Title: Lost Boys and Golden Girls Author: Martha marthalgm@yahoo.com Disclaimer: The XF characters contained in this story are the creative property of 1013 Productions and FOX Broadcasting and are being used without permission. Rating: PG-13 Classific: S Spoilers: Requiem (US7) Summary: In the years that follow Mulder's return, the events of the meeting and raising of the children of Dana Scully and Marita Covarrubias are retold by their protector. Sequel to The Wrong Kind of Paradise. Title and opening section quotes are from "Lost Boys and Golden Girls" by Jim Steinman, copyright Neverland Music/Music Corporation of America Inc and Lost Boys Music, and are used without permission. This is a follow-up to an earlier story of mine, The Wrong Kind of Paradise. The events of that story take place immediately after those in the XF episode Requiem, so the universe of Season 8 is not present here. This story may be read as a stand-alone; I hope that I have been able to introduce prior events into this story with sufficient explanation. If it interests you, the prior story is archived at Gossamer under the name and email referenced above. Note about the previous story: I was not able to see Requiem after the original air date and did not have a copy available while writing the story. I relied on others' opinions that Scully gave Mulder her cross before he went to Oregon the last time. While it later turned out not to be the case, it still makes damn good drama to believe that it did happen. Also, the episode has Krycek claiming to have last seen Marita in the clinic in One Son. I missed this point initially. I needed the two of them together prior to his imprisonment in Tunisia to make this work. Since the story was written and archived prior to the televised repeat of Requiem, I chose not to correct these errors and continued with those points in the current story. _________________________________________________ ~We gotta be fast We were born out of time Born out of time and alone~ September 14, 2010 The Hiding Place The high-pitched squeals of the game of play by two girls racing about in the back field interrupt my thoughts. They are chasing some unseen object and each other in an area designed to accommodate a number of children. But it is always and only the two. I sometimes have misgivings about keeping the two together. I fear that one may eventually turn on the other as children are want to do. They may have one factor running to their advantage though I wonder if it might ultimately be their undoing. I do not believe that anyone else knows for certain that they are sisters, half-sisters actually. *They* have always known - as have I. The others nod their heads when the girls refer to each other as `sister', thinking that it is just an endearment, one of those things that develops naturally when girls grow up together. And what the others may know or believe about the parentage of the girls has never led to preference for one over the other, and I have been grateful for that small comfort. A breeze lifts the sweet smell of the honeysuckle that range just beyond the edges of the field. It takes me back to our first days here, when the girls were so very young. I can remember when they were both born, the very instant of their entrances into this world. I was not physically present at either birth, but I felt it, sensed it, and knew that I had to come out of my sleep to be near both of them. Sophia, the elder by six weeks. As blonde as her mother, almost white blonde during our summers here. And she has those pale blue eyes that match a spring sky or the Caribbean waters in those magazine advertisements. Clear blue eyes that become even clearer when glistening with tears. Sadly, there have been many tears lately. Eileen, the more boisterous of the two. With her dark auburn hair that tints towards red with the sun, she invokes her mother's spirit when she runs across the field after the butterflies - sometimes she trips and falls but she pushes herself right back up to continue the dancing chase, never taking her eyes off of the swirling mass and squealing when she can coax one to alight on her palm. There is a wonderment in her eyes as she looks up at us, so trusting, so wanting to believe everything that we have told her. And yet, she already knows so much of the truth. I have been their guardian for over nine years now and can vividly recall the moments when they were first placed into my custody. One was willingly handed over to me - albeit with the requisite tears and heartbreak on the part of the mother - because I was the only one who would have been able to keep the child alive and hidden. The other was pried from her mother's dying embrace and carried away before those who had inflicted the injury could return to finish her off. Both girls have thankfully not been able to recall with any detail that moment in their lives. Those of us who are here will never forget it. There are many such moments that we have not forgotten, and the girls are forever pleading for more information on their parents. They do not use their limited abilities on us. They have been told that it is wrong to steal those thoughts from the others but, if asked for a story, the others would welcome the tapping into their consciousness for a front-row seat to their past. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* //Tell me the story of when I was born.// //I've told you that story several times, little one.// //But I want to hear it again. Please? Please, Frohike?// January 7, 2001 Washington State They were into their second day of travel on the Trailways bus in their attempt to get back to Seattle after the New Year. What should have been only a six-hour trip turned into an overnight adventure when the interstate was shut down due to unusually heavy accumulation of snow. The bus was not that crowded, and Scully had been able to stretch out on one of the seats - although at nine months and three-days-past-her-due- date pregnant, she was not necessarily comfortable. Frohike took the seat in front of her so that he could keep an eye on her. He had noticed that she had been complaining of feeling restless the past few days and wondered if she was nearing her time. Although with those additional thirty-five pounds that she was carrying in her midsection, he did not wonder that she was feeling miserable. He would have been much happier, however, if she was toting forty-five pounds like all those books had recommended. They eventually reached Seattle and made their way down to the pier to buy their tickets for the next ferry to Bainbridge Island. The winter schedules had cut the service to one departure every four hours, so they occupied their time with a bowl of soup and crackers at