out as she clutched the pillow either side of my head. "Fuck!" I felt her muscles clench around me forcing me to release inside her. Puffs of air escaped her lips and landed like feathers on my face as our movements slowed. Our orgasms seemed endless and we moved lazily just feeling every last wisp of pure pleasure. She rested on top of me; her head on my chest and her hair tickled my face each time I breathed in. "You tricked me." It was as though I suddenly saw reason. I felt her shift on my chest and I knew she was smiling. "Tricked you?" She gave me one kiss on my chest. "How could I not love you after that." Another kiss and her hand trailed up my thigh to my bent knee on the bed. "So you only love me because of the sex." She was baiting me. "Monica Reyes." I urged her to lift her head and look at me. "I love you for everything about you, I will always love you. I have NO regrets about marrying you." My look was serious but filled with all the love I could find. "And of course the sex is fucking awesome." We both chuckled as she settled down beside me in blissful slumber. "And you Monica, any regrets?" .......................... Reyes: I lay spent by John's side. I was nervous about the upcoming ceremony in which we both say our vows for our eternity together. I had never before had this type of commitment to anyone-not even Brad. Brad always seemed to be in the relationship for the sex, but he did care about me to a certain extent, though he seemed to care for bribery money more. It gave me great pleasure showing my affections for John in front of him after our dismissal hearing. I remembered times when I worked the X-Files Brad caught me staring over at John when we worked certain cases together. He always told me how John was too old for me, and the fact that we were partners that it definitely would not work (referring to the FBI policy of no fraternizing). The vibrations that were in the air told me I was with the right man and the ONLY man for me: John Doggett. I watched John sleep as I thought about our hearing three months ago. Regardless of whether we made movies or not they were going to find a way to dismiss us because of what we knew about Mulder and the shadow government made up of super soldiers. The director of the inquiry had no problems grilling us both until we bled humility and news of a couple FBI agents being dismissed because they were making adult videos making it to the evening news just seemed like the perfect cover up for them so they could hide and regroup. That way the attention could be focused on us and not them. But that's okay. I could deal with that. I got what I wanted in the end and it will forever be mine. What didn't help matters was the fact that Skinner's office, as well as his home, were both severely vandalized and all of the evidence that he had shown us disappeared within the time of the hearing. Not to mention Gibson vanished into thin air once again never to be heard from. My original fear seemed true: The demise of that building and the people inside only helped to rid of any hard evidence. Unfortunately none that stood a chance at the hearing. Behind the closed doors of that hearing was a much more serious situation: Eric's death, the explosion and destruction of a military facility, our 'relationship' with a wanted felon, and our 'neglect' to prevent a catastrophe that killed many people. Neither one of us could put up a good defense and to say that we were rescuing the world would have been pointless. When it all came down to it, we betrayed our duty as FBI agents in letting people die in that building. They needed to blame someone so we were the ones that were blamed. Simple, but true. We faced the music and avoided jail time, taking the dismissal and moving on with our lives. We emptied our residences and moved everything out to Las Vegas to start our lives over. I wished that I could say the same for Roxanne. Since Eric's death the FBI has yet to leave her alone, posting stakeout teams at both entrances to her estate. Brad took it upon himself to tell me that he would see me again one day. Reading between the lines of his message it meant that he was in charge of staking out her residence. It has been that way since Eric's death and I don't know how much longer she was going to put up with it. She needed closure and having the constant nuisance of peeping toms wasn't helping her cope. .................................................................. John and I met Roxanne at the Monte Carlo wedding chapel. We didn't have too many people to invite as friends or witnesses, so Roxanne took care of that and invited some of her staff and fellow 'actors' to fill some empty seats. She assured me the reception would be bigger than the wedding, but I wasn't so sure I wanted a huge crowd of strangers around me for such a tender occasion. I had discussed my feelings with John and he worded his response to me in a way that made sense: More people that come means more gifts for the family. I suppose it wasn't a bad idea and it would give the FBI a little distraction...mainly give BRAD a distraction. John and I walked in to the foyer where Roxanne was talking to the pastor that was doing our wedding. Jeremy was close by watching on as she talked. I looked around the room and saw floral arrangements matching my dress and John's suit, a blend of burgundy red and white roses and blue carnations hanging from latticework on the walls. The sweet smell of the flowers tickled my nose a little but I took a deep breath in to ease what tension I had before coming here. It gave me such a warm feeling inside knowing that after this day my life would forever be complete. The chapel was beautiful and this day was beautiful. "Glad you guys could make it. I was starting to think you had slept in from morning exertions." Roxanne chuckled. It amazed me how she knew things without us having to tell her. "Anyway, you two get dressed. Your guests will be arriving shortly." "What about witnesses?" I asked. This wasn't exactly a traditional wedding, but witnesses were needed for the marriage license. Roxanne held up our license with her and Jeremy's signature. "Took care of it." She handed it to John. "Come on, Monica. I'll help you with your dress." "Hey, that's my job." John said jokingly. Roxanne smiled an evil grin. "What? Don't you trust me to be alone with your wife-to-be?" "No." John said as he put his hands on his hips and smiled. "Oh, relax, tough guy. My heart's still taken for someone else." Roxanne laughed and walked me to the dressing room. "I have a weird question." I said. "What's that?" Roxanne replied as she removed the plastic sheath from my dress. "Is anyone walking me down the aisle?" I never thought about that until we entered the chapel. I started to remove my shirt. "Jeremy can do it if you want. He already volunteered." Roxanne said as she helped with the rest of my clothes. "He thinks you have a nice ass." I burst out in laughter. "What?!" Roxanne started laughing. "Sorry, you weren't supposed to hear that from me." Through the laughter we managed to get me into my dress and a moment later Raoul knocked on the door. "Come on in, Raoul." Roxanne said. "Ms. Monica, could you please sit here?" Raoul gestured to a chair in front of the mirror. I sat down and Raoul began to administer a cosmetic uplift to my face. The guy was good at what he did and seemed quite meticulous about it. Roxanne stood in the corner watching in admiration. I felt for her and her loss. Eric was a good friend to me, but he meant more to Roxanne in the short time he was here with her. I looked down to the floor as I remembered him and his flirtatious nature. I missed him. When I realized that he had not made it out I thought someone had ripped my heart out and stomped it on the ground until it quit beating. Part of me felt dead along with him. I so much wished that he could be here to see this day and to see the baby when it got here. There were so many unanswered questions about all of it but from here I had to focus on my marriage to John and our baby. The answers would come around if they wanted to be discovered; and I felt something in the air that they would do just that. When I finished my train of thought Raoul was done. I looked over to Roxanne and she had tears in her eyes. She was trying to keep them from falling down her face as Raoul left the room. "You're thinking about him, aren't you?" I asked softly. "It's hard not to." Roxanne choked out. I stood up and she came up to me, cupping my face in her hands. "You are so beautiful, Monica. I can't thank you enough for introducing him to me. I want you to know that you two are the greatest people I have ever met and I wish for the best for both of you." Roxanne kissed me softly on the lips. I stood there stunned that she did that, but at least it wasn't a full tongue oral search of my mouth like last time. "And I wanted to tell you..." She cracked a smile. "What?" "Ever since the two of you were on the news, your movie sales have skyrocketed. I think I am going to need a bigger server and I can't keep enough videocassettes on the shelf to fill orders that are flooding my website. Just thought you'd like to know that." She paused for a moment. "And I want you to reconsider something else for me." "What's that?" I asked. She had me curious now. "I am going to leave a door open for you in case you ever wanted to come back and work for me." She was serious. "Roxanne, I don't think that would be appropriate..." "No, silly. Not in front of the camera. Behind it. From time to time I may need someone to look at some potential talent and lately my talent scouts have really been sucking. It would only be a part time thing. You might get a little cabin fever from being home so much. You're an active person and I could see you getting that way after a while." I saw her point. I, however, could not tell my child what I did for work...that may feel a little bit strange. "Okay. I'll think about it." I nodded. "Great." Roxanne smiled and nodded back. As she was done the music cued. I opened the door and Jeremy stood there in a blue suit similar to John's. "Ready?" he asked me. He handed me a bouquet of roses and carnations that matched our attire. The thought of the actual wedding hit me like a ton of bricks. I started to sweat some nerves out thinking about it but I knew I wanted this more than anything. I looked to Jeremy and smiled. "I'm ready." Jeremy escorted me down the aisle where a room full of unfamiliar eyes watched my every move. I looked over to John who had loving admiration in his eyes and a smile across his face. He looked great in his suit-if there weren't anyone here I would take him down in front of the podium. Jeremy handed me off to John, and we stood before the pastor hand in hand. I was nervous and it was visibly showing. I held my breath for a few seconds before letting it out. I could feel all of the eyes in audience focusing their attention on the two of us. I felt so vulnerable in front of these strangers. It was very discomforting at first until my concentration went solely to John. The palms of my hands were sweating horribly from being nervous and they began to tremble uncontrollably. John squeezed them reassuring me that it was all right. As my composure came to, the minister spoke. "John Doggett and Monica Reyes: in presenting yourselves here today to be joined in marriage, you perform an act of faith. This faith can grow and develop and last, but only if you both decide to make it so. A lasting and growing love is not guaranteed by any ritual. "If you would have the foundation of your marriage be the devotion you have for one another, not just at this moment, but for all the days to come, then treasure the hopes and dreams that you bring here today. Establish that your love will never be blotted out by the common nor obscured by the ordinary in life. Faults will surface where now you find comfort, and admiration can be shattered by the routine of daily life." "Dedication, love, and joy can grow only when you nourish them together. Stand fast in that hope and confidence, having faith in your shared destiny just as strongly as you have faith in yourselves and in one another today. Only with this spirit can you forge a union that will strengthen and endure all the days of your lives." Listening to those words brought tears to my eyes and I knew it was time to say our vows in unison. Inside I trembled as we both spoke the loving words that were going to be etched into eternity: "Your love for me is unconditional, Your face is a cover of the beauty held within, Your body I hold near and treasure its comfort, Your soul I will take and blend with my own." John slipped the gold wedding band onto my shaking finger. Tears streaked down my face as I watched the ring slip past each knuckle. I felt myself begin to sway from locking my knees for too long. The dizziness tried to take over but I would not let it. "My love for you holds no boundaries, My face now shows smiles once stored deep inside, My body waltzes when you are near me, My soul is a song sung just for you." It was my turn to seal this love forever. I slowly slid the ring onto John's ring finger as I looked into his crystal blue eyes. Tears began filling his eyes and without saying anything I could tell how strong his love was for me. We tightly grasped each other's hands and continued. "Our love for each other is everlastingly, Our faces show the bliss that's obvious to see, Our bodies stand in each other's shadow, Our souls will be one for all eternity." "With this statement made of love and trust, which we have just heard, I now wish you to greet John and Monica as husband and wife." The minister spoke aloud. For a moment his voice broke me out of my dream world but I soon realized that it was no dream. "You may kiss the bride." The minister said to John. The audience broke the silence in a roar as John sealed the marriage with a long, slow, passionate kiss to my lips. Tears ran down my face some more as I had only dreamed of a day like this. Not a second later I was completely crying and could barely stand as John held me in his arms. "I love you, Monica Doggett." His passionate use of those words made me speechless and I could only stare at him through bloodshot eyes. "I love you for the rest of my life." ................................... Chapter Forty-Two Roxanne: Once the wedding ceremony was done at the Monte Carlo, I had everyone reconvene at my place for the reception. I invited my office staff as well as fellow actors and escorts to join in on the festivities so the Feds that were on stake out in front and out back wouldn't have a lot to see of my favorite two stars. It's been three months since Eric's so-called death and my hopes of hearing from him were growing slim and none. If he were still alive it would be too risky to contact me in any fashion. I wish they would get it through their thick skulls and go home to their blow up dolls. I just wanted my life to return to normal as normal gets for me. John and Monica sat and opened wedding gifts as I stood in the corner sipping champagne. Even though a majority of the guests were strangers to them they were thoroughly enjoying themselves. Anytime two stars married there have always been big parties afterwards, but never a baby shower/wedding reception all rolled into one. I sort of went overboard and bought them everything they needed to put the baby's nursery together. I told Monica I would help get that situated for them as John adapted to his new job as head of casino security over at the Bellagio. Being in my line of work I have got to know a lot of the big hitters in this city. I watched on as the happily married couple tore through more gifts. They had found a happiness I had only dreamed of. I thought I could make it happen with Eric but I will never know now. I was just happy for them that the stress has been lifted and Monica could carry her baby without problems or complications. Tears filled my eyes and I sat down my glass of champagne and rushed towards the back of the room to grab a tissue. I felt a hand touch my shoulder. I turned around and it was Jeremy. "You alright?" He asked softly. I nodded, but it wasn't convincing. The crowd had dispersed to dig into the three-layer wedding cake I had made for the occasion. Jeremy pulled me into him and hugged me tight against him. I wrapped my arms around him, accepting the gesture of his kindness. As he pulled away he slipped a large envelope inside of my jacket. I looked at it and it had no return address, only my name and address. As people were digging into the food, I opened the envelope to see what was inside of it. There was a plane ticket to Australia inside and that was all. No instructions, no meeting place, just a locker key and I had no idea who this could have been from unless half-cooked corpses walk the earth. My cell phone rang in my pocket and it had a text message waiting for me. I opened it and it was the same one I had read three months ago on my computer: No soy muerto. 