a nearby restaurant. Scully had excused herself on several occasions to make trips to the bathroom, but Frohike found nothing unusual in that - her daily exercise routine was built around her walks to find a ladies' room. Although the weather was clear, the ferry ride was choppy, and they settled into seats near the middle of boat, away from the windows and within easy distance of the bathroom. He would glance over at her from behind the newspaper every few minutes to reassure himself that she was not yet in the throws of hard labor. He just wanted to be able to get her to the cabin so that she could finally stay put and rest. Hopefully, Mulder and Langly - who had left them in Clackamas, Oregon two days prior - would already be there and be prepared for their arrival. After the docking on the island, Frohike noticed that she was moving a bit more slowly than usual and inquired about her condition. It was just a half-mile walk to the cabin, but there was one rather steep stretch that Scully had been able to maneuver in the past. She shrugged him off and left him behind to gather their possessions. Even with the bulky backpack, he quickly caught up to her and offered his elbow for support, which she took. It was still mid-afternoon but Frohike was now concerned. They seemed to be stopping every hundred yards or so for Scully to catch her breath or sit for a moment. He had made a point of walking slowly at first to stay in step with her and, when the main trail started to become clogged with downed branches, he went up ahead to kick them out of the way so that Scully would not have to tire herself even more by having to step over them. At this rate, they might not get to the cabin until almost sundown, and there were still preparations for their stay that could only be accomplished with the light of day. He called out to her when he could no longer hear her footsteps behind him. "Come on, Scully. We don't have that much further to go." He turned and found her leaning over with one hand on her knee and the other on her lower back. "What's wrong?" he asked as he awkwardly jogged his way back towards her, the heavy backpack slowing him down. Scully looked up at him, and he thought that he could see some tearing in her eyes. She was breathing heavily through her nose, her mouth clenched tight in what looked like an effort to not scream or cry out. She shook her head up and down in answer to the question that seemed to be written across his face. Frohike rushed to her side, allowing her to grab onto his shoulders to stand straight up. "Oh, no, no, no. Don't you do this to me now. I don't know nothing about birthing no babies." Scully's laughter through her own pain at his predicament came easily. "I've seen you reading those books when you think no one is watching." "Reading about it is not the same thing, *Dr.* Scully." "Believe me, I'm no expert at this. Not even close." Frohike looked up and down the road, sizing up the distance already covered. "Come on. We just have less than a quarter mile to go, and then we'll be at the cabin." "I don't think I'm going to make it." "You will make it. Scully, you know I'd carry you if I could." Yeah, if I were younger and stronger and bigger, he cursed to himself, now wishing that he had not insisted upon their keeping a low profile and traveling in twos. He threw her left arm over his shoulder and stretched his right arm across her back, settling at her waist, and began walking. It took a moment for them to synchronize their walking and for Frohike to feel like he was not dragging her feet across the packed dirt road. "Just how long have you been in labor?" "My water broke back on the ferry." "Jesus, woman. Couldn't you have said something then? We could've taken the boat back and gotten you to a hospital." "No." Scully's harsh reply echoed in his right ear. "Not after the last time." The false-alarm episode that they had experienced on Christmas Day in Los Angeles had squashed Langly's suggestion of `hiding in plain sight' by using a large and busy public hospital for the birth. Hoping to blend in among the numerous patients and remain unrecognized by an overworked staff blew up in their faces when Byers overheard an emergency room technician calling for security while Scully and Mulder were in the pre-admissions interview. Frohike shook off the panicked memories of that close call. "I could have arranged transportation." "No. Not without calling attention to us." She grabbed the strap of the backpack to keep her arm from slipping away from him. "Someone would remember a pregnant lady in labor." "Well, someone's going to *find* a pregnant lady in labor if we don't get up there soon." Frohike looked at his watch when they came to a bend in the road. What felt like thirty minutes passing had only been five. "Tell me when you need for me to stop." "Oh, believe me, you'll know." Her voice was heavy with fatigue and out of breath. "Talk to me, Frohike." "About what?" "Anything. Anything at all to keep my mind off of this baby trying to pass through me." Frohike racked his brain, trying to think of subjects that they had not yet discussed over the past months. He went with an old stand-by. "Have you decided on any names yet?" "I've narrowed down the list to a few for each team. And you're supposed to be talking to me, remember?." "I'm getting winded, too." "Well, you're in luck. We have to stop walking for a minute." She released her hold of his shoulder and reached for his hand to steady her while her other hand continued to rub her lower back. After the initial pain had subsided, she stood fully upright again and began her deep breathing exercises that she had begun practicing in the last month. "Time?" she asked, as the last stab faded. Frohike rechecked his watch. "Just under ten minutes since the last one." "Good, we could be at the cabin before the next one hits." The two fell back into their earlier walking routine. "So, what was your mother's name?" "What? You must be kidding? The lady named me *Melvin*. Shouldn't that be enough of a sign?" He glanced over at Scully to gauge her seriousness of the question and found eyes begging for a diversion. "Well, if you must know, it was Temperance." His companion's patented eyebrow arch sent him snickering. "I know, I know. Think about it - Tempy Frohike. Now that I do think about it, maybe Melvin was pretty tame." "What about the others? Byers'? "Barbara. Lovely woman. Impeccable style. Makes a hell of a martini." "I could use one right about now." Scully began rubbing her belly to calm the baby's movements. "And Langly's?" "I believe that her name was Deborah. You know, the biblical version." The moments passed as the two traded the names of their aunts and uncles, cousins and childhood