'I am not dead.' This was getting to be too much of a coincidence. I looked across the room at Jeremy with an expression that could easily be read as disbelief. I looked at the ticket and the plane was to leave in two hours. That wouldn't give me much time to sneak out and having the Feds on my front and back door they'll have me stopped before I even start. "Roxanne?" I heard my name being called but froze staring at the plane ticket and my cell phone message. "Roxanne?" I felt a hand on my arm. I looked over and it was Monica. "Are you with us, Roxanne? You've been quiet all morning." Monica's smile was beautiful. John was one lucky bastard. "Um, Monica, there's something I need to take care of. I don't know when I'll be back. Tell John I'm sorry I can't help him with the nursery stuff, okay?" I replied to her almost sounding frantic. Monica could read into people so easily. "What's wrong, Roxanne?" "He's alive. I know he is!" I shot a glance straight into her eyes that anyone could read. I raised my cell phone up so she could read the message. "Take care of the place for me, okay?" I handed her the keys to my estate and gave her a kiss on the cheek, not giving her the chance to respond. I walked off towards the back, grabbing a couple of my models on the way out. Not far behind was Jeremy and the four of us went to the wardrobe room. "Are you seriously going to do this?" Jeremy asked. "I need to know if it's him, Jer." I felt desperate wanting to know for sure. "For all you know it could be some psycho. This is stupid, Roxanne. You have the feds up your ass and now you want to find your lover? It hardly seems worth it to me." I pointed to the two models. "That is why they are here." I turned to both ladies with a stack of cash in my hand. "I want you to both change your clothes and get as close as you can to looking like me. The Feds can follow decoys as I am flying on a plane." The two women started to change their clothes as I stepped out with Jeremy. "This is dangerous, Roxy." Jeremy warned. "I know it is, Jeremy. You will take one in the Excursion out the front, the other one can take the Z3 out the back. I will wait and then take a Ducati out to the airport. If they follow me, they will have to catch me. But they can't. Not when I'm on a bike." We locked in a stare and I knew that he didn't agree with what I wanted to do. Jeremy shook his head. "No. I don't like this. You pay me to protect you. Why not just let me waste them?" "Because that is AGAINST the law." I handed Jeremy the cash. "Make sure they are compensated for their time." I walked away from Jeremy and headed for my bedroom so I could get my Dainese leathers on for my brief little bike ride. I tossed the one piece leather suit onto my bed and retrieved my matching Arai helmet from the closet floor. As I was stripping down I heard a tap at my bedroom door. I put on my leather suit up to my waist and opened the door to see John's anxious face. "Is it true?" he asked. "He alive?" I looked down and then to him. "I'm not sure, exactly. I got an invitation to find out." I stuck the envelope and my passport ID inside my leathers and zipped them up to my neck. I sat down and put my riding boots on and grabbed my helmet. John gently grabbed me by the arm. "You sure you want to do this?" he asked cautiously. "There's only one way for me to find out, John. The Feds won't leave me alone and will stop at nothing to bring me down. I HAVE to know that it's him. We've all been through so much together and I'll never forget that." "You make it sound like you're not coming back." John looked deep into my eyes. "You're not, are you?" He stood there looking slightly shocked at the thought. "I don't know that for sure..." I trailed off. "John, go back to your wife. Have a healthy baby and if it's a girl name her after me." I grabbed his arm firmly to shake him out of it. I wrapped my arm around him and gave him a sort of 'manly' hug since he was now happily married. "You be careful," he whispered into my ear. "You too." I whispered back. "Thank you, Roxanne. For everything." John said as he let me go and walked out of my room. For the first time in my life I had actually made friends but I had to leave them to find out if the love of my own was still alive. I headed out back to the garage area where my Ducati 998R was awaiting me. I put the key in and turned it over to let the beast warm itself up as I put my snug helmet over the mane of hair on my head. I threw my leg over it and kicked up the side stand, putting it into first gear. By now the decoys should have been deployed, so I rolled the bike slowly out the front gate and quickly saw that there was still a car full of feds across the street. I buried my head and twisted the throttle open and sped down the street. I looked into my mirrors and saw that they were following in hot pursuit. I hoped that this didn't catch Metro's attention as well, or else I'd really be screwed. I came upon Flamingo Road and sped in and out of traffic, splitting lanes when the time suited to keep my distance from my pursuers. The adrenaline flowed in my veins and my heart raced as my vision tunneled within the busy traffic. My body was in tune with the machine as I shifted high and low. I came upon a side street that would take me a little closer to the airport, but I could not lead them there. I leaned the bike over in the turn, my hardened knee guard dragging along the pavement until I erected up again. I came to a red light and decided to pull something I had only seen done on Beverly Hills Cop. The Feds pulled up in their car behind me and waited for my next move. The light turned green and I stayed put. The cars behind us began honking their horns but I didn't budge. Instead I was in a staring contest with the dickless wonders from the FBI. When the light turned red, I nailed the throttle and zoomed through opposing traffic in both directions. The two agents tried to follow, but couldn't get through the intersection. I gunned the Ducati as hard as I could and went on to McCarran International Airport. As I turned the corner a few blocks from my destination, the black Crown Victoria reared itself to me and blocked the entire lane. I locked the brakes and the bike slid sideways at them before stopping ten feet short of hitting them. One of them slowly got out of the car and it was that asshole Follmer. He smiled that smirky smile as he leaned against the car door, pushing his sunglasses up his nose. I locked into a silent stare with him through my tinted face shield as I listened to the Ducati idle. I kicked it into neutral for a second and began revving the engine. By this time both agents were out of the car waiting for my next move. I flipped Follmer off and kicked the bike into first gear. Holding the front brake I twisted the throttle, spinning the back tire around to the opposite direction and launched back the way I came. There was no way in hell I was leading these guys back to Eric, if of course he was really alive. Looking into my mirror, the agents got back into their car and followed me once again. I weaved in and out of traffic, dodging any cars pulling out from adjacent parking lots. My heart was racing so fast I couldn't feel my hands or feet any more. I could hear myself breath fast, short breaths inside of my helmet as I flew through the busy streets. I headed back toward the I-15 freeway approaching the strip. As I approached Koval Lane my heart stopped: There was a blockade of Las Vegas Metro police cars with shotguns aimed across the hoods at me. I locked the front and rear brakes and froze. I held my breath listening to the hammering of my heart. Never have I been in the presence of so much hardware. We sat in a stare down as the FBI pulled up behind me. Follmer got out of the car and I turned my head around to look at him. I was stuck and I was screwed. "Don't you think it's time you cooperated with us, Ms. Derrik?" He called out. I turned my head around and glanced over my shoulder at him, putting the bike in neutral and placing my hands on my hips. I flipped up my face shield and listened to Brad from behind, telling me how I should give up. I felt like a cornered animal waiting for the right moment to spring past my enemy. How the hell did that slimy bastard get the police in on this? I wondered what lie he produced to get them this hyped up to be pointing their shotguns at me. I looked ahead at the officers and noticed an opening between two of the cars where I could squeeze my bike through. I slapped my face shield back down and put my hands back on the grips, revving the 998R. I stomped on the gear shifter, putting the bitch in first and grabbed a handful of throttle. The back tire cut loose for a moment, but once I shifted to second it bit the pavement and I held on for dear life. I tucked my head down behind the cowling and squeezed my knees against the gas tank as I slid through the crack in the blockade. I had to think of getting to someplace quick to lose these motherfuckers. It was going to be kind of hard considering my leathers were bright red. I opened up the throttle as wide as it would go. As I turned onto Koval, I gunned it back to Tropicana. Cars were being passed in swirled flashes of a multi colored kaleidoscope. I leaned the Duc over onto Tropicana and headed for the strip. Gripping a fistful of Ducati, I raced to the strip and then headed north. I had to ditch the bike someplace for a while and hide somehow. I looked back and saw a group of motor cops on bikes coming my way. I dumped the clutch and cut through the lanes of traffic and made my way to the sidewalk. People were jumping out of the way as I tore through the concrete sidewalk of the strip. I hit Flamingo and gunned across the street with a group of police and the FBI a couple blocks behind me. Keeping my head down I made my way to Caesar's Palace and rushed by the traffic into their parking structure. I had to dump this thing quick. By now I must have had a zillion moving violations on top of felony evading. I made my way up floor by floor, my back tire squealing through each throttle-induced turn. I was making my way through another turn as a black 500 SEL Mercedes cut me off and I dumped the 998R on its side, and me along with it. I had forgotten how concrete was so unforgiving as my body slammed against it and the bike on me. I lay on the ground stunned, trying to get my bearings. "Roxanne!" A familiar voice sounded off from the car. When I get up that person was going to get his ass beat. My favorite bike was lying on top of me because of this jerk. "Roxanne, get up! They're coming!" As I came to a little more, I realized it was John. He lifted the bike off of me and put it on its side stand then lifted me up and shoved me into the rear passenger side of the car. I was still a little dizzy from hitting the ground as hard as I did. He hit the gas, sending me into the back of the seat. "Stay down, Roxanne!" I felt the car shift from side to side as he drove us out of the complex and back onto the strip. "Did they see you?" I asked groggily. I then realized we were in my Mercedes 500SEL. "No, but stay down." "How did you-" I started to ask. "Jeremy called me from his cell phone. His brother told him that they were pursuing you and then he called me. I came as soon as I could. I hope you don't mind I grabbed the keys to your car..." John kept his eyes forward as he drove. "Jeremy kept me informed of your every move using his police scanner, so it made it easy to find you." I took my helmet off and dumped it on the floor of the car. I rolled to my back trying to catch my breath and calm down from the immense adrenaline surge my body has never experienced before. I started to shake. I was completely freaked out. What the fuck was I doing back there? Running from the cops? What the hell was I thinking? How was I going to get out of the country now? I covered my face with my hands and held my breath thinking about the consequences of my actions. I felt something land on me. I removed my hands and saw that it was fresh clothing. "You might want to change your clothes." John said. "Wearing bike leathers you'll be a little obvious." "What are you talking about?" I inquired. "I am taking you to the airport." "John, they will find me." I insisted. "You should be with your wife, not helping me." "The sooner we get you on that plane, the better. Don't thank me all at once, Roxanne. Might shatter that pretty face of yours." John chuckled. "Besides, don't you want to know if that's really Eric?" He had a point. I took off my boots and began stripping the sweaty leathers from my body. The windows in my car were double limo tint, so I wasn't concerned with prying eyes. I caught John taking a peak but it mattered little to me. Once I lost the leathers I put on the jeans and black shirt that he had and a set of Doc Martens. I kept the essential paperwork close and fingered it until we got to the airport drop off. He stopped at terminal 2 and I got out of the car. I ducked my head back in and kissed John on the forehead. "Take care of the fortress and Monica, okay? I'll try to be back as soon as I can." John nodded and I ran inside of the terminal. I headed for the lockers and made it there at a record pace. I looked at the key and I needed to find locker 47. I searched until I found it and put the key in the lock, turning it quickly. I opened the door to find a black leather jacket inside. I took it out and inspected the pockets. I pulled out a piece of paper with a heart drawn on it. The warm feeling I had was either from the jacket or the fact that Eric was alive was becoming more and more real to me. I closed the locker door and started for the American Airlines terminal. I had to jump to Los Angeles to a Qantas plane and then I would be flying to Melbourne, Australia to hopefully have some questions answered. ................................................................ Chapter Forty-Three Doggett: "What happened?" Monica looked anxiously at me as I entered the bathroom back at Roxanne's wedding reception for us. "It took me a while to find you. I almost had to get that police tracker of Jeremy's." I chuckled. "It's not funny John. I was worried about you. Is she safe?" I nodded, rose my eyebrows, and she smiled relief. "Did she tell you where she was going? Anything?" "No, and it's better that we don't know. I dropped her off at the airport, so she's flying somewhere." I did a quick three sixty of the room and lowered my voice. "We can't talk about this Mon. If you want Roxanne to come back here safely, we know nothing." She looked into my eyes and nodded agreement, but I knew Monica by now, she was still worried and would remain so until news of Roxanne's well being was favorable. "So where to now? She wants us to look after this place for her." "Then that's what we'll do. In the morning we'll pack a few things and move in here until we hear any news." I could tell she was comforted by my words. The face of my angel softened and I found my eyes wandering downwards to her neck and shoulders. The burgundy of her dress gave her skin a peachy glow and my fingers just had to feel its silky softness. "John," she moaned as I traced her shoulders linking my fingers in the dress straps as I went. "Uh huh?" With the straps pulled away from her shoulders I began kissing from the corner of her shoulder up to her neck. She moved her head to the side for easier access, and purred. "We shouldn't do this now." My fingers pulled the hair away exposing her ear and I traced the contours with my tongue. Tugging on her earlobe with my teeth made her moans louder. It got her every time. "John." She breathed in as I made a line of kisses to her mouth. "They are waiting for me." "Who?" I lightly kissed her lips in between escaping words. "Candy and Rocky, ...... they'd just arrived. I promised .......I'd be with them .......shortly." "Hmmm?" My mind was slowly becoming clouded as our lips merged for a long session. "So Mrs. Doggett, where would you like me, here or the bedroom?" I wasn't sure I could wait for her decision, we kissed with more passion and I found my hands roaming up her legs from her knees bringing along the hem of her dress. "Mrs. Doggett?" She broke the kiss and looked impishly into my eyes. "Who said I was changing my name?" It hit me in the pit of my stomach. "I'm sort of attached to Reyes." "I just thought...." My words trailed off. There was a long moment as I probed her thoughts with my eyes. Her resolute face began to yield and I saw the corner of her lip curl. Never taking her eyes off mine she began undoing my belt buckle, stopping briefly to feel the hard mass that was in my pants. "Monica, if you don't want my name I will understand." She slid the belt out of the keepers and let it fall with a clunk to the ground. As she began removing my pants my interest in sex quickly renewed. We were going to have our first sexual encounter as a married couple, in this bathroom. "What about Candy and Rocky?" I quizzed as her hands pulled my pants over my hips and let them fall to the floor. I flicked off my shoes with my pants and moved in closer to my new wife and began tugging at the hem of her dress again. I pulled it up slowly using the free fingers to tease her flesh. Her neck was flushed showing me she was ever ready for my sexual attention. "They'll just have to wait their turn." We both laughed as our bodies became close. I pulled up Monica's dress over her hips exposing cherry red lace thong and the pressure in my briefs grew even more. "Oh Monica." I was one lucky bastard all right. My new wife was beautiful clothed and unclothed. "Just do it John. I want you in me." Slowly pulling down her thong I took in her scent that made me wild with desire. I quickly pulled off my briefs and then lifted her so that her butt was on the bathroom bench. I had no time to spare or desire to fully disrobe. I wanted her there and then. She spread her legs for me and pulled me closer with her arms. Holding my erect cock I guided it inside her and heard her groans get louder with each thrust inside. She was hotter than Hades and wetter than the Atlantic. Her nails dug into my back through my shirt as my pounding increased. My hands cupped her ass giving me a better grip on her. Her head flew back and her legs spread wider to allow me in deeply. "Oh god!" She called from her dreamy world. "Harder!" Her nails in my back must have drawn blood but I was in no state for concern. It required concentrated thought control to keep my growing orgasm at bay until I knew my woman was ready for release. Her legs linked around my waste and I felt myself push in even more. My fingers massaged her butt as her muscles began twitching. The pulsing on my cock signaled my own release and we both were both encircled with clouds of ecstasy that drifted an eternity. I stayed inside her as long as I could just picturing my contented lover's face and feeling so proud she was now mine. I looked down as I slowly slipped out. My juices dribbled out of her and onto the tiled floor. Through closed lids she spoke, "John, that was wonderful. Hold me." We held on for so long, combining each other's love into one big bundle. "So Monica Reyes, we better get back to our guests." I said this reluctantly. I could have held her in my arms forever. "Don't you mean Monica Doggett?" I looked down to see a huge grin, then pulled away to check if she was serious. She felt over the small bulge in her abdomen where our baby lay. "John, I want to have the same family name as our son or daughter." One hand reached for mine and pulled it to her to feel the mound. I felt a wonderful surge of contentment knowing that the love of my life wanted to share more than just my body. "I will love you both with all my heart." We exchanged powerful glances that reciprocated each other's thoughts, when we heard a knock at the bathroom door. "Monica, are you all right?" It was Candy's voice. "Yes, we're okay." I replied with a grin towards Monica. "Oh." We heard laughter from the other side of the door. "When you two have finished, you have some new guests," came the muffled response. Both sets of eyebrows rose as we each wondered who these guests might be. ................................ We quickly dressed and I ran fingers through my tousled hair, leaving it with some order. I smiled and kissed my new wife one more time before I took her hand in mine, made our way out and towards the growing noise in the large dining room. There was a crowd of people all engaged in something in the corner of the room. It must have been very entertaining from the variety of sounds filling the room. Someone emerged from the edge of the gathering and walked towards us. The face was all too familiar and we were somewhat glad to see Skinner after these last few months. Some of our questions still needed to be answered. "I believe congratulations are in order." He shook my hand then we exchanged a manly hug before he turned to my wife. "Monica, you're looking radiant." He said this in his usual no nonsense way but this time he added a spark of tenderness. "Why thank you Walter." Monica beamed from more than just the compliment and I saw Skinner's eyes trying not to look up at her hair. My hand reached out and smoothed down the piece that stood out at right angles from her ear. She sported a closed lipped smile and Skinner 'ahemed' and looked at the floor briefly. He must have known what we had been doing in the bathroom. He probably remembered back to his wedding day too. "Sorry I couldn't make it for the ceremony. Last minute paperwork deadline at the Bureau; I had to take the later flight." A few people in the crowd whistled and I became very curious. "What's going on over there?" "We'll get to that soon." He ushered us over to a part of the room that was vacant. "I know this is your special day but I thought you might like to know that for all intents and purposes it looks like the FBI is back to its old self." He kept his voice lowered, which belied these words of renewed hope. "Back to its old self?" Monica voiced my question also. "All super soldier activity ceased not long after your dismissal and it's remained dormant for the last three months." "Which means?" I queried further. "It means John, that for now it looks like the threat has passed." He looked at me with resolution. "What about the rest of the country, the world? They couldn't all just disappear." Monica was right. How could these super soldiers in the numbers they appeared to have been, just vanish? Skinner just shook his head. He was as clueless as us. "What about ten years from now? December 22, 2012?" I needed to know for all out sakes that he hadn't forgotten, that the Bureau had remembered. "It's all in hand, we won't be facing this unarmed. It's the priority for the next ten years." He looked to both of our nodding heads. "By the way, the X-Files has been reopened." "Oh?" "Two new agents, you don't know them." "And?" Did I hear a little despair in Monica's voice? I squeezed her hand and left them linked in support. "And, they will be working on discovering anything they can about this possible future threat." He looked at both of us intently until he saw a glimmer of acceptance. "This time of peace, just take it for the blessing that it is, you two. Have your child, bring him or her up to not be looking over their shoulder all the time." His voice was still low. I looked over Skinner's shoulder at the crowd, their backs towards us. "Now what's happening over there?" I indicated the direction with my head. "You don't want to know?" "Yes!" I began walking when I heard a voice behind us. .................................. "John, Monica." We turned to see Dana Scully with a bigger William in her arms. "Dana, you could make it." Monica was exuberant. She hugged both mother and baby. I also embraced her and rubbed a welcoming thumb over William's cheek. Skinner excused himself and went back to the festivities that were also beckoning me but it could wait. I was just glad people were enjoying themselves. "Where's Mulder?" Monica was the first to ask. We both followed Scully's gaze over to the crowd that was even bigger than when we'd first noticed. My curiosity was at its peek but it would have been rude to excuse myself when it had been about a month since we'd seen either Mulder or Scully. "What's happening over there?" "Beats me, I just went out to diaper William and came back to a crowd around Mulder." "So how did you find out?" Monica was keen to learn more about her previous X-Files office occupants. She juggled William in her arms as we chatted. "Yes, Skinner called to tell us the news. I hope this doesn't put too much of a burden on you." She looked around the large room. "I can see you've had some fun without us." "Yes, Roxanne has been good to us." Monica took my hand and smiled. "So how did you get William back, there are laws here?" I enquired. She smiled and gave her son a kiss on the cheek. "We haven't got him back as such but the Van de Kamps offered us visitation every so often. They understand that the danger that William was in has subsided for now. They also know that Mulder and myself are the parents and they want him to know his real parents." "That's good Dana. So where have you been all this time?" Monica drew closer to me and wrapped an arm around my back, almost missing the closeness we had shared not long before. William wriggled in Scully's arms and she bent down to let him free on the floor. An eye kept a watch on her son as she explained that they'd been in New Mexico all this time. "New Mexico?" "Roswell, actually. Mulder just thought, and I tended to agree with him, that returning to the area we'd fled might be the last place they'd look for us. We were proved right." She gave a small grin and went to direct William away from a large planter of roses. He came back in her arms but he squirmed for freedom again. "So, do you see what you're both letting yourselves in for? Wait until your child starts crawling and getting into everything." She chuckled. "So have you thought of any names yet?" Just then another familiar face appeared from the direction of the hallway. "Come here, Gibson." Scully lay William on the floor and placed a motherly hand on the sixteen year old's back. Monica gave the boy a hug and I shook his hand. We both smiled at the boy and understood there was something different about him, about his demeanor. "I don't know if you know but Gibson's staying with us now. The official adoption papers will be signed within the week." I thought I'd seen a sparkle in those usually serious eyes. "That's great, how are you feeling?" Monica mentioned with empathy. "Good." He nodded to Scully. "I've been running for too long." They exchanged smiles and Gibson went to keep an eye on his wandering 'little brother'. There were sounds and voices coming from the foyer rivaling the partying going on behind us. "He insisted." Jeremy's apologetic voice could be heard entering the room. "That's all right Jeremy. We'll talk to him." Roxanne's bodyguard stood a short distance away while the uncustomary ruffled Brad Follmer breezed in. There were still voices coming from the front door suggesting that he had been accompanied. "Doggett, we need to talk." Looking across from Monica to Scully, I received their silent approval before taking Follmer into the Library off the main hallway. It was an impressive room filled with ceiling height shelves of books, journals, magazines and of course Roxanne's vast collection of videotapes and DVDs. A computer stood on a desk nearby suggesting that this collection was indeed catalogued and cross- referenced. Roxanne would not leave all this just for a man. Surely she would return with or without Eric, if he were indeed alive. I left the door open so that Jeremy could hear and see all that was going on. "What can I do for you Follmer?" As the Bellagio's head security officer for the past ten weeks I had already come face to face with the likes of Follmer. A cool, level head was the course of action and it didn't hurt to know all the finer details of the approaching discussion. "Does he have to be here?" Follmer's head indicated towards the door. I took unvoiced pride in making this man nervous. "Yes, he does actually. He's just watching my back. What is it you want?" He looked to me with conflicting emotions; it seemed like a mixture of anger and fear. What was worrying this man? "Do you really love her or are you doing this to keep her away from me?" "Didn't we have this discussion back in DC after the hearing where your smug face sat behind the desk with that panel?" "You knew why we had to dismiss you." "Yes, and you seemed mighty happy about it if my memory recalls. Is that what this is? You wanting Monica for yourself because unless this ring is made of gold paper I'm married to her and you're not!" His face went a shade of red so I gladly hammered the point home. "And marriage is for keeps, buddy." "You better make her happy or...?" "Or you'll what? If you've seen any of Roxanne's product here," I paused and looked around the room with a contented chuckle. "Then you'll know I make her very happy." I had great pleasure in referring his thoughts back to the very reason we had been made scapegoats to save face with the FBI, our adult movies. There was something else bothering him. He stood there for a long minute, nervously looking towards the door and then me. "Where is she?" "Where is who?" "You know very well who I mean." "Monica's out talking to..." He cut me short grabbing my arm in a tight hold. I shook it free and looked daggers at him. "You were seen leaving the residence and taking Roxanne's Mercedes. You were also seen in the vicinity of the Las Vegas airport, driving away. Where has she gone Doggett? Where did Roxanne fly? Did she go to Eric?" It pleased me that he hadn't traced her path. I still had the upper hand and I knew it would stay that way indefinitely. "I have no idea where she went." That was true and Follmer could see it on my face. "Did she go to Eric?" "Eric's dead." I emphasized the last word. "Monica IDed the body, it's all official. Maybe she rushed off to see a sick relative, I don't know." He moved forward getting into my face and I did not budge. "We will find her, not matter what, and when we do you are coming down with her for aiding and abetting two felons." It began to dawn on me the real reason why Follmer had not been indicted for the cold-blooded murder of my son's killer, why he was allowed to walk free of a murder charge. "So, they needed you." I narrowed my eyes looking into his soul. "They wanted to use your cunning ways to flush out Eric and now that you haven't got anywhere you're worried about incarceration." His flat expression indicated affirmation. "John?" Monica's sweet voice came from the doorway. Before leaving I had one last thing to say. Apart from him wiping out my son's killer, there was no love lost between Follmer and me. "Even if I knew where she was going and even if Eric was still alive there is no way in hell I would give you the pleasure, ass hole." I ungritted my teeth too talk to Jeremy. "Show his sorry ass out will you?" I took Monica by the hand and we walked back to the festivities, never looking back to see Follmer's probable look of dread. "So did you tell him?" "What was there to say? He knows I picked up Roxanne and took her to the airport, but he knows nothing after that." I stopped before we reached the door to the dining room and took both her hands in mine. "Look Monica, I don't want to think about him any more. Roxanne will come back when she's ready, let's just enjoy our day and our life together until then." Her hands seemed small cupped in my own and the gentle pressure I felt meant she agreed with me. "Monica, John?" Scully approached us as we entered the room. Behind her the group was still engrossed in something I was determined to find out and possibly participate in. She didn't have William so we assumed he was with Gibson or Mulder. "There's something you should know." Scully looked a little flushed and we both wondered why. "What is it Dana?" Monica laid a gentle hand on her arm. "I found out what they're doing over there." Her head looked towards the gathering. "What?" Monica went first to investigate and I followed. With her customary determination she made her way through the bodies to the front where there was a large television screen. I followed the path she made. Our mouths widened at what we saw. "So here is the famous couple." Mulder's sanctimonious face looked over at us, as we stood there dumbfounded. He held some videotapes in his hands and had clearly been showing this crowd our adult movies. "Let's give three cheers for the bride and groom." All around, we felt the jostle of bodies and the faint smell of alcohol. The crowd surrounded us shaking our hands and congratulating us for more than just our recent nuptial union. ..................... Reyes: I felt myself turning bright red from the public display of the movies John and I had done. Mulder stood there watching the movies on the plasma screen television with a huge grin on his face. I don't think I had ever seen that man smile much, especially like that. "This one really looked like angry sex..." Mulder said to one of the other actors and then he looked at me. "Jesus, Monica, I didn't know you were into kinky shit like that...you'll have to tell Dana how you do that so we can give it a try..." Scully swatted him from behind. "Behave yourself, Mulder." She warned. "Did YOU think she was into stuff like that?" Mulder asked Scully. "I sure as hell didn't think Doggett would ever get it, that's for sure." "And what's that supposed to mean?" John asked seriously. "Relax, John. What I meant to say was, that Agent Reyes always had a thing for you and you kept fighting it off. I'm glad to see you finally caved in." Mulder stated smiling. "You guys make a great couple." "We hate to cut this short, but we need to get going." Scully said as she hugged me. "Good luck to you guys and congratulations." She slipped me a sheet of paper with an address written on it. "Here's where we'll be if you need anything. I know taking care of a child can be a tough job, so if you need help or just need a shoulder to cry on from post-partum depression, call me." After she hugged me, she hugged John. Mulder followed in, hugging me first and then he went to John. "A handshake will be fine, Mulder." John said smiling. Mulder laughed. "I just wanted to see your reaction. Good luck to both of you. Catch you around sometime." Mulder and John shook hands. William, who was being carried by Gibson, came up beside me. "I guess this is good-bye again," he said plainly. William squirmed a little and Scully took him so we could say our good-byes. "You never know when we'll see each other again." I told him reassuringly. "The baby loves you. Even now." I froze where I was standing and looked at the boy in awe. "And you are afraid. Afraid you'll be a bad mother." Gibson and I exchanged looks. My jaw hung open, as I was still amazed at this young man's amazing ability. I did have my doubts about it all: Motherhood, being a good wife, and whether or not I had the strength to endure it all. "You shouldn't be. You are very strong. You both are." I bent down and hugged the boy as tears came from my eyes. "Please tell us when the baby comes." He whispered to me as I pulled away. I smiled down at Gibson. "We will. I promise." I went to Scully and William. "Good-bye, William." I kissed the child on the cheek. I looked over and John and Gibson were shaking hands. Once they were done, I watched on as our friends headed for the door. I walked up to the VCR and removed the tape. I turned on the satellite and put the Yankees/Angels game on to occupy the crowd until the reception was over. I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned to see that it was John and he put his arm around me. "You feeling alright?" he asked. "I'm okay. I just want this thing to be over in a way." I was feeling a little tired from the nerves and the business of the whole reception. "I know. I feel that way, too. I want some alone time with my wife." John looked at me with seductive eyes and I could read right into what he had in mind. The fact that I was now officially his wife made me tingle inside. "You just wait, John Doggett. You'll be getting a lot of alone time with your wife." I shot back at him as I licked my lips and went to the bar to get a glass of water. ............................................................................. Chapter Forty-Four Reyes: It was nightfall and all of the guests had finally left. I didn't think it would ever end. I had gone back to Roxanne's bedroom where we had put the vast majority of our gifts. My legs and ankles were killing me, my spine felt like completely giving out and I felt muscle soreness where I forgot I had muscles. The bright side of it all was the morning sickness was going away. And that was a good compromise? I flopped myself onto the bed and stared at the ceiling. I wondered where Roxanne had disappeared to today. I wondered if Eric was truly alive like she had told me and would she be coming back. I guess it was something I would know answers to in due time. I kicked off my shoes and heard them thump to the floor. I was tired, but I knew tonight was special: The most special of all time. I wanted to make it a night to remember forever (as if the last 4 months weren't mindblowers). John walked into the room, his tie undone and draped around his collar. "You tired?" he asked as he sat down on the bed next to me. "Exhausted." I replied through a yawn. I rolled over to my stomach and rested my head on my arms. I felt John's fingertips massage into the muscles of my shoulders, relaxing the tenseness that once resided there. I writhed a little at his touch, letting his magic arouse the seductress in me. He slowly unzipped my dress and I helped him slide it off of my body. I could feel his breath bounce off of my skin, making me shiver from the chills. I felt John's eyes looking me up and down and then his hands followed, taking off my thong and nylons. As I lay there naked to him my breathing started to get erratic as did his. Just from the vibes in the air I knew he wanted physical pleasure, and he knew I wanted it as well. His hands rubbed my feet and then up my legs to my ass then stopped. "You are so beautiful." He whispered through his labored breathing. He rolled me over to my back where we locked into a stare. I could feel the heat radiate off of his body like the sun. With my hands I felt the surging growth in his pants and watched him close his eyes in the pleasure of it. I reached up and kissed him on the mouth, pressing my tongue through to meet his. I took one hand to slide his tie off and then I used both hands to unbutton his shirt. When I couldn't kiss him and unbutton him, I just ripped the shirt open, buttons and all. My hands rubbed the firm muscles on his chest and then my fingers trailed down his abdomen to his pants. I undid the button and zipper, freeing is erection as I helped slide his pants and briefs down. The throbbing was intensifying in between my legs and I was growing wetter and wetter as we kissed. My hands made their way to his hard on, massaging and caressing. John moaned as I kissed my way down his neck, nibbling on his earlobe. His body started to tremble from holding himself above me. It seemed to take less and less for both of us to be ready for joined pleasure of one another, and it seemed to get better and better every time. I could feel his throbbing hard on at my opening, which was growing wetter than Niagara Falls. I rubbed it against me, the soft flesh teasing my clit. That nearly put me over and I closed my eyes to take in the indescribable feeling it was giving me. John started kissing down my neck and collarbone, making his way to my breasts. He took one into his mouth, licking the nipple as he massaged the other with his hand. My chest heaved upward and I groaned his name loudly. I wanted him. Here. Now. There was a loud knock at the door that startled both of us. "John, you in there?" It was Jeremy. John rolled to his side and wiped his face with his hand. "What do you need, Jeremy?" I could tell he was trying not to sound too annoyed. "I got the spa temperature down like you asked me to. Ms. Derrik usually likes it at boiling, but this should be low enough so the two of you can enjoy some time in there." "Thanks, Jeremy." John replied. The spa? "Something you were going to tell me about, John?" I smiled. John looked over to me and smiled. "I had him turn the temperature down in the spa by the pool so we could have a little relaxing time together tonight." I giggled at the notion. "Do you really think we will be relaxing?" I asked. "Ah....no. But it's a good place to start." I rolled off of the bed and went over to Roxanne's mammoth walk-in closet. She had several white robes hanging on hangers. I grabbed a couple of them and threw them on the bed. I looked in a little further and found a shirt of Eric's that was tossed on the floor. I took a closer look at it and it was in a plastic bag labeled 'biohazard' from the hospital. It must have been the shirt he was wearing when he was shot over at the hotel. I picked it up and hugged the sealed bag. I missed Eric on this special day and I could only hope Roxanne was off to find him. I shook myself out of it and set it back down on the floor. I walked out of the closet and shut the door. "Where'd you go? Into the abyss?" John chuckled. "Sure as hell seemed it," I replied. "That is like another room in itself." We picked up our robes and put them on. I didn't think anyone would be around except security, but they didn't really need a show either. John took my hand and led me to the door. He opened it quickly and we both jumped at Jeremy's presence towering in the hall. "Jesus, Jeremy. Don't you ever take the night off?" John asked. "Ms. Derrik isn't here. She called me from the plane and told me to look after you. She pays me to do this, and that's what I will do. If you'll follow me..." Jeremy turned and walked down the hall towards the pool/spa area. We followed him outside where the spa light was on and outside torches were lit. On the deck next to the spa was a silver tray with champagne glasses and an open bottle of Martinelli's Sparkling apple cider. The sound of the pool's waterfall echoed in the air as we approached the edge of the spa's deck. "Was this your idea, Jeremy?" I asked as I clasped my arm with John's. "Sex is better sober and besides...it's bad for the little one." Jeremy extended his arm out toward the spa, gesturing for us to indulge ourselves. "If you need anything, there's an intercom pad by the door." "I think we'll manage." John said. I could tell he really wanted to be alone. "Could you like take the rest of the night off or something?" "I'll disappear, but I will be around if you need anything." Jeremy replied as he walked away and disappeared into the sound of acoustic guitars playing through the studio monitors. "Jesus...Finally." John said as he reached into my robe, his cool hands touching my flesh. I felt shivers go down my spine as his lips touched mine and we engaged into a heart pounding, wet kiss. John untied my robe and brushed it off of my shoulders with his hands, the cool air caressing my skin. My heart rate started to accelerate, as I stood naked before my husband. John looked at me with hungry eyes and I him. I reached in for another kiss, our tongues probing each other's mouths. I disrobed him and let my fingers dance around on his flesh, from his chest down to his abdomen to his growing hardness. John's hands squeezed my ass firmly as I massaged the head of his dick and rubbed down his shaft. We broke for a moment so we could step into the spa before we fucked on the wet concrete. John went in first and then I followed him in. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around my waist. He swung me around in the water and we both laughed like a couple of kids. I never thought in a million years that we would both feel so free. John set me down in the warm spa next to the refreshments that were laid out for us. He grabbed a couple of full glasses and handed one to me. "This calls for a special toast." We raised our glasses. "To the most beautiful woman in the world who is now my wife and will soon be a mother to our baby. I love you." Tears filled my eyes and I could hardly speak. "I love you," I choked out. We drank down our cider and set our glasses down on the deck. John grabbed me by the arms and set me on his lap facing him, a knee on each side of his legs. We stared into each other's eyes for an eternity it seemed. John broke the trance as he placed his hand on my abdomen. I looked down also. I had just started to show a little a few weeks ago. His touch was powerful, almost god-like. I felt hot for him sitting this close to him. I would do anything he asked of me in this moment. My fingers ran through his hair as we sat there eye to eye...our lips barely touching, taking in one another's breath. John's hands snaked up my back, the water having a cooling effect in the evening air. Our lips met yet again, gently dancing over each other. I loved it when he kissed me like this; the intenseness behind it aroused everything in my being. My fingers pulled his hair, wanting more from him. He broke from the kiss as his tongue licked down my neck to my chest and then back up again. I held my breath as he did it again, and then let out a vocal groan. He stuck his tongue back in my mouth, only this time it was more aggressive. John was the alpha dog at this point in time and I was going to let him take control. I braced my knees on the spa bench and erected my torso for him to get better access. His tongue raced down to my nipples, circling then biting. I arched my back, heaving my chest out to him. John's strong hands braced me as he devoured my flesh. The pounding in between my legs I could feel in my temples and even in this warm water I knew I was slippery wet. I wasn't sure how long I could keep it up without wanting him inside. I snaked my fingers down to John's nipple rings and played with them mercilessly. Our desire for each other was definitely intoxicating. "John," I groaned as he kissed my neck up to my earlobe, "I want you." He put his tongue in my mouth again and we were fighting for control of the kiss. He was breathing fast and I could see the arteries in his neck pulsing quickly. I reached down with a free hand and played with his erection, massaging gently up and down. I reached further down to his balls and that got him. His head went back and his eyes closed. From that look alone I could not wait any longer. I mounted on him and slid him in slowly and I too was soon to be in my own world. I rode up and down slowly, feeling the head of his dick reaching the spot that could send me into a frenzy in no time. "Oh God, John..." "Don't fight it, Mon...We've got all night..." John whispered in his sexy voice. I couldn't help it. I could never last long in this position with him, and I felt my climax reaching its limit. I quivered around him, screaming his name loud enough the neighbors blocks away could have heard me. My nails dug into the flesh on John's shoulders as I kept going with the rhythm. "Fuck me, John!" John increased the force of our joining and that was when I could really feel it. The orgasm climbed its K2 to the point of restricting oxygen to my brain and then it was the free fall to the end. I fell over John, catching my breath and trembling. I felt a little light headed and got out of the spa. "I'll be back in a minute." I felt the color flush from my face a little. I felt warmer than normal, too. John looked up at me with concerned eyes. "Are you feeling alright, Mon?" "I think I just need to use the restroom. I'll be back." I put on a robe and made my way back to the door to the house, the coolness of the air soothing to my skin. ............................ Doggett: My head lay back basking in the heat and foam of the spa, my arms outspread along the porcelain rim. I could still feel Monica's presence even though she was back inside Roxanne's domain. The slow pulsing of the bubbles on my spent skin was soothing and I found myself in another realm. I wanted this night to be forever etched in my memory. The day had been the most wonderful day of my life. All those years of anguish over the loss of my son, my eventual first marriage break up and the relentless existence of pushing myself so hard in my profession to forget the pain, were finally at an end. Now was the time to put all that behind me, that was another me, an old chapter of the book of John Doggett. This was the new me and the new life I would never have believed could have existed, not in a million years. My eyes briefly opened to see the night sky speckled with pinpoint lights. The only other light came from the few lit torches at the edge of the pool but they were dim enough to give me a clear view of each star's light. What was it about stargazing that was so mesmeric? The magical tinker of mellow flamenco guitars, the lyrical splashes of the waterfall, the gentle night breeze on my face, the slow pulsing of each star all combined to actually slow time. I could feel the seconds become minutes as my head lolled back drinking in this natural high. "Mr. Doggett?" I was wakened out of my reverie by the sound of Jeremy's voice. He was holding out my bathrobe by the edge of the spa. "Your wife has requested your presence in the bedroom." This all seemed so strange. Never before had I had someone like this directing my love life. I chuckled to myself as I slowly stood. "She said she was coming back." The wave of dizziness as I got stepped over the edge, quickly subsided as I took the robe from Jeremy's hand and put it on. "Is she all right?" "She's fine." The years as an investigator took over and I found myself searching his face for answers, instead he was looking me up and down with raised eyebrows. "What?" I frowned. "If I may say so your wife is a very lucky woman." "How so?" My frown remained, wondering his intensions. I began walking to the door not seeing his expression as he followed behind. "If I had a body like that I'd be fighting off the women." I turned, understanding overtaking my features. "Are you flirting with me Jeremy?" He just laughed and said, "No, I already have a partner and I think you know him." My mind raced over all the possibilities and settled on one. "Really? I would never have known." Jeremy came round and opened the door for me and I stepped over the threshold. "And I needed to know this, why?" "Roxanne is happy with it, I just thought that seeing you two may be staying here for a while you should be informed." "Thank you Jeremy." I'm not sure if I wanted images like that implanted in my mind on my wedding night but I appreciated his frankness. "If you need me I'll be a call away." "I think we'll be fine Jeremy." I gave him a 'you don't need to tell me what to do in the bedroom' look and he grinned as he began to move away. As I climbed the stairs to the bedroom I wondered why Monica hadn't returned as she'd said. Maybe she had become a little lightheaded from the heat. Perhaps it was from the exceptional sex we'd had in the spa. At that thought I felt a surge of energy that came out of nowhere. Tonight would be a night to remember. My body was ready for a night of indulgence. On entering the room I found it empty of my lover. "Monica?" It took a few moments before she responded. "I'll be out soon." My angel's voice came from the ensuite bathroom. "Okay." As I waited for her presence my eyes wandered over the vast dimensions of the room. Everything Roxanne did was big. The ceiling high French doors that led to the balcony had been covered by sweeps of rich deep burgundy curtains. The walls were painted a soft rose with embedded lighting giving the room a fairylike feel. There was a white marble open fireplace and mantel on one wall of the room above which was a gilt framed large mirror. On another wall, filling its entirety, was a trompe l'oeil painting of lush Roman gardens. I had to admit to myself that the ancient Roman theme to the mansion and the Italianate architecture was quite comforting and related a lot about the character of Roxanne. The ancient Romans were reported as hedonistic and free with their sexuality. They indulged themselves for entertainment and as part of their lifestyle. This directly related to Roxanne's ideals and her business. Against another wall was the bed. It was a rosewood king size four-poster. The burgundy blankets were a little ruffled where Monica and myself had started our foreplay before Jeremy had interrupted us. I smiled as I walked over to the bed and smoothed over the soft surface. Monica had no idea the stamina I planned to display that night. My body was hot for her, making me anxious for her to reappear. "Ready yet? " I moved over to the closed bathroom door and listened. "Soon." What was she doing in there? Was she okay? She sounded all right. Still waiting I looked over Roxanne's gold-framed paintings I recognised many as Botticelli's, the early Renaissance painter who liked to paint his naked woman on the chubby side. I wondered if they were originals or copies. When would Roxanne come back to all of this? What was she doing and would she indeed find Eric? The opening of the bathroom door interrupted my thoughts. I turned to see the most beautiful and sexy sight I'd seen in a long time. My jaw dropped and my body went rigid just lapping up the beauty before me. "John, you like?" Monica was beaming. ....................... Monica stood there before me in a black sheer number. She was naked underneath except for the hint of a black thong. I could just make out her shapely breasts and the dark area of her nipples below the elasticized off the shoulder neckline. The sleeves puffed out and were gathered with elastic at the cuffs. The hem ended over her upper thighs accentuating the lines of her long legs. She'd tied her hair up loosely on top of her head and added some sexy dark makeup around her eyes and creamy pink lipstick that transformed her into a sex kitten. By the smile I could tell she was pleased with my reaction. I didn't know what I looked like to her but my mouth was open like a hungry dog. The way I was feeling after the spa, the effect of the opulent surroundings together with the adorable vision before me made this all seem surreal. "Monica, you're beautiful." I found myself growling out. "When did you get that?" She moved up closer to me but when I went to feel her she put a hand out, pointing one finger and shook her head. "No touching." She brushed past me making me breathe in her seductive scent and I felt the soft material sweep over my hand. Walking over to the sound system I turned, watching her gorgeous form as she bent over and switched it on. Immediately through the surround system came the gentle strains of what was clearly a love song. I wasn't sure how I should approach this, should I move in and make contact then or wait for her signals. This was certainly very intoxicating. << Can't get enough of you When we oooo >> Again she drifted past me and instinctively I held out a hand to feel her. All I wanted to do was feel her body through the sheer material, to rub my hands all over those breasts. She avoided my hand and with a sly smile went to the bed. "I said no touching." Did she know how wild she was making me feel for her? "Undo your robe." "What?" It took me a while to think. I undid the tie and let the robe hang open. She sat on the bed and stretched her arms above her head giving me a good look at her breasts through the dark fabric. The hem conveniently reached up to reveal a part of her black satin thong. As I began to move to her all she had to do was shake her head for me to stop in my tracks. I didn't want to put one foot wrong. This was the situation of my dreams, I would follow her ever instruction. "Open it wider." Again it took me a few seconds to respond. "Now move to the end of the bed," she commanded. <> "Monica," I breathed. My face must have given a puppy dog expression because she laughed but didn't relent. "Now kneel on the bed, I want to see how much you want me." My heart was thumping from the sheer eroticism of it all. I sat on my knees letting the flaps of the robe fall to the bed covers. She looked down and saw just how much I needed her. For a moment I looked down too, blinked slowly then gazed back lustfully at her body. I wanted to attack her on the bed, this was torture. <> "What do you want me to do?" My