friends, commenting on the variations of the nicknames that could be derived from them with each advancing stride. They made it to the cabin before her next contraction as Scully had predicted. Neither Mulder nor Langly were to be found, nor a note or evidence of a vehicle, but it was obvious that they had been there recently. Frohike walked her over to the sofa in the front room. "You sit right here and rest a moment. I'm going to fix up the bed for you." "No, don't," she called out after him. "I'd hate to ruin the only mattress in this place." "You're not having this baby on the floor and that's final." His voice boomed from the adjoining room. "If it gets too bad, we'll turn the mattress over. Always worked in the past, and besides, we may not be here much longer." He poked his head in the doorway. "Now you yell if you need anything." Frohike surveyed the back room. From the looks of things, Langly and Mulder had been there for several nights. The ashes in the wood-burning stove had not been dumped, and blankets and sheets lay on the mattress in a pile while the sleeping bag appeared to have been hurriedly bundled and thrown in a corner. Slobs, both of them, he thought. His first order of business was to make the room habitable for Scully and the baby. The stove was emptied of its ashes and a new fire rekindled to ward off the expected freezing temperatures of the night. The bed, already partially stripped thanks to Langly, was next. Frohike had found a waterproof tarp while looking for more sheets and had covered as much of the mattress as possible, tucking the edges underneath before unfolding the clean sheets over it. He returned to the front room to retrieve the backpack. "How are you doing?" Scully was finishing up the last of her breathing exercises. "The contractions are coming along fine. And I'm starved. Do we have any more crackers?" "No, we ate the last of them when we were stuck on the bus. Hang on a minute." He walked over to the cabinet which served as the pantry, looking for a specific product and blessing Langly for the normalcy of his habits even while on the run. He brought the box of graham crackers to her. "Just nibble, okay? You really shouldn't be eating anything right now." "It could be a long night." "The back room is ready. You should be more comfortable there." He helped her up off of the sofa and then went and dug out her sweats from the backpack. "And you should probably go ahead and change." She bundled the sweats in one arm while the other held the box of crackers and headed for the other room. "I'm going to need some help." After depositing the items onto the bed and still not hearing anyone behind her, she turned back to stand in the doorway. Frohike was immobile with what others would term that deer-caught-in-headlights stare, and she was so pleased with herself to be able to finally shock him. She decided to let him off the hook. "With my shoes. I can't reach them. Mulder usually takes care of it." With a grunt and the shake of his head, Frohike obliged her request for assistance. Scully even smiled and comically batted her eyelashes to entice him to replace her worn woolen socks with a pair of thick clean athletic socks to help keep her feet warm, but he announced that she was on her own with everything else and left her to her privacy. They spent the next hours timing contractions, counting with the breathing and, ultimitely, cursing Mulder. It began as gentle ribbing but as time passed, Frohike was blasting him for not being there and leaving him to care for the mother of his child, and Scully was spewing profanity at Mulder's virility and wanting to bestow upon him a pile of kidneystones if only to be able to imagine the pain she was going through. A number of times both wondered out loud as to whether it would do any good to go for help, but Frohike suggested that if anyone was nearby, her screams would bring them running. Besides which, neither wanted to take the chance of Scully being left by herself. The hours continued to pass with no Mulder or Langly in sight. Scully had now reached the point where she could no longer deny or delay the inevitable. She began kicking off the sheets. "Frohike, I know that this is asking a lot from you, but this baby is coming and coming now. You have to help me." He nearly fell off of the bed with the activity, aware that Scully had removed her sweatpants hours before so that she could keep a check on herself. Resigned to the notion of getting to know Scully a lot more than he had ever dreamed possible, he half-jokingly suggested, "Can't I just give you a mirror and you can check things out on your own?" "No!" She kicked the rest of the sheet towards the foot of the bed and began to spread her legs and bend her knees. She was now pleading with him. "Please, Frohike, the baby." He cupped his hand over one of hers. "I know, I know." Taking a deep breath, he set about determining the status of her delivery. "Well, if those books got it right, then you're starting to crown and the fun's getting ready to start." "Fun, huh?" she would later grunt with a push forward. "You want to trade places?" "Only if you let me smack Mulder good when this is all over." As if on cue, footsteps were heard entering through the door, and familiar voices were calling out their names. "Oh, thank god that you're finally back," Frohike yelled. "Come in here." Mulder appeared in the doorway and froze. "What the . . .? Scully? Frohike? What's going on?" "What happens thousands of times every hour the world over - a woman is bringing a new life into this world. Now get your ass in here." Mulder rushed to Scully's side, shed his coat, and then settled in behind her to help her lean forward into her latest push. After only getting grunts and nods from her to his questions concerning her well-being, he turned to Frohike for help. "Tell me." "She's crowning. Shouldn't be much longer." Scully finally found her voice. "I swear, Mulder, if you didn't get here in time, I was naming the kid Melvin." "Yeah," Mulder sighed, "but what if it's a boy?" "Should I be boiling some water or what?" Langly had finally broken out of the shock of walking in on a near-delivery and now facing the giggling masses on the bed. "There's already some on tap." Frohike gestured a nod towards the stove. "Put some of it in the sink and get it at least to room temperature. For the baby's bath. Go on." During Scully's latest push, he added, "We could also use a doctor. Preferably someone *not* giving birth at the moment." In between his `atta girl, Scully' and `you're doing fine, Scully', Mulder filled them in on their latest adventure. "There's a clinic in the town. Langly and I both went through it - seems harmless enough, but I don't think it opens until