voice was whispers. She began moving her hands over her breasts moving them in circles and moaning. "Just watch," she croaked as her hands moved lower down over mound and her fingers moved between her legs. She writhed and groaned as she gave herself pleasure through the satin. With one hand she reached inside her thong and I could see that the fingers were touching the parts that I should have been feeling. "I don't know if I can, Monica please." Ignoring my pleas she hooked her thumbs in her thong and drew it down over her hips. Lifting her knees up she pulled it over her thighs giving me a view of what she had just pleasured. < The chemistry only true love could understand>> The suggestive lyrics of the song mostly washed over me but left a subconscious impression of yearning. She flicked her thong to the floor then continued with both hands to masturbate in front of me. Her knees wide apart I saw everything, her wetness, the pink of her delicious center, all I wanted to do was taste her. "John, put you tongue back in." I hadn't understood I was drooling. With my robe sleeve I wiped my chin and continued to imagine my tongue on her clit. It was all too much to bear. "Mon -- i -- ca." I begged. "Touch yourself John." "What?" "Pretend you are inside me. Feel yourself for me." I had never done that before in front of a woman but the way I was feeling I had to either attack her and ruin the mood or take the situation into my own hands. My hand encircled my rigid hard on and my heart almost palpitated as I felt the contact. <> The pressure in my neck matched the force inside my erection. I had to be careful not to give myself too much pleasure or the moment would be gone. I saw her reach over to the bedside table. I hadn't even noticed the bowl of fresh fruit that sat in a large bowl there. The lighting in the room was mottled, blocking out some parts. She plucked a strawberry and pressed it to her lips and sucked on it suggestively then ate it. I had to stop my hand and take enough deep breaths to calm myself or I would shoot out over the bed. Reaching for another she licked it intentionally showing me the tongue I so wanted to suck on. Other song began to play that was even slower, softer and even more suggestive than the one before. I would have to ask Monica who the artist was. <> Her strawberry clad hand moved down and drew circles around her nipples thought the black fabric. I knew then the destination of this fruit and needed a few more deep breaths to calm myself. "Keep going John, this is so sexy." Her words came out almost garbled. "If you want me, do everything I say." My hand complied applying a little more speed. She groaned as she watched me and then ran the red fruit over her pink flesh between her legs. I could almost see the steam as the coolness contacted the fire of her center. Then she slipped the soft fruit inside her and moaned loudly. I wanted that fruit to be me. <> After a few thrusts she extracted it and staring into my delirious eyes slowly moved it to her lips and her tongue ran circles around it and then it was in her mouth. I was about to come on the spot from the fact of my wife tasting her own juices. My mind was convulsing with the thought of the sweet taste combination of Monica and the juice of the fruit. "Monica, don't do this too me." I let go of myself and began to move halfway up the bed. "That's far enough." She commanded. "You are killing me here." Her devilish smile told me she loved the control. She reached for another strawberry and did the same, teasing her clit and pushing it inside her opening. I edged closer; this had gone on long enough. The mood had been created, how could she refuse my touch now. <> I moved up the bed towards her tantalizing body and touched the hand that held the strawberry. At that time I felt her relinquish control and give in to my needs, to make love to her with all the energy that had built up inside me. On the way down to the fruit I saw her neck flushed and her cheeks pink. This was always such a turn on for me. The fact of her wanting me so badly was still so new in my life. I licked the fingers that pressed the fruit inside her and she held them out for me to suck each one. When they were clean she moved her hand away and let my tongue and mouth do the rest of the work. She tasted even sweeter than the last time I did this. I devoured her, licking, sucking, all the way between her legs. I sucked the strawberry out of her and felt the combined juices on my tongue and then slip down my throat. Her fingers through my hair began to pull and I knew I was hitting the right spots. My hands moved under the black material and fingered her hipbones as I ran careful strokes from her anus to her clit. <> I heard those last song words and Monica must have reacted too because it put her over the edge. The low rumbles from her chest and the tighter pull on my hair were manifestations of the surge of fluid that was gushing into my mouth indicating her orgasm. I left my lips on her and slid my eyes closed feeling the ebbing vibrations. I felt proud I could make her come this way. In my past sexual experiences before Monica, there were not many women who would let me do this. "Oh John." She paused, catching her breath. "You are sooo good at that." I grinned widely and took off the robe I'd been wearing all this time and saw her eyeing my body. "I'm never going to get tired of looking at you." "Never? Even when I'm old and gray?" "Never John." She smiled as her hands ran over my chest then down to my abdomen, her eyes following her every movement. I moved up closer and her hands held onto my erection that needed release very soon. It wanted to find satisfaction deep inside her. "You've never done that before have you." She moved her hands up and down the shaft reminding me what my hands had done early, on her request. "It's not something I would think of doing in front of anyone." "I found it very erotic." I leaned in smiling and took the tie from her head and ran my fingers through her dark, silky hair then down her cheeks and ran a finger along her lips. With my left hand I reached for another strawberry and put one end between my lips and moved in to kiss her. Our mouths met and sucked away firstly at the soft fruity flesh and then our own hungry lips. My hard on flicked over her clit and her breathing began increasing and I knew she was ready for another round. Kissing my way to her ear I breathed, "I'm going to make you come again Monica Doggett." "All right." My hands moved down over the fabric of her sexy see-through sleep shirt to the hem and I lifted it over her head leaving us both very bare. I instinctively went for her breasts as my dick inched its way inside her. Her hands rested on my butt and pulled me into her making me push in forcefully. My cock was finally deep inside her and I left it embedded there until she begged me to fuck her. Her hips wriggled for fathomless penetration and I began to drive in and out. The vision before me was only of my dreams. My eyes slid closed just letting me feel the situation. Monica moved up so that she was sitting on me. Her breath was hot on my face in between kisses and thrusts. My fingers feathered down her back to her butt and then back up as I hard-pressed into her with force. There was a new song that was even more evocative than the previous two. The female singer was singing about exactly what we were doing now, fucking each other senseless; sucking, licking, caressing, playing, tasting, pleasing, teasing, riding. Monica was also bouncing and by her increased movements and her more forceful kisses and the scratches down my back I knew she would come again soon. The pressure was at boiling point and I grunted as I let it all out deep inside her. This was the most pleasurable experience of a lifetime. Being linked physically and emotional to the love of my life and sharing each other was the most profound feeling I'd had in a very long time. I drained out everything I had into her faultless body leaving me shaking uncontrollably. My wife didn't stop but kept going stronger, helping herself towards ecstasy. Her 'oohs', 'aahs' and 'babies' in my ear became louder until they stopped and I felt her quiver and throb on me down below. She blew into my ear as she rode out her liberation. After a few minutes keeping our bodies as one we began to move reluctantly apart. She looked into my face, smiled and gave me a long kiss on the lips, which I melted into. "John, you are the best fucker. Why didn't we do this years ago?" My lips curled into a smile. "There was a little problem of my marriage at the time." "You don't know how much I wanted you then." "Oh, you didn't tell me that." I was certainly surprised by that novel statement. "You had enough to concern you, with your failing marriage and your son's death without complicating things further." I had to admit that if we'd had a sexual relationship then we both would have probably regretted it. "Yes, you're right Monica, it would have not been a good time." I hugged her again tightly. "I have you now and that's all that matters." At those words I immediately thought of Roxanne and that she's be half way to Australia by then. I hoped she'd find happiness too. I was sure we would find out but in the meantime Monica would look after the business with the help of Candy and Rocky and I would continue my job at the Bellagio until her return. I looked into my new wife's serene face and was reminded of the question I'd asked her that morning that she hadn't answered. "Monica, do you have any regrets, about us? About all this?" My eyes circled the room then looked down to her expanding abdomen. She paused a moment thinking. "No regrets sexy man. We've done the right thing, all the way along. I wouldn't change anything." "What about the adult movies? They may come back to haunt us." My hand felt gently over her growing belly. "We'll let our child know about them when he or she is old enough to understand that it all helped to save the world." "That's a bit dramatic Mon, save the world?" She chortled. "We seem safe for now, our actions helped bide time until the powers that be can find out more about December 22, 2012. It's all been worth it." Monica fingered the wedding and engagement rings. "I know we will win." "You do?" The backs of my fingers touched her cheek admiring the beauty of this woman I had just made love to and was still joined with me, flesh to flesh. "Yes, I can sense it all John. We have some good friends who have the same agenda as us. I have faith in them all. We owe it to our child to win this fight, to keep fighting the future." I moved the blankets so we could both lie underneath. Only separating for a few moments we were once again close under the covers. "John?" She spoke quietly into my shoulder. "You know what I feel like?" "Not pickles and ice-cream again." I laughed. "No." She kissed my chest and I could feel her smile. "What then?" "Let's watch a movie." "Okay, what would you like to see?" Again I felt a smile on my shoulder and began to see what she meant. "We never did get to watch ourselves in action." "You mean...? Really?" "I'm not going to let you sleep until we watch us at it. Aren't you a little bit curious about all the attraction?" I had to admit I had wondered why we'd received so much attention. "Okay then." She smiled at me seductively as I went for the intercom to contact Jeremy. (For Monica's sexy night attire click here. It's the one labeled Romantic Sleepshirt.) http://www2.victoriassecret.com/collection/index.cfm?rfnbr=399&cgnbr=OSSLP SXYZZZ .......................... Chapter Forty-Four Roxanne: Once I landed in Melbourne I could feel the bruising on my left hip from the concrete in Vegas. I reminded myself to kick John in the ass when I got back for cutting me off like that. I'd rather get a road rash than a deep bruise like that. Once I got through customs without a body cavity search, I headed for the lobby. I put my jacket on as I walked and found a short, chubby man holding a sign with my name on it. I walked up to him. "You lookin' for me?" I asked. "Not me, mate. Someone else." He walked away and I followed him outside to a cab. I looked around to see if I had any company that happened to follow me over here, but didn't see anything. It would amaze me if I did indeed get out of the United States without them knowing where it was I went. I got into the cab with the stranger and drove us out of the airport. My hip started to throb immensely to the point of bringing tears to my eyes. The cool air blowing into the car soothed the throbbing a little, at least getting my mind off of it. I paid no attention to where we were actually going. I figured if Eric wanted to see me he had the winning cards in hand and I had to play along to insure his safety. I rubbed my sore leg and dozed off momentarily until the car came to a stop. "Where are we?" I asked the driver. "We're at Southgate ma'am." "Southgate?" "It's a city mall by the Yarra River. Just following instructions." "Whose instructions?" He just shook his head and I knew he was probably paid to bring me here, not to answer my questions. I looked out the window and up at the tall buildings surrounding us. Realizing my confusion the cab driver spoke and pointed, "Go towards the river, turn right and you'll see the way to the food hall." I got out of the car and the cab sped away. I limped my way through the coolness of the air and found my way to the food hall after asking directions from two groups of people. I looked around to see if I could find Eric, but nothing. A payphone started ringing next to me. I looked around again but saw no one I knew. I was a stranger in a strange land. The damned phone kept ringing annoyingly, so I walked over and picked it up. "Hello?" "If you want to meet there is a yellow CBR600F4 in the back parking lot. Directions to this location are locked in the storage case under the seat. In your inside coat pocket there is a key to this machine." The phone went dead. It didn't sound like Eric at all and it made me wonder if this whole thing was just a hoax. I searched my inside jacket pocket for the key and it was there. How I missed it the first time is beyond my comprehension, but I was in a rush to catch a plane. I made my way to the yellow motorcycle out back like I was instructed. The last thing I really wanted was to throw my leg over another one of these things. The pain in my hip was approaching unbearable. I unlocked the seat and raised it up. Inside the storage box there was a sheet of paper with instructions to my next destination and some local currency. It gave me the choice of taking the motorcycle or public transportation to get where I needed to go. There was a hand drawn map on the paper. I looked it over as I locked the seat back down to the bike and unlatched the helmet. Looking at the map it would take me about five minutes to get to where I needed to go. I put the key into the ignition of the CBR and turned it over. I put the helmet on and laced the strap through the double D-rings snugly. I slowly swung my sore leg over the machine, kicking the side stand up. I put it into first gear and slowly made my way out into the foreign land. Not only was I out of my surroundings, I had to ride on the wrong side of the street compared to home. I had forgotten that little bit of information when I left the mall when I was on the right side of the street instead of the left. I made my way along Flinders Street as I was instructed until I reached Powlett Street. I made the turn painfully; nearly dropping the bike as I had it leaned over. I found the ten-story apartment building and parked the yellow motorcycle out in front. I cut the ignition and kicked the side stand down, leaving the helmet on the clip-on handlebar. I walked up to the sliding glass doors and noticed a panel to buzz the different apartments. I punched in the number that was on the sheet from the mall. There was no greeting, just a buzz and the sliding doors opening for me. I proceeded with caution as I limped into the marble lobby. The fatigue from my injury and being awake for so long was catching up with me. Behind me there were a set of elevators and one of them opened. I had this feeling I was being watched every step of the way. I stepped inside and punched in the seventh floor. The elevator went up and a few seconds later I was on the seventh floor. The place was kind of ritzy for someone like Eric, but since I had my suspicions he could be the only one who could have stolen a good chunk of money from me he could afford it once he got established. John was right about him-he was a sneaky bastard. That was, of course, if he truly took the money. I was hoping I could have an answer to that in a few minutes. I found the apartment and rapped on the door. No answer. Someone had to be in there to buzz me. I knocked again. Still nothing. I twisted the doorknob and the door opened slowly before me. The place was furnished modernly with a view of the Melbourne Cricket Ground. Gray carpeting, glass tables with rod iron chairs that would normally be found at some cappuccino bar someplace. There was a leather sofa against the wall with pictures of Monet above it. Was I in the right place? My body ached until I heard the door slam behind me. I jumped a little but froze in my place. I was not alone. I held my breath as I slowly turned around to see who was behind me. Standing there with a smart-ass grin on his face and his hands in his pockets was Eric. For a split second I thought I was going to pass out. I felt my body sway but I held myself upright. It was HIM. I stood there speechless with an equal look of amazement on my face. "Is it you?" I whispered. His hair was short and spiked and platinum blonde against his olive skin. "What's the matter, Roxy? You look like you just saw a ghost." Eric chuckled. "That's because you are." I choked out under my breath. Eric walked up to me and took my hands in his. He put his forehead to mine. "No, babe. I'm very real." He let his breath out onto my neck, sending shivers throughout my body. I nuzzled into him as he did that and he began to plant soft kisses along my neck. My mind began to whirl itself into a hurricane from the concentration of my arousal. "I missed you so much." His breathing was short and fast. My arousal was on the rise until I remembered my life the past three months without him. I went from being aroused to pissed