morning." "Doesn't matter right now. We'd never get there in time anyway. Okay, Scully, *don't* push." "Why?" Mulder sounded worried. "Because the baby's head is out, and I'm supposed to clean the nose and mouth." One shoulder, then the other appeared. Followed quickly by the arms and, with one last gasp from Scully, her daughter was born. "Langly, bring me a clean towel from over there." Frohike lay the towel over the baby to protect it from the chilling air and then picked her up and placed her on Scully's stomach while he prepared to cut the umbilical cord. "She's perfect, Scully," he whispered. "Just perfect." "Yes, she is," Mulder added, still in amazement at the event. He stroked Scully's hair and his daughter's arm. "Mulder?" Frohike jarred him out of his daze. "Go on and give her a bath, Mulder. You know what to do. Scully and I have a few things to finish up with here." Mulder gently carried his daughter over to the sink and cupped handfuls of the warm water over her legs. The morning sunrise began to peak around the window curtain just next them. Frohike looked over at the two and then turned his attention back to the new mother. "Hey, Scully, it's getting light out. Everything's looking good, but we're going to take you in to the clinic to get checked out by someone who does this for a living, okay?" He was able to draw a nod of agreement from Scully. "So, have you decided on a name, finally?" She turned her head towards the man now bathed in the sunlight who held her daughter. "Yeah, it's light out," she mumbled and paused in exhaustion with each word. "Light. Light. Eileen. Name's Eileen." //Why are you crying, Frohike?// //Because I was the first one to hold you. Because your parents were so happy that day.// //Did they cry, too?// //Your mother cried. Your father, too. Ah, hell, even Langly was crying.// end Part 1 begin Part 2 Lost Boys and Golden Girls by Martha marthalgm@yahoo.com ~It doesn't matter where they're going Or wherever they've been Cause they got one thing in common it's true~ September 14, 2010 The Hiding Place Sophia does not even have to ask us about her birth - she knows that answer already. None of those who are here now were with her mother when she was born. None of those who are here now had laid eyes on the child until I brought her to them. Over the years, we had heard rumors of where Marita Covarrubias had been and of her associates during the time prior to Sophia's birth, but only I had first-hand knowledge of the events afterwards. It was my first clear memory after my awakening. It is perhaps time that Sophia knew of her mother's courage. And her foolishness. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* April 16, 2001 Place: Unknown Marita was sick with the alien virus. No, something much different, she came to slowly realize over the past weeks. The baby, her daughter, was still with her. Why, she wondered. If she was so ill, why would They allow Sophia to be with her? Was it a test? A test to see if their biological experiment was immune to whatever afflicted her now? What she did not know until recently was that the baby screamed incessantly when separated from her mother. Sleeping only minutes at a time, fitfully crying for hours on end, Sophia would not feed and was losing weight and strength. They were afraid that the baby would die without contact with its mother, and They were afraid to give the child back to her now that the mother had been experimentally reinfected with a new strain. In the end, They decided that if the baby was going to die anyway, it might as well see how it held up against the new virus. Sophia lived. Sophia thrived in her mother's presence. It was as if, one of They noted, all the strength from Marita were slowly being transfused into the child. As Marita grew paler and weaker, the child gained strength and color and weight. Marita longed to be able to pick up the child and walk around the room with her, rocking and cooing and singing. As it was, she barely had the stamina to hold the child in her arms as she sat on the bed, her back against the wall. She hoped that They would come soon now; it was almost feeding time. She wondered how much longer she would have the strength to feed the child on her own and who would take over those duties when that day came. The door to the room creaked open. There was no light in the hallway, and darkness shrouded the intruder. A voice called out to her, "Marita?" She tried to focus on the individual across the room but could not distinguish his form in the darkness. Her eyes had been giving her so much trouble lately. There was nothing wrong with her hearing, however. "Alex? They told me that you escaped weeks ago." "Something's going on." He moved into the room underneath the light from the lone ceiling bulb. "The other building looks like it's been abandoned. I came back to warn you." "No, you didn't. You knew what was going on before you got here." She watched the disgust of his first close glance at her, sitting on filthy bedsheets in a robe that had not been washed since the last time she had the ability to give herself a bath. He had retreated a step or two, gauging a safe distance from whatever viral organism he judged was now eating through her body. "You knew everything before you got here. The only reason you would risk coming back would be to get Sophia. She's the only healthy one in this wing." "If Sophia's not ill, then she must have some built-in immunity." What does he know, she wondered. "How do you know that? How do you know that they haven't given her some sort of antidote that they're testing?" "They haven't. I've seen their records." He took a step towards the bed. "You've touched, changed her, fed her. She's naturally immune to whatever they've done to you." Marita used what little strength she had to pull the child closer to her and further away from Alex. "So you'd risk coming into contact with me to get to her?" "She has to have gotten it from somewhere." His reasoning was beginning to come into her view. "You mean, you, don't you? Seeing as how I, her mother, am sick, then you, her father, should naturally be immune." The sing-song tone in her voice set off alarms in Alex's head. "What are you getting at?" "You're probably already infected and don't even know it. Do you have trouble focusing your eyesight in regular light? Do your gums bleed easily? Your lips crack at the slightest pressure?" Marita limply held out one hand. "Have you noticed that your fingernails have stopped growing and that there's this tingling sensation every time you touch something?" She searched his face for confirmation of the symptoms and nodded. "You probably have about two weeks before you'll start looking like me." "No, I won't." "Because you think that you have the immunity? Because you're her father?" "Yes." "You fool," she spat out, "you're not her father." He was momentarily stunned. "Now wait, you said . . ." "I lied, Alex. Didn't read those records that closely, did you? God, you're so simple." She closed her eyes and leaned her head back against the cold wall. "The first child, Elaine, *was* ours. But that baby died long before she could start to live. Whatever we both carried over from our initial contact with the black virus was incompatible. And then they found a more suitable donor for me." "Who?" She smiled and opened her eyes. She needed to see his reaction at the news. "Fox Mulder, of course. You still want the child, now?" Bingo. Alex had thought that he could finally distinguish between her truths and her lies. Now he was no longer certain of that, but he wondered why she would keep up the lies at this stage of the game. "Damn you." "Did you hear that?" Off in the distance, perhaps from the floor below, she thought that she heard gunfire. "They're coming for you, Alex. And if you're very good and they let you live, they may even put you in the room next to mine. It's empty now, has been for days. The poor idiot who used to be there would bang his head against the wall for hours; it was quite distracting. He may have been trying to kill himself before the virus finished its job. I think he succeeded." The sounds which indeed were gunfire grew closer. "You bitch. If you knew that I was infected, then you could have said something." She let out a sigh of resignation and began rambling in monotone. "It's too late, Alex. What was done was done months ago - probably when those `friends' of the old man got here. I told you we couldn't trust them. All they ever wanted was my baby." Again, she smiled, certain that it drive that stake in his gut in even further. "Mine and Mulder's. Apparently the quality blend." Alex took several more steps towards the bed. "Give her to me." "No. How much time do you think you've got left? Very little before you're too weak to run from them, and then they'll just take her back anyway." "They'll want her in one piece." His voice was as cold as she remembered it could be and she willed the sum of her strength into a guttural growl. "I'll kill you before you take her from me. One bite, one scratch from me is all it would take if you still think I'm the only infected one here. Besides, if you should get out of this place alive, and I'm betting that you won't, they have all the components to make more just like her. My harvested eggs, Mulder's sperm. They'll just implant them in others and grow a new crop. It's not like they haven't been practicing for this day for the past fifty years, you know." The room suddenly shook from the force of the explosion that was demolishing the building next door. While Alex quickly ran over options in his head, Marita drew the baby closer to her. "Run, Alex. Run like hell if you don't want to die here with me." He swore and bolted from the room when the second explosion rocked the building. Marita looked down at the quiet bundle in her arms, amazed and at the same time comforted that the baby was sleeping throughout the chaos. She began to hum a verse of a lullaby from long ago in the hope that it would drown out the sounds of destruction that were advancing. Just to keep the baby calm until he comes, she thought. Someone would be coming for the baby. The shuffle of feet interrupted her humming. Even though she could clearly see her new visitor, she had thought that he would have come in another form. She was expecting a boy, not the man that now stood in front of her. Although she was sure that she had seen this individual before, it was not until this moment that she recognized who he was. "How?" "There's no time to explain. They're moving on to the next phase - you know what that means, don't you? Let me take her." "Why should I?" "Because you know who I am. What I am. I have a way out of here, and you know that I can protect her." She looked down at her child. "What will happen to her?" "She'll have the chance to live, to grow up, perhaps to even save lives in the future." He reached out for the baby but did not attempt to take her away from the mother now clinging tightly. "No experiments." She desperately needed to make this one last request. "Do you hear me, no experiments." "There'll be no need for them. And they will never find her." Marita kissed Sophia on her forehead and, in the only humane act that she had left in her, allowed him to pry the baby from her weakened arms. She slumped back against the wall and watched as the visitor left with her child. As she tried to block the sounds of destruction coming down the hallway, coming for her, she listened intently in the opposite direction and was calmed by the fact that Sophia was not crying. It would be all right, she thought; she had kept Sophia safe long enough for Gibson Praise to come to her baby's rescue. She could die now. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* November 26, 2000 Same unknown place For the fourth `morning' in a row, Gibson Praise awoke in a darkened room. Stiffened, hungry, cold, and blinded by the lack of light, he began the routine of late of stumbling out of the cot that served as his bed and feeling his way around the room. He was sure that he had done this several times in recent memory, but his recent memory was the problem - he could not recall events that might have happened more than a few days ago. He had no idea as to where he was or how he had gotten here, only that the place seemed different from where he might have been before. He was never sure as to whether it was daytime or night when he woke up - there were no windows in the room and he could never find a light switch that might help identify his location. Several hours would pass before he could even remember his name. Not being able to remember his name was more troublesome than the fact that he was naked but no less puzzling. He had blankets to wrap around himself, but he could never figure out as to why he had no clothes. The quietness of the place was also unnerving to him. He must not have been anywhere near an outside wall as he heard no traffic or trains or airplanes. During the times that he was awake, he thought that he heard a set of footsteps far away but it always sounded as if it were an echo - it did not even help him to identify the location of a door. No slits of light were ever visible. He began to wonder if someone had locked him up and thrown away the key and then wondered more as to why someone would lock him up. The other times that he had woken up were a blur. He remembered being so sore as to not be able to move that first time. He still ached as he walked about