off. With my free hand I punched him in the balls. Eric let out a gasp in pain as he bent over, holding his nuts in his hands. His face turned red as the pain escalated. "You missed me so much you decided to take my money and run?" I yelled at him. "Roxy, let me explain..." Eric gasped out. Instead of letting him tell me another wild story, I clenched my fist and right hooked him across the cheekbone, sending him to the floor. "You son of a bitch...I should have known you'd tap into my account. All you had to do was ask me. Then you fucking disappear on me for three and a half months!" I grabbed the front of his black sweatshirt and pulled him up, slamming him against the wall. "Roxy, it was a back up plan I was hoping I didn't have to use. I did what I had to because I knew they would be watching you. I didn't want them to hurt you the way I have seen them hurt other people to get their answers." I wasn't hearing him. I swung again, hitting him in the mouth and splitting his lip. I was furious with him for everything: breaking my heart, ditching me, and taking twenty thousand dollars. I started to take another swing, but he caught it and swung me around, twisting my arm behind my back and pinning me face first into the wall. .......................... Eric: I understood Roxanne's frustrations. I think I would be equally pissed off if not more. I let her take her swings at me until she drew blood and it was time to quell her urges to kill me. I grabbed her wrist and twisted her arm with her body around and pushed her into the wall. I still had her arm twisted around behind her back, my balls throbbing from her blow to them. I rested my full weight against her to ensure that she did not move. Even though she had unprecedented anger toward me, I knew she wanted more. I loved this woman. I wanted her and having her pinned in front of me and vulnerable made me hot for her. In the times before, she was always the dominant one. It was my turn and she was going to deal with it if it killed her. This was my place, not her mansion in Las Vegas where she was accustomed to calling the shots. I could taste the blood from my cut lip and I wiped it away on my shirtsleeve. I still held a firm grip on her wrist as I adjusted myself to the stinging pain. I took in the scent of her hair as I undid her ponytail, allowing her hair to grace the rest of her body. She was still breathing fast like an angry bull. With my free hand I lifted her shirt up a little to feel her flesh. It was warm and soft like I remembered. She still had a firm body and I began to get flashbacks of how that body looked naked hovering over me. I loosened my grip on her wrist a little as I went in and started to kiss her neck once more. She swung her arm around to the front of her, but I kept my weight pressed against her. With my fingers I drew back her jacket and let off of her enough to remove it. I lifted her shirt up next. "Put your arms above your head and place your hands on the wall." I whispered into her ear. "You gonna rape me now, Eric?" Roxanne's voice still had a tinge of anger in it. "Can't rape the willing, my dear." I responded back to her. She did as I said and the shirt came off and onto the floor. I stood back from her a little and placed my hands on her waist, feeling her skin. I squeezed gently and then allowed my fingers to roam her flesh as I kissed her shoulders. My tongue graced her spine down to the rim of her jeans and back up to her neck. My hands wandered to the front of her and felt her pierced nipples through her bra. I undid the front clasp and Roxy took it off the rest of the way. She wrapped her arms back around my neck and our lips finally met in the heat of the moment. My hands rested on her stomach and massaged the muscles as our tongues fought for control. I spun her around to face me and she pulled me into her. Her hands pulled my sweatshirt up and I broke off from the kiss long enough to rid myself of it. I grabbed her ass and pulled her back into me, kissing ferociously in tongues. I started to unbutton her jeans and her hands met mine and helped. I kissed down her neck to her collarbone, then licked around each nipple and down to her pierced naval. With my fingers I grabbed her jeans and her thong and pulled them down to her ankles simultaneously. She took off her boots and kicked them away, allowing me to pull her clothes off the rest of the way. She was breathing hard now and so was I. My dick was throbbing from pain and pleasure. I wanted to take her and fuck her against the wall but I wanted to lavish in this pleasurable sin first. I nibbled on the insides of her thighs as I made my way up to her neatly shaved pubic area. She smelled so sweet; how I missed her taste. I licked over the radiant pink flesh, causing her to groan loudly. Her fingers combed through my hair as I tasted her sweetness. It was hot like magma but melted into my mouth as I tongued her slowly. Her legs tensed up on each side of me and I massaged them with my fingers as I worked her. I could hear my name in vocal groans until I stopped. I licked up past her naval again and went to her hardened nipples. I suckled on each one, biting and pulling the rings on both. I kissed up her neck and back to her lips where her mouth was open for invitation. We kissed deeply for an eternity it seemed. I could feel her hands rub down my chest and she unbuttoned my jeans. My hard on was dying to be freed. She pulled them down with my boxers and they both fell to my ankles. It was relieving in a certain way as I let out a deep breath. Roxanne kissed down my chest, making circles around my hardened nipples, biting them hard. The pain fueled my internal fire as she kissed and nibbled down my stomach to my swollen manhood. She was on her knees now as she took me into her mouth. I felt my whole body stiffen like a two by four as she deep throated me and massaged my balls. My fingers caressed her hair, keeping it out of her way as she could do her work to me. I moaned her name in ecstasy. It was a feeling that I had only found in dreams when I used to fantasize about Monica at the Bureau. Roxy licked around the head of my dick and then down the shaft like she was eating a candy cane. My legs began to cramp up from the excitement of the moment. I gently pulled her up to me by the arm. I put my hands on her ass and lifted her up, swinging her around to the bar- style counter behind me. I slipped a little as I set her down and she hit her hip. "Son of a bitch!" Roxanne cried out. I didn't think that I had hurt her that bad. "What's the matter?" She looked at her left hip and it was then I noticed the large bruise on her thigh and hip. "How'd you do this?" "Well, it my adventure to come see you I was chased around the city by the FBI. I laid my bike down when I was cut off in a parking structure. With two thousand dollars worth of leather on, concrete still hurts." It did look painful. I kissed her wound gently with my lips, trying not to apply any pressure to it. I licked the inside of her thigh and moved back to the wetness in between her legs. She jumped a little, but let her legs tensely rest on my shoulders. My loins were on overload at this point. I wanted to enter her so badly but I was waiting for her to beg me for it. "Eric..." she gasped, "I need you inside..." "Not yet," I whispered, slurping up her juices. Her hips were gyrating on my mouth and I could tell she wanted to come soon. Hell, I was ready to come soon just from stimulating her. I kissed up her thighs and around on her stomach some more, nibbling here and there. I tugged on her belly ring and then down on her clit ring. "Please, Eric," she begged. "Now..." "Arms around my neck, Roxy." I commanded. She complied and I lifted her off of the counter. I spun us around to our original area and she let go of me. "Now turn around and place your hands on the wall." She did just that, but her body was too close to the wall. "I'm gonna pull your body out like this..." I pulled her hips back and she stepped back until she was completely bent over. I remember having to search guys in this vulnerable position to keep them from being able to retaliate against me. I always wanted to do this with a woman, but never found the right girl that liked it that way. Roxanne's fine ass reared itself to me and I was ready to go in for the kill. I kept my hands on her hips as I gently entered her from behind. I could hear her nails claw the wall as I slid in and out slowly. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes. I firmed up my grip and drove into her with more force and she seemed to like it. "Oh fuck! Eric!" she cried out. For minutes we stood there joined like that, pushing and pulling. It almost felt like a dream until I could feel my knees wanting to blow out. I pulled out of her and helped her up. I lead her to my bedroom and onto the large bed where she opened herself up for more. I helped her scoot up toward the head of the bed and then lay myself on top of her. Her skin on mine was magical. Her fingers danced down my back, scratching lightly at first and harder as I entered her once more. Her legs wrapped around my body and squeezed as our mouths met in a frenzy of the sensations we were giving each other. I tasted her breath as we kissed long and slow; our body heat was smoldering and sweaty. The smell of her sex filled the room as our bodies stayed in rhythm of the union. God, I didn't want to let go of the moment. I flipped us over where she was on top of me. Our eyes met and a million messages were sent without saying a word. Roxanne bent her knees to each side of me and began to bounce on my hard cock. I was definitely hitting a good spot here. She started growling and groaning. Her hair stuck to her sweaty body and the sight of it all was about to make me let loose inside of her. My hands roamed up to her nipple rings, fingering them enough to put her over the edge. "Come for me, Roxanne. Come on..." I leaned up and whispered to her, kissing her neck. "Oh...oh God!" she yelled out. I fingered her clit ring lightly and I started to feel pulsing around me. She was coming, and coming hard. She screamed at the top of her lungs and her come was oozing out all over me. I had never before seen her or any other woman I have slept with come that much. She kept quivering as she moved up and down on me. Seconds later she fell over me, spent. We were both breathing hard and fast but I still wasn't done with her. She slid off of me and lay next to me, her hands slithering up and down my chest. "Roll over to your stomach." I told her. She complied and went to all fours. That was perfect. There was so much come on me still I did not need to get anything else to do the job. I slid the head of my dick into her anal opening slowly. I could feel her tense up around me. "Relax," I whispered as I rubbed her thigh with my free hand. She loosened up and I pushed into her the rest of the way. She was so tight it felt like heaven to me. I let out a pleasurable gasp as I pushed and pulled from her with my hands on her hips. I had never done this to anyone before and I realized what I had been missing all of my life. I pushed into her harder and harder until I felt my cock swell in her cavity. "Mother..FUCKER!" I shouted as I let go uncontrollably. I emptied everything I possibly had at the time into her ass and I couldn't catch my breath. The release in pressure made me light headed as I slowly pulled away from her and onto my back. The room seemed to spin as I laid there, drops of sweat rolling off of my body onto the sheets. My lover nestled up next to me with a hand on my chest and we both dozed off into sleep. ................................ Roxanne: I had never fucked any man like that and felt loving passion behind it. It was effortless falling to sleep afterwards because I knew he'd be around when I woke up. Having him near me made me melt down to nothing; I didn't care how vulnerable I looked to him. I knew I was in love with him like no one else I have met before. The smell of him in the full bloom of things I remembered so well; it was even more vivid here with him. I was so used to being in control when it came to men and women alike, but I loved his control over me. I was here with him in the here and now...but what happened from here was a very big uncertainty for me. I woke up to the sound of a shower running. I sat up in the bed and brushed the burgundy sheets away to the foot of the bed. I looked around the room and saw steam pouring from the bathroom. I slowly got out of bed and stretched my legs. My hip still hurt and my ass did as well from Eric's anal fuck-fantasy. I crept into the bathroom and I saw Eric's gorgeous body in the shower through the shower door. The water bounced off of his muscles beautifully. I hadn't realized that I was nearly salivating all over myself just looking at him. In that moment of admiration I felt a hint of guilt creeping up on me. I knew we had to talk about our future. About my future. I couldn't just leave my business behind in the United States and sooner or later the law may catch up with Eric. I was not sure that I could live my life hiding all of the time. I opened the shower door and stepped into the hot shower with Eric. He turned and faced me, smiling gorgeously. He bent down and kissed me softly, water running down his body as he placed his hands on my waist. I melted at his touch and wanted to live in this moment forever. I chilled from the droplets of water hitting my body and Eric spun me around so that I could share in the warmth of the water. My hair and body were drenched in a matter of seconds. I wrapped my arms around Eric's neck and we held each other as the steamy hot water ran down both of our bodies. I nuzzled his cheek looking for some affection. Eric bent down and we kissed again, only it was more open-mouthed and stimulating to the body and soul. I ran my fingers through his short hair as the kiss intensified. Eric's fingers began wandering up and down my back, massaging as they went. I could feel all of the blood flow go downtown as I felt him hardening in between us. It never did take much for men to be ready. We broke off the kiss for a moment, standing just far enough to see into each other's eyes. "You're so beautiful..." Eric whispered. "God, I've missed you, babe." Eric came in for another kiss but I pulled away a little. "What's wrong?" "Eric, we need to talk." I said seriously. He almost could read into my thoughts from that statement. He nodded in confirmation before speaking again. "I know, Roxy. I know. Let's just enjoy each other while we have the time." Eric's hands massaged my low back as he came down for another hot kiss. I tasted his breath as my mouth took his tongue in its lust-filled rage. He worked his way down to my neck, biting and licking. I was close to hyperventilating as I clawed at his back, feeling flesh under my fingernails. "Suck me, Eric..." I groaned. He complied going down to my nipple rings making circles with his tongue and pulling on them with his teeth. I had to lean against the shower wall because I felt my legs going weak quick. Eric kissed down between my breasts to my naval ring and ran circles around it with his tongue. My legs were stiff and my knees locked as he went down further, tugging at my clit ring. As soon as he did that I felt myself get lightheaded. I rested my hands on his shoulders as he began to suck on my hardened clit and taste me. He looked up at me with those green eyes full of desire and I nearly came on the spot. I could feel tiny cool droplets of water hit my body from the shower and drip off of my hard nipples as Eric was tonguing me in a steady motion. My chest heaved as I approached a heightening climax. My mind clouded in my lust for him, nearly forgetting that my time with him would be limited. I wanted him, though. I wanted him again and again even if it put me in a hospital. "Eric, stand up..." I ordered. He stopped what he was doing and did what I told him to. We entwined in another open mouth kiss, and I could taste my juices in his mouth. His cock was rock hard and I began to massage it with my hands. I felt his breath bounce off of my cheek as I stimulated the head of his dick with my fingertips. I kissed down his neck, biting and tasting his flesh as I went. I nibbled on his pectoral muscles, biting harder as the intenseness of my massage increased. I knelt down, kissing his firm stomach as I got down on my knees. I noticed the scar on his leg from the gunshot wounds in Las Vegas and the suture marks that were left behind. I kissed his scar and licked it, sending a wave a shivers through his body. I moved over to his erection and lightly grazed it with my teeth. Eric threw his head back for a moment and then looked down at me anxiously waiting for more. I deep throated him into my mouth and I felt his whole body go rigid. His stomach muscles were all pumped and his fingers were wrapped tightly in my hair. The more I went up and down on him, his hips followed in harmony. I moved down to his balls, gently cupping them in my hand as I sucked on them. Throaty moans growled from Eric as I did that. The fact I could pleasure anyone to this extent excited me indefinitely. It was so much different when the person is the right person to be with. As I continued my tongue massage on his balls, Eric started to stroke himself with one hand. His breathing was short and fast and we were starting to produce more steam than the shower water. "I can't take this anymore," he groaned. "I need to be in you..." He pulled me up to my feet and kissed me aggressively. The throbbing in between my legs needed to go the next step as well. I climbed up his body, wrapping my legs around his waist. His arms went underneath to support me and he leaned us up against the shower wall. I put his swollen cock inside of me and we both melted into each other. He thrust in and out, controlling himself as he watched my eyes. "You are such a fucking goddess, Roxy..." he whispered to me. If this was his idea of worship, I liked it very much. I could feel myself coming. "Harder, Eric..." I moaned. He pushed into me harder and harder as I felt myself clamp down around his hardness. "Oh my God...yeah baby...yeah..just like that..." My moans went to screams as the orgasm got stronger. I dug my fingernails into his back as much as I could and he encouraged more. Eric started to release into me as my orgasm was subsiding. I felt everything fading to black as my release came to an end and I went limp into Eric's arms. ................................................................ I don't know how long I stayed out, but when I woke up I was back on the bed. My hair was damp and I felt clean. I was laying on my right side and I had an ice pack on my bruised hip. I looked up into Eric's emerald eyes and smiled because what I had just experienced was no fantasy. We still needed to talk about what was going to happen from this point and my smile disappeared. "Talk to me." Eric said softly as he kissed my forehead. "I know you have something on your mind." "I was a little..distracted." I replied. "Oh really? I wonder who did that?" Eric kissed my neck. "Someone who is really good at fucking me until I pass out..." I giggled. I had to get serious on this. "Eric, about us-" "I know. I thought about that before sending you the plane ticket. I just had to see you." His hand caressed my cheek. "I am so in love with you, Roxanne. I didn't want you to be stuck with this memory that I was killed in that explosion. I wanted you to have better memories of me here, whether you stay a day or several weeks." "Eric, why don't you come back with me? Face the music? I have got some of the best lawyers and they could plea-bargain some of the charges so you wouldn't spend the rest of your life in prison." I almost sounded desperate by saying that. "Roxy, I would do that, but the FBI has it in for me. They will want to try me as a terrorist and terrorists usually get the death penalty." He looked into my eyes and saw my eagerness for him to come home with me. "I can't. At least, not yet." "Eric, I can't stay here forever. I can't hold out forever waiting for you to make a decision. I have to go on with my life sooner or later. I have a successful business I have to run back home." I stated firmly. "Roxanne, I understand. It hurts, but I understand. If you can't stay here forever with me, can you at least stay a few months?" Eric ran a finger down my cheek. "Please?" My eyes relented to his request. I just hoped that my business wouldn't go to the shitter while I was gone. "Okay, Eric...but I want to be back in the States when Monica has her baby. Deal?" Eric smiled. "Deal." He looked down and I could tell that he wanted to be there, too. "Just promise me we'll have the most erotic time of our lives while you're here." I looked at him. "I don't have to promise you shit. It's a given you'll have the most erotic time of your life. I make those types of movies for a living and believe me you learn stuff from watching some of those people." I chuckled as I placed my lips on his and we engaged in another round of erotica. What he had been doing and where he had been would all be answered in time. ................. Epilogue: Five months later Reyes: It was early afternoon as I heard a knocking at the front door of Roxanne's estate. I figured if it were someone important Dave or Jeremy would have called ahead to make sure it was all right. Things at her place had been quite busy since her departure, and not knowing when she would return I had to make sure things held together so her business would not go under. It wasn't so much stressful as it was tiresome, but either way it had been keeping me busy while John was at the Bellagio. As I walked down the hall to the front door, I felt a sharp pain in my abdomen and I stopped dead in my tracks. The baby had been quite active in the months prior, the lack of sleep from it kicking me in the ribcage was catching up, and the shooting pain down the side of my leg was at the top of my list of things I could live without. I put my hand on my stomach and rubbed in small circles to help the pain go away as I breathed deep breaths. I wasn't due for another two weeks and I was told that I could be having Braxton-Hicks contractions where my stomach tightens and then relaxes like true labor. The pain went away and I continued for the door. I opened it to see my former boss in the entrance looking slim and fit as when she left five months ago. "Roxanne!" I said excitedly as I put my arms around her and gave her a big hug. My huge appendage in front of me made it an awkward hug, but I couldn't help the fact that I was very happy to see her after five months. I wanted to ask her where she went so badly, but I figured she would tell me herself eventually. My body language demonstrated how anxious I was to find out and the look I got back from her she could see that. I wouldn't be human if I didn't feel that way. Eric was a dear friend to me and I was concerned for him if he was in fact alive. "Where have you been?" Roxanne returned the gesture. "Monica, you look great!" She stepped back and put her hand on my swollen stomach. "Do you guys know what you're having yet?" Her voice echoed excitement as she felt my abdomen. She eyed me up and down and then sighed. "Where have I been...well...I went to Club Erotica." She bent down to whisper in my ear. "In Australia." "So he's alive?" I whispered back. I needed confirmation. She nodded and showed a grin that told me he was very much alive and had shown her just how much every day and night she was with him. "More later." She continued to whisper then in a louder voice she changed the topic. "So, again, do you know what you're having?" I shook my head. "No. We wanted it to be a surprise. John knew what he was having when his son was born and he wanted this one to be different." I noticed Roxanne didn't have any luggage with her, but then again she left without it as well. We both stepped inside and I closed the door. "Jeremy will be happy that you're back. I think a lot of people will be happy." We walked into the lounge area and sat down on the large leather sofa. I wanted to desperately ask her about her trip and if he had seen Eric. We exchanged looks and I could see that she wanted to tell me. "Roxanne, I wanted to ask you-" Roxanne rose up her hand to stop me. "Hang on a second." She got up and turned on the stereo and left the volume at a level to where we could both hear each other. "I am concerned that my friends in the FBI are still watching and listening." She sat down right next to me and put her arm over my shoulders. "He's doing well." She whispered to me as she winked. In her mischievous grin I could tell that woman has been ridden hard for the last five months and enjoyed every minute of it. How she got back into the country without getting arrested I am sure she took care of with her dream team of lawyers. She stood up again and stretched her limbs. "Fucking twenty hours of flight time...I should go and get some sleep but I think I better go and scare the piss out of my accounting staff to let them know the bitch is back." We both laughed, but as she started out of the room I felt the pain come back into my stomach. I groaned in pain as I held my hand on my belly and started my breathing exercises again. Roxanne came over and knelt down in front of me, putting her hand on mine. "Monica, are you alright?" "I...I'm not sure. It's been like this all morning." I said softly. "Are you in labor?" Roxanne asked. It almost felt like a really bad menstrual cramp, but I wasn't about to tell her that colorful description. "I think I am having a contraction..." As I mumbled those words out I remembered being in Georgia with Scully hearing those exact same words. I kept taking deep breaths to get through the pain, but no matter what I did I could not find comfort. "You're in labor, dear." Roxanne stated. "Do you have a bag packed for the hospital?" I felt dizzy as the pain was peaking. "Yeah..John has it....in the Excursion. He took it to work with him." "Have you timed these things? I don't want to take you in too early in case John wants to take you himself...guys are funny about that shit for some reason." "About every twenty minutes or so....but getting closer together I suppose...I have been busy this morning walking to and from the business building." The pain started to die down a little and I relaxed into the back of the chair. "Walking will help you induce labor. Do you want me to call John?" Roxanne looked back at the phone that was hanging on the wall. I shook my head. "Not yet. I don't want him to leave work until he really has to." Roxanne nodded as she stood up and headed for the wet bar, grabbing a can of Red Bull and drinking it down. I sat back into the couch, relaxed for the time being. It was only a few minutes and the pain came back again. I held my stomach as my eyes squeezed shut to bear the sharp pain. I felt Roxanne sit down next to me and she put her hand on my back, lightly massaging with her fingertips. "Another one?" She asked. I nodded. "Okay, I am going to get the Mercedes. Don't go anywhere..." She got up and headed out back where her garage full of adult toys were stored. I took in several deep breaths as the pain seemed to last longer and was more intense than before. I was in denial about being in labor, but it became more and more real to me as I bore it out on the couch. I heard the front door slam and moments later I felt Roxanne's hand on my shoulder. I opened my eyes and she helped me up off of the couch onto my feet. The pain faded away as we both walked toward the front of the building, Roxanne's arm around me to brace me for when another contraction hit. We walked through the front entrance where Jeremy waited with the passenger door open to the black Mercedes. "You need anything else, Ms. Derrik?" When we approached the car he gave her a cell phone. "No, Jeremy. Follow behind me, okay?" She told him. I carefully sat down into the leather bucket seat. The weather was frigid as the autumn winds blew. As I put my feet into the car, Jeremy closed the door to seal out the cold air. Roxanne got in the other side and turned the car over, taking us out to the surface streets. I looked back and Jeremy was driving behind us in her BMW Z3. She handed me the cell phone. "Call him." She said. I took the cell phone and dialed John's number at the Bellagio. As I hit 'send', another wave of sharp pain overcame my logical brain functions. "Oh shit...." I closed my eyes and started breathing again. The car ride for some strange reason was making the contractions come closer together. Roxanne snatched the cell phone from me as I rode out the pain. Nothing they told me in the Lamaze class prepared me for what I was feeling, and it hurt so bad it was difficult to concentrate on breathing. All I wanted to do was death grip something, so I grabbed a firm hold of Roxanne's arm. "Just keep breathing, Monica." Roxanne reiterated. She put the cell phone to her ear. "John Doggett, please." She paused. "No, I can't hold on. His wife's in labor." Another pause. "John? Roxanne. Yes, I'm back..." I could hear John's voice in a garble through the cell phone's receiver. "John, will you shut up for a minute? I'll tell you later. I'm taking your wife to the hospital, so you might want to meet us there...okay...bye." She ended the call and set the phone down in her lap. I looked over at her and she looked a bit panicked as she zoomed in and out of traffic to get to the hospital. "Roxanne, you don't have to drive so fast." I suggested as another contraction came. I squeezed her arm again, but with more intensity. "I promise I won't have the baby in the car." "I'm not worried about that," Roxanne chuckled. "I just worry about getting my arm back." "When John meets us at the hospital he'll take over." I laughed. "You'll be grabbing more than his arm, though." Minutes later we had arrived at Las Vegas University Hospital. Roxanne, Jeremy and I walked up to the maternity ward to the nurse's station. A nurse named Dee was sitting at the desk. "Can I help you?" She asked. "She's in labor." Roxanne said pointing at me. "Your name, dear?" The nurse asked me. "Monica Doggett." I replied. "Preadmit?" "Yes." The nurse found my chart and guided us to a family suite. The room had mauve and lavender accents with a private shower, hospital bed, and monitoring equipment. Dee handed me a rear-opening gown to put on and a cup for a urine sample (as if I didn't give them enough over the past eight months). "Okay, dear. Put that on and fill the cup as much as you can." The nurse put on my identification wristband. "I'll be back in a few minutes and we'll hook you up to the monitors." She turned and left the room. "Monica, we'll go downstairs and meet up with John. We'll be back." Roxanne said as she left with Jeremy. I hoped that John had arrived. I really needed him now more than ever as another contraction took over my body. ............................ Doggett: The news of Monica going into labor so early put me in a spin. I had some big shit going on at the Bellagio; some small time gang thought they could pull off a heist on the casino floor. Since the 'Oceans Eleven' movie there had been a few 'brave' souls who'd tried to rip off the casino, nothing big I might add, but enough to keep my attention almost full time. Together with a run of celebrities and plenty of official occasions it made my job a hectic one. For the past five months Monica and myself had agreed to put our heart and souls into both our work and ourselves. We'd wanted to build up a sizeable bank account so that Monica could look after the baby full time when he or she arrived. When she was ready to do so, she would go back to work for Roxanne's Derrilyct Productions on a part time basis. Over the past five months she had learnt the ins and outs of the business and would make a valuable assistant to Roxanne once she returned. In the meantime she'd organized for Candy and Rocky to take over from her. Even though the past was in the past Monica enjoyed the fact that her growing stomach was a constant reminder to Candy that I was hers and two people who adored each other had conceived this baby. I was proud of her that through her pregnancy she could still run the business and look after her health at the same time. Our sex life had not been as frequent as the early days. I smiled and gently shook my head each time I looked back on the days of having sex at least three times a day. We devoured each other then. We thought we knew every intimate detail of our bodies but there was more to know each time we made love. It was probably down to three times a week. Most of the time we would just hold each other, talk lovingly and caress our bodies to sleep. The love and mutual comfort we shared was priceless. We loved each other beyond words and our love grew more every day. The bond we shared went to our unborn child as well. Monica would share everything with me about our baby inside her, the movements, the periods of rest and wakefulness, which sometimes happened to be at night. We were both aware of the stages of growth and she would show me in her pregnancy chart each month indicating what the baby may have looked like then. At a moment's notice she would take my hand and place it on her abdomen and I would feel the baby move, my baby. Moments such as those would never leave me. Monica was giving me a second chance to be a father again and for that I would be eternally grateful. It was so hard to imagine that in the next few hours or so I would see my child for the first time. Tears began to fill my eyes at the sheer overwhelming feeling of being a father again. If there was a God, I was being given a second chance to get it right this time. I would be there for our family and protect them no matter what situations arose. Monica was my life; my family would be my life from now on. When Roxanne called, it caught me totally by surprise. At first I thought she must have been calling from another country but then I came to realize she was with my wife. The fact that Monica was actually going into labor, we would finally see our baby, was all too much for me. I found myself becoming quite nervous. My Bellagio security staff seemed to understand, especially Bill, my second in command, who more or less gave me the shoulder pat and told me to go to my wife. I had to trust that all the plans we'd made for him to take over when this day came, would all work faultlessly. I was to take two weeks leave to be with my wife and baby, and maybe a little more if need be. On my way to the hospital I hardly noticed the world rush by me. My world was insular, only thinking about what the next hours would hold. I had gone through my first wife's labor with Luke and it had been one of those difficult times in life. I'd felt helpless most of the time. She was in so much pain that I could not take away for her. Not to be in control, not to seem to be able to help was not in my nature. It would be different with Monica. I wanted to make a difference and to be a comfort to her during this stressful yet eventually rewarding time. The hospital parking garage was full except for one spot at the far end. In my haste to see my wife I almost forgot to lock up. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Monica's bag we'd packed for this very occasion. I quickly unlocked the truck, took the bag, locked up again and headed for the hospital's reception area. "You wasted no time. Got a plane to catch or something?" Roxanne stood there even more attractive than I'd remembered her. Life had treated her well in the previous months of exile. Jeremy stood to the back of her making me picture old times. It had only seemed a few weeks since Roxanne had left, seeing her like this brought it all back. I wasn't sure how to greet her. The last time we'd been in contact she'd kissed my forehead. I nodded acknowledgement to her bodyguard, he had been a faithful colleague in the past months. It just occurred to me that probably he and Roxanne were most likely keeping in contact all this time. Roxanne was happy to shake hands. "You could have told us where you were. Why no contact?" Roxanne led me on the trek towards Monica's room. Jeremy followed close behind. "We can talk more another time John. Your wife is having your baby. She needs your undivided attention now." "Just tell me two things then." We all got in the elevator and went to the third floor. "Why didn't you get in contact with us?" She gave Jeremy a look and I knew instantly that my hunch had been correct, that Jeremy had known her every intention. "Eric wanted me to stay with him for a while. I thought it best to have minimal communication for his safety. Also I wanted to get my lawyers onto the case to be able to bring Eric home with minimal jail time, perhaps even none." I couldn't believe that would be possible but anything was possible when it came to the law and loopholes. "What's your other question?" We heard the ding of the elevator; we were at Monica's floor. "You just answered it. I wanted to know about Eric." She took me down the long wide corridor, past a myriad of identical rooms. "Monica grieved for that man, the least you could do....." "John!" She cut me off. "We'll talk later, okay?" We stood at the door to Monica's suite. "Your wife needs you." She opened the door and I saw her smile and wave to the occupant. "Later." She mouthed and let me inside as she and Jeremy left. The look on Monica's face as I entered the room told me a million words. She wanted me to be there, she needed me and that comforted me no end. "John," She lifted her hand for me to take it and I moved quickly to embrace her. "We're having a baby." As I held her close she told me about what had happened since she arrived at the hospital. I knew that nothing about the next few hours would be predictable. I also knew that I would sacrifice any personal comfort to make sure my wife and baby were fine. .............................. Reyes: Hours had gone by as I rested comfortably in the hospital bed with the aid of an epidural block in my spine. When I had come in, the baby was still in the breach position so the doctors had to physically turn it around so it was facing head down instead of feet down. Roxanne and Jeremy were down getting coffee in the cafeteria and John sat next to me caressing my hair with his fingers .I was thankful for the pain medication because by now I think I'd be divorced from all of the mean things I would be saying under the scrutiny of labor pain. I had an oxygen mask over my mouth and nose to give the baby and me extra oxygen for the upcoming adventure of birth. There was an IV line going into my arm with extra fluids flushing through me as well as petocin to keep my contractions coming while having an anesthetic. I had internal and external monitors to keep close attention to my contractions and the baby's heart beat. Nurses would come in every so often to check my dilation and note it on my chart. Everything around me seemed to be a blur except for John and the beeping from the baby's heart monitor. I was tired and I wanted to sleep. I started to itch uncontrollably from the pain meds, scratching all over my body. "Mon, what's the matter?" John asked. "I itch really bad." I scratched my leg until it was nearly raw. "I'm going to get some cool wash cloths. Maybe that will help." John got up and went into the restroom. I heard the water running for a few minutes and then he came back out with a few wet cloths. He stood behind me as he drew the blankets away and gasped. "You got yourself pretty good. Doesn't that hurt?" He started to lay the wet cloths on my skin, soothing the itch. "I could probably tell you that later. I just itch." After he was done, he put the blankets back over me and sat down next to me. "You seem pretty calm." "I've done this once before, but honestly Mon, on the inside I'm nervous as hell." I could see the fear in his eyes about raising this child in the current environment. I had my concerns, too, but I knew things would work themselves out. I reached out and touched his chest through his dress shirt. There was a long moment of silence as we exchanged looks through loving eyes. "I love you." Tears formed in my eyes and I just felt like balling. The doctor and nurse coming into the room interrupted the moment. "How are we doing?" the doctor asked as he put latex gloves on his hands. "We are tired." I said. It must have been nearly midnight by now. Each time I got checked I had made little progress and they would increase the petocin levels. The doctor had broken my water almost two hours ago, so I was optimistic. "Bend your knees for me." The doctor said. The nurse helped me bend my knees as he went to examine me again. "Want to pick a number?" "Seeing that last time you checked me I was four centimeters, I'd like to bet high and say ten." I told him. The doctor nodded as he removed his hand. "We're at ten." John's face reflected astonishment. "You're kidding." "Nope. We're ready. Are you ready, Monica?" The doctor chuckled. "It's time to push." "I'll be right back, doctor." The nurse said as she scooted out of the room. "Know what you're having?" The doctor asked as he drew out the stirrups at the end of the bed. "We'll find out soon." John said rubbing my hand with his thumb and forefinger. His hands felt sweaty, probably from being nervous. I was exhausted from laying here under the influence but I knew I had to start pushing soon. Inside I was excited to have John's baby. I knew that it would be beautiful no matter what, and the circle of my life would have completion. John's life would have that completion as well. His circle was broken the day Luke disappeared and shattered when his wife left him. For so many years he had felt incomplete and for so many years I wanted to give that back to him. I heard the nursing staff come into the room as I inched my way down to the end of the bed, putting my legs up into the stirrups. I could only imagine how comedic I looked in the compromising position; it was not comfortable. The nurses were preparing the warmer for the baby; towels and blankets were also laid out for the occasion. I gripped the back of my legs as the doctor watched the monitor for the next contraction. "Ready, Monica?" he asked. "How about you, dad?" He then asked John. "Let's do it." John said. Roxanne and Jeremy strolled into the room, Roxanne sporting a Nikon camera from a strap on her shoulder. "Cool. Just in time." She chuckled. Jeremy didn't look too enthused and the color in his face flushed. "Ms. Derrik, if you don't mind I'll be waiting in the lobby." He said as he hurried out of the room. Roxanne started laughing. "He can kick the shit out of somebody but he can't witness childbirth." She went to the opposite side of the bed that John was at and got her camera ready. "Okay, Monica, push now!" The doctor ordered. I pushed as hard as I could without knowing how hard I was really pushing. I couldn't feel any of it. John started counting to ten to time it and supported my back with his hand. When ten came around, I fell back down onto the bed. I watched every program on television and it was still harder to pull off in real life. Before I knew it, I was back up and pushing again. And again and again for at least an hour. Everything seemed to go fine until I felt something in the air go wrong. The nurse tore off the sheet to the heart monitor and took it to the doctor. The baby's heartbeat was decelerating, and decelerating sharply as I contracted. "What's wrong?" John asked in a panic. Right then I felt like I had to push. "Don't push, Monica." The doctor said. "What we have is your baby's heart rate is dropping rapidly. You see that to a certain extent when the mother is pushing, but not like this. This sharp of a decel is telling me that there could be something wrong like the cord wrapped around the neck. Now, we had to turn your baby around, so that's a really good possibility. We're going to have to do a C-section right now if we're going to save the child." I saw John's face frown in worry and the lines that once plagued his face came back. The baby was at risk? The same amount of concern swarmed over me as well. A C-section? I didn't want to have surgery, which was why I chose a vaginal birth. Concern went to panic as the baby's heart rate fluctuated again during another contraction. "Are they going to be alright?" John asked. "If we do this now, then yes. If we wait we risk brain damage to the child." John nodded in confirmation and kissed me on the forehead. My heart raced as the nurses pushed me out of the labor room down the hall to surgery. ........................ Doggett: I tried to stay composed for Monica's sake but I knew some of my concerns came through on my face. I suppose it wouldn't have been normal for me to be totally calm. The fact that she'd had an epidural was something I wasn't prepared for and I certainly wasn't prepared for her to have a C- section. The panic I felt inside as I heard the nurse talk about the heartbeat of my baby slowing was almost too much to bear. I'd lost one child; to lose another would be heart-breaking; even more so, it would be devastating. The only course of action would be to agree to the surgery. Monica could recover from surgery; we could never recover from the death of our baby. The attitude of self sacrifice was paying off, it helped me through this and in so doing I could be there as support for the love of my life. I just hoped that my presence would help pacify all her uncertainties. As Monica was speedily wheeled out of the room I was in momentary limbo. Should I have followed? Roxanne all this time had been watching the proceedings and had also seemed concerned. I could tell she probably felt like the proverbial fifth wheel on a car at that time so remained quiet and out of the way. "John, go to her." She rested her hand on my arm. This was new to me and I wasn't sure of the protocol when it came to surgery such as this. Roxanne must have noticed my hesitation. "It's all right. They allow fathers in C- section deliveries." I looked down at her hand squeezing my arm then up to her face and wondered how she knew such details when she hadn't given birth herself. "You sure?" As she nodded a nurse came into the room. "Mr. Doggett, we're waiting for you." I looked back at Roxanne and we exchanged smiles. "I'll be in the waiting room." She brushed past me then looked back. "Don't keep Ms. Derrik waiting too long though. She has a business to get back into running." With a sexy smile she left. At that instant I knew that Eric wouldn't be able to stay away from her for long. She was one hell of a catch, any red-blooded male would think the same way. Also, she seemed a little too controlled with her emotions to not expect to see him again soon. There were some plans afoot there. All my years in law enforcement taught me to see the signs. "Mr. Doggett." When I turned back from looking at the nurse calling to me, Roxanne was halfway down the corridor. ......................... Reyes: I lay flat on my back looking straight up to the ceiling. It was very cold in the room. I could hear people fluttering about in the room, probably the NICU staff preparing for our new arrival. I wanted this to be over so I could hold my baby in my arms. I didn't want anything bad to happen. It would devastate both of us. John bent over to look into my eyes; He had green scrubs on with a matching cap and surgeon's mask. "Beware of men wearing masks." He chuckled. I was glad to see he could crack a joke at a time like this. I know I could not have done it as I started to cry a little. "It's going to be okay, Mon. They're getting ready to take the baby out." At least he could see what was going on. I couldn't see anything because they had a large green shield in front of me. John bent down and kissed me on the forehead, combing my hair with his fingers. His touch was so warm to me and so loving. "Monica, you're going to feel some tugging up in your chest for a few minutes as we take the baby out." The doctor called from behind the shield. Tugging? It was more like rearranging my anatomy. It was quite uncomfortable despite having the epidural. I closed my eyes as John watched on. I felt tears running down my face as the doctors mumbled amongst themselves, tugging away at my stomach. "Yep, we have a cord around the neck." The doctor said aloud. The baby didn't cry right away and I was instantly worried. "Is the baby okay?" I asked in a concerned tone. I wanted to move and sit up but I was numb from the chest down and my arms felt like lead weights. Seconds later I heard the first cry of our newborn child. The doctor held it up over the shield so that I could see it. "It's a boy!" he called. "Congratulations!" There was applause that echoed in the room. I just sat there in awe as I watched our baby suck in his first breath and cry. Time seemed to stand still in that very moment; I looked up to my husband who had tear-filled eyes and I squeezed his hand. I didn't care how bloody he looked. He was a part of me and John and nothing could be more beautiful than that. I wished that I could have reached out and touched him. It felt like falling in love all over again. "Happy birthday!" called one of the nurses. "He's beautiful!" The baby disappeared behind the shield so the nurses could start cleaning him up. "Want to cut the cord, Mr. Doggett?" John just stood there stunned by the whole experience. I was not sure how proactive he was with Luke's birth and it almost seemed that he missed that opportunity the first time around. I saw him reach for a pair of scissors and he bent over to cut the cord. I heard more applause and the nurses took our son to the NICU staff across from me so they could examine him. John followed and watched on as they took the baby's vitals and gave him extra oxygen. "Have you thought of a name?" When the nurses and doctors were done, they handed our blanket-wrapped son to John. He held him close and kissed him on the forehead and then brought him closer so that I could finally see as the doctors were sewing me up. He looked just like his father. I started to flood my eyes with tears of joy that the whole experience had given me. I would love both of them forever and nothing would ever come in between that. "Oh, Monica...He's beautiful." John sniffled. "You're beautiful. I love you both so much." John nuzzled his cheek with mine. For the first time ever in my life, I finally felt complete. ............. Doggett: I'd felt instant love too when Luke was born and I could finally hold him in my arms, but this was extra special because this was that second chance at fatherhood I'd never dreamed of having. He was so beautiful, his pink face and his tiny mouth, his blue eyes and his squashed up neck. He had hair too, wisps of dark hair like his mother's. His tiny fingers reached out to me as he made cooing sounds. My finger in his tiny hand looked huge. "John, can I see him?" Monica was a little groggy from having just given birth under traumatic circumstances but I knew she'd want to see her baby no matter how she was feeling. I crouched down next to the bed and gave one of my proud father smiles. She looked to me first and then her son. I loved her so much for believing in me from the start, for loving me unconditionally and for giving me a child. Both our eyes became teary as we contemplated the miracle that was this child in my arms. Her hand reached out and touched my cheek first, running the fingers slowly over my jaw line then did the same to our baby. She ran a finger over his lips and he began instinctively sucking. "He's hungry Mom." Monica smiled at the mention of the word 'Mom'. "All done here Monica," The surgeon said pleasantly. "We can take you to NICU and when you've recovered enough we'll help you up to feed your son. You should gain some feeling in about ten minutes or so." My wife looked from the doctor to me looking at first a little puzzled. "Really feed my son? That soon?" "Yes, it's a good idea to try and get him started early on." She looked a little nervous but I knew from all the breastfeeding classes she'd taken and the books she'd read that she was determined to feed this child herself. I felt proud she was so determined. I followed Monica being wheeled into the NICU. I handed our newborn son to the nursing staff who needed to check his vitals again and I waited with Monica, holding her hand until she had some feeling in her upper torso once more. About fifteen minutes later two nurses offered to get Monica into a careful sitting position so she could have her first attempt at breastfeeding. The painkillers she had been given after surgery seemed to be doing their job but she was still very tentative about sitting so soon after being sewn up. Her bravery astonished me. I'm not sure I would have been so composed having gone through the same experience. That was my Monica, taking everything in her stride. She would make a wonderful, patient and caring mother. My pride overwhelmed me when I noticed our son being brought back over. "So what will you name him?" asked one of the nurses as she signaled for the other nurse to give our son to his mom. We both looked at each other and smiled. I let Monica do the talking when she was ready. As she nestled the baby against her breast he rooted instinctively around for the nipple. Once latched on with the nurse's help Monica spoke, all the while looking down at her son taking his first taste of his mother's milk.. "Nathan Andrew." "Hmm, Nathan Andrew Doggett. It has a good ring to it." "I've always liked the name Nathan and the name Andrew comes from a special friend of ours." Monica winked at me. "Yes, Gibson will be pleased." She nodded approval. "So want to know some details?" Without waiting for our response she continued, "3,200 grams weight. That's a good size." We looked at her puzzled so she converted for us. "Eight pounds, 6 ounces. Fifty-four centimeters in length, might end up being taller than his daddy." She smirked. I smiled thinking of how I would feel if my son eventually looked down on me. "Birth time 01.13am. All this will be written down for you and a couple of other stats you might like to know." "Thank you." She was beginning to see that we wanted a little privacy. "Well Monica, John, when you want to make some calls the phone's right beside the bed." There were so many people to tell and I wanted to call out to the world that I had a son but that could wait for now. "Nurse?" She turned around to hear my call. "There are two people down in the waiting room. Could they come up and visit?" "Sure, I'll go get them." She turned and left, leaving just Monica, myself and our son in the room alone. I sat on the bed just looking at my angel and the new tiny magical addition to our family that she held at her breast. "So when do we try for another one?" I was being brave. "John Doggett," she laughed. "Is that all you think about, sex?" "Pretty much." I quipped. "I will have to wait six weeks or so, but in the meantime, if you're a good boy I can ....." She was just about to continue when she looked up at the door and my eyes followed, to see our two delighted visitors. The End