but the pain was not so bad today. Still, he wondered why there did not appear to be any other furniture or objects in the room - he never bumped into anything except another wall. Just as Gibson began to believe that he would spend the rest of days naked, hungry, cold, and locked in the dark alone, something jarred his senses. A baby's cry. end Part 2 begin Part 3 Lost Boys and Golden Girls by Martha marthalgm@yahoo.com ~And we'll never be as young as we are right now Running away and running for home Running for home~ September 14, 2010 The Hiding Place My first clear and distinct memory of that time was Sophia's crying. At first, I panicked, believing that whoever had shut me away had done the same to a helpless infant. But then I heard other sounds, soothing sounds. Voices. No, just one voice. A gentle voice quieting the baby - its mother perhaps. I hoped so. I prayed so. Inexplicably, I again fell into a deep slumber shortly after this. At the time, I did not know why I seemed to be spending so little time awake. I know now, however; it was the change, my metamorphosis, or - if you will - my evolution from the child body to adulthood. Although, as I have learned, to most of the outside world this change is known as puberty and can span several years. Problem was that I underwent my puberty in a matter of hours. That's why I was so sore - I discovered later that I had grown seven inches in height. Certainly not tall or even average by medical standards but certainly taller than I had ever been or hoped to be. It was definitely a drawback at age fourteen to still be able to wear the clothes I received as new when I was nine. Which explains why I was naked. I had outgrown my clothes in my sleep. And why it was dark. Knowing of my impending change, my captors had `cacooned' me, locked me in darkness to complete the conversion. I wondered if it was anything like I observed with that alien at the power plant. Which still puzzles me today. They knew what would be happening to me and yet They did not take greater precautions with my imprisonment. Perhaps They underestimated my development calendar. Or perhaps They wanted to find my limitations. No matter. As I awoke those times and days afterwards, I would listen to mother and child and measure my day by their verbal activity. It was about a week later that the screaming started. The mother was calling for the child who apparently was being taken from her. I ached for her and for her anguish. For its part, the child screamed in equal measure to match the mother. But its screams seemed to disappear as it was removed to another part of the building. A short time later, the child and mother, both still screaming, were reunited and the more gentle crying began. The next day, the screaming and separation routine repeated itself though with varying measure. Sometimes it seemed to last for as little as an hour and at other times for several days on end. I do not know if it was to help me reconcile the gut reactions that I had to this situation, but I began to imagine comforting the mother, giving her something to hold onto and a shoulder to cry on and a sympathetic presence to keep her company until the baby was returned. I would watch as she hurriedly unfolded the blanket that wrapped the child and examined her from head to toe for bleeding, bruises, needle pricks, any sign of invasion. Though she never found any indications of experimentation, she would curse at the invisible captors for the torture of the separations. I think that she would have been less frantic had she found confirmation of such - at least she would have the certainty of knowing the reason for the child being taken away. But I knew. I saw. It was not the child who was being examined during the separations. I took comfort at being able to drop in on Marita and Sophia, to walk by the open door to their spacious room, to sit and watch as they played and slept. Every now and then, they would acknowledge my presence, but I never sought to intrude. I was satisfied even with the lack of conversation. Just seeing something resembling normalcy during the bleakness of my days was sufficient. Until I realized of course that I was still naked, cold and hungry, and had never left the room in which I was imprisoned. At first I believed that my mind was playing tricks on me until I learned to play tricks with my mind. I had found the door to my room and clothes near my size, was able to walk down the hallway to look in on the other occupants. I gained strength in my spirit and body with these mental exercises, though I did not dare to look beyond the boundaries of the hallway. I was never certain that I was not being observed for exactly these activities - not at first anyway. So I was patient in my journeys and bid my time, gathering information for my secret closet when I was certain that They were looking elsewhere. I also began to dream of another child - a child that was being born elsewhere. I did not know at the time why this would be important. I too kept this memory in my secret closet lest They try to separate that child from its mother. That last day of my captivity I never felt so strong and alive and bristling with the knowledge that a major shift in events was set to occur. I found my clothes, opened the door, and walked out into the hallway. And though I had done this a hundred times before, this particular time had a coarseness to it. Whether it was the difference in the air I breathed or the buzzing of activity beyond the hallway, the new sensation propelled me to that familiar room with the purpose of escape. In those few moments it took to walk down the hallway, I knew that I had to take and protect the child, the child who could someday become like me. In those few moments, my future and purpose unfolded itself to me. I bundled up Sophia, and we made our escape. Our route had been mapped in my mind for weeks, and all the anticipated distractions to our pursuers came to pass. A waiting vehicle, packed baby supplies, food and shelter - all that had been constructed in my mind made itself known during our getaway. And I then knew where I was going. That last touch from Marita gave me the final pieces to my puzzled vision - of the identity of the other child and of a man and woman in imminent danger from my late captors. And of the name of the person I had to next contact to make my warnings known - Walter Skinner. Whoever he might be. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* May 2, 2001 near Gaithersburg, MD Gibson drove to the location that he had been given during his last communication from Skinner. Spring had arrived late to the eastern seaboard, but today was one of those days made for rolled-down windows and sunglasses and a radio without commercial or DJ interruptions. He looked into the rear-view mirror to check up on Sophia who was sucking the thumb of one hand while the other hand banged on the carseat, seemingly to the rhythm of the Beach Boys. They were on their way to meet the others, the others who had not yet seen and had just been made aware of Sophia's presence and importance in the world. The others who would not know him but would remember a boy with special powers and unique MRI scans. The boy who had grown to his full maturity and his special gifts that had advanced in step with that maturity. A few weeks prior, as Gibson made his way to DC that first time after their escape, he focused on finding the man and woman in his vision. As he opened the long-locked doors in his mind on that drive, he came across them - Mulder and Scully - in the rooms that held his childhood. He remembers the woman - Scully - cradling him and vowing to protect him aand the man - Mulder - calling from behind the locked door in that power plant. He could not fault them for not being able to stop the events that ultimately led to his imprisonment in Vermont, but he also knew that the other child - their child - would sooner or later fall into the hands of those responsible for that imprisonment. He also found Walter Skinner behind another one of those doors. Skinner would be the easiest person to locate if Mulder and Scully and child were in hiding like he hoped. Gibson's first attempts at contacting him were met with dismissal - how could this man be that boy. He resisted the base instinct to reach into the far recesses of Skinner's mind, bedroom, and locked office cabinets to validate his identity and abilities. In the end, it only took the retelling of the story of the return of Scully's necklace in their presence that finally convinced Skinner that he was telling the truth. Gibson wondered what it would take to convince Mulder and Scully to give up their child to him. Beyond the safety issue was that neither were faced with death like Marita had been, although it was believed that neither had been reinfected without their knowledge. He only hoped that the others had lain the groundwork for a quick transition so that he would be able to finally move on before he could be found out. As luck (good or bad) would have it, the small family had had several close calls within the past months. Covers were blown with the little details not adding up, a neighbor got too curious and thought Mulder was the latest criminal featured on America's Most Wanted, a shooting during an attempted home burglary with the average inept burglar being mistaken for a member of the Consortium that resulted in far too many questions from local law enforcement. But they would remain unconvinced that the child should be taken from them. Until Alex Krycek had tracked them down. Sick and dying with the new virus that he was sure that he would never contract but not about to give up, he held the family at bay for several hours, demanding the child, before being distracted while they escaped. They ran straight back to DC and Skinner to be examined in case Krycek had been contagious. After a short quarantine period to be monitored for the initial symptoms that Gibson had provided, it was agreed that if Krycek had been able to track them down with his limited resources, then the section of the Consortium that was still conducting these experiments and still looking for them could not be far behind. The child was the key. Mulder and Scully had been persuaded that, above all, the child was the primary target. And her safety was to be the only consideration. Gibson did not believe that the meeting had gone well but when a child is being taken from its family, for however good the reasons, there will always be a certain sadness associated with it. The good-byes were taking far too long; not only were two parents parting from their child but the group of adults themselves were splitting up. It had been decided that Mulder and Scully would continue underground with their work to expose the Consortium, that the Gunmen would initially accompany Gibson and the children to get them set up in a new situation, and that Skinner would remain at his post in DC at the FBI as the main contact for the two camps. Scully had strongly argued for her and Mulder to remain with Gibson and the children - it had taken several days for her to become convinced that the work they had to do may lead the Consortium right back to the children if they remained close. In the end, she reluctantly and tearfully capitulated. It had been suggested by Skinner and agreed to by all that an open window would remain in DC for the two camps to come together on a periodic basis to share notes and make any further adjustments on the arrangements but that under no circumstances would one try to contact the other outside of that window. It would be too dangerous for them all if signals were crossed or intercepted. And so it was left at that. Mulder and Scully left first; to ease the pain of the separation, they would leave their child behind rather than watch as she was taken away from them. Phone numbers were exchanged between Skinner and the Gunmen before the rest piled into a minivan. Gibson marveled at how good natured the infants were being in light of all the interchanging of people about them. It was not until then, as they were driving away, that it sunk in as to just how much all of these other people were depending upon him to keep his word - to keep the girls safe, to allow them thhe opportunity to grow up, and to oversee and supervise those changes in themselves and in their future that were inevitable. And Gibson closed his eyes to settle in for the drive and to rest and gather strength for the journey ahead. Langly, the driver, called out for suggestions for the best way to head out to start their new lives. Without hesitation, Byers called out, "95 South." ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* September 14, 2010 The Hiding Place The Gunmen had made numerous suggestions of where the girls and I were to live. This place was the most acceptable. Of course, they invited themselves along - not that I minded. After being on the run themselves for the past year, they were ready to settle down and begin their operations again. I need their help with so many things, with keeping this place running and the initial rearing of the children. Byers would not again leave Susanne behind. We swung through North Carolina on our way here to pick her up, and they got married in Dillon, South Carolina - the closest place that did not have a waiting period to apply for a license that did not involve entering a courthouse. The minister did not seem to think it odd that the witnesses to this particular wedding were three men of varying ages and two infants. The minister's wife, however, eyed the young girls - one a blonde and the other with reddish-brown hair - and remarked to no one in particular that she could tell to whom these children belonged. Byers blushed upon hearing this remark later on, and Susanne only laughed. But they took on the role of being the girls' primary caregivers with such seriousness that we had once discussed not discouraging the girls in this charade. That they became aware of their true parentage when toddlers only soothed my apprehension of having to break the news later on. Frohike traveled back to DC each year to keep our side of the bargain - to meet up with Mulder and Scully on the steps of the Lincoln Memorial on the first day of September. He makes sure that he is there several weeks ahead of time and hangs around for some time afterwards, just to be sure. But they are never there. After that first year, Frohike went into a deep depression upon his return from DC to this place. His insistence that they would have been there if they were still alive was in conflict with Byers' and Langly's equal insistence that perhaps it was not safe enough for them to make an appearance just yet. He only came to resolve his disappointment with the belief that neither of the former agents would deliberately abandon their child and would eventually show themselves. And so, each year, he continues to make his way to the nation's capital, stopping long enough to visit with Margaret Scully and meet with Walter Skinner and taking all the usual precautions. And with each passing year, his time away gets shorter and shorter as the hope of ever seeing his friends again dwindles. I do know that, during those last few times out, Frohike had invited Skinner to come back with him, but Skinner had always declined, explaining that he needed to stay on the job and in the area. Just in case information would cross his desk concerning their whereabouts. Just in case Mulder and Scully showed up in the city at some other time of the year. Last year, pneumonia kept Frohike from his mission, and Langly went in his stead at the last moment but with the same results as before. This year, a reoccurrence of gout sidelined him again. And again, Langly made the trek for him. Which I am happy to see as Frohike is getting older, and I believe that a small part of his spirit dies with each unsuccessful attempt at a rendezvous. Another couple of years of this and I fear that he may not make it back to us at all. And the girls need him. He was, of the three, the closest to their father and they hang on his every word. Even now as he rests with eyes closed, feigning sleep in the shade of the porch, he can hear their giggling approach but does not spoil the play of their arranging just-picked wildflowers on his balding head or being intertwined with his bootlaces. He has become their grandfather in abstentia and lovingly embraces every moment of it. The girls will need his help as well as that of the others in short time. Their jumpers will soon strain with budding maturity and the metamorphosis process that I underwent ten years ago will not be too far away in their future. I would hope that they could have a few more years before that time, but I am reminded that girls mature faster than boys and have been debating as to how soon to warn Sophia and Eileen. Susanne advises that we do not delay in preparing them, even if they already do have this knowledge. Every now and then, though not as often as I used to, I stand out there in the field and send my feelers out, to see if I can pick up on the unique signature that both Mulder and Scully carry within them. I must also be careful not to make contact with the others out there - the unfriendlies, the ones who most assuredly have been searching for the girls over the years. Sometimes, I get a faint ping of a signal; it is a familiar sensation, and yet it vanishes before I can locate it and embrace it in full. Langly is now two days overdue from the annual DC trip, and Frohike is again worried that something has gone wrong. We know that there has been some flooding along the Mississippi which may have delayed his return, so we agree to wait another day before attempting to contact Skinner for a report. That last strong breeze brings the scent of honeysuckles from afar, washing its sweetness over the field and through our hair. It reminds me of the first sensation that I had about this place - that we were isolated enough and if we could still smell the honeysuckles at this distance, then we should be able to have fair warning of an unwanted approach. A continuing blast of a car horn from the direction of the road leading up to this place would normally be enough to make the lot of us run to our safeplaces inside the house as we had practiced over and over throughout the years, and yet I can not move. Frohike swears what is unrepeatable in polite company and I hear the door slam behind him, probably to search for the weapons he had hidden for just such an occasion. I sense the girls behind me, cautiously approaching, initially with some fear at the unknown intruder but then with some curiosity. I recognize that this is not a dangerous situation - I must have as I did not automatically swoop up the girls to protect them as in all those practice drills. It is my distinct impression that we are not to be met with harm here. On the contrary, if the scent of the honeysuckle had not been so strong and distracting, I should have known this sooner. As soon as I am sure of the occupants of the approaching vehicle, the girls also pick up on it. One is excited but cautious and the other is apprehensive yet hopeful. The familiar jeep rounding the fence and heading straight toward us provides proof that Langly has finally returned home. But it is the two passengers that give us pause. As I watch them alight from the vehicle, they too examine the man and the children before them. Searching the features from one girl to the other, trying to determine `which one is mine'. Eileen takes off running before she can be cautioned, screaming the parental titles that she has never had cause to use before. The woman drops to her knees to draw the child fully into an embrace while the man crouches low, softly whispering and crying both their names. My hand reaches out to comfort Sophia, to stroke her hair and her shoulder. I somehow have always felt closer to her as we spent a number of weeks alone - just the two of us - before all of this began in earnest. "He will know who you are." She looks over at me, her pale blue eyes again filling with tears. "He will know that he is your father." "Yes, I know," she answers and bravely waits her turn. end